It is, it would break the strongest of peoples heart *Or the crushing anxiety you get when your trying to hold back tears to be strong but your voice cracks and you cant help it*
On a slightly unrelated note, whose idea was it to name the catch in your voice when you’re about to cry and the inhuman noises during male puberty with the same phrase?
"You don't look depressed at all" "you smile a lot" " I never saw you crying" Some days are just better, but it doesn't mean I won my fight against depression. I wish people could understand this
Trueeeeee......I can understand 😭😭😭. The toughest time is when no one trusts you and you have to pretend that u r fine bcz u don't wanna hear anymore taunts. 😭😭😭😭😭😢🥺😢🥺😢🥺
People always ask why people that are sad or depressed listen to songs like this. It’s because we feel so numb and we don’t want to talk and listening to music like this puts what we feel into words. It also lets you know that other people feel the same way you do. That you’re not the only one going through what your going through. There are other people who have the same bad thoughts that you have. And that kinda makes people feel a little better
Exactly. Everyones always like if youre sad listen to happy songs. Like how is that going to help. Right now being happy isnt whats going on amd happy songs make it worse because WERE NOT HAPPY.
thank you. everyone criticized me for listening to the depressive music. my ex insisted that i had to listen to i am woman hear me roar, and i said i don't want to listen to that song. i want to let it consume me, just for a little while. please.
People would say "Are you sure you have depression? You smile quite alot" I smile alot cause I don't want people to worry, or at least see me differently. There are episodes where I would want to lie down and just let it consume me cause I'm just so tired of everything but other days I lay down and cry my heart out cause I don't want to be like this. I want to have friends, have fun and smile without feeling like I'm at verge of crying. But other days feels like I've already given up It's like drowning being chained to a weight
Exactly it just doesn’t make sense. I’ve always had the same problem. I’m always there for when the people I know need help but then I smile and say, it’s okay it will be fine, don’t worry it won’t stay too long, and then I go lick myself up and don’t care about anything. I smile at jokes but I still feel dead. It’s really amazing how depression works isn’t it. It tricks your FAMILY into thinking you are a drama queen and your friends into thinking your annoying
I like how You are now Same I hate it I lost all my friends because of my “negativity” or how I say I hate the world if they were real they would accept it and stick with me
I feel depressed especially when its a fun event and i find a way to think it negative and crying myself to sleep each night. I tried to tell my family but they just said its normal for every kid to feel like that, but i dont think they understand how its cutting sharp blades into my self esteem and love for people
I know the feeling. I have suffered with depression for many years, but the first time finally admitting it to my parents and a doctor, I was told by the doctor, that she wouldn't diagnose me because I was still young and hopefully it was just a phase. Turns out 7-8 years later and me on antidepressants it still haunts me every second of my life...
@@cathrinemorslarsen9547 it sucks that you neded to haw a life whit depression and that the doktor dident do eny thing to help you becuse you was to " young". I hope that you naw hawe somewan in your life that helps you to go fro it
“I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funnier” “Cause I feel so alone” “My own mind can lie to me” “My pillow’s a tissue for my tears, but you never see” “”Why does no one see, I’m not the girl I wish that I could be” Really relatable lyrics
After listen this song I realized there is more people who is in pain mentally but can't speak to anyone,im so relatable to the song i can feel ever words ,can't even share to anyone how lonely I am,All i do is just pretending to be happy and smile.
“Isn’t it sad when you get hurt so many times you can finally say you’re used to it?”, unknown People ask me all the time, “ Are you really depressed? I see you smile and laugh all the time.” edit: I'm doing much better now, but thank you for the concern, I'm sorry that so many of us relate to this song, but I just wanted to update on how I'm doing. I ever wonder if they even pay attention. If you look closely the smile doesn’t read my eyes. My wrist don’t have cuts but have you seen my thighs? You claim you’ve seen the truth but have you noticed they’re lies? I wish that people would understand what I’m going through... yes I smile and all the fake stuff but that’s cause I don’t want y’all to worry about me. No I’m not a drama queen and yes I do feel numb. This isn’t a joke and is very serious... I, I honestly wish someone would just accept people like us and lend us their shoulder to cry on.. Its a lot to ask for in a way since this isn’t really a normal thing to go through but I just wished they don’t look at me differently or just leave me... in here to talk if anyone needs it. Wish best of luck to ya Chloe!! Please continue to alert the world of what we are going through... thank you once again.
Played this song for my friends, and they made fun of me... I almost never listen to music at all, and I really do enjoy this song and it really got to me when my friends started laughing at the lyrics even though they know I'm depressed, taking meds for it, and that I cut myself, and have cut my neck before. i just wish i could go back in time to when i was happy i feel you so much though no one has even noticed ive cut myself either the only people that know are the 4 people ive told, and i always smile i look at it as more of a job than anything else so i can make others feel better because i think being around me makes them feel bad/sad/uncomfortable if im not smiling
I got u cause I find this bad when nobody thinks ‘their smiling but what’s in their head’ it’s the appearance that throws them off an dit sucks so much but I’m here for anyone ☺️
Sat in a cafe with my friends and scrolling down facebook trying to avoid conversations because I didnt want to be there, and then I saw a video captioned "Girl write song on depression" so obviously I was drawn to it (going through depression myself) and in the middle of the cafe on full volume I watch the video. Fully unaware of the fact everyone was no staring at me I look up and realise im crying and my friends are so confused. Iam 14. This song truly captivated me. No one seems to understand how it is living in a depression and to see someone put the exact feelings into a song truly hit me deep. Thankyou Chloe
I also was depressed, But at age 11.5 I got finally Some REAL friends. So when I got 12 I got in a new school and I again had No friends for half a year. Now I had friends again. I Really though They were bitches But They aint... so when I came back from a party when My mom picked me up she told me she and Dad are gonna divorce.. I was so upset and I dont like to cry in front of anyone.. so in the car I was holding back My tears. When I came home I put on My pj’s and closed my bedroom door and starten crying.. So I already have ADHD and now I can concentrate even worse bc I keep thinking about the divorce. So i stayed home a week.. so i felt better again so a few weeks pas By. Another week at home. So My mom told Me i should talk to a therapist. Altho I only feel uncomfortable around a statige adult and then I have to tell everything to that Peson. I know. They know How to do their job and all But still. They dont know me. They dont know whats going around in My head.. so I usually face time My bff when Im home alone. Lately I was playing around with a scizzor (dont Ask Why) and.. I was thinking about cutting... so.. I cut a piece of skin from My arm.. It didnt bleed at all. Maybe one drip? So.. I did it again... and again.. 3 cuts on My hand.. Im glad My parents dont know tho They will only think Im crazy.. But They dont know What its like to be friendless for maybe idk 10 years. And after that Ur parents are divorcing... its Just hard finding people to understand.. so My best friends only understand me.. But its good to talk to them.. sometimes when we face time we put on sad music and think about whats wrong.. and poof.. we start talking about everything thats wrong and then By Some probleem we find a solution.. Im so happy to finally have real friends. Friends that care about me. Ily Bestie ❤️ So.. Just a question.. do you guys think I should still get a therapist? (Not bc of the cutting, I already stopped.)
Dear Chloe, you got my best friend threw depression and this song is her life and she almost killed her self she cute herself but when she listened to ur music her depression got better she stoped cutting! When she almost killed her self she went and her back yard and got the chair but she wanted to live one more day to tell me and my other friend goodbye and she listened to this and she keeps listening. She has fighter depression and won. Thank you Chloe for keeping her alive - love Ana
I don't know how encouraging this can be, but to become a psychiatrist is my dream and my vocation. It's something I hold dear to my heart, because due to certain experiences of mine I realized that to provide emotional relief is the biggest gift you can ever do to someone. I'm not sure that I'm going to succeed, but I promise that I'll try my absolute best. I'll care about it
I want to be a psychiatrist despite my family's disapproval because I don't want others to feel like I do. To almost end it like my brother. To hurt others because of their anxiety and depression like my best friend and then beat themselves over it. There are ones who care who truly want to help just as much as the ones who don't care
@Giulia Ferrucci, I want to do almost the same. I want to be a physiotherapist, and enter the field of psychology as well. I want to help, and if I can help those around me, then I can help others. I will care as well, and I’ll try to help. So, see? Now there’s two looking out for people
1 million percent true a Dr just thinks they are there to help you and kick you out they don't care if your hurting unless it's a family member , then it's a whole new story my kids leg is dislocate I'll give him a crazy amount of oxycodone and xanax and any other drug i can think of to make sure he don't suffer for a second !!! I come in with a bullet wound to my arm and a bullet loged in my jaw the take the bullet out sew me up put me on antibiotics and send me home .that's an honest to God true story I can back it with photos and multiple people swearing on the kids lives it was what happened . I had two holes in me and not even a vicoden to take home just antibiotics .
