Saludos to all my raza out there in the struggle. My life was once without a purpose too but Christ came to my life and gave me a new beginning. He’s good if we humble ourselves
It's very sad to see, some vatos grow out of it and some can't kick the lifestyle and in the end all it does is bring pain and heartbreak to the ones that love and care for you.
True it's hard to leave it. I did 8 years for manslaughter. I went to court for murder and two attemoted murders. Looking at 3 life sentences at age 16. Already had 26 charges at that age. Some were still pending but we're dropped cause I was charged as an adult. I never left my gang. I just paroled out of state because my mom asked me to. I was 24 when I paroled. Still a knuckle head but was working 3 jobs and ony own after 6 months. Got married had kids and bought a house. I was lucky I guess. I can still go to the hood and get respect but I'm none active. I didn't leave my gang and I'm 48 now but I changed my life to a family man.
@@alfredomiranda6315 I have a very similar story to yours. When I was 16 got caught up in another hoods beef and someone got killed. They wanted to change me as an adult as well, they even let me bond out because I was being charged as a adult. Juveniles can't get bond here in New Mexico but good thing i had a decent paid lawyer. She got me a plea deal for conspiracy to commit murder and got me a youthful offender sentence in the new mexico boys school till I was 21 but she also got a 3 month reconsideration and when I went to court for the reconsideration they let me out. I wasn't a shit stick just got caught up in the wrong place at the wrong time. But just experiencing that at a young age really did set me straight i mean I still did dumb shit from time to time but I always had what happened to me when I was young and how it affected my mom in the back of my mind.
Im rooting for you perro!! One thing is living the life another is taking a life. Help out the young kids show them theres a different way. Es el cambio hermano. I did , it feels good making a change. God bless you guys. Amor
Ese cuarentas man much respect to that vato. Reminds me of one of my big homies aka "GATO" always tried looking out for us younger generation tought us how to get down and dirty but also always adviced us not to revolv our vida to only the gang and because of his words of wisdom and my own growth and reflections i did later on leave the hood behind. For all the younger people thinking you have to be tuff or be in gangs try to fight against it man sure you have good times but like 40 said there's a price to pay when you want to live the life. Now i understand reality and there are better things in life then to live and die by the gun im 25 and im glad to still be around but there are memories and traumas that'll never be forgotten.
I live in artesia an honestly made me feel more then any video ive watched cause it hits home ive had friends or family friends or an a family member who lost his life cause of some stuff an it really does affect people around u, this is isaiah im 17 an from artesia nm and i just wanna say all my prayers to u
I just came across this channel today and I'm loving it. I still live here in Artesia. I went to school with a few of these guys, including some of the ones mentioned that have passed on. I can tell you first hand that this town was wild at one time. Things have calmed down a lot over the years, but there was a time when you couldn't walk anywhere without altercation. I really enjoy these clips and it's nice to see our town get some exposure. Everyone knows Artesia for the oilfield and the football but if you grew up on the block, then you saw this whole town differently.
I'm from the barrio in Califas. As a kid I never wanted to be like those boyhood friends who got into gangs and went to prison. The Marine Corps saved and gave me the wonderful healthy lifestyle I have today.
Stay Humble We All Make Mistakes Dont Look Down At Homboiz in Hood Or Prison We All Live Different Lives.....streets All They Have Is Court Date Or Casket
You should make a parallel series of videos that showcase the people who were in the exact same set of circumstances yet DIDN’T choose to take the worse route. Their strength and courage to make good decisions in-spite of their surroundings should be acknowledged. There’s a ton of Latino people out there that should be given recognition.
Like me my dad was a sur 13 from Hobbs NM he was high up in rank, they wanted me to be next in line, so my mom moved us to Mississippi any time they tried to get me the black gangs from New Orleans would close their operation down so I got lucky so cartels started opening up operation trying to build a strong hold here for Mexican gangs making it much harder for me to hide from them I know this because fbi was looking for my dad and a little bit from close family members, eventually I got shot at going to NM visiting family there, but for the most part I live a normal life, it messes with me I can't visit family when I want to. I learned a lot from my dad how to make money that's why I was valuable to sur 13s, it was crazy for a long time until sur 13 are now latin kings.
Seriously. Why glorify theee violent people. There’s 9 good people for everyone who chooses life of crime and glorify thumbing. Violence abusing people. Assault battery. Pimping and raping women.
Don’t Norteños and surenos get along in New Mexico ? I heard in jails and prisons out there they eat at the same tables but wasn’t sure how accurate that is. New Mexico norteños always been kinda different
@@nuttynorthsouljaz7705 Depends on who you talk to, some of them are on that SK hype in NM. You are right though, they aren't like the Norteños from California. On top of that, New Mexico prison politics are way different, it´s all about what city you´re from.
cali don't even got chile. they all wear skinny jeans up there. nm is were its at the real chile red and green chile the real low lows n homies. not even hating.
I love what he speaks to the youth. As someone who grew up in Sureño gangs, I wish my brother, his homies & my homies heard this. My homie died months after turning 21 years old. Now he has a daughter that asks about him every day… Same thing with my brother & my nephew… Change your life around if you’re stuck in this cycle like the big homie says… We only have one life, let’s not waste it over something stupid… (For those that want to know, my homie was killed by Sureños from another hood because he got too much clout & my brother died at the hands of the law.. They could have resuscitated him if they wanted to, but let him die because he was a “meaningless gangbanger”….
