KoRn Daddy Reaction (WARNING: HIGHLY TRIGGERING)
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- Oh my GOODNESS.
You did warn me, and I'm SO glad you did, if I had blindly gone into this, I would have been so chocked. And even going in to this prepared, did not mean that it was not worse than I expected.
Such pain and trauma here.. wow...
Just wow. And only watch this, if you're okay with some intense emotions coming up.
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Big hugs to everyone who watched this entire thing with me, and who also feel the effects. ❤❤❤
First time I heard this song, I had to look up history on this and, I had no clue Jonathan Davis went through some mess growing up - obviously until I heard about it. First time I heard the last part, I actually teared up.
I loved this song when it came out. I was 25 years old. I was feeling the same as you when I listened to it. ❤
I told you not to watch it But you went and did it now you can be scarred by the song !
You should react to SYSTEM OF A DOWN MIND lyrics, it's disturbing
it’s a sad song but it’s nothing out pure emotion and anger . and it’s real . i bet it was like therapy for jd making this
KoЯn in the 90's let thousands of kids and millions of people know they weren't alone! Because of this they were my favorite band.
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How did you do the backwards R
@@OnhisheadRussian keyboard settings яяя
@@Onhishead only the Яeal KoЯn fans can do this
HIW TF DID YOU DO THE R
The motherly voice in the end. So sad. It's like the type of caring mother that Johnathan wished for but couldn't have
That's his sister she is to sing that to him as a child
Was not the dad who abused him, was a babysiter, but both, stepmom and dad don't bilieved him...
And the record of a woman singing in the was the only record of his biologic mother, the one who really loved him...
And Jonathan said to the producer to keep rolling no matter what...
Congratulations Sabina, you did it...
Cheers from Brazil...
He was abused by his babysitter, who was a woman. The lady singing in the background is not Jonathan's mom. It's a singer named Judith Kiener. She's credited in the liner notes.
Boys get molested and raped by girls and women. But ALL care and compassion went to girls and women in human history. And then American and British Women turned this pattern into a full blown hatred and ignoring of the pain of men and boys. Yet we have this song that shows we exist. I had a similar experience to Davis when I was 12. It destroyed my personality for decades making me afraid of people. I only recognized it as happening and mattering at age 44 - over 30 years later. Apparently that is not uncommon for men and boys who were sexually abused. Yet ONLY Women and Girls matter. And men like Jonathan Davis are called scary and rapey and toxic masculinity by Feminists who helped ruin his life and the lives of many boys and men who just wanted to feel we mattered too. But we know we did not. Lowest on the totem pole or caste system of how much your live and feelings matter. With that, here is proof we exist - despite all the Feminist Mythology over a century of lies and hate.
1. Rape! Nothing bad should ever happen to women. Especially to white women! But other humans??? Fuck em.
williamsinstitute.law.ucla.edu/press/press-releases/high-prevalence-of-sexual-victimization-detected-among-men-similar-to-prevalence-found-among-women-in-many-cases/
2. Rape Culture!!! College is a haven for Rape Culture (TM). Because Patriarchy! Yet most teen gang rapists are girls.
news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2013/10/131007-sexual-violence-rape-teenagers-sociology/
3. Protect our girls!!! And our boys?? Who gives a shit? Stop sidelining the real issues!!!
time.com/37337/nearly-half-of-young-men-say-theyve-had-unwanted-sex/
@@spartan9199 I was told the woman singing was his half sister trying to calm him down
@@elijahtheboxingfan3877 judith is his sister
Nope in an interview he said it was a close family friend really close to his dad and step mom who also babysat him. Watch his response on it.
This is a very intense song, but reading through the comments in other reaction videos, many people have commented saying this song saved their life because they went through the same experience as a child, and this song showed them they were not alone.
It took JD over 20 years to perform it live.... and it went as expected, but his band was there to help him through it. The band is a group of truly amazing people to be so supportive.
❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻 exactly. Glad he had the support of the rest of the band
@Trey Hart True and even in 2015 when they did this live he stil broke down at the end. they are not just a band they are like brothers to each other
And They're from the same small town and essentially grew up together. Brian or head was Friends with Munky and Fieldy during high school and they had a band before KoRn before they JD joined.
He agreed to do this song live for 1 tour. The show I was at, when he played it the whole crowd stopped the moshing/jumping and just couldn't take their eyes off him. It hits way different when he is right in front of you singing it with everything in him.
from an article about the song:
[Lead vocalist Jonathan] Davis recounted to Rolling Stone that he didn’t even realize that his insanely raw emotions were being captured to tape at the time:
“It was just a special moment that I did not know was being recorded, for one, because Ross [Robison, album producer] is a prick and kept the fuckin’ tape running.”
Korn bandmate Brian “Head” Welch weighed in: “It was one of the most intense things I ever witnessed in my life. It was so crazy; I thought he was joking at first ’cause he was really bawling and everything. But it was very, very intense.”
For all of the raw wounds that were in the studio, though, this actually helped the band bond in a strange way, with everyone embracing Davis after his vocals were finished to make sure he was still on stable ground.
I can't ever listen to this without breaking down sobbing. I was sexually assaulted when I was 13 by my best friend's sister, and then a year later AT SCHOOL one of the seniors on the football team tried to rape me in the locker room after P.E. I will FOREVER be grateful to the Junior Varsity player who tackled him and rescued me.
(It's also what makes it hurt so horribly that after my divorce my stepdaughter falsely accused me of doing this to her... why? Kiddo, if you're reading this, out there... please, why?)
Thank you so much for doing this song. It's brutal. His actual abuser was a female babysitter. Mine was my mom. She passed 3 years ago, so I can finally be open about it. I never felt shame, but the rage took decades to get over. This song expresses that so well. To anyone who has experienced this, it's okay to feel like that. The real challenge is what to do with those feelings and all that energy. Bet on yourself and find positive ways to use it to your benefit. There is a path to happiness. It's just a rough and long road.✌️
Thanks for sharing 🙏🏻❤️
I can't share my experience yet, just don't have your courage dude...but much love to you, wish I had the courage you do chief. X
@MANNA
It's not courage. It's time and will. It took me many decades to realize that I could take the power back and speak out. We each find our own path. I don't know you, but I swear I am rooting for you to figure your own way through. I know it hurts. Much love to you because you DESERVE it. Be well. I hope you find peace 🙏.
Yes this facts
As a middle aged man who's only recently started to deal with the childhood molestation I experienced by a man that worked in the building we lived in, this song is very difficult to listen too, but my feelings are also validated by it. I spent a life time burying my shame and disgust with myself, because of growing up in an environment where boys were taught not to cry, not to express feelings and emotions, and being told not to be a "pussy", which ended in me acting out in violent ways, always getting into fight, trusting no one, passive suicide attempts, and getting deep into heroin and alcohol as a way to numb my feelings. The pain and anger of the loss of my childhood innocence, the feeling of being taken advantage of, is something that continually haunts me, has deeply affected my relationships in my past, and something I've dealt with by numbing my feelings. I have also accumulated other traumatic experiences as a child, like being in a country with a massacre born out of political unrest (hiding in our home with the sounds of gun and tank fire in the background, hoping the bullets won't pierce our windows and the tank shells don't hit our building... and having to flee in the middle of the night, through streets littered with dead bodies. Thankfully I made it through those experiences, have a loving family, and in therapy to deal with my trauma. Music like this is very important, and a band that got me through a lot as a teen was Alice in Chains... being able to hear them express emotions through their music and lyrics that I could connect with meant everything to me. I didn't have therapy as a kid, but I did have my music, which I believe saved my life. I know that a lot of kids go through very traumatic experiences, so I am really grateful that there is so much more awareness about this these days, and so many more resources now compared to when I was a kid.
