I'm so sorry you've had to deal with so much hate online. I don't understand how anyone can be so hurtful and awful. I would have a very hard time receiving hateful comments if I shared about my health, disabilities, and childhood trauma, so I really appreciate and respect that all of you are still uploading videos and sharing your experiences in spite of the hate. Just know there's a lot of people like myself that only want the best for your system, and are here to provide support and positivity. 😊💗
I’m so sorry that you(the pizza system) experienced such difficult trauma. I don’t want to come across as objectifying you or anything in a negative way when I say You are so fascinating and interesting. You videos have really inspired some deep pondering upon life and consciousness and the nature of it, so I thank you. I have so many questions for you, if you are opening to answering...
I want to draw everyone in the system so badly, all of you have such unique personalities and appearances. I’m worried I might draw some of you wrong, so I wanted to ask permission before I try to draw you all.
Great job from Akuma ! I hope, he could recover fast. And it was soooo adorable, to see his reaction, when he talked about his boyfriend. Aww. 😻💖 Also the heartwarming words around Joey was so sweet. His progress gave me strong positiv vibes. 💖😻 Fluffy greeting to y'all and thanks for this lovely update.😺👀😻
Love learning a bit more about everyone. Akuma & Vivi did a wonderful job; it is wonderful that Jolly is taking care of Edam!! Sending love you you all!! 💖💖💖
I like this video so much seeing that akuma is introducing everyone that is known in the system (or wanted to be represented in this video) respectful stating everyone boundaries on how much that they want to be personal in his video. And Vivi being the surprising finisher of the video.
Great job Akuma, the video was amazing! It was awesome learning a bit more about the system and who all of you are, even if it was just a small portion. Sending lots of love, ~Nico (and a very sleepy Lilach)
I just found out bout DID and feel sad about the trauma the PIZZA SYSTEM gone through I personally feel that we are given so less information about mental and emotional health hope the pizza system is doing fine . Love you all ❤️💕
I love videos like this and it's always really interesting. I like learning about alters, their roles, and just everything about DID since it's a disorder surrounded by a lot of stigma and it's also very complex. Since there's so many alters, does the body get *really* tired when multiple switches happen frequently, and how frequently, if it's alright asking, do alters front? Like how many alters front in a day?
It really depends on the day. Sometimes we switch very much, since we are drawn to rapid switching (like 10-30+ times) sometimes it's just a few. Switching a lot definitely is tiring, exhausting and especially confusing and disorientating! It can also cause migraine like headaches, etc. Hope that was helpful
You all sound absolutely amazing. You both did an amazing job introducing everyone, and it's really amazing to see a channel like this. Hope you all are doing well, and stay safe 💖💖
I've been following you recently, and I must be lucky to find your profile. I listen to you very willingly ... being very close to this situation. Thanks to you who give me a hand 🖤
I’m curious. If Isa doesn’t communicate with the other alters except for Vivi, and isn’t supposed to be stressed, does she know about them from these videos, and how does she feel seeing them?
i love your guys’ videos so much i even watch them while i’m falling asleep. something so comforting about your videos ❤️ i’ll even watch them more than once 😊
I have to say, this is the first video about DID that really made me understand this illness. I had to google what a persecutor is (which takes like 2 seconds), but the rest was really helpful!