I’ve been coming back to the songs I was listening to years ago and I’m surprised I’m here, to everyone else who has come back to this too, I’m proud you made it this far
Australian/American Idol/X-Factor/The Voice/ Are all scripted shows, they don't win based on talent alone. The companys pick a winner based on how much money they can make them
Chloe Adams, you are such a good singer. I connect with this song so much. You just pour your heart and soul and emotion into this song. It is terrific. Thank you for writing this. I thought I was the only one who felt like this.
John Barrett I was trying to say that I feel alone in this, and no matter how many people I talk to about this I will still feel alone. I understand that other people have mental illnesses, hell, I've had 18 close friends with mental illnesses and 4 of them are still here. I'm not trying to be self centered because I hate when people do that. I know that other people go through this but I still feel alone. I know that people will support me and I'm not trying to make this all about myself. It seems to as if you are the self centered one. I do not, as you so kindly put it, cry for attention. I haven't been able to cry in 3 months. I hate being the center of attention. Why don't you just back off and stop hiding behind a screen?
98% or the coments is about people who has Been true so many hard Years and the other 2% is about how great she sings. But me i have been true the same depression and i like her voice
Sorry ,that looks wrong,,I’m a mum and can’t stand the thought of people feeling so low.i have many years of dealing with depression.so I know life is hard,but it can be really good.if you take it day by day....it can be fantastic some days and other days...we have to believe the following day will be better.im ancient in years..but have fought all through life to get here..anyone hearing this song feeling depressed needing to talk..trust someone,talk to them,it helps just saying it out loud ,or type how you feel,someone will reply..because even a stranger like me cares.and there is people who have been there and will listen.
"I miss when we were younger the days were so funner" "These will help you remember how to smile" "When the docters says I'm fine one at morning one at night" "I feel so alone and mom and dad both tell me I'm alright" these hit way to hard this is a rlly good song
Marcus Wyness ya I'm really depressed right now and it's horrible....it feels like your I'm the water and you can't swim so your sinking and it never stops.....you can't get out of bed if someone says something that affects you it really takes a affect but no one sees because you hide it because you think No one cares about you and....it just feels like if you tell someone they will think your crazy...gosh I'm talking alot
i know how u feel kyrie . its a huge battle but so many people can help . sometimes getting out of bed is the hardest thing in the world . but sharing thoughts is the first step . you have a poker face i put n every day , i totally understand . keep in touch , i feel your pain as well , xxxx
I've tried dealing with depression for 4 years , yet no one still understands me or lets me try speak out ... I have no friends to vent to cause they all run cause my social anxiety keeps me from talking
andrew manery I know how you feel because that's what I feel like but I know 1 person that I can go to but I feel like annoying them and the at one person is my best friend that I fell in love with but if you want to vent I am here
Ive been through the worst and i still keep hiding the pain... .deppression .anxiety .heart problem( cant breathe propperly sometimes) .no eating at all when i was younger like 6 .cutting .fam problems .bullying .sucide attempts Thats pretty much it but the fam problems are my worst...
Ohh my god first sorry Second try not to make yourself sad I know it is hard, very hard but sadness won't bring u anything. I know that those words won't help you but I am just trying☺
It’s really annoying for me for some reason that my older siblings all have depression, diagnosed. My sister has anxiety. My brother has ODD My mom completely ignores my problems because my brother and sister are actually diagnosed and need the help. But when I ask for help my mom says ‘you don’t have anxiety, you’re not anxious. You’re just saying that because your sister is.’ And I just-
I know you don't know me but if you ever need anyone to talk to just tell me and I can give you my snap or anything, just because your not diagnosed doesn't mean you don't deal with it... I deal with the same thing but with my little sister
My mom does the same this except she says I'm just "copying her for attention" even tho I am diagnosed. She just focuses on the younger ones bc I'm old enough now I don't need her to "hold my hand" as she says
Sometimes people can’t acknowledge our suffering because they can’t handle their own. But it doesn’t mean you’re wrong. And there are resources out there and support for you. You don’t have to be alone.
If you feel alone I'll be right here for you With open arms Waiting And one day The frown Will change to a bright smile Will become A way For someone else who is lost And together we can smile And look towards the future Which We can make together
Omg I hate those people. I know others have it worse, doesn't mean I haven't had it pretty damn bad. And what about people who are depressed because of a chemical imbalance in their brain? It isn't fair to say they're wanting attention, their brain isnt producing enough happiness hormones. People who have never suffered the mental illness that someone has, they just needa keep their mouth shut sometimes
@@natalieh1950 exactly its like saying "stop being happy, others are more fortunate enough than you" it fucking sucks and it sucks even more than my sister is the one that tells me I'm being dramatic for crying when my bestfriend died. They should just stfu
@@animemusic8589 ohhh oh darling baby nooooooo cry all you want. I don't even know if my best friend will make it through quarantine. Cry all you want. They're your chosen family.
You're Not Scissors, Don't Cut. You're Not Glass, Try Not To Break You're Not A Wall, Don't Block Everyone Out You're Not Stupid, So Don't Act It. _But_ I Can Tell You What You Are You're Beautiful, Don't Let Anyone Tell You Different You're Strong, So Don't Act Weak _You Are Yourself, And That Is All You Need To Be._
Everyone says that im too young to have depression and anxiety btw im 15 Now I'm almost 17 and still depressed ig I'm just getting worse as time passes by.
I’m 13 and when my dad first found out I was cutting thanks to my school counselor he just called it being “unhappy” and he says that he understand and can help when he can’t. My dad has also constantly found out that I had cut and eventually we made a deal, I wouldn’t cut if I went to my friends house, but he doesn’t know that I still do it on my thighs.
My "friends" said, "You're only 12 years old!! What are you stressing about?!" When my real friends ask, "Are you okay?" I'm just replying "Yeah, I'm fine" with a smile They ask again, "Are you sure? You don't look fine.." I replied "I'm sure! *I'm used to it* " Ah sorry.. I rant again..
Ava Hummer .hey stranger I don’t know you but I love you. You're worth it , YOU matter and you are loved. Think about the people that made a small impact in your life even if It’s the tiniest detail. You have the life that other people maybe want okay. You're going to be okay, i promise.
Just a Fan you matter and you're so loved by many. Think about the people that made a huge impact in your life even if it’s the tiniest detail. You are worth it.
Just thinking... I found this video when I was sick terribly for 1-2 weeks. I didn't understand what this song meant because I was just a kid but I cried everyday listening to this. And just like that whenever I was sick, I was reminded of this song, today I'm sick again and I'm listening to this song, now I feel like I know what she really meant. It's honestly sad
That moment u ask ur self why you aren't crying at this song and realize that you are so far gone into your depression that the numb blankness emptyness has taken over
Kaykaybug Awwww girl I'm so sorry, my heart goes out to you. Please keep fighting! You're amazing in every way! Don't let anyone tell you different! Xx💕
Kaykaybug I'm so glad it did girl Xx. I understand completely, but always do what's best for you, those doctors may think they know best but they don't have the thoughts & feelings you do. I believe everything will turn out great for you! I'm rooting for ya! 💕😊
There's one liitle girl Lost in her thoughts Who made up stories For her to escape the real world In her mind there's darkness Darkness that no one can see But only herself Sometime she tried to run But end up coming back Breaking down even more Now she doesnt know what to do In her little world The darkness is eating her Not letting her to go through Every silent is her comfort zone But sometimes Its the one that breaks her Everything is a mess She is a mess Failed to be a good example Of a happy girl Her mind is so full But her heart is empty The feeling of emptiness Slowly drowning her Making her suffer Feel the pain Feel the loneliness Feel the sorrow For the one the is no good The one who is weak Who cannot face the world Because in her She cant even face herself She is scared of her own The nights scares her Another night to feel the pain Another sleepless night But no one knows What's in her mind Because she is the one who sucks Who cant tell anyone Who cant trust anyone Who cant open up To the things Thats going in her little world The liitle world That is about to kill her.
you are never alone! a lot of people understand the pain, suffering, and sorrow you are going through! and I agree. I want acceptance in my family for who I am, but they just... won't. Have a good day Presley Kern!
I -hope- *know* things are going to look brighter for you soon! later on, these times will be long past you, just a fading, distant memory! I promise. ( I *love* your profile picture by the way! it's so cool!)
Lucy Heartfilia. Thank you very, very much. Means a lot. And thanks!! I took this a year before I got to meet him. I actually have a tattoo in honor of him. He saved my life. Long story short, I tried to kill myself a few years back but I got distracted by watching him play during the basketball game. =)
I feel, from just these few comments, like you are a kind person. I'm glad you found your inspiration to keep living! =) And that is such a beautiful, heart-warming, and yet, sad, story! Keep on living your life to the fullest! Thank you.
