Hi Leon, I'm diagnosed with NPD in 2020 and it took me 3 more years to actually admit that this was true (I'm 52 years now). I'm in therapy since 3 months and start to notice that the most important thing I have to overcome is to trust in love & bonding again. Yes, I've had a unsafe childhood as well and developed a coping strategy in order to protect myself and my deepest emotions (like love, trust, empathy, etc.). If you can't trust your parents, who can you trust? I'm absolutely convinced that by focussing on opening the cage where your inner-child is locked up, you finally become the real & loving person you realy are. Don't blame yourself, don't see yourself as evil, but get rid of your old mask.
I as a Christian compromised everything I was suppose to do in my walk with Christ to be with this man. Because I stayed, I endured hell. So when I got out, the work I had to put in to heal and free myself was so hard. When you know better, you should do better. Never compromise anything that will take God out of being priority. Lesson learned
Have you ever had a narcissist family try to push you out so they can say you walked away from the marriage and have them take your children from you because they possibly illegally already tried to take custody of your children behind your back tried to make you look unfit already and they want it to fit their script but they got caught?
Great message! You drove the lesson home...."we don't want to be set adrift on memory bliss". Married for 32 years, brutally discarded a year ago....thank God I'm on the healing path, slowly movings forward. In a marriage but not married together.....in a relationship but not relating. He just walked away. Lesson learnt ...to see myself through God's eyes.....and not to let anyone wipe the floor with me ever again.....thank you Leon! Your videos are powerful and honest - we appreciate you.
@@leonrwalkerjr Thank you Leon and for you too! 🙏 You have a calling on your life.....we all do! Keep moving forward with eyes firmly fixed on God's light. Take care and as you would say to us.... "have a great day"
Angela you are protected by God❣️ I heard a saying the other day “ that rejection is Gods projection”. I know how you feel 🤦♀️ you’re so strong and worthy of love!❤ I read a book called “why men love bitches”( bitches it’s just an acronym in the book )but it talks about going from doormat to dream girl (I’m not insinuating that you’re a doormat whatsoever, I’m just saying the book helped me a lot as is Leon )I just wanted to say congratulations. You’ve been blessed and you are worthy of love. I look up to you it’s only been a week for me. I read somewhere that overcoming a narcissistic abusive relationship is as addictive as heroin which is confusing because why would I miss such an a hole right? I am in that state of mind right now , I can’t wait to be where you are I look up to you been 7 days for me I aspire to be where you are ❣️❣️❣️
I’m also thankful I came across your videos as well Leon! Your truth helped alot of people understand these type of people! People perish for the lack of knowledge and that’s a fact! May Our Great God continue to Bless you on your journey of Greatness thanks again and again take care!
Yes! Serve them a Dishonorable Discharge. Leave those memories, the feelings, etc. They were of ill will, deceit, and turmoil. My and my kids are free. It's time to shine⚡️🌟☝🏿🧠🔓🌻🧿.
Mine lied for forty years before I figured out his patterns and connected his dots. Right into a non-pro DX but I can read the DSM.and match 8 out of 9 traits on the spectrum. He's a medium-high, reaching for his highest. I'm not arguing my DX, it takes more than matching traits, and 40 years taught me a whole lot about this man-child. It was our last 3 years together that did ME IN, he enjoyed it all. Communication block by the narc. He will never produce anything of any substance in his brain. He never had an intelligent thought to converse about. Unless it was guns and war movies. Maybe a hurricane, we live in Florida, we have one thing to talk about for 6 months out of the year. DID. I moved out after the Moab, Utah traffic stop in 8/2021. In that traffic stop fudged by an inexperienced officers. No one was held accountable for HIS actions when a 911 call clearly stated the "man was slapping the woman". Sent BL to a hotel (who believes he slept there???) Pffft! Doubt creeps in....... On 8.28.21 just two days later, I heard someone say "I have a mental health trail on you" One HE concocted with lies on his own mind. Delusional & twisted all because he had issues the family did not handle when mom died from alcoholism. He was 13. Sent from NYC, upstate NY to change schools, his entire life, with no closure with his mother. I thought I could help, it wasn't stopping me from dating, not knowing what a narcissist even was. Schools should keep this at the top of each grade, how to cope with and deal with others who might have MH Issues. It would go a long way in society to help all of us learn and deal with this global atrocity we are all affected by. One man, my husband has affected 4 generations of relatives by his isolation of me from everyone. Including 2 of 4 kids. And 4 grandchildren, never will they know me....... I'm sure my daughter has discarded all my images by now. I didn't meet her expectations.... according to her. But when on the same call, but to her father. If mom ever leaves you, look us up. The pain of those words, so untrue. I had no expectations, follow the ten commandments and live by the golden rule. When this child never did a thing out of line, there is no need to lecture. Yes, she was praised for her integrity and honesty. But I think both should be at least acknowledged. I encouraged her schoolwork, never really had to help much. And extracurricular dance and theater kept us busy throughout the year, depending on who was on what stage or what stage was mom working behind the scenes, big techie, props, (real) quick changes we had to find the first outfit before the finale, it goes flying off stage somewhere. Those were my favorite days, the kids doing what they loved, one on stage, sing, dance, act, my son on lights, usually the main spot. They worked really hard to achieve their way into the Red Barn Theater, in Rhinebeck, NY. They were busy for many shows over several years working with them.
This is SO true. When attractive men show a lot of interest in me but they never cross that line… I know what it is and it’s not me… my spirit literally wards them off… they know that I will see them and that I will not fall for their tactics so they don’t waste their time
It makes sense why a covert narc who tried to ghost me. I asked him why? What did I do wrong?, and he said, "That's the thing you didn't do anything wrong. You didn't disrespect me. You made me laugh. I find u attractive. We connect very well." Now, it makes a lot of sense . It really does. The narc can't do anything when you're strong in the spirit and real about that righteous path. He knew I was gonna leave him once I find out who he really is.
