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thePizzaSystem
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Welcome to our little World !!
We are here to tell OUR stories & experiences, vulnerable, yet real content to help unravel the complexity of Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), formerly known as Multiple Personality Disorder.
Our Goal is to help debunk the stigma and contribute to the variety of this often misunderstood Disorder, by sharing parts of OUR day-to-day life.
Why do we highlight OUR? Because not only alters are different, each system is different. Some of us have more alters, some have less. Some of us switch a ton, some don't. There is a lot of variety with this Disorder and we are here to tell OUR side of the story, to help other systems being heard, feeling understood and let all of us, singlets (non-systems) included, learn more about this disorder together!
We are here to tell OUR stories & experiences, vulnerable, yet real content to help unravel the complexity of Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), formerly known as Multiple Personality Disorder.
Our Goal is to help debunk the stigma and contribute to the variety of this often misunderstood Disorder, by sharing parts of OUR day-to-day life.
Why do we highlight OUR? Because not only alters are different, each system is different. Some of us have more alters, some have less. Some of us switch a ton, some don't. There is a lot of variety with this Disorder and we are here to tell OUR side of the story, to help other systems being heard, feeling understood and let all of us, singlets (non-systems) included, learn more about this disorder together!
DID, CFS & Karneval | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Take care everyone - tps
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*9 switches* RAPID Switching; It's Been A While | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Another Dissociative Identity Disorder Behind The Scenes Video. Keep in mind that these videos just capture a glimpse of what's going on, as well as we share our vulnerable moments & experiences, not the ones of other systems. If you are interested in how DID & co morbid disorders may represent themselves, if you want to feel not alone or just simply want to watch something, you are welcome to ...
Baking With DID; Granola Edition | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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A little baking journey featuring Isa, Drew, our Fiancé and Cat! Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
GHOST ALTER; More About INK | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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A little poetry, read and written by Ink about herself. - isa linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
Traumaversary SUCKS *rant&ramble* | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Just a short video getting out some emotions & thoughts regarding Traumaversary. Take care everyone - Isa Links To Our Instagram & Patreon: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
SYSTEM Trip; Frankfurter BookFair '22 | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Sharing how our day trip to the Frankfurter Book Fair went 🖤 How we dealt with anxiety, CFS as well as showing you some of the lovely goodies we've got! Love - Isa Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
The Expense Of Going Out | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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We thought about sharing our experience of how being out, challenging ourselves for a few hours, affects our mental health, as well as physical state! Love - Isa Note: We will not stop taking little steps, we will not stop challenging ourselves, but we will learn to find ways to support ourselves, care for ourselves before and afterwards to help us be part of life!! Links To Our Instagram & Pat...
! NEW ! Meet OUR System | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Finally we are back with an UPDATED 'Meet Our System'! It's little informative video about our system as a whole, who is currently part of us, a few things about our alters and more. Take care everyone & stay safe! Love - Zander & Isa Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
NEW INTRO!?; thePizzaSystem | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Finally! It took us quite a long time to re do our Intro, Icons, Logo & Banner, but HERE IT IS. I am so thankful & proud of the alters that helped me during this months journey of finishing this, through weeks of not being able to do anything, yet not give up! Love - Isa Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
Switching VS Drawing; Future | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Our system frequently experiences Rapid Switching/Rapid Cycling. A topic that isn't often talked about! To raise awareness & help others understand how debilitating and disabling it is, as well as how it impacts our day to day life we decided to start making videos where we try to do stuff during a cycle! Remember that every system, every system's story & experiences are different, BUT still va...