I have depression and I have a hard time trusting people or telling someone everything and it's slowly killing me that I have no one. People have left me cause they say "I'm too sad" and now I just keep it in and the internet is the only thing keeping me sane. It sucks and my family keeps on complaining that I'm always on the internet. If only they know it is a way for me to distract me from the bad thoughts
I feel you. My english isn't the best, so I'm sorry if it's hard to understand what I mean but I really know what you mean, because I feel the same. I've just friends in the internet and my Mom always says, I'm too much on my handy but she has no idea how important it is for me to spend time on it.
I love how you put those words together in the second paragraph. I stay late because the internet distracts me from all the negative but recently... even the internet becomes the source of the negativity.
This is so true... My parents complain that I use internet very much but little do they know what I'm going through, no body understands this or anything, they just say you'll be fine just stay happy think happy but the thing is I can't think of happiness, I feel lonely and sad! I can't help it so I try to mask it, the way this song touched me is absolutely marvelous, I am speechless it speaks so much about I am and what's happening in my life.
Fml I kinda know what you are going threw. I have depression too and I am too afraid to tell my parents that I need help. But I also have friends with depression and other "mental illnesses." So I just wanted to tell you that it will get better I don't know how long it will take but I do know that everyone with depression can and will get over it. As long as you try to. For me I like to listen to music whenever I am alone it help block my mind out.
I can really relate to this..in December I was very ill but the doctors said it was just like a bug. Fast forward 3 months later I was still ill but the doctors were saying I was fine and they were giving me loads of medication..I was out of school for 6 weeks when I got diagnosed with ME/cfs aswell as severe anxiety and depression..I'm still going through it now and this song just makes me smile and idk why xxxxx
I know the feeling. I wasn't at school for a whole year because I was bullied badly. Forward to a year later Also one time I was having a major op (change my life) and I was off school for 6/7 weeks because of it and went back for 2 weeks then it was the summer holidays. XD.
Dont judge a book by its cover she might look happy but anyone can put on a fake smile so remember a person might not show emotions they feel but they might be broken inside🙁🙁
5 year it took me 5 years to finally get my EDS diagnosed. Now I'm getting more and more tests, doctors appointments, diagnosis they can't fix. Now at 22 I might have cancer that they could have found last year if anyone had listened to me. You know yourself better than anyone, don't let anyone push you around and make you feel crazy for knowing you are sick. 😔
Me too. This song really touches my heart, it is exactly what I have to face in the past, and sometimes, now, having my own stories that cannot share or tell to any one
Me: Deppresion Crazy Hate myself Im a idiot My life should me over... Dont know anything But perfect..... Im not the same Lost friends I feel alone Im not a good friend Im a mess....
Jessica Tigno dame I have anxitey and a small state of depression dang I wasn’t deposed to tell anyone ps.dont tell anyone about me im11and my name id Chloe ferguson
I hate to talk to people about stuff like depression. Because everytime they will be like "i know you feel like this and that" and i just nod.. even though i don't feel like that
I'm really crying cause this is how I feel this song really describes how I feel all the time but no one seems to care anyways so I don't talk to no one about it
Thank you for the song. Your words are true, whether about yourself, another or many others. It is cold comfort but there are ways forwards, there are ways through, there is possibility even when all seems lost. Humans....have spirit.
Can't stop crying...yano "they" say ppl who are depressed can't cry(or laugh)...well I say spend a day in my head and u be cutting up by dinnertime...who is sick of wearing a mask? I am, too much hard work tbh......
Same here bro. I try to fight it so bad and then someone upsets me or something happens and i feel like why am i even alive what is my purpose i feel worthless i should die. No one cares how we feel and fake like they do when one of us gives in and kills ourselves. Other than that were alone even when were not...
Amber Duncan we all have a purpose, I can totaly empathise with you...good days and bad days. All we can do is carry on until we find our purpose in life. One thing I have learned through the years is that life is too preacious to waste, sometimes I feel like going to sleep and staying asleep in a perpetual dream but that isn't living. One day things will change, we just need to be strong and learn to like ourselves again...stay strong and carry on coz we deserve it.
I came back to this video after getting out of the darkest period I've had so far. I'm still improving, I might relapse in the future who knows, but I just wanna say everyone has their own progress and time. You might not understand now, but you will eventually. ❤
I tell my mom that I have depression and she just says okay or alright and let’s it fly by but sometimes it gets bad I spend all of my time in my room now I just wish they’d notice a little bit more
FoxTrot Zero I finally got my mom to truly notice she took the to the doctor where I took at test and got a therapist list, which is good I meet my therapist next Thursday so I’ll tell you how it is if you’d like, just trust me you’re not alone okay. If you ever have a hard time comment on here
Jade Stand thanks it's normally only once a day and I get a sort of empty feeling and want to cry for no reason at all, I'm not completely sure if that's depression itself ,but when it happens, I don't know. God bless you.
it's funny how people only notice and truly care about depression when they find out you self harm. Trust me. I've told my parents countless times I had depression and social anxiety bt they only took it seriously when my teacher forced me to tell them I self harm. I have my first therapy session in a few weeks and honestly it's just gonna make stuff worse. Idk where i was going w this just saying that mental ilnesses dont get enough attention, theyre the same if not worse than physical ilnesses and ya idk what my point was
You may feel invisible sometimes but to somebody you are the most visible person! Your parents probably care more than you think however I don't know them so I can't know however I know that I'm here to talk I know you don't know me and you posted this 4 months ago but just letting you know
i'm a wattpad writer... and... this song... really got me... thank to this song... i have a new idea for my new book... maybe i'll call it 'I'm Fine'... man... i really love this song... thank you for writing it 감사합니다~
I'm a writer too, somehow i want to promote the song to my story. It's about depression, anxiety, bullying and stuff. But i dont want to start it yet 😢
I heard this song in a Spotify playlist radio and immediately had to look it up because I related so much to the lyrics. I haven't been on medication, but I've seen so many doctors that all tell me I'm fine or there's nothing wrong, but inside I feel like I'm in pieces.
this made me cry.. this is beautiful, this really moved me. i relate to all of this, i would love to hear more of these kind of songs from you and thank you
I love how her voice is the main thing you hear. Like, there's a little bit of guitar in the background, but you mainly hear her voice(which is insanely powerful BTW).
I cry everytime i hear it I miss the days when depression and anxiety were not even a dream now I'm older and know how terrible life truly is i thank her for making this song it makes me feel that. Not alone in this and my suicidal thoughts are so strong some songs help but this and one other are it the rest is just bullshit anti suicidal trash talk . I know damn well I'm not ok not will I ever be I plan to die soon I'm terminally ill since birth and my life has been hell since birth and one person can only handle so much disappointment and lie before they just give up and refuse to believe anyone I know all to well .
I am not going to compare my life to your but I know the struggle all to well. I have been fight with depression for years and I am almost at the breaking point. If it wasn't for this. The words have truly help me sleep. I finally fell asleep to this song and I actully slept all night. I cryed so hard when I woke up. Thank you!
Hey, i know this is coming from someone who has not experienced depression, but have known people who have. I just want to try a different perspective if i may. Its okay not to be okay. Don't try to fake it, that just puts extra strain on you. Be open with people but tell them you don't need sympathy, you need acceptance. Everyone struggles with parts of themselves they wish they could change. This is a part of you that is here to stay that you cant change. Doctors may think they can fix you but you're not broken, this is just a part of who you are. You have to do what the rest of us have to do with the parts we don't like. Learn to accept it, embrace it, and find ways of lessening the damage it can cause. Sure, when you suffer, you suffer alone. I get that all you wish for is for someone to help you but, in that moment noone can. There's nothing that can be done about that. But know that every time you make it out the other side, you're stronger for it and the people who love you will be there waiting for you.
This is amazing! Most people don't get it even when they have depression! However I learned a trick. When people come to you, treat them like they do you when you're upset. I've found that a lot of people react to your emotions the way they want you to.
Marta Rodriguez I can help you! I, in fact, have experienced depression as well and know what it feels like. If you are really depressed, you might wear a mask every day when you are around people. You smile even if you feel awful. But trust me, things start to get better. Don't stray from hobbies, friends, or family. That's what I did and things only got worse because I felt unloved and invisible. If you are still in school, continue studying and don't fall behind, because that sucks when you are no longer depressed. I used to be the smartest kid in class but now I'm below average because of my depression. Don't let that happen to you. Don't wear a mask. Although it may fell stupid at the time, open up to your closest, most trustworthy friend. They will help, I promise. 1. Don't give up on life. I almost did. 2. STOP wearing the mask. 3. If your friends don't accept you, find new ones! 4. Do. Not. Become. A. Shut. In. 5. Don't lie to yourself. You will only hurt more. I hope these tips helped! Feel better soon! I'm really sorry if this long message was an eye-sore!
