Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care (Official Lyric Video)

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 29 тис.

  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  4 роки тому +892

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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @haunterthepurger673
      @haunterthepurger673 3 роки тому +12

      Citizen Soldier u rock

    • @haunterthepurger673
      @haunterthepurger673 3 роки тому +12

      Don’t stop doing what u do

    • @vetsrus31
      @vetsrus31 3 роки тому +8

      Thank you for another Earth Shakingly beautiful and powerful song. So glad to be a fan of you. Your words resonate so deeply with me and everyone else! Thank you!

    • @Rockstar25th
      @Rockstar25th 3 роки тому +7

      Love the song. Feels like what going though. It makes feel i not alone

    • @ghostofcrystallake780
      @ghostofcrystallake780 3 роки тому +15

      This song honestly saved my life, I've felt so alone with my depression and I've been losing my grip. All I've felt for so long is darkness this made me feel light. Thank you all and I hope you keep saving people like me. The world needs more heroes. 🖤

  • @worshipforyou3175
    @worshipforyou3175 3 роки тому +9719

    Sleep isn’t even sleep anymore. It’s just an escape from reality...

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +942

      Stay strong 🖤

    • @lazswart2698
      @lazswart2698 3 роки тому +131

      I feel this

    • @hitomi6925
      @hitomi6925 3 роки тому +63

      Sup, we have the same profile picture
      Have a great day, y'all amazing

    • @dillypop1999
      @dillypop1999 3 роки тому +105

      People always wonder why I used sleep so much. I used it as my escape as well. But I started having nightmares. So now that break I would get is gone.

    • @xceryxdemurstra6323
      @xceryxdemurstra6323 3 роки тому +55

      @@dillypop1999 I used to have nightmares all the time as a kid. Til now I don't ever fall asleep into the rem sleep that's needed for dreaming. But still the few nights a year that I do recall the dreams, they're still nightmares... "No rest for the wicked" as they say lol

  • @wulanreskiani
    @wulanreskiani 3 роки тому +19522

    when my youtube recommendation knows my feelings better than people around me

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +2118

      Glad you found us 🖤

    • @kajoregister9851
      @kajoregister9851 3 роки тому +316

      exactly.

    • @deebzzzz4296
      @deebzzzz4296 3 роки тому +344

      Be careful not to care and keep fighting cause after closing off all ya feel is regret hard to have any other emotions besides anger and regret so if ya are depressed fight it but dont let it consume you

    • @starlinlanier8202
      @starlinlanier8202 3 роки тому +80

      I have to agree with you on this one

    • @risinganyomus7023
      @risinganyomus7023 3 роки тому +65

      Lol I was just thinking this

  • @user-dv1wv3ml2h
    @user-dv1wv3ml2h 5 місяців тому +297

    I’d quite literally give anything to send this song to my younger self. The line “Would anyone want me, if they knew what was inside my head” hit me like a ton of bricks.

  • @katecardinale8881
    @katecardinale8881 5 місяців тому +310

    For all of you feeling this song, we haven’t met but I’m so happy you exist in this world. Breathe and validate yourself. Giving as much legal love as I can give. ❤ your friend in the USA

    • @kaceyfellowes
      @kaceyfellowes 5 місяців тому +3

      @katecardinal8881 Thank you. This means so much. And I have to say the same to you. You don’t know what anyone is going through but your message helps me so much. Thank you. God bless you 🙏

    • @PreppyReviews
      @PreppyReviews 5 місяців тому

      Thanks

    • @NoorNoor-kg8hj
      @NoorNoor-kg8hj 4 місяці тому +2

      Thanks but idk what to do
      I'm finally giving up

    • @katecardinale8881
      @katecardinale8881 4 місяці тому +1

      @@NoorNoor-kg8hj please don’t give up. You have a purpose and people who love you. Stay alive for them. I’m here with you in it and I know it sucks so bad. I’m katie. I’m a teacher with children ages 2 months to 5 years and I’m 30. Follow me if you ever want to talk. 💖 sending love from 🇺🇸!!

    • @NoorNoor-kg8hj
      @NoorNoor-kg8hj 4 місяці тому

      I can't see my comments

  • @chirashii3947
    @chirashii3947 3 роки тому +1591

    Hide and Seek isn’t fun when nobody is looking for you
    -Abigail Black

  • @dreeve3171
    @dreeve3171 10 місяців тому +1140

    Sometimes those with the brightest smiles hide the darkest pain

    • @PerrysworldOfficial
      @PerrysworldOfficial 8 місяців тому +18

      That's Me

    • @konikiispoka800
      @konikiispoka800 8 місяців тому +8

      Me🥹

    • @jasonschwab3412
      @jasonschwab3412 7 місяців тому +13

      This song reminds me of what I have and what I need to do to overcome the pain of the past.

    • @ambershook1627
      @ambershook1627 7 місяців тому +7

      Ya that's true

    • @saraoverkamping8143
      @saraoverkamping8143 7 місяців тому +11

      I imagine you are someone like this as well. I really hope darkness is not all you know and it actually made you see the light. "Cause stars are only glowing in the night, but when sunrise comes, you need to hold your hand up above your head to embrace the winds of life." My grandma told me this when I was a child, innocent and not understanding the depths of her words. Today they are what keep me breathing and believing, so I hope they can also guide you through some of your pain.

  • @jamesrobertson5677
    @jamesrobertson5677 6 місяців тому +185

    Everyone needs to hear this. YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND YOU DO MATTER AND ARE LOVED. PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND STAY HERE

    • @Fun-and-new16
      @Fun-and-new16 6 місяців тому +4

      I am so depressed and i wanna end it all 💔😭😭 but i cant

    • @MegaEricwolf
      @MegaEricwolf 5 місяців тому +5

      @@Fun-and-new16you’re not alone, just keep pushing forward because that’s where a better future is. I know life can be challenging but you are loved and appreciated. Stay strong! You got this!

    • @Fun-and-new16
      @Fun-and-new16 5 місяців тому +1

      ​@@MegaEricwolf thx you so much I will

    • @user-vo6yn4xn8r
      @user-vo6yn4xn8r 3 місяці тому +1

      i dont matter

    • @tommyl3208
      @tommyl3208 3 місяці тому +1

      Don't know how much fight I have left so tired of fighting and the sad thing is no one even care what happens. 😢

  • @WNWWV
    @WNWWV 6 місяців тому +132

    Not a soul would care if I finally turned out the light. It would honestly be a blessing to many. Pray for me please.

    • @Oneness_Apostolic-Pentecostal
      @Oneness_Apostolic-Pentecostal 3 місяці тому +14

      Praying for you! You have purpose and you are loved. Don’t give up. You’ve come too far for that.

    • @eddiedailey5083
      @eddiedailey5083 2 місяці тому +9

      Oh I feel the same way but don't never give up I'm fighting cancer an struggling in life with no help an knowing nobody cares but I'm still fighting we all are heros in someone's eyes so keep fighting my friend

    • @Oneness_Apostolic-Pentecostal
      @Oneness_Apostolic-Pentecostal 2 місяці тому +7

      @@eddiedailey5083 Praying for your healing in Jesus’ name!

    • @thewafflehouse841
      @thewafflehouse841 2 місяці тому +4

      You are loved, and I would sure as hell care if you're gone. Don't let the world grow a little colder with you gone. Keep that light on, and someday it will take you out of the void. So please, I beg of you, hold on to hope and call someone, anyone, even your local crisis line.

    • @ladydesparado2672
      @ladydesparado2672 2 місяці тому +4

      I would care😢

  • @miharu3076
    @miharu3076 3 роки тому +7033

    Come one guys
    We are suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer.
    So stay alive.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +723

      Stay strong 🖤🙏🏻

    • @MeMe-tt2gf
      @MeMe-tt2gf 3 роки тому +275

      The thing is we tell others don't do it ur worth it yet ur going through the same thing and u can't tell yourself u r good enough and u don't feel it aggghhhh i have a headache

    • @trevorchilds1960
      @trevorchilds1960 3 роки тому +121

      I have struggled with depression not developed but biological but if I a fat kid who can’t do much can make it through then others can but if there is one piece of advise I can give is don’t hide it the longer you hide it the more it builds until your personal day of judgment and finally bring the knife to your neck if you have let it build it becomes almost impossible to stop yourself so when you get to that point remember that someone wants you around and If you’re not there you could send another person into their own depression telling themselves they weren’t enough to keep you here so if you won’t keep going for yourself do it for other people. Now I know people won’t see this but if you do spread the message that someone needs you and you will soon find something to stay in this world for

    • @emmam7427
      @emmam7427 3 роки тому +186

      I want to trade my life for someone who wants it, someone fighting cancer, or a kid starving.... But it's impossible

    • @miharu3076
      @miharu3076 3 роки тому +32

      @@emmam7427
      Don't say that

  • @darechick0894
    @darechick0894 3 роки тому +2940

    Balling in tears from the song. Sounds alot like when my depression tries to be mean but i fight through it to live for the people I love.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +383

      Love that you get it. Keep fighting friend. You're not alone.

