DEMONIC $EXUAL NARCISSIST! Once they climax, they change right in front of you.

[@feliciaallen6228]

No reason to unfollow this guy. He explains why some men act the way that they do. It takes courage to get on a public platform and discuss past trauma. I applaud you for sharing.

[@HighFancyLove]

Me too

[@celestetheariesdorsey952]

💯💯💯

[@2012Lboogie]

I agree thank you for sharing your story. We can only learn from hearing past mistakes learning from them can offer maps to the younger generation of what to not do and the consequences if you do.

[@leonrwalkerjr]

Thank you. I appreciate your words here. 🙏🏾🙌🏾💯❤️❤️

[@brandaceallen5872]

💯 Real

[@claritybaeTarot]

He's telling the truth! 💯 Also, in most cases , victims of the narcissist have been abused as children, in the form of emotional, sexual, abandonment, and / or physical etc., Which is why they unknowingly allow the narcissist to manipulate and abuse them. 💔 It's a hurtful cycle!

[@leonrwalkerjr]

Very true-the cycle is horrible

[@lavernjackson991]

Victims r not necessary always been abused, for me, I loved my narcissist and was hoping he would come to reality and change,

[@jackiecolbert3915]

So true because I was molested as a child. My ex husband was molested as a child.

[@shaylanewlife]

@@leonrwalkerjr You have scammers pretending to be you.

[@aprillewis6270]

@Clarity Bae you are spot on! Now I understand better why it was so hard to walk away and stay away.

[@akferren1]

I was involved with a man who was molested and had a sexual relationship with his mother at a young age..I truly believe he has a sexual demon inside of him and he has sex addiction and porn addiction issues.. countless women.. nothing is enough for him.. I walked away after feeling as if this demon attached itself to me and it’s taken years to feel like myself again even after no contact with him. Everything you’re saying is 100% spot on and I commend you for speaking your truth, God Bless❤️

[@therealme8203]

@ Alison Golb I recently stepped away from a relationship with a younger guy who told me he was molested as a child after finding out about several women and he also had a porn addiction. I wrestled with feeling sorry for him or angry that I allowed myself to be sucked in to his charming ways. It’s still very fresh and hurtful, but I know I can get over it. The sad part is his mom formed a relationship with me knowing her son has a child on the way.

[@Modeltypekat]

My Narcissistic Ex stated his older cousin molested him. I’m convinced it was more people or deeper than that because he really comes across as hating women. This video explained so much about my sexual experience with my Ex.

[@Amina679]

Someone in that woman family molested her that is why she did it to her son. I hope they all get help.

[@MrTeddyBoy89]

I was raped so much that I thought it was normal. My uncles started when I was 6 until I was 13. 14 I was raped by a well known rapper but no one believed me. I didn’t think what he did was wrong because I was used to being taken advantage of. After that I went into the system and I was never the same. It’s crazy to hear people say oh you were fast. I’m like nah I was forced. I think the abuse from my mom was the icing on the cake. I’m afraid to love, to love myself, to be successful. I live in shame. All I wanted was for someone to tell me it wasn’t my fault but no one did. The system shamed me, my family shamed me, the world shamed me. It’s all our fault. Leon you are right I can’t even date a person younger than me because I feel disgusting. I’ve abused people who have tried to love me because I don’t know how to love. I never got hugs growing up. I don’t know what love is. Damn!

[@Abigal107]

Here’s a hug 🤗from me to you

[@MrTeddyBoy89]

@@Abigal107 Thank you I really appreciate that. Thank you 😢

[@ms.dekatur7082]

SOOOO SOŔRY THAT HAPPENED TO YOU...I PRAY YOU GET THE HELP YOU NEED.

[@MrTeddyBoy89]

@@ms.dekatur7082 thank you

[@Mynameisnunya37]

Wow 😔.. that’s heartbreaking to read that you were assaulted so much that you normalized it. It was NOT your fault! 🫂. I pray for your continued healing. I pray that God helps you and I find the love that we never seemed to get. Let’s start with us first. Therapy is therapeutic. Don’t be ashamed to go. Good luck to you ❤️

[@thats_toya4ya505]

I can't imagine anyone unfollwing you after this. 😢 You've actually humanized the narcissist. It still doesn't make the behavior towards others excusable but allows me to shed a tear of empathy as I walk away. Thank you for this. Hopefully you'll encourage others to get the therapy they so desperately need. 😢😢

[@leonrwalkerjr]

Thank you. I truly appreciate that. I hope they get therapy too❤️💯🙏🏾

[@shuajogrove7758]

i followed after this. the parallels to my life are too real! molested by babysitters twin daughters they were 12 i was 5. everything that he said followed is so close to my life.

