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Narcissistic people are attracted to INTERNALLY 👹 PEOPLE! I was ugly than a MF-and so I wanted it

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  • Опубліковано 22 лип 2023
  • TRAUMA BOND
    Shameless and searching for their demonic drug!
    She was much less desirable than my ex but all I could see were our matching addictions!
    Her evil-is what I recognized. It was easy too…just like it was easy to walk away from healthy choices, and healthy places!
    She was a mirrored image, a mirrored attraction to dysfunction that had the taste…of easier coping mechanisms.
    We became each others drug.
    We entered each others soul through our soulless past. I didn’t recognize myself or those that were trying to help me. I didn’t want their help-just hers! She helped me through hurt. They hurt me through help. It didn’t match. Hers did, though!
    Nothing could stop me, nothing could save me, not even my family!
    TRAGIC BOND

КОМЕНТАРІ • 147

  • @Theinsomniac826
    @Theinsomniac826 Рік тому +23

    God is using you and working through you to deliver these messages to us survivors exactly when we need it.
    🙏

    • @Theysee1111
      @Theysee1111 Рік тому +3

      Amen I feel it

    • @leonrwalkerjr
      @leonrwalkerjr  Рік тому +1

      God sure is. Thank you for that. I truly appreciate your words 🙏🏾💯🙌🏾❤️

  • @ctwinkie0826
    @ctwinkie0826 Рік тому +21

    This is actually a big eye opener!!! I have always been told i am a beautiful person within and the two narcissist i have encountered both ex partners felt exacly the same way. They couldn't relate to me because i had standards expectations, I cared about myself not to have addictions and have always seeked to grow and heal..... they couldn't fall in love with those traits within me..... they go to people who connect to their darkness more than their light.... they seeked dysfunction for sure!

  • @veebliss1266
    @veebliss1266 Рік тому +24

    That rejection is protection 🎉 let them go find less 🤷‍♀️ they end up with more disordered and toxic partners like their original abusers and start the cycle with their kids all over again so sad it’s a generational curse until someone gets help 😢

  • @girlynerds611
    @girlynerds611 Рік тому +18

    And they pretend to be Godly people

  • @kimberlyartis6515
    @kimberlyartis6515 Рік тому +14

    Demons attracts Demons...👏well said...I understand the assignment now..Confirmation...

  • @mypeace101
    @mypeace101 Рік тому +58

    This sounds familiar. They don't have responsibilities with those people. It's all fun and games until reality hits them!😢😢😢😢

    • @brucefrasier1475
      @brucefrasier1475 Рік тому +2

      Yes!...As Leon always states. It's the path of least resistance🤔!

    • @quitageorge7532
      @quitageorge7532 Рік тому +5

      My narc is experiencing the reality now..and it's sad because he got what he wanted and now he can not handle it

    • @sinceresong9907
      @sinceresong9907 Рік тому +1

      ​@@quitageorge7532The irony, they can't even stand by their own decisions...pitiful all of it.

  • @td2968
    @td2968 Рік тому +10

    We are what we attract . Narcs love people who are least resistant

  • @BiancaCalhoun
    @BiancaCalhoun 10 місяців тому +6

    Funky breath, funky armpits, demons don't want beautiful people. Damn...Good content

  • @justaskmomma1
    @justaskmomma1 Рік тому +11

    Please don't get attached to the wrong one and let them eliminate or execute you...

  • @bvad7884
    @bvad7884 7 місяців тому +5

    Im in tears, your videos are saving me. God bless you.

    • @leonrwalkerjr
      @leonrwalkerjr  6 місяців тому +1

      Thank you. I hope to always help people. I have to tell the truth. I hid it for years. God Bless you.

  • @rashidarowe7882
    @rashidarowe7882 8 місяців тому +5

    My Narc said he was attracted to me because i was a dark empath, i didnt understand it til i looked it up, that narc was so evil, i went chruch to pray him out of my heart, he will not leave me alone...:(

    • @leonrwalkerjr
      @leonrwalkerjr  6 місяців тому

      He can't leave you alone, regardless of how hard or tough he is, you touched his soul!!!!

  • @SexyDiva0807Virtuous
    @SexyDiva0807Virtuous Рік тому +8

    This is what my ex did and i called him out.He left me for a chic that was trash and single..Listen to him he is telling you everything about narc...They are damaged people and feed off danger people.I was too good for.my ex..It's been 6 months and he wants to run back and karma has hit him after whatever use to always say..U not nothing ,what u got nothing ..Now he is eating those words about to lose it all

  • @trusno7751
    @trusno7751 Рік тому +6

    Purple lips, Beer belly, skin looking all dried up, laziness, e.t.c😂....Continue to drop this HEAT on us, Absolutely Astonishing content💯 That therapy is paying off!

