How It’s Been in 2021 | System Changes/Growth | Life with Dissociative Identity Disorder
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- Опубліковано 8 гру 2021
- It’s great to be back!
Here’s a little bit on what’s been going on during our time off the internet. Yes, it’s been a little dark, but things are looking much brighter now.
TRIGGER WARNINGS:
-Fusion/splitting alters
-Weight gain/loss/appetite issues
-Implied self harm/sewer slide
-RA/TBMC
-reality of mental health
This is the link to the Infinite mind- Healing Together conference:
www.aninfinitemind.com/index....
Curious about Devøn? Here’s the link to a livestream video explaining things a little.
• OUR HOST INTEGRATED | ...
This is a Google doc with many sources on DID:
docs.google.com/document/d/11...
Other medias
Tiktok: @the_aether_system
Instagram: @acrylicandaether
If you would like to email us it is
diversityofmisfitsandaether@gmail.com
Our official mailing address is:
Acrylic and Aether
PO Box #462
560 tebbe st
Weed, CA, 96094
“Like a superficial hooligan” 😭💖 I love the way you describe things. So lovely to see you& back 🥰 -Jill & Jerrick 🌈🐍
I’m glad things are brightening up for you. It’s been a rough year for everyone. Also HAPPY MARRIAGE YALL AND I LOVE THE NEW BANNER! Also congratulations on the sponsorship!
When Quarks went silent, I wanted to download their content, but never got around to do it, and I regret it so much. I sent them an email back then but got no response. If you are finally ready to talk more about this stuff, a lot of people are ready to listen.
Seriously I think about them often and hope they’re doing okay
Welcome back, good to see you all are doing okay. It's a rough road dealing with tbmc and deprogramming.
Thank you for your bravery in making this. We've been concerned about Quarks as well and have thought about becoming more vocal. I think it's important, though, to go slow and not take on too much. Especially with trauma as horrific as this. Just like them, we're all human. It's important to take it as slow as we need to stay regulated.
P.S. I see a mark on your face. If you need help because of external unsafety, there are systems who care and are willing to help.
We’re definitely taking our time with writing these kind of videos. It’s important to be careful about wordings and such. We’re not putting out anything that could put us in danger.
We really hope Quarks are okay
And the marks on our face are from our compulsive skin picking 😅 we’ve been surprisingly without external altercations, which we weren’t expecting, given that we live in such a small town near a military base and look how we do
-Finn
@@AcrylicAndAether thank you for your response Finn. I'm relieved to hear you're without external altercations, esp in a military town that small. I find navigating talking abt RAMC is still so sticky for us. It's inspiring that you're finding ways to share that won't hurt you. I hope every year brings you all more healing.
-L
I've been so worried about those 2 RA systems. It's good to know that others have been checking in to see if they've come back.
It's good to see y'all back on YT. I have recently (within the last few months) received an OSDD diagnosis from someone who has been working in the mental health field for over 25 years. When I started watch y'all I only had major depression and CPTSD diagnosed. Thank you for creating a safe space and being willing to talk about DID and OSDD and how to improve life with it. I look forward to continuing to learn and grow by watching and learning from y'all's content. Thank y'all for being willing to share your experiences to help people survive this fucked up place we call earth.
Congrats on your diagnosis!
@KindPunk actually: same! Glad I'm not the only one ☺️
Thanks for being open about this. We too are survivors of ritual abuse, mind control, torture, experimentation, . . . etc. We’ve learned a lot, done a lot of research, and continue to learn and grow. We are open to any questions or discussion you may have ponderings about as you continue to heal if that can be helpful. Press on!
I’m going to find out if I have a dissociative disorder this month through our psychiatrist. We’ve been watching this channel before we knew what was going on. Thank you so much for your help. As the host I’m still very scared but I’m hopeful. ❤
Oh wow! Thank you so much for answering me - you are so sweet; it meant the world to me to have that answer. I am sad but I am relieved to know. I love you all so much & I say Blessed Be to you. I am here for you always as we all are out here.
Welcome back!
I can't wait for the DID survival guide, it'll hopefully have some tips for us to get by without therapy...
Thank you so much for everything you do and sharing helpful information!
