I spent a day with MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

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  • @AnthonyPadilla
    @AnthonyPadilla  4 роки тому +117744

    🙋thank you *@dissociaDID (Nin)* for helping me title this video and ensuring it is respectful to the DID community.
    -new episode of this series every single week so consider 🛑 subscribing.
    -ps: shoutout to everyone who has turned on notifications 🔔 and directly support me in continuing this series.

  • @JaydenW809
    @JaydenW809 4 роки тому +10237

    Anthony: *hugs little*
    Little: *cries*
    Me: *sobs*
    UA-cam: LETS SUPPOSE YOU ARE WRITING A REALLY IMPORTANT EMAIL TO A COLLEAGUE.

  • @barfy8357
    @barfy8357 4 роки тому +51493

    Nin: friendly, nice and sweet
    Kyle: *f o o k i n s K i R t*

    • @reynabdelazim6423
      @reynabdelazim6423 4 роки тому +4219

      kyle is a kyle

    • @smStarryNite
      @smStarryNite 4 роки тому +770

      Ezz eldin Abdelazim gotta love him right

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 4 роки тому +633

      This could potentially be very very rude of me, but we're all here to learn so please bear with me. is it rude to like one alter more than others

    • @smStarryNite
      @smStarryNite 4 роки тому +1003

      pvic I mean it’s like liking someone’s sibling more than the other one or liking a friend more than the others. As long as you’re not begging to talk to that one alter or visibly showing you’re not interested or attentive to the alter fronting, I think it’s all good. DissociaDID explains it in one of their livestream vids I believe.

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 4 роки тому +144

      @dr feel nahh i wasnt accusing of anyone doing that. This comment just triggered that thought. I'm not saying anyone likes one alter more than the other. But I could see some alters rubbing people the wrong way while other alters dont. Like one of the said, its like having 12 people in 1 body. I dont know if I've met 12 people I like all in the same place lmao. I'm sure as long as you're respectful, you should be good. Liek you would do with anyone DID or not

  • @theghastbeast6561
    @theghastbeast6561 4 роки тому +12901

    Nin: trying to keep it PG
    Kyle: I'm gonna ruin this whole man's career

  • @artgremlin2847
    @artgremlin2847 Рік тому +7955

    Shoutout to whoever gave Kyle a jacket to cover up their legs. This entire video was so respectful and kind

    • @Incognito1786
      @Incognito1786 8 місяців тому +229

      It was Nin's jacket. I feel like they decided on trousers, then Nin decided skirt and brought a jacket just in case. lol

    • @Star_tears
      @Star_tears 6 місяців тому +68

      Ikr, like when I saw that I was so happy that Kyle can feel more comfortable

    • @meisme20
      @meisme20 4 місяці тому +4

      LOL G4YYYYYY

    • @argosdash
      @argosdash 2 місяці тому +22

      @@meisme20not appropriate for this kind of thing.

    • @meisme20
      @meisme20 2 місяці тому

      @@argosdash g4y ass response lmao

  • @weirdwars8981
    @weirdwars8981 4 роки тому +3179

    nin: happily wearing a skirt
    kyle: god i gotta cover up

    • @nonexistingvoid
      @nonexistingvoid 4 роки тому +92

      He did say they agreed on wearing trousers

    • @sarahj2551
      @sarahj2551 4 роки тому +101

      @@nonexistingvoid Bet he couldn't believe it when he saw the skirt! 😅😂 "That liar!!!" 😂

    • @nonexistingvoid
      @nonexistingvoid 4 роки тому +14

      @@sarahj2551 I wouldn't be surprised 😂

    • @Elvings92
      @Elvings92 4 роки тому +5

      So he/she basically betrayed him/herself

    • @nonexistingvoid
      @nonexistingvoid 4 роки тому +29

      @@Elvings92 Nin and Kyle are two different people.
      They just share the same body and headspace.
      So you could say Nin betrayed Kyle.
      But I think this was just Nin dressing up nicely in her style.

  • @parasiticsoda4411
    @parasiticsoda4411 4 роки тому +19305

    Kyle is honestly such a mood, he’s great
    “Do you need a moment?”
    “Wot?”

    • @ish4638
      @ish4638 4 роки тому +525

      bAnaNaS

    • @floarescu1777
      @floarescu1777 4 роки тому +158

      Lol.. he just said "what"

    • @mayaharvey5363
      @mayaharvey5363 4 роки тому +125

      Clare O'Connell it’s a joke take the joke

    • @floarescu1777
      @floarescu1777 4 роки тому +40

      @@mayaharvey5363 No need to be a aggressive, Jesus. I aware it was a joke.

    • @sirenidy888
      @sirenidy888 4 роки тому +17

      LMAOOOO

  • @teagankathleen7951
    @teagankathleen7951 4 роки тому +22738

    nin: gives a tedtalk
    kyle: RiTE wOTs aLL tHiS ThEN

    • @ha-kf3rd
      @ha-kf3rd 4 роки тому +1736

      Lmaooooo. But I really really like Kyle. He's so carefree and optimistic and it just warms my heart.

    • @Hedge_42
      @Hedge_42 4 роки тому +499

      LMAO STOP!! I LOVE KYLE THO 😂

    • @sierrarosie
      @sierrarosie 4 роки тому +195

      LOL. YES I AS LIKE LMFAOOOOO THIS IS AESOME

    • @yourplantlel3345
      @yourplantlel3345 4 роки тому +48

      HAHSHDJDJFJFJ

    • @distortiondaisiras
      @distortiondaisiras 4 роки тому +40

      i love thissss 🤣🤣🤣

  • @saraheagleson325
    @saraheagleson325 Рік тому +2801

    "I'm really sorry im too small" i cried so hard. What a sweet angel

    • @noahwhite3894
      @noahwhite3894 4 місяці тому +8

      I cried too once I realized she just fakes everything 🤦‍♂️

    • @yuki_mo0n183
      @yuki_mo0n183 4 місяці тому +6

      @@noahwhite3894 what?? is this fr?

    • @noahwhite3894
      @noahwhite3894 4 місяці тому +1

      @@yuki_mo0n183 yep yep it's pretty obvious

    • @noahwhite3894
      @noahwhite3894 4 місяці тому +3

      @yuki_mo0n183 I mean come on you cannot seriously watch this video with a straight face

    • @SilverPizza6147
      @SilverPizza6147 4 місяці тому +56

      @@noahwhite3894do you have actual proof of this? Or are you just choosing not to believe it?

  • @RedHairedChicka
    @RedHairedChicka 4 роки тому +26689

    "of course we're wearing a skirt" "stop lookin at my legs"
    that is the most Kyle thing I have ever heard

    • @criistal_frappex253
      @criistal_frappex253 4 роки тому +301

      XDDD Kyle tho

    • @breetastic0567
      @breetastic0567 4 роки тому +828

      And the banana thing 😂 that’s SUCH a Kyle thing lmao

    • @nanahtngh2161
      @nanahtngh2161 4 роки тому +448

      Kyle : forever mood

    • @sparky082
      @sparky082 4 роки тому +448

      I love Kyle reacting to this interview. He takes over for Nin at one point to express his frustrations about being seen as the banana guy 😂 I would be mad too Kyle. If she had changed the outfit for this day without telling him

    • @heyimolga6215
      @heyimolga6215 4 роки тому +41

      Kyle 🥺...

  • @LivRayner
    @LivRayner 4 роки тому +6516

    Anthony: We were doing an interview on DID...
    Little: 😯 we have DID!

    • @SA-uj2gx
      @SA-uj2gx 4 роки тому +569

      I don’t know why but every time a small child does something like that where an adult is saying oh this is what we’re talking about and they light up and go I/we know what that is or I/we have that it makes me cry cause it’s so adorable and heart warming

    • @amandarama3314
      @amandarama3314 4 роки тому +153

      @@SA-uj2gx when they said that i started smiling cuz 'aww cute'

    • @natasha7411
      @natasha7411 4 роки тому +84

      little is just so pure 🥺

    • @jessicasnustad2162
      @jessicasnustad2162 4 роки тому +27

      I smile cried...

    • @asz-themoonwalker2771
      @asz-themoonwalker2771 4 роки тому +37

      Alter was just soooo cute and pure..
      PROTECT at all cost!!!
      Price doesn't matter..

  • @softtaurus17
    @softtaurus17 4 роки тому +6382

    why am I not surprised that Kyle would eat in a tub and leave the leftovers lmao

    • @harmony_falls
      @harmony_falls 4 роки тому +15

      Not at all!