I love this song ❤ just found it on Facebook... and I feel the same way...😢😢😢 it breaks my heart that so many young people are having depression... Cause I have it too😢
I was like this just without the appointment but the feeling of being alone is unimaginable sadness but now I got better and try to help others at school going through the same thing
The Doctor Said~ I'll be lost inside my head Bad thoughts til 4am Then I'll try to sleep And I can't tell anyone Im so scared they'll get up & run So I Don't speak And oh, I miss when we were younger The days were so much funner Weren't they Oh, I book a new appointment Its Another disappointment They're all the same..same..same.. When the doctor says I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile But what does he know, Because i feel so alone And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright Cus the doctor said you're fine My own mind can lie to me They all say its anxiety But I.. just think its me Now I've lost so many years My pillow's a tissue For my tears But you, never see And now, I can't even eat my dinner Mom says I'm getting thinner Am I? Oh, I book a new appointment, Yet another disappointment They're all the same..same..same When the doctor says I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile But what does he know, Because i feel so alone And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright Cus the doctor said you're fine But he don't care bout me.. He'll just go home To his family Why does no one see.. Im not the girl I wish that I could be.. Cus the doctor says I'm fine One at morning, one at night These pills will help you remember how to smile
I remember feeling like this all the time.. 💔😭 At the end of the day, I'm stronger and now have the tools to work through my depression stages, sometimes they don't work but sometimes they do. Please know you're not alone and have people that love you ❤
thank you for actually talking out about important issues and expressing these thoughts through lyrics. this song is going to mean so much to lots of people ❤︎
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"Why does no one see?
I'm not the girl that I wish that I could be"
That line 💔
I READ THIS AS SHE SAID THAT EXACT THING!
@@jemma2441 OMG SAME! I WAS JUST GONNA COMMENT IT
@@vane7095 lol
These pills will help you remember how to smile got me and Oh when we were younger, the days were so much funner, weren't they?
"But what does he know? Because I feel so alone. And Mom and Dad keep telling me I'm alright. Because the doctor said you're fine."
*The most painful thing to hear is a crack in someone's voice when you know they are about to cry.*
It is, it would break the strongest of peoples heart
*Or the crushing anxiety you get when your trying to hold back tears to be strong but your voice cracks and you cant help it*
Ansley M. True...sadly
Ansley M. I agree
On a slightly unrelated note, whose idea was it to name the catch in your voice when you’re about to cry and the inhuman noises during male puberty with the same phrase?
Ikr
"You don't look depressed at all" "you smile a lot"
" I never saw you crying"
Some days are just better, but it doesn't mean I won my fight against depression. I wish people could understand this
Same. Also, 90-100 % of my smiles are fake.
my are all fake no want to be sad it just me and I'm sad inside
Same, at school the kids do something funny and I don't even know what their laughing about so i just laugh along like I'm "fine"
❤️
"You never are crying or upset"
" *in my head* it's a mask that I wear and a wall input up. So that you wont see me for who I am and I wont lose you"
“Your just pretending to be depressed”
“Your pretending to be suicidal”
*The only thing I’m pretending is my happiness...*
Trueeeeee......I can understand 😭😭😭. The toughest time is when no one trusts you and you have to pretend that u r fine bcz u don't wanna hear anymore taunts. 😭😭😭😭😭😢🥺😢🥺😢🥺
So sorry how are you doing today
When you try say what your going through - already hard - and no one supports you
no one cares
no one listens
and you just mumble 'okay'
That sums life
i agree but this song can apply to many other things than depression.
People always ask why people that are sad or depressed listen to songs like this. It’s because we feel so numb and we don’t want to talk and listening to music like this puts what we feel into words. It also lets you know that other people feel the same way you do. That you’re not the only one going through what your going through. There are other people who have the same bad thoughts that you have. And that kinda makes people feel a little better
Exactly. Everyones always like if youre sad listen to happy songs. Like how is that going to help. Right now being happy isnt whats going on amd happy songs make it worse because WERE NOT HAPPY.
thank you. everyone criticized me for listening to the depressive music. my ex insisted that i had to listen to i am woman hear me roar, and i said i don't want to listen to that song. i want to let it consume me, just for a little while. please.
Exactly.....
Thank you
i'm so glad to be alive on internet age, i could've died
People would say
"Are you sure you have depression? You smile quite alot"
I smile alot cause I don't want people to worry, or at least see me differently.
There are episodes where I would want to lie down and just let it consume me cause I'm just so tired of everything but other days I lay down and cry my heart out cause I don't want to be like this. I want to have friends, have fun and smile without feeling like I'm at verge of crying.
But other days feels like I've already given up
It's like drowning being chained to a weight
I like how You are now same
Same
Exactly it just doesn’t make sense. I’ve always had the same problem. I’m always there for when the people I know need help but then I smile and say, it’s okay it will be fine, don’t worry it won’t stay too long, and then I go lick myself up and don’t care about anything. I smile at jokes but I still feel dead. It’s really amazing how depression works isn’t it. It tricks your FAMILY into thinking you are a drama queen and your friends into thinking your annoying
Don't be sad, there's so much who understand you more than you know
I like how You are now Same I hate it I lost all my friends because of my “negativity” or how I say I hate the world if they were real they would accept it and stick with me
I feel depressed especially when its a fun event and i find a way to think it negative and crying myself to sleep each night. I tried to tell my family but they just said its normal for every kid to feel like that, but i dont think they understand how its cutting sharp blades into my self esteem and love for people
Same :(
Same I cry myself to sleep
When people tell me.to be happy 🔪😢
I know the feeling. I have suffered with depression for many years, but the first time finally admitting it to my parents and a doctor, I was told by the doctor, that she wouldn't diagnose me because I was still young and hopefully it was just a phase. Turns out 7-8 years later and me on antidepressants it still haunts me every second of my life...
@@cathrinemorslarsen9547 it sucks that you neded to haw a life whit depression and that the doktor dident do eny thing to help you becuse you was to " young". I hope that you naw hawe somewan in your life that helps you to go fro it
“I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funnier”
“Cause I feel so alone”
“My own mind can lie to me”
“My pillow’s a tissue for my tears, but you never see”
“”Why does no one see, I’m not the girl I wish that I could be”
Really relatable lyrics
Same!
Same
After listen this song I realized there is more people who is in pain mentally but can't speak to anyone,im so relatable to the song i can feel ever words ,can't even share to anyone how lonely I am,All i do is just pretending to be happy and smile.
This made me cry... Because its true... Its how I feel a lot of the time...
Lauryn M is it normal for a 13 year old to feel depression
Pls reply
Yeap
I feel it to at age 13
It makes my cry loads to as i relate to this song 😞
Me: don’t cry
Me: please don’t cry
Me: Shauna don’t cry.
My eyes: *hold my beer*
Sunshine Cloud haha priceless and yes!! The tears!! This song touches my soul!
*Hold my tears*
Same Here ^^,
XD!!! Hold my beer 😂😂😂😂😂😂
Sunshine Cloud do you have a facebook account?
“Isn’t it sad when you get hurt so many times you can finally say you’re used to it?”, unknown
People ask me all the time, “ Are you really depressed? I see you smile and laugh all the time.”
edit: I'm doing much better now, but thank you for the concern, I'm sorry that so many of us relate to this song, but I just wanted to update on how I'm doing.
I ever wonder if they even pay attention. If you look closely the smile doesn’t read my eyes. My wrist don’t have cuts but have you seen my thighs? You claim you’ve seen the truth but have you noticed they’re lies? I wish that people would understand what I’m going through... yes I smile and all the fake stuff but that’s cause I don’t want y’all to worry about me. No I’m not a drama queen and yes I do feel numb. This isn’t a joke and is very serious... I, I honestly wish someone would just accept people like us and lend us their shoulder to cry on.. Its a lot to ask for in a way since this isn’t really a normal thing to go through but I just wished they don’t look at me differently or just leave me... in here to talk if anyone needs it.
Wish best of luck to ya Chloe!! Please continue to alert the world of what we are going through... thank you once again.