Frank Blazquez the Tyler Sheridan of youtube mini documenteries. You seemed to have filmed the area with more feeling and weight than Tyler Sheridan did.
Ill say from my own exsperience.. when you are dying and you feel yourself getting weaker, tired.. you then start to feel this feeling that yr kinda starting to get outside of your body.. i didnt go any further than that feeling, but i knew 100% that that was the last stage of death! But when i was at the peek of worrying if i was gonna die or not, at that very moment everything became pin point clear.. my life.. all the regrets was very very strong with a sadness i can not put into words of how deep and sorrowful and heavy it felt inside of me! Ill never forget that feeling, you cant forget something so dam strong. Then the realization of what i have done with my life... and the waist of it and how spacial life really is. Its almost as if my brain.. no.. my soul, my very core being was downloaded with knowledge of everything in life, this world, and myself! all in a fraction of a second i was give knowledge of everything in the universe by God and i was very very ashamed of myself. Its the most dream like thing, but at the same time the most real, most awake and most alive ive ever felt then i died... (so i thought)darkness and falling.. falling faster and faster and soon i was like o no... im gonna hit the ground any second! Im not gonna go on what all happened after that but im here today and im going to tell who ever is reading this 100% with no doubts there is a hell, there are demons... and the king devil himself and where he sat is surrounded by gold coins all around, and there is a heaven, heavens angels just as well! Its more real in the next world than this earth! Your more alive too! Ill leave with this warning, when Jesus Christ 1st preached his 1st sermon what did he 1st say? He said..." repen"! Repent means to change your life, turn away from sin.. then he said "and believe in the gospel" gospel? What the gospel? Gospel means, the good news! In short.. turn from a life of sin and believe the Jesus Christ the son of God came down here and gave his life as payment of all mankinds sins, our debts have been pain in full. Anyways im writing a dang book here but anyone can be forgiven and have eternal life in heaven if they repent and believe in the gospel. Im no saint, you out there believe what you want and all i can say is.. you dont believe in hell? You will when you get there!!! Listen to a mans thats been in hell, he's here on youtube... im not trying to promote anyone or anything.. his name is Bill Weiss. If nothing else its some terrifying shit to hear and i believe 100% because i myself have had a similar experience and i wasnt fkin dreaming, i was more alive and awake than humanly possible believe you me! Its our own choice. Now im much older, hopefully wiser... i miss it sometimes, ive been mega ghetto rich many times.. and ive went days on end with nothing to eating.. in group homes in the 80's to turning 18.. then 21 locked up to living in a car for 6 months to having my own cleaning business cleaning working every day for 15 years straight with only Christmas day off till now today.. my moms passing just this August 25 2021 talking care of my father with Alzheimer's! My cleaning business thanks to covid is gone, i was making 100k a yaer cleaning 3 very large buildings myself.. to be back at square 1, as if im 18 again lol lifes a trip... but im alive to start again, ive got my 2 sisters n thats it... its more than some n less than most.. but im a fkin warrior, its what a hard life has mad me! A better wiser more loving and honest human being. Im still down.. but in the right way for all the right reasons. I havent had it the worst n i haven't had it the easiest either but im here.. your here.. you can achieve anything if you really want it in this life. Much love! May we all find peace and harmony.
Interesting, I took a .40 caliber hollow point bullet to the chest right outside my mom's house. I started leaking blood quick, the flow of it reminded me of the flow of oil when you are doing an oil change on your car, the moment when you remove the screw and the oil begins to flow out. Anyways as I was waiting for the ambulance I started to black out at that moment I accepted my death. I told my mom "mom I'm about to die but don't worry I have life insurance through my job you're going to get cashed out". The weird thing is I was conscious the whole time till the vascular surgeon came and they put me to sleep for surgery. I woke up 2 days later mortified but happy that I was still alive. The lesson I got out of it was that anything negative going on with your life doesn't really matter. I was depressed and wanted to die but after going through this I learned I don't really want to die... Just live your life. God is good 👍🏽💯🤝🏽
@@j.c.2787 this was amazing to me I don't really want to die that feeling I've felt that depressed feeling thinking like that glad your still here and I turned hard Christian after that kinda back peddled but I'm slowly starting to get back into it it's pretty life changing
Like homie said "it's all fun and games till you end up in the pen, then it's not all fun and games". Crazy how I thought of it like that in the beginning not knowing how lucky I was to be alive.
@Frank Blazquez Maybe something to examine for an episode? Ranks in the Eme... I thought it was simply each brother was equal rank and usually the boss of their "varrio". I know in some cases like Florencia 13 we have the "Three Kings" but still. So here we have a lot of guys online now saying we have lieutenants and captains... And lieutenants are known as the black hand/first or whatever they say because they can make the five full carnales. It is mostly old timers saying this stuff. Is that how it use to be back in the day but now everyone is equal or what is the story? So what is the true structure of the Eme?
There's no longevity in banging. Just the cemetary or jail . But I guess you know that when you join. We need unity in the neighborhoods. The genocide is destroying everything our ancestors fought for.
