Mapping My Alters | How Our System is Structured | 143 Alters!!
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- Опубліковано 2 жов 2024
- Ulysses does an outline of our first system map! This is the first system map we’ve drawn, so it’s a bit disorganized, but still good enough 👌🏻
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👽👾👽👾👽 I would totally want to see a slideshow of all your head mates.
I know I'm late but me too. I would really want that. 👽👽
Do I have DID? No
Do I know anyone with DID? No
Do I watch most videos from this channel and two other channels from people with DID? Yup!
ikr! it’s cool to learn about
Same here
Saaaaame
which channels? i watch entropy, teampinata and dissociadid. also dylan groves. their channel deals with very heavy topics though, so be warned
Same here. I started because DID fascinates me and stayed because the people are so interesting.
if this kind of detail and complexity doesn't speak to the brain's level of immense sophistication when faced with unbearable circumstances then idk what does, you are truly incredible. thank you for sharing something so instrumental to your survival
I love that big paper attitude 👌❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤👌
Why do I picture all of the heads of the family sitting on a round table in you inner world discussing all of the big decisions with your shared life 🧐
Brooke Mackey ME
Sorry, I know I'm super late but had to comment: we literally have a round table for the "main adults" 😁in the inner world.
Brooke Mackey Mr. Robot
Inner family meetings are pretty much like that.
@Numi Multitudes I’m so sorry I accidentally disliked your comment! I have long press-on nails 😓😅 have a good day!! 😊
"BIG PAPER." I need some big paper in my life.
"[...] So there's not a lot of REALLY bad blood but there's still a ton of people avoiding each other"
Well, if that doesn't sound like gigantic family I don't know what to tell you lol
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My therapist advised me to make one of these and I had no idea where to start and then saw your video. Thank you so much for your help!!
I think Blitzkrieg is a cool name!!
So is Konfetka!! Konfetka does sound Russian (it means "candy") so I'm wondering how that happened.
Also Dumpster Baby is an amazing nickname and I love it so much.
Tw because it’s trauma based-
It is Russian. It was one of the words our uncle taught us when he was “benevolently babysitting” us 😅😅😅 our family is primarily Russian, so we’ve began to start separating the culture itself from the people we knew, because some Russian things are pretty cool! We’re kinda trying to reclaim that a little
-Ulysses
@@AcrylicAndAether Good luck with that!!
I love my Russian culture and always love sharing it with others. I would never want anyone to ruin it for me or anyone else.
I'm proud of yall!!
@@AcrylicAndAether Blitzkrieg is a german word, it translates to "lightning war" and is a military strategy to end a war before it can fully escalate.
I suppose it is sort of a poetic name for an alter, even though I can understand that they might not want to be referred by it.
*”Yall don’t even know about my... really big paper.”*
I was watching something else when this notification popped up and I switched
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Me too!
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Also hey! I wanted to offer my help and if you don't need it that's totally okay. I'm a sorta amateur graphic designer for that's basically what I do in school currently and I have the tools and programs to work digitally. So what I would like to offer you is a helping hand in making this awesome system map more structured and turn it digital! Also in general if you feel like you need help with anything design related - I don't know any of you personally and I believe I've never even commented before but I'd love to help if you guys want me to! :)
Ooo I can't wait to find out more about Hollow. My guess is he's secretly the adorable ruler of the underworld.
Ulysses: *smacks big paper*
Ulysses: this paper can fit so many fuckin alter names on it
143 alters? damn how do you remember all of them? hdkahdks
My brain is forgetting half the alters. There's so many! And think my brain is busy but damn he got over 100 people and an entire fucking country in his brain! MY HEAD HURTS JUDT THINKING ABOUT IT But like... in a good way. THIS IS AMAZING!
thank you SO much for mentioning how long it took you guys to figure things out. I tend to freak out on a regular basis because I feel like we're just too stupid to even get close to a system overview and usually DID youtube just makes it worse because everyone on here seems like a perfect system with super knowledge and communication and I'm just like: I'm a fcking failure in every way.
so thank you.
I second that.
Thats for speaking my thoughts. =)
You are not alone with this cause same ^^ You May not have a channel But comments like yours are verry helpfull and important too.
@@kaleidoscopingme agree! Vivid all of us are on a brave journey.
My system has really good communication but I don't have much in the way of knowledge and I'm sure there's systems with the exact opposite situation.
Like for example, my systems protector goes by Crystal but her real name is unknown to me because she told me I'd not be able to pronounce it since it's in her language(either Mongolian or wolf) when she introduced herself to me
Thank you for sharing.
Need to see this. Love your videos 💜💜 Ive learned so much about DID with you guys. Good vibes from Peru🤗🤗
👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽 Even though I really should be sleeping right now, I decided to watch your videos instead because I saw that you posted this new video and I find your videos super interesting and educational. 😂😭
Same rn
“Y’all don’t even know about my - Really big paper!”