[@suzannepuma9774]

I agree…thank you for your honesty and sharing - it helped me understand the narcissist from different perspective and somehow feel some compassion ❤️‍🩹

[@TayTourist4Life]

This helped me understand why maybe some relationships I had with certain guys didn't work out. Sometimes you are not the reason that person ghosted you.

[@celestetheariesdorsey952]

@@TayTourist4Life right 👍

[@brookebenton8192]

I had those demons put on me as a child too. Instead of becoming a narcissist, I started attracting them. I have been abused in every relationship I've been in. Instead of viewing men as sexual objects, I presented myself as one. It was all caused by my pain and need for approval from childhood. I think my experience is more common in women. At 38, I was finally free from the demonic energy and was able to transmute it into healing. Thank you for sharing your story. 💖🙏

[@sharilove8651]

blessings to you Brooke

[@FindYourFree]

similar story..i am free now..finally

[@GHO5tMod3]

❤

[@tamikasanders3786]

Same here..

[@JD-1969]

Learning so much from you Leon, I'm sorry for your childhood trauma 😔 Sending love&light&healing🤍💫

[@leonrwalkerjr]

Thank you. I’m ok now. It happened, I should have told and gotten therapy as a kid but I didn’t and I hurt innocent people.

[@MsCandice247]

It dropped in my spirit as I was getting tired last night, that the devil uses broken people to try to break innocent people before they even get to know who they really are…& then I awoke to this video. I hope you don’t mind me sharing it here. I have a feeling it’s going to resonate with you as well. 🛐& Thanks for all you do Leon, God bless you!! 🛐✝️ ua-cam.com/video/gyuNy-zQ_rs/v-deo.html

[@leonrwalkerjr]

@@MsCandice247 I agree with you and I don’t mind at all. I’ll check it out

[@lauraedson260]

I cried and Dance I was So Moved thank you So Much for Your Story of Healing work I heard God is trying to tell you something like the Movie The Color Purple God Bless You LE

[@777JESUSISLORD71]

My childhood was worse,and I didn't treat people like these narcs are. These are demon spirits that they refuse to get DELIVERED from,and GOD will hold them accountable, because when we become adults,it's our responsibility to REPENT of our SINS against GOD, forgive those who did evil towards us,and seek healing and DELIVERANCE. Like I did

[@Vonnie24]

I am 43 years old and I am sickened , hurt and angry at what happened to you. Those were not women. On behalf of real women. May God continue to heal you. My empathy cannot be expressed enough. God bless you

[@leonrwalkerjr]

Thank you. Someone hurt them too but I know what you are saying

[@Vonnie24]

@@leonrwalkerjr I get it. Someone hurt me too. That made me never want to hurt anyone this way. Everyone is different. I pray their healing too. 🙏

[@vibinghigh2711]

I noticed when I would sleep with narcissist his feelings would change and he would become dark again

[@Pheneria-dv6zw]

Yes

[@Rozie32]

😂

[@trudiamond30]

Can you imagine how many people are hiding behind a mask? So many are effed up but don’t want to deal with it. Leon, I know this is hard for you to share but I know it’s so liberating. I pray it helps people come to terms with what was done to them and what they are doing to others now.

[@ddaniel2491]

You're Slaying All Your Trauma, This Was Raw & Your Truth..... Powerful!

[@jazzywithtea]

Thank you for sharing your story Leon! I went through a similar situation when I was 7 years old, but I didn’t come out narcissistic. I just seem to attract them whether that was women or men. One thing I can say about me that I love really hard. I’m always the one trying to make everyone happy, and thinking I can change them but you can’t change them at all. So I just learned how to let people go, and be myself and comfortable with who I am. I don’t have time to teach or heal someone else when I’m still trying heal myself from certain situations I went through in my life.

[@RahquiehBryant341]

Same! Sad part is I'm at the point where, I try to ask myself. "Was it really such a bad thing" just so I can move on and stop allowing it to control my whole life. Mentally it messes with you, more than you, yourself will admit. Don't fully understand why, especially because I believe wholeheartedly in the spiritual world. So where does innocence start and stop. It's mind fuck!

[@staceybarnett1801]

Oh my what you said was powerful thank you so much .❤❤❤😊😊😊

[@staceybarnett1801]

​@@RahquiehBryant341 I understand totally it's hard and a process. I cry daily but I no this to shall pass with time and God ❤❤❤😢it's still soooo hard for me

[@nappyfries]

Most people I’ve known who have been sexually abused at a young age have all grown to have some kind of hypersexuality or sexual obsession/dysfunction, etc. it’s so hurtful & life changing

[@aquacantstopwontstopspiritual]

Those where demonic portals that were open for you at a very young age, it happened to all of us some just didn’t know how to fight it off, and some knew how to fight it off lessons, turn into blessing generation curses that must be broken….🙏🙏🙏

[@VCD512]

Wow..I dated a man like this and he came clean about his childhood and how he was molested by older women most of his childhood which helped me to understand his urges. What’s sad as time went on he then became interested in much younger women. Borderline teenagers (he is in his 50s) Which really pissed me off because I had nieces and didn’t want this man around them. Im very protective of my nieces and didn’t want him near them. He and I were the same age and I truly believed the only reason he stayed with me or kept me around is because I look very young for my age. Very youthful. Getting away from him was like trying to get out of quicksand. I finally got away and had to relocate to another state. I sometimes feel he still watches or monitors me. Not afraid of him just glad to be rid of him. He never got help for his addictions and became an alcoholic because of it. Thank you for sharing!

