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This is therapy. 1 year after rock bottom.
This video is, in a way, a response to a video I made last year, where I was at complete rock bottom. This entire video is read from a journal entry. Thank you for watching.
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Відео

My tattoos don't care about you
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Thank you for watching. This video will not be monetized. Please support my Art Account: lewisroweart More content soon.
2024 vocal demonstration
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2024 vocal demonstration
Healing from a highly toxic relationship and leveling up as a result (My experience)
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Healing from a highly toxic relationship and leveling up as a result (My experience)
Shattered Realm -All Will Suffer Vocal Cover
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Sorry no mic
Important Advice For Young Car Enthusiasts
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Important Advice For Young Car Enthusiasts
The Better Harley (My New Bike)
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Check out my guy thebucklebastard
I’ve been in a dark place
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I’ve been in a dark place
American Traditional Hand Tattoo Experience (Pain, Healing)
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Thank you for watching this video, if you enjoyed it, please Subscribe to the channel to show your support. Any questions you may have feel free to ask away in the comments below, I try to reply to every single comment I can! Follow my Instagram! - frostyfez
How I Quit Smoking/Nicotine
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How I Quit Smoking/Nicotine
MK1 Vauxhall Agila Ownership Review (Daily Driver)
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Thank you for watching this video, if you enjoyed it, please Subscribe to the channel to show your support. Any questions you may have feel free to ask away in the comments below, I try to reply to every single comment I can! Follow my Instagram! - Lewisrowezer
My 123 BHP MK5 Zetec S
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Ford Fiesta MK5 Zetec S (1999-2002) Ownership Review + Buying Guide!
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Thank you for watching this video, if you enjoyed it, please Subscribe to the channel to show your support. Any questions you may have feel free to ask away in the comments below, I try to reply to every single comment I can! Follow my Instagram! - frostyfez
Why Is This Knob So Special? (CAE Shifter Review, FAQ)
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In Hindsight the CAE Shifter is just a stick and knob but it's much more complex than that and in this video I speak about what it is, what it does and answer some FAQ's for you! Cae make a wide range of shifters for different cars, You can grab one of these from: www.regalautosport.com/ Alternative their direct website link (In German): cae-racing.de/ Thank you for watching this video, if you ...
The Most USEFUL Tool For Fords!
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Thank you for watching this video, if you enjoyed it, please Subscribe to the channel to show your support. Any questions you may have feel free to ask away in the comments below, I try to reply to every single comment I can! Follow my Instagram! - frostyfez
What It's Like Owning A Modified Fiesta ST - Ownership Review
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What It's Like Owning A Modified Fiesta ST - Ownership Review
BEST Upgrade So Far! CAE Ultra Shifter!
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BEST Upgrade So Far! CAE Ultra Shifter!
Ford Fair Was Awesome And Now I'm Shattered
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Ford Fair Was Awesome And Now I'm Shattered
Adam's 450BHP MK3 Focus RS!
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Adam's 450BHP MK3 Focus RS!
Fresh 3D Gel Plates For Frosty!
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Fresh 3D Gel Plates For Frosty!
Let's Look Around My 260 BHP Fiesta ST (Updated)
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Let's Look Around My 260 BHP Fiesta ST (Updated)
How To Make Your Ford Fiesta ST FASTER
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How To Make Your Ford Fiesta ST FASTER
Driving Dave: Modified Fiesta ST150 POV Drive (Project Dave)
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Driving Dave: Modified Fiesta ST150 POV Drive (Project Dave)
Frosty DIY: CHEAP Sunstrip For Fiesta MK7 / MK7.5 (Revisited)
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Frosty DIY: CHEAP Sunstrip For Fiesta MK7 / MK7.5 (Revisited)
Fiesta ST180 Cam Bucket Replacement - Restore Your Fuel Pressure!
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Fiesta ST180 Cam Bucket Replacement - Restore Your Fuel Pressure!
I Found The Problem!
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I Found The Problem!
Replacement Badges | Cleanest Mod For The Fiesta ST!
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Replacement Badges | Cleanest Mod For The Fiesta ST!
5 Best: First Upgrades For The Fiesta ST (Revised)
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5 Best: First Upgrades For The Fiesta ST (Revised)
Fiesta ST Turbo Elbow Upgrade!
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Fiesta ST Turbo Elbow Upgrade!
Fiesta ST180 KMS Hurricane 3" Exhaust Sound
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Fiesta ST180 KMS Hurricane 3" Exhaust Sound

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @TIRK125
    @TIRK125 7 днів тому

    this sounds like AI

  • @anonymous-jt8du
    @anonymous-jt8du 9 днів тому

    Lol can you hear the violins to? 😂

  • @EvelynVillodas
    @EvelynVillodas 9 днів тому

    Which fuse to pull? What’s the description name? I have an 08 mercury mountaineer it connects but no sound.