To me, you are one of the coolest UA-cam channels I know. I never had DID, but some other issues and I have been struggling for the last few years loosing track of what I really want to do and what I think that I am capable of in life.
I found your chanel during that DID hype back then. and learning about you and what you go through was in equal parts interesting, heartbreaking and inspiring to me. I generally believe that knowledge is power and information is one of the most valuable things in this world, so thank you for doing what you do for everyone by making these videos! Keep going, you are all amazing!
Definitely missed seeing y'all. Honestly, last time I saw y'all was Dorian's integration update, and since then because of watching Dorian, I started loom knitting again (used to when I was younger) and I've made hats and cowls for family and friends. Made a couple hats that Hollow and Nobody would like (one is a dark blue with black flecks that is soft and fluffy, the other is 2 yarns knitted together, a gold color and white).
So happy to hear that everyone seems to be *attempting* to work together. Much love to everyone in the Aether System, as well as Acrylic 💖
CONGRATS ON THE WEDDING ❤️ I understand the stomach pain stuff. Hope the fusions and changes end up being good in time
it's really nice to see you doing so well :) congrats on all the system work you did this year! that's huge! and looking forward tot he book!!! I dont read much and I dont buy books but Im def thinking about buying this one.
Glad to hear you're making progress in so many ways. May it only continue to get better.
I am glad to see you back :). And with a very important mission to spread awareness too! There are some german channels as well that are talking about RA Systems and trying to explain that and one is particularly good in explaining but as i said...well its in german so maybe not everyone can access that so easily. But the topic is coming more and more to life and people beginning to understand to... as horrific it is and as much as we all would love to deny it...accepting that those things happen. There are OF COURSE ...even more people in doubt, and those who try to silence the systems ...and you can guess why. So in me and the people i talk to... you already have some non DID support and we believe you and the other systems out there. Its not an easy disorder and its not fun experiencing the many bodily challenges too, the one german system also has an unvoluntarily but alter based disfunction. they cannot move their legs and need a wheelchair as punishment for talking about that topic so... it is very brave to take that step because there are of cours precautions to stop you from doing so. So... wish you all the best of...happiness and safety.
Thank y'all for this we really missed y'all -the cloudy system ^^
I’m so glad to see you guys are back. I hope you all are doing well and that you guys continue to post. Of course your mental health comes first but it truly is awesome to see your videos so please don’t stop.
Hi Aether, I'm glad that you and your system are slowly but surly getting more healthy and getting back on track with things, its good to hear about your plans going forward and the amazing announcements that you had and I cant wait to see more of you in the further and good luck with everything. see ya and lets improve together ,zander ,peace
You are looking so much healthier! So happy to see you! Much love and light! Have missed you!
We are so grateful to see all of u on this channel. Thankyou. When u guys talked about ur tattoos, we all thought that was so sweet and we smiled.
thank u so much for everything u do 💕💕💕💕 happy 2022. I'm so glad you're all here. lots of hugs from india
Welcome back! Good to see you all again, much love❤
I have missed you guys so much. It gives me such relief to know you're back and doing better than before, I was definitely worried for the longest time. From what you showed of your wedding, it was beautiful and I do wish I could have attended but I'm very happy for you. Thank you for continuing to bare yourselves and your systems to us so we can all learn and help each other, it has made the world of difference in our journey of realising we are a system as well and we can't thank you enough.
Looking healthy!!!! So good to see you! So excited about both of your systems’ plans for content! Thanks for your courage and awesomeness!
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It's good to see you and hear you again! Congrats on married life and the new book and doing/feeling better. I look forward to following the journey shared here on UA-cam. ..much love....
Glad to see you back on YT and doing better. Congratulations on your recent marriage.
Also glad to hear you are going to be talking about RA. We are not an RA system but def agree that it needs to be talked about. I am sorry to hear that other channel has disappeared, and I hope they are OK.
Gotta love those water bears! Looking forward to more videos.
Glad to see you back and I’ve missed you guys and your content, especially your sense of humour 😅👌🏻❤️
I’m so happy that you guys are healing, we’ve had similar changes in our own system too! I hope you guys continue to get better and sort out the chronic pain. ~Kiera, Promethean System
Wow I'm glad you all are back! Can't wait to meet some of the new alters (hopefully). Congratulations on your marriage, too!