[@Diami22]

Whew those demons are real, given or handed down generationally. Im So Glad you addressed the STDs as they are also a very real part of these cycles! I appreciate your candor of speaking how you didn’t fear them, this touched me As I always wondered how he did not care for My health, but for his either!! I’m so glad to be out and I’m so glad I’m not so damaged that I still look forward to a future with someone, when God sends them.

[@Her_shey_bar]

This was my ex's story without me knowing his entire story. He would only tell me that his mother wasn't the only one that hurt him, but he still has not got the help. I finally left. Thank you sooooooo much for sharing and educating. If someone doesn't like what you are saying their unhealed and triggered.

[@jrlatina]

So sorry for all the suffering that you endured as a child 💔

[@GreenLeaves35]

I start everyday with your videos. My kids father is a narcissistic alcoholic and can be abusive. He has admitted his sexual abuse only one time in 10 years and I truly believe that’s why the way he is and how he has ruined our lives with infidelity. It is not an excuse but I do understand a little better these days.

[@GINGERJOI]

I 🙏🏾 for healing and strength for you and the kids. It is not ok, and all their issues me being an empath I kept enduring bc of it, but it is not right for them to hurt people and it is not our responsibility to keep helping them and staying in this. Keep researching narcissist, and narcissistic abuse, and getting therapy only for you and the kids. He has to do his own and even unfortunately that doesn't always help them. Especially research about Co-parenting with a narcissist. God bless you.

[@leonrwalkerjr]

Not an excuse at all, you’re right. It’s really sad and hurtful. Good that you understand now. Keep protecting your kids too

[@annacarter8703]

What you just said make sure your kids are protected as well. Narctassic can be evil.

[@GreenLeaves35]

He’s most likely on his way to prison so safe for now

[@feliciaramos413]

Wow, I just discovered you and I love your truth. Thank you for sharing. I was molested from 5 years old that's my earliest memory anyways. It has been hell. I'm 51 and still have family member trying to sexually abuse me. Boys don't tell these things. My boy cousins and my brother were sexually abused as well by our grandfather. My one cousin is gay, another is sexually addicted, my brother is sexually addicted and has sex with family members. It's a cycle that is sick

[@carrieharvey8667]

Leon, you are good now! Your hood now. Your good now. I’m thankful that you have your platform to not only educate us but to also help yourself with the healing process. You are courageous for sharing your life story with the world and I’m sure I’m speaking for us all we applaud, appreciate, respect, and love you for doing so.

[@shabreidavis7790]

Yes this takes alot of courage!!!.... To put his own trauma on display for everybody to know and in turn help so many!!.... He's gonna put those therapist out of business!! 😏

[@ms.dekatur7082]

THAT TOOK COURAGE LEON...THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY!!!! YOU ARE DOING GODS WORK AT THIS POINT. I consider myself an empath and wondered why I attracted narcs...I am sorry that those grown ass people failed you and did those horrible things to you.. .May you continue on your healing journey and continue to give us this game for NARCS!!!!!

[@spiritsonghealings473]

BRAVE SOUL TURNING PAIN INTO POWER AND ENCOURAGING OTHERS TO TAKE THEIR HEALING JOURNEY🙏🏾

[@catspyjamas7944]

This is really interesting to me. I have found that in women it often works the other way (and I’m not talking specifically about narcissistic women). The women who have been sexually abused or assaulted - and there are sadly overwhelming numbers of them - tend to be attracted to men who further exploit and objectify them. Thus further compounding their trauma. I think it’s called repetition compulsion, and it’s bound to happen unless they undergo quality therapy.

[@MsPhillgood]

Thanks Leon. After intimacy My ex narc would turn his back towards me and I would spoon with him. This explains why he didn’t want hold me afterwards- the “feeling” disappeared when he “released”.

[@priestlybride]

Please never stop sharing or educating us about narcissism. Thank you so much for helping us to understand narcissism first hand. God bless you!

