I still can't get over how the drummer looks like he was just put down in front of a drum set for the first time in his life and just killed it with the most casual indifference.
He doesn't look happy or interested. I know they've gone through a few drummers, they probably get treated like a drum machine. Not surprising considering that's how most bands write drums now.
the parts that get me every time is 2:02 & 2:22 & 2:43 my god her voice gives me goosebumps lol just the melodies & the tonality...perfection. My favorite female vocalist hands down.
Thats why i absolutely love trust fall the changes in vocal pitch and control that she has stuns me every time. So gutted i missed seeing these due to being cancelled for covid
Unbelievable that there’s any comments here making fun of the drummers “effort” or “interest in being there”. Dude is so deep in the pocket, leaving such a great amount of space, and just overall so tasteful. Who tf cares the expression on his face.
I don't think anyone is hating him, the contrast between his face displaying lack of effort while absolutely killing the performance is kinda funny and amazing.
Fun fact, he's so focused because the original drum track got lost/deleted, so he had to re-record everything. He looks so focused because he had to be to make sure he was perfectly in time with everyone else as he wasn't performing with the rest of the band when re-recording. (Michael, Courtney, and Bill were recording this in British Columbia while Zev was in the states - this was during COVID which is why all 4 were not together to record.)
yeah well welcome to the internet... its full of people who have no clue what they are talking about. The drummer is locked in the pocket looking down on the instrument he is dominating like few before him.
Right on, agreed. Those comments are nothing but jealousy because he can do something so beautiful, so effortlessly looking, that they themselves try so hard at. (and most likely fail at)
My wife, son and I were lucky enough to see Thrice almost immediately before the lockdown; was the best "going away present" (to put it one way) we could have wished for. And now that I've discovered Spiritbox, prolly a couple other bands as well, and pretty much every one of my favorite bands has put out a new Covid Album, I have the feeling that we will have to keep ourselves alive with nothing more than ramen, generic store cereal, and cheap white bread for a month or two so we can afford to go see all the bands that will be touring at the same time once this shit ends...
Lol. "Unless your driving" would actually mean dont close your eyes unless you are driving. So maybe she was telling us to only close our eyes if we are driving lol
Especially that ^ last 1:20 of The Song is absolutely wonderful, very very near perfection of "modern metal musick" on every possible goose pumps producing ways Uuuuh!! Me been extensively listening (death) metal hardcore punk whatever blaah blaah hard strong powerful energetic etc. exxxtreme music since 1985 already, and very very rarely have I encountered such oh-so-damn-well balanced Beauty in... :TimelessClassic: ;-) :-) Cheeers from (not-so-)uncl Vo´ from F-land, ha!
Zeb is super duper young. Like 18 or 19ish. I think he is just trying to be professional and get it right. The other 3 have been performing for over a decade.
Someone above us in the comments said that he accidently delete his footage of his playing so he had to record everything again. It's supposedly all on his Instagram.
Yo, watch Penuma drum cam from Tool. I swear Danny Carrey remembers where the 1 is about .0000000000001 second before the one drops. Half of his major drops it looks like he hesitates.... he’s still GOD on drums but looks unsure....
I don’t know why, but I’ll be honest, I got a little emotional. Courtney’s voice evokes a lot in me, and the way she mixes her head voice and chest voice a bit in the chorus just gave me chills. Her screaming kinda made me almost break down lol 😅
They don’t have a permanent drummer so I imagine he’s not as comfortable with the material as the rest of them. He’s killing it but also making sure he doesn’t slip🤙
He explained on his instagram. He said his lost his first video recording of his drum session and had to basically transcribe what he did and mime it to a T so he was frustrated and also watching his monitor trying to do it the same as the first time
He said on instagram that he'd accidentally deleted the video file for this performance, so in this one, he was sight reading his parts. Also, he is the permanent drummer for Spiritbox now.
I have been a metalhead for more than 30 years, I have never felt such a strong connection with a band as I have felt since 2017 for Spiritbox. I love these guys... so much.
Same here, just add a couple more years. I didn't even know this band, but their song Mara Effect part 3 was in a Spotify playlist that I was listening to in bed going to sleep. It was beautiful and took me into sleep. In the morning I scoured that playlist and eventually found the song again. Been hooked ever since. Great band. Hopefully this time next year will have seen them live, along with Code Orange and Jinjer.
@@ryanmiles8056 Great ... I'm not the only old metalhead in love with Spiritbox! They are mostly followed by very young people. I started listening to Thrash metal in the '80s and listened to many genres of metal music (I still like them), but when I heard these guys, for the first time, everything was different, the connection was immediate and very strong, it was love at first sight.
Holy fuck. Chills every single time she starts singing, the contrast between her screams and clean vocals is one of the greatest things I've ever heard. can't wait for the day I see this band on the top of the billboard 100!! They deserve every ounce of success that comes their way 💯
She always sounds better live than on the record, they all do actually, it’s the mark of true talent and artistry in my opinion, I have so much respect for it
Turned 52 yesterday, no better present then hearing and watching this today. From a fellow Canadian your band is the best thing to discover. To me you are the band of the year. I hope when you come to Ontario I get the opportunity to see you guys, and would be a dream to say hi to the whole band, I think you are all amazing musicians! The new album I hope will be hear soon, hope you can all get together soon to record!