We empathise a lot. We are so sorry you all have gone through so much 🖤 we respect all of you and love to all 🐺❤️ we are loving getting to know other systems 🖤 thank you 🍕 system for sharing yourselves 😊🖤 love, The LoneWolf Family 🐺
Wonderful to meet all of you in pizza system. We are Hive. We are a multi-system system of thousands of alters. Your channel was recommended to us bcuz of how much and how quickly you switch. We also switch VERY fast and frequently. We hope to make it through many of your videos this week. Btw, just a forewarning.... most of our videos can be very triggering. Selves like to rant and aren't always very nice. Plus we are a bit obscure in many ways. Just a heads up. Take care and be well, all! We look forward to learning more about you all. 😁✌🏻
Thank you for sharing your experience, you are very brave and are helping a lot of people by doing that❤️ me included, i have ptsd and a lot of sympathy towards DID systems, and am learning a lot about how to deal with my own suffering by them. 😊
Hello again y'all!! I love so much what you guys are doing here. I am not sure if you would rather me refer to you as y'all (plural) or you (singular)? I think that every aspect of your system that you share is greatly influencing and spreading awareness to others. Being that this is a focus in my studies, I am finding it difficult to find genuine, authentic, examples of DID (like observable people rather than just descriptions on a page). I wanted to tell you that I believe you are so, so, strong. This account and your system has been unimaginably insightful. Thank you for sharing everything you do with us, you guys are all so amazing!! I would love to ask you a question if you don't mind, do your alters age? Like some of your littles for example, and if so do you/they age at the same speed as the body, or do they age separately? Sorry if these questions seem odd, I just cant help but want to understand more :)
Thank you so so much 😳🖤 as far as I know some alters in our system do and don't age. Some of us are older/younger but age with the body while some littles for example don't age at all 🖤 i believe that's different for every system, as well as for each alter! 🖤 - isa
Thats the first time hearing about alters being married. How does it work? I am really interested :D Do you get married in the inner world or did you both have been created as couple?
I'm sorry if this is a rude question and you don't have to answer if you don't want. Who is the main personality? and have are often do they get to be in there body?
I want to see Slay front in future video and see if he could talk to the camera in human language. It would be interesting to learn about him as a cat. Meow.
I personally struggle with anxiety .. I think some other alters do as well. Working is something we aren't able to do at the moment due to many complications, symptoms of DID and co-morbid disorders, but that's not the case for every system and might not always be the case for us! Sleeping is also a thing and big issue, but well .. - Isa
Indian culture: joint-family is in our culture, we're one big family Pizza system: I'll take 3 But it's so amazing trying to visualise who interacts with who, it's like a tiny neighbourhood community, with Father-son, caretakers and the little, akuma and vivi being that neighbour who checks on others and like akuma being the appointed secretary of the compound, different trauma holders having their responsibility of keeping the traumas, some with other roles doing other stuff, Im looking forward to that minecraft house. Also I find it interesting that the different alters can interact with each other inside. I guess it's like mental voice talking to itself but instead of itself it's talking to the mental voice of the other alters (if you're reading this, just skip to the last paragraph unless you fancy reading a nerdy ramble) Yo lowkey feel like computer engineers and scientists can learn from your inner house. A computer in essence is a huge chunk of stored memory(hard drive) , current conscious memory (RAM), a brain/part that does basic instinctual and mental work regardless of alters (CPU), and the body (peripherals/mouse/keyboard/monitor/fan/cooling/power etc...). The important thing about modern computers that differentiates them from old 80s DOS computers with only text and no graphics, was that old computers were 1 CPU (brain) dealing with 1 Operating system (system and alters) that used all of the memory available (cognitive memories) to run single programmes (tasks) one at a time. The tasks could do anything with all the memory, no restrictions. It was like a singleton with no multiple alters - each programme had full control and could interfere with other programmes, stay in the background and affect the current tasks, and if that programme crashes then the whole computer crashes (unless there's safeguards to recover, but the other programmes gone) Current, modern computers run many different programmes, many at background, but usually only 1 in the foreground that's using the peripherals and using most of the cpu time. Akuma is kinda like the CPU scheduler, where a software runs alongside the current OS, allocating time and resource for different programmes to do different things (because at the end of the day it's only one single cpu that does things one by one, the illusion of multitasking is just taking turns to do different things and keeping track of where everything is at the moment). So you have alters that manage the memory partition on hard drive, controlling which programmes get to access what parts, you have alters also manage "protected memory": the whole RAM is technically one long bank