Played this song for my friends, and they made fun of me... I almost never listen to music at all, and I really do enjoy this song and it really got to me when my friends started laughing at the lyrics even though they know I'm depressed, taking meds for it, and that I cut myself, and have cut my neck before. i just wish i could go back in time to when i was happy i feel you so much though no one has even noticed ive cut myself either the only people that know are the 4 people ive told, and i always smile i look at it as more of a job than anything else so i can make others feel better because i think being around me makes them feel bad/sad/uncomfortable if im not smiling
I'm here if you ever do want someone to talk to. or just rant. Or cry. I won't judge. We all need it sometimes
I got u cause I find this bad when nobody thinks ‘their smiling but what’s in their head’ it’s the appearance that throws them off an dit sucks so much but I’m here for anyone ☺️
Also while I’m here Army Helala B stay strong angel
@@smallraccoon7561 💜
This song still gives me chills years later. So beautiful ♡
Sat in a cafe with my friends and scrolling down facebook trying to avoid conversations because I didnt want to be there, and then I saw a video captioned "Girl write song on depression" so obviously I was drawn to it (going through depression myself) and in the middle of the cafe on full volume I watch the video. Fully unaware of the fact everyone was no staring at me I look up and realise im crying and my friends are so confused. Iam 14. This song truly captivated me. No one seems to understand how it is living in a depression and to see someone put the exact feelings into a song truly hit me deep. Thankyou Chloe
❤
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I also was depressed, But at age 11.5 I got finally Some REAL friends. So when I got 12 I got in a new school and I again had No friends for half a year. Now I had friends again. I Really though They were bitches But They aint... so when I came back from a party when My mom picked me up she told me she and Dad are gonna divorce.. I was so upset and I dont like to cry in front of anyone.. so in the car I was holding back My tears. When I came home I put on My pj’s and closed my bedroom door and starten crying..
So I already have ADHD and now I can concentrate even worse bc I keep thinking about the divorce. So i stayed home a week.. so i felt better again so a few weeks pas By. Another week at home. So My mom told Me i should talk to a therapist. Altho I only feel uncomfortable around a statige adult and then I have to tell everything to that Peson. I know. They know How to do their job and all But still. They dont know me. They dont know whats going around in My head.. so I usually face time My bff when Im home alone. Lately I was playing around with a scizzor (dont Ask Why) and.. I was thinking about cutting... so.. I cut a piece of skin from My arm.. It didnt bleed at all. Maybe one drip? So.. I did it again... and again.. 3 cuts on My hand.. Im glad My parents dont know tho They will only think Im crazy.. But They dont know What its like to be friendless for maybe idk 10 years. And after that Ur parents are divorcing... its Just hard finding people to understand.. so My best friends only understand me.. But its good to talk to them.. sometimes when we face time we put on sad music and think about whats wrong.. and poof.. we start talking about everything thats wrong and then By Some probleem we find a solution.. Im so happy to finally have real friends. Friends that care about me. Ily Bestie ❤️
So.. Just a question.. do you guys think I should still get a therapist? (Not bc of the cutting, I already stopped.)
Larissa Mullen I no how you feel I’ve been going to doctor for years but nothing helps
Im 14 nearly 15 and ik exactly what u mean its so difficult and its not like i can turn to anyone for help
It’s sad to see so many people saying “I relate to this” 😭😭😭
💜
yeah ;( also armyyy
i wanted to post the exact same thing lol :)
Hi, co-army :)
And yeah, I also can relate to this.
Omg my beloved army’s noooo
saw this on Facebook then searched it up on UA-cam and here I am. I love this song! !
same goes for me
BehindScars. same❤
same
Omgg same
BehindScars same
"and oh I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funner, weren't they"
That hit hard 😔
Dear Chloe, you got my best friend threw depression and this song is her life and she almost killed her self she cute herself but when she listened to ur music her depression got better she stoped cutting! When she almost killed her self she went and her back yard and got the chair but she wanted to live one more day to tell me and my other friend goodbye and she listened to this and she keeps listening. She has fighter depression and won. Thank you Chloe for keeping her alive - love
Ana
Ana Renneee damn...
god bless you all
Beautiful story I hope your friend is better now
That s dark
Liliana Reneee at least you still have your best friend
"But he don't don't care about me, he'll just go home to his family."
When you realize, it's just a job.. They don't really care if they help or not.
I don't know how encouraging this can be, but to become a psychiatrist is my dream and my vocation. It's something I hold dear to my heart, because due to certain experiences of mine I realized that to provide emotional relief is the biggest gift you can ever do to someone.
I'm not sure that I'm going to succeed, but I promise that I'll try my absolute best. I'll care about it
So.e do mine doesn't he cant even remember my god dang name
I want to be a psychiatrist despite my family's disapproval because I don't want others to feel like I do. To almost end it like my brother. To hurt others because of their anxiety and depression like my best friend and then beat themselves over it. There are ones who care who truly want to help just as much as the ones who don't care
@Giulia Ferrucci, I want to do almost the same. I want to be a physiotherapist, and enter the field of psychology as well. I want to help, and if I can help those around me, then I can help others. I will care as well, and I’ll try to help. So, see? Now there’s two looking out for people
1 million percent true a Dr just thinks they are there to help you and kick you out they don't care if your hurting unless it's a family member , then it's a whole new story my kids leg is dislocate I'll give him a crazy amount of oxycodone and xanax and any other drug i can think of to make sure he don't suffer for a second !!! I come in with a bullet wound to my arm and a bullet loged in my jaw the take the bullet out sew me up put me on antibiotics and send me home .that's an honest to God true story I can back it with photos and multiple people swearing on the kids lives it was what happened . I had two holes in me and not even a vicoden to take home just antibiotics .
How can you possibly dislike this??... Its absolutely beautiful song
I’ve been coming back to the songs I was listening to years ago and I’m surprised I’m here, to everyone else who has come back to this too, I’m proud you made it this far
Okay I really think she'd get a golden buzzer if she went on America's got talent tbh
Too bad it's scripted
Australian/American Idol/X-Factor/The Voice/ Are all scripted shows, they don't win based on talent alone. The companys pick a winner based on how much money they can make them
Brandon
yeah that stinks.
this is my life the doctor said i'm fine but I'm not fine
sad cat need to talk?
Chloe Adams, you are such a good singer. I connect with this song so much. You just pour your heart and soul and emotion into this song. It is terrific. Thank you for writing this. I thought I was the only one who felt like this.
You thought you were the only one? How self-centered and cynical are you? You probably cry for attention.
SufferOr Survive Don't worry, John is just projecting. Calling others self-centred when he's the self-centred one.
John Barrett it's a fucking song lighten up.. crouwn me up a tune..
Yo! Mr. Barrett fucks wrong with u. Fuckin " kids" got something, some of us don't , " some ". Of us , dam beautiful person, song. Juz. Me.
John Barrett I was trying to say that I feel alone in this, and no matter how many people I talk to about this I will still feel alone. I understand that other people have mental illnesses, hell, I've had 18 close friends with mental illnesses and 4 of them are still here. I'm not trying to be self centered because I hate when people do that. I know that other people go through this but I still feel alone. I know that people will support me and I'm not trying to make this all about myself. It seems to as if you are the self centered one. I do not, as you so kindly put it, cry for attention. I haven't been able to cry in 3 months. I hate being the center of attention. Why don't you just back off and stop hiding behind a screen?
98% or the coments is about people who has Been true so many hard Years and the other 2% is about how great she sings. But me i have been true the same depression and i like her voice
Viktoria Toranger same, but comment peoplez I have depression but I don't cut I hurt myself but not cut so they say I'm lying
Sasami Akawzaka I cutted myself so people would believe my depression. Don't do that.
Sasami Akawzaka do no cut yourself honey..find someone you can talk to.failing that....reply and I will listen. X
Sorry ,that looks wrong,,I’m a mum and can’t stand the thought of people feeling so low.i have many years of dealing with depression.so I know life is hard,but it can be really good.if you take it day by day....it can be fantastic some days and other days...we have to believe the following day will be better.im ancient in years..but have fought all through life to get here..anyone hearing this song feeling depressed needing to talk..trust someone,talk to them,it helps just saying it out loud ,or type how you feel,someone will reply..because even a stranger like me cares.and there is people who have been there and will listen.
Viktoria Toranger same and I have ADHD and a lot more and I have started to cut....