Thank you so much for sharing this, so sorry you had to go through such experiences ❤️❤️❤️
@@sabina1118 Thank you Sabina!
Your beautiful
@@lynncolberg6552 Thank you!
I'm a therapist working with adolescent trauma survivors... powerful song ... bring me back to my own sadistic childhood with my step-father
This is based on real events that occurred during the lead singers childhood, I believe it was the babysitter not is father but his mum didn't believe him. They let the recording go on as he literally broke down singing it.
As a full on metalhead who pretends he is invincible... this song makes me ball like a child, and I still can't watch the entire reaction. Respect for giving it a listen dude, you have more balls than myself. X
The panic attack he has during this song gets me every time
This song they didn’t play live for YEARS & even now very rarely do they play it. I love that they kept recording Jonathan after to catch his legit crying & screaming. It made it that much more real. No one should have to go through what he did. Powerful song.
They play this song only once live in 93.
@@kaemelkamil9436 they played it in 2015 for something, i dont remember well
He told them to keep rolling, no matter what.
the song hadnt even been recorded yet in 1993 bozo@@kaemelkamil9436
i love your reactions, coz you just edit your thoughts into it instead of interrupting the music all the time.
and this song... it's hard.
it hits so friggin hard i just can't describe. every fucking time. i mean, john could not play this song live. coz... omg i gotta cry.
this band helped so many lost souls to find a way. john speaks out of so many souls. and all of them, with all their history, they all are just feeling humans. this band changed my life.
Beautiful comment! Thanks ❤️🫶
For as graphic as these lyrics are, the one line in particular that gets me every time is “I’m not a liar”.
To anyone who has been through this, you are not liars and you are not the problem. You did not deserve it and I hope that you can find peace somewhere within someday.
The crying bit was Jonathan authenticly breaking down at the end of the recordings. His band members rushed in the booth to console him
Korn is so awesome.. early korn was just pure fire 🔥 . They've evolved, naturally all bands grow up and change... but nothing was more lit than that first album and life is peachy.. and that woodstock 99 gig, 3 masterpieces 💯
Exactly, well said.
i have trauma dissociative amnesia. i’m not sure if it was my dad, but something certainly happened with an older male that my body blocked off before i could process it. it still affects me today. this song unlocks some of that pain, and often times i listen to it before therapy to try and break through that amnesia barrier that my mind set up and unlock those traumatic memories so i can process them. the first time i listened to this i had a meltdown, it’s so hard to listen to this without becoming emotionally vulnerable and sharing the his pain just a little bit. not only that, but the cover hits hard, too. the way his crying keeps going for an extended amount of time with barely any additional instrumental is so eerie. i love korn so much. it’s nice to be able to relate your emotions to music, especially regarding such a traumatic event.
You should try to remember small details from the experience, a small detail can make you remember everything. I had a similar experience and I actually thought that my older brother assaulted me for years but there was a small detail that made no sense. The person's neck veins pushed out way too much. Took me 19 years to find out what actually happened. Turned out it was wrong place wrong time situation. When I was 5 I just happened to be outside when a weird teenager(my brother automatically had name when I mentioned neck veins. Dude must had left a pretty big impression) who had only been in the place I was living at the time once and supposedly he never was there again. My brother showed him to me on instagram and I know it was the guy because of the same exact neck veins and all the memories came up. Then I got sick , nearly puked and now I think I am fine. I do have panic attacks from certain level of a physical contact though.
many wonder about this song, Jonathan suffered the abuse. Jonathan asked that nobody stop playing and even though he was crying and screaming after remembering the trauma the others didn't stop playing, Producer Ross Robinson thought about removing the audio but then gave up and left it all in the final mix and that's what we hear. This song was banned from radio for the lyrics and I think it was played a few times live (last time played in 2015) because Jonathan always leaves the stage
So im a phsyc major and i love to see and study how people react to this song. Ive listened to this song 9 times now and it doesn't get any easier i still end up crying after every listening.