He told me I had divine protection. I guess he knew. He was literally a shell of a person. After 2 years, God removed him from my life & he's moved on. The oppression is gone!
Wow Leon! I am so glad I found you. I have been dating a narcissist off and on for years. I finally cut him off for good. I just couldn't see that our relationship was going nowhere. He only cares about himself but I couldn't see it. I am one of those good, spiritual women but he still got me. THank you for your awesome videos. I love watching you and I'm glad you got therapy to help change. You seem like a really nice guy now.
My current situation! It is just a waste of time with these types because they choose to live dirty and not clean! They don't wanna change or have a relationship with Christ until something bad happens to them and then that's when they ask for prayer. It's sad that they choose to be so messed up that they lose good people in their life!
Yup selfish...they don't really love themselves tho 🎉they are just pigs .and want to be alone in their pig ways ....over indulgence in whatever they do ...I noticed this dude was empty inside
Yup he told me all the time that he was terrified of me . He would tell people right in front of me “ this woman scares the hell out of me “ . I met his brother once and his brother said “is this the one that your scared of “ ?? I never understood why I made him feel that way but I guess it makes sense now
Belittled for being a decent good caring person so many times I can’t count. His addiction to porn and sexualized behavior along with his total belief that he was entitled to life regardless of who it cost or used and abused and infected. There is no relationship with a narcissist. It’s all an illusion and false foundation. You Leon have been a truth teller for me.
I believe God had to break my heart to save my soul! He started working on me 10 years ago. Slowly, I started to realize my worth and that He loves me unconditionally. 25 years I've been with my narc. Finally was able to break free. Almost. Starting the divorce process now. He's already worse than ever. I AM HIS ENEMY NOW!
I needed this you would think after dealing with a convert narcissist you’ve learned the lessons & only the good people will come in your life. But recently someone went ghost& just started moving weird towards me & he knew I was spiritual it’s crazy because he asked me the first night “are you really spiritual?” And at that time I couldn’t see why he asked me that. But I needed this message it makes so much sense now. When I was sitting in front of him& he was touching me “I can literally feel your energy coming through my finger’s”. I thank God for his protection. “Stop trying to make Leon fit into your destiny” I needed that !!!😢💛
I am a Muslim and I listen to Mr RC quite often because what he says makes sense... he like you are both wise.. I echo what others have said you're helping so many people.. you are an inspiration keep going.. especially with your healing.. you amaze me not only with regards to your insight in to narcissism due to your own experiences but also how you articulate your message.. its like you're giving yourself therapy while doing the same for us... what you have communicated and clearly described in this video resonates with me so much... it has enabled me to contextualise what happened to me... I only hope that my soon to be exhusband realises and gets therapy before it's too late for him to be happy in his life.. hope he does this while I'm here healing and getting healthy.. may we all be protected and stay blessed Ameen🤲🏾🇬🇧
I've had a handful of dreams regarding my narc ex, and almost all of them involved movement transportation, airports, trails, boats, trains, etc. I think that was spirit telling me I had to move on. Ironically, there was one dream I ran into her but she looked like an older frumpy version of her. She was happy to see me but I was en route to a better place (I dunno where I was going but I felt excited to go) and she kept refusing to go with me and said, "I can't go. I'm not able to." It is highly possible my spirituality was too much for her and God had put a barrier on her so she couldn't go further. Another dream involved a group of people, her and I on a swift journey almost like we were running from something or someone. We wound up in a diner in a train station with a few devils disguised as humans. Most people were yelling and fleeing out of a basement labeled "theater"(I kinda think it was a gate to hell). The only ones not running and yelling were the demonic ppl calmly walking out trying to fit in. The only regular human to walk out calmly of the theater was my ex. She appeared taller than I but defeated. I knew something was off about the whole room. In the back of the room I spotted a demonic person with black eyes and cast it out. As a result, more people who had been waiting for service abruptly got up at the same time and left to the depot. As they passed through the threshold their disguises disappeared and their ugly bodies were exposed. I sometimes wonder if I spiritually kicked her out of my dreams and she was trying to demonically control me.
Leon, I'm currently following RC Blakes as well and you both are very motivating and knowledgeable. Thanks for all you share! Your works are not in vain.
I send healing to the women you've hurt Leon😢🙏🏾 You'll probably never fully understand the depth of that pain. But I'm grateful for the ones who suggested you share your testimony; we all need this level of recompensation from offenders in order to heal. May you continue to grow and evolve sir 🤍
RC Blakes is awesome! He gives some wonderful advice for all of us that are healing from these abusive relationships as it's relevant to the scriptures. Leon, I commend you whole heartedly for working on yourself and being self aware so that you can heal also. God is speaking to you...❤
Thank you for exposing the demons in them! I am ready for my divorce. I did all could ! I deserve better he beat me & when he couldn’t hit me he verbally abused me he cheated on me! He lied on me he tried to destroy me! I am stronger I am a SURVIVOR!
The way you said roughly, "We don't belong there!". That hit me hard because I have been wondering for years, why did he marry me? why did he beat and kick me? Why did he stop loving me? I blamed myself for years, feeling less than and unlovable. He called my family looking for me, stating he needs me, but all I remember is how worthless he told me I was. This brought confusion but I stayed away because the pain he was inflicting rendered me helpless and unable to function in society, forcing me to run. Today I heard loud and clear what God has been telling me all along. Thanks for obeying God and sharing this.
During a conversation, I told this narc I was spiritual. He became quiet. I told him that I thought God brought him to me. That narc said, "you know the devil is busy." Not one time did he mention God or if he was spiritual. That was a red flag!
By the way, he initiated and insisted on divorcing. He discarded me, then did all that unwanted hovering even ask me to marry him again😅. I’m so happy to have found your channel and now I can analyze the entire marriage from the love bombing (I mean love BOMBING) to the discard. God bless you. Pastor Blake’s is a wonderful teacher about this subject. I’m glad you are getting with him too. Sincerely, A. E.