  • @AndrewDyson-un8gg
    @AndrewDyson-un8gg 9 днів тому

    I have both my hands tattooed and my fingers hurt the most

  • @MrWoods0_0
    @MrWoods0_0 11 днів тому

    Looks like you’re reading from something of the internet. Stop milking it blub blub

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 11 днів тому

      I take it you didn’t read the description

    • @anonymous-jt8du
      @anonymous-jt8du 9 днів тому

      ​@@lewisrowezer7193no one cares man 😂 we all have struggles thats called life the fact you think your special because of yours is laughable

  • @avatomosrs3148
    @avatomosrs3148 11 днів тому

    I’m glad you’re doing good bro. I met you on osrs probably 4-5 years ago. If you ever need anything my messages are open

  • @michaelquery2642
    @michaelquery2642 12 днів тому

    Did not work did everything you did step by step did not work try different fuses

  • @uktony1525
    @uktony1525 12 днів тому

    I agree with everything you say. I have a 2005 model and I love it. I use it for local trips whereas I also have a new Hyundai Tucson for anything longer (the basic Avila is more fun to drive without the multitude of warning lights the Hyundai has !).

  • @BeastsBugsandBrandon
    @BeastsBugsandBrandon 13 днів тому

    Go you man, anyone that isn't unique and different is boring... I started watching your videos when you were modding fords, i had a st at the time and loved seeing your the stuff you did.

  • @Paperbutton9
    @Paperbutton9 13 днів тому

    Wait, why the hell did I subscribe to this guy? I forgor

  • @baileypiatto8912
    @baileypiatto8912 14 днів тому

    This really shows how far you’ve come, and how inspiring your life is already when it’s only just taking shape. Keep doing what you love and sharing your story im proud of you man.

  • @growinshadow
    @growinshadow 14 днів тому

    Bro I feel you also had a very toxic ex and still recovering, lost my dad to suicide when I was 10. Hard times this year fucked me but i could also reflect very much i hope we find our ways🙏🏻 I know that feeling to well being different.

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 14 днів тому

      It wasn't my first Rodeo, I went through a repeat scenario last year. I understand how it is mate. Are you in therapy? Sorry to hear about your Father. I'm definitely on the path now. It's possible and it will happen for you.

    • @growinshadow
      @growinshadow 14 днів тому

      @ i can relate, yes i even get Esketamine, my therapist is a really good guy. Wbu? Thanks man im also sorry about your mom and the stuff that you go trough.

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 14 днів тому

      @growinshadowAmazing mate. Keep on going. So I was put on antidepressants when I was 14, I only came off them last year. I didn’t really understand anything I just suffered. Lots of coping mechanisms and masking behaviours. I found a great therapist at the beginning of the year and it’s really transformed my life, I was quite emotionally immature before then and I’ve come a long way this year but still a long way to go. It’s all I’ve been used to really, thanks though mate. Just starting to piece things together now, 22 years later. Keep going man x

    • @growinshadow
      @growinshadow 13 днів тому

      @ thanks man, wish you all the best for your recovery! Yeah i feel like the masking is over for me im feeling a lot of emotions at the time but mostly anger, sadness and besides all of that there is my inner voice saying : keep going! Some days im just tired and hope it all comes to an end but i want to feel happy again and clean. I think it’s all part of the process and i hope we find peace 🙏🏻

  • @fiestaturbo1287
    @fiestaturbo1287 14 днів тому

    Don’t buy what you can’t afford.

  • @FireWoodOfficial
    @FireWoodOfficial 15 днів тому

    How many people subbed because of the fiesta st content? lol

    • @jack26cowlishaw
      @jack26cowlishaw 14 днів тому

      me. how times have changed 😂

    • @fiestaturbo1287
      @fiestaturbo1287 14 днів тому

      Frosty 🙌🏿😂

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 14 днів тому

      Sorry to kill the vibe guys, but I left that phase of my life a very long time ago. This channel is my channel and there will be a variety of different types of videos from now on.

    • @fiestaturbo1287
      @fiestaturbo1287 14 днів тому

      @@lewisrowezer7193 from a outside point of view mate you seemed a lot brighter and happier then and now very dark and uncomfortable, I wish you all the best mate

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 14 днів тому

      @@fiestaturbo1287I was in crippling debt, fat and absolutely miserable. UA-cam is not an accurate representation of who someone really is. It’s a performative platform especially if you’re a content creator. I didn’t even know who I was back then and I masked it all very well. Thanks for your wishes though, all the best man.