It actually wasn't his father. It was his babysitter.
The voice in the beginning. It will forever be the most beautiful, saddest intro, I will ever hear.
Korn has always been a huge inspiration to people who dealt with trauma i know they have helped me my whole life i have a tattoo that says korn on my hand to remind me of who helped me when it seemed like no one else was there
Thank you for this reaction, I haven’t cried for years. Such a relief that you’ve unknowingly provided with this raw vulnerability. Thank you.
Thanks a lot for sharing this ❤️🙏🏻
Heavy metal can be a great form of therapy to get all the bad shit out of your head. Much love to my fellow heavy metal maniacs.
Metal is the only music that no matter language the message can still strike home
I've seen him do this live.....
On the 20th anniversary tour of the album...
Had my eldest daughter with who has a tattoo of see you on the other side album cover on her arm..
They played the whole album from start to finish..and going from a 20 years old kid into a 40 year old dad of then two girls, I said to her..no way they play daddy...
And holy fuck he actually did it...
I sang that whole gig....then just stopped in total jaw dropped amazement that jon did it...
I just wanted to hug him...
A life affirmed moment...
I chose the right band 20 years back...😎🤟
This song was about Jon Davis actual abuse growing up, it was done by his female babysitter, who is now dead, he did try telling his mom and dad about the abuse and they didnt' believe him, me being a victim of CSA by 2 female family members this song makes me cry uncontrollably
you are a freaking soldier to show us your full reaction.. and I assure you, we all cried.. when I was a teenager nu-metal was my coping music
This and Clown helped me feel more normal and help me get through high school
@@BrickNewton dude I just commented on other video this> nu-metal was like that.. saved lots of us.. broken children of that era.. helped us cope with our lives and growing up.. I'm 34 now and I have to tell all the young people: It will be alright.. don;t worry, stay strong < I know what you mean
hes had a really bad life, his wife died of cancer and left their children solely for him to look after. he was a anphetamine addict for years before. abused by his father and nodbody would believe him.is a really sad story. i used to have this album on cassette tape when i was a kid and used to play the album over and over while i was going through my parents divorce after my father abused us all.in some way i think it helped.i would go out on my own at age 11/12 and find somewhere far from anyone to be alone and listen to this album on my walkman and primal scream at the world. early korn was so powerful and raw,i think thats why i gravitated towards it back in the 90's. im now almost 40 and it still makes me cry hearing him get it out.cried watching this too..
I got their first album when I was in 8th grade, back in 94. I loved it and then got to this song, my jaw hit the floor when this came on. It's even more explicit in it's brutality and rage than Tool's Prison Sex, which is about the same topic.
Omg... I watched this. Your warned me, and I watched it not knowing completely what I was in for. It was the most raw thing I have ever watched. Dealing with so many emotions during the whole song. Watched the lyrics at the same time. Waow. I feel like giving him the biggest hug, just wanting to give him relief! Help him! And I felt like giving you the biggest hug!! ❤ waow... very intense 😱😭💔 But waow the importance of this song...
I've worked with children, who have suffered this abuse, for the past couple of decades. It really traumatizes children and can mess with the emotions of the people who try to help them.
Exactly. 🙏🏻❤️ That’s also my experience..
content warning for this reply: this couldn’t have been more important timing for me. i moved eight hours away from my family that beat me, told me i was exaggerating being assaulted as a child, and continues to insult everything about my life and my father just came unannounced to the city i moved to right before my birthday and brought all of that back up. thank you for being so kind. so empathetic. so wonderful and treating a song that made me feel so understood with the respect it deserves.
Literally the woman who you heard singing is his stepsister. It's literally the song she used to calm him down as a child. The rest of the band came in and comforted him even though he told them not to.