Yeah that summed up everything. Stick to your standards ladies and refuse to be unequally yoked with an unbeliever. He knew that I was a Christian woman who portrayed strong morals. One moment he respected it and the next moment he criticized me for it. One moment he believed in God, the next moment he hated God. He criticized my passion for wanting to follow God's word. Yet, he nicknamed me "Angel" and said that I was his light Because he admitted he was in darkness.
Leon!! This is one of your best videos. And Ive watched most of them. God spoke and directed you to one of my favourite men of God. Bishop R.C. Blakes. You are changing the lives of people, and doing the work of god by warning those of us women and men that are open and vunerable to the clutches of these demonic men and women of satan. God has touched and blessed you. Feel honoured Leon!! So proud to how far you have come. You are doing Gods work, and you have his blessing!! Praise God!!🙏
Awesome content- it's lovely how you are allowing God to use you to help others. Knowing that all the hardships we experience in life serve a purpose, if we trust God, is so comforting. As my favorite scripture verse says, " All things work together for the good of those who love God and who are called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28 Nothing is impossible with God. He can make a great future out of our messed up past. Keep drinking from (the "well" of) His Word. BEAUTY FOR ASHES!!! Thanks again Leon. 😊
Truth I lived like that for over 40 years lies, deceit, cheating, degrading, disrespect because I took my vows seriously what a joke. Im better and free now. Thank you for your videos they are so helpful in my healing.
I think you found his video for a reason! RC BLAKES is such a blessing to many, and I wouldn't have survived my narcissist if I hadn't found him. Awesome, man, for sure with a loving heart. I'm glad you found him too.
RC is the truth!! I found him a couple years ago and he has helped me tremendously. I’m loving your Contant as well and your honesty about being a narcissist. Thank you 🙏🏾
You should speak at schools or they should show your videos. I know that may seem inappropriate but with everything they're indoctrinating our children with these days at least this you speak on spiritual and mental repercussions as well as safety risks. You truly drive home the fact of people needing to know their worth. I've never been in a relationship with someone who was not narcissistic so I've been working on breaking down those generational curses because it goes real deep and I was so easily coerced from childhood experiences,family members etc. That I didn't even realize they were narcissists and I wasn't at fault or to blame until I was 33 and I'm 36 now. God helped give me the discernment to lift the veil from my eyes so I could see that I was seeking what I was susceptible to succumb to. I appreciate you and you speaking on your past,etc and being so open about it. It definitely is very therapeutic,enlightening, and affirming for those of us who have devalued ourselves by forgetting our worth due to the person we were with not valuing us. God bless you,much love and respect I appreciate you ❤
Yip I can literally smell a narc from a distance what makes it so fd up my kids Father was one so I got first hand knowledge🤭🤣🤣yip empaths attract em like flies to shit which is sad but truth..I like this guy he speaks plain truth and he's so right God always protects us from people who are deceitful..I lack nothing fear nothing have all the faith whatever I do or wherever I go I know the Lord goes before me💯
Ur right I been dealing with my narcissist for 2 yrs and yes I'm running behind his past try to show this man that I care I love him n I was by his side through everything I even watch this man cry took care of him when he was sick but the one thing is s we have our own place n I watch this man switch partners every other day cause the worse part is we live in the same complex and I can see wat woman will come over and he was into weed and he will do coke I would find evidence under his bed and later down the line I known his pattern his move how he ghost me from time to time and no matter what he did I stuck with him and now I'm tired of it the start to switch on me so I void his calls text message and now all his ppl that he party it up n coke up with are gone go back to their families and now he wants to call n text me and I been voiding him because he chose to switch up on me so I gladly remove myself from the picture all together.
I became spiritually awake/ aware, and my ex pulled waaaay back and now basically hates me and my energy. He has also lied pathologically to me for the last decade.😢 It’s all so sad. I would talk about truth/ God etc., and he would literally recoil.
You and the guy on Mental Healness show me that something bad can turn around or Atleast try. 🙏🏽 not perfect but trying to be better. Trying to help others while helping self as well. Most of these people will never try, will never care.. it’s unfortunate.
Yep! I didn’t know why our marriage was being attacked. Didn’t know I was married to the attacker. He lied and cheated. He let some many worm in our marriage. I’m divorced and free.
Job well done sir…. Your testimony, your truth, is really helping us!!! God use’s everything and everyone!! For his Glory!!! What a mighty God we serve!! ❤ ….. keep up the good work!
Leon, ONLY God Almighty could grace you to speak the words that you do to help up heal. When I listen to you, I think of Paul of the Bible and how he was the chief of killers. When Paul had his Damascus road experience and was knocked off the horse and the voice of the Lord spoke to him, Paul was changed forever. Paul became full on for God. PLEASE continue to allow God's grace to cover you, that you can continue to be used to His glory. I appreciate all that you have done, are doing and the great things that God will continue to empower you to do. God Bless You! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
You released me ( thank you Holy Spirit ) thank you for using my brothers in Christ , Leon and RC Blake’s . Heavy yet so thankful sighs . Thank you My jESUS , continue Lord to annointed these warrior wise men of God in these dark days 🙏😇
Thank you for sharing your self-reflection. It has been the most direct and honest account of the narcissistic behaviours that I have heard thus far. And at the same time I can see where all the behavioural issues originate from in order for the narcissist to protect themselves from experiencing deep hurt. The narcissist is protecting oneself by wearing a mask. They would rather play manipulative games than to experience real emotions, as this would require opening up oneself to experiencing real love or rejection, and by doing this, the idea of possibly being rejected or abandoned will cause severe pain to the inner child (who understandably did not know how to deal with this during early stages in childhood). This is the emotion that they are running from, rejection, abandonment and pain. It is an emotion that is too difficult for them to face. When in fact when we face all emotional issues, with self-reflection we are able to equip ourselves to deal with the reality of life's challenges in a more balanced way. Thenceforth, developing an understanding that life is not a bed of roses, but that it comes with challenges. And that, when we face these challenges, and work them through, we develop nurturing skills towards each other while establishing healthy boundaries. *Remember NARCISSISM is learned behaviour, therefore, it CAN BE REVERSED. There is hope for everyone. God bless!!!