  • @wtb00
    @wtb00 15 днів тому

    Cover Undying

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 15 днів тому

      Great band. I was thinking of doing some Prayer For Cleansing covers. I need a microphone first.

    • @wtb00
      @wtb00 15 днів тому

      @lewisrowezer7193 they'll be just as good to cover mate, also noticed you've had more neck tattoos will you be doing a new tour?

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 15 днів тому

      @@wtb00 Definitely next year I'd say. I'm going to restructure this channel next year. It's a great foundation to show where my life's at now I actually know who I am. I have a few more neck tattoos, some on my face. I have more planned. I'm currently working on my full backpiece with Sam Ricketts if you know him, he was the original vocalist for Eternal Lord, great guy and tattoo artist. I Actually sold him my old bike earlier this year lol. Thanks for sticking by!

  • @weirdobagins8948
    @weirdobagins8948 15 днів тому

    Mmmmm very different to say the least

  • @MrWoods0_0
    @MrWoods0_0 18 днів тому

    Absolutely spot on Lewis.

  • @khotsoapele3880
    @khotsoapele3880 Місяць тому

    The way I just started jamming for a good 30 mins as soon as I could hear the sound from my car... 😂🔥 Appreciate the help brother! 😁🙏

  • @isabelmillican6790
    @isabelmillican6790 Місяць тому

    So glad I found this video!! Sounds a bit ridiculous in the grand scheme of things but it’s incredibly infuriating when your music won’t play for absolutely no reason. Thank you so much!!

  • @richardbrown1733
    @richardbrown1733 2 місяці тому

    Thanks for the instructions, sorted my sons issue out. 👍

  • @realredirect
    @realredirect 2 місяці тому

    wow i lke that one

  • @freemanontheland507
    @freemanontheland507 2 місяці тому

    ⚠️ just disconnect the battery terminal & reconnect within 5 seconds..problem solved until it disconnects (every couple of months, give & take)...

  • @waynedollimore7825
    @waynedollimore7825 2 місяці тому

    I’m going to add a comment in 2024 as for those where this matters it definitely works.

  • @ThePerson444
    @ThePerson444 3 місяці тому

    You go all in on your hobbies and I'm here for it.

  • @mvandell
    @mvandell 3 місяці тому

    Hey brother Awesome video 🙏❤️ Tattoo artist and singer/music producer myself. I'd DM you but can't here on UA-cam.. d'you use any other socials where I can? ✌️🔥

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 2 місяці тому

      Hey man my instagram is lewisroweart feel free to contact on there!

  • @Yorks-em
    @Yorks-em 3 місяці тому

    Good to see you looking happy and healthy Lewis, some wise heart felt words and advise 👍

  • @pyrre3
    @pyrre3 3 місяці тому

    Honestly, got broken up with my almost 3 year girlfriend a few months ago now. I knew there we're toxic things like her cheating on me with a few people ( not to the deep end, as far as i know) and just going out not really being the girl for me. Still stayed in the relationship because i was so keen to the person since i forgot everybody else around me. She ended up ending things with me cause i was going thru the hardest year (This year) of my life. I was not perfect at all, i told her many times i wish there was more in me to give for her, but i cant force that. After it ended we hungout for like 4-5 nights on and off until she just cut me off i guess. I handled the break up okay'ish. I was alone for a month completely isolated and just processing what has just happened, but i also realized i was meant to break up with her like almost 2 years ago now when she did all kinds of fucked up things to me. I feel like she was toxic as hell, not the girl of my dreams. But still i miss the person and the relationship. Cant really get out of this cycle of missing her on and off. Idk why but i wanted to open up now here. haha, thanks if u read this and glad ur doing way better.

    • @pyrre3
      @pyrre3 3 місяці тому

      Adding to this, i related to you highly because i lost myself completely in the relationship. Not knowing who i am at all and what i wanna do. That is the worst part... wish to get something to help me towards a purpose :) if u have any advice i'd be happy to hear.

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 3 місяці тому

      Hi mate, reading your comment based off how you described things it sounds as if though she is highly narcissistic, toxic for sure, especially if she’d been cheating and jumped ship when things weren’t well for you. She could’ve communicated she wasn’t happy and broken up with you respectfully, but she chose to go behind your back instead - which is not something you’d to someone you respect. Honestly the best and only advice you could benefit from is to 1) get into talk therapy with a paid therapist 2) explore a new area in your life which piques interest 3) Start practicing self validation 4) Do physical activity every single day. Work on building your discipline so it’s solid and work on building on a new skill or hobby and in time everything will be better again.