    • @alexb4185
      @alexb4185 4 роки тому +177

      faithhh “sorry babes i got peckish” 😂

    • @shaundarae4507
      @shaundarae4507 4 роки тому +5

      Right!? 🤣🤣🤣

    • @Potat0_1015
      @Potat0_1015 4 роки тому +4

      Honestly tho🤣

    • @Twebs12
      @Twebs12 4 роки тому

      faithhh ua-cam.com/video/u7S9K8XjIk4/v-deo.html

  • @cjwilliamsvi
    @cjwilliamsvi Рік тому +2078

    The really scary thing about DID and it being more common than most people think it is, is that so many people faced that level of trauma in their childhoods. The real monsters are the people who hurt them, and there are so many of them out there. 😞

    • @APeters666
      @APeters666 Рік тому +44

      I couldn't have said it any better. This is so true.

    • @fbiagent3998
      @fbiagent3998 5 місяців тому +25

      Its more common than ginger hair. Nin was definitely right about how a lot of people have but dont realize it.

    • @harrietsmells
      @harrietsmells 5 місяців тому +2

      I think I have did but I’m not sure if my maladaptive daydreams are making me forget things, dissociate and make me feel like someone else?

    • @cloudyskyz2237
      @cloudyskyz2237 5 місяців тому +9

      @@harrietsmellsgo to the dr if you think you might have did. Don’t ask strangers on the internet

    • @pez.machine
      @pez.machine 4 місяці тому

      @@harrietsmellsI’d recommend going to the doctor because there’s a lot of other possible reasons too, you should just try and get it checked out

  • @ohyouknowellie
    @ohyouknowellie 4 роки тому +12115

    Ahh I love Kyle. The moment he fronted he’s like “sorry what?” And “Oh of course we’re in a skirt”

    • @riri1553
      @riri1553 4 роки тому +36

      Ellie Desautels lol

    • @snoozey_bear
      @snoozey_bear 4 роки тому +165

      Kyle was great

    • @nesnibila4888
      @nesnibila4888 4 роки тому +442

      Anthony, tactfully not mentioning the banana.

    • @abbeysimmons8751
      @abbeysimmons8751 4 роки тому +154

      Gotta love Kyle, he's such a bro

    • @shmitty1049
      @shmitty1049 4 роки тому +164

      Kyle is totallyyyyy the type to just eat a banana in the tub 😂😂we love him

  • @Oldboyjosephseth
    @Oldboyjosephseth 4 роки тому +7534

    Nin: Kyle is banana boy haha
    Kyle: LET ME OUT IT’S MY INTERVIEW NOW

    • @lightworthy
      @lightworthy 4 роки тому +328

      Beanie Stranger012 i was shocked he didn’t front the second she called him that😂

    • @thed4rkestrose
      @thed4rkestrose 4 роки тому +21

      Kyra Proulx me too😂😂

    • @Madnisity
      @Madnisity 4 роки тому +115

      At some points it sounded like he was co-con and fronted randomly, so maybe.. 😂

    • @normalgirlsza
      @normalgirlsza 4 роки тому +5

      Mickyreen which video is it?

    • @beatm6948
      @beatm6948 4 роки тому +5

      @Mickyreen I remember that video!

  • @oliviatried638
    @oliviatried638 4 роки тому +7801

    "We are not alone anymore"
    I'm not crying I'm just allergic to feelings

  • @smashthepatriachy
    @smashthepatriachy Рік тому +1672

    dude. anthony was so caring and so kind to the little.
    we don’t deserve him fr

  • @dannimasoud1011
    @dannimasoud1011 4 роки тому +10925

    “of course we’re wearing a f*cking skirt” i DIED kyle is such a mood

    • @jululul
      @jululul 4 роки тому +44

      time stamp?

    • @eisri1975
      @eisri1975 4 роки тому +53

      @@jululul 17:49

    • @KoolSavv
      @KoolSavv 4 роки тому +100

      Kyle is great

    • @L_ser_
      @L_ser_ 4 роки тому +168

      I love that they gave Kyle a blanket to cover (their?) legs

    • @bonkc
      @bonkc 4 роки тому +31

      God I loveeee kyle he is just such a mood loveee him

  • @chuotaubep6850
    @chuotaubep6850 4 роки тому +6472

    Nin: “Banana guy..”
    Kyle: *popped out* “wot”
    also, their accents are so obviously different from each other. Kyle drags his words more.

    • @eloise4419
      @eloise4419 4 роки тому +161

      I honestly love kyle’s voice

    • @deadlymelody27
      @deadlymelody27 4 роки тому +129

      Kyle is basically London/essex accent. Nin is a bit more RP london.

    • @cocoaypan
      @cocoaypan 4 роки тому +9

      timestamp?

    • @wovvme
      @wovvme 4 роки тому +104

      If you looked closely, when Kyle switched over her eyes changed...not really but you could tell especially from the eyes that it wasn’t her anymore

    • @HuchiaZ
      @HuchiaZ 4 роки тому +84

      @@wovvme I'm glad I'm not the only one that noticed it. Can definitely see the pupils dilate a couple times during the switch.
      I find it interesting that with Nin's the body visibly pauses and 'reboots' while others like Z it's nothing more than a hesitation in speaking pace.

  • @ahartt92
    @ahartt92 4 роки тому +5405

    The second Kyle came forward and said, “sorry, what?” I said, “that’s kyle” out loud.

    • @Parker_DNDnerd
      @Parker_DNDnerd 4 роки тому +194

      Same I noticed the Sussex accent

    • @ItsMeSharpie
      @ItsMeSharpie 4 роки тому +18

      Lol same 😂

    • @courtneyjean3729
      @courtneyjean3729 4 роки тому +78

      I love kyle so much i was stoked when he came out!

    • @cowgba
      @cowgba 4 роки тому +20

      Yup! I like that the mid-roll add kicked in right as Kyle fronted, it gave me a second to pat myself on the back for recognizing him immediately 😅

    • @ongogablogean4920
      @ongogablogean4920 4 роки тому +2

      Oh whoops I put this on the wrong comment

  • @MissysPlayPalace
    @MissysPlayPalace Рік тому +972

    The “we have did!” melted my heart😭❤️
    As a teen who was diagnosed with dissociation at either 7-8 I can relate to this a lot, and for some reason it means a lot to see someone with kind of the same as me dissociate and have an alter come to the front cause it makes me feel less alone. I have a lot of alters, but I have one that I’d like to specifically mention; her name is Bella and she’s six, and she thinks Nin is very pretty :)
    Edit: Bella is now Seven, her birthday was a week ago lol

    • @shelbym4155
      @shelbym4155 11 місяців тому +25

      happy late birthday Bella! :)

    • @kass-831
      @kass-831 11 місяців тому +14

      I had a friend, my best friend, (we grew apart but oh well) who has OSDD. The previous host was named Bella. She’s 8.
      If you ever need to talk I’m always open, I have experience handling these situations

    • @MissysPlayPalace
      @MissysPlayPalace 11 місяців тому +24

      @@shelbym4155 aww she says thank you so much! She says she’s sending smiles and ice cream your way :)
      (ice cream is her favourite food lol)

    • @MissysPlayPalace
      @MissysPlayPalace 11 місяців тому +6

      @@kass-831 that’s very kind of you, thank you. I hope you’re doing well :)

    • @kass-831
      @kass-831 11 місяців тому +8

      @@MissysPlayPalace me too! Tell Bella I said happy belated birthday :))) sending ice cream for her

  • @heytheredelilah1796
    @heytheredelilah1796 4 роки тому +4212

    Nin: 😌
    Kyle:🤠
    Little:🥺

    • @idontknowwhatimdoingwithmy5877
      @idontknowwhatimdoingwithmy5877 4 роки тому +226

      *Kyle: 🤠

    • @billsgfong
      @billsgfong 4 роки тому +116

      @@idontknowwhatimdoingwithmy5877 NUUUH
      Kyle: *England itself*

    • @thraxxxxxxxx
      @thraxxxxxxxx 4 роки тому +55

      @Hasiger Hase it's not fake...you dont know shit fam keep that to yourself

    • @lu4n897
      @lu4n897 4 роки тому +21

      @Hasiger Hase it's not fake

    • @kicocar37
      @kicocar37 4 роки тому +17

      @@thraxxxxxxxx Their brain is making other personalities as a defend mechanisam due to past trauma and mostly loneliness.We are socity beings we arent made to live this life alone.And if we dont have anyone some brains will create others in our head to fix that and thats when it comes to DID or to in case of trauma it will make new peronality because brain cant deal with that trauma and it wants to start over with new personality that didnt live trough trauma that happend.