"I miss when we were younger the days were so funner"
"These will help you remember how to smile"
"When the docters says I'm fine one at morning one at night"
"I feel so alone and mom and dad both tell me I'm alright" these hit way to hard this is a rlly good song
Such a beautiful song and so true , unless you have or are battling depression you ll never know the private and lonely struggle
Marcus Wyness ya I'm really depressed right now and it's horrible....it feels like your I'm the water and you can't swim so your sinking and it never stops.....you can't get out of bed if someone says something that affects you it really takes a affect but no one sees because you hide it because you think No one cares about you and....it just feels like if you tell someone they will think your crazy...gosh I'm talking alot
i know how u feel kyrie . its a huge battle but so many people can help . sometimes getting out of bed is the hardest thing in the world . but sharing thoughts is the first step . you have a poker face i put n every day , i totally understand . keep in touch , i feel your pain as well , xxxx
I'm battling depression and I'm only 13. It's hard and lonely and it hurts
I've tried dealing with depression for 4 years , yet no one still understands me or lets me try speak out ... I have no friends to vent to cause they all run cause my social anxiety keeps me from talking
andrew manery I know how you feel because that's what I feel like but I know 1 person that I can go to but I feel like annoying them and the at one person is my best friend that I fell in love with but if you want to vent I am here
andrew manery I'm here if you someone to talk to. I know what you're going through
Tell me where to meet you and I'll be there in no time! (Depending where how far away you are) but I can drive and know how to get on a plane
I am always here for you
andrew manery yup it's something you need help with and people are here to help
Ive been through the worst and i still keep hiding the pain...
.deppression
.anxiety
.heart problem( cant breathe propperly sometimes)
.no eating at all when i was younger like 6
.cutting
.fam problems
.bullying
.sucide attempts
Thats pretty much it but the fam problems are my worst...
Some of these I can say I have as well
Ohh my god first sorry
Second try not to make yourself sad I know it is hard, very hard but sadness won't bring u anything. I know that those words won't help you but I am just trying☺
I'll pray for you. I hope God helps you through your hardship.
sometimes i can hardly breathe aswell. yeah im one of those dumb gacha tubers or autisitic as some say.
sorry.
horseriding pro me to some of them I tried cutting once last week but I keep yelling at myself not to
It’s really annoying for me for some reason that my older siblings all have depression, diagnosed.
My sister has anxiety.
My brother has ODD
My mom completely ignores my problems because my brother and sister are actually diagnosed and need the help. But when I ask for help my mom says ‘you don’t have anxiety, you’re not anxious. You’re just saying that because your sister is.’ And I just-
I know you don't know me but if you ever need anyone to talk to just tell me and I can give you my snap or anything, just because your not diagnosed doesn't mean you don't deal with it... I deal with the same thing but with my little sister
My mom does the same this except she says I'm just "copying her for attention" even tho I am diagnosed. She just focuses on the younger ones bc I'm old enough now I don't need her to "hold my hand" as she says
Sometimes people can’t acknowledge our suffering because they can’t handle their own. But it doesn’t mean you’re wrong. And there are resources out there and support for you. You don’t have to be alone.
My mum just doesn’t believe me
Don't worry I get ignored too and no my sister doesn't have anxiety and my brother doesn't have ODD. They just ignore me
If you feel alone
I'll be right here for you
With open arms
Waiting
And one day
The frown
Will change to a bright smile
Will become
A way
For someone else who is lost
And together we can smile
And look towards the future
Which
We can make together
ღChizuru - Chanღ ❤️
Thats so sweet!!!
Aww ☺
677 dislikes are from people we all know that says "your overreacting, other people have it harder"
Can relate to that.
Omg I hate those people. I know others have it worse, doesn't mean I haven't had it pretty damn bad. And what about people who are depressed because of a chemical imbalance in their brain? It isn't fair to say they're wanting attention, their brain isnt producing enough happiness hormones. People who have never suffered the mental illness that someone has, they just needa keep their mouth shut sometimes
@@natalieh1950 exactly its like saying "stop being happy, others are more fortunate enough than you" it fucking sucks and it sucks even more than my sister is the one that tells me I'm being dramatic for crying when my bestfriend died. They should just stfu
@@animemusic8589 ohhh oh darling baby nooooooo cry all you want. I don't even know if my best friend will make it through quarantine. Cry all you want. They're your chosen family.
@@natalieh1950 Thank you, you too I hope you all well
"Im not the girl
I wish that I could be.."
This is relateable asf
I realize how important the line ,"My own mind can't lie to me," is. Because your mind can never lie. You always know deep down.
Me:
My eyes: *okay boy's get ready for depression*
facts
Im simply trying to get all my tears out
It's like a storm brewing in front of your ship and a 300 foot wave is coming.. BRACE FOR IMPACT!!!
@@addisonritchey9623 sir there's a storm coming hold on brace for impact
You're Not Scissors, Don't Cut.
You're Not Glass, Try Not To Break
You're Not A Wall, Don't Block Everyone Out
You're Not Stupid, So Don't Act It.
_But_ I Can Tell You What You Are
You're Beautiful, Don't Let Anyone Tell You Different
You're Strong, So Don't Act Weak
_You Are Yourself, And That Is All You Need To Be._
Thx this made my day a little better
But what do you do with the voices. I don't can't control my body, the voices do.
Julie T thanks that made me smile
Julie T i cryed reading this, thx
Julie T love this!
Everyone says that im too young to have depression and anxiety btw im 15
Now I'm almost 17 and still depressed ig I'm just getting worse as time passes by.
I’m 13 and when my dad first found out I was cutting thanks to my school counselor he just called it being “unhappy” and he says that he understand and can help when he can’t. My dad has also constantly found out that I had cut and eventually we made a deal, I wouldn’t cut if I went to my friends house, but he doesn’t know that I still do it on my thighs.
My "friends" said, "You're only 12 years old!! What are you stressing about?!"
When my real friends ask, "Are you okay?" I'm just replying "Yeah, I'm fine" with a smile
They ask again, "Are you sure? You don't look fine.." I replied "I'm sure! *I'm used to it* "
Ah sorry..
I rant again..
@@CreatorRuta it's ok u can rant
Ava Hummer .hey stranger I don’t know you but I love you. You're worth it , YOU matter and you are loved. Think about the people that made a small impact in your life even if It’s the tiniest detail. You have the life that other people maybe want okay. You're going to be okay, i promise.
Just a Fan you matter and you're so loved by many. Think about the people that made a huge impact in your life even if it’s the tiniest detail. You are worth it.
Just thinking... I found this video when I was sick terribly for 1-2 weeks. I didn't understand what this song meant because I was just a kid but I cried everyday listening to this. And just like that whenever I was sick, I was reminded of this song, today I'm sick again and I'm listening to this song, now I feel like I know what she really meant. It's honestly sad
Hey I'm in 2023 too and so sorry for you
It's so touching that I can't express my feeling with my words.
Thanks Chloe for this song.
That moment u ask ur self why you aren't crying at this song and realize that you are so far gone into your depression that the numb blankness emptyness has taken over
SamiiInsane relate way too much :/
Tilly xx well then two peas in a pod are we. -gives a soft smile- the best of friends are built during hard times.
SamiiInsane that's true :) sad that my friends don't even bother to text me anymore because it's 'just tilly ' :(
I just can't cry to my feelings :(
SamiiInsane I relate to this comment so much. I haven't cried for about 2 months. Not even little tears. I am too far gone to cry.
This is such a beautiful way to express what a lot of people go through everyday. This is Absolutely Beautiful Chloe. Xx
Kaykaybug Omg Im so sorry for You!
Kaykaybug Awwww girl I'm so sorry, my heart goes out to you. Please keep fighting! You're amazing in every way! Don't let anyone tell you different! Xx💕
Kaykaybug I'm so glad it did girl Xx. I understand completely, but always do what's best for you, those doctors may think they know best but they don't have the thoughts & feelings you do. I believe everything will turn out great for you! I'm rooting for ya! 💕😊
Kaykaybug Of course 😊😊
There's one liitle girl
Lost in her thoughts
Who made up stories
For her to escape the real world
In her mind there's darkness
Darkness that no one can see
But only herself
Sometime she tried to run
But end up coming back
Breaking down even more
Now she doesnt know what to do
In her little world
The darkness is eating her
Not letting her to go through
Every silent is her comfort zone
But sometimes
Its the one that breaks her
Everything is a mess
She is a mess
Failed to be a good example
Of a happy girl
Her mind is so full
But her heart is empty
The feeling of emptiness
Slowly drowning her
Making her suffer
Feel the pain
Feel the loneliness
Feel the sorrow
For the one the is no good
The one who is weak
Who cannot face the world
Because in her
She cant even face herself
She is scared of her own
The nights scares her
Another night to feel the pain
Another sleepless night
But no one knows
What's in her mind
Because she is the one who sucks
Who cant tell anyone
Who cant trust anyone
Who cant open up
To the things
Thats going in her little world
The liitle world
That is about to kill her.
Wow so beautiful
@Tizianxp Thank you so much ❤️
@@briannalickfelt5245 Thank you
@Tizianxp Still not doing fine but thats okay. Thank you for the concern .
How do you know my story?😔
Thank you. Sincerely, thank you. A lot of times I feel so alone and like no one understands. Because all these lyrics are EXACTLY my life.
you are never alone! a lot of people understand the pain, suffering, and sorrow you are going through! and I agree. I want acceptance in my family for who I am, but they just... won't. Have a good day Presley Kern!