    • @soloriyeovin5011
      @soloriyeovin5011 3 роки тому +51

      We can do this

    • @lizlahti
      @lizlahti 3 роки тому +61

      I was in tears myself within seconds. I've been where you are. You are not alone. Keep fighting- it's worth it! ❤

    • @patrickconner6477
      @patrickconner6477 3 роки тому +46

      Hang in there bro, ik I'm just some dude on YT but there are people who care, and if you can't stand alone stand with them :) you probably already knew that but it's good to hear it again eh? Well stay strong if not for yourself then for others

    • @nicobo730
      @nicobo730 3 роки тому +9

      Love that song so much

  • @christopherokieffe5922
    @christopherokieffe5922 2 місяці тому +139

    From someone that is struggling with living I just Wana say I love you all

    • @heavenshzb4055
      @heavenshzb4055 2 місяці тому +6

      We love you to my friend, stay strong, whatever struggles you are going through you can overcome them.....God bless you my friend.....

    • @JustinSilvin
      @JustinSilvin Місяць тому +3

      I love you ❤

    • @jeannesmith1141
      @jeannesmith1141 Місяць тому +2

      You can do this, it sucks, but hang in there. Tomorrow is always a new day, you can get through!

    • @malahamavet
      @malahamavet Місяць тому +2

      I hope you're still there, I'm struggling too but we need to keep going

    • @christopherokieffe5922
      @christopherokieffe5922 Місяць тому +1

      Thanks for all the support

  • @CryoFangs549
    @CryoFangs549 7 місяців тому +53

    I'm seriously crying right now - this just hit me in all the ways it possibly could. This... this is incredible. I FEEL this. I KNOW this. I resonate with this, and being a highly empathetic person with depression and anxiety, this hit me incredibly hard because I've felt worthless, lonely, and ready to die before. Please, whoever's reading this: keep fighting. You've got this

  • @lexiethe_slytherin2817
    @lexiethe_slytherin2817 3 роки тому +944

    "I've never felt worthy of love I would give up everthing I have just to feel good enough." That hit me hard......

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +64

      Thanks 🖤

    • @kelsif3387
      @kelsif3387 3 роки тому +7

      Ditto

    • @bethbranch8749
      @bethbranch8749 3 роки тому +16

      That's actually how I'm feeling right now. For the last few days I've been thinking about suicide because of how worthless I feel. I seen messages between my so called boyfriend and another female talking how they love each other and things that you would say to someone that you're in a relationship. I confronted him about it and he denied everything and said he was hacked.

    • @putrinugrahantie6351
      @putrinugrahantie6351 3 роки тому +7

      @@bethbranch8749 hey girl i hope you are doing fine. You are worthy of everything and please keep going. Someday everything will make sense. Ily x

    • @bethbranch8749
      @bethbranch8749 3 роки тому +6

      @@putrinugrahantie6351 I hope so. I have PTSD from many years of mental and emotional abuse. Seeing that my "boyfriend" is doing what he's doing adds on to my thoughts of worthlessness and increases the idea that suicide is the way to go.

  • @ElvisThePelvisEP
    @ElvisThePelvisEP Рік тому +1417

    “I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy because they know how it feels to be absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else feeling that way”

    • @cybillchill497
      @cybillchill497 Рік тому +58

      Man you didn't have to call me out like that. But your Right I like seeing people achieve what I cannot it brings me some joy seeing them happy.

    • @FbllTwins
      @FbllTwins Рік тому +22

      This is twin and my life... We always help our friends during their dark days because we know the feeling well and that feeling is not healthy

    • @BuySKZAlbumNowToPayTheirMeals.
      @BuySKZAlbumNowToPayTheirMeals. Рік тому +10

      Well, I feel called out lmaooo

    • @midnighttheumbreon8857
      @midnighttheumbreon8857 Рік тому +8

      I felt this on a spiritual level…

    • @billygreene1645
      @billygreene1645 Рік тому +12

      Thats how im currently living my life and im glad but i also hate it 😭😭😭

  • @keiffers5
    @keiffers5 6 місяців тому +12

    This quote "Would anyone notice If tonight, I disappeared?" really hit hard - I've always thought that no one would. So many people don't realize the huge battles I am fighting in my head, yet I am projecting a look that makes them think otherwise. They think my being distant has to do with them and think I'm an a-hole for it. I am constantly fighting these battles on my own and this kind of music is what helps me the most. I hear this and realize I am NOT alone.....we all struggle, just some better than others. If you are thinking of ending it, don't.....that's NOT the answer. That will only pass your pain onto someone who truly loves you, even if you think they don't. I admit it has crossed my mind before, but I cannot ever bring myself to that point....I may think life is hard right now, but I realize if I were to make that choice, tomorrow would probably be the day that everything found a way to get better. Why miss that, even if it doesn't happen right away. There is constantly a little voice in my head saying 'it will get better' and sometimes I tell it to STFU, but I haven't rejected it and I think that's a good thing. I'm taking each day as it comes....some are good some aren't, but I am doing what I feel is the right thing

  • @DreamyVibezMusic
    @DreamyVibezMusic 2 місяці тому +15

    This sound is so wonderful. The person who is reading this comment, I wish you great success, health, love and happiness!

    • @Li-Enlkao0
      @Li-Enlkao0 2 місяці тому

      I am a high school student and sometimes i just want quite life like how my grandpa die when i was little and at his funeral i didn't not what happening and just thought it was a happy time i remember this moment like it was yesterday
      i always thought he will hate me because of that

  • @brittneystaples7493
    @brittneystaples7493 3 роки тому +512

    The worst part of depression is feeling like you're already dead, just trying to do whatever it takes to feel alive

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +27

      So true. That’s a great lyric!

    • @sirbork9797
      @sirbork9797 3 роки тому +3

      I feel this, when I had my worst spout of depression I often used five finger fillet as my "self harm" because of the adrenalin rushes and the pain that was so sudden and "unexpected"

    • @emmam7427
      @emmam7427 3 роки тому +3

      I don't deserve to feel alive

    • @randomperson5912
      @randomperson5912 3 роки тому +3

      Emma Morehead yes you do. Idk what you are going through but am willing to listen if you ever need to talk. May GOD bless you❤️

    • @randomperson5912
      @randomperson5912 3 роки тому +1

      Hope things get better for you. May GOD bless you. ❤️feel free to message me anytime.

  • @Cav3man209
    @Cav3man209 3 роки тому +377

    "I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough"
    Hits so hard...

  • @tesiarobinson6510
    @tesiarobinson6510 4 місяці тому +9

    I’m 30 and I’ve been struggling with depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts since high school.. 10 years of self harm, a couple suicide attempts.. I 100% feel this song.

  • @yalestormofficial
    @yalestormofficial 3 місяці тому +4

    This song touched my heart, 3 years ago. It taught me to listen to people who are in pain and be there for them. This song taught me to be a selfless hero, holding a light for those in the dark.

  • @wreakhavock1930
    @wreakhavock1930 2 роки тому +1973

    Depression is being colorblind and having people constantly tell you how colorful the world is

    • @Kaydinp2008
      @Kaydinp2008 2 роки тому +50

      Wow
      Edit: that's deep

    • @majesticwalrus9946
      @majesticwalrus9946 2 роки тому +21

      So true

    • @traceysmith2649
      @traceysmith2649 2 роки тому +20

      I feel this comment alot

    • @ErebusAlekos
      @ErebusAlekos 2 роки тому +34

      I feel that, for the longest time I could only see the bad in the world. I shut myself in and kept telling myself that the outside world isn't worth my time. To this day I still feel that way because I don't know how to feel any other way. You know how bad it is when all you can think is 'I hate' you have nothing to direct your anger at, its just everything, you feel this uncontrollable anger at the entire world, and then once it leaves you, you feel cold. You feel as if the world isn't worth living in. I would know, because that's happening. my anger has left me, and now all I feel is the freezing cold.