  • @magdac6840
    @magdac6840 4 роки тому +57306

    Nin: talks like a professional
    Kyle: "there's a shit ton of evidence"

    • @clarrie93
      @clarrie93 4 роки тому +5600

      "it is bollocks" lmao

    • @rachaelhouman3501
      @rachaelhouman3501 4 роки тому +3015

      Kyle is amazing

    • @tkb8834
      @tkb8834 4 роки тому +2026

      Kyle is so freaking cute😂💕

    • @hayley8019
      @hayley8019 4 роки тому +1269

      That’s why I love Kyle

    • @aries_chaos
      @aries_chaos 4 роки тому +969

      also "its bollocks!" we stan Kyle.

  • @t_t9269
    @t_t9269 4 роки тому +9137

    I love how immediately after Nin switched to Kyle he starts swearing

    • @channingtaylor8330
      @channingtaylor8330 4 роки тому +699

      "Of course she she wore a f***ing skirt" Lmao

    • @miniminininja538
      @miniminininja538 4 роки тому +232

      I also just realized Kyle squints more than Nin

    • @caliezone1754
      @caliezone1754 4 роки тому +75

      I love Kyle sooooooooo much

    • @xhannahs48
      @xhannahs48 4 роки тому +66

      Angel Tirta Yeah he’s all like “idc if u r wearing a skirt, have makeup on, have female like facial features, and have long hair!? You’re one of the dudes!

    • @PAULsYT
      @PAULsYT 4 роки тому +51

      yeh and his accent was so different

  • @jennifervaughn2466
    @jennifervaughn2466 3 місяці тому +910

    Anthony is the best interviewer ever, so compassionate and kind. There should be more like him, but there aren't. God bless you, Anthony.

    • @thatswhatsgood24
      @thatswhatsgood24 Місяць тому +4

      Yeah I wish more people uncritically listened to grifters

    • @yakshrajsingh8121
      @yakshrajsingh8121 4 дні тому

      People say this about every good video they see.

  • @casway713
    @casway713 4 роки тому +5586

    “Everything’s different” “What’s different?” “We’re not alone anymore.” ❤️❤️❤️😭

    • @moonlightsystem7019
      @moonlightsystem7019 4 роки тому +213

      I knoww i felt that 100%. Im also greatfull because the system is very protective of their littles and so shes never let a little on her videos be names or even shown in a magority of her vids so that was cool

    • @FleurAdel
      @FleurAdel 4 роки тому +58

      Totally made me cry

    • @rexthehusky_
      @rexthehusky_ 4 роки тому +16

      CasWay413 I CRIED

    • @xXxBelleBebexXx
      @xXxBelleBebexXx 4 роки тому +43

      My littles broke down hearing that, we haven’t felt alone thanks to the dissociadid system 💕

    • @xoxcelioxo
      @xoxcelioxo 4 роки тому +18

      ahhh the tears streaming down maa face!

  • @Lxurelxi
    @Lxurelxi 4 роки тому +17900

    Kyle, showing up to the interview: ight so what’s all this then

    • @yuk0096
      @yuk0096 4 роки тому +75

      laurelai mann lmao

    • @klaudia6057
      @klaudia6057 4 роки тому +1011

      The fact that he immediately put their hair up and covered their legs with the coat 😂

    • @333x-b8p
      @333x-b8p 4 роки тому +15

      HAHAHHAHA

    • @teirose
      @teirose 4 роки тому +711

      i was ready for him to say “i’m not the banana man”

    • @andreacrystal2588
      @andreacrystal2588 4 роки тому +123

      I can HEAR THAT CLEARLY in my head.

  • @Hailey--
    @Hailey-- 4 роки тому +4476

    Kyle: Oh yeah Nin is about to come out and answer this question.
    Little: Hi!
    Kyle: *O h*

    • @hikarishin7030
      @hikarishin7030 4 роки тому +279

      jade must be SO PISSED OFF ANS SCARED
      i can truly imagine kyle panicking and being like: oh. shit.

    • @eyeluvviewtwo1814
      @eyeluvviewtwo1814 4 роки тому +513

      Kyle, Stepping back into inner world.
      Nin: oh hey kyle
      Kyle: wait i thought you were fronting next
      nin: wait if im not fronting and you’re not fronting..
      kyle: *shit thE LITTLES*

    • @caliezone1754
      @caliezone1754 4 роки тому +11

      @@hikarishin7030 Oh 1000000%

    • @abramrexjoaquin7513
      @abramrexjoaquin7513 4 роки тому +44

      @@eyeluvviewtwo1814
      nin: so what happened? (Why am i crying?)
      Little just came out and did an amazing job answering the question. Do you want to redo it?
      Nin: oh yeah sure. (I hope the little wasn't upset)

  • @_s.n.d_5842
    @_s.n.d_5842 Рік тому +879

    "We're not alone anymore" part gets me evertime... I've watched this interview bunch of times and i still cry at that part. I don't have D.I.D. But if i ever come across someone who does, i will be more understanding and open. Thank you all.

  • @maem4510
    @maem4510 4 роки тому +19063

    NO ONE IS TALKING ABOUT ANTONY’S VOICE WITH THE LITTLE ALTER!!! His voice pitch went slightly up at the end, THE WAY WE DO WITH CHILDREN, he literally just went ‘yes this is a child’ almost unconscious, his pitch LITERALLY CHANGED

    • @Olivia3641
      @Olivia3641 4 роки тому +128

      Mae M So are you saying that’s a bad thing, or a good thing?

    • @mkblaineb
      @mkblaineb 4 роки тому +2179

      Olivia Shanks it’s a good thing! he’s recognizing that this alter is a child and has a childlike state of mind and is being respectful and trying to make them feel comfortable with him. the DissociaDID system is very protective of its littles so the fact that the little’s part was left in just shows that they felt comfortable letting him leave it in because of how he handled the switch

    • @silentm0th
      @silentm0th 4 роки тому +626

      It's amazing that he is so understanding! This is how you do things and talk to people with mental disorders

    • @maem4510
      @maem4510 4 роки тому +495

      Olivia Shanks most definitely a good thing! The respect of seeing this alter as a child, not a ‘child-like personality’ is great, there’s a subconscious difference we all have when speaking to a child that we wouldn’t have with say a ‘little’ in the DDLG sense, like why I said, the pitch uptick at the end of his sentences

    • @allstr8peopledeservetodie10
      @allstr8peopledeservetodie10 4 роки тому +6

      Mae M OK WE GET IT

  • @shanisevenn
    @shanisevenn 4 роки тому +18764

    Nin: *speaks professionally*
    Kyle: "IT'S BOLLOCKS"

    • @Swyflix
      @Swyflix 4 роки тому +674

      He is a mood

    • @SophiaJantz
      @SophiaJantz 4 роки тому +310

      Mitsuba同様に why would it be offensive? Kyle seems really cool tbh

    • @shanisevenn
      @shanisevenn 4 роки тому +162

      @@mitsuba675 why would it be offensive? Why must EVERYTHING be offensive? Laugh and move on.

    • @babyggukie3580
      @babyggukie3580 4 роки тому +98

      @@mitsuba675 unless you offend them or make fun of them, it's not offensive

    • @thesaintlydead5094
      @thesaintlydead5094 4 роки тому +27

      Proper English bloke

  • @qfesk
    @qfesk 4 роки тому +12347

    When the child came to the front, all confused and shy, but lit up when Anthony explained the situation.... Oh my god that was so cute

    • @lorenlovespink5
      @lorenlovespink5 4 роки тому +34

      Q Fesk wich part is that

    • @qfesk
      @qfesk 4 роки тому +126

      Lorenlovespink5 23:22

    • @breadthe1st888
      @breadthe1st888 4 роки тому +245

      Dude I can't it was so flipping cute 😭😭😭

    • @marigold_rayz
      @marigold_rayz 4 роки тому +248

      When she stated crying I almost cried ;-; she was so wholesome 💜🤍💜🤍

    • @ligli500
      @ligli500 4 роки тому +416

      Coming from DissociaDID's channel, the fact that the Little fronting was kept in the edit is a HUGE deal because they've never featured their littles in any of their videos and they're incredibly protective of them. Anthony was quite kind of how he handled the sudden switches, especially for someone who is just learning about DID!

  • @sjc_alters
    @sjc_alters Рік тому +643

    When the child alter said it’s lonely I cried. I don’t have D.I.D but my husband does and I know how hard it is for him, he also knows how lonely it can feel for me sometimes.

  • @aimeeh7568
    @aimeeh7568 4 роки тому +4687

    nin: "Kyle, the banana guy"
    all dissociadid watchers: "yup, that's Kyle"

    • @Huxxleigh
      @Huxxleigh 4 роки тому +42

      It really is.

    • @josiemay7401
      @josiemay7401 4 роки тому +60

      I loved hearing her mention this story. Made me feel like I was in on something

    • @aisyahnassim2545
      @aisyahnassim2545 4 роки тому +2

      time stamp?