of memory, free to use and access by any programme, but there are softwares running in the bg to ensure that each new programme is given its own pocket of memory, and is not allowed to look at any other parts or access/edit any storage memory that it doesn't have the "right privilege attribute", lest the managing softwares crash that programme and you get an error message, like segment fault or memory violation error or privilege error. Same with programmes that try to do something wrong or harmful to the computer, software kicks in and crashes the programme saying it has done Illegal Operations. I can see how different alters are like the software that runs the body's components, some alters keep the other softwares within boundaries, some were born due to having to create and hold trauma that will not be accessible to others (this is like bios menu or recovery on startup, they control settings in memory that is not visible to the rest of the software, but you can maintain and interact with the software using other softwares like how caretaker alters look after other alters. Some trauma are like images and music and text, if you look at it technically, they are 1s and 0s, but only an image viewer knows what colour each pixel on the screen should be when reading the 1s and 0s as image, but it can't understand music files as any tangible data except gibberish, and vice versa. Many of these alters are like programmes written for another computer but still manages to run on this computer, with compatibility issues at times Omg I'm so sorry for all this rambling but ye I'm just so excited for yall, how delicately balanced and functional yall are with the same "hardware" as a singleton. Cheers
@@thepizzasystem hehe thanks! i'm new here, i was watching other videos and one recommendation led to another and i ended up here! I don't have DID, but double depression (i never knew i had childhood trauma until my therapist did that ACE checklist), so i can kinda feel for akuma et al. I'm curious, is it possible for the more comfortable alters to try see what's their MBTI type? like it's pretty cool to see some like drew being Extroverted, er oh no i forgot was it akuma's husband, the father of drew, who's more Thinking than Feeling (hence does those adult talking stuff), etc... maybe the others like vivi can help do the test for the other shy ones cheers!
If you refer to also uploading, It comes with goods and bads 🖤 yes it does help us in a way that we can connect and talk with others that experience similar things, that we can talk about what we are going through and have and outlet for our thoughts and emotions, as well as help to raise awareness about our condition. There are definitely things that have a bad impact on our mental health, yet the goods overweigh as well as we are learning to deal with the bad ones 🖤 - isa
i have a question, and im sorry if anything comes off offensive, that's not my intent, i am trying to educate myself on DID. do all the alters know that they are part of your system?
Alters are created due to the experience of extreme and/or repeated trauma (usually) in childhood, that makes one feel like they can't survive the situation. To be able to survive the brain then separates the part of consciousness holding the trauma from another part so overall they are able to survive. (Our understanding)
Hi, this is probably a really stupid question but I'm curious, does the body have a name? Like on a birth certificate or something what would it be? Again this is probably a stupid question so it's fine if you ignore lol.
Why did you chose the name the pizza system? Mk ultra also causes dissociation disorder Sadly it’s very common. Your black and white top symbolises duality and alters. Like mk ultra sufferers.
I'm so sorry you've had to deal with so much hate online. I don't understand how anyone can be so hurtful and awful. I would have a very hard time receiving hateful comments if I shared about my health, disabilities, and childhood trauma, so I really appreciate and respect that all of you are still uploading videos and sharing your experiences in spite of the hate. Just know there's a lot of people like myself that only want the best for your system, and are here to provide support and positivity. 😊💗
I’m so sorry that you(the pizza system) experienced such difficult trauma. I don’t want to come across as objectifying you or anything in a negative way when I say You are so fascinating and interesting. You videos have really inspired some deep pondering upon life and consciousness and the nature of it, so I thank you. I have so many questions for you, if you are opening to answering...
We would try our best with answering them from our personal experience
I’m still trynna get a story on how did you can to this point
@@mrlaybackvevo264 huh? What do you mean?
@@Chelle8847 how did she get the disorder
@@mrlaybackvevo264 childhood trauma, they most likely wouldn't want to go into detail about it, people use trauma to hurt others alot.
I want to draw everyone in the system so badly, all of you have such unique personalities and appearances. I’m worried I might draw some of you wrong, so I wanted to ask permission before I try to draw you all.
You are more than welcome to do so
Great job from Akuma ! I hope, he could recover fast. And it was soooo adorable, to see his reaction, when he talked about his boyfriend. Aww. 😻💖 Also the heartwarming words around Joey was so sweet. His progress gave me strong positiv vibes. 💖😻 Fluffy greeting to y'all and thanks for this lovely update.😺👀😻
Make sure Akuma gets vitamin B and does meditation
I love these videos. It helps me keep track of what's going on in the other videos.