Short Persecutor Talk | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Just had the urge to talk a little .. but I also have no real clue what to write as a title or a caption .. lol Take care guys - Skye Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
We Are Leaving !? | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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We are leaving for vacation this Friday/today! Our system is super anxious, nervous, excited & restless so I thought talking about some thoughts and feelings might help 🖤 love - Isa Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
Another Switchy Time!? | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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It's been a bit since we have experienced rapid switching, probably because i've been front stuck quite a lot over the last months. Sending love & Take care - Isa Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
TRIP To PRIDE | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Sharing our experience & trip to the CSD Pride Parade Cologne 2022! You are loved, important & valid! - Isa & Vévi Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
Sexuality In OUR System | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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A little insight! There is much more to talk about. A little apology for being so all over the place. - Tps Linktree/All Links: linktr.ee/thePizzaSystem
CFS & Depression FLARE UP/-Date | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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CFS & Depression FLARE UP/-Date | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Cooking With Dissociation | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Cooking With Dissociation | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Coming Back ; Vévi | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Coming Back ; Vévi | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Frontstuck For 4 Months !? | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Frontstuck For 4 Months !? | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Isa; Drawing Feelings | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Isa; Drawing Feelings | Dissociative Identity Disorder
System Updates; 2022 So Far.. | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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System Updates; 2022 So Far.. | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Emotional Burnout; Feeling Nothing | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Emotional Burnout; Feeling Nothing | Dissociative Identity Disorder
MEET; Broken Dreams | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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MEET; Broken Dreams | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Alters Draw | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Alters Draw | Dissociative Identity Disorder
*10 SWITCHES* A Draining Start | Dissociative Identity
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*10 SWITCHES* A Draining Start | Dissociative Identity
System Tarot For 2022 | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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System Tarot For 2022 | Dissociative Identity Disorder
10K Slices; THANK YOU !! | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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10K Slices; THANK YOU !! | Dissociative Identity Disorder
*7 SWITCHES* December & Trauma | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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*7 SWITCHES* December & Trauma | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Cookies & Confusion | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Cookies & Confusion | Dissociative Identity Disorder
7 Years Of Love; System & Singlet | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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7 Years Of Love; System & Singlet | Dissociative Identity Disorder
Stop faking.
Heya, you guys haven't uploaded in a while. We hope you're okay :)
Thank you so much for this video! I can totally relate to the guilt about not having a job and societal expectations. I am 50 and late diagnosed autistic and have CPTSD and currently awaiting diagnostic assessment for dissociative disorder. I haven't been able to work for over 10 years. Videos like yours really help me feel less isolated and valuable just because I am alive. It is really exhausting most days. I can relate to rapid switching and selective mutism/which alter is present. I can only go to certain places alone and need support in other areas. My focus/concentration is affected too. I hope you're all doing okay. Hi from UK :)
This was really helpful to help me understand how i have reacted in the past to police interrogation after being abused by my family which I now have escaped from. The police interrogation was so stressful that it caused rapid switching and that made the police give up and leave me there to be abused by my family. I don’t switch so rapidly now because I’m safe now. I also have psychogenic seizures and they can come with switching and stress. I’ve always had them. Recently got my diagnosis of CPTSD, DID and PNES.
It helps us feeling valid and we're also curious 😅. I also hope you don't struggle much rn (I know this is 4 years old)
I dont understand how the main one (protector) had an accent after Flip but not before
Lmao😊
in the name of Jesus, holy sprit the Kingdom of the most high i rebuke all demon inside of her should leave right now !
You and your alters are amazing! Thank you so much for sharing this. You are so strong and inspirational!
get off the crack 🗣️📢
Thank you for sharing ♡
Hey its been a while since you have uploaded, I'm checking to make sure you all are alright❤ - Fred
🙂
It's so cool and useful to get to observe moments like this in someone else and from the outside, ty
It's wonderful how normalizing content like this is - Cheers from the Aliya system! :D
Thats the first time hearing about alters being married. How does it work? I am really interested :D Do you get married in the inner world or did you both have been created as couple?
My gatekeeper just said DID was not her decision. I'm still watching the video to learn about myself. "I know that not all of the things i do are correct, but i do try... I do not like therapy or doctors, being vulnerable in front of people. Start of treatment could've been way earlier, but I am just a human." She is terrified of being my god. She feels she is(?) What can i say to her to comfort her? I think your video, you are just a human and make mistakes like everyone, was enough of a comfort...