    • @Kaydinp2008
      @Kaydinp2008 2 роки тому +14

      @@ErebusAlekos well one day you will find your fire, somthing that warms you
      I feel you I hope I find my fire too

  • @hannahtrevors2651
    @hannahtrevors2651 2 роки тому +2705

    The fact that so many people relate to this like I do breaks my heart

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 2 роки тому +37

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are..

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 2 роки тому +8

      @@Anonymous-te5me Thank youuuuu❤️😊

    • @majesticwalrus9946
      @majesticwalrus9946 2 роки тому +7

      I know it’s hard

    • @blackheart4795
      @blackheart4795 2 роки тому +43

      The sad thing is some of us got comfortable here in the deep, dark hole were in

    • @stevenbicknell9459
      @stevenbicknell9459 2 роки тому +12

      I know how u feel my family don't give a damn about me

  • @eeleeschroeder6476
    @eeleeschroeder6476 5 місяців тому +7

    It’s been an on going battle for years, and I’ve always struggled. The pain of feeling like no one understands the hell in your head, feeling as if you are alone. I never realized how numb I truly was until I listened to this song. I listened to this song carefully and finally felt like someone understood. I cried numerous times, such a beautiful song that holds a special place in my heart.
    I almost took my life many times and still think about it, not thinking would care or notice I was gone. It wasn’t till I saw others struggle and hurting that I realized that I’m not alone, and while I still struggle I’ve now dedicated my life to help others so they never have to go through the pain of what I have to everyday.
    “Let me give you a reason to stay” such a powerful statement, and such an inspiration.
    Thank you Citizen Solider for saving many lives, including mine❤

  • @KibaSnowpaw
    @KibaSnowpaw 11 годин тому

    This song really strikes a chord with me. The lyrics of "Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care" perfectly encapsulate the overwhelming feelings of self-blame, hatred, and the constant battle against inner demons that I experience daily. It's like the artist has peered into my soul and articulated my deepest, darkest thoughts.
    "Would anyone notice if tonight I disappeared?" - This line hits hard. The sense of invisibility, the fear that my absence wouldn't make a difference to anyone, is something I grapple with constantly. It feels like I'm just a shadow, unseen and unimportant, and the thought of disappearing often seems like a way to escape this torment.
    "Would anyone chase me and say the words that I need to hear? That I'm no burden, not so worthless" - The longing for validation and reassurance is profound. The weight of feeling like a burden to others is crushing. I yearn for someone to tell me that I'm not worthless, that my existence matters. These words could be the lifeline I need to keep going.
    "Bent so much that I just might break" - This perfectly describes the state of being on the edge, feeling like I'm about to snap under the pressure of my own thoughts and emotions. The constant bending without breaking is exhausting, and sometimes it feels like one more push will be too much.
    "Would anyone care, would anyone cry if I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?" - The question of whether my life has any impact on others is a haunting one. The idea that my death might go unnoticed or unmourned is both terrifying and saddening. It underscores the loneliness and isolation that I feel.
    "Would anything change, would you all be just fine? 'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight" - This speaks to the desperate need for a reason to keep living. It's not about grand gestures, but small, meaningful signs that my existence matters, that my fight is worth it. The fear that nothing would change if I were gone makes it hard to find the motivation to continue.
    "Would anyone want me if they knew what was inside my head?" - This line captures the fear of rejection and judgment. The thoughts that plague my mind are dark and unsettling, and I worry that if people knew the real me, they would turn away. It's a constant struggle to believe that I could be loved or accepted for who I truly am.
    "I've never felt worthy of love, I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough" - This encapsulates the deep-seated feelings of inadequacy and unworthiness. The desire to feel good enough, to be worthy of love and acceptance, is so strong that I would give up everything for it. It's a painful admission of how much I crave validation.
    "If you're dying inside, sick of being alive, let me in, let me share in your pain" - This call for connection is powerful. It acknowledges that others feel the same way, offering a hand to those who are struggling. The idea of sharing pain, of not being alone in this battle, is both comforting and hopeful.
    "The world would be changed if you left it behind. You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night you take back your life" - These lines are a reminder of the value of every individual life. Despite the overwhelming feelings of worthlessness, the truth is that each person is irreplaceable. The encouragement to take back one's life is a call to find strength and reclaim a sense of purpose.
    This song is more than just lyrics; it's a lifeline for those of us struggling with these dark thoughts. It offers a sense of understanding and a reminder that we are not alone. For anyone out there feeling this way, please know that your life matters. You can't be replaced, and your fight is worth it. 🌟 #MentalHealthMatters #YouAreNotAlone #KeepFighting #TakeBackYourLife

  • @dhxmg
    @dhxmg 2 роки тому +569

    "I'd give everything to feel good enough"
    Amen to that.

    • @tashac436
      @tashac436 2 роки тому +6

      How can written words from someone else's soul see inside mine?

    • @submissionsniperfan
      @submissionsniperfan 2 роки тому +3

      @@tashac436 that's how REAL MUSIC is supposed to be

    • @jackczechchannel7830
      @jackczechchannel7830 2 роки тому

      True

    • @Rayz_Yin
      @Rayz_Yin 2 роки тому

      Same here... I always think this...

  • @evilyuisnightcore9490
    @evilyuisnightcore9490 3 роки тому +1099

    you know a song is from the heart when you have literal goose bumps

  • @TwilightHowler
    @TwilightHowler 6 годин тому

    I know this is three years old lmao, but when I was thinking of this, one of my (passed away) friends sent this to me.
    A couple months later, she done it, though. i couldn’t stop her. Thank you, your music keeps me alive.

  • @Zilo-mp1wc
    @Zilo-mp1wc 5 місяців тому +6

    My dad listened to this in front of me and now every time I go to sleep I pray to god that I will wake up and see him

  • @emmamaddie6365
    @emmamaddie6365 2 роки тому +1563

    Depression is like drowning while other people are screaming at you to breathe

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 2 роки тому +28

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are..

    • @kittencat101
      @kittencat101 2 роки тому +12

      @@lill_sweets3271 thank you

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 2 роки тому +10

      @@kittencat101 Your Welcome 😊❤️

    • @reyzacy6205
      @reyzacy6205 2 роки тому +13

      *without other people screaming at you to breathe

    • @user-dn7sn5hk6p
      @user-dn7sn5hk6p 2 роки тому +2

      That hurts.... 🙂

  • @yukionna8543
    @yukionna8543 3 роки тому +2074

    Therapy is going to their concert and screaming out the lyrics while crying.

  • @murielbilly4296
    @murielbilly4296 4 місяці тому +6

    You sing what my words can't say. I 've almost always feel invisible. And i hold on, waiting for someone who would care enough to see me, to validate my existence. Strange thing to say but I really need a hug...

  • @missakura3078
    @missakura3078 Місяць тому +4

    This song is the reason I'm super nice to ppl n make sure they r alright. Of course those who r mean to me I stand up for myself or began cutting out negative ppl because of citizen soldier. Thank u ❤

  • @josephlonergan1685
    @josephlonergan1685 2 роки тому +893

    "Would anybody want me
    If they knew what was inside my mind"
    These lines hit me 🙄

    • @justaboy8441
      @justaboy8441 2 роки тому +8

      me too

    • @moonwolf625
      @moonwolf625 2 роки тому +9

      Same!

    • @childofgod1458
      @childofgod1458 2 роки тому +10

      Yes 💯 percent they would want you just don't be afraid to open up an talk about what your going threw it always helps even if it's just to God he's always listening

    • @fluff5
      @fluff5 2 роки тому +4

      @@childofgod1458 no one wants a psychopath.

    • @cl5059
      @cl5059 2 роки тому +1

      @@fluff5 that’s 100% not true lol some specifically seek out psychopaths, although some do it unintentionally there are those who knowingly and willing seek out psychopaths as partners/lovers/friends/business associates etc.

