Chloe Adams - The Doctor Said
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- Опубліковано 28 бер 2017
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The Doctor Said Lyrics:
I'll be lost inside my head
Bad thoughts til 4am
Then I'll try to sleep
And I can't tell anyone
Im so scared they'll get up & run
So I
Don't speak
And oh, I miss when we were younger
The days were so much funner
Weren't they
Oh, I book a new appointment
Its Another disappointment
They're all the same..same..same..
When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know,
Because i feel so alone
And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
Cus the doctor said you're fine
My own mind can lie to me
They all say its anxiety
But I.. just think its me
Now I've lost so many years
My pillow's a tissue
For my tears
But you, never see
And now, I can't even eat my dinner
Mom says I'm getting thinner
Am I?
Oh, I book a new appointment,
Yet another disappointment
They're all the same..same..same
When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know,
Because i feel so alone
And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
Cus the doctor said you're fine
But he don't care bout me..
He'll just go home
To his family
Why does no one see..
Im not the girl
I wish that I could be..
Cus the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
"Why does no one see?
I'm not the girl that I wish that I could be"
That line 💔
I READ THIS AS SHE SAID THAT EXACT THING!
@@jemma2441 OMG SAME! I WAS JUST GONNA COMMENT IT
@@vane7095 lol
These pills will help you remember how to smile got me and Oh when we were younger, the days were so much funner, weren't they?
"But what does he know? Because I feel so alone. And Mom and Dad keep telling me I'm alright. Because the doctor said you're fine."
*The most painful thing to hear is a crack in someone's voice when you know they are about to cry.*
It is, it would break the strongest of peoples heart
*Or the crushing anxiety you get when your trying to hold back tears to be strong but your voice cracks and you cant help it*
Ansley M. True...sadly
Ansley M. I agree
On a slightly unrelated note, whose idea was it to name the catch in your voice when you’re about to cry and the inhuman noises during male puberty with the same phrase?
Ikr
“Your just pretending to be depressed”
“Your pretending to be suicidal”
*The only thing I’m pretending is my happiness...*
Trueeeeee......I can understand 😭😭😭. The toughest time is when no one trusts you and you have to pretend that u r fine bcz u don't wanna hear anymore taunts. 😭😭😭😭😭😢🥺😢🥺😢🥺
So sorry how are you doing today
When you try say what your going through - already hard - and no one supports you
no one cares
no one listens
and you just mumble 'okay'
That sums life
i agree but this song can apply to many other things than depression.
“I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funnier”
“Cause I feel so alone”
“My own mind can lie to me”
“My pillow’s a tissue for my tears, but you never see”
“”Why does no one see, I’m not the girl I wish that I could be”
Really relatable lyrics
Same!
Same
After listen this song I realized there is more people who is in pain mentally but can't speak to anyone,im so relatable to the song i can feel ever words ,can't even share to anyone how lonely I am,All i do is just pretending to be happy and smile.
"You don't look depressed at all" "you smile a lot"
" I never saw you crying"
Some days are just better, but it doesn't mean I won my fight against depression. I wish people could understand this
Same. Also, 90-100 % of my smiles are fake.
my are all fake no want to be sad it just me and I'm sad inside
Same, at school the kids do something funny and I don't even know what their laughing about so i just laugh along like I'm "fine"
❤️
"You never are crying or upset"
" *in my head* it's a mask that I wear and a wall input up. So that you wont see me for who I am and I wont lose you"
People always ask why people that are sad or depressed listen to songs like this. It’s because we feel so numb and we don’t want to talk and listening to music like this puts what we feel into words. It also lets you know that other people feel the same way you do. That you’re not the only one going through what your going through. There are other people who have the same bad thoughts that you have. And that kinda makes people feel a little better
Exactly. Everyones always like if youre sad listen to happy songs. Like how is that going to help. Right now being happy isnt whats going on amd happy songs make it worse because WERE NOT HAPPY.
thank you. everyone criticized me for listening to the depressive music. my ex insisted that i had to listen to i am woman hear me roar, and i said i don't want to listen to that song. i want to let it consume me, just for a little while. please.
Exactly.....
Thank you
i'm so glad to be alive on internet age, i could've died
It’s really annoying for me for some reason that my older siblings all have depression, diagnosed.
My sister has anxiety.
My brother has ODD
My mom completely ignores my problems because my brother and sister are actually diagnosed and need the help. But when I ask for help my mom says ‘you don’t have anxiety, you’re not anxious. You’re just saying that because your sister is.’ And I just-
I know you don't know me but if you ever need anyone to talk to just tell me and I can give you my snap or anything, just because your not diagnosed doesn't mean you don't deal with it... I deal with the same thing but with my little sister
My mom does the same this except she says I'm just "copying her for attention" even tho I am diagnosed. She just focuses on the younger ones bc I'm old enough now I don't need her to "hold my hand" as she says
Sometimes people can’t acknowledge our suffering because they can’t handle their own. But it doesn’t mean you’re wrong. And there are resources out there and support for you. You don’t have to be alone.
My mum just doesn’t believe me
Don't worry I get ignored too and no my sister doesn't have anxiety and my brother doesn't have ODD. They just ignore me
2024 people here?