They don't have enough bravery to have a normal conversation..it has to be toxic or time wasting..and trying to triangulate me with other SUPPLIES does not make me go harder or compete for him ..all it did was push me away.i don't play any games.. nobody should let them ,cut them off.
Wow, powerful message. I really felt like this message was meant for me to find today. You gained a new subscriber, I loved how you portrayed your message and the honesty you provided that resulted in your own life. God bless you and your family, Sir. 💛
AMEN. 10 YEARS. BUT YET A LESSON LEARNED. I've listened to your other video regarding sexual abuse. It explains a lot. He kinda told me about personal encounters as a child. It does explain a lot. Some people can't get out of the darkness. I get it now. I learned a lot about this person and a lot about myself once I was able to remove myself and start my healing. Thank you for sharing 🙏🙏🙏
I am so happy Leon that you went to therapy and put in the work baby. I have so much respect for you. Thank you for your words of wisdom and encouragement. I have learned a lot of how narcissistic men think. It's okay to let go because at the end. That narcissistic men or women don't miss you. They just wanted that control and access to you that they once had. Life is too short to be used and abused. Thank you for this life learned message.
I always said if I get into another failed relationship again and the guy is the same as my ex or just as toxic , im going to jail 😂 this was before I know about my abuse and who these ppl are. I knew I didn’t have the energy to endure again what I went through before
My husband is always calling me a witch and saying I do witchcraft etc. I am a Christian through and through I got saved officially after our marriage. He has not allowed me to go to church etc, gets angry when I play worship music, when I read my bible or talk to about God to our children. He said every time I would pray in a group or sing with my children he would say it’s witch craft and brujería… now he is accusing me of cheating etc this is too much but God is going to me and my children through this.
Wow this message is powerful and resonates with me and alot of what I am experiencing in my life right now!!!!! Thank you God for allowing me to see this video 🙏🏽.
Leon this is one of your best,even though I get something out of them all I can really relate to where you're coming from. God bless and keep on doing the work of the Lord. AMEN
Amen this is true. My ex is Narc, he would always come by and say hi to me, no sexual contact just to bother me. He always said to me you are a good person . I gave him a bible because he is in the street prostitutes and drugs.
Thank you for these videos...They give me encouragement and insight. Ive been dealing with this cold hearted snake for awhile and Im tired of the roller coaster ride. Im starting to detach and lose interest with this boring child. God bless u for being so transparent!
🙌✝️🙏🛐🙌, Amen, Leon. I see a great future for you. God is leading you to teach and guide people out of hurt, pain, and trauma. Leon, you are God's servant and disciple to help people in their healing journey. He has spoken to you to lead. It seems you have received his anointing. Go and preach, sir.
Hi Leon, I'm diagnosed with NPD in 2020 and it took me 3 more years to actually admit that this was true (I'm 52 years now). I'm in therapy since 3 months and start to notice that the most important thing I have to overcome is to trust in love & bonding again. Yes, I've had a unsafe childhood as well and developed a coping strategy in order to protect myself and my deepest emotions (like love, trust, empathy, etc.). If you can't trust your parents, who can you trust? I'm absolutely convinced that by focussing on opening the cage where your inner-child is locked up, you finally become the real & loving person you realy are. Don't blame yourself, don't see yourself as evil, but get rid of your old mask.
Thank you for that. This is great information for people to see, read, and take in. MUCH RESPECT to you, my friend!! I truly appreciate this!!!
I as a Christian compromised everything I was suppose to do in my walk with Christ to be with this man. Because I stayed, I endured hell. So when I got out, the work I had to put in to heal and free myself was so hard. When you know better, you should do better. Never compromise anything that will take God out of being priority. Lesson learned
I was in the same boat. Thank God we both seen the light
Amen
AMEN ❤️
Yes same here it was a lesson learned for me narcissist are evil individuals with no soul. THANK God for healing
“Stop trying to make narcissistic people fit into your world” - so wise - thank you 🙏🏼 👍
You’re welcome
Thank you for this
Leon is spot, discharge yourself from the relationship. walking away is sadly the best move with narcissists
Thank you. I agree for sure
It's the only way, choose you!!!!❤
Have you ever had a narcissist family try to push you out so they can say you walked away from the marriage and have them take your children from you because they possibly illegally already tried to take custody of your children behind your back tried to make you look unfit already and they want it to fit their script but they got caught?
I know God took this narcissist out of my life.❤️🙏 Thank you
Yesss he helps us see the shear evilness
Im in process now... God helping... was it hard to get rid of narc?
Amen
Great message! You drove the lesson home...."we don't want to be set adrift on memory bliss". Married for 32 years, brutally discarded a year ago....thank God I'm on the healing path, slowly movings forward. In a marriage but not married together.....in a relationship but not relating. He just walked away. Lesson learnt ...to see myself through God's eyes.....and not to let anyone wipe the floor with me ever again.....thank you Leon! Your videos are powerful and honest - we appreciate you.
Woooooow!!! 32 yeras😢😢😢. Thank you for these kind words, I appreciate you🙌🏾🙌🏾. I hope everything continues to go well for you, Angela ❤️💯💯💯
@@leonrwalkerjr Thank you Leon and for you too! 🙏 You have a calling on your life.....we all do! Keep moving forward with eyes firmly fixed on God's light. Take care and as you would say to us.... "have a great day"
Amen.