I first saw Korn on Beavis and Butthead in the mid 90's as a kid, and it was literally the exact moment I got into metal. I ended up getting this album somehow at 12 (I may have shoplifted it, I don't remember), and because of it I got heavily into music/instruments, songwriting, and became a musician (a crappy one, but hey, I've stuck it out!). I owe everything to this album, but even as a child who had absolutely wonderful, selfless parents (RIP dad, ya prick), this song still hurt somehow at that age. Hearing someone break down like that in a song just hit different, and changed me. So glad to see you checking this out, painful as it may be. Cheers from the US!
Hello. Just watched your reaction. I doesn't matter when people say that they are prepared for this song. This song will shred every emotion you have felt or are feeling at the time this is playing. I commend you for doing this. Great reaction and great comments. I still get choked up and I've heard this song many times. It hurts still. You feel it as he speaks. Much love. And stay true 🤘🤘
Thank you 🙏🏻❤️
I have been reading through the comments and it is pretty powerful to see how much love and caring for each other this brought. This is not a song but a experience, super strong performance of the dark emotions that come from carrying trauma. Huge respect.
This is so intense, and what makes it worse is knowing it is based in truth, I was in a similarly painful situation with my own Father, and identify with this song strongly, but the pain also has a message because I am here and he is Long Gone, survivors are so strong and I hope others realise that abusers use guilt and shame to control, the one thing missing from them is LOVE, be strong and remember it is not your fault
Love and peace Bill -X-
Bless you Sabina, it's a tough emotion to digest. It doesn't get any purer, rawer and honest than this. My love and respect to everyone who felt comfort in this most uncomfortable song/topic all time, peace
Thanks for your reaction. I used to listen to Korn all the time when I was in Highschool because by his lyrics, I knew the lead singer Jonathan had been through the same kinda things I have. I knew he felt what I felt every day and was still alive. So I knew I could stay alive too. Since then Jesus found me and has healed me so much. I hope this comment gives hope to anyone who’s been through it too. Also, this reaction gave me more hope for humanity. You’re such a sensitive and caring woman and that’s so beautiful. The world needs more women like you.
I have not listened to this song in so so long, honestly never wanted to really hear it again but seeing that you had listened and reacted to it I knew I had to watch this. The absolute tortured soul that Jonathan had to have been when the song was written comes through for me in the performance as much as the song lyrics. You did extremely well to sit through sitting through a song that is about that particular subject. I completely understood Sabina the need to take a break to calm down after putting yourself through listening to that.
I don’t personally relate to what happened to Davis but I can relate to the pain in this song it has helped me through a lot
Seeing the video of the recording session hurts to watch. Just hearing his pain is gut retching, but seeing the break, I can't describe it. (Edit: It has been well over a decade since I've watched it but if it helps, Head actually goes in to hug him. Which you can hear in the audio too. Although like I said, over a decade so I could miss remember.)
Hey Sabina. I remember feeling bad about Falling Away From Me. I figured you would eventually do this song since you provide insight, logic, heart and soul and genuine care. I have to say this being sweet. You weren't ugly crying either, it was beautiful crying. If more people were like you the world would be a more beautiful place
Korn helped me trough so many life struggles I was bullied a lot and Korn helped me so much to stand up for myself and be right to be angry
Sabina…. Holy shit. I love Korn, but I could never listen to this song. until just now. The whole way. I’m here at work, my gut wrenched, eyes red, and still taste the tears in the back of my throat. Thank you for listening to this, and giving me a platform/safe place to experience this. I’m the same age as Jonathan. Back then there was no safe place for this kind of experience. This makes me appreciate and love the dude even more. Thank you again.
Jonathan Davis actually said in an interview that it's not about his dad. that it was a family friend.
that's why the lyric says, I'll be your daddy...