5 or 6 years ago when I was younger, I would have this song on repeat for hours
Yeah I am still here, Chloe speaks to my soul
I’m 33 and this song speaks to me when I was 15 and at 33 I am bipolar. That should say it all
Hellloooo I'm still listening This song since I was 12 maybe.
I’ve been listening since 2017 can relate to Almost every lyric
People would say
"Are you sure you have depression? You smile quite alot"
I smile alot cause I don't want people to worry, or at least see me differently.
There are episodes where I would want to lie down and just let it consume me cause I'm just so tired of everything but other days I lay down and cry my heart out cause I don't want to be like this. I want to have friends, have fun and smile without feeling like I'm at verge of crying.
But other days feels like I've already given up
It's like drowning being chained to a weight
I like how You are now same
Same
Exactly it just doesn’t make sense. I’ve always had the same problem. I’m always there for when the people I know need help but then I smile and say, it’s okay it will be fine, don’t worry it won’t stay too long, and then I go lick myself up and don’t care about anything. I smile at jokes but I still feel dead. It’s really amazing how depression works isn’t it. It tricks your FAMILY into thinking you are a drama queen and your friends into thinking your annoying
Don't be sad, there's so much who understand you more than you know
I like how You are now Same I hate it I lost all my friends because of my “negativity” or how I say I hate the world if they were real they would accept it and stick with me
It’s sad to see so many people saying “I relate to this” 😭😭😭
💜
yeah ;( also armyyy
i wanted to post the exact same thing lol :)
Hi, co-army :)
And yeah, I also can relate to this.
Omg my beloved army’s noooo
"and oh I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funner, weren't they"
That hit hard 😔
I’ve been coming back to the songs I was listening to years ago and I’m surprised I’m here, to everyone else who has come back to this too, I’m proud you made it this far
"But he don't don't care about me, he'll just go home to his family."
When you realize, it's just a job.. They don't really care if they help or not.
I don't know how encouraging this can be, but to become a psychiatrist is my dream and my vocation. It's something I hold dear to my heart, because due to certain experiences of mine I realized that to provide emotional relief is the biggest gift you can ever do to someone.
I'm not sure that I'm going to succeed, but I promise that I'll try my absolute best. I'll care about it
So.e do mine doesn't he cant even remember my god dang name
I want to be a psychiatrist despite my family's disapproval because I don't want others to feel like I do. To almost end it like my brother. To hurt others because of their anxiety and depression like my best friend and then beat themselves over it. There are ones who care who truly want to help just as much as the ones who don't care
@Giulia Ferrucci, I want to do almost the same. I want to be a physiotherapist, and enter the field of psychology as well. I want to help, and if I can help those around me, then I can help others. I will care as well, and I’ll try to help. So, see? Now there’s two looking out for people
1 million percent true a Dr just thinks they are there to help you and kick you out they don't care if your hurting unless it's a family member , then it's a whole new story my kids leg is dislocate I'll give him a crazy amount of oxycodone and xanax and any other drug i can think of to make sure he don't suffer for a second !!! I come in with a bullet wound to my arm and a bullet loged in my jaw the take the bullet out sew me up put me on antibiotics and send me home .that's an honest to God true story I can back it with photos and multiple people swearing on the kids lives it was what happened . I had two holes in me and not even a vicoden to take home just antibiotics .
You're Not Scissors, Don't Cut.
You're Not Glass, Try Not To Break
You're Not A Wall, Don't Block Everyone Out
You're Not Stupid, So Don't Act It.
_But_ I Can Tell You What You Are
You're Beautiful, Don't Let Anyone Tell You Different
You're Strong, So Don't Act Weak
_You Are Yourself, And That Is All You Need To Be._
Thx this made my day a little better
But what do you do with the voices. I don't can't control my body, the voices do.
Julie T thanks that made me smile
Julie T i cryed reading this, thx
Julie T love this!
This song still gives me chills years later. So beautiful ♡
There's one liitle girl
Lost in her thoughts
Who made up stories
For her to escape the real world
In her mind there's darkness
Darkness that no one can see
But only herself
Sometime she tried to run
But end up coming back
Breaking down even more
Now she doesnt know what to do
In her little world
The darkness is eating her
Not letting her to go through
Every silent is her comfort zone
But sometimes
Its the one that breaks her
Everything is a mess
She is a mess
Failed to be a good example
Of a happy girl
Her mind is so full
But her heart is empty
The feeling of emptiness
Slowly drowning her
Making her suffer
Feel the pain
Feel the loneliness
Feel the sorrow
For the one the is no good
The one who is weak
Who cannot face the world
Because in her
She cant even face herself
She is scared of her own
The nights scares her
Another night to feel the pain
Another sleepless night
But no one knows
What's in her mind
Because she is the one who sucks
Who cant tell anyone
Who cant trust anyone
Who cant open up
To the things
Thats going in her little world
The liitle world
That is about to kill her.
Wow so beautiful
@Tizianxp Thank you so much ❤️
@@briannalickfelt5245 Thank you
@Tizianxp Still not doing fine but thats okay. Thank you for the concern .
How do you know my story?😔
Depression is like your body is trying to survive while your mind tries to die....😔😔😔
I can relate
Thanks for the understanding
Its true😭
Been there.. Can relate
It's also feels like drowning, but without water
Me: don’t cry
Me: please don’t cry
Me: Shauna don’t cry.