[@tiljuana7377]

Wow so sad im glad you were able to share your story with us im learning so much no wonder when you date someone who is a narcissist they have multiple women because they dont know how to love no emotion only for one thing 😮🙁🙏

[@Magicallotus333]

This is sooo true 100. I can see the demon.... my ex was always lusting other women. It's was unbelievable, and he would say it's my insecurities. I got to a point where I would zip my lips and observe. To confirm that, in fact, he had an issue and it was bigger than I expected and more than I can handle.

[@lorrainepowell3764]

Some women won’t listen to MOM ,but will listen to a stranger keep Talking Leon it will work.

[@thecliff4670]

This breaks my heart. I hope those people's karma came twice as hard.

[@hallisWorldVision]

When I’ve tried to explain to people, in an effort to protect them, that the reason they should not partake in fornication OR adultery with multiple partners because they would be contracting a demon, everyone get angry at me for telling the TRUTH 🤷🏽‍♀️ This is the very same reason why the entertainment industry is wholly and completely TAINTED with SEX - from the moment a person enters the industry they begin pushing that person for sex with multiple partners and same sex partners 💁🏽‍♀️ But what people don’t understand is, it’s not about an attraction OR the sex - It is about PRINCIPALITIES, the principalities of satan and his demons! They know that once a person has sex with other people with demons, that person will have demons too, putting them on the side with satan 💁🏽‍♀️After that the demons are now leading that person and have taken their soul without them even knowing it - The person is no longer leading themselves they are now being led by a demonic spirit. Of course most people don’t know what’s happening to them so of course most don’t know to go turn their lives over to Jesus, get baptized and become clean 🤷🏽‍♀️ it’s a very sad truth!

[@sharonstevenson1729]

My narcissist ex told me he’s neighbour an older woman took his virginity he was only 13. This explains a lot.

[@leonrwalkerjr]

He’s telling the truth too, sadly.

[@Pheneria-dv6zw]

Dang my ex said the same thing an older woman was having sex with him when he was young I get it now

[@naughtynikkib6994]

Thank you for sharing your story! I am almost 45 and trying to heal from childhood sexual abuse.

[@peacefaith560]

prayers....change that name from "naughty" to nice give that abuse to God

[@leonrwalkerjr]

You’re welcome. Wow!!! Well, I started my forgiveness at age 46, in therapy. My uncle, babysitter and two female cousins all molested and touched me. My uncle was a toucher. I didn’t let it all go until I was 46, so I understand 🙏🏾💯🙌🏾❤️❤️❤️

[@naughtynikkib6994]

@@leonrwalkerjr All my life, I've had Leon's! Lol I applaud you for getting help and helping other's.

[@naughtynikkib6994]

@@peacefaith560 I was raised in church!

[@plutonianenigma8724]

So familiar and I haven’t even watched the vid. The title alone. I stopped leading with sex when I realized this. One time my intuition told me to delay meeting up with someone I met online and she eventually snapped and said literally “give me your energy, i deserve it” even threatened to use spellwork lol she did but I was ready. The point is, demons don’t have patience. Find your equal or save yourself for the right situation. Energy vamps are all around

[@Blackbutterfly1010]

Society should be grateful for your transparency, as l am grateful for your "truth". TMH has chosen you to save others

[@deloresparnell5888]

I am happy for you Leon, you have made a difference in your life ,may Jesus Christ continue to heal you and bless you.

[@shabreidavis7790]

Yes God is using him as a vehicle!!.... This takes courage! 😏

[@maria.1313]

I've experienced someone who would instantly shift after having sex like you say, this is clarifying for me as I am healing and dissolving the shared fantasies and delusions. Thank you Leon, proud of you, God bless you!

[@itsnunu101]

Thank you for sharing your story. As they say, "Hurting people, hurt people." Blessings to you for taking the time to get your healing.

[@TheBlackWomanosphere]

It took me 6 months to rid myself of that sexual demon. Found myself depressed and crying for no reason and angry for no reason as if I had been possessed by something. I prayed and saged it away. It was like I took on the narc personality

[@Free2B3]

Wow.. That's deep. What did you exactly do to rid yourself of it?

[@TheBlackWomanosphere]

@@Free2B3 prayed, went no contacts, meditation and saged my body and many many many warm showers and spiritual baths! You have to be intentional. I feel back to normal although I can still sense the narc lurking. I’ve done the inner work and shadow work. It’s an intense detox process that starts within the spirit, heart and mind…no contact helps for sure

[@gracious6461]

Everything in darkness is coming to light. it's ok to get it out of your system

[@22sharelle]

Every guy that I have ever met, dated or just known all had their virginity’s taken by older women. All of them!! Some of them molested and didn’t even realize it when they told me…. They told me this causally without even thinking it was wrong that it had happened to them. This isn’t just for the sons and parents. Talk to your daughters too!! Let them know rape and molestation goes both ways.

[@hunnyb1308]

Very true. Alot of Black men, I've noticed, went through this as young boys, by older women. And they think it's a flex, talking about it as older men. However, in reality they were molested.