Amazing reaction Sabina. I was wondering how this would go for you after your reaction to Falling Away From Me. This song to me really seems just more like a therapy session for JD more than an actual song. The fact he went through with it and put it out there I think is phenomenal and incredibly brave. Im glad you made it through and it was a pleasure listening along with you. Thank you for sharing your emotion too.🙏🤘🤘
I've seen Korn live 4 times every time they perform this song it all resurfaces for him it's intense
Track is so powerful!!! I didn't experience sexual abuse but my parents would take turns beating me. Started before I can even remember and went on till I was 13. It only stopped because I hung myself but fortunately my grandma came over because i wasn't at school.when she came to have lunch with me. She walked upstairs as soon as I stepped off the sink. That was 14 years ago and I'm living my best life now.
Don't be ashamed if you're having thoughts of suicide. It's ok and nothing to be ashamed of so don't let it stop you from getting help. Your life has no equal!
That was a very tough with Davies suffering for several minutes, and right after the song a discussion that i noticed back in late 90s.
Still breaks my heart hearing Jon cry like that. Always will. My heart and soul bleed for anyone having this kind of abuse haunt them. It wasn't your fault. You ARE loved, and you ARE important. Never forget that.
He actually broke down and he kept it in the album.its real what you are hearing
It also feels so real!!
So finally you did it! It takes a lot to handle that song. It's also a very important song, of course regarding the the subject of the song, but also for the therapy effect it had on Jonathan. The whole "Korn" album is a kind of therapy regarding chilhood trauma from the most common, like being bullied at high school, until sexual abuse. After so many years and so many listens this song still so brutal due to the rawness and the ending. This song was never played live until the 20th anniversary of the album release. They performed the complete album on stage and even after more than 20 years Jonthan was completely down nad it end of it, more than emotional. Bravo Sabina for facing that song
Thank you for doing this song. This album came out on my 4th birthday and a year later i fell victim to SA and it continued for quite a while. But first heard this song at 8
It takes a brave musician to write and perform a song which describes his own personal abuse. For me, this is a personal means by which some steps towards partial closure can be achieved. But, the memory of such awful events will be difficult to fully erase. There are many people out there who themselves have been victims of such traumatic events which may not have been judicially acted upon. Some years ago, I dealt with a case involving some people who who had been the victims of abuse at a care home. Believe me, this song only scratches the surface of the pain and suffering that victims endure. To read witness statements of the victims as well as various psychiatric reports is in itself harrowing. In fact I almost felt as though I was the victim. Sabina…this was a very brave song to play on your channel…to share the pain and suffering of a rock musician with your audience. For that I absolutely applaud you. To also share your emotions was another brave act. Once again you have demonstrated your abilities to elevate yourself above other reaction channels, and to provide something personal that other channels would steer clear of. Kudos to the subscribers who sat through this emotional rollercoaster. 🙏🙏
Thank you Sabina . This is one of the most difficult songs and topic but it' happens daily. Here in Arkansas a man is on trail for this he also murdered his 6 year old son. I feel so for the victims. I love your real emotions and I love your empathy. The world is a better place with you in it.
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Much love and respect to you for reacting to this very powerful and intense song. Jonathan Davis is my favorite vocalist ever, I've been a massive fan of Korn since 1994.🤘❤
Thank you for your words at the end. Appreciate it as someone who experienced similar experiences than Jonathan. Much love to you 🙏🏽🧡
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I love your point of view about that kind of situations
That's a recording of a real full blown emotional catharsis in a musical formal. It has to be so rare, I've never ever even read or heard anything like this. This is practically impossible to fake.
This is art. Expressing emotions through a medium and healing collectively ♥️😭🙏
I never experienced abuse like in this song but Korn was my favorite band when I was 11-15 years old and this song always made me feel emotional the pain in his voice is so raw
This is a difficult song but very true. I discovered Korn when I was in eighth grade and this song made me realize that I was molested by a neighbour when I was 6 years old,that would be 1993! Man I have never told this to anyone. Thank you for reacting Sabina, all my love and appreciation, thank you again.