    • @cryptedgx579
      @cryptedgx579 4 роки тому +3

      @@aisyahnassim2545 6:23

    • @lauraborabeee
      @lauraborabeee 4 роки тому +4

      Haha yep that’s so him 🤣

  • @kates3730
    @kates3730 4 роки тому +23115

    I love when Kyle comes out and the first thing he says is “of corse we’re in a f*cking skirt”

    • @-vixtheshadowtherian-2777
      @-vixtheshadowtherian-2777 4 роки тому +108

      time?

    • @kates3730
      @kates3730 4 роки тому +264

      -Vix the shadow therian- 17:52

    • @arielschlusemeyer8107
      @arielschlusemeyer8107 4 роки тому +797

      and then he’s like stop looking at my legs and covers his legs with a jacket 😂

    • @kates3730
      @kates3730 4 роки тому +434

      Ariel Schlusemeyer it was nice they gave him something to cover his legs up with

    • @spamachuchan8824
      @spamachuchan8824 4 роки тому +176

      Didn't even make it 22 seconds into the video before I read this comment; I'm now more inclined to finish. 10/10 entertained

  • @bananache4793
    @bananache4793 4 роки тому +8115

    nin: *explaining did in a formal language*
    kyle: lmao skrrt skrrt

    • @ILikeBirds
      @ILikeBirds 4 роки тому +481

      Child: “I don’t know where I am 🥺🥺”

    • @tylergab3144
      @tylergab3144 4 роки тому +242

      Yeah I could hear how Kyle had a deeper voice and a thicker accent

    • @pawllein2594
      @pawllein2594 4 роки тому +12

      LMAOOO

    • @drewrybillman1228
      @drewrybillman1228 4 роки тому +16

      nono, no skirts here

    • @haneno
      @haneno 4 роки тому +27

      Lmaoo Kyle the banana guy

  • @leewalker101172
    @leewalker101172 9 місяців тому +1724

    Nin is fascinating. Her personalities are so distinct. mannerisms, accents, facial expressions. Did anyone spot how Kyle sat differently?

    • @joesickler5888
      @joesickler5888 6 місяців тому +181

      Like a dude, and when the kid came she bounced around like a kid.

    • @The-Busy-Beeeee
      @The-Busy-Beeeee 6 місяців тому +149

      And people still think she's faking it

    • @dhaatri014
      @dhaatri014 5 місяців тому +108

      ​@@The-Busy-Beeeeeexactly , even if I try to force myself to see the acting, I can't see it.

    • @The-Busy-Beeeee
      @The-Busy-Beeeee 5 місяців тому +14

      @@dhaatri014 neither

    • @kikikalathiasart9510
      @kikikalathiasart9510 5 місяців тому +80

      I love how Kyle immediately went to shake the guys hand he's so friendly

  • @dustofyth4433
    @dustofyth4433 4 роки тому +4347

    Nin: yeah I'm sure Kyle is gonna LOVE this skirt
    Kyle: ah shit here we go again

  • @BrasilClubPenguin
    @BrasilClubPenguin 4 роки тому +10117

    kyle’s accent is SO much stronger than nin’s, also i love it that they gave him a jacket 🤧

    • @crispy4478
      @crispy4478 4 роки тому +430

      that's exactly what i was thinking! Nin's accent was so soft and Kyle's was much stronger

    • @CampbellJTuba
      @CampbellJTuba 4 роки тому +241

      @@crispy4478 yeah definitely also imagine like in school you are doing say a math test and you forget some equation but the on of the other personality’s reminds you of the answer I think that would be cool.

    • @akboy3361
      @akboy3361 4 роки тому +39

      Yea I immediately picked that up

    • @crownpenguin9180
      @crownpenguin9180 4 роки тому +8

      Lol

    • @dfwsp6der
      @dfwsp6der 4 роки тому +7

      "Him" you mean her?

  • @meredithgrimm6635
    @meredithgrimm6635 4 роки тому +10357

    I love that he asked the alters permission before continuing to ask questions when they switched.

    • @clan_barbalax4031
      @clan_barbalax4031 4 роки тому +630

      yeah same, also the fact that Nin's system's protectors didn't front when the little came out, typically Jade or Kyle comes out to protect the little but they trusted Anthony.

    • @Browndrea
      @Browndrea 4 роки тому +266

      Same! Anthony's one of the few UA-camrs I've seen who've been very respectful and mindful of how they interview people with DID.

    • @kingsnicker720
      @kingsnicker720 4 роки тому +41

      cLaN_Barbalax jade is goated. Gotta love jade

    • @idontreallycare1256
      @idontreallycare1256 4 роки тому +65

      I know right, it was really respectful, and overall just something extremely thoughtful Thing to do, Anthony did such a nice job interviewing them and making them feel comfortable.

    • @triciatanhueco3391
      @triciatanhueco3391 4 роки тому +13

      He's super respectful and sensitive. :)

  • @lexaprohoe1305
    @lexaprohoe1305 4 роки тому +11225

    alright, kyle seems cool asf

  • @poppyymoore7537
    @poppyymoore7537 4 роки тому +26089

    Nin : *talking like a psychology major*
    Kylie : * itS fOkiNg B.O.L.L.O.C.K.S*

  • @sageycakes22
    @sageycakes22 4 роки тому +7871

    You can tell Nin has given A LOT of trust in Anthony because she never shows her littles on camera ever

    • @nyxinyx
      @nyxinyx 4 роки тому +876

      not only Nin but Jade as well. i mean, she's like a mother protecting their children (or the system for that matter). and i think that it was 100% Jade who told them to not display the littles name/age.

    • @salem5254
      @salem5254 4 роки тому +448

      That’s what I was thinking! I was genuinely surprised that one of the littles was on camera

    • @ikillufrfree
      @ikillufrfree 4 роки тому +886

      she did a video about why she allowed it. simply because anthony and his crew were so accommodating and let her watch the clip and cut it as she saw fit. that gave me a whole new respect for him

    • @ShinryuZensen
      @ShinryuZensen 4 роки тому +235

      We can also see in the subtitles how Anthony and his crew are loving the Little that came out to play ! :D

    • @blah7983
      @blah7983 4 роки тому +78

      I actually have a feeling some of the alters would be unhappy with that decision. Namely Jade

  • @Goose988
    @Goose988 7 місяців тому +163

    As someone with OSDD I would like to say that the way Anthony talked to Nin when she was dissociating was great. He didn't yell, try to get her out of it, or make a loud noise, he just made sure she knew she was safe and that she could take a break if needed. This is how you should always treat people who are dissociating as it is often scary and confusing!

  • @fandomgodmother4903
    @fandomgodmother4903 4 роки тому +37850

    Nin and Anthony: *making fun of Kyle*
    Kyle: *kicks down door* “I HEARD U WAS TALKIN SHITE”

  • @ninatorres2072
    @ninatorres2072 4 роки тому +4720

    No one:
    Kyle: "I'm sorrey whoat"
    Us: KYLE MY GUY

    • @alexandra31301
      @alexandra31301 4 роки тому +63

      Nina Torres literally my EXACT reaction

    • @catherinedesrosiers8567
      @catherinedesrosiers8567 4 роки тому +22

      YEEESSS SAME

    • @afez0jj
      @afez0jj 4 роки тому +36

      YEAAAAAH I KNEW IT WAS OUR BOY😎

    • @missnerdynurse5923
      @missnerdynurse5923 4 роки тому +96

      YAS! “Of course we wore a fucking skirt” 😂😂😂

    • @bruhyeet9201
      @bruhyeet9201 4 роки тому +3

      This sound like a bunch of bullshit. But i respect

  • @livhaugen9738
    @livhaugen9738 4 роки тому +5737

    The girl w purple hair was so chill and respectful.

    • @Ena_25
      @Ena_25 4 роки тому +410

      The DissociaDID system is full of sweethearts ^-^

    • @jaylin7343
      @jaylin7343 4 роки тому +65

      Ik right Nin is amazing. She’s so great and everyone in the system is a sweetheart. Also I’m sorry if this is wrong or rude I don’t mean anything and if you do see anything wrong with my comment please tell me.

    • @olindoyle9035
      @olindoyle9035 4 роки тому +8

      witch one?

    • @GoldGomme2002
      @GoldGomme2002 4 роки тому +35

      The child alter was very cute

    • @jhoonharry6568
      @jhoonharry6568 4 роки тому +6

      Is her name nin or chloe? Bcause im confuse

  • @sfadasfsfds3208
    @sfadasfsfds3208 11 місяців тому +1262

    Using split to educate kids about did is like using jaws to educate them about sharks

    • @lydiaboll2872
      @lydiaboll2872 7 місяців тому +20

      Lol literally.