My eyes: *hold my beer*
Sunshine Cloud haha priceless and yes!! The tears!! This song touches my soul!
*Hold my tears*
Same Here ^^,
XD!!! Hold my beer 😂😂😂😂😂😂
Sunshine Cloud do you have a facebook account?
"I miss when we were younger the days were so funner"
"These will help you remember how to smile"
"When the docters says I'm fine one at morning one at night"
"I feel so alone and mom and dad both tell me I'm alright" these hit way to hard this is a rlly good song
I realize how important the line ,"My own mind can't lie to me," is. Because your mind can never lie. You always know deep down.
“Isn’t it sad when you get hurt so many times you can finally say you’re used to it?”, unknown
People ask me all the time, “ Are you really depressed? I see you smile and laugh all the time.”
edit: I'm doing much better now, but thank you for the concern, I'm sorry that so many of us relate to this song, but I just wanted to update on how I'm doing.
I ever wonder if they even pay attention. If you look closely the smile doesn’t read my eyes. My wrist don’t have cuts but have you seen my thighs? You claim you’ve seen the truth but have you noticed they’re lies? I wish that people would understand what I’m going through... yes I smile and all the fake stuff but that’s cause I don’t want y’all to worry about me. No I’m not a drama queen and yes I do feel numb. This isn’t a joke and is very serious... I, I honestly wish someone would just accept people like us and lend us their shoulder to cry on.. Its a lot to ask for in a way since this isn’t really a normal thing to go through but I just wished they don’t look at me differently or just leave me... in here to talk if anyone needs it.
Wish best of luck to ya Chloe!! Please continue to alert the world of what we are going through... thank you once again.
Played this song for my friends, and they made fun of me... I almost never listen to music at all, and I really do enjoy this song and it really got to me when my friends started laughing at the lyrics even though they know I'm depressed, taking meds for it, and that I cut myself, and have cut my neck before. i just wish i could go back in time to when i was happy i feel you so much though no one has even noticed ive cut myself either the only people that know are the 4 people ive told, and i always smile i look at it as more of a job than anything else so i can make others feel better because i think being around me makes them feel bad/sad/uncomfortable if im not smiling
I'm here if you ever do want someone to talk to. or just rant. Or cry. I won't judge. We all need it sometimes
I got u cause I find this bad when nobody thinks ‘their smiling but what’s in their head’ it’s the appearance that throws them off an dit sucks so much but I’m here for anyone ☺️
Also while I’m here Army Helala B stay strong angel
@@smallraccoon7561 💜
Okay I really think she'd get a golden buzzer if she went on America's got talent tbh
Too bad it's scripted
Australian/American Idol/X-Factor/The Voice/ Are all scripted shows, they don't win based on talent alone. The companys pick a winner based on how much money they can make them
Brandon
yeah that stinks.
this is my life the doctor said i'm fine but I'm not fine
sad cat need to talk?
Just thinking... I found this video when I was sick terribly for 1-2 weeks. I didn't understand what this song meant because I was just a kid but I cried everyday listening to this. And just like that whenever I was sick, I was reminded of this song, today I'm sick again and I'm listening to this song, now I feel like I know what she really meant. It's honestly sad
Hey I'm in 2023 too and so sorry for you
Who is still listening to this in 2020? 💀💖
Me
Me, just trying to get all my tears out
Me
here 🥲🤌🏻
Me
This made me cry... Because its true... Its how I feel a lot of the time...
Lauryn M is it normal for a 13 year old to feel depression
Pls reply
Yeap
I feel it to at age 13
It makes my cry loads to as i relate to this song 😞
How can you possibly dislike this??... Its absolutely beautiful song
That "Am I?" always gets to me
Dude, I listened to this song when I was 10 (4 years ago) where I am now better but this makes me so sad bringing all my emotions back.
677 dislikes are from people we all know that says "your overreacting, other people have it harder"
Can relate to that.
Omg I hate those people. I know others have it worse, doesn't mean I haven't had it pretty damn bad. And what about people who are depressed because of a chemical imbalance in their brain? It isn't fair to say they're wanting attention, their brain isnt producing enough happiness hormones. People who have never suffered the mental illness that someone has, they just needa keep their mouth shut sometimes
@@natalieh1950 exactly its like saying "stop being happy, others are more fortunate enough than you" it fucking sucks and it sucks even more than my sister is the one that tells me I'm being dramatic for crying when my bestfriend died. They should just stfu
@@animemusic8589 ohhh oh darling baby nooooooo cry all you want. I don't even know if my best friend will make it through quarantine. Cry all you want. They're your chosen family.
@@natalieh1950 Thank you, you too I hope you all well
Ive been through the worst and i still keep hiding the pain...
.deppression
.anxiety
.heart problem( cant breathe propperly sometimes)
.no eating at all when i was younger like 6
.cutting
.fam problems
.bullying
.sucide attempts
Thats pretty much it but the fam problems are my worst...