Please talk to someone about this, make sure you get the help you need to be able to process this. It's taken me nearly 40 years to get help and I wish I had done it sooner
The pain in his voice breaks my heart.
I was molested by my step dads friend who he left me in charge of while he was out getting beer, it took 20 years to finally let it out but it consumed me inside for so long, now I am a step father myself and won’t ever let anything happen to him or let someone ruin his childhold, this song I discovered in my teens and in a way I knew that I was not alone and gave me strength. Korn was the hand that led the blind for all those years so thank you boys❤
trauma music is my childhood music. when ur a kid who isnt supposed to express yourself, music helps. music is nice cause you can listen to it by yourself and be completely vulnerable, and feel the passion in the recording. korn is very passionate music, in its own way
Hi Sabine. Nice to see you react to this great song. Powerful song. Based on real events that happened to Jonathan vocalist (Actually 90% of all the songs are like that) that is why he is the best, in his lyrics and interpretation. It had to be that way to hear it reach everyone with the strength it has. That's why the producer lets the recording run until the end. That's why you can still hear how in the final seconds they open the door of the recording booth where Jonathan is until he leaves, and in the same way the band finishes the song and continues making those "arrangements" and it is to let all the feeling flow. Powerful song. Powerful album, it's a masterpiece. Actually all the songs and album up to Take a look in the mirror are masterpieces. For me, eye. I'm a korn fan since Life is peachy. Great album too. Anyway, I obviously recommend that you keep listening to more of korn. That same self-titled album is full of good songs, Faget is another, ball toungue, is another, etc. Everything. Other good songs that I recommend are Alone i break, thoughtless, counting on me. Regards.
I love your videos and enjoy each one of them! And you’re so pretty too and you seem like a very nice person
First time I heard that song I was 13 I'm 45 now and still following the leader. Johnathan Davis is my favorite lyricist ever.
Outside the clear importance of this song to those who have also veen through a similar traumatic experience, it is also an important song to understand KoRn's music, particularly JD's lyrics across many of his songs. It puts a different level of understanding when he releases his emotions in to his music, covering many issues, challenges & feelings.
I think it's an incredible piece of art & something that sets the metal genre apart from most other genres - it's safe to cover any topic & by doing so gives a platform & relationship to those who go through similar struggles or challenges in life.
A little fact about the creation of this song, The band didnt know this song was about actual Events that happened to Johnathon until years later, So to think the entire time they think he's just performing in some way or another.
I got this album when it vame out. I felt the anger of the album. But it didn't make me sad until i confronted my dad, my mom sat on the couch as i called him out. She just read her book. I hated him, but was angry at her. I'm a lot older now, and talk to my mom. I didn't realize at the time how much she, too, was abused by him. Being able to commiserate with this song helped me get through the anger, and not feel so alone in my pain (as much as i wish no one else ever had to feel it, i appreciate that people can share their experiences and help each other deal with it). Thank you for the video
thank you for not talking in between and putting them beautiful notes on the bottom. this song means the world to me.
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Welp, you got through it. Well done.
As I commented on a previous video, it's not a particularly good number musically or lyrically. But it's as raw as it gets and serves it's purpose of expressing the thoughts and feelings of the victim.
But now the worst of Korn is behind you and you can move on to some of the "prettier" stuff, if you're up for more. :)
Me gusta mucho esa canción de korn transmite mucho sentimiento
It was a babysitter that SA him
He told his parents but they didn’t believe him , at least not him . That’s really him breaking down at the end 😢. I’m a survivor of sexual abuse and verbal abuse that affects me to this day . I met him like 5 times and he is so nice , humble and down to earth , such a brave, humble and down to earth man and one of the best musicians ❤
this is a song i cant often listen too because i know his pain but i cant help but appreciate the reactions that this song gets my first listen i was emotionally destroyed
No matter how many times I hear this song I'm never ready for it.