You know my respects cuase when I read ur comment I thought man you are the first person who has ever said gangs are bad but I don’t need to tell u that you didn’t put those of us that are or that were in a gang you said it right yes it is committing a genocide u learn from your mistakes SOME
i love the way this guy does his videos i dont know what it is but keep it up i wish you uploaded alot more frequent but from my understanding making video good ones especially take alot of time so its understandable i just think if you kept a schedule like one video a week u would have alot more subs but what the hell do i know about running a successful youtube channel im just a dropout crane operator
@@SANxJONERO i was born in Terceira Azores unfortunately living in a small island the opportunities are almost none existent so my moms whole side of the family had already moved to Toronto Canada came in 2000 been here ever since you must be Portuguese as well are you? Cause its vey rare some one knows that the Azores flag unless they are Portuguese
@@woody_fromda6ix206 yeah I'm Portuguese-American, parents from S. Jorge. Nice to meet you, hope you like it there. Whatever title you guys give Trudeau, man that dude doesn't seem like a nice leader. I know we got our problems in the states, but that's a deep subject.
Nothing about this lifestyle is worthy of the gift that is your life as the highest of miraculous creation on this cosmic body. I pray that Gods holy transformative spirit reaches the senses of these Nuevo Mexicanos. Peace in Christ hente. 🙏🏼💯
Not gente gente these vatos are not from New Mexico homie this is the clique from LO california they are from the city of Angels my man ARTA. What it’s called or ARTESIA
The man being interviewed is articulate, well -spoken and obviously very intelligent. Its sad to think of all what we may have lost in contributions to humanity what for a choice of gang life over further education. College, grad school...I think this man would have been - and could still be - successful in a professional capacity. He is way more than his tattoos. That stands out and is pretty easy to see. Yet, its sad also. Wasted potential.
I feel this all the time! If I would become a lawyer helping my people instead of slanging drugs to them! 💚🌷 A kid's mind is never wise! We don't snap how smart we are struggling and surviving! I fell into the trap when many other's do better!
Not everyone could afford choices of that nature to go to school...nor do they have a choice NOT TO BE IN A GANG or don't have the knowledge of other opportunities after their in...majority of us were so young and needing to find a 'HERITAGE' TO HANG on to or something to connect to...we didn't see people going to college and making it that was like one in every few or NOT AT ALL...ALOT of members never get to make it out their city/state to see what else is out there nd that people don't have to live like us...ALOT OF US ESPECIALLY 90S BABIES had our fathers locked up so the hood needed us to step up at a young age...murders at 12 or younger... Selling dope at 9 years old...by the time you turn 16 you can NO LONGER GET A JOB kuz of your rap sheet...shit we didn't have the outlets these kids have nowadays to SEE what other people in the world are doing with their lives...or access to information like we got now...so it's not wasted talent...we were a product of our environment and circumstances and times...WE ARE WHO WE ARE...BUT who we chose to be tomorrow is what matters
@@itachiuchiha2401 Your reply to my original post....I'm struggling for words. It's a incredible response and brings insight into a time and place that only one who lived it could present. Thank you Your reply brought to my attention an issue that many people will not consider they are blinded by. The issue is what I call 'soft racism' . For example, I have long considered myself to be very much an anti-racist and have put my time and money into causes that fight bigotry. I'm proud of those efforts however your reply brought home the fact that I still have much to learn. As a white male, I can never truly understand what the impact of systemic racism and injustice is because of all the intangible benefits that came from a upbringing where my color was a advantage. I learned important things from your reply and appreciate you taking the time to write it. I'm going to keep pushing for justice and doing my best to bring awakening to those of my color who fail to see how much more needs to be learned and done before we are truly all equal in humanity. Thank you for thaf.
He is still a very respectful responsible amazing human being. He may not have had a professional career but he is doing very well and is very successful with his music and is very happy in his life. His tattoos and gang life don't define the person he is inside. He is one of the kindest people Ive ever known.
Pobres vatos , they decided to go that evil route I feel sorry for their parents that busted their ass and broke their back for them . This vatos have no say for their own kids
Simon homeh you speak la neta even though I don't know you I went Tru the same shit been stabbed 13 time and got hit with a shotgun I had no kids when I was younger pero God had a purpose for me and kept me alive now I'm raising a beautiful boy and damn am I proud of him all youngster take heed La Vida loca ain't nothing nice mucho respeto homeh desde arizona 13
I just seen some foo make it on the news in Long Beach for making a restaurant called Mexihanas it’s a Japanese and Mexican food style restaurant and he gave back to community now that’s what we should all love to see 🇲🇽raza making something outta themselves instead of this bs .straight up homie
Much love from El Chuco. Not into the life personally but I’ve been exposed and I’m aware. We’re all human, we can only ever understand our own struggle, but at the end of the day none of us want to die. Stay safe, live your life, & respect others’ right to live their lives as they choose, too.
The problem is, while that’s all well and good…….innocent people get hurt or lose their life because of how others choose to live their life. If that wasn’t happening, then by all means live your life. Those people that lost their lives didn’t always choose to participate, but still lost their lives due too someone else’s lifestyle. 🤷🏻♀️
NM is a hard place to grow up in, but those who have overcame and are thriving are some of the strongest people I've ever known. Albuquerque is my hometown, i lived a gang life in my youth and somehow survived. I am now an IT consultant, a father of a Air Force sergeant and a grandpa of a 7 year old future president of the United States. I pray for all those struggling and living in the dark, i know it feels helpless at times but all you need is faith and ambition. Believe in yourself and protect your family. Life has a way of coming together. Puro Amor Familia. - Rage
"If you want to live a certain lifestyle there's a price to pay." That's real talk 100%. We are free to make our own choices, but we can't choose the consequences.
