Wow. ❤ I find love in darkness. Always. Somehow. I turn to animals and heal through healing them. Its the most perfect thing that ever has existed. At least for me.
I've been descending into the endless Abyss of Hell since 2011 - when I lost everyone & everything I loved in a Nightmare I relive daily. I just see a Ghost of my former self in the Mirror💧Yet I'm fighting theDevil 😈 to find the light & recover the Me I was B4...when I was living my Life's Purpose..
God hear my prayers. As a single mom things are hard on me both of my sons have special needs. Jesus give me strength I’m constantly struggling to provide for them. It’s overwhelming. Lord please help me as I constantly struggle to pay bills and constantly struggle to buy groceries for my children. The devil wants me to give up. BUT no matter what I face I KEEP FAITH in GOD.💕
Im proud of whoever i can help. Eventho everyone doesn't see some will an its been proven all the time. I thank the ones who also helped me. We come in many forms. Thank you most high(Jesus)❤
Every time I’ve started succeeding in life trying to go further. Life just has a way of coming and putting me back in my place. I keep getting up but each time I get up. I have to carry a new weight and the weights keep adding up. I have to carry more and more. The more I carry the longer it takes for me to get back up. The harder it is to take each step. Those weights you can’t just let them go.
Back in 2012 living stopped, just the Pain & breathing is left💔 It was the last 2yrs of my 16yr marriage & I lost everyone and everything I loved when my ex joined a Meditation Group that ended up being a Brainwashing Cult...he became unrecognizable & I was discarded like "trash"💔💧 Since then I can't function due to debilitating Complex PTSD. I miss my entire Life, I miss myself, longing to recover the shattered pieces of my Soul that are scattered across time and countries I've lost my Trust in everything I thought about this World 🌍 & when I go 2 sleep I don't wanna wake up no more💔😭
The few true friend in this hateful world. First is death is the honest and truthfully friend we going to have. The death the first and last person we going to see in this world Second is aloneness because we always alone this world. Third is the darkness because in darkness we going to know and see and knkw who we are are and what is important and be strength in the darkness
you are eternal.. what have you done to get your life to this place and what can you do to change it over time? life is an endurance race.. there is no real quick gratification.. its just suffering that will come later.. life is about planning.. if you cant have a man then that is reality.. its reality.. build your life.. all of you humans rush into relationships that destroy you and you do it over and over and over.. if you are out there trying to fornicate and thinking you will have a holy relationship you will just be a piece of meat for a male..
I was shown great rejection from what I trusted the most. And I somehow needed that. Because I still love them. And I think that says enough about myself. I am so "f word" proud of my soul. The only pain I feel in this world now that I am denied a sword. I am nothing but a soldier. I do not function without my sword. 🤍
"Even in the Abyss you will find the light of hope. In the Darkness you will find your purpose."
Wow. ❤
I find love in darkness. Always. Somehow. I turn to animals and heal through healing them.
Its the most perfect thing that ever has existed. At least for me.
I've been descending into the endless Abyss of Hell since 2011 - when I lost everyone & everything I loved in a Nightmare I relive daily.
I just see a Ghost of my former self in the Mirror💧Yet I'm fighting theDevil 😈 to find the light & recover the Me I was B4...when I was living my Life's Purpose..
"But to keep walking when all you see is darkness "...so true!
Thank you for your videos!
God hear my prayers. As a single mom things are hard on me both of my sons have special needs. Jesus give me strength I’m constantly struggling to provide for them. It’s overwhelming. Lord please help me as I constantly struggle to pay bills and constantly struggle to buy groceries for my children. The devil wants me to give up. BUT no matter what I face I KEEP FAITH in GOD.💕
God hears your cry. Be strong. You are never alone.
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Stay in your own light.
Im proud of whoever i can help. Eventho everyone doesn't see some will an its been proven all the time. I thank the ones who also helped me. We come in many forms. Thank you most high(Jesus)❤
Thank you for your perspective. It's really relatable it gives me strength to keep going as I walk through the dark and fire once again
This is the uncomfortable truth of the world
Every time I’ve started succeeding in life trying to go further. Life just has a way of coming and putting me back in my place. I keep getting up but each time I get up. I have to carry a new weight and the weights keep adding up. I have to carry more and more. The more I carry the longer it takes for me to get back up. The harder it is to take each step. Those weights you can’t just let them go.
I understand completely 💯 thats why i don't get a dog ,id have something to live for other than fighting ❤🎉
I know how it Hurts when someone breaks your heart, and you hide that it Hurts 😢
Back in 2012 living stopped, just the Pain & breathing is left💔
It was the last 2yrs of my 16yr marriage & I lost everyone and everything I loved when my ex joined a Meditation Group that ended up being a Brainwashing Cult...he became unrecognizable & I was discarded like "trash"💔💧
Since then I can't function due to debilitating Complex PTSD.
I miss my entire Life, I miss myself, longing to recover the shattered pieces of my Soul that are scattered across time and countries
I've lost my Trust in everything I thought about this World 🌍 & when I go 2 sleep I don't wanna wake up no more💔😭
The few true friend in this hateful world.
First is death is the honest and truthfully friend we going to have. The death the first and last person we going to see in this world
Second is aloneness because we always alone this world.
Third is the darkness because in darkness we going to know and see and knkw who we are are and what is important and be strength in the darkness
I hope you.find peace my brother.🙏🪽🤟🫶💛
@Dark Force,
Please do Jiren from Dragoball Super.
>7, 8;ate, Superman fortress of solitude, self existing red moon
Wow 😢
I don't think I'm strong enough 😭
This loneliness is going to kill me ! I thought the hard part was getting out. But No. This is the worse pain of all. 😢
you are eternal.. what have you done to get your life to this place and what can you do to change it over time? life is an endurance race.. there is no real quick gratification.. its just suffering that will come later.. life is about planning.. if you cant have a man then that is reality.. its reality.. build your life.. all of you humans rush into relationships that destroy you and you do it over and over and over.. if you are out there trying to fornicate and thinking you will have a holy relationship you will just be a piece of meat for a male..
@666Abaddon777 i was so isolated I don't know how to make friends or build a life. I'm 63 and not healthy. I'm just alone with my thoughts 24/7
@@PatriciaThorns why are you so isolated? are you in the city?
Eat the loneliness. It is your only friend. Embrace it. Cherish it. Look forward to it.
@666Abaddon777 I was married to a narcissist for 22 yrs
Not allowed friends
BRILLIANT, POWERFUL, POIGNANT…
Who wrote this please???
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He looks like Leon Kennedy
But you love Greif. Happiness is for suckers!
Being alone is a choice when push those who love you away.
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I was shown great rejection from what I trusted the most.
And I somehow needed that.
Because I still love them. And I think that says enough about myself. I am so "f word" proud of my soul.
The only pain I feel in this world now that I am denied a sword.
I am nothing but a soldier. I do not function without my sword. 🤍
Sword and shield. Shields up, friend.
God's Armour