  • @michaelhinton8608
    @michaelhinton8608 3 роки тому +4683

    random people: why do you listen to music all the time? socialize once in a while.
    me: music knows how to comfort me more than people do.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +74

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...❤️

    • @darkhero4447
      @darkhero4447 3 роки тому +41

      I know the feeling man. Stay strong

    • @harlie4553
      @harlie4553 3 роки тому +21

      So true

    • @sickofitall-ec5yd
      @sickofitall-ec5yd 3 роки тому +18

      So true im 35 and its my muse

    • @archangel9727
      @archangel9727 3 роки тому +24

      We don't know each other but keep going. I know it's hard. Sometimes it's the hardest thing to do. Don't give up.

  • @WindyBeeStudios
    @WindyBeeStudios 9 днів тому +3

    I just discovered this song by accident and literally just started crying. I feel like this all the time. Like literally nobody would care if one day I was gone

    • @Stargazing_fan
      @Stargazing_fan 7 днів тому +1

      I don't know you at all, but I am sure that you are a beautiful person, and when such a person dies, the world becomes emptier. Please, don't leave this world, it will be worse without you!
      I sincerely hope that you will find happiness and love in your life!

  • @katecardinale8881
    @katecardinale8881 5 місяців тому +4

    Its a cliche I know… but please Be kind to those that you meet. Give a smile or a compliment in passing. You never know how they’re feeling, what their life is, or what that one greeting you give someone could mean to them.

  • @bristyshurtradharpuja3531
    @bristyshurtradharpuja3531 2 роки тому +1215

    The most devastating part is when you can relate every each line of this song 💔:)

    • @fariha9083
      @fariha9083 2 роки тому +11

      I can feel you( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)

    • @bristyshurtradharpuja3531
      @bristyshurtradharpuja3531 2 роки тому +7

      @@fariha9083 🙏💔

    • @sarahdfaul
      @sarahdfaul 2 роки тому +15

      I’ve been able to relate to it for the past 8 years. I’m surprised I haven’t fully given up yet.

    • @toddhill4411
      @toddhill4411 2 роки тому +1

      Don't I know

    • @creepercrew11
      @creepercrew11 2 роки тому +1

      I'm right there with you buddy. It's hard

  • @domenicoconstantini2255
    @domenicoconstantini2255 2 роки тому +717

    "The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn't laugh"
    -Anonyme

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 2 роки тому +4

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are..

    • @Ink_Cloud
      @Ink_Cloud 2 роки тому +10

      And it shares Your pain and cries with You... but cannot help You either, like a cold piece of ice, only reflects your tears and what's behind You... and in the end, when the light goes down, even a mirror can't reflect anything. In the darkest times only a source of light can show the way - wether it's a friend with a candle or a lost wanderer who started a fire and waits for other wanderers to come and sit next to him to share their stories...
      Anyway, have faith, I wish You all the best, Buddy

    • @jessicaxi4000
      @jessicaxi4000 2 роки тому +9

      *Charlie Chaplin

    • @reyzacy6205
      @reyzacy6205 2 роки тому +6

      You're right, it's judging me.

    • @adi4032
      @adi4032 2 роки тому +5

      I look ugly while crying

  • @LiamEnzo-fu8te
    @LiamEnzo-fu8te 6 місяців тому +3

    This song was on repeat for nights on end these last couple of months. So thankful for God giving me strength to keep fighting. For all you out there wondering if it could be worth it, I promise it can be. Something called men's encounter really helped me as well. Would recommend it to everyone.

  • @Gloria-Elezi09
    @Gloria-Elezi09 3 місяці тому +6

    The crazy thing is that i found this group on the days i wasnt okay. They made me realize im not the only one thats hurt out there. So to all of them who are dying inside wait cause good days are coming for you i promise ❤

  • @angelinabailey6856
    @angelinabailey6856 3 роки тому +1535

    “I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anyone else to feel like that.”
    ~Robin Williams
    I love this song, it and "I'm Not Okay" perfectly describe me right now.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +16

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...

    • @yungsamsn8859
      @yungsamsn8859 3 роки тому +10

      I agree a hundred percent💯

    • @provindentiae1
      @provindentiae1 3 роки тому +12

      I hate seeing anyone get to the depth I've been in. I've been through enough tried killing myself enough and I'm not even 30, im pretty alone but struggle through it all to push on to help others but I'm soo tired, I just want my 1 to finally shine a path for me.
      No-one should ever feel this way as I know the results and I'm way past gone, but I will be your platform to rest should you need it I'll help you stand even if I can't. I may not feel the love I need and my armour is cracked and falling apart as i but I will not stop loving you all ❤

    • @jellythemedic5659
      @jellythemedic5659 3 роки тому +5

      @@lill_sweets3271 there she goes again :3 but its true life might not be easy but if you work hard enough you can achieve anything

    • @user-zj1wd8ty5r
      @user-zj1wd8ty5r 2 роки тому +3

      That quote is just... AMAZINGLY SPECTACTULAR!! You matter, guys!

  • @AZTECBLOODWOLF
    @AZTECBLOODWOLF 3 роки тому +487

    Always hit right in the feels every song

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +60

      That's the goal. So glad you enjoy it

    • @volkenashoba7017
      @volkenashoba7017 3 роки тому +4

      Agreed

    • @ryanpacheco6471
      @ryanpacheco6471 3 роки тому +3

      Great song

    • @ryanbartlett6957
      @ryanbartlett6957 3 роки тому +3

      Great song guys hits really deep and makes you reflect on your own feelings keep up the good work

    • @greg1993s
      @greg1993s 3 роки тому +5

      @@ryanbartlett6957 that's the purpose. The world needs to wake up and realize that you are only given one life and only when you have taken the moment to make a change to in whatever it may be ; is when you have a moment of clarity of what needs to be done for yourself and this Earth. So don't EVER be afraid to make a better life or change for yourself and others cause we all have to take back our lives and instruct the lives of the our generation and generations to come in order to save our World we live on and call EARTH ❤️.

  • @pandabear2091
    @pandabear2091 5 місяців тому +9

    This song made me cry so much & was something the world needs thankz guys keep touching people's hearts & minds yall are a blessing

  • @sama3067
    @sama3067 3 роки тому +565

    I'm not crying, you are...
    I lied. I am crying. Everyone is crying.

  • @theblackjackhammer8518
    @theblackjackhammer8518 Рік тому +1759

    People ask why I love "sad" songs, to me they aren't sad songs. They're songs that allow me to release my pent up emotions in a controllable manner and instead of exploding into a flood these songs allow me to let these emotions flow through my body like a river. In my opinion no song is ever "sad", they are always inspirational or soothing. Whether it may seem sad to me but it may seem comforting to the next person, that is why I love songs like this one, no song is ever too sad for one person.
    P.S. Edit
    We all deal with struggles and our own battles, but I wish for everyone to remember a war is never won alone, please remind yourselves you are never truly alone. Mental health is a serious issue, suicide may seem like the right answer when your vision and thoughts are clouded, but that is only because mentally you are clouded and the path is blurred, and I wish more people/studies spread this reality that it is HARD to see the proper pathway when blinded. Never bottle yourselves up for other peoples sake, Never allow yourselves to be chained down by the demons, Never forget that someone else somewhere in the globe is fighting a similar battle, and Never forget that a war is won together. Stay strong everyone, and Never let the light fade from your hearts.

    • @Matthew_Playz
      @Matthew_Playz Рік тому +23

      I love sad songs to but I don’t cry from them they just help me express how I feel and are nice to listen to.

    • @lieutenantdan902
      @lieutenantdan902 Рік тому +6

      I agree

    • @lieutenantdan902
      @lieutenantdan902 Рік тому +8

      People go threw thing unimaginable some give up some don’t but are depressed there whole lives cause things didn’t go right

    • @lieutenantdan902
      @lieutenantdan902 Рік тому +8

      I love this song cause I feel this way I think people need wake up too many people die cause of stupidness just cared for one another no matter what religion n wanting power thst doesn’t exist people be better off but it won’t ever happen just war people love war they think they do

    • @lieutenantdan902
      @lieutenantdan902 Рік тому +7

      I ranted I’m sorry

  • @sonjacole4688
    @sonjacole4688 5 місяців тому +122

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love you even if you have insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love you even if you have failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on you even on sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you act
    i love you even if you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you even if you you're mean
    i love you even if you're alone
    i love you even if you can't feel
    i love you even if you feel too much
    i love you even if you can't take life anymore
    i love you even if you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you even if you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
    i love you even if you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you even if you have problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you even if you're in pain
    i love you even if you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love you even if you have wounds
    i love you even if you have scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you even if you lie
    i love you even if you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you even if you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you even if you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you even if you have headache
    i love you even if you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you even if you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you even if life isn't bright
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you even if you're irresponsible
    i love you even if you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love even if your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
    From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
    (Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)

  • @stray_starving_wolf
    @stray_starving_wolf 5 днів тому +1

    Doesn't matter if your a hero. You'll end up a villain no matter what you do.

