We never heard of this phrase. This is what I'm going through. I thought I was going loopy 🥺🫂 thank you for this. We / I have been front stuck for nearly a year ! 🥺🥺 I'm exhausted
As someone who isn't a system, life is super overwhelming so I totally understand how you feel. Don't be so hard on yourself :) and dont feel pressured to post videos for us, we understand 💙
As a system who's only dealt with frontlocks for only a month, I feel so sorry for you and your system and I really hope you guys get better! It's so interesting and sort of comforting to know we're not alone with how it feels to be front stuck. Also congrats on 10K subs! You're really helping spreading awareness to the DID/OSDD community!
I don't think you're failing at all. I was 22 just a couple years ago and I was freaked out by that age too, it felt like being an official adult. But IMO you're bringing SO MUCH to our world. You have a wealth of incredible videos already uploaded to your channel, more than anyone would ever make in their life! I'm sure it's so hard with the erasure of DID and people with disabilities in society. You're a pioneer for the future of acceptance and love for all personalities, people, identities
You're doing a great job. This is helpful. We had no idea why I was front stuck. Or it was a thing. This makes sense. Wow 😳 now I know why I am like I am. Thank you !! Front stuck hmm?? It's been about 8 months. I been out. No name. No real contact with anyone. As you say it's very exhausted because your not meant to do all these things by yourself without your system 🫂 wow just wow 😱💗🖤🐺 Maddie PS - we wonder why this happens to systems. Like why. We know how it feels to feel like a failure and doubt and not seen... we question this all the time If we are real... It's horrid. That's how we feel now, for a year. Me. We see you all xox
When you compared DID to a car and explained how different alters are good at different tasks, my first association was the one scene in diary of a wimpy kid where the Dad is afraid of heights, so Rodrick had to drive over bridges
Hi :) Selfdoubt is a bitch and it sucks. Its like an inner stupid bad friend who does not really believe you. I hope you feel better soon and thanks for the update!
I am neurodiverse and just want to say...our brains are constantly changing! It's possible that your 'selves' may have decided to fuse (? it will be interesting to hear your analysis of this down the road!) You sound like you are in a period of your life when you may need to re-establish your resources or scripts for many of your daily activities! Many of us need to do this from time to time This doesn't mean that you did not have DID. Please do not gaslight yourself! I've been following you for a while...this video was sort of a shock! I've never heard you speak so much. Both versions of you are absolutely lovely 🙏 If videos are making you tired, a break and self care definitely sound appropriate. But please do post a video to check in whenever you are able! Your content could be about your recovery, how do you learn to do things that the others used to take care of, did the others in the system ever come back, etc! 🤩🙏 You are wonderful! Get some rest and take care!! 💚
Liebe Isa, ich kann mir vorstellen, dass du gerade sehr überfordert mit allem bist, Teile des Lebens zu meistern, die man sonst den anderen überlassen hat, kann sehr belastend sein. Ich habe keine DIS, aber ich weiß wie es ist, wenn der Alltag zum Kampf wird und man sich alleine gelassen fühlt... Aber Hey! Du hast dieses Video gedreht und deine Gefühle mit uns geteilt, das ist auch nicht einfach, gerade in solchen Zeiten, in denen alles kompliziert ist. Bitte Zweifel nicht an dir! Nicht an euch! Lass dich nicht unterkriegen. ♡
You explained yourself fine! It's like going into work and finding out your job has changed overnight with no additional training. (I imagine. Not a system.)
Being frontstuck can definitely be a difficult experience and I'm proud of you for making it this far. I hope that it can get sorted out soon, good wishes for you all.
Hello! I think it's amazing that you set boundaries for yourself with social interaction. When you front for a long period of time, does your perception of time change at all?
You LOOK BETTER than you have in a while. Also speaking about one thing for more than a few moments without switching is cool! Good for you. This not switching makes you look healthier. Don’t fret you got this. Maybe it’s time for your change…
This sounds sort of like what us singlets (normal?) people feel like. There are folks who would call front stuck ‘cured’. After living for so long with all those persons (a family) being alone would feel quite lonely-again what is singlets (normals) feel like a lot of the time. That’s why we seek relationships and entertainment
i really relate to self doubt.. i have a continuous sense of time, which makes me wonder.. are theses personality switches really different alters?? i'm making videos to try and capture and watch and see.. is this really what i think it is?? i cam go days without switching, then switch several times in one hour, and the variation in switching frequency creates doubt when not switching fast. its really strange amd nebulous.
We never heard of this phrase. This is what I'm going through. I thought I was going loopy 🥺🫂 thank you for this. We / I have been front stuck for nearly a year ! 🥺🥺 I'm exhausted
As someone who isn't a system, life is super overwhelming so I totally understand how you feel. Don't be so hard on yourself :) and dont feel pressured to post videos for us, we understand 💙
As a system who's only dealt with frontlocks for only a month, I feel so sorry for you and your system and I really hope you guys get better! It's so interesting and sort of comforting to know we're not alone with how it feels to be front stuck. Also congrats on 10K subs! You're really helping spreading awareness to the DID/OSDD community!