Some of these I can say I have as well
Ohh my god first sorry
Second try not to make yourself sad I know it is hard, very hard but sadness won't bring u anything. I know that those words won't help you but I am just trying☺
I'll pray for you. I hope God helps you through your hardship.
sometimes i can hardly breathe aswell. yeah im one of those dumb gacha tubers or autisitic as some say.
sorry.
horseriding pro me to some of them I tried cutting once last week but I keep yelling at myself not to
"I'm not the girl I wish that I could be"
Damn that hit home
World most underrated artist
That moment u ask ur self why you aren't crying at this song and realize that you are so far gone into your depression that the numb blankness emptyness has taken over
SamiiInsane relate way too much :/
Tilly xx well then two peas in a pod are we. -gives a soft smile- the best of friends are built during hard times.
SamiiInsane that's true :) sad that my friends don't even bother to text me anymore because it's 'just tilly ' :(
I just can't cry to my feelings :(
SamiiInsane I relate to this comment so much. I haven't cried for about 2 months. Not even little tears. I am too far gone to cry.
saw this on Facebook then searched it up on UA-cam and here I am. I love this song! !
same goes for me
BehindScars. same❤
same
Omgg same
BehindScars same
I came back to this video after getting out of the darkest period I've had so far. I'm still improving, I might relapse in the future who knows, but I just wanna say everyone has their own progress and time. You might not understand now, but you will eventually. ❤
I made my first deep cut at the age of 10 and had depression since I was 5 . I attempted suicide at the ages of 11,13, and 15. All failed attempts. And now I am going on 17 and have become so much stronger. I've been on anti depressants they didnt help me much. So I took myself off them. And found alternatives to not harm myself. And now I'm so much better. But I'm still working on being better. ❤
Angela Barranco
Keep fighting! I have never felt this way, I’ve only felt sad but I am always here for you.
@@meowdazaimeow thank you
Stay determined!
Someone cares about you!
I care about you!
Maybe we never met or talk,but i care about people especially who need help!
If you need to talk I'm here!
@@CreatorRuta thank you hun 😊
@@Lyriamarie03
You're very welcome!
I'll try everything I can to help!!
I've tried dealing with depression for 4 years , yet no one still understands me or lets me try speak out ... I have no friends to vent to cause they all run cause my social anxiety keeps me from talking
andrew manery I know how you feel because that's what I feel like but I know 1 person that I can go to but I feel like annoying them and the at one person is my best friend that I fell in love with but if you want to vent I am here
andrew manery I'm here if you someone to talk to. I know what you're going through
Tell me where to meet you and I'll be there in no time! (Depending where how far away you are) but I can drive and know how to get on a plane
I am always here for you
andrew manery yup it's something you need help with and people are here to help
"Im not the girl
I wish that I could be.."
This is relateable asf
5 year it took me 5 years to finally get my EDS diagnosed. Now I'm getting more and more tests, doctors appointments, diagnosis they can't fix. Now at 22 I might have cancer that they could have found last year if anyone had listened to me. You know yourself better than anyone, don't let anyone push you around and make you feel crazy for knowing you are sick. 😔
It took me seven years to find this song. And now I can't turn it off. This hits so hard and at 45 I still every inch of it. Guess I wasn't fine after all.
Dear Chloe, you got my best friend threw depression and this song is her life and she almost killed her self she cute herself but when she listened to ur music her depression got better she stoped cutting! When she almost killed her self she went and her back yard and got the chair but she wanted to live one more day to tell me and my other friend goodbye and she listened to this and she keeps listening. She has fighter depression and won. Thank you Chloe for keeping her alive - love
Ana
Ana Renneee damn...
god bless you all
Beautiful story I hope your friend is better now
That s dark
Liliana Reneee at least you still have your best friend
I feel depressed especially when its a fun event and i find a way to think it negative and crying myself to sleep each night. I tried to tell my family but they just said its normal for every kid to feel like that, but i dont think they understand how its cutting sharp blades into my self esteem and love for people
Same :(
Same I cry myself to sleep
When people tell me.to be happy 🔪😢
I know the feeling. I have suffered with depression for many years, but the first time finally admitting it to my parents and a doctor, I was told by the doctor, that she wouldn't diagnose me because I was still young and hopefully it was just a phase. Turns out 7-8 years later and me on antidepressants it still haunts me every second of my life...
@@cathrinemorslarsen9547 it sucks that you neded to haw a life whit depression and that the doktor dident do eny thing to help you becuse you was to " young". I hope that you naw hawe somewan in your life that helps you to go fro it
This song came up when teens were at their peak of depression and when i recovered. I'll always remember the period and years of depression
You are not alone❤i feel the same and i have 50y old ,the best advice i can give you is surround yourself with persons that you can be real because its freedom ! You are beautiful have an amazing voice and be sad its human if someone dont understand turn around and you will find someone who understand and sit next to you,or you may call at 3 am ! Hugs
I have depression and I have a hard time trusting people or telling someone everything and it's slowly killing me that I have no one. People have left me cause they say "I'm too sad" and now I just keep it in and the internet is the only thing keeping me sane.
It sucks and my family keeps on complaining that I'm always on the internet. If only they know it is a way for me to distract me from the bad thoughts
I feel you. My english isn't the best, so I'm sorry if it's hard to understand what I mean but I really know what you mean, because I feel the same. I've just friends in the internet and my Mom always says, I'm too much on my handy but she has no idea how important it is for me to spend time on it.