@Fak UA-cam Right! Many think they're slicker than fate or can dodge their karma. Oh well. Many will learn the hard way instead of listening to OG's or people who have been in the game. Best wishes para mi jente (Raza). Stay safe and strong in 2022! Happy New Year!
Thinking about this - what is a thug or gangster? One who protects their family at all costs, does right by them, honoring them and their heritage and will do whatever it takes for their peace, security and financial stability.
Outside of Cali eses over do it . Out here in Cali they don't dress like that no more for the most part . And sureno gangs here tatt up they hood not sureno all over . They just know they're surenos because they're in Southern Cali . And thats what they are in when they hit prison
not everyone falls under Cali ya it originated from there but everyone has there own politics shits annoying y’all think y’all run everything it’s not everyone I got real homies in Cali they ain’t hating like that but yet y’all can wear red claim 14 be Latin kings and nobody questions y’all ain’t everyone gonna dress like you
It’s crazy watching these because behind all the tattoos there’s a dude who was mislead that had talents and dreams that nobody knows about.. and almost all of them have regrets too. Regular dudes who’s surroundings got they ass. Stay up y’all
Saludos to all my raza out there in the struggle. My life was once without a purpose too but Christ came to my life and gave me a new beginning. He’s good if we humble ourselves
Amen brother! Glad to hear. Nothing sweeter in life than salvation 🙏✊
Amen !!! God Bless everyone with happiness and great health
ESA ES LA RESPUESTA QUE ESTABAS ESPERANDO. EL ES REY DE REYES ISEÑOR DE SEÑORES DIOSTE BENDIGA
Amen!!
Victory outreach nigga
It's very sad to see, some vatos grow out of it and some can't kick the lifestyle and in the end all it does is bring pain and heartbreak to the ones that love and care for you.
Well said and these guys actually know this because their lives involve pain and suffering. It's a choice and a weak one to choose.
True it's hard to leave it. I did 8 years for manslaughter. I went to court for murder and two attemoted murders. Looking at 3 life sentences at age 16. Already had 26 charges at that age. Some were still pending but we're dropped cause I was charged as an adult. I never left my gang. I just paroled out of state because my mom asked me to. I was 24 when I paroled. Still a knuckle head but was working 3 jobs and ony own after 6 months. Got married had kids and bought a house. I was lucky I guess. I can still go to the hood and get respect but I'm none active. I didn't leave my gang and I'm 48 now but I changed my life to a family man.
@@alfredomiranda6315
I have a very similar story to yours. When I was 16 got caught up in another hoods beef and someone got killed. They wanted to change me as an adult as well, they even let me bond out because I was being charged as a adult. Juveniles can't get bond here in New Mexico but good thing i had a decent paid lawyer. She got me a plea deal for conspiracy to commit murder and got me a youthful offender sentence in the new mexico boys school till I was 21 but she also got a 3 month reconsideration and when I went to court for the reconsideration they let me out. I wasn't a shit stick just got caught up in the wrong place at the wrong time. But just experiencing that at a young age really did set me straight i mean I still did dumb shit from time to time but I always had what happened to me when I was young and how it affected my mom in the back of my mind.
@@Lakridza67
Sorry to hear that 😞 with time things become better but it never really gos away
Im rooting for you perro!! One thing is living the life another is taking a life. Help out the young kids show them theres a different way. Es el cambio hermano. I did , it feels good making a change. God bless you guys. Amor
Ese cuarentas man much respect to that vato. Reminds me of one of my big homies aka "GATO" always tried looking out for us younger generation tought us how to get down and dirty but also always adviced us not to revolv our vida to only the gang and because of his words of wisdom and my own growth and reflections i did later on leave the hood behind. For all the younger people thinking you have to be tuff or be in gangs try to fight against it man sure you have good times but like 40 said there's a price to pay when you want to live the life. Now i understand reality and there are better things in life then to live and die by the gun im 25 and im glad to still be around but there are memories and traumas that'll never be forgotten.
Bro! I didn't realize you had 40k almost, you're gonna make it out man, I can't imagine how hard it's been. Hopefully UA-cam paying you. 1 day man.
I live in artesia an honestly made me feel more then any video ive watched cause it hits home ive had friends or family friends or an a family member who lost his life cause of some stuff an it really does affect people around u, this is isaiah im 17 an from artesia nm and i just wanna say all my prayers to u
I just came across this channel today and I'm loving it. I still live here in Artesia. I went to school with a few of these guys, including some of the ones mentioned that have passed on. I can tell you first hand that this town was wild at one time. Things have calmed down a lot over the years, but there was a time when you couldn't walk anywhere without altercation. I really enjoy these clips and it's nice to see our town get some exposure. Everyone knows Artesia for the oilfield and the football but if you grew up on the block, then you saw this whole town differently.
😂 such good comedy, acting tough and not even close. Get a job stop acting like thugs and your life will improve. Pretty simple
@dog8176 new mex is gay lol
It looked like a town full of rednecks
@@X56th_SFSYou and your dog look gay 😂
"if you can make it to a certain age you should turn your life around"
the older you get the harder it gets
I'm from the barrio in Califas. As a kid I never wanted to be like those boyhood friends who got into gangs and went to prison. The Marine Corps saved and gave me the wonderful healthy lifestyle I have today.