This is sooo brutal and real. This song breaks me every time even though I've worked through my trauma. My abuser is currently in prison after he was caught red handed with another young victim. But it would have never happened if adults would have believed me the first time. My parents believed me but others did not and it ultimately got dropped without a court date or anything.
Yeah, this song was quite the rude shock at the time.
Over 20 years later, you still take a beating listening to it.
I'm sure this hits every person who's listened to it differently, but when you know first hand what it's like to have your innocence (the most beautiful thing about children) taken away and mommy not give a f*uck it brings out a lot of pent up emotion at least it did for me. I was 2 when my mom's boyfriend took my innocents away then proceeded to help him get away when my uncle's and his friends wanted to "handle" it themselves (beat his disgusting a**). I was a young teen when I first heard this and it tore my soul apart but also made me realize I'm not the only person with trauma. It helped!
I read a long time ago that while recording, Jonathan broke down at the end of laying down the vocals and they kept the tape rolling and it's on the album.
Such a brutal song. I grew up in this era of korn they were definitely my favourite. Jon Davis was and arguably will always br my favourite singer as noone was able to push the limit of emotion like him. As a messed up teen I just wanted to connect with any emotion so badly.
I never completely healed from being that teen nor did I forget my childhood. I just found better ways to cope and let forgiveness in. I was able to see my abuser many years later and talk normally with them. In that hour I dissected them inside and turned them into the biggest joke, I turned a monster into a fool. And from that moment I turned them into the trash they are, discarded them and moved on. So purifying. Stay strong everyone.
I hate how accepting people are these days. I never got a chance to cry about my abuse and now as a 33 year old man and a father it hits me every time.
You did it, well done. I’ve got this album and have had it for 25 years now. Sending hugs ♥️ xx
Thank you ❤️ hugs back 🥰🥰
@@sabina1118 You’re welcome ♥️ xx
Never heard this. Don't think I could listen to this again. Very sad and a very brave man ! ❤
Falling away from me was a scream to parents that beat their kids, this one is more powerful
Thank you for doing this song. When I heard it that was when I stopped feeling alone.
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There is one more song like this on their second album called Kill you.Very intense, raw emotion!
I did warn you…! This song is SO powerful, and I adore it, but I can’t for the life of me listen to it…. I’m not an overly sensitive guy, but not afraid to show affection, and I can handle even the most dark subject matters, and just move on with my day… This song….I can’t even get past the opening without tearing up….
My wife had some random music on one day, and we were goofing around at home, having a great time, suddenly this song came on, and I just froze, she said I got really pale, and I immediately started tearing up, muttered “I can’t….” and just left the room…
I feel you ❤️
WOW! you did it! well done, very brave of you
I did! I was prepared by you all, but oh my gooooddddd.... 😭😭😭
@@sabina1118 you made a good point that men need to know this message too. speaking as someone who survived something like this there is a strange stigma that it can't or doesn't happen. but getting the anger and pain out, crying and healing is true. what I love is that this song exists making people going through this don't feel alone, it can save lives not just mine
This song hurt,hurt so bad as my wife was abused by her dad when she was a teenager and I never totally understood what she went through 😢
Well done for getting through this!
Thanks!!
This happened to me for years as a child. I didn’t tell anyone until I was 27. I couldn’t talk about it because I didn’t want people to think I was gay. My mom still downplays it. I’m a guy. I’m just supposed to suck it up and move on. Women get attention. Men get nothing.
That woman's voice you hear is his stepsister. She would sing that very song to help calm him down after an episode of abuse.
It's not he's father. It's his babysitter. One of the darkest songs ever written.
Oh wow.. indeed
This is one hardest and powerful sing.. I listen a long long time ago.. the lyric, voice, emotion effects me..But, Wow, u dit it.. What a brave.. 👍
Thank you ❤️🙏🏻