I love how you put those words together in the second paragraph. I stay late because the internet distracts me from all the negative but recently... even the internet becomes the source of the negativity.
This is so true... My parents complain that I use internet very much but little do they know what I'm going through, no body understands this or anything, they just say you'll be fine just stay happy think happy but the thing is I can't think of happiness, I feel lonely and sad!
I can't help it so I try to mask it, the way this song touched me is absolutely marvelous, I am speechless it speaks so much about I am and what's happening in my life.
i know how you feel i didn't fully trust my best friend/cousin until last year when i came out to him but we have known each other for years now
Fml I kinda know what you are going threw. I have depression too and I am too afraid to tell my parents that I need help. But I also have friends with depression and other "mental illnesses." So I just wanted to tell you that it will get better I don't know how long it will take but I do know that everyone with depression can and will get over it. As long as you try to. For me I like to listen to music whenever I am alone it help block my mind out.
98% or the coments is about people who has Been true so many hard Years and the other 2% is about how great she sings. But me i have been true the same depression and i like her voice
Viktoria Toranger same, but comment peoplez I have depression but I don't cut I hurt myself but not cut so they say I'm lying
Sasami Akawzaka I cutted myself so people would believe my depression. Don't do that.
Sasami Akawzaka do no cut yourself honey..find someone you can talk to.failing that....reply and I will listen. X
Sorry ,that looks wrong,,I’m a mum and can’t stand the thought of people feeling so low.i have many years of dealing with depression.so I know life is hard,but it can be really good.if you take it day by day....it can be fantastic some days and other days...we have to believe the following day will be better.im ancient in years..but have fought all through life to get here..anyone hearing this song feeling depressed needing to talk..trust someone,talk to them,it helps just saying it out loud ,or type how you feel,someone will reply..because even a stranger like me cares.and there is people who have been there and will listen.
Viktoria Toranger same and I have ADHD and a lot more and I have started to cut....
Chloe this song is a sad one but hay is from the heart and soul what is up with the medical field with some Doctors in every direction possible 💯 without any questions asked to the fullest 🙏 much respect to your music and talent 🙏 just plain facts about it all 💯
I love how her voice is the main thing you hear. Like, there's a little bit of guitar in the background, but you mainly hear her voice(which is insanely powerful BTW).
Sat in a cafe with my friends and scrolling down facebook trying to avoid conversations because I didnt want to be there, and then I saw a video captioned "Girl write song on depression" so obviously I was drawn to it (going through depression myself) and in the middle of the cafe on full volume I watch the video. Fully unaware of the fact everyone was no staring at me I look up and realise im crying and my friends are so confused. Iam 14. This song truly captivated me. No one seems to understand how it is living in a depression and to see someone put the exact feelings into a song truly hit me deep. Thankyou Chloe
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I also was depressed, But at age 11.5 I got finally Some REAL friends. So when I got 12 I got in a new school and I again had No friends for half a year. Now I had friends again. I Really though They were bitches But They aint... so when I came back from a party when My mom picked me up she told me she and Dad are gonna divorce.. I was so upset and I dont like to cry in front of anyone.. so in the car I was holding back My tears. When I came home I put on My pj’s and closed my bedroom door and starten crying..
So I already have ADHD and now I can concentrate even worse bc I keep thinking about the divorce. So i stayed home a week.. so i felt better again so a few weeks pas By. Another week at home. So My mom told Me i should talk to a therapist. Altho I only feel uncomfortable around a statige adult and then I have to tell everything to that Peson. I know. They know How to do their job and all But still. They dont know me. They dont know whats going around in My head.. so I usually face time My bff when Im home alone. Lately I was playing around with a scizzor (dont Ask Why) and.. I was thinking about cutting... so.. I cut a piece of skin from My arm.. It didnt bleed at all. Maybe one drip? So.. I did it again... and again.. 3 cuts on My hand.. Im glad My parents dont know tho They will only think Im crazy.. But They dont know What its like to be friendless for maybe idk 10 years. And after that Ur parents are divorcing... its Just hard finding people to understand.. so My best friends only understand me.. But its good to talk to them.. sometimes when we face time we put on sad music and think about whats wrong.. and poof.. we start talking about everything thats wrong and then By Some probleem we find a solution.. Im so happy to finally have real friends. Friends that care about me. Ily Bestie ❤️
So.. Just a question.. do you guys think I should still get a therapist? (Not bc of the cutting, I already stopped.)
Larissa Mullen I no how you feel I’ve been going to doctor for years but nothing helps
Im 14 nearly 15 and ik exactly what u mean its so difficult and its not like i can turn to anyone for help
If you feel alone
I'll be right here for you
With open arms
Waiting
And one day
The frown
Will change to a bright smile
Will become
A way
For someone else who is lost
And together we can smile
And look towards the future
Which
We can make together
ღChizuru - Chanღ ❤️
Thats so sweet!!!
Aww ☺
I cry everytime i hear it I miss the days when depression and anxiety were not even a dream now I'm older and know how terrible life truly is i thank her for making this song it makes me feel that. Not alone in this and my suicidal thoughts are so strong some songs help but this and one other are it the rest is just bullshit anti suicidal trash talk . I know damn well I'm not ok not will I ever be I plan to die soon I'm terminally ill since birth and my life has been hell since birth and one person can only handle so much disappointment and lie before they just give up and refuse to believe anyone I know all to well .
