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Clementine just has me singing "Oh My Darling Clementine." Also, I'm a never-mo with 2 temple names apparently - Lydia Martha! LOL

Acting from everyone was so good.

I think the Topher Grace character was supposed to be the ward mission leader but they kind of chose to get it wrong that he would have a missionary badge cuz they thought it would be important in the movie for him to have a badge.

1:07:38 As an ex-Catholic (and never a true believer), “Our father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name-” enters my brain unbidden all the time. I’m sure some would try to tell me that means I believe somewhere deep down, but I think it’s more that I heard it every damn Sunday and Monday between the ages of 6 and 11 and happen to have obsessive-compulsive disorder. Great review/reaction, and it was nice to hear you both talk about and affirm one another’s interpretations!

Girl you hit the nail on the head when you said “I’m so glad I get to live a life on my terms” 😅 ME FUCKING TOO!! we all deserve that and it feels really amazing when you ACTUALLY feel like that too 🎉

I've been waiting all week for this episode. I saw it in theaters on Friday and I loved it.

Just watched Thomas Thorogood explanation of this movie and he does a good job of explaining how he thinks it actually points to Christianity! Also, i know you already had a former Mormon who stayed believing in Jesus on the pod (Nicole Mitchell) but since you mentioned in this video that you’d like the hear this perspective - if you’re looking for a former Mormon turned evangelical who you may disagree with more, there’s a sweet girl I’ve been watching for years named Sydney Frances who I think would love to be interviewed by you or John Dehlin, etc. She lives in MO so I don’t know if she’d be able to make the trip to UT or do a phone interview but i think it’d be a good episode to hear a different pov. :)

Never Mormon who appreciates the thoughtful stories of ex-Mormons about their deconstruction process. One book that I would suggest as part of your reconstruction process is "More Than Allegory: On Religious Myth, Truth and Belief" by Bernardo Kastrup.

I loved this movie!! Loved hearing your take on it from an ex mormon perspective.

Your interest in writing reminds me so much of how Alyssa Grenfell talks about her writing passion in connection to her LDS journey. She has a book called How To Leave The Mormon Church now

"I'm like oh yeah, I want to trade in my spaghetti straps and fun Swig flavors - which I wouldn't have to trade in - to come hang out at church with you three f*ckers. That sounds like a wonderful deal, thanks. I'm going to come back to the fold and be amongst people like you. No f*cking thank you ...Honestly that statement alone is kind of a slay patriarchal blessing" I'm literally cackling!!! I wish all ex-Mo's were this honest haha

11:54 it’s taken me years of unpacking… I grew up catholic in a heavily LDS area. I do love Mormon people don’t get me wrong… but the relentlessness of the trying to convert you is everything.

Literally my favorite episode and just so relatable and so healing and thank you for facilitating this interview and this space.

upSPEAK? do U knoW urSELF?

Exmo Lex has a series of videos on ‘Is Mormonism a cult?”

live it, love it, leave it

God talks to me like strat up I hear hos voice not all the time tho sometimes he's upset with me and God told me that I would live to be very very old and teach the gospel without fear and when I prayed if the church is true and he sed false truths are not hole truths and that shook me ounce I asked how much do you love me and God sed more then more. I have manny testimonys about God's grace and his ability to preform small Miracles I have been blessed by God with unshakable Faith and one woman sed I have Is delusional faith

Desperately needed a distraction today. Great video!! Good luck on your procedure!! ♥️

Forever obsessed with Hayley Rawle ❤️‍🔥

Your so much more then just your body and that goes fore all woman i had no idea people cared that much about something that had no actual baring on ther life(what you ware)and just by them saying mean stuff about you that just means your right and thare mad and jealous of you your a wonderful and magnificent individual.

45:04 you are beautiful in evry way dont believe people who are just jealous

37:08 you look fine nothing wrong with you your amazing and special in your own way

4:31 your awesome in every way your supper cool and bright God loves you no matter how you chose to be I love you BIG can't believe people are mean to you your so grate and ypur husband is lucky and ypu saved me from going to the temple and probably being traumatized so ty so so much ypur wonderful!!!

1:07:47 this is wildly off topic from the point of the video but the whole default trust amongst mormon men thing is crazy and so true I have a funny story about that. I was playing Team Fortress 2 and got an extremely rare item from a crate. It was my pride and joy. at the time i was doing that whole "dare to be a mormon, missionary work can be done anywhere" type of shit and put in my steam bio that im a mormon and would often quote BOM and Bible verses in the ingame chat and try to be what i considered a very "christ like person" to everyone, complimenting people's skills, items, etc. Some stranger on the server i was playing on caught wind of this and lied to me saying he was also a mormon and chatted me up about it. He then saw my rare item and said he'd pay me $200 for it because of how valuable it is. I agreed and gave him the item. He never gave me the $200 and he blocked me on Steam after changing his avatar and username. So now there's an Unusual Strange Merc-Stained warpaint Scattergun named "Pepper Steak" out there on the steam marketplace or in someone's inventory, swindled out of the hands of a naive 17 year old mormon boy.