[@kimberlymccracken747]

Yes, it's so sad. I wanted to help/heal a man I cared for very much. He was so much like my Father. Neither ever got the help they needed. God bless you and your channel 🙏✝️❤️

[@danitabowie4842]

I wish the narc in my life would come to terms like this! He still believes "detaching" is serving him best. 😢 My heart breaks for him but we all have choices.

[@cassandrajones7023]

Speak Sir speak your truth ! This is A testimony that is going to uncover sexual demons this is A testimony that's going to free someone(s) Male and female alike . I Pray that this testimony is heard all over the world, for healing !!!

[@tawanachristian3396]

He’s telling the TRUTH! ✊🏾❤️

[@SalomeBMedia]

This is not only your experience it's someone else's to.I was molested alot when I was younger.I didn't know what to call it so learning about narcissism is amazing and enlightening.

[@francinehawkins2495]

Thank goodness someone who is not ashamed to expose the truth about how a man/ woman becomes a narcissist and how it began from childhood 😢

[@shabreidavis7790]

Yes!! 👏👏

[@mingo2024]

I know 110% that sexual demons entered me at 7 years old through MTV...as soon as it aired. I still remember the two videos that affected me the most. Both Motley Crue. Shout at the devil and She's got the looks that kill. as soon as I saw grown half naked women grinding in cages, I literally thought that was what women grew up to do. Thankfully I was raised in the deep south and there was no way I could ever dance but I was tempted for years. I weep for these young generations of girls...literally coming up watching The Kartrashcans...now selling your body online for $1.99 a click is a viable job for lost souls. Heartbreaking.

[@Justsayin2000]

I’ve been with a narcissistic man who told me he wasn’t capable of loving me. I thought was telling me that to be easy on me. I took it deeply personal. I didn’t have the self love to walk away and let him use me for a year. I realize now how messed up he was. I have forgiven in my heart but will never speak to him again. It is very painful to sleep with someone who doesn’t care about your heart or soul but just wants you for their own gratification. At least I know it wasn’t me.

[@kennethkunz2449]

This had to be said. Someone, sooner or later, had to work up the fearless maturity to say it. Leon deals with a potentially abhorrent fact of life - this is exactly what happened to me. And it must be fairly common but never talked about! In the same way, I was sexually terrorized by a narcissistic step mother. I fragmented. later in life I could be working a rotation of four , five, maybe seven woman all in the same season. All wound up disappointed, all were broken and ghosted. And after the sex - Leon - you're right. They are no further use or appeal to you, you have to get away quick. And if they should try to cuddle, if they try to buy a little more time, I'm out the door. Very sad, very lonely - for everyone involved. Thank you Leon!, Bravo for the courage!

[@jassett132]

Ohh Leon. My heart hurts for the things you had to endure.
Well, now the table is turned and you are using it to help others . Trust me, i wouldn’t get any closure from the narc who is too proud to go to therapy. However, I get all the closure I yearned from your videos!

[@shabreidavis7790]

Yes God is using him as a vehicle and he's going to open the eyes of so many now!!!.... He's lifting the veil!! 🙏

[@shirlspark_stardust]

Thanks Leon for being tramsparent and honest I was married to a malignant narc and I told him he was sexually abused and deprived as a child he had his first child at 14 he got quiet he recently cheated on me he used to tell me oh ,I been with women since i was 6 years old I believe he was molested I'm out of the marriage disregarded him and gone no contact I'm gonna file for divorce no more his energy was dark and very evil.

[@Kristalwalker1972]

The truth behind the behavior. So many hurting people out here and they don’t know what to do with the pain…..so they just hurt others. Too much pride and ego to acknowledge their problems and too big to say they need help. Thank you for telling your story. You’re helping people change and THAT’S real

[@michelleleigh3739]

So elequently spoken : once again : TOTAl TRUTH, so well said 🙏

[@B17ATURAL]

💯Some Men will even cuddle after climax but will disregard and disengage after a while till they want you again.
Always protect your Heart, Mind, and Soul from these predators.

[@simplymejourney998]

Brother your 100% on point.. it’s starts early from being touched by others transfer sexual spirits… they had sexual demons that was transferred to you… soul ties needs to be broken.

[@leonrwalkerjr]

Thank you. Yea, it does start early!!!

[@jay-fq7pg]

You are such an inspirational person I just left my husband and headed to a domestic violence facility w our 2 girls 18 yrs together 12 yrs of Marriage and this was torture all of these yrs.. plz keep teaching us Leon I appreciate you

[@anjailbee]

Amazing!
This made me cry... sending this video to my Narc! He is dating me and 3 other Women.... every time we have sex..it's only for his pleasure.He doesn't suck on me anywhere on my body or french kiss me. And yes He seems disconnected right after then prays on his knees before bed.Wish I could hear his prayers 🫤

[@RapturereadyforJesus]

It takes courage to speak out and thank you for exposing the demonic realm! The church won’t touch this subject.