  • @tcampbell1676
    @tcampbell1676 8 місяців тому +4

    Thank you for teaching us about Narcissim awareness and serving our country.

    • @leonrwalkerjr
      @leonrwalkerjr  6 місяців тому +1

      You're welcome. Thank you as well for that.

  • @NickysWorld88
    @NickysWorld88 Рік тому +9

    I needed to hear this today. I started feeling sad because it’s officially 4 months no contact and he’s already with someone else. I was the positive one always trying to remain optimistic- now I understand why he is not coming back and I’m thankful for this peace 🙏🏾
    Thank you Leon ❤️

    • @IAm_Meeh
      @IAm_Meeh Рік тому +3

      He may come back, but if he's a real Narc don't let him ... enjoy your peace, beautiful 🙏

    • @NickysWorld88
      @NickysWorld88 Рік тому +1

      @@IAm_Meeh 🙏🏽💕

  • @tranquility9325
    @tranquility9325 Рік тому +7

    Leon I never told you this before, but I am very proud of you for going to therapy! Most narcs will never improve bec they flat out refuse to go to therapy

  • @courtneytucker316
    @courtneytucker316 Рік тому +8

    Sounds like my ex narc!! Elaborate Proposal and two weeks left without notice. I guess he thought I was gonna chase him!! Idk, seems like karma has caught up with him. Flash forward, Now 18 months later, with our toddler I’m off to move to another state in 7 days. 😊

  • @motoboy420ify
    @motoboy420ify Рік тому +8

    The purple lips part laid me to rest!😂😂😂😂

  • @chefmonaOhMY
    @chefmonaOhMY Рік тому +12

    Wow DEMONS attract DEMONS. Enlightening

  • @sulzfide5170
    @sulzfide5170 Рік тому +7

    Leon, Can I just say wow! You are a very honest and transparent narcissist. This helps people like me understand and heal from the trauma bonding. Great work!

  • @Wenzy_Royal
    @Wenzy_Royal Рік тому +7

    My ex is only 24 and it's scary knowing he will do these things for years to come, maybe until his 50s.

    • @hangingwiththegrlz4891
      @hangingwiththegrlz4891 Рік тому +3

      Maybe his whole life.

    • @c.williams3740
      @c.williams3740 Рік тому +3

      You have no idea. I met my now ex narc when he was 24, he’s now 46 and waaaaay worse.

    • @hangingwiththegrlz4891
      @hangingwiththegrlz4891 Рік тому +3

      @@c.williams3740 Wow! Narcs really do get worse with age. It is so crazy.

    • @careyjayy8750
      @careyjayy8750 Рік тому +2

      This is true. Ex 52yr lied about the cost of an engagement ring, his salary, and his condo. It gets worse because they refuse see their fault. He put a gun to his head when I told him I know you’re lying…with his 6yr in the home. I just thank God I have my peace again 🙏🏽

  • @willowclay5406
    @willowclay5406 Рік тому +5

    I'm happy that he downgraded. It was a blessing in disguise!

  • @speakthetruth54
    @speakthetruth54 Рік тому +6

    So true I was too successful for my ex.
    His women are like him .
    He liked the fake hair fake eyelash
    Fake men love fake women

    • @tranquility9325
      @tranquility9325 Рік тому

      Are you a woman? Why are you being so disrespectful towards other women? You have what Joules Lowell said is internal misogyny.

  • @theonerealestatesecret
    @theonerealestatesecret Рік тому +5

    My father had a house a wife two kids two cars and two motorcycles and walked away to be with another toxic person

  • @jackiecolbert3915
    @jackiecolbert3915 Рік тому +4

    Man out of all theses videos I've watched. I watched so many videos about Narcissist on UA-cam and kept trying to understand it all. I couldn't catch it till today. Thank you for telling the truth. Narcissist don't want good people. The only thing I don't get is why ruin good people. Why come Narcissist cheaters interact with the wholesome good loving people? Narcissistic people should flock together forever.

  • @wouldntyouliketoknow7058
    @wouldntyouliketoknow7058 Рік тому +5

    Definitely started to silence myself because it was easier then dealing with his toxic behavior. When I finally understood we were being discarded or discarded period then I understood why it was easy for him to pick females who were ok with him not being a father for his children. Every female he’s ever been with outside of me has never been interested in mine and is ok with him not being around because to them that means I’m out of the picture. Not knowing that he’d hover, try to control and manipulate me and our children. He never wants us to meet any new supply. Supposedly getting married and is ok with our children not being around. But he has tried his luck at flirting and saying certain things to see if I’ll take the bait. I never understood how any real woman could be with a man that’s willingly not active in his children’s life and now I understand, their demons are enjoying each other’s company. Praying I can continue to protect my babies from such behavior and myself because if he could have us all he would.