When your friends try to ignore it or act oblivious to the fact of how depressed or anxious you are, think abt it this way, they might not know how to handle it or they mighty assume you're already getting help. That's what mom told me when I try to hint to my friends something's wrong. Which I think the same thing applies to parents too. Mom still refuses to really see. She won't take me to the doctor.
Me:
My eyes: *okay boy's get ready for depression*
facts
Im simply trying to get all my tears out
It's like a storm brewing in front of your ship and a 300 foot wave is coming.. BRACE FOR IMPACT!!!
@@addisonritchey9623 sir there's a storm coming hold on brace for impact
Everyone says that im too young to have depression and anxiety btw im 15
Now I'm almost 17 and still depressed ig I'm just getting worse as time passes by.
I’m 13 and when my dad first found out I was cutting thanks to my school counselor he just called it being “unhappy” and he says that he understand and can help when he can’t. My dad has also constantly found out that I had cut and eventually we made a deal, I wouldn’t cut if I went to my friends house, but he doesn’t know that I still do it on my thighs.
My "friends" said, "You're only 12 years old!! What are you stressing about?!"
When my real friends ask, "Are you okay?" I'm just replying "Yeah, I'm fine" with a smile
They ask again, "Are you sure? You don't look fine.." I replied "I'm sure! *I'm used to it* "
Ah sorry..
I rant again..
@@CreatorRuta it's ok u can rant
Ava Hummer .hey stranger I don’t know you but I love you. You're worth it , YOU matter and you are loved. Think about the people that made a small impact in your life even if It’s the tiniest detail. You have the life that other people maybe want okay. You're going to be okay, i promise.
Just a Fan you matter and you're so loved by many. Think about the people that made a huge impact in your life even if it’s the tiniest detail. You are worth it.
When I listened to think song at first I knew what she was talking about but now years later I feel the pain and tears especially now feeling even more isolated.
It’s been 6 years since I first heard this song but it still SCREAMS in my head a lot of the time…shout out to the silenced sufferers…🥰
Dont judge a book by its cover she might look happy but anyone can put on a fake smile so remember a person might not show emotions they feel but they might be broken inside🙁🙁
Yeah, that's me. :(
This is so true
Such a beautiful song and so true , unless you have or are battling depression you ll never know the private and lonely struggle
Marcus Wyness ya I'm really depressed right now and it's horrible....it feels like your I'm the water and you can't swim so your sinking and it never stops.....you can't get out of bed if someone says something that affects you it really takes a affect but no one sees because you hide it because you think No one cares about you and....it just feels like if you tell someone they will think your crazy...gosh I'm talking alot
i know how u feel kyrie . its a huge battle but so many people can help . sometimes getting out of bed is the hardest thing in the world . but sharing thoughts is the first step . you have a poker face i put n every day , i totally understand . keep in touch , i feel your pain as well , xxxx
I'm battling depression and I'm only 13. It's hard and lonely and it hurts
SHE IS AWSOME!!MY FAVORITE SINGER!!
Year 2021
And still I feel so alone💔
Chloe Adams, you are such a good singer. I connect with this song so much. You just pour your heart and soul and emotion into this song. It is terrific. Thank you for writing this. I thought I was the only one who felt like this.
You thought you were the only one? How self-centered and cynical are you? You probably cry for attention.
SufferOr Survive Don't worry, John is just projecting. Calling others self-centred when he's the self-centred one.
John Barrett it's a fucking song lighten up.. crouwn me up a tune..
Yo! Mr. Barrett fucks wrong with u. Fuckin " kids" got something, some of us don't , " some ". Of us , dam beautiful person, song. Juz. Me.
John Barrett I was trying to say that I feel alone in this, and no matter how many people I talk to about this I will still feel alone. I understand that other people have mental illnesses, hell, I've had 18 close friends with mental illnesses and 4 of them are still here. I'm not trying to be self centered because I hate when people do that. I know that other people go through this but I still feel alone. I know that people will support me and I'm not trying to make this all about myself. It seems to as if you are the self centered one. I do not, as you so kindly put it, cry for attention. I haven't been able to cry in 3 months. I hate being the center of attention. Why don't you just back off and stop hiding behind a screen?
I'm really crying cause this is how I feel this song really describes how I feel all the time but no one seems to care anyways so I don't talk to no one about it
I have never been happier through my entire life , never got love from my family members , just trying to console myself better days are yet to come .
3 years and this still touches the heart every time. Thank you for sharing your voice with us and your song
"You? Depressed funny."
Yeah its killing me
I poison with no antidote
I rate Chloe Adams 10 out of 5 stars.
Graysage lol I would give her 10 out of 10
Graysage *scoff* 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,009/5
This Artist Deserves more than this🥀. Such a Mad world.
This song has definitely been there for me over the years. I’ve never taken meds, but I’ve been at points I probably should have.
how relatable..i lost all of my friends cause of my depression
U got one here
here
I'm right here ❤
nadine rose do you have a facebook account?
I'll be your friend
Me:
Deppresion
Crazy
Hate myself
Im a idiot
My life should me over...
Dont know anything
But perfect.....
Im not the same
Lost friends
I feel alone
Im not a good friend
Im a mess....