Stay Humble We All Make Mistakes Dont Look Down At Homboiz in Hood Or Prison We All Live Different Lives.....streets All They Have Is Court Date Or Casket
No disrespect to you homeboy but I would never serve
@@victorrosas9082 I'm a Marine and Xicano. I have everything in my life thanks to the United States Marine Corps
@@hjmendoza71 orale Rambo good for you. Thank you for your service
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#EDDIEMO
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I want to learn more about the gangs in Albuquerque like the brew town locos ,Kirk town piru, or Barelas and Sanjo.
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Mike's World is another really good channel with information about Albuquerque gangs. Check out his Albuquerque Gangland series of videos.
@@MichaelSmith-sd9kz I just discovered is channel the other day he has some good content
You should make a parallel series of videos that showcase the people who were in the exact same set of circumstances yet DIDN’T choose to take the worse route. Their strength and courage to make good decisions in-spite of their surroundings should be acknowledged. There’s a ton of Latino people out there that should be given recognition.
Like me my dad was a sur 13 from Hobbs NM he was high up in rank, they wanted me to be next in line, so my mom moved us to Mississippi any time they tried to get me the black gangs from New Orleans would close their operation down so I got lucky so cartels started opening up operation trying to build a strong hold here for Mexican gangs making it much harder for me to hide from them I know this because fbi was looking for my dad and a little bit from close family members, eventually I got shot at going to NM visiting family there, but for the most part I live a normal life, it messes with me I can't visit family when I want to. I learned a lot from my dad how to make money that's why I was valuable to sur 13s, it was crazy for a long time until sur 13 are now latin kings.
Seriously. Why glorify theee violent people. There’s 9 good people for everyone who chooses life of crime and glorify thumbing. Violence abusing people. Assault battery. Pimping and raping women.
@@jlpinson6968wtf nonsense are you babbling about? This totally is made up 😂
@@Cyanide999ok cyanide lmao go play ur fortnight bullshit u just a gamer kid
Ese 40oz un vato de aquellas nothing but respetos 🤜🏾💥🤛🏾
New Mexico ain't no joke the struggle is real I'm from Carlsbad New Mexico and all I got to say is God is good
Thank You Big Rasa, I've learned there's a bigger war and it's a game changer for me.
BROWN WISE AND PROUD!!!!!!!
You should do a video in Espanola, NM on the Norteños out there.
Is there alot out there?
Yeah but them surenos are coming out too
Don’t Norteños and surenos get along in New Mexico ? I heard in jails and prisons out there they eat at the same tables but wasn’t sure how accurate that is. New Mexico norteños always been kinda different
@@nuttynorthsouljaz7705 Depends on who you talk to, some of them are on that SK hype in NM. You are right though, they aren't like the Norteños from California. On top of that, New Mexico prison politics are way different, it´s all about what city you´re from.
cali don't even got chile. they all wear skinny jeans up there. nm is were its at the real chile red and green chile the real low lows n homies. not even hating.
I’ve been waiting for a new video, great stuff bro!
Your artistry Is dope af . Keep up the hard work!
That's crazy there's an Artesia 13 also in California los Angeles County
@Majestic Meno clown
You rolas are pura lumbre 🔥 ese. Keep bringing them out👍🏽💯
I love what he speaks to the youth. As someone who grew up in Sureño gangs, I wish my brother, his homies & my homies heard this. My homie died months after turning 21 years old. Now he has a daughter that asks about him every day… Same thing with my brother & my nephew… Change your life around if you’re stuck in this cycle like the big homie says… We only have one life, let’s not waste it over something stupid… (For those that want to know, my homie was killed by Sureños from another hood because he got too much clout & my brother died at the hands of the law.. They could have resuscitated him if they wanted to, but let him die because he was a “meaningless gangbanger”….
Fuck the law
You’re a very talented filmmaker. Blessings to all your ppl
Thats ese 40's respect. Saludos des de sanjo califas yee.
Frank Blazquez the Tyler Sheridan of youtube mini documenteries. You seemed to have filmed the area with more feeling and weight than Tyler Sheridan did.
Ill say from my own exsperience.. when you are dying and you feel yourself getting weaker, tired.. you then start to feel this feeling that yr kinda starting to get outside of your body.. i didnt go any further than that feeling, but i knew 100% that that was the last stage of death! But when i was at the peek of worrying if i was gonna die or not, at that very moment everything became pin point clear.. my life.. all the regrets was very very strong with a sadness i can not put into words of how deep and sorrowful and heavy it felt inside of me! Ill never forget that feeling, you cant forget something so dam strong. Then the realization of what i have done with my life... and the waist of it and how spacial life really is. Its almost as if my brain.. no.. my soul, my very core being was downloaded with knowledge of everything in life, this world, and myself! all in a fraction of a second i was give knowledge of everything in the universe by God and i was very very ashamed of myself. Its the most dream like thing, but at the same time the most real, most awake and most alive ive ever felt then i died... (so i thought)darkness and falling.. falling faster and faster and soon i was like o no... im gonna hit the ground any second! Im not gonna go on what all happened after that but im here today and im going to tell who ever is reading this 100% with no doubts there is a hell, there are demons... and the king devil himself and where he sat is surrounded by gold coins all around, and there is a heaven, heavens angels just as well! Its more real in the next world than this earth! Your more alive too! Ill leave with this warning, when Jesus Christ 1st preached his 1st sermon what did he 1st say? He said..." repen"! Repent means to change your life, turn away from sin.. then he said "and believe in the gospel" gospel? What the gospel? Gospel means, the good news! In short.. turn from a life of sin and believe the Jesus Christ the son of God came down here and gave his life as payment of all mankinds sins, our debts have been pain in full. Anyways im writing a dang book here but anyone can be forgiven and have eternal life in heaven if they repent and believe in the gospel. Im no saint, you out there believe what you want and all i can say is.. you dont believe in hell? You will when you get there!!! Listen to a mans thats been in hell, he's here on youtube... im not trying to promote anyone or anything.. his name is Bill Weiss. If nothing else its some terrifying shit to hear and i believe 100% because i myself have had a similar experience and i wasnt fkin dreaming, i was more alive and awake than humanly possible believe you me! Its our own choice. Now im much older, hopefully wiser... i miss it sometimes, ive been mega ghetto rich many times.. and ive went days on end with nothing to eating.. in group homes in the 80's to turning 18.. then 21 locked up to living in a car for 6 months to having my own cleaning business cleaning working every day for 15 years straight with only Christmas day off till now today.. my moms passing just this August 25 2021 talking care of my father with Alzheimer's! My cleaning business thanks to covid is gone, i was making 100k a yaer cleaning 3 very large buildings myself.. to be back at square 1, as if im 18 again lol lifes a trip... but im alive to start again, ive got my 2 sisters n thats it... its more than some n less than most.. but im a fkin warrior, its what a hard life has mad me! A better wiser more loving and honest human being. Im still down.. but in the right way for all the right reasons. I havent had it the worst n i haven't had it the easiest either but im here.. your here.. you can achieve anything if you really want it in this life. Much love! May we all find peace and harmony.