Angela you are protected by God❣️ I heard a saying the other day “ that rejection is Gods projection”. I know how you feel 🤦♀️ you’re so strong and worthy of love!❤ I read a book called “why men love bitches”( bitches it’s just an acronym in the book )but it talks about going from doormat to dream girl (I’m not insinuating that you’re a doormat whatsoever, I’m just saying the book helped me a lot as is Leon )I just wanted to say congratulations. You’ve been blessed and you are worthy of love. I look up to you it’s only been a week for me. I read somewhere that overcoming a narcissistic abusive relationship is as addictive as heroin which is confusing because why would I miss such an a hole right? I am in that state of mind right now , I can’t wait to be where you are I look up to you been 7 days for me I aspire to be where you are ❣️❣️❣️
I’m also thankful I came across your videos as well Leon! Your truth helped alot of people understand these type of people! People perish for the lack of knowledge and that’s a fact! May Our Great God continue to Bless you on your journey of Greatness thanks again and again take care!
Yes! Serve them a Dishonorable Discharge. Leave those memories, the feelings, etc. They were of ill will, deceit, and turmoil. My and my kids are free. It's time to shine⚡️🌟☝🏿🧠🔓🌻🧿.
He's tied to my destiny; I'm tied to his history: that is an eye opener!!
That sentence sums it up..
Yes they run from us spiritual woman this is conformation . For me thanks Leon 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣
Mine lied for forty years before I figured out his patterns and connected his dots. Right into a non-pro DX but I can read the DSM.and match 8 out of 9 traits on the spectrum. He's a medium-high, reaching for his highest. I'm not arguing my DX, it takes more than matching traits, and 40 years taught me a whole lot about this man-child. It was our last 3 years together that did ME IN, he enjoyed it all.
Communication block by the narc. He will never produce anything of any substance in his brain. He never had an intelligent thought to converse about. Unless it was guns and war movies.
Maybe a hurricane, we live in Florida, we have one thing to talk about for 6 months out of the year. DID. I moved out after the Moab, Utah traffic stop in 8/2021. In that traffic stop fudged by an inexperienced officers. No one was held accountable for HIS actions when a 911 call clearly stated the "man was slapping the woman". Sent BL to a hotel (who believes he slept there???) Pffft! Doubt creeps in....... On 8.28.21 just two days later, I heard someone say "I have a mental health trail on you" One HE concocted with lies on his own mind. Delusional & twisted all because he had issues the family did not handle when mom died from alcoholism. He was 13. Sent from NYC, upstate NY to change schools, his entire life, with no closure with his mother. I thought I could help, it wasn't stopping me from dating, not knowing what a narcissist even was. Schools should keep this at the top of each grade, how to cope with and deal with others who might have MH Issues. It would go a long way in society to help all of us learn and deal with this global atrocity we are all affected by. One man, my husband has affected 4 generations of relatives by his isolation of me from everyone. Including 2 of 4 kids. And 4 grandchildren, never will they know me....... I'm sure my daughter has discarded all my images by now. I didn't meet her expectations.... according to her. But when on the same call, but to her father. If mom ever leaves you, look us up. The pain of those words, so untrue. I had no expectations, follow the ten commandments and live by the golden rule. When this child never did a thing out of line, there is no need to lecture. Yes, she was praised for her integrity and honesty. But I think both should be at least acknowledged. I encouraged her schoolwork, never really had to help much. And extracurricular dance and theater kept us busy throughout the year, depending on who was on what stage or what stage was mom working behind the scenes, big techie, props, (real) quick changes we had to find the first outfit before the finale, it goes flying off stage somewhere. Those were my favorite days, the kids doing what they loved, one on stage, sing, dance, act, my son on lights, usually the main spot. They worked really hard to achieve their way into the Red Barn Theater, in Rhinebeck, NY. They were busy for many shows over several years working with them.
Very good word ,indeed
This is SO true. When attractive men show a lot of interest in me but they never cross that line… I know what it is and it’s not me… my spirit literally wards them off… they know that I will see them and that I will not fall for their tactics so they don’t waste their time
@@blasiankiki7831 good we shouldn’t tolerate no one antics
That’s deep when u said you’re in a relationship but don’t relate
I love Bishop RC Blakes. Thank you for this video, it's a confirmation. I'm protected from physical and spiritual deseases. 🙏🙏
Me too.
Amen Sis*Star! 🦋💦🌎
🙌🏾🙌🏾💯🙏🏾❤️❤️. He’s a great man
Me too.💜🙏🏾
He’s solid right?
It makes sense why a covert narc who tried to ghost me. I asked him why? What did I do wrong?, and he said, "That's the thing you didn't do anything wrong. You didn't disrespect me. You made me laugh. I find u attractive. We connect very well." Now, it makes a lot of sense . It really does. The narc can't do anything when you're strong in the spirit and real about that righteous path. He knew I was gonna leave him once I find out who he really is.
He told me I had divine protection. I guess he knew. He was literally a shell of a person. After 2 years, God removed him from my life & he's moved on. The oppression is gone!
Wow Leon! I am so glad I found you. I have been dating a narcissist off and on for years. I finally cut him off for good. I just couldn't see that our relationship was going nowhere. He only cares about himself but I couldn't see it. I am one of those good, spiritual women but he still got me. THank you for your awesome videos. I love watching you and I'm glad you got therapy to help change. You seem like a really nice guy now.
My current situation! It is just a waste of time with these types because they choose to live dirty and not clean! They don't wanna change or have a relationship with Christ until something bad happens to them and then that's when they ask for prayer. It's sad that they choose to be so messed up that they lose good people in their life!
Yup selfish...they don't really love themselves tho 🎉they are just pigs .and want to be alone in their pig ways ....over indulgence in whatever they do ...I noticed this dude was empty inside
Yup he told me all the time that he was terrified of me . He would tell people right in front of me “ this woman scares the hell out of me “ . I met his brother once and his brother said “is this the one that your scared of “ ?? I never understood why I made him feel that way but I guess it makes sense now
Love this message. My own son has ghosted me now 7 years. No understanding and np closure.
My brother has ghost me7 year s.
Belittled for being a decent good caring person so many times I can’t count. His addiction to porn and sexualized behavior along with his total belief that he was entitled to life regardless of who it cost or used and abused and infected. There is no relationship with a narcissist. It’s all an illusion and false foundation. You Leon have been a truth teller for me.