Heyy I like the slideshow idea! 👽👾👽👾👽👾 giant post it books are amazing for presentations, we used them all the time at my old job. I'm enjoying getting to know more about your systems and I'm seriously thinking about going back to college for a psych degree thanks to people like you, DissociaDID and so many others. Thank you for sparking my interest in furthering my education again; it's been 5 years since I left community college with a general associate degree.
I find your videos very welcalming lol oops welcoming and calming. I am starting to remember alot of lost memories and your organizational skills are great coping help! I forgot about my childhood passion for this type of therapy. Your videos are so helpful and i've only seen a couple now. Thank you! Thank you! Thank,you! 💙✨💚✨💙✨🦋🌼👽👽👽👽👽👽✨💫
I hope you're having a lovely day/night 🦋✨👽
I have a strong feeling we have met before during my hiking, trail, long walks or sumpin
ulysses: *smacks paper* “Big Paper”
Very interesting to see how your system is structured. Makes me want to work more on figuring out my own
Oof. We wouldn’t be able to do that. We don’t know who splits off of who most of the time.
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Sjjxsjsh HOW DO YOU DO ANYTHING!!!??? I always wonder how 100+ systems do headcounts in the first place because there's so many of you aha
Yas I like the slideshow idea
How do you know who split off of you and who didn't? What if someone who broke off of you had someone broke off of them? I'm just curious because I want to make one of those for our system :)
- Javen
Please could you guys do a KineMaster tutorial? I’ve got it and I’m really confused about how to use it Oof. Halp
Maybe! We could do a “how we do our videos” thingy sometime! I’ll definitely think about how we’d put one of those together 😎😎
-Ulysses
Acrylic And Aether thanks ❤️
I would love to see all the members of your system that would be so cool and informative! 👽👽👽
First of all Damn that is so complex and interesting ♡ Blitzkrieg is actually German but I bet you already know that but yeah ♡♡♡ I loved this video and I'm so curious about Sebastian now
family tree more like some dynasty from medieval times
Okay - if anyone is interested in names and their origin, here's a little trivia for you. I'm Scandinavian and these "German"-sounding names are also regularly used in my country - Norway. 😊
Birgit actually stems from a Keltic name; Brighid. It has been used in many European countries, in a shortform of the name "Birgitta". Mainly used in (like you said) Germany, Austria, Holland, and all Scandinavian countries (Norway, Sweden, Denmark, Island, and the Faroe Islands). It is pronounced very differently than how Americans can pronounce it 😆 the biggest difference is the "R", it is a tongue "rolled" R. Like BiRRgiTT.
But yes - many typical German-sounding names, often stem from Norse, or Irish, and is often a result of trading between countries. Like my name, Trude. It is from the name "Gertrud" which is used in Germany, but Gertrud stems from Norse.
Hope I didn't bore you😂
I would love to see a slideshow👽👽👽👽👽👽👽🛸🛸🛸🛸🧞♀️👾👾🧞♀️🧞♀️
no one: ....
no one at all: .....
Ulysses: Big Paper. *eyebrow wiggle*
wow, my name is Birgit too and i've actually never met someone with that name before!
I'm from the Netherlands so honestly i don't know where she could've gotten that name from
but atleast were name buddies now :)
Thanks so so much for the shout out!!! Sorry it took so long to see this we haven’t been able to keep up with UA-cam lately. Also your choice not to integrate is 100% valid!!! -Lizzie
143?? I don’t even know that many people 😩
(Ok I probably do but damn; how does the brain do this, it’s kind of amazing 🤯)
I have alters and am world building for a story but I used some alter's traits and names for characters and now everything gets very confused.
So I understand and can conceptualize how alters form. I guess because I’m someone that does not have did, I can understand how they form when your young, and how you switch based on triggers and such, I just don’t understand ( not because I don’t believe it but because I haven’t seen many videos on it) how “they come to the light” for lack of a better term. From what I understand (could be a wrong) there is a time when they form and some people are mostly unaware because they are so young and the trauma is current, but how do you see them or see where they are for the first time? Is it like a progressive thing or an all at once sort of thing? I’m just really curious… and I’d like to understand better because I’ve watched lots of vids of being diagnosed but not many of like starting to see signs yourself and personal experiences and such, maybe that’s because it’s really personal.
Also it upsets me that there's no goblin emojis 👹 that's the closest thing I could find lol
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this is so fucking interesting. thank you so much for sharing this with the world
👽Yes please do the slideshow!:) We are also polyfragmented and have hierarchies and family subsystems, where important families have more power/hold more memories than others in our two systems. It’s kind of nice to know we aren’t alone and that other systems have families or couples who are married etc. Thank you for sharing this:)
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do any of your alters ever argue or like have beef? and if so what happens?