Love learning a bit more about everyone. Akuma & Vivi did a wonderful job; it is wonderful that Jolly is taking care of Edam!! Sending love you you all!! 💖💖💖
I like this video so much seeing that akuma is introducing everyone that is known in the system (or wanted to be represented in this video) respectful stating everyone boundaries on how much that they want to be personal in his video. And Vivi being the surprising finisher of the video.
Great job Akuma, the video was amazing! It was awesome learning a bit more about the system and who all of you are, even if it was just a small portion. Sending lots of love,
~Nico (and a very sleepy Lilach)
The way Akuma talks about Jake 🥺💖
akuma don’t forget to take care of yourself just as well as you take care of the others!! you’re such a strong and sweet soul.
I just found out bout DID and feel sad about the trauma the PIZZA SYSTEM gone through I personally feel that we are given so less information about mental and emotional health hope the pizza system is doing fine . Love you all ❤️💕
I love videos like this and it's always really interesting. I like learning about alters, their roles, and just everything about DID since it's a disorder surrounded by a lot of stigma and it's also very complex. Since there's so many alters, does the body get *really* tired when multiple switches happen frequently, and how frequently, if it's alright asking, do alters front? Like how many alters front in a day?
It really depends on the day. Sometimes we switch very much, since we are drawn to rapid switching (like 10-30+ times) sometimes it's just a few. Switching a lot definitely is tiring, exhausting and especially confusing and disorientating! It can also cause migraine like headaches, etc. Hope that was helpful
@@thepizzasystem I can not imagine how much the system would want to sleep after switching so much. I feel like I'd fall over and sleep for 17 hours.
You all sound absolutely amazing. You both did an amazing job introducing everyone, and it's really amazing to see a channel like this.
Hope you all are doing well, and stay safe 💖💖
I've been following you recently, and I must be lucky to find your profile. I listen to you very willingly ... being very close to this situation. Thanks to you who give me a hand 🖤
We hate seeing anyone hurting, but we would like to say we adore and admire all your strengths. You are all very strong 🖤🐺
I can see that Akuma cares so much. and i love that. I love your guys’ videos, please keep up the work
Very much enjoyed meeting everyone.
I’m curious. If Isa doesn’t communicate with the other alters except for Vivi, and isn’t supposed to be stressed, does she know about them from these videos, and how does she feel seeing them?
Hello glad to meet you all.wishing you guys all well
AhhhHhhh I looove y'alls outfit today! You guys are amazing :)
I love Akuma. He works so hard.
i love your guys’ videos so much i even watch them while i’m falling asleep. something so comforting about your videos ❤️ i’ll even watch them more than once 😊
I have to say, this is the first video about DID that really made me understand this illness. I had to google what a persecutor is (which takes like 2 seconds), but the rest was really helpful!
We empathise a lot. We are so sorry you all have gone through so much 🖤 we respect all of you and love to all 🐺❤️ we are loving getting to know other systems 🖤 thank you 🍕 system for sharing yourselves 😊🖤 love, The LoneWolf Family 🐺
I like how this answers so many questions and raises many more
I cannot wait to see your inner world. 😊 This is a wonderful video. I'm following you and will continue. ❤
Akuma, I totally relate that I'm also a nightmare to take care of. I thought you did a great job with this video. Thank you xoxo
I enjoy learning from your videos
Wonderful to meet all of you in pizza system. We are Hive. We are a multi-system system of thousands of alters. Your channel was recommended to us bcuz of how much and how quickly you switch. We also switch VERY fast and frequently.
We hope to make it through many of your videos this week. Btw, just a forewarning.... most of our videos can be very triggering. Selves like to rant and aren't always very nice. Plus we are a bit obscure in many ways. Just a heads up. Take care and be well, all! We look forward to learning more about you all. 😁✌🏻
This is a very amazing video, I can't wait to see how your inner world looks like.
In just one day the littles, Akuma, Vivi and the other alters have captured my heart!! 💘💓😍
Thank you for sharing your experience, you are very brave and are helping a lot of people by doing that❤️ me included, i have ptsd and a lot of sympathy towards DID systems, and am learning a lot about how to deal with my own suffering by them. 😊
Lmao you can see the glow in his face when he talks about jake 😂
Akuma, you are a strong, gatekeeper, you're amazing.