IDK why but this intro music instantly made me think of Charmed from the 90's - 2000's. lol
I've missed you all!
So good to see you again. I have to say that I'm between Therapists & I use you both as my Therapists (you & your wife, Mickie) in the system I should say (both your systems). And I thank you for being on here because you have taught me sooo much. I just love you with all my heart & you should be proud of yourselves for all you've done for people like me. I live in Redding near you & wish we could visit (I'd be honored). I'm 63 & newly diagnosed & excited to have 6 of us in my system but can't fathom your numbers & how you keep track of yours - bravo! Blessed Be from a Wiccan out here. Emma
I'm so proud of you guys. 💜💙
Thank you for being ready to talk about organized abuse and TBMC. This stuff is arising for us, and we have felt pretty alone, despite books and forums. I missed the two r.a. systems because I gave up on DID UA-cam except for you guys and two other channels. But if they have gone radio silent, I hope you will take extra care for your own safety.
And Jordan, you did a great job, thank you bunches!
So proud of both systems.
HOLY SHIT I've missed a lot. Congrats on the wedding!
Glad you're back.
Welcome back!
I died when I saw the “a married couple” ♥️♥️ Congratulations!!
We don’t have a set host either right now. Our long term host finally after many years properly integrated with one of our old hosts. He’s still around but don’t front as much as he used to. Most of the time we’re just blended and we don’t even know who’s fronting at the time because there’s just so many at the front at once and we’re all focused on the task at hand or focused on not being noticed lol
Hello again
Thank _you_ for being here 💜
Yay so glad to see you
Thank you for that amazing video. I want to ask, if you're planning on making an update video on your inner world?
Thank you!
Way to take the wheel 😊
I don't know if any of you believe in God, but we pray for all of you every night. We are spiritual healers so when we pray, shit gets done. You are being helped by God. I love you all.
We are deff gunna get ur book
DID Surrvior Guide sounds cool
I will buy THAT book :)
Micki (sp?) We are sorry about Devon . . . I have many tears for you. I love you
❤️Saludos de republica Dominicana 🇩🇴
Are you guys still doing penpal stuff on patreon?
Is your PO box up and running.wanted to send package 📦 soon
I saw that episode with Devon but I don't get what happened with him? Can you explain more fully? I loved him & will miss him.
We’re just gonna be honest 😅 So basically, during that kidnapping attempt in 2020 that caused the most catastrophic panic attack we’ve had, he stayed in the front, but used every attack known by our persecutors and turned them on himself. This fragmented him further, and he became three alters, one of them being Devøn, who was a very dark shell of what he was. He wanted to stop living with every fiber of his being and it was very difficult to handle. That happened in May 2020, and in December 2020, he fused with Morpheus, becoming Dorian. That was a lengthy process that took weeks, and a few months later, the other two alters fused with him, forming Dorian as he is today. Dorian is definitely not the host, because he only fronts a few times each month and he was very antisocial at first.
So we’re sad about the fusion for a different reason than people think- we’re sad about what happened in May and because Devøn came into being, not because they all fused to become Dorian. We know we mourn a lot, but it was pretty traumatic how it all went down
-a blend (Aether)
You said that we can ask questions about this stuff so, is there any helpful info on how to fully switch out, I struggle with only knowing how to front, cofront or observe, I'm never fully not fronting and it's exhausting. I get I'm the host but I feel that there are others that could deal better with being an alter that observes as well as fronting, any help from anyone would be nice thanks 🤍🧡🖤
If you can't leave as host it's possible your brain's not set up like that. Like OSDD1B or something similar. I'm not a professional, just a patient, but from my experience the leaving as host is the "easy" part (totally unconscious and involuntary)
@@ashtenchambliss284 yeah sounds like osdd to me as well
Sorry, but I don't know what RA/TBMC means? Can someone please help me. :)
We define it later in the vid 👀💞
But it stands for Ritual Abuse/ Trauma Based Mind Control
@@AcrylicAndAether thx, English is my second language... 😅That's why I am not use to all short terms
I miss that ra system you're referring to. I'm afraid they disappeared because they shared too much
First :)
Chronic pain sux
Glad you're doing well! Best to you and Acrylic 💜