It’s not about forcing. That’s the wrong approach and will never work because you are betraying yourself by forcing something. If there is something very wrong in the way he treated you, the best thing you can do is allow yourself to process what happened and feel your emotions and choose to release them and not hold it against him (for your own sake, regardless of him). If you can’t do this yourself and you feel you might need council, ( I don’t know enough to know how serious this issue is for you) then you should do that; out of self respect❤️ wish you much love!
How can I force myself to forgive him?
It’s not about forcing. That’s the wrong approach and will never work because you are betraying yourself by forcing something. If there is something very wrong in the way he treated you, the best thing you can do is allow yourself to process what happened and feel your emotions and choose to release them and not hold it against him (for your own sake, regardless of him). If you can’t do this yourself and you feel you might need council, ( I don’t know enough to know how serious this issue is for you) then you should do that; out of self respect❤️ wish you much love!