A video on each alter's dress sense would be fun to watch.
I love you all! Im glad meeting everyone! Im a bit late.
¡Loving all of you and your videos!
Hello again y'all!! I love so much what you guys are doing here. I am not sure if you would rather me refer to you as y'all (plural) or you (singular)? I think that every aspect of your system that you share is greatly influencing and spreading awareness to others. Being that this is a focus in my studies, I am finding it difficult to find genuine, authentic, examples of DID (like observable people rather than just descriptions on a page). I wanted to tell you that I believe you are so, so, strong. This account and your system has been unimaginably insightful. Thank you for sharing everything you do with us, you guys are all so amazing!! I would love to ask you a question if you don't mind, do your alters age? Like some of your littles for example, and if so do you/they age at the same speed as the body, or do they age separately? Sorry if these questions seem odd, I just cant help but want to understand more :)
Thank you so so much 😳🖤 as far as I know some alters in our system do and don't age. Some of us are older/younger but age with the body while some littles for example don't age at all 🖤 i believe that's different for every system, as well as for each alter! 🖤 - isa
My administrator wants to congratulate your GateKeeper on doing a good job we know what it's like
Oof we need to watch this later! :D *happy noises*
Hello I enjoy ur content
Thats the first time hearing about alters being married. How does it work? I am really interested :D Do you get married in the inner world or did you both have been created as couple?
We wish u well and good job on the video we appreciate it 🙂
Love 💞 for Joey
i love yall so much💖💖💖
I'm sorry if this is a rude question and you don't have to answer if you don't want. Who is the main personality? and have are often do they get to be in there body?
i really want to see ur inner world
I want to see Slay front in future video and see if he could talk to the camera in human language. It would be interesting to learn about him as a cat. Meow.
Your explanation are so well done 👍. Like you all very much ❤️🥰❤️
GATEKEEPERS ARE THE BEST
Hi! I have a question! Who comes out the least? X
Asking our girlfriend Edam and Shaia don't front a lot especially lately. - Isa
@@thepizzasystem ok thank u xx
Love Vivi so much I love to meet her one day
Do you have anxiety? And do you work xx
Do you have trouble sleeping or sleeping schedule etc
I personally struggle with anxiety .. I think some other alters do as well. Working is something we aren't able to do at the moment due to many complications, symptoms of DID and co-morbid disorders, but that's not the case for every system and might not always be the case for us! Sleeping is also a thing and big issue, but well .. - Isa
Indian culture: joint-family is in our culture, we're one big family
Pizza system: I'll take 3
But it's so amazing trying to visualise who interacts with who, it's like a tiny neighbourhood community, with Father-son, caretakers and the little, akuma and vivi being that neighbour who checks on others and like akuma being the appointed secretary of the compound, different trauma holders having their responsibility of keeping the traumas, some with other roles doing other stuff,
Im looking forward to that minecraft house.
Also I find it interesting that the different alters can interact with each other inside. I guess it's like mental voice talking to itself but instead of itself it's talking to the mental voice of the other alters
(if you're reading this, just skip to the last paragraph unless you fancy reading a nerdy ramble)
Yo lowkey feel like computer engineers and scientists can learn from your inner house. A computer in essence is a huge chunk of stored memory(hard drive) , current conscious memory (RAM), a brain/part that does basic instinctual and mental work regardless of alters (CPU), and the body (peripherals/mouse/keyboard/monitor/fan/cooling/power etc...).