  • @dash.7277
    @dash.7277 3 роки тому +2485

    Is it funny how your online friends care more about you than your parents, real-life friends, and teachers?

  • @nvlnvl1066
    @nvlnvl1066 3 роки тому +513

    Citizen Soldier : You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night
    You take back your life.
    Me : I promise I'll try my best. If I fail, I will try again and again and again.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +63

      Love the great attitude. Rooting for you 🖤🤘🏻

    • @nvlnvl1066
      @nvlnvl1066 3 роки тому +24

      @@CitizenSoldier Not only me, please, we are a family in this community. I know I`m not alone with this story.

    • @foreveruseless1292
      @foreveruseless1292 3 роки тому +4

      We can do this mate

    • @raiofthesouthernseas9389
      @raiofthesouthernseas9389 3 роки тому +2

      I have your back if you ever need to talk to someone ❤️

    • @creamcheese268
      @creamcheese268 3 роки тому +1

      Yes, mate. We will fight. We're all in this together. 👊🏼🖤

  • @anaklusmosj8432
    @anaklusmosj8432 5 днів тому +1

    So... I just want to say, I came here after listening to the collab with thousand foot krutch, and I feel like it was the greatest mistake. For the first time in a good while, I feel listened, even when I'm crying. They say curiosity kills the cat, but this time, it saved me... Thank you for the song 🙏🏻

  • @SamaraHancock
    @SamaraHancock 3 дні тому

    'broken crayons still colour the same'
    -no strings attached
    Even if you're broken you deserve to love and be loved❤

  • @Dead__Space
    @Dead__Space 3 роки тому +1424

    The worst part of severe depression is that no one even notices unless you hurt yourself.
    Edit: Ain't nothing to do but pick yourself up and keep moving forward. Thank you so much for your music.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +148

      It definitely is easy to keep to yourself at times. Talking about it is definitely key to healing 🖤

    • @Noxazema
      @Noxazema 3 роки тому +15

      @We Are All Human Love Is Love Keep looking for therapists until you find one that works for you. Sometimes it just takes the right person.

    • @isabellkikidylmer7470
      @isabellkikidylmer7470 3 роки тому +10

      It can't be more true, no one ever notices how you are even if all the signs are there..

    • @thierrydussault3928
      @thierrydussault3928 3 роки тому +14

      I know I'll sound harsh but you can't blame people for not noticing when you're the one who chooses to wear the mask, you have to take control of the situation yourself, even if it's hard. Healing starts with yourself. People already have enough to get through with everyday... You're not alone but help others helping you.

    • @yeaitsmobo
      @yeaitsmobo 3 роки тому +7

      I've been severely hurt by this comment because of how true it is

  • @xipherzen
    @xipherzen 3 роки тому +419

    "spoken straight from the heart" was where it stopped just being a relateable song and started being a message of healing and understanding. Thankyou for having a heart so compassionate of others to send out this message of hope during such madening times.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +50

      Glad you picked up on that. Meant every word.

  • @GamingwithSHIVBOss
    @GamingwithSHIVBOss Місяць тому +3

    A piece of advice only if you need it
    Everyone and i mean everyone are worthy to love. If you want a reason to stay and keep fighting then you know do it for yourself, your dreams, loved ones and especially for your future. Work so hard that when the time comes for your death everyone will notice and remember you as a legend. Everyone are different and irreplaceable circumstances change how they think and act but they are irreplaceable and no other person is the same as them. There's a saying that "only God truly loves you for who you truly are" My brother remember there can be more people except god who can love you for who you truly are but you just have to find the right person and open up to them. LASTLY LIVE YOUR LIVE AS YOU WANNA LIVE DO NOT LIVE LIKE OTHERS WANT YOU TO LIVE Thankyou for reading I hope you have a nice day

  • @PayItForward21
    @PayItForward21 Місяць тому +1

    To whomever is reading this, keep going because you're doing amazing. No matter how slow your progress, each new week is filled with tiny steps forward. Be proud of yourself. You got this. Take time to dream and enjoy. With warm and gentle thoughts 🎀🩷🎀

  • @joannemontemayor1806
    @joannemontemayor1806 3 роки тому +560

    It hurts when you relate. But it hurts even more when people accept you only if you pretend to be what they want you to be.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +14

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +38

      We hear you Joanne 🖤

    • @ziyun3005
      @ziyun3005 3 роки тому

      Hehe

    • @sarahgardner5385
      @sarahgardner5385 3 роки тому +2

      Oh shit I've never read anything that hit my core so hard.

    • @justme2500
      @justme2500 3 роки тому +1

      Hugs your way! Warriors are strong!

  • @nooneimportant4712
    @nooneimportant4712 3 роки тому +620

    It hurts when you relate but what hurts even more is knowing that no one really understands but they pretend to and they pretend to care when they don't... :(

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +63

      We know the feeling Zoey

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +19

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...

    • @nooneimportant4712
      @nooneimportant4712 3 роки тому +6

      @@lill_sweets3271 thank you so much

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +6

      @@nooneimportant4712 Your Welcome.. when you need to talk i am always here to listen❤️

    • @nooneimportant4712
      @nooneimportant4712 3 роки тому +4

      @@lill_sweets3271 thanks... Same to you ❤

  • @JenniferCo7734
    @JenniferCo7734 6 місяців тому +8

    He sent this song to me many times. This is the first time I've heard it since he's been gone. I miss you so much still every day.

  • @Curious_Clover
    @Curious_Clover 16 днів тому

    I've only cried to a movie once.
    I never thought a song could make me cry as well.
    This was the first song to ever do that.
    Sincerely, thank you for those last verses.

  • @Mastersyrup
    @Mastersyrup 3 роки тому +765

    After feeling like a failure for a while, I needed this so much.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +70

      So glad you found it 🖤

    • @hermitsunite953
      @hermitsunite953 3 роки тому +16

      Same. Been behind on a lot of work lately. No really feeling worth anything. So I came here for hope.

    • @Lena-wx7hs
      @Lena-wx7hs 3 роки тому +8

      I'll share my hope with you. ♥️
      We are in this together. 💪

    • @fadedshadxw5419
      @fadedshadxw5419 3 роки тому +8

      I really feel you, ive lost the one I love and its all my fault.

    • @robertdonaldson5095
      @robertdonaldson5095 3 роки тому +3

      I agree with Helzr we are here together.

  • @amals4316
    @amals4316 3 роки тому +286

    The thing I love most about this song is how it doesn't talk about how you committing suicide would affect others, it talks about how you shouldn't care what others think but only care about how much you love yourself, how unique you are, how you are like a snowflake, your that one person out of 7 billion. Your that one unique person. No one is like you and that should be reason enough for you to live.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +25

      Thanks for sharing that 🖤

    • @cookingwiththecripple
      @cookingwiththecripple 3 роки тому +6

      No one else is like me? That's a fuckin blessing. If there were two of me thered be two family's who have to shoulder this BURDEN

    • @adamboyen4727
      @adamboyen4727 3 роки тому +3

      On that note I remember my ideas and just how much they could change humanity if I could allow them to be fully realised, PS I study the sciences

    • @mikylawebster2841
      @mikylawebster2841 3 роки тому +3

      I love that. It's telling you to live for you not who others want you to be or because of what others want form you.

    • @NiDe500
      @NiDe500 3 роки тому +2

      Yeah, I'm unique. Doesn't mean worth preserving. There is nothing out there for me to look forward to. The therapist has run out of answers. I do not trust my parents, nor do I really respect them that much anymore after spending a year with them and getting a long look. I'm only holding my sister back by hoovering up resources.
      When a dog is blind, deaf, and facing kidney failure, do we try to extend its life at all costs? Or extend mercy and put it down? Animals know when their time is up. Yet when a human accepts that there is no life left to live and that they are permanently damaged or defective beyond all accommodation or repair, people insist we aren't supposed to find peace. If I had a spine, I'd walk out into the cold to die.