Thank you. I've just gone through A LOT in a span of 2 months. Lowest point in my life right but now.
I -hope- *know* things are going to look brighter for you soon! later on, these times will be long past you, just a fading, distant memory! I promise. ( I *love* your profile picture by the way! it's so cool!)
Lucy Heartfilia. Thank you very, very much. Means a lot. And thanks!! I took this a year before I got to meet him. I actually have a tattoo in honor of him. He saved my life. Long story short, I tried to kill myself a few years back but I got distracted by watching him play during the basketball game. =)
I feel, from just these few comments, like you are a kind person. I'm glad you found your inspiration to keep living! =) And that is such a beautiful, heart-warming, and yet, sad, story! Keep on living your life to the fullest! Thank you.
I have depression and I have a hard time trusting people or telling someone everything and it's slowly killing me that I have no one. People have left me cause they say "I'm too sad" and now I just keep it in and the internet is the only thing keeping me sane.
It sucks and my family keeps on complaining that I'm always on the internet. If only they know it is a way for me to distract me from the bad thoughts
I feel you. My english isn't the best, so I'm sorry if it's hard to understand what I mean but I really know what you mean, because I feel the same. I've just friends in the internet and my Mom always says, I'm too much on my handy but she has no idea how important it is for me to spend time on it.
I love how you put those words together in the second paragraph. I stay late because the internet distracts me from all the negative but recently... even the internet becomes the source of the negativity.
This is so true... My parents complain that I use internet very much but little do they know what I'm going through, no body understands this or anything, they just say you'll be fine just stay happy think happy but the thing is I can't think of happiness, I feel lonely and sad!
I can't help it so I try to mask it, the way this song touched me is absolutely marvelous, I am speechless it speaks so much about I am and what's happening in my life.
i know how you feel i didn't fully trust my best friend/cousin until last year when i came out to him but we have known each other for years now
Fml I kinda know what you are going threw. I have depression too and I am too afraid to tell my parents that I need help. But I also have friends with depression and other "mental illnesses." So I just wanted to tell you that it will get better I don't know how long it will take but I do know that everyone with depression can and will get over it. As long as you try to. For me I like to listen to music whenever I am alone it help block my mind out.
Depression is like your body is trying to survive while your mind tries to die....😔😔😔
I can relate
Thanks for the understanding
Its true😭
Been there.. Can relate
It's also feels like drowning, but without water
Dude, I listened to this song when I was 10 (4 years ago) where I am now better but this makes me so sad bringing all my emotions back.
I feel like she is living my life, because everything in this song is what I feel when i'm alone literally
Lobat I'm here for you, you can talk to me any time.
Lobat same
Your not alone xx
Lobat oh
X😢
I can really relate to this..in December I was very ill but the doctors said it was just like a bug. Fast forward 3 months later I was still ill but the doctors were saying I was fine and they were giving me loads of medication..I was out of school for 6 weeks when I got diagnosed with ME/cfs aswell as severe anxiety and depression..I'm still going through it now and this song just makes me smile and idk why xxxxx
I know the feeling. I wasn't at school for a whole year because I was bullied badly. Forward to a year later Also one time I was having a major op (change my life) and I was off school for 6/7 weeks because of it and went back for 2 weeks then it was the summer holidays. XD.
u'll be alright :))
Sorry, but what is ME/cfs (Not trying to be rude)
liona xxx same
@@dani-cy8gh all I know is CFS is chronic fatigue syndrome
Dont judge a book by its cover she might look happy but anyone can put on a fake smile so remember a person might not show emotions they feel but they might be broken inside🙁🙁
Yeah, that's me. :(
This is so true
5 year it took me 5 years to finally get my EDS diagnosed. Now I'm getting more and more tests, doctors appointments, diagnosis they can't fix. Now at 22 I might have cancer that they could have found last year if anyone had listened to me. You know yourself better than anyone, don't let anyone push you around and make you feel crazy for knowing you are sick. 😔
im crying really hard right now.. this song really describes me... i just wanted to day that it was perfect , incredible congrats
Me too. This song really touches my heart, it is exactly what I have to face in the past, and sometimes, now, having my own stories that cannot share or tell to any one
Ngọc Nguyễn Bảo its nice to know that some people feel the same things that you do
Dora Tsaga we're here to talk if u need it
Dora Tsaga we're here to talk if u need it
Kate Browne that was really sweet of you , if you have a facebook acount let me know💘
Great job on this!! *holds back tears* :D
Even here Lemon Daddy follows us, B O I you're everywhere
AND I LOVE IT
*Y O U ‘ R E*
*H E R E*
*T O O ?*
Morgan Lemons same
WHY DO I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE?!😂😂😂
Geez ,you again?
Me:
Deppresion
Crazy
Hate myself
Im a idiot
My life should me over...
Dont know anything
But perfect.....
Im not the same
Lost friends
I feel alone
Im not a good friend
Im a mess....
Jessica Tigno no ur not
Ur awesome the way u are (:
Jessica Tigno dame I have anxitey and a small state of depression dang I wasn’t deposed to tell anyone ps.dont tell anyone about me im11and my name id Chloe ferguson
No you not
No..... Thats me...
AND DONT SAY IM NOT CUS I GODDAMN AM
IM FED UP OF BRING CALLED "nice" OK LIKE I AM SO STUPID
"I'm not the girl I wish that I could be"
Damn that hit home
I feel like she is living my life, because everything in this song is what I feel like everyday
Same
Alex Hart YES!!
Alex Hart same
This
Alex Hart same for me
how relatable..i lost all of my friends cause of my depression
U got one here
here
I'm right here ❤
nadine rose do you have a facebook account?
I'll be your friend
Only took a few seconds to hit the like , this is really sweet Chloe :)
Pete Escalante same ☺️
Pete Escalante it took me zero seconds
No, it's not sweet. It's deep
Only a few seconds to hire that dislike. Fuck you Chloe. ☺
Pete Escalante ❤️👌
This song came up when teens were at their peak of depression and when i recovered. I'll always remember the period and years of depression
I hate to talk to people about stuff like depression.
Because everytime they will be like "i know you feel like this and that" and i just nod.. even though i don't feel like that
this song is awesome. i think it could help many people who struggle with anxiety, or eating disorders, or something like that.
The people who disliked this definitely had the phone upside down 🙃
haha yeah
Indeed
yeah, odbiusly, because this is beautiful 🤩
Yeah definitely :) i mean who in their right mind would dislike this?!
World most underrated artist
I'm really crying cause this is how I feel this song really describes how I feel all the time but no one seems to care anyways so I don't talk to no one about it
I really love this song because of that it shows there expression with this song i can't express them into words . I really love you .
Thank you for the song.
Your words are true, whether about yourself, another or many others.
It is cold comfort but there are ways forwards, there are ways through, there is possibility even when all seems lost.
Humans....have spirit.
This song has definitely been there for me over the years. I’ve never taken meds, but I’ve been at points I probably should have.
I rate Chloe Adams 10 out of 5 stars.
Graysage lol I would give her 10 out of 10
Graysage *scoff* 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,009/5
Can't stop crying...yano "they" say ppl who are depressed can't cry(or laugh)...well I say spend a day in my head and u be cutting up by dinnertime...who is sick of wearing a mask? I am, too much hard work tbh......
Same here bro. I try to fight it so bad and then someone upsets me or something happens and i feel like why am i even alive what is my purpose i feel worthless i should die. No one cares how we feel and fake like they do when one of us gives in and kills ourselves. Other than that were alone even when were not...
Amber Duncan we all have a purpose, I can totaly empathise with you...good days and bad days. All we can do is carry on until we find our purpose in life. One thing I have learned through the years is that life is too preacious to waste, sometimes I feel like going to sleep and staying asleep in a perpetual dream but that isn't living. One day things will change, we just need to be strong and learn to like ourselves again...stay strong and carry on coz we deserve it.
i have too many that would be hurt if i let that mask down.
Who says people who are depressed can't cry? Sick people these days...
I have two under three year old younger siblings. I have to keep the mask on 24/7
i have to hold back my tears bc when i listen to this song old memories come back in my head :c but i love this song so freaking much ...
I came back to this video after getting out of the darkest period I've had so far. I'm still improving, I might relapse in the future who knows, but I just wanna say everyone has their own progress and time. You might not understand now, but you will eventually. ❤
"You? Depressed funny."