[@peacefaith560]

Our church does

[@RapturereadyforJesus]

@@peacefaith560 thank goodness there are a few left that address this subject!

[@eringobragh7]

I don’t know you personally Leon, though you come across to me as likeable. My heart breaks for the trauma you experienced at such a young age. No wonder your attitude and behaviour spiralled out the way it did. I’m so glad you’re in therapy and are able to work on healing your inner child as you are worthy of genuine love, connection, empathy and compassion. You are helping so many people and I appreciate you for that. It takes tremendous strength to share your story and vulnerability. Yes, I believe there is demonic spirits at play though God has got you in the palm of his hand. Keep doing a great job and forgive those who hurt you, for YOU! It’s the only way to be truly be free 🕊 God bless you 🙏🏼

[@truthandjustice7042]

This topic of child molestation and its effects NEEDS to be discussed like you are doing out in the open, this reality isnt being spoken about enough!!

[@lyfelessonswithbeloved]

You confirmed exactly what I told my narc I knew it I knew it the Holy Spirit show me this

[@chynadoll77cyn59]

Me too

[@lyfelessonswithbeloved]

@@chynadoll77cyn59 this stuff is wild

[@nji7772]

I never told my ex that I knew what had most likely happened to him as a child. I am a survivor and so I knew how overwhelming such a question would evoke.This is so on point and no one else I have seen on you tube addresses this. God bless your courage and honesty.

[@nji7772]

Yes! I prayed so much to Hashem (God). One night I had such a lucid dream with all the details (rare type of dream). I knew then that I had to leave - it is so hard when you truly love. I had to use only my brain fighting against my "too good heart"). It was exhausting during the final four or so months. I let him into my life too easily. I ignored the "gut" flags.

[@nji7772]

Being the stubborn person that I am, I was determined that he would be the one to leave. I let him know he would never change me. I know my value. That bugged him so much. Darkness can not survive in the light. I continued to treat him with respect, mercy, and compassion. By the grace of God, there go I. He still tried to "keep" me. I told him love is about the soul - unspoken, he knew he couldn't get mine! The "entities" that afflict them are powerful and that I believe, is why they are so predictable and "controlling" 24/7. I did not know what to call it then. Now I know. The "shy" , vulnerable, quiet, malignant wants to destroy you. They can not experience JOY (chasing that dragon). It is so sad. I could always see the very hurt child behind all of it. Survivors always can. I remember how terrified I was when I first began my healing journey so many years before him.

[@LadyQInspires]

Yes it’s very true I had an ex who used to do that right after they came they will change to something evil

[@xXRedEyedJediXx]

Thank you for sharing this. I have sons with and was in an 11 year relationship with a man that ticks so many of these little things you've said.. he broke me, and it took a very long time to start putting myself back together.

[@leonrwalkerjr]

You’re welcome. I hope you get it all back❤️. You will.

[@teesahurt2074]

1 can never be mad from you speaking TRUTH. I have studied Narcissistic Behavior for a long time now. EVERYTHING you stated here is true concerning your actions and behaviors.

[@awenajones6055]

This is why I cannot hate my significant ex narcissists. I have compassion and can only feel sad for their lives and those involved. Being an "incurable" optimist I hope one day that they will seek help like your man here! Thanks for sharing dude, I just wish your videos could be dubbed into Portuguese 🥴

[@redbone8844]

My narc didn’t like me to tell him anything after he climaxed I still wanted to go but he was now annoyed and aggravated with me and now I was just left there without getting any pleasure it was all about him!

[@Jackmcars12]

He’s 47 this year and I do fear he was majorly abused as a child some even came out saying don’t my mom did that to me!!

[@siralee4975]

Thanks for sharing your Truth on your healing journey. We all need to get this stuff out and we need to hear it. We are familiar with female sides of this molestation story, but the male side is just as important and needs to be heard as well 🙏✝️💯

[@leonrwalkerjr]

You’re welcome. Thank you as well

[@GodsLegion]

So brave. So much respect for how strong you are sir. It's important that people realise how these things work and what happens to a person when they are abused

[@godisamulti-racialhermaphr7560]

I found my thrill, on succubus hill, now I done shut that door, on that ole 304!

[@fairpoet81]

I needed that laugh! God bless you 😄

[@stockexchange7912]

I am grateful for all the information you are sharing. I am sorry that you went through all that abuse.

[@Robin19196]

Wow. I’ve been looking for an answer to this question for 10 months. The narc I was with . . . he would have what looked like panic attacks after sex. Not all the time-especially when we didn’t use protection. But it wasn’t just a matter of not using protection. He would have what seemed to be irrationally disconnected responses to me right after. He seemed to “go somewhere.” This is the first thing I’ve heard that makes sense to me. Thank you.