  • @moasanglajamir4519
    @moasanglajamir4519 6 місяців тому +9

    I remember listening to this song bawling my eyes out 3 years ago. And even today,all those emotions that I felt back then, flows back as I listen to this song again . Thank you for this song ❤. This song really helped me go through some really tough times ❤❤

  • @user-ju5uq4fe1w
    @user-ju5uq4fe1w 4 місяці тому +2

    Emotions have no place ....stop feeling bad for yourself.....the world needs you

  • @AWMoffeeCug
    @AWMoffeeCug 2 роки тому +160

    “I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough.”
    …That line.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 2 роки тому +4

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...
      You and everything you do is good enough ❤️

    • @SarahEugenia
      @SarahEugenia 2 роки тому

      I heard that

  • @geras.3813
    @geras.3813 3 роки тому +648

    As someone who attempted suicide 3 years ago and survived, I personally think this is the best song ever written on suicide prevention, because it does something unique, it's final lyrics can be interpreted in 2 different ways.
    Other songs like _"Why?"_ (Rascal Flatts) or _"How to save a life"_ (The Fray) focus mainly on the way your own suicide would make *_others_* feel in hopes that knowing so will stop you from doing it in the future. And that approach is good, and effective, after all, some people are desperate to be reminded how much their loved ones would miss them, like the lyrics in this song express. And in fact I think the lyrics of this song can also be interpreted this way (more on that later).
    However, I think the final lyrics can also be interpreted in another way, as in saying: *It shouldn't matter how others would feel! What matters is that you're unique, and that's an undeniable fact, even if no one can see it.*
    Notice how the lyrics don't change the question format after the bridge when talking about how others would feel: _"Would anyone care? Would anyone cry?"_
    But when talking about the change your death would bring to the world, the lyrics drop the question format, the lyrics are now stating themselves as a fact (because well, from this point on, they indeed ARE a fact): _"The world would be changed! If you left it behind, you can't be replaced no! Tonight is the night you take back your life!"_
    Sure, the latter lyrics can also be interpreted as a response to the questions made by the former lyrics as in: *Would anyone care? Of course they would, you are unique.* But that makes it even more brilliant! It reminds the listener that he probably has someone who would indeed miss him, but at the same time it *empowers* him by reminding him that self-worth can come from within and that he does NOT need anyone else to see his worth, because he is a unique individual, and that's an undeniable fact!
    I know there's 1 in a 10,000 chance you see this, but in case you do, thank you Citizen Soldier for giving us this amazing song!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +110

      Wow thanks for sharing all that 🖤 Appreciate you

    • @hannahwood3564
      @hannahwood3564 3 роки тому +19

      I attempted suicide and survived last year

    • @silversuperfan1412
      @silversuperfan1412 3 роки тому +8

      @@hannahwood3564 How are you doing now?

    • @hannahwood3564
      @hannahwood3564 3 роки тому +15

      @@silversuperfan1412 well I've been in and out of hospitals for the past 4 years, but I do have to say I am doing wonderful. I still have my ups and downs but I get over them within a week or so

    • @silversuperfan1412
      @silversuperfan1412 3 роки тому +6

      @@hannahwood3564 That’s good to hear!

  • @daniellejohnston3837
    @daniellejohnston3837 6 місяців тому +4

    I lost a friend due to suicide, I wish there was something I could’ve done to help. I wish he heard this song the night he succumb to the darkness. Now we all sit here in pain missing him and asking ourselves why. Rest in peace Josh ❤.

  • @joedeghetto5768
    @joedeghetto5768 4 місяці тому +2

    Crying, so hits home, so called normal people just don't understand, even therapists don't understand, depression is so complicated, we all lie, we all put on a face, this song hits home. I finally feel validated. Thank you CS for making me feel somewhat normal.

  • @yo_boy_gnomes9626
    @yo_boy_gnomes9626 2 роки тому +594

    This song hits different while you're listening to it and reading the comments at the same time.

  • @k.whatever3399
    @k.whatever3399 3 роки тому +250

    Be the reason someone decides to stay

    • @bloopbee_
      @bloopbee_ 3 роки тому +14

      This comment made me cry because i can actually relate to this ^^'

    • @agentkittymeowmeow
      @agentkittymeowmeow 3 роки тому +1

      Yes please do 🥺

    • @Mothkid666
      @Mothkid666 3 роки тому

      I try to be the reason someone stays. My sister says I'm the only reason she stays here, and she's the only reason I stay here too.

    • @user-gn3jm3mu1l
      @user-gn3jm3mu1l 3 роки тому

      that's so beautiful .

  • @user-hq4jo5xh8m
    @user-hq4jo5xh8m 5 місяців тому +6

    This song is definitely on my playlist i desperately needed it and im praying for all of you in these commemts i love you all

  • @vidguys
    @vidguys 2 місяці тому +2

    This song saved my life, it helped me get therapy. Thank you for sharing your story in these songs. I connected with so many of them and they really helped me to learn that maybe I'm not worthless.

  • @crustyyt7258
    @crustyyt7258 3 роки тому +449

    when a song knows more about u then ur self

  • @curlysueandspiketoo1621
    @curlysueandspiketoo1621 3 роки тому +693

    Tried singing this. ended up crying and couldn't even finish the song and do you know what my family said to me
    "Wow that was really good you *sounded* like you were actually depressed"... Yeah just sounded

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +69

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...
      Just look outside the window at night... There are millions of Stars and just like humans, you can't always see them but they are here and care... There will be an Angel who protects you and will not give up on you...❤️👼💫

    • @curlysueandspiketoo1621
      @curlysueandspiketoo1621 3 роки тому +34

      thank you I didn't realise how much I wanted to hear that and I hope you know that you are not alone either.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +17

      @@curlysueandspiketoo1621 Your Welcome ❤️😊.. when you need someone to talk I'm always here..❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +90

      We hear you Caroline 🖤 We know how it feels. Stay strong friend. Appreciate you

    • @daltenc2343
      @daltenc2343 3 роки тому +14

      Also if you got dreams and think that they're unreachable, life is a test I've learned that the hard way as a child I bounced from doctor to doctor trying to finger out what was wrong with me was misdiagnosed with measle, mono and one other thing can't remember tho, but rn I'm pursuing my three career goals too help my family live a better life and make the money to start a nonprofit organization to help those less fortunate, pro basketball, modeling, and acting, I can't relate to you on how your family said that to you, but I can relate to how it feels to be depressed, it will get better for you, chase your dreams, don't allow anyone to get under your skin don't let them tear you down love yourself for who you are because you are unique we all are in our mysterious ways.

  • @sarahcoyne4694
    @sarahcoyne4694 3 місяці тому +1

    The part at the beginning that says “that I’m no burden, not so worthless” always makes me cry so much but I’m finally getting better because I told my mom ❤

  • @ironknight4207
    @ironknight4207 26 днів тому +3

    after years of struggeling in life... after so many battles i fought... im not the same person anymore... but this song keeps me going on every day

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 25 днів тому +1

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. Everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. When we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. we serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. and when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. Always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, We can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
      Joshua 1:9
      Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
      John 15:13
      Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
      Romans 5:6-8
      For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

  • @Midnite-DxrkAng3l
    @Midnite-DxrkAng3l 3 роки тому +642

    “If you’re dying inside sick of being alive let me in let me share in your pain from my lungs through the dark spoken straight from the heart let me give you a reason to stay” How tf they know I’m feeling depressed? 😭😭😭

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +54

      Appreciate you Lynzie 🖤 Stay strong

    • @Midnite-DxrkAng3l
      @Midnite-DxrkAng3l 3 роки тому +18

      @@CitizenSoldier Thanks and I’ll try 😔🖤

    • @Peyton_20_
      @Peyton_20_ 3 роки тому +11

      Stay strong. You will get through this ❤️❤️❤️

    • @identity7198
      @identity7198 3 роки тому +8

      Lynizie fielder I’ll be there even if I die too:)
      I was always heart broken but I’ll be there for you I’m not that heartless but I’m still depressed

    • @xceryxdemurstra6323
      @xceryxdemurstra6323 3 роки тому +5

      Because they're amazing people in this band and they understand what it means to fight depression. I love these guys and they've helped me get through so many LONG freaking nights these passed few weeks...