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 3 місяці тому

      @@pyrre3Allow me to add that you don’t need to be in a relationship to be truly happy in life. Build yourself back up slowly and steadily and fill your bucket with good things so you get to the point where you don’t rely on the thought of another person for your sole happiness. I’ve learned that a partner should add to your life, not become it.

    • @pyrre3
      @pyrre3 3 місяці тому

      @@lewisrowezer7193 I appreciate the long answer. Yes, therapy starts soon, i exercise alot im pretty fit and been journaling for 2 months now. I guess im on the right track, bad days just happen.

  • @Rm008-f8k
    @Rm008-f8k 3 місяці тому

    I had a similar experience bro its so hard to find out and especially find our own faults why we accepted this behaviour. Good video mate

  • @MrWoods0_0
    @MrWoods0_0 3 місяці тому

    That’s got to be the weirdest thing I’ve seen you do. Lost the plot.

    • @lewisrowezer7193
      @lewisrowezer7193 3 місяці тому

      I’m so glad you’re here to tell me that mate

  • @chrsb1
    @chrsb1 3 місяці тому

    just did my car, thank you!

  • @baileypiatto8912
    @baileypiatto8912 3 місяці тому

    Brutal🔥

  • @nokturnalrot
    @nokturnalrot 3 місяці тому

    insane for the amount of time you’ve been practicing vocals🔥 proud of you homie

  • @RickHardcore
    @RickHardcore 3 місяці тому

    Great screams my friend!!

  • @benjones1793
    @benjones1793 4 місяці тому

    Saved me at least £100. thank you!

  • @michellecruz1322
    @michellecruz1322 4 місяці тому

    THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

  • @tlameloross9172
    @tlameloross9172 4 місяці тому

    Thank you so much for this video

  • @degsy5
    @degsy5 5 місяців тому

    You are a legend! Sorted out a sync issue on our old Fiesta. Tried all the resetting etc but nothing worked 🙌🏻

  • @NathanaelChoisser
    @NathanaelChoisser 7 місяців тому

    I have faith that this will fix the issue on my 2015 ford focus, but in the passenger compartment fuse box there is no fuse responsible for sync. There are two that may do it F67 - bluetooth phone voice control and F79 - Audio unit, hazard and door lock buttons. Is there a different fuse for sync somewhere else or does anyone know which fuse I should try?

  • @davidcheshire1074
    @davidcheshire1074 7 місяців тому

    Owned 16 cars. Cupras bmw audi, if anyone asks what my favourite was... it was one of these i still miss it after all those years what a car

  • @alanyoung8694
    @alanyoung8694 7 місяців тому

    Booked in Wednesday you’re video was very informative I’ve survived under arm and sternum so fingers crossed 👌🏼👊🏻💪🏻

  • @TUCKER01
    @TUCKER01 7 місяців тому

    Did the exact same thing brand new seat Ibiza Fr

  • @logeevers8948
    @logeevers8948 8 місяців тому

    I have the same car and did a muffler delete. Sounds the same with stock exhaust. But I switch it back (sadly) because when idling on same speed, it makes an annoying loud rumble that everyone knows it's not sportive but just a muffler delete

  • @RichardHart-hs7vg
    @RichardHart-hs7vg 8 місяців тому

    Anybody thinking about doing this mod don't. Stick with the oem elbow it's awful increased vibration and makes your turbo sound awful. Complete waste of money.

  • @shaunsnyman5107
    @shaunsnyman5107 8 місяців тому

    We call a fiesta st in south africa a little tick

  • @etnaddemzen6447
    @etnaddemzen6447 8 місяців тому

    I've got the same problem on my ford fiesta, i just followed what you've said i was amazed its working again thank you so much mate thumbs up for you

  • @rwvaletinganddetailing4431
    @rwvaletinganddetailing4431 8 місяців тому

    This video fixed my problem after the garage couldn’t. Thank you 🙏

  • @pekukuryku3457
    @pekukuryku3457 8 місяців тому

    Thank you my man, bless you and your family, beer from Wrocław for you🎉

  • @KajLindholm-zx5ss
    @KajLindholm-zx5ss 8 місяців тому

    I know this is old video tutorial, but i just have to say thank you cause this video really helped me in this very enoying bluetooth disconnecting issue. Thank you very much!

  • @ThePerson444
    @ThePerson444 9 місяців тому

    Yeh. You went in hard on the car scene, I could see the financial stress build and I don't even know you. Because I've been there, but we all need to make our own mistakes to come out better at the other end. Shame your fiesta was ducking insane, you must of spent M3 money.

  • @alexheyesshooting6541
    @alexheyesshooting6541 9 місяців тому

    Wise words!