Yeah its killing me
I poison with no antidote
I tell my mom that I have depression and she just says okay or alright and let’s it fly by but sometimes it gets bad I spend all of my time in my room now I just wish they’d notice a little bit more
Jade Stand I'm the same, but I'm afraid to tell anyone and I never will
FoxTrot Zero I finally got my mom to truly notice she took the to the doctor where I took at test and got a therapist list, which is good I meet my therapist next Thursday so I’ll tell you how it is if you’d like, just trust me you’re not alone okay. If you ever have a hard time comment on here
Jade Stand thanks it's normally only once a day and I get a sort of empty feeling and want to cry for no reason at all, I'm not completely sure if that's depression itself ,but when it happens, I don't know. God bless you.
it's funny how people only notice and truly care about depression when they find out you self harm. Trust me. I've told my parents countless times I had depression and social anxiety bt they only took it seriously when my teacher forced me to tell them I self harm. I have my first therapy session in a few weeks and honestly it's just gonna make stuff worse. Idk where i was going w this just saying that mental ilnesses dont get enough attention, theyre the same if not worse than physical ilnesses and ya idk what my point was
You may feel invisible sometimes but to somebody you are the most visible person! Your parents probably care more than you think however I don't know them so I can't know however I know that I'm here to talk I know you don't know me and you posted this 4 months ago but just letting you know
But they never think that maybe you'll take too many of those pills one day......
THANK YOU
I know right
...you just want to remember how to smile forever....
So sad... :(
That's a good point
I love how Chloe writes songs about things others artists never write about
So relatable :)
am i the only one who thinks this vid deserves more then 1.4 million vie
ws
I can't believe over 500 people disliked. It's a fricken masterpiece. If she wrote it she's extremely talented at singing and lyrics.
Its got 2.1M now.
It deserves none because of how good it is. Why like when you could love?
Itz_Mwade _ ❤️
This deserves a billion. The message it gives is way better than some of those others that gets hundreds of millions.
I can relate... You nearly made me cry... This hollowness drived me crazy...
Be strong girl
I know I can’t stand it
I cry everytime I hear this.
i'm a wattpad writer... and... this song... really got me... thank to this song... i have a new idea for my new book... maybe i'll call it 'I'm Fine'... man... i really love this song... thank you for writing it 감사합니다~
Tae Kook well good luck with that.😊
Same here... I am writing a tragic story.
I'm a writer too, somehow i want to promote the song to my story. It's about depression, anxiety, bullying and stuff. But i dont want to start it yet 😢
What's ur acc
DUDE. I WRITE THERE TOO. WHAT'S UR ACCNT
Who is still listening to this in 2020? 💀💖
Me
Me, just trying to get all my tears out
Me
here 🥲🤌🏻
Me
Does anyone still listen the this
Deadsilence me
Deadsilence u ment to say to this
Deadsilence yep
Yes
Nope
I'm in abroad , I'm alone here and feel depression ... now I listen this song everyday..
Samjhane mutu X2
Same it just relates to me....
You're in a broad? Sweet bro.
I seriously do not understand why you are not famous and have a label.. like the heck! You’re incredible. I absolutely LOVE your voice. 😍
I heard this song in a Spotify playlist radio and immediately had to look it up because I related so much to the lyrics. I haven't been on medication, but I've seen so many doctors that all tell me I'm fine or there's nothing wrong, but inside I feel like I'm in pieces.
Relatable 100%
Autumn wisby for real
I know right
Autumn wisby same
Same
Same
anyone else cry listining to this?😢
random teen yeah
yerp-i mean IM TotAlLy TaKiNg My PIlLs iM gRAtE
me
Yes this song gets to me 😣
me!😇
this made me cry.. this is beautiful, this really moved me. i relate to all of this, i would love to hear more of these kind of songs from you and thank you
I love how her voice is the main thing you hear. Like, there's a little bit of guitar in the background, but you mainly hear her voice(which is insanely powerful BTW).
Literally one of the best song I've ever heard. The lyric is great and man, I love the vibe!!
The music, the lyrics and your voice together everything is just sooo perfect
i know right, saon?
Yup :)
yeahh
I've been dealing with depression since I was 9, (14 now.) And this song helps me a little. ♥️
hey i can help u
my insta (sameer_the_killer) we can be frndz and i m also in depression
trust me😢😢
I cry everytime i hear it I miss the days when depression and anxiety were not even a dream now I'm older and know how terrible life truly is i thank her for making this song it makes me feel that. Not alone in this and my suicidal thoughts are so strong some songs help but this and one other are it the rest is just bullshit anti suicidal trash talk . I know damn well I'm not ok not will I ever be I plan to die soon I'm terminally ill since birth and my life has been hell since birth and one person can only handle so much disappointment and lie before they just give up and refuse to believe anyone I know all to well .
I've teared up everytime I hear this... really hits home. Wonderful song Chloe
I am not going to compare my life to your but I know the struggle all to well. I have been fight with depression for years and I am almost at the breaking point. If it wasn't for this. The words have truly help me sleep. I finally fell asleep to this song and I actully slept all night. I cryed so hard when I woke up. Thank you!
If I'm fine.
Why don't I feel fine.
**cries in a corner**
Dont give up
Kyria Strange I cry in the shower
3 years and this still touches the heart every time. Thank you for sharing your voice with us and your song
Hey, i know this is coming from someone who has not experienced depression, but have known people who have. I just want to try a different perspective if i may.
Its okay not to be okay. Don't try to fake it, that just puts extra strain on you. Be open with people but tell them you don't need sympathy, you need acceptance. Everyone struggles with parts of themselves they wish they could change. This is a part of you that is here to stay that you cant change. Doctors may think they can fix you but you're not broken, this is just a part of who you are.
You have to do what the rest of us have to do with the parts we don't like. Learn to accept it, embrace it, and find ways of lessening the damage it can cause.
Sure, when you suffer, you suffer alone. I get that all you wish for is for someone to help you but, in that moment noone can. There's nothing that can be done about that. But know that every time you make it out the other side, you're stronger for it and the people who love you will be there waiting for you.
Thank you. That speech was beautiful!
This is amazing! Most people don't get it even when they have depression! However I learned a trick. When people come to you, treat them like they do you when you're upset. I've found that a lot of people react to your emotions the way they want you to.
You aren't stupid, but honestly, a professional is best. Try looking up online counselors or help. Hotlines can be pretty good.
Marta Rodriguez I can help you! I, in fact, have experienced depression as well and know what it feels like. If you are really depressed, you might wear a mask every day when you are around people. You smile even if you feel awful. But trust me, things start to get better. Don't stray from hobbies, friends, or family. That's what I did and things only got worse because I felt unloved and invisible. If you are still in school, continue studying and don't fall behind, because that sucks when you are no longer depressed. I used to be the smartest kid in class but now I'm below average because of my depression. Don't let that happen to you. Don't wear a mask. Although it may fell stupid at the time, open up to your closest, most trustworthy friend. They will help, I promise.
1. Don't give up on life. I almost did.
2. STOP wearing the mask.
3. If your friends don't accept you, find new ones!
4. Do. Not. Become. A. Shut. In.
5. Don't lie to yourself. You will only hurt more.
I hope these tips helped! Feel better soon!
I'm really sorry if this long message was an eye-sore!
Hope everything gets better for you Marta Rodriguez! Thanks, but you sound like a super nice person!
Me: Don’t cry
Me: Don’t cry
Me: *Jason don’t cry*
My eyes: *hold mah tear glands*
Twister Hazard ❤️❤️
I love this song ❤ just found it on Facebook... and I feel the same way...😢😢😢 it breaks my heart that so many young people are having depression...
Cause I have it too😢
I was like this just without the appointment but the feeling of being alone is unimaginable sadness but now I got better and try to help others at school going through the same thing
The Doctor Said~
I'll be lost inside my head
Bad thoughts til 4am
Then I'll try to sleep
And I can't tell anyone
Im so scared they'll get up & run
So I
Don't speak
And oh, I miss when we were younger
The days were so much funner
Weren't they
Oh, I book a new appointment
Its Another disappointment
They're all the same..same..same..
When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know,
Because i feel so alone
And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
Cus the doctor said you're fine
My own mind can lie to me
They all say its anxiety
But I.. just think its me
Now I've lost so many years
My pillow's a tissue
For my tears
But you, never see
And now, I can't even eat my dinner
Mom says I'm getting thinner
Am I?
Oh, I book a new appointment,
Yet another disappointment
They're all the same..same..same
When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know,
Because i feel so alone
And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
Cus the doctor said you're fine
But he don't care bout me..
He'll just go home
To his family
Why does no one see..
Im not the girl
I wish that I could be..
Cus the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
Umm.. thx lol
I remember feeling like this all the time.. 💔😭 At the end of the day, I'm stronger and now have the tools to work through my depression stages, sometimes they don't work but sometimes they do. Please know you're not alone and have people that love you ❤
thank you for actually talking out about important issues and expressing these thoughts through lyrics. this song is going to mean so much to lots of people ❤︎
That "Am I?" always gets to me