[@lauriesyme207]

Thank you for sharing…was raised by a mother narcissist, then married a psychopath (diagnosed) this answers a lot of questions for me, and I appreciate it. 🙏🏼

[@workinprogress3085]

This has been THEE MOST REALEST explanation I have heard since I've been listening to people, therapist, psychologist, experts or whatever speak on or about narcs. Yes, I have noticed how once he climaxed, he wanted to have nothing to do with me afterwards. He'd jump off me, roll over on his side with his back to me and if I wanted him to hold me after, he'd complain about his back was hurting if he turned my way, everytime, until the next time he woke me up in the middle of my sleep. I have been waiting to hear this straight up forward with no sugarcoating in it or big dialect to say what it is. Thank You Leon 💯🙏🏽❤️

[@afterthestorm9355]

Leon, you are a brave man to share your experiences and your truth. I’m so so sorry that you were violated in so many ways. Yes, you developed into a Narcissist-and you’ve admitted to hurting a lot of good women. But , as you know, you could have become even worse and you still managed to find a career path of service to our country and now you are trying to help others learn from what YOUve done and learned. And so I hope you are able to admit your wrongdoings while CELEBRATING what you did RIGHT! You were not an addict nor were you a child molestor nor a criminal.
My first memory (age 3) was being sexually molested. Continued on for 12 years. I did not become promiscuous but obviously it affected my feeling safe in my own home. I didn’t tell, either, until I was admitted to a psych ward until I started having pseudo-seizures at 17. Once a brain tumor was ruled out, I became an inpatient. It was 1975, a year before the mandatory reporting laws were on the books. My fear was how could I go to college and leave my siblings vulnerable? I had to somehow communicate to them -without “telling” on the perpetrator. (I believed his lies that he used to groom me). I didn’t act out but I went the other way. Working fulltime in highschool, Honor Society student, goody goody girl.
It also taught me to live full of shame and that I was already ruined to marry as a virgin. (Which was the never-ending mantra of my mother).The person who was supposed to protect me DID NOT.
I’ve invested a lot of money and time into healing. Lots of therapy so that I would raise my kids in a healthy environment. And I did. And my life’s work of 43 years as a pediatric occupational therapist has been to HELP children feel safe in their bodies and overcome challenges or adapt to accommodate limitations to live a life that is meaningful to THEM. And I’m proud if that!

[@charisse234]

Sexual abuse is a truly truly serious thing to happen to a child it destroys that precious innocent little human being.i will never ever understand how anyone can look at the face of a child and still abuse them😢.I'm sorry that happened to you also I am glad that you decided to go into therapy to get your tangled and damaged emotions sort it out.that takes intelligence and courage which you have.thank for this video.positiviy peace and love 💛

[@MauveBlossom]

Courage be with you for sharing this. Thank you. I encountered a man who would turn around, shower, dress back up impeccably and literally tell me to leave with his eyes and body language. It felt extremely humiliating and freaky and I still put up with it thinking he's just an oddball natured quirky lover. God damn. I now know.

[@kirsikka3752]

This is what I told my ex too: your virginity goes when you have sex first time willingly. The rape or abuse is not sex at all. It is violence and control and abuse.
It is important in healing to understand that. Even the act seems like sex it is not, it is violence. Real sex is different and then one can start to move towards healthy sex habits and relations.
Same goes with me. I did not have sex with my lying and abusive narcissist ex. I was just lied to and abused and then dumped.

[@aishab9403]

This is why a lot of marriages and families are broken. I was just explaining the succubus and incubus attachments that visit us at our preteens.
We need these truths because some brothers and sisters don’t even understand, let alone know what’s going on with themselves internally.

[@donnajeffreys8252]

The narcissist I dated 11 years ago was extremely perverted !! Any and everything he'd turn into something sexual. It was sad , disturbing and sickening !! I believe a whole lot happened to him as a child because of this and things he told me that his Dad told him was ok. His Dad also owned a speakeasy.

[@brandilovememore9376]

I am a female that’s on the flip side of a man.. but I am growing and learning about why I was doing the things I did with men.. I am reading books now about attachment styles that we have because of our up bringing and how our adult caregivers hurts us… which in return we treat our partners like crap…

[@luzysal7589]

I agree 💯%. The root of the problem is SPIRITUAL.
ONLY THE BLOOD OF CHRIST HAS POWER TO BRAKE ANY chain🙌

[@Shut-up-Shelly]

Leon this is so true and so sad that this happens to young people all over...I pray so hard for anyone who is taken by this demonic force and break the chains of the devil over them all in the mighty name of Jesus!! Thank you fo being vulnerable to let others know there is a way to seek help and reform form these ways. Thanks Leon!