  • @cancerascendant6184
    @cancerascendant6184 3 роки тому +418

    “Would anyone see me for the person that I really am?”
    UA-cam recommended this song for me, and I am crying right now. I have never met a person who would do any of the things in this video. I made friends with a video.... Thank you citizen soldier.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +17

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...
      The world is mean and will always be!! Just shine with pride in this mean world, don't let the pain make you hurt, don't let the bitterness steal your sweetness, You love, you laugh, you life, you do experience, new things.... you fall, you stay, you get up...❤️💫

    • @cancerascendant6184
      @cancerascendant6184 3 роки тому +12

      @@lill_sweets3271 you are so sweet! This made me cry..... Thank you.... thank you for those words. I needed to hear this.... 🥺😭

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +9

      @@cancerascendant6184 Your Welcome ❤️😊... When you need someone I'm always here to listen...❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +25

      Appreciate you 🖤

    • @Azazel_x24
      @Azazel_x24 3 роки тому +6

      Sends hugs

  • @mandimurphy6599
    @mandimurphy6599 3 місяці тому +5

    Jesus Loves You…Fall at the foot of the Cross & BELIEVE🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @MissJenni5309
    @MissJenni5309 5 місяців тому +5

    It's so hard when I'm alone. All of the time. My kids have grown and started their own lives. I fight with MS, PTSD, Agoraphobia, and depression because of all the above. I haven't felt the touch from a significant other in almost 7 years. To be held, to feel wanted again, would mean the world. But that isn't happening any time soon. Love the song, it hit hard.

    • @godisgoodalways4357
      @godisgoodalways4357 5 місяців тому +1

      I am living the same life as you and it’s so hard

    • @MissJenni5309
      @MissJenni5309 5 місяців тому

      @@godisgoodalways4357 It is. VERY. Never thought at this point in my life I'd be alone. Not feeling sorry for myself or trying to be 'poor me', just being honest. Sending you virtual hugs.

  • @leviathan9989
    @leviathan9989 3 роки тому +136

    "Would anyone want me if they knew what was inside my head" hits hard for a person with intrusive thoughts

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +8

      Thanks for listening 🖤

    • @Xaforn
      @Xaforn 3 роки тому +1

      Yes, that was basically my life mantra

    • @Querencia.01
      @Querencia.01 3 роки тому +1

      Same

    • @xceryxdemurstra6323
      @xceryxdemurstra6323 3 роки тому +1

      I know the feeling. I'm terrified of letting anyone know half the things I think because I know they're not things that are acceptable in society...it makes it hard to get close to people when they can tell you're keeping secrets... But some secrets... Some things are too dark to let out into the light of day... So you suppress them further and smile like everything's okay when those thoughts are digging their way into your mind and tearing you apart from the inside out...

  • @thegamingguy7549
    @thegamingguy7549 3 роки тому +297

    "Would anyone want me, if they knew what was inside my head." I can relate to that 😓

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +28

      🖤

    • @snakeinthebasement9498
      @snakeinthebasement9498 3 роки тому +4

      Me to

    • @NeonAGC
      @NeonAGC 3 роки тому +1

      Me as well.. I relate to this song in a lot of ways, except I'd never dare to attempt something like suicide. I only contemplate what would happen if I did.

    • @emaan05
      @emaan05 3 роки тому +1

      I relate to this line so much, this whole song makes me thing of everything

    • @stacey5668
      @stacey5668 3 роки тому +1

      Yup...me too

  • @thewafflehouse841
    @thewafflehouse841 2 місяці тому +5

    One day, I woke up in the middle of the night, as I usually do. I went to the medicine cabinet and opened the bottle. I can't remember what it was, but for some reason, I just put it back and went back to bed. I almost gave up that night, but today, years later, I have completed my therapy, have a job, amazing friends, and hobbies that give me great joy. I have dreams bursting from the seams because that night, I decided not to take those meds. That night, I held on.

  • @angelaknecht
    @angelaknecht 4 місяці тому +2

    I am crying. I’ve felt like this for so long. Almost my whole 50 years of existence. My boyfriend told me about Citizens Soldier 30 minutes ago. This is the first song I listened to. I’ve always put everyone else first. I’ve never really lived for myself. I’ve lost a lot in the past 13 plus years. I’m hanging on by a thread as it is. But this song made grip that thread a little tighter. You have a new fan just from this one song. Every day I will look for a reason, even the tiniest reason, to keep going. Thank you for seeing us and acknowledging what we all may be going through. We may be strangers but it’s good to know we are not alone.

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 4 місяці тому

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. God wants us to change and grow into the person He wants us to be. All things are possible with God. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only Temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. This includes both the good and the bad times because it will eventually end. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. We get swamped by temporal concerns. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
      Joshua 1:9
      Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
      John 15:13
      Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
      Romans 5:6-8
      For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

  • @Butterflyknife10234
    @Butterflyknife10234 3 роки тому +527

    People think depression is a joke but its not its a serious mental illness that can drive a person to insanity please if you see a loved one or a friend who's struggling with depression please tell them your there for them

    • @drakewalton6778
      @drakewalton6778 3 роки тому +21

      It’s even worse when it’s hidden and nobody can tell or help

    • @elizabethharris1851
      @elizabethharris1851 3 роки тому +4

      Some people joke about it because it's there way of coping. I'm not like this myself but I know someone who's like this

    • @Ally_cb97
      @Ally_cb97 3 роки тому +6

      My parents should have known but...even tho they see that I am almost everyday sad and angry idk why they can't understand that I am not fine...or maybe I'm a good liar...

    • @abyssreaper4438
      @abyssreaper4438 3 роки тому +5

      I wish that I had someone like you in my life bc I've had depression for 7 years now

    • @Butterflyknife10234
      @Butterflyknife10234 3 роки тому

      @@Ally_cb97 even talking to a therapist can really help to let those emotions go

  • @K1ngSc0ut24
    @K1ngSc0ut24 3 роки тому +5190

    Parents: you're so worthless!
    Friends: you're kind of annoying.
    Society: can you do anything right?
    School: you're a failure!
    My brain: just give up, nobody would care.
    Music like this: don't worry, everything's gonna be okay.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +718

      We hear you 🖤 Stay strong friend

    • @Playernumber440
      @Playernumber440 3 роки тому +123

      Bro I feel that.

    • @kaylaarredondo2860
      @kaylaarredondo2860 3 роки тому +89

      Keep going you're WORTH MORE than you feel/think I promise you are loved!!

    • @nadalukic9827
      @nadalukic9827 3 роки тому +50

      so true dude everyone here understands you

    • @mickeymoore2145
      @mickeymoore2145 3 роки тому +43

      There's exactly how it is with me everyone thinks I'm worthless and can't do nothing right and when I try to do something right people take advantage of it to the point that I feel worthless, more than what I am

  • @Mercury732
    @Mercury732 4 місяці тому +3

    This song gave me more comfort than anyone ever has. I have been struggling for a long time now and I really needed something like this. For everyone else who's struggling I love you. You're safe and accepted here. I will listen. Keep living for the stars and the moon. Live so you can see the sunrise and sunset again. People love you and people would notice if you were gone. They would cry and they would miss you. You are loved. ❤

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 4 місяці тому

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. God wants us to change and grow into the person He wants us to be. All things are possible with God. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only Temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. This includes both the good and the bad times because it will eventually end. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. We get swamped by temporal concerns. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
      Joshua 1:9
      Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
      John 15:13
      Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
      Romans 5:6-8
      For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

    • @Mercury732
      @Mercury732 4 місяці тому

      @@loveandfaithfulness4479 ❤

  • @lilyevans5198
    @lilyevans5198 3 місяці тому +2

    I've been listening this song for years, not because I feel that way, I'm just vibing to the masterpiece

  • @theinternetghost
    @theinternetghost 2 роки тому +591

    "If your dying inside sick of being alive let me in let me share in your pain..."
    I have waited so long for someone to tell me that, thank you

    • @tiggerbard6537
      @tiggerbard6537 2 роки тому +5

      Can I join plz

    • @LizA-fx4oi
      @LizA-fx4oi 2 роки тому +6

      Me toooooo.... Oh it hurts, no one (not even my folks) has told me they love me

    • @notmylifeanymore8748
      @notmylifeanymore8748 2 роки тому +7

      @@LizA-fx4oi I don't know you but PLEASE know that YOU are LOVED! I am sending you Lots of love and hugs 🤗 ❤
      I Love You!