Glad you’re still here
Interesting, I took a .40 caliber hollow point bullet to the chest right outside my mom's house. I started leaking blood quick, the flow of it reminded me of the flow of oil when you are doing an oil change on your car, the moment when you remove the screw and the oil begins to flow out. Anyways as I was waiting for the ambulance I started to black out at that moment I accepted my death. I told my mom "mom I'm about to die but don't worry I have life insurance through my job you're going to get cashed out". The weird thing is I was conscious the whole time till the vascular surgeon came and they put me to sleep for surgery. I woke up 2 days later mortified but happy that I was still alive. The lesson I got out of it was that anything negative going on with your life doesn't really matter. I was depressed and wanted to die but after going through this I learned I don't really want to die... Just live your life. God is good 👍🏽💯🤝🏽
@@j.c.2787 this was amazing to me I don't really want to die that feeling I've felt that depressed feeling thinking like that glad your still here and I turned hard Christian after that kinda back peddled but I'm slowly starting to get back into it it's pretty life changing
I wish these videos were longer, you got something going here bro, shout-out to the homie 40 , keep doing ya thing my boy
My new favorite channel off topssss!!!
I'm from here. I moved though, but it's weird to see my home town being talked about
SOUTHSIDER13 🔵🔵🔵🔵
Much respect! Good work carnal!
Always look forward to these videos, would be interested in seeing some about Odessa or Espanola
Espanola chimayo.area has the highest violence.and.drug.overdoses.in amerika.crazy.
Thanx for making this video 💕
I miss you! I haven't gotten to talk to you face to face since the eighth grade! Do you even remember me? This is Miss Stephanie Nicole Kirkpatrick.
So devastating to see so much pain 💔 😢! Keep your head up❣🕊✝️🕯🙏My❤505
Like homie said "it's all fun and games till you end up in the pen, then it's not all fun and games". Crazy how I thought of it like that in the beginning not knowing how lucky I was to be alive.
Nation me 2
Quiuvole ese 40z much respect from chi town sur up:.
f 40's ese
@Frank Blazquez
Maybe something to examine for an episode?
Ranks in the Eme... I thought it was simply each brother was equal rank and usually the boss of their "varrio". I know in some cases like Florencia 13 we have the "Three Kings" but still.
So here we have a lot of guys online now saying we have lieutenants and captains... And lieutenants are known as the black hand/first or whatever they say because they can make the five full carnales. It is mostly old timers saying this stuff. Is that how it use to be back in the day but now everyone is equal or what is the story?
So what is the true structure of the Eme?
Love the channel ...respect from chicago .... keep u head up sr
I wonder if their artesia has any roots with ARTESIA from LA
I think there are several Artesias in United States.
The name comes from the from the Artesian well in the area
There's no longevity in banging. Just the cemetary or jail . But I guess you know that when you join. We need unity in the neighborhoods. The genocide is destroying everything our ancestors fought for.
You know my respects cuase when I read ur comment I thought man you are the first person who has ever said gangs are bad but I don’t need to tell u that you didn’t put those of us that are or that were in a gang you said it right yes it is committing a genocide u learn from your mistakes SOME
Sauldos Homie Sur love from Victoria Tx
i love the way this guy does his videos i dont know what it is but keep it up i wish you uploaded alot more frequent but from my understanding making video good ones especially take alot of time so its understandable i just think if you kept a schedule like one video a week u would have alot more subs but what the hell do i know about running a successful youtube channel im just a dropout crane operator
His videos are good. I am from Cali n subbed. Where are you from? You got the Azores flag I see.
@@SANxJONERO i was born in Terceira Azores unfortunately living in a small island the opportunities are almost none existent so my moms whole side of the family had already moved to Toronto Canada came in 2000 been here ever since you must be Portuguese as well are you? Cause its vey rare some one knows that the Azores flag unless they are Portuguese
@@woody_fromda6ix206 yeah I'm Portuguese-American, parents from S. Jorge. Nice to meet you, hope you like it there. Whatever title you guys give Trudeau, man that dude doesn't seem like a nice leader. I know we got our problems in the states, but that's a deep subject.