Jessica Tigno no ur not
Ur awesome the way u are (:
Jessica Tigno dame I have anxitey and a small state of depression dang I wasn’t deposed to tell anyone ps.dont tell anyone about me im11and my name id Chloe ferguson
No you not
No..... Thats me...
AND DONT SAY IM NOT CUS I GODDAMN AM
IM FED UP OF BRING CALLED "nice" OK LIKE I AM SO STUPID
This song is so relatable...especially "These pills will help you to remember how to smile"..they didn't say these pills will help you to remember how happiness feels like, no they said they'll help you to remember how to smile...
I promise there are people that care, they aren't faking it, they will stay, so when such people come don't push them away 💜
I feel like she is living my life, because everything in this song is what I feel when i'm alone literally
Lobat I'm here for you, you can talk to me any time.
Lobat same
Your not alone xx
Lobat oh
X😢
I feel like she is living my life, because everything in this song is what I feel like everyday
Same
Alex Hart YES!!
Alex Hart same
This
Alex Hart same for me
“I miss when we were younger the days were so much funner. Weren’t they?” That line hits me so hard, since I’ve moved on from elementary school. I already miss those days so much. 😭
I heard this song in a Spotify playlist radio and immediately had to look it up because I related so much to the lyrics. I haven't been on medication, but I've seen so many doctors that all tell me I'm fine or there's nothing wrong, but inside I feel like I'm in pieces.
I can really relate to this..in December I was very ill but the doctors said it was just like a bug. Fast forward 3 months later I was still ill but the doctors were saying I was fine and they were giving me loads of medication..I was out of school for 6 weeks when I got diagnosed with ME/cfs aswell as severe anxiety and depression..I'm still going through it now and this song just makes me smile and idk why xxxxx
I know the feeling. I wasn't at school for a whole year because I was bullied badly. Forward to a year later Also one time I was having a major op (change my life) and I was off school for 6/7 weeks because of it and went back for 2 weeks then it was the summer holidays. XD.
u'll be alright :))
Sorry, but what is ME/cfs (Not trying to be rude)
liona xxx same
@@dani-cy8gh all I know is CFS is chronic fatigue syndrome
I hate to talk to people about stuff like depression.
Because everytime they will be like "i know you feel like this and that" and i just nod.. even though i don't feel like that
I love how Chloe writes songs about things others artists never write about
So relatable :)
And I'll stay in this bath till the water runs cold just watching the blood run from the cuts I have sown
I did this to myself but never mistake that you were the one who destroyed my faith
You told me lies held together by descepcion they made me feel week yet I still wanted perfection
I wanted you to love me I seeked for your blessing and validation
I tried correcting myself but with every crooked line I tried to make straight for you
It just made another crack in the glass I once thought was invincible stone
And I guess I've been watching my time slip away since I was young, changing myself so I could feel loved
I wanted somewhere I belonged but I'm still compermising for something that feels so wrong
One time I had strength I felt like I was shaping my path with my own hands breaking down the walls that kept me in a line of disenchantment
And maybe I wasn't always in the right but at least I finally had the confidence to fight, for once in my life
But I was to much to handle and you said some awful things that made me regret ever breaking free
So here I am forcing myself back into a box so I can fit you're plan
Trying to mold myself back to your design even if I'm breaking from the inside
And I don't know yet whether to blame you or me for destroying my serenity that already hung by a thread
but one thing is for certain......... I hope one day you see and understand me
Hey, i know this is coming from someone who has not experienced depression, but have known people who have. I just want to try a different perspective if i may.
Its okay not to be okay. Don't try to fake it, that just puts extra strain on you. Be open with people but tell them you don't need sympathy, you need acceptance. Everyone struggles with parts of themselves they wish they could change. This is a part of you that is here to stay that you cant change. Doctors may think they can fix you but you're not broken, this is just a part of who you are.
You have to do what the rest of us have to do with the parts we don't like. Learn to accept it, embrace it, and find ways of lessening the damage it can cause.
Sure, when you suffer, you suffer alone. I get that all you wish for is for someone to help you but, in that moment noone can. There's nothing that can be done about that. But know that every time you make it out the other side, you're stronger for it and the people who love you will be there waiting for you.
Thank you. That speech was beautiful!
This is amazing! Most people don't get it even when they have depression! However I learned a trick. When people come to you, treat them like they do you when you're upset. I've found that a lot of people react to your emotions the way they want you to.
You aren't stupid, but honestly, a professional is best. Try looking up online counselors or help. Hotlines can be pretty good.
Marta Rodriguez I can help you! I, in fact, have experienced depression as well and know what it feels like. If you are really depressed, you might wear a mask every day when you are around people. You smile even if you feel awful. But trust me, things start to get better. Don't stray from hobbies, friends, or family. That's what I did and things only got worse because I felt unloved and invisible. If you are still in school, continue studying and don't fall behind, because that sucks when you are no longer depressed. I used to be the smartest kid in class but now I'm below average because of my depression. Don't let that happen to you. Don't wear a mask. Although it may fell stupid at the time, open up to your closest, most trustworthy friend. They will help, I promise.