    • @theinternetghost
      @theinternetghost 2 роки тому +7

      I think everyone should have someone in their lives to tell them that their loved, this song did it for me

    • @theinternetghost
      @theinternetghost 2 роки тому +6

      @@twilightstars873 Of course, you don't even need to ask.

  • @thatoneguynoonenotices3200
    @thatoneguynoonenotices3200 3 роки тому +253

    We are all in the same game
    Just different levels
    Dealing with the same hell
    Just different devils

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +35

      But we're in it together.

    • @loafity4244
      @loafity4244 3 роки тому +6

      Beautifully said

    • @danielhueg769
      @danielhueg769 3 роки тому +3

      I LOVE that

    • @chancesweatt299
      @chancesweatt299 3 роки тому

      i am not in the same game

    • @nikolasimonovski427
      @nikolasimonovski427 3 роки тому +4

      I played a lot of Call of Duty zombies in my spare time. And one of the characters said. "It's all a game isn't it? A big twisted fucked up game!!" That resonates with me to this day and it's been like 6 years.

  • @lucas7blyth792
    @lucas7blyth792 6 місяців тому +2

    God me for the past like 5-6 years
    Ngl this is giving me the courage to speak to people about this

  • @Utd-always7
    @Utd-always7 Місяць тому +1

    Hello all... yes, people would care, and people would cry! Dont turn out the light. ❤

  • @zanetcn6586
    @zanetcn6586 3 роки тому +783

    Nickleback: If everyone cared
    Citizen Soldier: Would anyone care?

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +153

      Very different songs but their track is amazing!

    • @thegamingcephalos9412
      @thegamingcephalos9412 3 роки тому +83

      So....
      Would anyone care if everyone cared?
      *Imma head out*

    • @mariesakowallis171
      @mariesakowallis171 3 роки тому +54

      Z a n e T.C.N don't forget would it matter by Skillet

    • @alexandraaly3310
      @alexandraaly3310 3 роки тому +53

      Three Days Grace: Somebody Who Cares

    • @thegamingcephalos9412
      @thegamingcephalos9412 3 роки тому +17

      @@alexandraaly3310 so....
      When somebody who cares asked "would anyone care if everyone cared?" What will be the answer?

  • @jonchill7588
    @jonchill7588 3 роки тому +441

    When I was sixteen I found my best friend dead from a self inflicted gunshot wound. It changed my life forever. I've suffered ptsd, extreme depression, and cripple anxiety. Also have been severely socially damaged because of said instance. I simply don't let people close to me..I recently got out of an incredibly abusive marriage and these past few months have been a serious low point.
    It all boiled over last week when I planned on taking my own life. I knew exactly how I was going to do it, and was in the process of writing my goodbyes to my loved ones, when this song randomly played on some sad boy playlist I had running. I listened to it all the way through and by the end was a blubbering mess. I was really gonna put my loved ones through the same trauma that has tormented me throughout my entire adult life. When he talks about how "the world would be changed" those words run deeper than they appear on the surface. The world as a whole may not change. But somebody's definitely will. Hell I don't even know why I typed this out honestly. Not sure if it will even be seen..just wanted to say that this song holds tremendous power..

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 3 роки тому +16

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...
      Thank you for being here and thank you for being strong... Your friend is always by your side even when you can't see him he shines as the brightest star to safe you.... You just have to look out the window at night❤️.... owee... And shine with pride in this mean world, don't let the pain make you hurt, don't let the bitterness steal your sweetness, You love, you laugh, you life, you do experience, new things.... you fall, you stay, you get up and say there is much more to see...❤️💫

    • @rickywookierudd24rutledge2
      @rickywookierudd24rutledge2 2 роки тому +9

      I went through losing my bestfriend when i was 16 aswell, he died of a bloodclot stopping his heart. I suffer from ptsd, manic depression and bad anxiety. Ive been in an abusive relationship and was with someone that was there for me through thick and thin. Just recently she walked out on me and i thought about suicide. Writing a note out to my daughter. It's hard being strong but im getting very close to completely breaking down

    • @mariapotia1527
      @mariapotia1527 2 роки тому +6

      @@rickywookierudd24rutledge2 I ´m sorry for your history. A huge hug !

    • @Deborah-hc8nf
      @Deborah-hc8nf 2 роки тому +5

      Please stay strong, and keep walking through the dark tunnel. Things will be ok, eventually. I don't know how long it will take, but things will be ok in the end.

    • @Deborah-hc8nf
      @Deborah-hc8nf 2 роки тому +4

      @@rickywookierudd24rutledge2 Please stay strong. Remember that as much as your best friend dying hurt you, it'll be ten times the pain for your daughter, as you had done it to yourself, and you're her family. Please stay strong, and don't be afraid to ask for help. Remember that many people, a shocking amount, really, have gone through something similar, and that many have made it through it. Tell your loved ones if your having suicidal thoughts, at the very least, and maybe read the stories of suicide survivors, and take hope that like them, you'll be ok. It may take a while, but in the end you'll make it out. And also, the world would be a much darker place without you, at least for your friends and family, in fact most everybody who knows you. Take hope that things will turn out ok, and be strong, but it's ok to not be strong all the time, it's ok to cry to any loved ones, and even if they don't fully understand, they will try to help. And if they don't, then remember that they are the problem, THEY are the bad people, and try to cut them out of your life. It doesn't help to see toxic people, and will only make things worse. Surround yourself with people who will do your best to help.

  • @KevNowers
    @KevNowers 2 місяці тому +1

    I faced dark times, especially in the last few years. Songs like this helped me express myself and find value in who I am as-is. Thanks for keeping me here.

  • @MrPerfect_Pokemon
    @MrPerfect_Pokemon 3 місяці тому +1

    I got this artist recommended by a friend, it is exactly what I needed. We all go trough things, and everyone go trough them a different way. But we can all help eachother. Everyone is unique in their own way. We love you, Never let people say it's not.

  • @zarasunny1355
    @zarasunny1355 Рік тому +1347

    You know why this hits so hard?
    Because this is what you think when you're about to give up. The final moments.
    Because this song has the ability to pull someone off the ledge. To save them.
    Because it speaks of what truly fuels the depression.
    Love this song endlessly.

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts Рік тому +18

      Are you doing okay?

    • @zarasunny1355
      @zarasunny1355 Рік тому +33

      Yes, I'm doing fine. I got help and no longer am in depression.
      Just that those memories and emotions won't fade away.
      Thanks, for caring.

    • @E10l
      @E10l Рік тому +9

      You have described it perfectly❤️

    • @robertbailey9569
      @robertbailey9569 Рік тому +6

      saved many

    • @NeoCreatesStuff
      @NeoCreatesStuff Рік тому +5

      Guess my final moments happen everyday

  • @niarose5372
    @niarose5372 3 роки тому +37

    I would hug every single one of you saying, "You are worthy and you are loved" until you didn't feel that way anymore.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 роки тому +7

      Thanks for sharing that Nia 🖤

    • @myu5383
      @myu5383 3 роки тому +1

      Omg that is more than sweet TuT ❤️... such a beautiful comment.

  • @user-eu2hz1ij2d
    @user-eu2hz1ij2d Місяць тому +1

    To anyone reading this, anyone who needs to hear it...
    Its hard. I know it is.
    Its difficult feeling like no one around you truly cares or knows you. And I genuinely get that.
    I feel it too.
    I've seen a comment which said- "We're all suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer"
    So, please stay alive, for there can be people who live a day on your smile
    If not, Stay alive because you want to make yourself proud and build the life you want to live in.
    Because, if you are going through hell, why would you stop there?

  • @creneeramirez7878
    @creneeramirez7878 6 місяців тому +2

    I have nobody who would care, no family..and I can't keep living this way. I've been strong as long as I can. And to anyone struggling you are beautiful, brave and strong. Keep fighting and God bless

    • @HH-nz7ik
      @HH-nz7ik 6 місяців тому +2

      Please stay and stay the wonderful person which the world needs

    • @user-sy9sd8tz8y
      @user-sy9sd8tz8y 3 місяці тому