Go you man, anyone that isn't unique and different is boring... I started watching your videos when you were modding fords, i had a st at the time and loved seeing your the stuff you did.
This really shows how far you’ve come, and how inspiring your life is already when it’s only just taking shape. Keep doing what you love and sharing your story im proud of you man.
Bro I feel you also had a very toxic ex and still recovering, lost my dad to suicide when I was 10. Hard times this year fucked me but i could also reflect very much i hope we find our ways🙏🏻 I know that feeling to well being different.
It wasn't my first Rodeo, I went through a repeat scenario last year. I understand how it is mate. Are you in therapy? Sorry to hear about your Father. I'm definitely on the path now. It's possible and it will happen for you.
@ i can relate, yes i even get Esketamine, my therapist is a really good guy. Wbu? Thanks man im also sorry about your mom and the stuff that you go trough.
@growinshadowAmazing mate. Keep on going. So I was put on antidepressants when I was 14, I only came off them last year. I didn’t really understand anything I just suffered. Lots of coping mechanisms and masking behaviours. I found a great therapist at the beginning of the year and it’s really transformed my life, I was quite emotionally immature before then and I’ve come a long way this year but still a long way to go. It’s all I’ve been used to really, thanks though mate. Just starting to piece things together now, 22 years later. Keep going man x
@ thanks man, wish you all the best for your recovery! Yeah i feel like the masking is over for me im feeling a lot of emotions at the time but mostly anger, sadness and besides all of that there is my inner voice saying : keep going! Some days im just tired and hope it all comes to an end but i want to feel happy again and clean. I think it’s all part of the process and i hope we find peace 🙏🏻
Go you man, anyone that isn't unique and different is boring... I started watching your videos when you were modding fords, i had a st at the time and loved seeing your the stuff you did.
This really shows how far you’ve come, and how inspiring your life is already when it’s only just taking shape. Keep doing what you love and sharing your story im proud of you man.
Bro I feel you also had a very toxic ex and still recovering, lost my dad to suicide when I was 10. Hard times this year fucked me but i could also reflect very much i hope we find our ways🙏🏻
I know that feeling to well being different.
It wasn't my first Rodeo, I went through a repeat scenario last year. I understand how it is mate. Are you in therapy? Sorry to hear about your Father. I'm definitely on the path now. It's possible and it will happen for you.
@ i can relate, yes i even get Esketamine, my therapist is a really good guy. Wbu?
Thanks man im also sorry about your mom and the stuff that you go trough.
@growinshadowAmazing mate. Keep on going. So I was put on antidepressants when I was 14, I only came off them last year. I didn’t really understand anything I just suffered. Lots of coping mechanisms and masking behaviours. I found a great therapist at the beginning of the year and it’s really transformed my life, I was quite emotionally immature before then and I’ve come a long way this year but still a long way to go.
It’s all I’ve been used to really, thanks though mate. Just starting to piece things together now, 22 years later. Keep going man x
@ thanks man, wish you all the best for your recovery!
Yeah i feel like the masking is over for me im feeling a lot of emotions at the time but mostly anger, sadness and besides all of that there is my inner voice saying : keep going!
Some days im just tired and hope it all comes to an end but i want to feel happy again and clean. I think it’s all part of the process and i hope we find peace 🙏🏻
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