    • @afroevex7630
      @afroevex7630 Рік тому +3

      Spot on. Any woman who does not inspire, motivate, encourage or even leave a man so he can be a responsible father is questionable.

  • @InvisibleBorderline
    @InvisibleBorderline 10 місяців тому +4

    I’m so glad I found your channel.
    Thank you.

  • @godsnotdonewithyouyet6955
    @godsnotdonewithyouyet6955 Рік тому +6

    @leon R Walker Jr ,yep all facts my narcissist is GOING through this now !! His baby momma is trash 🗑️ and he had nothing because of her lost his family because he wanted to give low with her and now reality is kicking in and kicking his ass and I tried to tell him 🤷🤷but hard head make a soft ass and it's sad ....but you can't make someone wake up untill it's there time ,thank you for this and all you do for people God bless you ❤🙏🏾

  • @MegaMusical10
    @MegaMusical10 Рік тому +4

    THIS DUDE RIGHT HERE IS 100% I'm so happy I found his channel, the healing is awesome!

  • @KKBlessed85
    @KKBlessed85 6 місяців тому +3

    Thanks for sharing. This explains alot 💯

  • @a.wilson6694
    @a.wilson6694 Рік тому +5

    Mic drop 🎤 Leon you are truly walking in your ministry. This video has truly opened up my eyes. May your life be filled joy and blessings for all of your transparency and honesty.
    I appreciate you 💯💯💯💯💯

  • @careyjayy8750
    @careyjayy8750 Рік тому +6

    I left that demon. He didn’t even wanna shower and expected marriage. On top of cheating because I was cold to the bull. I’ve sent him several of your videos at the end and he hates me for it. Thank you for sharing the truth. A lot of people need help but don’t know where to start 🙏🏾

    • @phumlaninela685
      @phumlaninela685 Рік тому +3

      I know right I also sent mine Leon’s videos and he hates me for it😂 I’m glad that chapter is closed!

  • @lanadst6745
    @lanadst6745 Рік тому +8

    So why doesn’t it work out with other narcissistic people ?

  • @willowclay5406
    @willowclay5406 Рік тому +6

    Yep his other two supplies looked all shabby and had very bad skin. The supply that he cheated on me with was heavier, pock marks on her face, and had no fashion sense! The other woman was old looking with rough skin but was thin.

    • @joycewilson7045
      @joycewilson7045 Рік тому +1

      He may be speaking more on internal characteristics. Outward looks aren't a determining factor as to a person being good or bad. It's what they represent and their moral compass that makes them ugly. So much evil gets overlooked by outward standards.

    • @willowclay5406
      @willowclay5406 Рік тому +1

      @@joycewilson7045 Yes but their outward appearance is a reflection of them not taking care of themselves. Using alcohol or drugs etc.

    • @willowclay5406
      @willowclay5406 Рік тому +2

      @@joycewilson7045 This goes back to self love and respecting your temple. Eating healthy and exercising.

  • @christinewebster6756
    @christinewebster6756 Рік тому +4

    This makes a lot of sense now 😢😢😢

  • @kmills1853
    @kmills1853 Рік тому +4

    Wow!!!!! Leon you are absolutely 1000% correct. He don't want anything to do with me because he hates accountability. I realized this about him a few weeks ago. With the other woman he doesn't have to be...he is involved in a triangulated relationship with her, so it is easier I guess.

  • @tarab.5421
    @tarab.5421 11 місяців тому +3

    Whewwwwwwww! A whole word.

  • @QueenBee-fg1iz
    @QueenBee-fg1iz 3 місяці тому

    True! My ex left me for a woman who was toxic. He turned his back on his adult children for her and her young children. She got tired of him spending time with his 2 baby mamas instead of her. He’s with his son’s mom right now but still chasing after his ex wife (daughter’s mom) for sex. Both his baby mamas come from highly dysfunctional families and they both turned their backs on him over w5 years ago for other men they were cheating with. Now all this craziness makes sense! They can all have each other! Been free almost 2 years.

  • @Iamsimplyfree
    @Iamsimplyfree Рік тому +6

    This is deep. ❤

  • @lt3074
    @lt3074 18 днів тому

    Hallelujah! I broke free from a 😈

  • @alo4113
    @alo4113 24 дні тому +1

    Thank you Leon!!!!