    • @DonPetrushka
      @DonPetrushka 5 місяців тому +49

      What about using Fast and furious to educate kids about safe driving?

    • @sfadasfsfds3208
      @sfadasfsfds3208 5 місяців тому +41

      @@DonPetrushka to teach them about family

    • @xypherath
      @xypherath 4 місяці тому +3

      Well considering they conveniently swap personalities like it’s split, split can’t be that bad

    • @chel_in_hell
      @chel_in_hell 4 місяці тому +10

      @@xypherath their switches were NOT convenient AT ALL, especially when it comes to littles

  • @valeriaguillen2614
    @valeriaguillen2614 4 роки тому +2440

    Kyle: so we're gonna wear trousers, right?
    Nin: sure!
    Kyle: oh okay...
    Nin: SYKE

    • @rosenrot234
      @rosenrot234 4 роки тому +35

      No hat either for him to wear

    • @mina-simp
      @mina-simp 4 роки тому +83

      Kyle: ...we’re wearing trousers, right?
      Nin: Of course!
      Kyle: ...Why you holding the skirt then?
      Nin: ...
      Kyle: ...

  • @hazydewdrop
    @hazydewdrop 3 роки тому +6848

    The dislikes is just Kyle creating accounts because of the fookin skert and being called the banana guy
    (edit) omfg thank you sm for almost 7K likes i-

  • @lizardpoison3752
    @lizardpoison3752 4 роки тому +6133

    Anthony: We're talking about DID...
    Nin's Little: We have DID! 🤗
    MY HEART 💖

  • @ms.wilson6439
    @ms.wilson6439 Рік тому +285

    Anthony handle that so well. Knew exactly how to talk to each one. I LITERALLY cried when the baby came out.

  • @pootypootytangtang4k
    @pootypootytangtang4k 3 роки тому +16116

    Nin: *talking like a psychologist*
    Kyle: ITS B O L L O C K S

    • @skyscraper3944
      @skyscraper3944 3 роки тому +343

      I love Kyle he's so funny😂

    • @hxlly_mxy
      @hxlly_mxy 3 роки тому +112

      typical essex boy 🤣

    • @scandalousbeans2591
      @scandalousbeans2591 3 роки тому +78

      I like bollocks it’s a cool swear word

    • @noahf5475
      @noahf5475 3 роки тому +88

      Man, nin talked to professionally and articulately, and then Kyle comes in like the absolute essex boy he is and asserts his dominance all while wearing a skirt 😂

    • @quiivver
      @quiivver 3 роки тому +11

      gotta love kyle

  • @laura_nix
    @laura_nix 4 роки тому +80659

    Nin: * literally the sweetest person ever*
    *switch*
    Kyle: Fookin SKERT

  • @yeet5065
    @yeet5065 4 роки тому +50979

    In a technical sense, this is the most amount of people Anthony interviewed.

  • @christabelle__
    @christabelle__ Рік тому +188

    Nin's alters all had me feeling all sorts of feelings - and her child alter's words were so beautiful and emotional and deep...got me in tears. What strength every single person and alter on this show had to talk about their struggles and joys with DID!

  • @spoopyvirgil4944
    @spoopyvirgil4944 4 роки тому +6190

    Anthony: We're talking about DID
    Nin's little: *lights up* We have DID!

  • @TT.357
    @TT.357 4 роки тому +19450

    The way Kyle just came out and went full chad was actually kinda sick ngl.

    • @prosebuds5124
      @prosebuds5124 4 роки тому +650

      Nighttmare IKR? Kyle is so cool

    • @caisaiah_
      @caisaiah_ 4 роки тому +792

      I was just about to say that! even their accent changed and everything!

    • @isabellapentrelli2247
      @isabellapentrelli2247 4 роки тому +623

      the way nin was speaking totally changed when they became kyle and the way he changed his hair

    • @danielburns3240
      @danielburns3240 4 роки тому +512

      the name Kyle really does fit him

    • @alexia3336
      @alexia3336 4 роки тому +256

      Daniel Burns kyle energy in the best way

  • @Miladysadie
    @Miladysadie 4 роки тому +6851

    Anthony: we can stop this interview at any time Kyle: NAH

    • @graceswan4353
      @graceswan4353 4 роки тому +152

      Thats Kyle for ya 😂

    • @EmiMart77
      @EmiMart77 4 роки тому +144

      Sadie Mcmurray I love Kyle, he’s so funny and personable

    • @incensive5020
      @incensive5020 4 роки тому +117

      Kyle is such a babe honestly

    • @Cxdydyer
      @Cxdydyer 4 роки тому +4

      Kyle literally doesn't exist

    • @fourever2ne1
      @fourever2ne1 4 роки тому +23

      Kyle from Dissociadid system?(I’m only 4min in and happened to see this comment)

  • @nofaceRuby
    @nofaceRuby 6 місяців тому +118

    The child alter is a baby 😭😭 The little is probably like 3-5 I can tell and it’s so sweet and wholesome 😭😭 they don’t deserve that 😭😭❤️❤️

    • @DonPetrushka
      @DonPetrushka 5 місяців тому +1

      What if she's in the middle of having sex and her underage kid alter comes out?

  • @abbymurphy2210
    @abbymurphy2210 4 роки тому +6160

    As soon as Kyle said "sorry what" I was like oh Kyle because of his accent

    • @kiddkatii
      @kiddkatii 4 роки тому +20

      Same!

    • @maddieeshep
      @maddieeshep 4 роки тому +89

      Nin dissociated and I knew Kyle was coming up front. Then he talked and I was right lol

    • @jbs_mullet
      @jbs_mullet 4 роки тому +1

      SAME

    • @db5094
      @db5094 4 роки тому +28

      @{DevilChild} his yorky accent lol thats how you know

    • @ruoryoisin1292
      @ruoryoisin1292 4 роки тому +8

      @@impossible8034 what that even mean lmao

  • @carelessdreamer
    @carelessdreamer 4 роки тому +5671

    Little: * bounces in the chair *
    Everyone: If someone hurts you I will destroy them with all the fires of hell

    • @coolfeet1
      @coolfeet1 4 роки тому +71

      Well, it's destroying time

    • @serenabean868
      @serenabean868 4 роки тому +18

      If you want to you should look up team piñata disocidid

    • @emiliagn
      @emiliagn 4 роки тому +6

      @@serenabean868 what for? like whats the point

    • @julianaseleneaguilan653
      @julianaseleneaguilan653 4 роки тому +21

      @@emiliagn those are the YT channels of Nin and her partner who both have DID! Nin's system is named "DisociaDID" if I'm not mistaken and her partner's system is named "Team Piñata" :DD

    • @emiliagn
      @emiliagn 4 роки тому +4

      @@julianaseleneaguilan653 oh i know hehe, i thought the person was being shady because of the drama that there was, and didn't see the place for it here . but thanks you're niceeee :))

  • @cmariamgrace
    @cmariamgrace 4 роки тому +6066

    When Nin's little said
    "We're not alone anymore"
    *EVERYONE CRIED AT THAT*

    • @cmariamgrace
      @cmariamgrace 4 роки тому +43

      @@oaix8100 my comment says Nin's little
      Little lives in Nin

    • @holicxhunter
      @holicxhunter 4 роки тому +164

      I literally started tearing up too man, because I somehow can understand how helpless they must've felt before...

    • @cmariamgrace
      @cmariamgrace 4 роки тому +31

      @@holicxhunter me too
      Maybe most of us relate to their situation💔

    • @CetrouzOfficial
      @CetrouzOfficial 4 роки тому +25

      i swear to god i actually almost did

    • @23basketball32
      @23basketball32 4 роки тому +18

      I CRIED

  • @destinynolastnames7462
    @destinynolastnames7462 11 місяців тому +107

    The way anthony was so soft and sweetnto the younger alter and how he spoke so softly, hoe he changed the question around for her to understand better. Such a caring dude

  • @_bexorcist
    @_bexorcist 4 роки тому +4169

    when nin switched out i was like “it’s gonna be kyle i know it’s gonna be kyle” bless him though the damn outfit🤦🏻‍♀️😂

    • @kittycartoon4173
      @kittycartoon4173 4 роки тому +36

      Same😂

    • @AshleyAngell
      @AshleyAngell 4 роки тому +97

      Me too! As soon as they switched he gave a look and I was like oh that's Kyle!

    • @CaspiDrako
      @CaspiDrako 4 роки тому +55

      Same, poor Kyle with the skirt, I'm glad nin had brought her jacket.

    • @austiiee1953
      @austiiee1953 4 роки тому +49

      Kyle was fighting to switch out around 13:10 too when he said "why in the world" 😭😂

    • @ohisee9173
      @ohisee9173 4 роки тому +10

      I literally threw my hands up and yelled KYYYYLLLE!