The important thing about modern computers that differentiates them from old 80s DOS computers with only text and no graphics, was that old computers were 1 CPU (brain) dealing with 1 Operating system (system and alters) that used all of the memory available (cognitive memories) to run single programmes (tasks) one at a time. The tasks could do anything with all the memory, no restrictions. It was like a singleton with no multiple alters - each programme had full control and could interfere with other programmes, stay in the background and affect the current tasks, and if that programme crashes then the whole computer crashes (unless there's safeguards to recover, but the other programmes gone)
Current, modern computers run many different programmes, many at background, but usually only 1 in the foreground that's using the peripherals and using most of the cpu time. Akuma is kinda like the CPU scheduler, where a software runs alongside the current OS, allocating time and resource for different programmes to do different things (because at the end of the day it's only one single cpu that does things one by one, the illusion of multitasking is just taking turns to do different things and keeping track of where everything is at the moment). So you have alters that manage the memory partition on hard drive, controlling which programmes get to access what parts, you have alters also manage "protected memory": the whole RAM is technically one long bank of memory, free to use and access by any programme, but there are softwares running in the bg to ensure that each new programme is given its own pocket of memory, and is not allowed to look at any other parts or access/edit any storage memory that it doesn't have the "right privilege attribute", lest the managing softwares crash that programme and you get an error message, like segment fault or memory violation error or privilege error. Same with programmes that try to do something wrong or harmful to the computer, software kicks in and crashes the programme saying it has done Illegal Operations.
I can see how different alters are like the software that runs the body's components, some alters keep the other softwares within boundaries, some were born due to having to create and hold trauma that will not be accessible to others (this is like bios menu or recovery on startup, they control settings in memory that is not visible to the rest of the software, but you can maintain and interact with the software using other softwares like how caretaker alters look after other alters. Some trauma are like images and music and text, if you look at it technically, they are 1s and 0s, but only an image viewer knows what colour each pixel on the screen should be when reading the 1s and 0s as image, but it can't understand music files as any tangible data except gibberish, and vice versa. Many of these alters are like programmes written for another computer but still manages to run on this computer, with compatibility issues at times
Omg I'm so sorry for all this rambling but ye I'm just so excited for yall, how delicately balanced and functional yall are with the same "hardware" as a singleton. Cheers
I actually kind of enjoyed reading that thought process of yours
@@thepizzasystem hehe thanks!
i'm new here, i was watching other videos and one recommendation led to another and i ended up here! I don't have DID, but double depression (i never knew i had childhood trauma until my therapist did that ACE checklist), so i can kinda feel for akuma et al.
I'm curious, is it possible for the more comfortable alters to try see what's their MBTI type? like it's pretty cool to see some like drew being Extroverted, er oh no i forgot was it akuma's husband, the father of drew, who's more Thinking than Feeling (hence does those adult talking stuff), etc...
maybe the others like vivi can help do the test for the other shy ones
cheers!
@@Yadobler that's actually an interesting idea
Does videoing urself help with mental health or make it worse? Cause I have horrible mental health looking for ways to feel better.
If you refer to also uploading, It comes with goods and bads 🖤 yes it does help us in a way that we can connect and talk with others that experience similar things, that we can talk about what we are going through and have and outlet for our thoughts and emotions, as well as help to raise awareness about our condition. There are definitely things that have a bad impact on our mental health, yet the goods overweigh as well as we are learning to deal with the bad ones 🖤 - isa
i have a question, and im sorry if anything comes off offensive, that's not my intent, i am trying to educate myself on DID.
do all the alters know that they are part of your system?
As far as I know, no. Not every part or alter in our system is aware of our diagnosis - Skye
@@thepizzasystem ohh okay thank you!
woah., im so sorry its like this but im really curious how does the alters form
Alters are created due to the experience of extreme and/or repeated trauma (usually) in childhood, that makes one feel like they can't survive the situation. To be able to survive the brain then separates the part of consciousness holding the trauma from another part so overall they are able to survive. (Our understanding)
@@thepizzasystem oh, i see
Recently I’ve been very interested in DID and I find very interesting but I need to know, is it rude or bad to say its cool and interesting?😅❤️
I personally wouldn't refer to DID as cool, since it is based and caused by quite horrible things. We would prefer interesting
Hi, this is probably a really stupid question but I'm curious, does the body have a name? Like on a birth certificate or something what would it be? Again this is probably a stupid question so it's fine if you ignore lol.
That's not stupid
Why did you chose the name the pizza system?
Mk ultra also causes dissociation disorder
Sadly it’s very common. Your black and white top symbolises duality and alters. Like mk ultra sufferers.
Our name was e by our girlfriend
What is the name of you’re body not to sound rude I don’t think I caught that part
It's Isabel