I believe God had to break my heart to save my soul! He started working on me 10 years ago. Slowly, I started to realize my worth and that He loves me unconditionally.
25 years I've been with my narc. Finally was able to break free. Almost. Starting the divorce process now. He's already worse than ever. I AM HIS ENEMY NOW!
I’m so glad you were brought closer to God. Hope everything goes well, and that you stay strong.
My heart goes out to you...stay strong. Mine abandoned me an my kids then I realized what a favor he did us truly. God,'s hand was on us. Peace
Yes!!!!!! When I started reading the word of God and reading it out loud and going around people that believe it made him angry I mean angry
I needed this you would think after dealing with a convert narcissist you’ve learned the lessons & only the good people will come in your life. But recently someone went ghost& just started moving weird towards me & he knew I was spiritual it’s crazy because he asked me the first night “are you really spiritual?” And at that time I couldn’t see why he asked me that. But I needed this message it makes so much sense now. When I was sitting in front of him& he was touching me “I can literally feel your energy coming through my finger’s”. I thank God for his protection. “Stop trying to make Leon fit into your destiny” I needed that !!!😢💛
Wow!!! You had a serious experience but you made it out ❤️🙏🏾💯💯💯🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
They over weird.. 🎉when I saw through the bs tho,.... he called me weird lol😂
Bishop RC Blakes is a awesome man of God he has alot of insight on narcissism. Leon your on the right track. 💯🙏🏾
This explains exactly why the more deep my faith in God went, the harder my sister tried to discredit everything I said and did.
A man has joy by the answer of his mouth, and a word spoken in due season, how good it is! (Proverb 15:23)
I am a Muslim and I listen to Mr RC quite often because what he says makes sense... he like you are both wise.. I echo what others have said you're helping so many people.. you are an inspiration keep going.. especially with your healing.. you amaze me not only with regards to your insight in to narcissism due to your own experiences but also how you articulate your message.. its like you're giving yourself therapy while doing the same for us... what you have communicated and clearly described in this video resonates with me so much... it has enabled me to contextualise what happened to me... I only hope that my soon to be exhusband realises and gets therapy before it's too late for him to be happy in his life.. hope he does this while I'm here healing and getting healthy.. may we all be protected and stay blessed Ameen🤲🏾🇬🇧
Ameen
As a 31 year old woman. Thank you for this.
I've had a handful of dreams regarding my narc ex, and almost all of them involved movement transportation, airports, trails, boats, trains, etc. I think that was spirit telling me I had to move on. Ironically, there was one dream I ran into her but she looked like an older frumpy version of her. She was happy to see me but I was en route to a better place (I dunno where I was going but I felt excited to go) and she kept refusing to go with me and said, "I can't go. I'm not able to." It is highly possible my spirituality was too much for her and God had put a barrier on her so she couldn't go further. Another dream involved a group of people, her and I on a swift journey almost like we were running from something or someone. We wound up in a diner in a train station with a few devils disguised as humans. Most people were yelling and fleeing out of a basement labeled "theater"(I kinda think it was a gate to hell). The only ones not running and yelling were the demonic ppl calmly walking out trying to fit in. The only regular human to walk out calmly of the theater was my ex. She appeared taller than I but defeated. I knew something was off about the whole room. In the back of the room I spotted a demonic person with black eyes and cast it out. As a result, more people who had been waiting for service abruptly got up at the same time and left to the depot. As they passed through the threshold their disguises disappeared and their ugly bodies were exposed. I sometimes wonder if I spiritually kicked her out of my dreams and she was trying to demonically control me.
Leon, I'm currently following RC Blakes as well and you both are very motivating and knowledgeable. Thanks for all you share! Your works are not in vain.
I send healing to the women you've hurt Leon😢🙏🏾 You'll probably never fully understand the depth of that pain. But I'm grateful for the ones who suggested you share your testimony; we all need this level of recompensation from offenders in order to heal. May you continue to grow and evolve sir 🤍
RC Blakes is awesome! He gives some wonderful advice for all of us that are healing from these abusive relationships as it's relevant to the scriptures.
Leon, I commend you whole heartedly for working on yourself and being self aware so that you can heal also. God is speaking to you...❤
Thank you. I really appreciate that. RC is the man. I enjoy listening to him.
Amen. With God all things are possible. Set people free ..amen 🙏
Thank you for exposing the demons in them! I am ready for my divorce. I did all could ! I deserve better he beat me & when he couldn’t hit me he verbally abused me he cheated on me! He lied on me he tried to destroy me! I am stronger I am a SURVIVOR!
The way you said roughly, "We don't belong there!". That hit me hard because I have been wondering for years, why did he marry me? why did he beat and kick me? Why did he stop loving me? I blamed myself for years, feeling less than and unlovable. He called my family looking for me, stating he needs me, but all I remember is how worthless he told me I was. This brought confusion but I stayed away because the pain he was inflicting rendered me helpless and unable to function in society, forcing me to run. Today I heard loud and clear what God has been telling me all along. Thanks for obeying God and sharing this.
During a conversation, I told this narc I was spiritual. He became quiet. I told him that I thought God brought him to me. That narc said, "you know the devil is busy." Not one time did he mention God or if he was spiritual. That was a red flag!
Well ex Christian narc was quoting scriptures and pretended to be spiritual.
By the way, he initiated and insisted on divorcing. He discarded me, then did all that unwanted hovering even ask me to marry him again😅. I’m so happy to have found your channel and now I can analyze the entire marriage from the love bombing (I mean love BOMBING) to the discard. God bless you. Pastor Blake’s is a wonderful teacher about this subject. I’m glad you are getting with him too. Sincerely, A. E.
I just went through the same thing!
Yeah that summed up everything. Stick to your standards ladies and refuse to be unequally yoked with an unbeliever.
He knew that I was a Christian woman who portrayed strong morals. One moment he respected it and the next moment he criticized me for it. One moment he believed in God, the next moment he hated God. He criticized my passion for wanting to follow God's word.