  • @mw87675
    @mw87675 Рік тому +4

    Damn deep! This is spot on. Your channel is the best. So raw and real. Gives so much insight you can't find anywhere else. New subscriber.

  • @angelakeely5859
    @angelakeely5859 Рік тому +4

    Thank you for your honesty 🦋

  • @pj2.085
    @pj2.085 Рік тому +5

    Wow! Very powerful! You amaze me-your progress blows my mind. You are so brave! And to top it off, you are helping so many people understand NPD!
    Thank you for sharing your wisdom gained from your personal experiences! 💕

  • @gustuv08
    @gustuv08 Рік тому +4

    Thank you Mr. Leon. You keep it real and uncut.

  • @Theysee1111
    @Theysee1111 Рік тому +3

    Thank you so much I needed to hear this god bless. Ten years relationship highschool sweetheart discarded while pregnant ..it was rough every know n then I have those moments when I feel so worthless but on the outside looking in he's miserable and his new partner is anotjer narcissist older than him his karma is she and I fight my own mind to remember who the fuck I am and my worth when im done healing self god will put tje righy man in my way i can't do that play pretend shit like hes doing because i know it will be his biggest regret

  • @christinabarrera5361
    @christinabarrera5361 8 місяців тому +2

    That you so much for this video Leon. I never understood till now… God bless you for helping so many people. Keep making videos

    • @leonrwalkerjr
      @leonrwalkerjr  6 місяців тому

      You're welcome. God bless you too. I will keep making them for sure.

  • @Abbie-ri5pv
    @Abbie-ri5pv 9 місяців тому +3

    Well he wanted a good, pretty wife at home but I did smoke started after I got with him my dam nerves are shot! He wanted to be a drunk and have trashy women on the side I don't drink so one of us was gonna end up unalive! And he wonder's why I won't take him back he can't understand I don't wanna be around a drunk he's alone now nobody wants him! 😂 Not even me!

    • @leonrwalkerjr
      @leonrwalkerjr  6 місяців тому +2

      You got away and got your health back, which is good. You also have clarity now. You see him differently.

  • @PurpleGoddess24
    @PurpleGoddess24 Рік тому +5

    Spot on. Thank you for your honesty

  • @taneshaharris8291
    @taneshaharris8291 Рік тому +3

    Just couldn’t understand why but now I know thanks so much❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @katarinascasna7582
    @katarinascasna7582 Рік тому +6

    Thank you for great explanation!
    QUESTION: Is narcissist aware of all the pain, trauma, suffering he inflicts upon his mentally stable partner?
    He certainly doesnt care, but is he aware of it, or is he so out of his mind, that he doesnt realize he causes emotional pain to others?

  • @EmpathicCharWithBounderies
    @EmpathicCharWithBounderies 7 місяців тому +2

    Thank you for this video, Leon! This is so true! ❤️🙏

    • @deb2319
      @deb2319 7 місяців тому +1

      Yup its spot on the reality.... everyone must raise their frequency! 2024:)

    • @leonrwalkerjr
      @leonrwalkerjr  6 місяців тому +1

      You're welcome

  • @lindawade1203
    @lindawade1203 Рік тому +4

    Earth Disturbers 🌎

  • @orchid1673
    @orchid1673 5 місяців тому

    YOU ARE A 1000%CORRECT........❤WHAT YOU DO KEEP ON KEEPING ON

  • @Msdee_dee45
    @Msdee_dee45 Рік тому +2

    Mannn this is too much.. every day I see why I was crazy in the relationship I was in with my ex narcissist…

  • @theonerealestatesecret
    @theonerealestatesecret Рік тому +1

    When I talked about my family I would talk about the fact that my father walked away from a perfectly good family and I didn't understand and then the person I was speaking to act like they didn't understand either I'm glad you cleared that up thank you Leon

  • @joujaism
    @joujaism Рік тому +2

    Thank you 🤍🤍

  • @mshermosa23
    @mshermosa23 Рік тому +2

    Thank you for this word!! I needed to hear this! It’s painful, but from a spiritual perspective I get it! 🙏

  • @tiffanyfernandez2533
    @tiffanyfernandez2533 Рік тому +1

    Thank you for sharing that with me. 😢 I saw the potential in him😢 however, he played me and left his daughter 😢 I’m glad your in a better place. God bless you beautiful soul

  • @delaw2xoxo269
    @delaw2xoxo269 Рік тому +3

    Well said...Awesome!!

  • @kasandrawallace4803
    @kasandrawallace4803 Рік тому +2

    Thanks Leon ❤bless your heart

  • @susannorthrop5059
    @susannorthrop5059 Рік тому +1

    Leon,in Jesus name I send u love light, and blessing and guidance from god.stay strong leon.