  • @tristennapeahi9205
    @tristennapeahi9205 4 роки тому +4385

    THE WAY NIN DRESSED UP AND KYLE POPPED UP AND WAS LIKE "oh hell nah" THAT WAS AMAZING

    • @dumplinglover8042
      @dumplinglover8042 4 роки тому +22

      WHICH TIME MARK? GIVE PLESASE.

    • @michellejones3776
      @michellejones3776 4 роки тому +18

      @@dumplinglover8042 17:57

    • @wrenforest2139
      @wrenforest2139 4 роки тому +5

      I KNOW @TRIZTEN, IT WAS SO FUNNY!

    • @LisaNora
      @LisaNora 4 роки тому +80

      Kyle has a completely different accent to Nin as well it's so cool

    • @Miee_x
      @Miee_x 4 роки тому +8

      I got chills watching that part.

  • @hlf3769
    @hlf3769 4 роки тому +31653

    Nin: talks like a professional psychologist
    Kyle: “there’s a sh*t ton of evidence”
    Lol love them both

    • @mayallyourbaconburn7133
      @mayallyourbaconburn7133 4 роки тому +1489

      Raine L he’s really smart though. He gave really clear points and it was obvious he knew where he was talking about. I was super impressed with how he explained things while still showing his frustration.

    • @holliexbx5613
      @holliexbx5613 4 роки тому +623

      Raine L Nin is really well spoken and Kyle talks like me lol. He is very smart, everyone in the system is I think, even the littles 💕

    • @micro8611
      @micro8611 4 роки тому +557

      Kyle passed the vibe check

    • @sarahtolkien
      @sarahtolkien 4 роки тому +297

      I love Kyle. He is super capable and great at his job as primary protector, but he keeps it real

    • @holliexbx5613
      @holliexbx5613 4 роки тому +89

      sarahtolkien banana guy 🤣 bet he’s thrilled with that one lol. He can’t be banana man because that was already a cartoon years ago lol.

  • @BooklikesBFDI
    @BooklikesBFDI 5 місяців тому +76

    Anthony was so nice to the child alter. I wish more people were like that, we're honestly kind of nervous to let our child alters front around anybody besides the hosts best friend.

    • @Faunadude
      @Faunadude 5 місяців тому +1

      I think I saw you somewhere before

  • @ALPHAdog479
    @ALPHAdog479 4 роки тому +3717

    Hopefully this interview is used in classrooms instead of that movie.

    • @mickeysofine6386
      @mickeysofine6386 4 роки тому +108

      ELPAdog
      EXACTLY. That’s so sad they used a movie to educate people on such a sensitive topic.

    • @surfergirl8785
      @surfergirl8785 4 роки тому +33

      The movie shown in psychology classes is Sybil which is based on a true story. Very interesting case cause now the real Sybil claims her therapist made it all up and put it in her head that she has DID

    • @tabitharuby5774
      @tabitharuby5774 4 роки тому +1

      I couldnt agree more

    • @tamiabryanna8901
      @tamiabryanna8901 4 роки тому +13

      Yeah it's sad because my psychology professor did show the movie to teach us about it but I had to tell her that it's really damaging

    • @ryleew7
      @ryleew7 4 роки тому +17

      I’m a teacher, and I used this video online fro my kids to watch, thanks for the suggestion! :)

  • @tonybanner4257
    @tonybanner4257 4 роки тому +39778

    The way Anthony handled both switches and the child alter was BEYOND respectful and so so gentle and kind; I am consistently impressed and relieved to see his conduct in every single interview he's held.

    • @blossombunny333
      @blossombunny333 4 роки тому +112

      Tony Banner can you drop the times

    • @lindseydouglas1913
      @lindseydouglas1913 4 роки тому +707

      cortney imes for the DissociaDID system: 17:08 (Kyle, primary protector) and 22:47 (little/child alter)

    • @lunacraveswifi7192
      @lunacraveswifi7192 4 роки тому +637

      He's truly remarkable and respectful! We are so lucky to have him as a role model really..

    • @livianomaly75
      @livianomaly75 4 роки тому +242

      Tony Banner he’s just a great human being

    • @brittc4598
      @brittc4598 4 роки тому +419

      I got teary eyes he’s so professional, yet caring at the same time and showed genuine concern.

  • @nafisashireenshah8699
    @nafisashireenshah8699 4 роки тому +13779

    Nin: talks like professional and understandable.
    Kyle: talks like swag and power .
    Child: full of innocence and depth.

    • @tyna3778
      @tyna3778 4 роки тому +242

      lmao **swag**

    • @therealcrb
      @therealcrb 4 роки тому +169

      I think you mean "Little"

    • @shahelys2506
      @shahelys2506 4 роки тому +232

      Oh my God I really love little he or she was so cute and adorable and that smile just took my breath away I just want to give them a hug .I am very curious to know more about D.I.D now also When is a little Crying my heart just sank and I feel like I’m about to cry like oh my God we need to protect this little one.

    • @isabellathomas1314
      @isabellathomas1314 4 роки тому +112

      shahely S EXACTLY! When the little started crying and saying they don’t feel alone anymore, I teared up. It’s nice that Nin was comfortable sharing that footage

    • @myidentityisamystery5142
      @myidentityisamystery5142 4 роки тому +14

      omg I didn't get to that part yet, now I am anxious.

  • @Chanicle
    @Chanicle 7 місяців тому +26

    christ it's so refreshing to see my disorder being humanized. thanks Anthony for these respectful interviews.

  • @altru9733
    @altru9733 4 роки тому +10829

    Nin: Trying her hardest to stay in their body
    Kyle: stares into the distance for 30 seconds
    Anthony: do you need to take a moment ?
    Kyle: ... I'm sorry wot?

    • @wreckitben1278
      @wreckitben1278 4 роки тому +326

      At that point the switch was over, he was just being a dumbass and staring in deep space lmao

    • @coolfeet1
      @coolfeet1 4 роки тому +416

      @@wreckitben1278 no, they switching still, it's not always instantaneous

    • @altru9733
      @altru9733 4 роки тому +26

      @@wreckitben1278 I figured xD

    • @finnley905
      @finnley905 4 роки тому +145

      @@wreckitben1278 nah he was dissociating which can cause dizzeness and shit afterwards

    • @jackdalw2928
      @jackdalw2928 4 роки тому +8

      @@finnley905 Wait I thought you were the other guy but false alarm phew

  • @fatmaaljai
    @fatmaaljai 4 роки тому +8759

    The girl with the black/purple hair , knows how to explain stuff to us , i feel like she made it as simple as possible for our stupid mind’s

    • @mrsKrisMeijer
      @mrsKrisMeijer 4 роки тому +715

      She has her own channel where she teaches about and shows parts of living with DID. It's really good

    • @alexandramariasanchez5047
      @alexandramariasanchez5047 4 роки тому +97

      highly suggest their channel, its beautiful go check it if youre free :')
      #DissociaDID

    • @savanahhicks2069
      @savanahhicks2069 4 роки тому +21

      Fatma Dez she’s amazing

    • @Nobody-bb5bv
      @Nobody-bb5bv 4 роки тому +97

      Yeah I'm actually here because of her. She and others in the system explain a lot of stuff about DID really well on their channel. It's called DissociaDID.

    • @aleksandraabrahamowicz9288
      @aleksandraabrahamowicz9288 4 роки тому +11

      She has her own youtube channel , it's very good ! ❤

  • @lucian300
    @lucian300 4 роки тому +2523

    "We're not monsters. We're not out to get people. We are often... hiding from monsters" What a powerful statement.

    • @lumen8341
      @lumen8341 4 роки тому +12

      @Grayson Land I'm sorry that happened to you, Grayson. I do understand.

    • @jeremyud
      @jeremyud 4 роки тому +1

      @Grayson Land I thought being a sociopath means you do not care about the feeling of others? Or is it more that you don't want to manipulate others because you know you are good at it but you know others don't think highly of manipulation?

    • @lumen8341
      @lumen8341 4 роки тому +1

      Grayson Land it isn't odd from my perspective. You don't do it on purpose. Right? "Asshat" or otherwise (clever or not) doesn't help lol
      But yes. A lot of folks are coming to know you exist. I think it's for the best in the long run but either way you will be okay. 😘

    • @giulianarob
      @giulianarob 4 роки тому +1

      @Grayson Land thank you for this it really helped me understand the disorder better!