Yet, he nicknamed me "Angel" and said that I was his light Because he admitted he was in darkness.
You are so right Mr.Leon. Who God sets free is Free Indeed 🙏✝️
RC Blakes was instrumental in me leaving a 24 year marriage successfully.
He is-blew me away this morning!! I love his work!!!
This... I WAS in a Marriage and NOT Married to a Pastor.. #ThankGODForDELIVERANCE
Leon!! This is one of your best videos. And Ive watched most of them. God spoke and directed you to one of my favourite men of God. Bishop R.C. Blakes. You are changing the lives of people, and doing the work of god by warning those of us women and men that are open and vunerable to the clutches of these demonic men and women of satan.
God has touched and blessed you. Feel honoured Leon!! So proud to how far you have come. You are doing Gods work, and you have his blessing!!
Praise God!!🙏
Awesome content- it's lovely how you are allowing God to use you to help others. Knowing that all the hardships we experience in life serve a purpose, if we trust God, is so comforting. As my favorite scripture verse says, " All things work together for the good of those who love God and who are called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28 Nothing is impossible with God. He can make a great future out of our messed up past.
Keep drinking from (the "well" of) His Word. BEAUTY FOR ASHES!!!
Thanks again Leon. 😊
Truth I lived like that for over 40 years lies, deceit, cheating, degrading, disrespect because I took my vows seriously what a joke. Im better and free now. Thank you for your videos they are so helpful in my healing.
I think you found his video for a reason! RC BLAKES is such a blessing to many, and I wouldn't have survived my narcissist if I hadn't found him. Awesome, man, for sure with a loving heart. I'm glad you found him too.
This was all real, truth a man is never gonna say ever!
Bishop Blake’s been on these narcs butt for a few years now, love watching his videos…❤
Bishop Blakes is one of my self-proclaimed spiritual dad's and he is SO wise and knowledgeable. You are helping so many!
Amazing how far narcs will go. You are right about Spirituality, it threw him out of my life. Dishonourable 💕👏🏿👏🏿🧿🗿🌿🌞
I really need to hear this today, I was beating myself up for allowing myself to be deceived.
RC is the truth!! I found him a couple years ago and he has helped me tremendously. I’m loving your Contant as well and your honesty about being a narcissist. Thank you 🙏🏾
You should speak at schools or they should show your videos. I know that may seem inappropriate but with everything they're indoctrinating our children with these days at least this you speak on spiritual and mental repercussions as well as safety risks. You truly drive home the fact of people needing to know their worth. I've never been in a relationship with someone who was not narcissistic so I've been working on breaking down those generational curses because it goes real deep and I was so easily coerced from childhood experiences,family members etc. That I didn't even realize they were narcissists and I wasn't at fault or to blame until I was 33 and I'm 36 now. God helped give me the discernment to lift the veil from my eyes so I could see that I was seeking what I was susceptible to succumb to. I appreciate you and you speaking on your past,etc and being so open about it. It definitely is very therapeutic,enlightening, and affirming for those of us who have devalued ourselves by forgetting our worth due to the person we were with not valuing us. God bless you,much love and respect I appreciate you ❤
Spirit, vibration, energy. It's all about the energy.
Thank you for sharing..., the TRUTH. ✨👁️ ✨
I THANK GOD FOR HEALING YOUR HEART, MIND, SOUL, SPIRIT, BODY, AND EMOTIONS. I THANK GOD FOR YOUR VALUABLE WISDOM AND INSIGHT THAT LIBERATES US ALL
Love the ministry GOD has given to Pastor RC Blake's. Holy Spirit filled man of GOD, teaching the unadulterated word of GOD
IN God I Trust.. Amen 🙏🏿
Yip I can literally smell a narc from a distance what makes it so fd up my kids Father was one so I got first hand knowledge🤭🤣🤣yip empaths attract em like flies to shit which is sad but truth..I like this guy he speaks plain truth and he's so right God always protects us from people who are deceitful..I lack nothing fear nothing have all the faith whatever I do or wherever I go I know the Lord goes before me💯
This is so true ❤ Men be telling me they like the old me 😂 I be like Boy Bye
Respect to you for going to therapy and trying to teach people about narcissists. Hearing your point of view is helpful
I love Bishop RC Blakes! He definitely helped & continues to help throughout my healing journey. Thankful to have found your channel as well.. 🖤
He’s amazing!!!! Truly enjoy his content
Ur right I been dealing with my narcissist for 2 yrs and yes I'm running behind his past try to show this man that I care I love him n I was by his side through everything I even watch this man cry took care of him when he was sick but the one thing is s we have our own place n I watch this man switch partners every other day cause the worse part is we live in the same complex and I can see wat woman will come over and he was into weed and he will do coke I would find evidence under his bed and later down the line I known his pattern his move how he ghost me from time to time and no matter what he did I stuck with him and now I'm tired of it the start to switch on me so I void his calls text message and now all his ppl that he party it up n coke up with are gone go back to their families and now he wants to call n text me and I been voiding him because he chose to switch up on me so I gladly remove myself from the picture all together.
Bishop RC Blake’s honorable man of God
I became spiritually awake/ aware, and my ex pulled waaaay back and now basically hates me and my energy. He has also lied pathologically to me for the last decade.😢 It’s all so sad. I would talk about truth/ God etc., and he would literally recoil.
RC Blake is my Pastor, all this is so true, thank you GOD for this message,you have gave me life today.
You and the guy on Mental Healness show me that something bad can turn around or Atleast try. 🙏🏽 not perfect but trying to be better. Trying to help others while helping self as well. Most of these people will never try, will never care.. it’s unfortunate.
They should feel uncomfortable, but they need to fear & respect the living God more!
I love the teaching of R.C. Blake's.
I'm following your words of wisdom. I'm listening, thank you.
I listen to Bishop R.C. Blakes everyday, too. Your message was on point! You dropped a lot of gems!