1. Don't give up on life. I almost did.
2. STOP wearing the mask.
3. If your friends don't accept you, find new ones!
4. Do. Not. Become. A. Shut. In.
5. Don't lie to yourself. You will only hurt more.
I hope these tips helped! Feel better soon!
I'm really sorry if this long message was an eye-sore!
Hope everything gets better for you Marta Rodriguez! Thanks, but you sound like a super nice person!
The people who disliked this definitely had the phone upside down 🙃
haha yeah
Indeed
yeah, odbiusly, because this is beautiful 🤩
Yeah definitely :) i mean who in their right mind would dislike this?!
Coming back to this song after moving forward from those sleepless nights where you're balling your eyes out feels like a kick in the gut.
"Mom and dad tells ms I'm alright cause the doctor said your fine"
It's TRUE how when doctors tell u ur fine ur parents belive u are because the doctor said ur fine but how do they know that they dont know what my mind sounds like.
This is such a beautiful way to express what a lot of people go through everyday. This is Absolutely Beautiful Chloe. Xx
Kaykaybug Omg Im so sorry for You!
Kaykaybug Awwww girl I'm so sorry, my heart goes out to you. Please keep fighting! You're amazing in every way! Don't let anyone tell you different! Xx💕
Kaykaybug I'm so glad it did girl Xx. I understand completely, but always do what's best for you, those doctors may think they know best but they don't have the thoughts & feelings you do. I believe everything will turn out great for you! I'm rooting for ya! 💕😊
Kaykaybug Of course 😊😊
But they never think that maybe you'll take too many of those pills one day......
THANK YOU
I know right
...you just want to remember how to smile forever....
So sad... :(
That's a good point
So much passion and pain and beauty in her expression and voice. moving, simply moving.
What feels even worse is when someone asks you "are you depressed?" you will probably say "no" cause you know either they will take it lightly or just make fun of you.
im crying really hard right now.. this song really describes me... i just wanted to day that it was perfect , incredible congrats
Me too. This song really touches my heart, it is exactly what I have to face in the past, and sometimes, now, having my own stories that cannot share or tell to any one
Ngọc Nguyễn Bảo its nice to know that some people feel the same things that you do
Dora Tsaga we're here to talk if u need it
Dora Tsaga we're here to talk if u need it
Kate Browne that was really sweet of you , if you have a facebook acount let me know💘
It's so touching that I can't express my feeling with my words.
Thanks Chloe for this song.
This song gets me every time. I hate growing up I want to be seven again where I'd didnt have to worry or care but now I'm 13 and to smart for my own good I see things that a lot of others see but the one thing I'll never forget is when my 7 year old brother told me to "die." We dont deserve this treatment we should be happy but life is so messed up there seems to be no hope left
1.i'm 17 and sometimes the worst is for the better and vice versa 2.there is hope 3.i'm Christian God can help us if we ask him too
@@madisonwheeler1372 Thanks.... I really needed that
@@shibastar8155 you're welcome :-)
I still come back and listen periodically through the years. Hits close to home.
this song is awesome. i think it could help many people who struggle with anxiety, or eating disorders, or something like that.
Thank you. Sincerely, thank you. A lot of times I feel so alone and like no one understands. Because all these lyrics are EXACTLY my life.
you are never alone! a lot of people understand the pain, suffering, and sorrow you are going through! and I agree. I want acceptance in my family for who I am, but they just... won't. Have a good day Presley Kern!
Thank you. I've just gone through A LOT in a span of 2 months. Lowest point in my life right but now.
I -hope- *know* things are going to look brighter for you soon! later on, these times will be long past you, just a fading, distant memory! I promise. ( I *love* your profile picture by the way! it's so cool!)
Lucy Heartfilia. Thank you very, very much. Means a lot. And thanks!! I took this a year before I got to meet him. I actually have a tattoo in honor of him. He saved my life. Long story short, I tried to kill myself a few years back but I got distracted by watching him play during the basketball game. =)
I feel, from just these few comments, like you are a kind person. I'm glad you found your inspiration to keep living! =) And that is such a beautiful, heart-warming, and yet, sad, story! Keep on living your life to the fullest! Thank you.
It might be really sunny.. no clouds.. a really good day
But in my eyes
...it's gray..
It's all cloudy..
And it rains everyday
It's like it's night everyday
i love all these comments coming out and helping each other and i agree that's important but this song can apply to many other things than depression.
I can relate... You nearly made me cry... This hollowness drived me crazy...
Be strong girl
I know I can’t stand it
I cry everytime I hear this.
Great job on this!! *holds back tears* :D
Even here Lemon Daddy follows us, B O I you're everywhere
AND I LOVE IT
*Y O U ‘ R E*
*H E R E*
*T O O ?*
Morgan Lemons same
WHY DO I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE?!😂😂😂
Geez ,you again?
I can relate so much to her songs.....
please Chloe never stop writing songs, you are amazing...😊
im one of the people who used to not believe in depression at all. i keep denying on myself that im fine, im totally fine, im just sad like some people normally feel, until i always feel im empty, always irretable, always want to be alone and always having a suicidal thoughts. my mom is not used or she is not comfortable showing her love to me, even if im broken she always keep on saying, stop the drama, im being a drama queen so i just decided to keep it by myself. my father is not here also to support me because he already had a new family. i wish someday i can learn to love myself.
if you ever need a friend, I'm right here