God Bless these guys... I hope they find their light!
fuck those people, son pura basura, y no valen verga.
Ese 40oz keep up the good work, glad to see you getting recognized 👏 👍
Saludos to all the Southsiders .. Sureno13 . 💯👊🏼
Fuck all you sewer ratas 187 for all skraps ….BIG BAD NORTE XIV POR VIDA W$T ….W$NG ….559 CALIFA$
@@adrianvargas9382 sit your farmer @$$ down and go pick me some fruit
@@adrianvargas9382 saludos to the fresno bulldog dropping you estrellas.
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#EDDIEMO
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Puro sur 13 hoe
Nothing about this lifestyle is worthy of the gift that is your life as the highest of miraculous creation on this cosmic body. I pray that Gods holy transformative spirit reaches the senses of these Nuevo Mexicanos. Peace in Christ hente. 🙏🏼💯
Not gente gente these vatos are not from New Mexico homie this is the clique from LO california they are from the city of Angels my man ARTA. What it’s called or ARTESIA
Praise be!
Bro, solid production on these videos, great cinematography and structure, props!
Sauld to Ese 40z and all of Artesia NM
4:28 isn't that the guy from the other video? When he fold?
Frank blasquez you are a fuckin master documentary maker man. 👍👍
Ese Fory Oz (40'z) saludos carnal de tu carnal Yoni Tapia desde Mexicali estubo de aquellas esta entrevista
Salute too Mexican Sureno life
SK
NORTE homie
Crazy shit man. What a strong soul you got brother. Peace and smoke 🍁
I used to be in the gang shit. But then I graduated 8th grade and grew the fuck up.
The man being interviewed is articulate, well -spoken and obviously very intelligent. Its sad to think of all what we may have lost in contributions to humanity what for a choice of gang life over further education. College, grad school...I think this man would have been - and could still be - successful in a professional capacity.
He is way more than his tattoos. That stands out and is pretty easy to see. Yet, its sad also. Wasted potential.
I feel this all the time! If I would become a lawyer helping my people instead of slanging drugs to them! 💚🌷 A kid's mind is never wise! We don't snap how smart we are struggling and surviving! I fell into the trap when many other's do better!
Not everyone could afford choices of that nature to go to school...nor do they have a choice NOT TO BE IN A GANG or don't have the knowledge of other opportunities after their in...majority of us were so young and needing to find a 'HERITAGE' TO HANG on to or something to connect to...we didn't see people going to college and making it that was like one in every few or NOT AT ALL...ALOT of members never get to make it out their city/state to see what else is out there nd that people don't have to live like us...ALOT OF US ESPECIALLY 90S BABIES had our fathers locked up so the hood needed us to step up at a young age...murders at 12 or younger... Selling dope at 9 years old...by the time you turn 16 you can NO LONGER GET A JOB kuz of your rap sheet...shit we didn't have the outlets these kids have nowadays to SEE what other people in the world are doing with their lives...or access to information like we got now...so it's not wasted talent...we were a product of our environment and circumstances and times...WE ARE WHO WE ARE...BUT who we chose to be tomorrow is what matters
@@itachiuchiha2401 Your reply to my original post....I'm struggling for words. It's a incredible response and brings insight into a time and place that only one who lived it could present. Thank you
Your reply brought to my attention an issue that many people will not consider they are blinded by. The issue is what I call 'soft racism' . For example, I have long considered myself to be very much an anti-racist and have put my time and money into causes that fight bigotry. I'm proud of those efforts however your reply brought home the fact that I still have much to learn. As a white male, I can never truly understand what the impact of systemic racism and injustice is because of all the intangible benefits that came from a upbringing where my color was a advantage.
I learned important things from your reply and appreciate you taking the time to write it. I'm going to keep pushing for justice and doing my best to bring awakening to those of my color who fail to see how much more needs to be learned and done before we are truly all equal in humanity.
Thank you for thaf.
Getting Jumped by 2 Nortenos in Prison ua-cam.com/video/d6X51R_ZB9U/v-deo.html 😂
He is still a very respectful responsible amazing human being. He may not have had a professional career but he is doing very well and is very successful with his music and is very happy in his life. His tattoos and gang life don't define the person he is inside. He is one of the kindest people Ive ever known.
Nice
That’s a large organization inside and in the outs.
Cool vids.
Been waiting for your videos bro... Great content!
Much respect so I'm not taking anything away from them but some people watch too many movies
eyy good job on the documentation my boi keep it up u got a vision i can see it
Ese40oz.
Putting it down with that
Oldie chichano sounds.
Pobres vatos , they decided to go that evil route I feel sorry for their parents that busted their ass and broke their back for them . This vatos have no say for their own kids
Foo you work at Walmart.
@@bLaZeRs4dub LOL
@@bLaZeRs4dub Don't be mad because your jefita crossed the border illegally and now you shame her.
Surenos 13 brown pride from Washington
I just started Arta 13 on the north side of Iceland
Orale
Iceland? There's Chicano gangs there too?