    • @waterdrinker4033
      @waterdrinker4033 4 роки тому +4

      @Grayson Land First and formost, thank you for sharing your story, I know it could feel very exposed to share a part of your life like that. However, I think your story could really help some people, like me, so thank you. Your experience wth ASPD made me realise I might suffer from ASPD myself. I never knew what might be wrong with me, but I've always known that either there is something wrong with me or I am just a bad person (,like one of those really boring villains who does bad thing simply because they are bad). I am extremely manipulative and I really want to be "better than that". However, at this point, manipulation is basically on autopilot: I say I don't want to do it but I do it anyway. I'm unsure whether to get help because I don't think I want to admit to anyone irl that I am a "bad" person. I have dip my toes into the pool before, going to a counsellor, because I wanted to change. But I end up making up other issues because I just couldnt get over the fact that I was gonna expose myself to someone irl that I do bad stuff to people, it's illogical and it's actually really scary. But my current state is really exhausting because a large part of me thinks I need to change and I need to be a better person, but there is also another part of me just don't see the point of changing. It doesn't really hurt me, a lot of times it doesn't really hurt anyone (they don't think they are being exploited, I make sure that they think they are the ones who wanted to offer me, their friend, the "help", they think they are doing a good thing, they feel good, I get what I want out of it, there is no tangible downside to it). just saying that alone makes me think I am a bad person and maybe I should change -- and the cycle continue. I want this feeling to end. This exhuasing, confusing and scary feeling. I wish your comment can be the answer to my confusion. But I know it isn't. I will have to get over myself and get real help eventually. As of now I don't think I am ready...

  • @Lynn_B25
    @Lynn_B25 Рік тому +119

    I loved the part where they talked about how kyle would hate her for calling him banana man, it really showed how realxed and welcime these people feel with anthony. This was so eye opening

  • @morrowzoranov
    @morrowzoranov 4 роки тому +3604

    anthony and nin: lmao banana man
    kyle, vibing in the inner-world, probably eating a banana: ...I'm sensing someone's talking shit about me

    • @marisjules1092
      @marisjules1092 4 роки тому +66

      Nah more like "did someone say banana?"

    • @KatieT97
      @KatieT97 4 роки тому +48

      Reminds me of the video where one of Nan’s (Nin’s partner [edit: actually there’s been recent drama which could’ve put this in jeopardy but I don’t wanna spread rumors for something I don’t know all about so anyway]) alters tried to do her makeup and then they started mocking Kyle, but then Nin felt him fronting and he muttered “I don’t fuckin sound like that”

    • @izzyoranges8005
      @izzyoranges8005 4 роки тому +17

      Kyle heard the word banana and immediately started sprinting to the front

    • @sleepylola8744
      @sleepylola8744 4 роки тому +7

      InsufficientSerotoninProduction "IOm SEnsin sOmeOnEs taLkin shiEt abOu me"

    • @plateoffrogs4709
      @plateoffrogs4709 4 роки тому +2

      Katie Tucker what was the video?

  • @purplekat4208
    @purplekat4208 4 роки тому +5683

    When Nin’s Little alter said “We’re not alone anymore” I started tearing up

  • @thetulips9714
    @thetulips9714 3 роки тому +12590

    Lets appreciate that Anthony and his team gave Kyle a jacket to cover his legs when he wasn’t comfortable wearing a skirt!! That was really attentive and polite of them!

  • @elektra81516
    @elektra81516 7 місяців тому +51

    I honestly love how Anthony is with these lovely people and their alters. He genuinely wants to understand and communicate. I have DID too and it's really nice to see someone not demonize or call us psychopaths or mental cases for once.

  • @mechanicalmoses9387
    @mechanicalmoses9387 4 роки тому +9382

    I love how kyle comes in and is like: my legs are sacred

  • @hayleemaggard4251
    @hayleemaggard4251 4 роки тому +4608

    my mom dated a guy who discovered he had DID while dating her. after that, they came out a lot more often. his little’s would wake me up in the middle of the night asking me to play hide and seek or paint their nails or get them a snack.

    • @zesha2979
      @zesha2979 4 роки тому +626

      That’s seriously cute

    • @grindx1292
      @grindx1292 4 роки тому +194

      awwwww

    • @hayleemaggard4251
      @hayleemaggard4251 4 роки тому +636

      just kinda scary when a grown man woke me up for the first time out of my dead sleep to paint his nails & cry bc “she” (eve) was dressed like a boy. it wasn’t all nice though. i loved his 2 littles (johnny & eve). he has 2 other alters that always fought each other over being the caretaker. a lot of times it resulted in scary things happening. he had another that would just run away from you bc he didn’t know where he was when he came in.

    • @nftbandit9645
      @nftbandit9645 4 роки тому +55

      that’s absolutely adorable 🥺

    • @itssbella-vv3cg
      @itssbella-vv3cg 4 роки тому +48

      awwww, i have this, this is so pure

  • @spinalfluids1135
    @spinalfluids1135 4 роки тому +1330

    "So, you just realized that you were in a bathtub with a half eaten banana."
    *Ad: I can't believe it.*

    • @ur.mum.cum.
      @ur.mum.cum. 4 роки тому +7

      Conner Stout WELL YA BETTER BELIVE IT 👍

    • @berliancs8170
      @berliancs8170 4 роки тому +2

      @@ur.mum.cum. OKAY! :D

  • @Pinkthighedfemboy
    @Pinkthighedfemboy 7 місяців тому +71

    I have DID (diagnosed) and I can say it’s not fun. Sure there are positives and stuff but it sucks because there’s been times where another alter hurt my mom and I don’t remember it. Our system is very large and kinda chaotic, plus we have autism so that’s like a double whammy. Watching this video made me feel better about who I am as an alter and who we are as a system. Having trauma at that young of an age sucks. Thank you Anthony for this video

    • @melztunes
      @melztunes 5 місяців тому +2

      I strongly encourage you to watch dissociaDIDs videos on system communication. lots of strategies and techniques for moving towards a more peaceful and cohesive system.

    • @DonPetrushka
      @DonPetrushka 5 місяців тому +3

      Just curious… if you suddenly discover a jacket on your lap, would you be too busy with switching accents to not notice the jacket and act like you already knew it was there (even tho you had no option to know about it, since your personality switched after the jacket had been put on your lap)?

    • @AlexAnimusAA
      @AlexAnimusAA 3 місяці тому +1

      @@DonPetrushkait is very common that alters can co-con and are aware vaguely or all the way of what’s happening to whoever’s fronting. esp between protectors and hosts. it is explained by the one system in their videos that a lot of the time several people are fronting and watching

    • @OnlyElHere
      @OnlyElHere 3 місяці тому

      How many alters do you have? Just curious

  • @jasmineparker4052
    @jasmineparker4052 4 роки тому +3216

    “stop looking at my legs” *proceeds to put a jacket on legs*

    • @brynbarton9314
      @brynbarton9314 4 роки тому +123

      I felt so bad for kyle, i've felt that scared and embarrassed when in the presence of men due to trauma and its a horrible feeling

    • @NikoKyon
      @NikoKyon 4 роки тому +13

      @@brynbarton9314 Is the same person as her so she was the one abused

  • @lily2125
    @lily2125 4 роки тому +33630

    When Kyle fronted and they gave him a jacket for his legs and a hair tie to put it up, like that's so nice and respectful

    • @filzamahmood3347
      @filzamahmood3347 4 роки тому +537

      Nin actually brought the jacket

    • @lizzyd9082
      @lizzyd9082 4 роки тому +477

      Filza Mahmood Anthony said his producer gave it to him lol

    • @sarahstevens4931
      @sarahstevens4931 4 роки тому +730

      Liz Dynok yeah Nin brought a jacket and took it off before the interview, so the producer went and grabbed it to give to Kyle

    • @lizzyd9082
      @lizzyd9082 4 роки тому +65

      Sarah Stevens ohh ok

    • @sarahstevens4931
      @sarahstevens4931 4 роки тому +17

      Jack Mehoff I don’t understand the question, sorry what do you mean?

  • @awoogaoogabooga3590
    @awoogaoogabooga3590 4 роки тому +3490

    Nobody:
    Kyle: imma eat a banana in the bathtub

  • @JigglinJewels
    @JigglinJewels Рік тому +61

    I've seen clips of this video all over, and finally decided to give it a try, and boy was that a good choice.
    Nothing new learned really, but seeing all of them talk and seems so comfortable is reassuring and fascinating.
    Seeing a child alter made me tear up though. Seeing such an innocent soul and knowing that they exist in part due to a trauma makes me so incredibly sad that they had to live through that...

  • @justtotry5753
    @justtotry5753 4 роки тому +7307

    Dude this man in the interview is SOOOOO respectful. “Take your time” “if you want a moment it’s ok” “nice to meet you” he was so nice to all of them and even gave the crying one a hug. Wow I’m impressed.

    • @michelle5748
      @michelle5748 4 роки тому +35

      Vegan Pete why?