Hello joey, i'm pleased to meet you ❤
It was beneficial to us to see someone else in this state, thank you for sharing, much ❤
I really don’t think it’s a extreme as she’s making out from switch to switch I think it’s a real thing I can definitely tell you that but it’s more subtle
Thank you so much for sharing yourselves!! We have a system too and have been diagnosed and in treatment for DID. Many of us tend to yawn a lot too prior and after switching especially when we rapid switch like this which happens only during times of extreme triggers/stress. Hope all of you are safe now. Flip reminds me of Lenora and Joyey reminds me of Anora and Don in our system .Thanks for the bravery/honesty/vulnerability in posting this.
wake up people it's a demon(Evil) wake up again ! pray hard to God(Jesus) ,the kingdom of the most high the, God of Truth and light! go down on your knee and pray everyday, read bible then the voice of devil will gone forever
💗💗💗💗
Since I Had my major waking on December 30th, 2023. I had discoed that I have the soul of anime girl. I feel like an Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess with deep seated desires to become anime girl and live in anime girl multiverse. When I first discovered the anime girl feelings, I wanted to run, hide and go into deep denial, shame and self-loathing. The mental and physical pain all most destroyed me to fight it. Since I had this happen in December 2023, I have done major manifesting of mind and body to be much younger and even the looks of anime girl. I still at times feels self-shame and loathing over this but know that it will destroy me if I don't agree to go on this long and narrow painful path.
The only thing we expect from you is to be allright ❤ It's been a while
These young people faking these disorders hurt people who actually have them & create disbelief
We also have a lot of switching struggles, like sometimes it just happens out of notwhere. Some of us have different accents or modisms, and It's so funny when one of us ends up talking like someone else 😂 This video is gold, i loved it, i think is one of the less speaked aspects of DID within the Community, and yet, a very common symptom. -A blendy bunch from our group
A con-artist. A grifter. Dissguisting ableism.
Hey there <3 so you said, that you are in Germany (like we are ^^) - so is it more difficult for you all to speak in English and build sentences in English while you are in a phase with more dissociation than normal? Or is it in English and in German the same difficulty? (and yeah we are a little struggling with words in English sometimes but we try our best <3 )
I am sorry
i really really hope you guys are okay
Ugh, we're getting used to day to day NOT being the same :/ was pretty smooth on that front for 10 or 20 years
Why are you switching so many times and so often? Were there any triggers? Or does it happen this way sometimes?
Yikes
im curious to know what littles are. They seem like theyre just kinda, there. I understand theyre supposed to be young in age but why? how do they happen?
I’m brand new to being part of a system. Already had a gender identity and body identity crisis. Just exhausting, and still can’t move my legs…-🧹
Thank you for another insightful video <3 Sending love and light <33
beautiful poem. thank you. 🪻
I wish i have amnesia bc i dont like remembering my traumatic/abusive experience i want to forget it all Im also a terrible person i wish to change and forget it all
But what is that noise is like a background music or what i dont get it?
The little icons are super cute!
We are currently going through rapid switching. it's not "normal" for us and hasn't happened in a long time. It's so hard to function and in a sense... a bit scary, as we just want to re stabilize and get back to our normal, so that we can functional gain and there is less stress and pressure on our family. We want to make a video, but it's been hard to even film it. much less upload it as, it's SCARY to be that vulnerable on youtube which is so full of trolls! Thank you for your courage sharing this. I'm trying to pluck up the courage to do so myself.
It's okay Joey ♡ you are safe now. 😢
Is it just me that thinking a lot about you guys? Hope you are okay. Lots of love for you all❤
Me too. Really hope they are okay
we have to explain to alts that we are not in russia we dereve to be happy its not your familys fault
Hang up on u. NOT N THE MOOD ‼️
Shalom. Thanks