So glad iv never been to a mormon funeral Iv been a pawbare 5 times and im 29 my mom died when i was 11 on my dads birthday and if that was part of gods plan thats messed up

The story at the end got me Im so sorry fore your loss

The gilt and the Pressure being so bad that i cry because i didn't go to church because my Anxiety is so bad i fell uncomfortable around people that i fell like are judging me and i don't want to have to explain myself but i still cry because i miss it and actually wanted to go so bad but couldn't because my mental health and get shamed or gilted fore not going even tho its not really my fault and having the elders help around the house with thangs i cant do myself and having them help me with other stuff makes me fell obligated to go because thats the " Least" i could do and the disappointment felling is bad enough to make me have a brakedown no at that point its Toxic and i thank i should stop but i am unable to Admit the church is untrue and idk if its brainwashing or just being a part of the church fore 11 years and its been a life gole fore me to go to the temple but i gave up on that when i leared from you what the temple was actually like and oh no i would definitely fell out of place and ty fore saving me from the damage it could have done because i shouldn't subject myself to uncomfortable and frankly scary situations with the shame i appreciate you

Love the dress

As a man the felling of expectation i place9n myself because of the Church i fell like i cant go unless i have a dress shirt and tie or everyone would be looking at me and even if i went with good close i would still be looked at anyway fore my attendance i fell gelt triped to go to church by the elders and i really thank iv been brainwashed because i can't brang myself to get out of the church or truthfully tell myself its not true evry time i do my brain makes an excuse but i also make excuses not to go to church and it makes me fell so bad and thats not ok and the felling of worthiness is hard fore me because of my family background my dad was in jail all the time and my mom died when i was 11 on my dads birthday so when i was 17 the sisters came by every day fore a year and fore over a decade its been my gole to go to the temple iv stoped drinking stoped smoking vaping and everything else coffie tee and i still wasn't Worthy because i had not been paying my Ties and now thanks to you the temple is nolonger my gole

I’m sorry I just have to say, YOU ALL LOOK VERYYYYY SIMILAR HAHAHA LOVE IT ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Bentleys laugh scared me so bad 😭

HAHAHA I laughed so hard when you got scared with Bentley’screepy laugh

Taking the Lord's name in vain in a Christian context generally means using Jesus as a swear word such as "Jesus Christ... Why did you do that?" when someone does something that you don't expect or annoys you. To most Christians, that I'm aware of, God/Jesus are not separate identities but one and the same.

I clicked on this episode sooo fast hahaha 👻 this one was SPOOKY

I can’t be the only one who always watches these thinking “oh my gosh her couch just looks soooo comfy” 😂 I need it! Also loved this one, perfect for spooooky szn

So you think same sex relationships are "bad ass" and you encourage it🤔 This is why women shouldn't be leaders of any church or missionaries

Y’all can educate about mormonism and the dangers of that church without being disrespectful to other Christians btw!

Calling the prophet Rusty reminded me of this CinemaTherapy clip: ua-cam.com/video/ilPn69Sa3_M/v-deo.html about calling Cady, Catty in Mean Girls (the discussion in the clip is about 3.5 minute long).

When I was in Brazil, one of the bishop councilor's had a wife who could communicate with a spirit in that way as well. She would know things happening across town.

I love Josie!! Also love you as well Haylie!! ❤

I think the portrait turns old instead of the man in the Picture of Dorian Gray. Loved this episode. Can’t wait to see Heretic!

I left the church in 2007 but didn't discover the world of serious therapy until 2019, through Pete Walker's book about CPTSD. Since then I've been on a dedicated path of healing. I've been seeing a skilled somatic therapist since 2022, every week. It's body based therapy, where we talk but also provide me a trustworthy other person (my therapist) who can help me feel things that were too overwhelming for me to feel on my own, and happened early enough that I didn't know I had "turned off" or blocked those feeling centers inside of myself. I mean, it makes sense now, but I didn't know I'd done that, or to what extent. Like plugging my emotional ears to loud, distressing sounds. I had severe depression for my whole life, and now I understand why. Not just the intellectual "why", though that is also important. But the many hundreds and thousands of memories I've now processed in therapy, and felt through, with a trusted other in the room with me. So many, many, many things I had just coped with, swallowed down, and "bucked up slowflake" to muscle through. That when a trusted other can witness the reality of it in my feelings, nerves, muscles ... I too can see and "admit" to my feeling self how scared and hurt I actually was all that time. And in so doing, regain the ability to feel joy in small things. To be very sensitive emotionally, in a good and strong way. Like replacing/repairing suspension components to really feel the road of life and respond, for the joy of driving (living) itself. It's a lot like doing psychedelics, in its depth (I've also had a successful run of IV ketamine therapy). You can't know that your own feelings aren't working right until you know. It has to be experienced. That's what newer therapy modalities are more focused on, and before allowing my skeptical self to try it, I could never have known what I didn't know, or had never felt, or what I am capable of when it comes to joy and vibrancy of life itself. Now I know. I know who I actually am, and I very much like this person :D

No one: JS: 🧙🏼‍♂️🪄

There are a lot of ghost stories from missions. Some are bad ghosts. There was one from England where the elders lived in a 1500s home apartment. One night the elder awoke to find he was levitating near ceiling level. When he yelled for his companion he turned on the lights and then the elder dropped to the floor level. They packed their things and moved out that night to the other elder's apartment.

Great, I commonly wake up between 3-4 a.m 😭. Now I'm freaked out.

When I have too much Vitamin B/Energy Drinks, I have severely demonic, detailed dreams. Apparently it’s common.

this was so fun, please do more spooky stories!

Regarding witching hour: that’s when I wake up hungry 😂 It’s gremlin (or should I say, ghrelin) hour for me.

They taught us how to check spirits and cast out a demon in PRIMARY!! I had nightmares for months. 🥲

I’m from southern Utah and I’ve heard the Montezumas Treasure story almost word for word. There’s a specific cave lake that people say it happened at. To this day the entrance gate is now all boarded up and abandoned looking 👀