    • @king_crimson7o241
      @king_crimson7o241 4 роки тому +7

      I want to like your comment but it’s at 666😂

    • @kelseyann6748
      @kelseyann6748 4 роки тому +108

      Vegan Pete that is absolutely ridiculous. They’re normal people too, why is hugging them a bad idea? In this case, it was a literal child who was crying. I most definitely think she needed a hug.

    • @rubypospisil728
      @rubypospisil728 4 роки тому +63

      Vegan Pete that’s so fucking ridiculous, did you not watch the video, they’re people! They have been through so much they are very likely to never be dangerous or aggressive because they know what it’s like on the other side. That was a disgusting thing to say and I hope you get some better morals

    • @kelseyann6748
      @kelseyann6748 4 роки тому +39

      Vegan Pete what “risks” are there? Because people with DID are never inherently dangerous people. That’s not what the disorder does. They are actually often *less* dangerous than the average person, because many of them would never react in a way that would put themselves in any kind of danger, such as attacking someone. So please tell me, what “risks” do you speak of?

  • @pure.4ddiction
    @pure.4ddiction 4 роки тому +17336

    But can we just appreciate anthony for not snitching on nin for calling kyle "banana guy" lmao

  • @jayvoor
    @jayvoor 4 роки тому +8359

    Was lowkey tearing up when Nin’s child alter cried. Broke my heart.

    • @kamelea_roze4069
      @kamelea_roze4069 4 роки тому +276

      Tearing up only? I'm sobbing silently here at 4AM what are you talking about

    • @laylac6856
      @laylac6856 4 роки тому +80

      Me too it made me cry

    • @Gray5454
      @Gray5454 4 роки тому +47

      Same made me cry

    • @franloach1394
      @franloach1394 4 роки тому +18

      me too :(

    • @aleanul
      @aleanul 4 роки тому +9

      Nin's?

  • @M.I-Side
    @M.I-Side 5 місяців тому +46

    I feel that when the little came out, I think it was Nin (or another grown alter) saying ‘there’s somebody else here I’m sorry’ being co-con based on the voice in that moment. And I think it may have been her being unable to come to full consciousness. And weather it was or it wasn’t it’s just such a different way to live and I feel for all of them in all three of the systems within the video. And gosh the little was so precious.

  • @lillygosbell862
    @lillygosbell862 4 роки тому +3319

    Do you all realise how horrible the “1-3% of people have DID” is? That means at least one person in every hundred you meet has experienced severe childhood trauma and abuse alongside not feeling a connection to their parents and/or caregivers. It’s legitimately horrifying. And also a big reason why videos like this are so important to spread the word. So thank you Anthony, DissociaDID, the Redwoods and Amanda and co. Thank you.

    • @lillmango
      @lillmango 4 роки тому +92

      :( seriously some ppl really should not be parents

    • @claremiller9979
      @claremiller9979 4 роки тому +98

      100% this comment. Children are the most vulnerable members of society and need the most protection we can give them.

    • @dragon_323
      @dragon_323 4 роки тому +90

      Thank you for pointing this out. I am one of the 1-3% of people with DID. As the memories resurface people have difficulty believing that that severity of abuse happens to us when we are so little. But there are cruel monsters out there. People who should not be allowed around children or anyone else.

    • @FukaiKokoro
      @FukaiKokoro 4 роки тому +55

      I experienced childhood trauma. A lot of it. I don’t have DID but I do have PTSD and am in therapy still and I’m old af. Like over 25. It’s hard.

    • @FukaiKokoro
      @FukaiKokoro 4 роки тому +35

      lillmango not all childhood Trauma is caused by parents. Like for me some of my child hood trauma is caused by things like seeing my only friend in life pass away in a pool. Like my mom wasn’t the best but she did the best she could for our situation. So I wouldn’t necessarily say she’s the cause of my other trauma.

  • @canunot8586
    @canunot8586 4 роки тому +11838

    THIS is how you handle an interview with someone in a system. Anthony has truly earned so much of my respect. The fact DID System let him keep the little content in? They trust him 100%. Fantastic job.

    • @lily-lily-okay
      @lily-lily-okay 4 роки тому +83

      Agreed!

    • @Kuroirena
      @Kuroirena 4 роки тому +466

      I love how he rephrased some sentences and adapted his behaviour depending on which alter he was talking to. So much open mindfulness and respect it’s amazing 🌸 amazing

    • @nova692
      @nova692 4 роки тому +36

      Is the DID system strict? Why wouldn't they let him keep that content?

    • @dvlishbrunette23
      @dvlishbrunette23 4 роки тому +302

      mint zi giving out information about littles on the internet can be dangerous, so many DID systems censor that info carefully. It’d be like giving out personal info about a small child to the entire internet: anyone can see it and know that info about the child.

    • @nova692
      @nova692 4 роки тому +35

      @@dvlishbrunette23 ohh i see. Thanks for explaining

  • @madicella1933
    @madicella1933 4 роки тому +6595

    kyle: DONT LOOK AT MY LEGS
    *gives him a coat

    • @joeyjoey5393
      @joeyjoey5393 4 роки тому +84

      Wholesome 100

    • @bdxhdhd4077
      @bdxhdhd4077 4 роки тому +4

      him?

    • @Mha_enthusiast0
      @Mha_enthusiast0 4 роки тому +98

      Bdx Hdhd different alters can chose their sexuality race religion age and gender they may look the same but they are all very different

    • @bdxhdhd4077
      @bdxhdhd4077 4 роки тому +10

      @@Mha_enthusiast0 bruh it's not possible to choose what age, gender, or race you are that's some fictional stuff.

    • @Mha_enthusiast0
      @Mha_enthusiast0 4 роки тому +47

      Bdx Hdhd yes you can these people who have mpd are not like us have you ever heard of trans people, gays or non bio ppl?

  • @Nobodysfoot
    @Nobodysfoot Рік тому +32

    I love how anthony is so respectful about this and supporting the little and hugging the little its so pure, thank you for being so kind anthony❤️

  • @ShezzLuna
    @ShezzLuna 4 роки тому +2755

    I could tell Kyle fronted from the moment he said “sorry, what?”

    • @한아름-o5h
      @한아름-o5h 4 роки тому +29

      EXACTLY!

    • @caffeination17
      @caffeination17 4 роки тому +4

      yea

    • @what1444
      @what1444 4 роки тому

      Wym fronted?

    • @path5657
      @path5657 4 роки тому +58

      What fronting means the alter comes forward and takes over

    • @fruitguzzi9122
      @fruitguzzi9122 4 роки тому +15

      the moment he said that I was like "ok kyle"you can literally TELL THAT that's Kyle who's fronting

  • @john81owens
    @john81owens 4 роки тому +21547

    Listening to Anthony’s voice go from his normal tone to something more gentle when he’s talking to the young alter was so pure.

    • @m3lib3ll
      @m3lib3ll 4 роки тому +426

      Rebecca Bisaccio his a great guy, that just warms my heart 🥰

    • @lukamalakouti7388
      @lukamalakouti7388 4 роки тому +302

      ikr he's so sweet

    • @chloegeldhof4921
      @chloegeldhof4921 4 роки тому +369

      Yeah he treated her so well, made her feel safe

    • @user-rn3mq5tl8y
      @user-rn3mq5tl8y 4 роки тому +217

      And how sweet he was when they were switching, and all the nice things he says, so cute

    • @siierraa
      @siierraa 4 роки тому +50

      JeonghannieJamms around 23:00

  • @mckennasuorsa6455
    @mckennasuorsa6455 4 роки тому +3841

    “We’re not monsters.. were most often hiding from monsters” aww 😢

    • @kurumiqwq
      @kurumiqwq 4 роки тому +33

      They are all great people

    • @Ronyoutubething
      @Ronyoutubething Рік тому +7

      People are not the enemy. The monsters which are demons are the enemy. Jesus saves people from these monsters.

    • @melissaferris7294
      @melissaferris7294 Рік тому +1

      Yes!!! That line will definitely stay with me 😢

    • @hhrthhgtgb-sv6sr
      @hhrthhgtgb-sv6sr Рік тому +1

      @@Ronyoutubething yes

    • @prh4827
      @prh4827 Рік тому +1

      is there a time stamp?

  • @a.j.outlaster1222
    @a.j.outlaster1222 11 місяців тому +48

    What I find interesting is that when Kyle takes over for Nin, The accent and how the voice was carried shifted extremely, Despite it being quiet obviously the same voice, It was held like someone had swapped minds, Much how I imagined that the movies where they do that should.
    I could probably word this clearer and I know this was 3 years ago,
    But dang, This is intriguing!

    • @lydiaboll2872
      @lydiaboll2872 11 місяців тому +2

      It’s a completely different person and Kyle’s a boy.