God's Protection Is Your Blessing
Yep! I didn’t know why our marriage was being attacked. Didn’t know I was married to the attacker. He lied and cheated. He let some many worm in our marriage. I’m divorced and free.
Deep and Profound. Hello Mr. Leon Walker. I don’t know who you were before, but you are clearly a Messenger for God now. May God bless and keep you.
Job well done sir…. Your testimony, your truth, is really helping us!!!
God use’s everything and everyone!! For his Glory!!! What a mighty God we serve!! ❤ ….. keep up the good work!
Beautiful explanation. You should be so proud of yourself Leon! I am. Thank you ❤
Leon, ONLY God Almighty could grace you to speak the words that you do to help up heal. When I listen to you, I think of Paul of the Bible and how he was the chief of killers. When Paul had his Damascus road experience and was knocked off the horse and the voice of the Lord spoke to him, Paul was changed forever. Paul became full on for God. PLEASE continue to allow God's grace to cover you, that you can continue to be used to His glory. I appreciate all that you have done, are doing and the great things that God will continue to empower you to do. God Bless You! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
You released me ( thank you Holy Spirit ) thank you for using my brothers in Christ , Leon and RC Blake’s . Heavy yet so thankful sighs . Thank you My jESUS , continue Lord to annointed these warrior wise men of God in these dark days 🙏😇
Keep speaking! People need to hear this. AMEN
Thank you for sharing your self-reflection. It has been the most direct and honest account of the narcissistic behaviours that I have heard thus far. And at the same time I can see where all the behavioural issues originate from in order for the narcissist to protect themselves from experiencing deep hurt. The narcissist is protecting oneself by wearing a mask. They would rather play manipulative games than to experience real emotions, as this would require opening up oneself to experiencing real love or rejection, and by doing this, the idea of possibly being rejected or abandoned will cause severe pain to the inner child (who understandably did not know how to deal with this during early stages in childhood). This is the emotion that they are running from, rejection, abandonment and pain. It is an emotion that is too difficult for them to face. When in fact when we face all emotional issues, with self-reflection we are able to equip ourselves to deal with the reality of life's challenges in a more balanced way. Thenceforth, developing an understanding that life is not a bed of roses, but that it comes with challenges. And that, when we face these challenges, and work them through, we develop nurturing skills towards each other while establishing healthy boundaries. *Remember NARCISSISM is learned behaviour, therefore, it CAN BE REVERSED. There is hope for everyone. God bless!!!
They don't have enough bravery to have a normal conversation..it has to be toxic or time wasting..and trying to triangulate me with other SUPPLIES does not make me go harder or compete for him ..all it did was push me away.i don't play any games.. nobody should let them ,cut them off.
Leon thank you for your service in the military and on here ❣️
Wow, powerful message. I really felt like this message was meant for me to find today. You gained a new subscriber, I loved how you portrayed your message and the honesty you provided that resulted in your own life. God bless you and your family, Sir. 💛
AMEN. 10 YEARS. BUT YET A LESSON LEARNED. I've listened to your other video regarding sexual abuse. It explains a lot. He kinda told me about personal encounters as a child. It does explain a lot. Some people can't get out of the darkness. I get it now. I learned a lot about this person and a lot about myself once I was able to remove myself and start my healing.
Thank you for sharing 🙏🙏🙏
Straight facts that you speak 💯. Point blank
I always thought my love for him would cause him to treat me better.
I am so happy Leon that you went to therapy and put in the work baby. I have so much respect for you. Thank you for your words of wisdom and encouragement. I have learned a lot of how narcissistic men think. It's okay to let go because at the end. That narcissistic men or women don't miss you. They just wanted that control and access to you that they once had. Life is too short to be used and abused. Thank you for this life learned message.
Right before I saw this video I prayed for clarity. Thank you!
Thank you for what you are doing, for honesty.
I always said if I get into another failed relationship again and the guy is the same as my ex or just as toxic , im going to jail 😂 this was before I know about my abuse and who these ppl are. I knew I didn’t have the energy to endure again what I went through before
So sorry...but that is me after my divorce.. I knew I could not go through that bs again.
This is 100% true! They are afraid of the word of God! I pray that God continues to work he started in your life. We love this for you!
My husband is always calling me a witch and saying I do witchcraft etc. I am a Christian through and through I got saved officially after our marriage. He has not allowed me to go to church etc, gets angry when I play worship music, when I read my bible or talk to about God to our children. He said every time I would pray in a group or sing with my children he would say it’s witch craft and brujería… now he is accusing me of cheating etc this is too much but God is going to me and my children through this.
Wow this message is powerful and resonates with me and alot of what I am experiencing in my life right now!!!!! Thank you God for allowing me to see this video 🙏🏽.
Thank you Mr. Leon Walker from my heart and God bless you.
This was very powerful. Thanks, Leon!❤
Leon this is one of your best,even though I get something out of them all I can really relate to where you're coming from. God bless and keep on doing the work of the Lord. AMEN
RC BLAKES YESSSS LORD!!! stay connected to his platform Leon, he's an amazing man of God!! 🙏🏽
Yes that song is old school. That was a good analogy holding onto a person who does not exist. Wow.
Amen this is true. My ex is Narc, he would always come by and say hi to me, no sexual contact just to bother me. He always said to me you are a good person . I gave him a bible because he is in the street prostitutes and drugs.
I'm so glad I've been released. Amen!
IM PROUD OF YOU LEON❤
Thank you for these videos...They give me encouragement and insight. Ive been dealing with this cold hearted snake for awhile and Im tired of the roller coaster ride. Im starting to detach and lose interest with this boring child. God bless u for being so transparent!
I listen to him too great person to listen to Very real and authentic
🙌✝️🙏🛐🙌, Amen, Leon. I see a great future for you. God is leading you to teach and guide people out of hurt, pain, and trauma. Leon, you are God's servant and disciple to help people in their healing journey. He has spoken to you to lead. It seems you have received his anointing. Go and preach, sir.