👽👽👽 if you make a slideshow, a narration would also be great since there are a good number of people who only listen to videos (either because they want to or because that's their only option) So please consider it if you do make that video!
It’s 2:38 am and I’m binge watching your videos ^^ Why?... Because my sleeping routine is a mess and both of you have great content 😂👌
"They're gay and they're wonderful.."❤️❤️ I love that
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I love the idea of the slideshow with pictures to names of alters! 😁👾📽️
It's 4am where I am but damn I can't miss this video rn
Definitely an updated one with info about Xavier would be cool
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I have never clicked on a video so fast in my life
I would love to see a slideshow of all the alters👽👾👽! I hope y’all have a wonderful day!
Definitely a slideshow would be awesome! 👽👾
So if the west split off of Devøn, is the west a sub system? And if Devøn has a lot of knowledge of the space subsystem is it possible the space subsystem is a subsystem of the west??
It’s wild, so like, it’s a bigger scheme thing than we thought, with it being closer to the west splitting off of a part of the space subsystem 😅😆 there’s gonna be more details about that in our next video (uploaded and scheduled for tomorrow at 10 am PST👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻)
-Misha
👾👾👾👾 it will the slideshow be only 10 minutes long???
Interesting! Considering how large and complex your system is, we have a couple suggestions that might make mapping it easier or even more fun!
You could use a flowchart creator (some have free trials and many paint and office apps have flowchart tools built in). We did this when we mapped our sorority’s big/little lineages. A great part about digital is there’s almost always more room!
You could also go 3D! For a school project on The Mists of Avalon, our group had to map all the character relationships. If you’ve read the book, you’ll know that’s a big, complex job! So we made a 3D map with Legos and yarn. We basically made a big circle with points for each character on the perimeter. Then each layer of Legos in the wall was designated a different type of relationship and color of yarn (one layer for who loves who, one for hate, etc.). Finally, we strung yarn between the appropriate characters and stacked all the layers together. It looked really cool! Your system is probably too big for this approach, but it might be fun for subsections of the system, like the families.
Thanks for sharing!
I want to meet Sebastian and hear him speak all these languages. I find this so cool. I think YOU are so interesting... all of yous.
Gotta love System hierarchy
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Your guys' communication must be absolutely amazing!!
“Konfetka” is candy in Russian
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I’m so intrigued by your channel and your story.
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Edit: I know the last one isn't an alien but it is just so cute!
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This is a fascinating look into the family tree of your alters, but it is also having the side effect of making me REALLY want to go draw something on a big pad of paper like that. Feels like it would be so incredibly satisfying
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I was watching aviation videos and somehow I ended up here. I'm trying to understand how a system can fit inside it's head..... MORE PEOPLE THAN AN AVERAGE AIRBUS A320 OR A BOEING 737. my head is about to explode. That's insane 😯😯😯
I don't know if you've already made that slide show. If you haven't 👽👽👽👽👽 , if you have can you please send me a link?
Your sidetrack was verry helpfull and important and and gave us a much needed info thank you! =)
our solution? big paper
as a polyfragmented system I FELT THIS SO HARD OMG I USE A2 PAPER
Many times hidden is hidden for a reason. Please be care and don’t push. We love you all!
I love Craig for Blitz Krieg (sp?)
Not sharing names - safety? Alters are supposed to covert. Maybe they are still feeling unsafe.
Just realized i am commenting along like it’s a live stream .... sorry. Lol
You guys are amazing for sharing all this.
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👽👾👽👾 I'd love to see something like that! Also, thank you so much for showing us all of this! It's honestly so interesting to get a sneak peak into the structure of your inner world
Can alters have different medical problems? Like diabetes or cancer, bad eyesight, being paralyzed, ect? I’m just trying to educate myself more and I would rather get my info from someone who actually have did rather than firm my own subconscious opinion on google.
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but wait, did you use blue for hollow
Logan the Wolverine, Fenrir the werewolf (and Helena, the ghost of Ravenclaw tower :D) sorry idk what my brain is doing its past 2am
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i may not have DID but I relate to Ulysses on a spiritual level
143 alters?? Wow!! Almost like a community.
I love that there are so many wonderful and creative names and nicknames then just. BOB.
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👾👾👾 invading the comment section mwahahahahah xD -unnamed alter
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How the heck do you know what happened with 143 alters at least. As far as we know we have 16 idk what we would do with 143
This is from so long ago and I don't know if you made the slideshow yet but 👽👾👽
also we haz no idae of like any of us lolz. i could NEVER remember everyone lolz
Wow, that's a massive project! 👽👾
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Arcadia sorry if I spelled wrong but there is show the towns name is that