[@rejaneoliveira5019]

Thank you for sharing your story, Leon. This is heartbreaking on so many levels.💔

[@delritawright6860]

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@leonrwalkerjr]

You’re welcome. It’s tough but I was able to make it 🙌🏾🙌🏾

[@tocool1590]

Wow. It’s only by God’s Grace and Mercy that you facing every demon in your life head on. I talk with my children all the time about not being a victim and having pity parties for yourself and my family and I have healed from trauma in our past. This is why I am single and rather stay to myself because people don’t wanna heal and admit their issues. ❤ Appreciate your boldness. Thank you 🙏

[@gottahavefaith2526]

You are absolutely awesome and extremely brave for sharing and taking the steps that you have to become a better person. You are definitely helping so many people.

[@ari-jv]

I think my mom was attracted to me as a teenager. She would always be jealous when I talked to boys

[@M-eb3ss]

Wow!! Leon… you made me cry listening to you.
I was so angry with my friend as he’s using every woman under the sun. I always wanted to bring him out his different issues but sadly I couldn’t and have stopped talking to him. Wondering at least if I share your video with him will it help him? But the fear is he may get offended and take revenge on me.
You are doing everything possible to bring awareness. People with wisdom can understand your good intentions.
May Lord bless you.
Take care.

[@fatimabarnes-bey8668]

Calling a spade a Spade. It is Demonic but besides that. You can tell he’s changed. Owning the real Truth ?? WOW May God BLESS you life and continue to facilitate your deliverance/Healing ❤❤❤

[@angelablaney4575]

Very brave to come on here and admit your past Leon. It can help us survivors of narc abuse to gain more knowledge!! Its great you went for counselling and i hope you are leading a more settled life now! Prayers for all survivors of narc abuse♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@annb7913]

Leon, I am heart broken to know all that happened to you when you were a kid. No child deserves this. You came a long way. I hope you find peace and happiness.

[@polishqueen3671]

I appreciate you doing this . The hardest is to forgive yourself. You can't move on to better things - if you don't. Plus - is not your fault. Is society failure. Believe me. You teaching others by saying hard stuff. Many people wouldn't.. maybe some people going trew this right now..Is really healing to you as well. That was you then - this is you now. You did the best you knew at that time and you are different person now. Truth will set you free. I command you for going to therapy -lots people like you wouldn't care. And one more thing..I don't hate your truth. And I don't hate you. Stay strong. 🌅 Best wishes. ❤️‍🩹

[@b52270]

This is so incredibly raw and poignant. You have nothing to be sorry about. Your honesty about the process of how you were groomed and sexually abused destroyed your capacity to bond to a woman.. It is teaching us so many how the narcissist views intimacy and how they truly can't bond.

[@blazinitupinthecutwithswee9417]

So sorry to hear that. 😢 Praying for your healing! Thanks for sharing!

[@mhaughton11]

I pray for your complete deliverance and transformation. Keep helping people. 🙏🏾

[@marymotherofgod4861]

I’m sorry baby I endured all that bullshit u didn’t deserve non of that so proud of u h have evolved and speak ur truth that’s right put them all on blast Cuz they were suppose to protect u u were a child LOVE N LIGHT 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏

[@farihamohamedhilmy4700]

Oh my god that’s crazy! I am so sorry this happened to you. No minor should be treated like this.
“When a narcissist climaxes, so does their feelings. They go down”
That sentence hit me in a very eerie way.
I was in a situationship with a narcissist who is 3 years older than me and I am GLAD he did not touch me! Because I refused and backed away when he sees me as a sexual object and not a human being

[@jackiewilliams-sp1lb]

That is so true he would always turn his back and a silent treatment so sad I would not want too take him back he is trying again I have not seen him for 2 years

[@barbarahardeman3820]

You are a God Sent Sir , What I have gotten from your teachings is. Priceless, I always felt something was missing it took me 45 years and your videos to really get it. Thank You & God/Bless.

[@777JESUSISLORD71]

If he's GOD sent he'll share the Gospel of JESUS CHRIST. He deserves all the GLORY.. Only JESUS can set the captives FREE. Only JESUS delivers the soul from, demonic spirits and HELL. Only JESUS can save those who are lost,and without hope. LEON needs to share the word of GOD,if he's sent from GOD. JESUS says we'll know someone by there fruit

[@cassandrafleming-ox4xp]

One of my old sweet boyfriend, he wasn't sexual abused. But as the oldest child, he was trained to help raise the other children, and when his other siblings became grown-up they assumed he would still take care of them, I felt like that was mom fault.

[@audreajolie]

Sometimes their mom cause them to be that way because their mom didn’t pay attention to them as they were growing up so they do to women what their mom done to them.