I don't think you're failing at all. I was 22 just a couple years ago and I was freaked out by that age too, it felt like being an official adult. But IMO you're bringing SO MUCH to our world. You have a wealth of incredible videos already uploaded to your channel, more than anyone would ever make in their life! I'm sure it's so hard with the erasure of DID and people with disabilities in society. You're a pioneer for the future of acceptance and love for all personalities, people, identities
You're doing a great job. This is helpful. We had no idea why I was front stuck. Or it was a thing. This makes sense. Wow 😳 now I know why I am like I am. Thank you !! Front stuck hmm?? It's been about 8 months. I been out. No name. No real contact with anyone. As you say it's very exhausted because your not meant to do all these things by yourself without your system 🫂 wow just wow 😱💗🖤🐺 Maddie
PS - we wonder why this happens to systems. Like why.
We know how it feels to feel like a failure and doubt and not seen... we question this all the time If we are real... It's horrid. That's how we feel now, for a year. Me.
We see you all xox
When you compared DID to a car and explained how different alters are good at different tasks, my first association was the one scene in diary of a wimpy kid where the Dad is afraid of heights, so Rodrick had to drive over bridges
You're doing great despite the stressful circumstances! Super proud of you. Take care💛
Hi :) Selfdoubt is a bitch and it sucks. Its like an inner stupid bad friend who does not really believe you. I hope you feel better soon and thanks for the update!
I am neurodiverse and just want to say...our brains are constantly changing! It's possible that your 'selves' may have decided to fuse (? it will be interesting to hear your analysis of this down the road!) You sound like you are in a period of your life when you may need to re-establish your resources or scripts for many of your daily activities! Many of us need to do this from time to time
This doesn't mean that you did not have DID. Please do not gaslight yourself! I've been following you for a while...this video was sort of a shock! I've never heard you speak so much. Both versions of you are absolutely lovely 🙏
If videos are making you tired, a break and self care definitely sound appropriate. But please do post a video to check in whenever you are able! Your content could be about your recovery, how do you learn to do things that the others used to take care of, did the others in the system ever come back, etc! 🤩🙏
You are wonderful! Get some rest and take care!! 💚
Liebe Isa, ich kann mir vorstellen, dass du gerade sehr überfordert mit allem bist, Teile des Lebens zu meistern, die man sonst den anderen überlassen hat, kann sehr belastend sein. Ich habe keine DIS, aber ich weiß wie es ist, wenn der Alltag zum Kampf wird und man sich alleine gelassen fühlt...
Aber Hey! Du hast dieses Video gedreht und deine Gefühle mit uns geteilt, das ist auch nicht einfach, gerade in solchen Zeiten, in denen alles kompliziert ist. Bitte Zweifel nicht an dir! Nicht an euch! Lass dich nicht unterkriegen. ♡
I've been having this same self-doubt and feelings of uselessness today. Thank you for validating that.
You explained yourself fine! It's like going into work and finding out your job has changed overnight with no additional training. (I imagine. Not a system.)
Feel that a lot, being frontstuck sucks. I hope things clear up for y'all
Being frontstuck can definitely be a difficult experience and I'm proud of you for making it this far. I hope that it can get sorted out soon, good wishes for you all.
Hello! I think it's amazing that you set boundaries for yourself with social interaction. When you front for a long period of time, does your perception of time change at all?
Hey!, i love your videos so much and everyone is so nice, Please tell Joey that im his biggest fan!!! :D
You LOOK BETTER than you have in a while. Also speaking about one thing for more than a few moments without switching is cool! Good for you. This not switching makes you look healthier. Don’t fret you got this.
Maybe it’s time for your change…
Thank you for sharing.
I've been front stuck most of my life. This part of me resembles a soup made from broken mirrors at this point :/
This sounds sort of like what us singlets (normal?) people feel like.
There are folks who would call front stuck ‘cured’.
After living for so long with all those persons (a family) being alone would feel quite lonely-again what is singlets (normals) feel like a lot of the time. That’s why we seek relationships and entertainment
what about age sliding? does that still happen regularly when you're front stuck? or do I have to see Isa and young Isa as two whole different alters?
Age sliding still happens once every now and then just like before being frontstuck. But i am still one alter both me and young me ☺️🖤 - isa
@@thepizzasystem Thats incredibly interesting. Thank you for sharing so we are better able to understand these things. We appreciate it a lot :)
i really relate to self doubt.. i have a continuous sense of time, which makes me wonder.. are theses personality switches really different alters?? i'm making videos to try and capture and watch and see.. is this really what i think it is?? i cam go days without switching, then switch several times in one hour, and the variation in switching frequency creates doubt when not switching fast. its really strange amd nebulous.
If there were less stigma ppl like me wouldn't be forced to operate in such an unhealthy way to stay hidden