@@wsbst6682 yeah
Lol
@@theeverydayillusion7790 wtf lol
@@wsbst6682 he's being sarcastic dopey lol
Las Cruces NM next
I like the way you put edit on here🌞🙏🤙🤘
Simon homeh you speak la neta even though I don't know you I went Tru the same shit been stabbed 13 time and got hit with a shotgun I had no kids when I was younger pero God had a purpose for me and kept me alive now I'm raising a beautiful boy and damn am I proud of him all youngster take heed La Vida loca ain't nothing nice mucho respeto homeh desde arizona 13
0:41 IS THAT ESE 40’Z!???
Simon ese!
Yes 🤟
Ese 40s whats good carnal!! Stay up homie!! You vatos be troocha out there carnal!
Weres karper sur at address to send the down homie some issue $$ ?
NASTY BOYZ X3 is his varrio he got a some good rolas
Shout out to the homies ! 40z, Filero, Chubbz, ese Grouch ! T-ToWn Nuevo Mex
Aye that’s what’s up, love seeing the raza 🇲🇽🇲🇽🇲🇽 shoutout that boy ese 40z
I just seen some foo make it on the news in Long Beach for making a restaurant called Mexihanas it’s a Japanese and Mexican food style restaurant and he gave back to community now that’s what we should all love to see 🇲🇽raza making something outta themselves instead of this bs .straight up homie
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#EDDIEMO
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Ese 40z wud up big homie saludos from CHUCO
Absolutely love this channel
+1
Finally a well made doc on the gente.
So random, Artesia us a whole in the wall and there are so many good jobs out there in the oilfield.
They're not that great of jobs. Good pay but most are hella dangerous
Love the episodes keep it up
Any connections to Artesia 13 here in cali?
40oz music bumps got nice oldie beats and he kills it putting it down for the SS
Much love from El Chuco.
Not into the life personally but I’ve been exposed and I’m aware. We’re all human, we can only ever understand our own struggle, but at the end of the day none of us want to die.
Stay safe, live your life, & respect others’ right to live their lives as they choose, too.
The problem is, while that’s all well and good…….innocent people get hurt or lose their life because of how others choose to live their life. If that wasn’t happening, then by all means live your life. Those people that lost their lives didn’t always choose to participate, but still lost their lives due too someone else’s lifestyle. 🤷🏻♀️
Do you put soy sauce on your hot fries too?
@@boosteddaily1294 Chuco town records homeboy Thats right 😂😂😂
Your vids are great quality man, do you have any advice for me being out in Artesia?
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#EDDIEMO
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NM is a hard place to grow up in, but those who have overcame and are thriving are some of the strongest people I've ever known. Albuquerque is my hometown, i lived a gang life in my youth and somehow survived. I am now an IT consultant, a father of a Air Force sergeant and a grandpa of a 7 year old future president of the United States. I pray for all those struggling and living in the dark, i know it feels helpless at times but all you need is faith and ambition. Believe in yourself and protect your family. Life has a way of coming together. Puro Amor Familia. - Rage
"If you want to live a certain lifestyle there's a price to pay." That's real talk 100%.
We are free to make our own choices, but we can't choose the consequences.
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@Fak UA-cam Right! Many think they're slicker than fate or can dodge their karma. Oh well. Many will learn the hard way instead of listening to OG's or people who have been in the game. Best wishes para mi jente (Raza). Stay safe and strong in 2022! Happy New Year!
@Majestic Meno That's a subject I won't speak on. Neither in public or social media.
On some Barrio shit was my jam Firme ass song
So much despair, seems like it's either prison or death.
I live for these videos 💗
It always amazes me how gangsters are really good people. Good at heart and just down. The Lord is the Way. But Salud homie.
Thinking about this - what is a thug or gangster? One who protects their family at all costs, does right by them, honoring them and their heritage and will do whatever it takes for their peace, security and financial stability.
Its loko coming from burque to see all of Nuevos with the shits!!
As soon i saw that oil refinery i said midland texas . Trucker here from LA
Is there still alot of Gang activity in Artesia?? Iv never seen it, iv lived there for 2 and a half years.
Is this hood related to Artesia 13 (ARTA 13) that's in Artesia, CA (SouthEast Los Angeles) ??
No, Artesia is the name of the city they live in
@@dc-ve7bh Theres a city called Artesia in california in Southeast L.A. and the main gang is Artesia 13
Outside of Cali eses over do it . Out here in Cali they don't dress like that no more for the most part . And sureno gangs here tatt up they hood not sureno all over . They just know they're surenos because they're in Southern Cali . And thats what they are in when they hit prison
not everyone falls under Cali ya it originated from there but everyone has there own politics shits annoying y’all think y’all run everything it’s not everyone I got real homies in Cali they ain’t hating like that but yet y’all can wear red claim 14 be Latin kings and nobody questions y’all ain’t everyone gonna dress like you
Outside of Cali surenos is what you call super surenos even the surenos in northern cali over do it too.
@@ifoo5069 lmfao them Upstaters be looking like weirdos
@@annettevelasquez1234 yea
Are there any bulldogs in artesia?
My pitbull mix was from a rescue in Artesia. Probably belonged to one of these guys.
SURENOS SOUTHSIDES ARTESIA 13 CALI MR SPOOKY
Never lose hope love faith smile ❤️😁
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#EDDIEMO
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It’s crazy watching these because behind all the tattoos there’s a dude who was mislead that had talents and dreams that nobody knows about.. and almost all of them have regrets too. Regular dudes who’s surroundings got they ass. Stay up y’all
🎶Oldies are forever 🎶
i love your video homie really great great work everytime !!!
Hit like and now watching🙏🏽