  • @aprilcobianchi2815
    @aprilcobianchi2815 4 місяці тому

    Yes you are right

  • @lilaclavender1989
    @lilaclavender1989 Рік тому

    Awesome video🙌

  • @jackiewilliams-sp1lb
    @jackiewilliams-sp1lb Рік тому +2

    Hi Leon I am just glad my body is well because it's no telling what I went behind I'm not perfect I had my share in my younger days but I was settled with the Same individual now I did not deal with funky no smell with sex I do respect that in the love making I have check for everything after our separation I check my body for HIV herpies 0ne and 2 guneriear syphilis and everything was negative thank God now he's wanting too come back he'll noooooo

  • @MouthFullofTreasure
    @MouthFullofTreasure Рік тому +1

    You are awesome💪🏽

  • @kathywalker4766
    @kathywalker4766 Рік тому +1

    Thanks again Leon, another great video!!!

  • @Antonia90..
    @Antonia90.. 6 місяців тому +1

    Your videos and advise Helping me so much today

    • @leonrwalkerjr
      @leonrwalkerjr  6 місяців тому +1

      Thank you. I'm glad that my videos help you. I appreciate that.

  • @nova144
    @nova144 10 місяців тому +1

    Wow! Thank you! 🙏🏼

  • @queenleo6353
    @queenleo6353 Рік тому +2

    Leon you on Point again thank you again

  • @rosemarywatson2907
    @rosemarywatson2907 Рік тому

    Thank you Leon

  • @MiiAmourr
    @MiiAmourr Рік тому +3

    Omgggg 😭😭 this one was a lot and truly disgusting and disappointing! 😣

  • @stephaniepage7916
    @stephaniepage7916 Рік тому

    Thank you so much for your insight. I love listening to. A man's perspective.

  • @Love-np2rt
    @Love-np2rt Рік тому +1

    Wow.
    ..Perfect timing for this vid, love you Leon,, you explain it so well. I just told my ex narc today how he worships absolute trash & he knows I'm right. This vid explains it.

  • @Indigenious.Kopper.Goddess
    @Indigenious.Kopper.Goddess Рік тому

    Thanks for help n us Leon

  • @joemcc1158
    @joemcc1158 Рік тому +1

    leeeeooooo You tha Man....🙏

  • @moon_light893
    @moon_light893 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you….

  • @theresakeck3852
    @theresakeck3852 Рік тому

    This explains a lot

  • @carrmanrivers969
    @carrmanrivers969 9 місяців тому +1

    Thank you

  • @lluvleylex9358
    @lluvleylex9358 Рік тому

    Absolutely agree with you

  • @TierneyM
    @TierneyM Рік тому

    Spot on! So glad he is gone!

  • @laurenbrown5357
    @laurenbrown5357 Рік тому

    Did you say a superhero for the side piece.Omg 😆😆😆😆

  • @charmaineandrews5435
    @charmaineandrews5435 11 місяців тому +1

    Wow.

  • @micha_slots9138
    @micha_slots9138 Рік тому

    My God! I was def internally ugly and bitter!

  • @BiancaCalhoun
    @BiancaCalhoun 10 місяців тому +1

    Purple lips 😂😂dang

  • @proudmother26
    @proudmother26 Рік тому +4

    How did you get rid of your purple lips😂❤

  • @ClassicOpinion
    @ClassicOpinion Рік тому

    It’s my opinion: agreed

  • @xo_rkk
    @xo_rkk Рік тому

    The lies 😮‍💨

  • @slowmotionenergylovebeing6327

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯

  • @user-vh2py4dd5o
    @user-vh2py4dd5o 28 днів тому

    Nooooooo, not a #super #to #the #third #power #side #piece😮😮😮😅😂😅😂😅😅😅😅😅😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @SimplyHer24
    @SimplyHer24 Рік тому

    💯💯💯💯

  • @Soso88888
    @Soso88888 Рік тому +1

    What do demons want and need?

  • @Violet-jp7cd
    @Violet-jp7cd Рік тому

    I was insulted to see who I was discarded for like really really give me whole other complex like I felt be younger minx was boring old dirty grubby yes they matched each other tho still 😳🙃🤣I felt I had gd personality maybe I crap at adult fun then x

  • @Roses4YouTubers
    @Roses4YouTubers 11 місяців тому

    😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮

  • @Kelly55216
    @Kelly55216 Рік тому

    Well if you still want to deal with a devil then go ahead smh just get a picture of the person cut the head off throw it out and look at at what you’re missing absolutely nothing lol