OMG I'M SO HAPPY YOU GUYS KEPT THE "WHOAs" IN BLESSED BE 2:45!!!!!!! My favorite part of the song and that change up Courtney does right before the break down gave me fucking chills! Shout out to Belcarra making the set!!!
The way Courtney goes into the first "I feel a darkness" @6:37 just hits so different. Also, is Zev a permanent part of the band yet? Holy fucking shit that dude is is an atomic clock.
Its incredible feat get your performances as close to the recording but spiritbox out here making it look effortless you are all incredibly talented. Amazing
Wooooow 2.04 "Serotonin like a loaded gun I am a coward, you pull me up" the vulnerability of her voice is amazing. So pure and bright. The entire band so on point. The tiny flaws give it the perfect Live feeling. AMAZING man!!! Love from Denmark!!
2:43 can't believe that is actually just a straight up lead part! I thought it was like one of those things where you put a delay on and play at half the speed but no he's actually just shredding it! So crazy
At 4:00, you can see it in Courtney's face: *"Nailed it."* I love you guys. Thanks so much for sharing your music with us. Have a super awesome holiday and stay well.
Don’t expect you to read all of these but!!! You as a band and musicians have brought such an amazing new level to the Metal Scene and what can be represented as quality through and through! We all love you so thank you for this Gift!!! 🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻
Mikes face at 3:20 .... its ok tho... i still make that face everytime that breakdown hits. killer. its top 10 ever for me.. cant wait for pt3. love you guys!🤍🤘
I have to watch this at least twice a day. This is legit my favourite way to hear these songs, so much energy, your voice is angelic and demonic. I fucking love it, I cannot wait until gigs are a thing again. Please, please come to the UK
I don't know why but I prefer this Blessed Be version over the official video and other live videos. You guys achived the perfection even while being at distance.
Idk if it was intentional or not, but that little piece of gravel road her voice hits at 3:57 makes my breath catch a little. These guys are all so talented. I wish them nothing but the best.
The drummer is an absolute beast. Between 7:50 and 8:00 minutes he plants a bass drum fill of absurd accuracy. And the sound engineering is amazing! Courtney is spot on, sounds like a studio recording. Amazing band!
Blessed be is a powerful song. Courtney has a powerful voice. I can't believe the notes she can hit. I love how she sings with commitment and power in her voice.
Just discovered this band and I'm so impressed with all of them and specially with the singer. She also seems like a very nice, natural and likable person. I get a faint Human Waste Project in her cleaner singing parts but probably just coincidental.
To me, this song is about working through depression and taking pills to make yourself a better person for your partner. I am a coward, but I use these blessings for you so I can be a better lover. If I lose myself, I can survive on these chemicals for you. I wish I could do it without, but this is me.
The sound engineer deserves a Nobel Peace prize. This sounds beyond exquisite!
I would imagine it's either mr. Dan volumes or Mike
Does sound pretty awesome . Don’t know about a peace prize though .. lol
In the description it says Mike for bass, guitar and vocals and Zev for drums
Just, wow
Sounds better than the recordings. Crazy....
I will never forgive youtube for shoving an ad in the middle of the song
Some people remember life in 2020 as, “before and after COVID” but I will remember it as, “life before and after SPIRITBOX.”
Right!
that's basically year 2017 for me bro ;)
Same
Exactly!!!
😎
I still can't get over how the drummer looks like he was just put down in front of a drum set for the first time in his life and just killed it with the most casual indifference.
He doesn't look happy or interested. I know they've gone through a few drummers, they probably get treated like a drum machine. Not surprising considering that's how most bands write drums now.
Zev is a master at relaxing while playing.
Apparently they lost the first take so he's re-doing it after
@@tehsimo oh damn that would suck
@@stevewalker6340 lol you're a clown...
Zev is in a studio playing live and concentrating on perfection.
The way she sings "serotonin like a loaded gun" with those head voice changes is magic, holy shit.
forreal, better than the studio recording
the parts that get me every time is 2:02 & 2:22 & 2:43 my god her voice gives me goosebumps lol just the melodies & the tonality...perfection. My favorite female vocalist hands down.
My thoughts exactly
Yeah her softer head voice and the movement in and out of it was really nice in this.
Thats why i absolutely love trust fall the changes in vocal pitch and control that she has stuns me every time. So gutted i missed seeing these due to being cancelled for covid
Unbelievable that there’s any comments here making fun of the drummers “effort” or “interest in being there”. Dude is so deep in the pocket, leaving such a great amount of space, and just overall so tasteful. Who tf cares the expression on his face.
exactly. hes just focused and in the moment, idk why ppl are making fun of/shitting on him
I don't think anyone is hating him, the contrast between his face displaying lack of effort while absolutely killing the performance is kinda funny and amazing.
Fun fact, he's so focused because the original drum track got lost/deleted, so he had to re-record everything. He looks so focused because he had to be to make sure he was perfectly in time with everyone else as he wasn't performing with the rest of the band when re-recording. (Michael, Courtney, and Bill were recording this in British Columbia while Zev was in the states - this was during COVID which is why all 4 were not together to record.)
yeah well welcome to the internet... its full of people who have no clue what they are talking about. The drummer is locked in the pocket looking down on the instrument he is dominating like few before him.
Right on, agreed. Those comments are nothing but jealousy because he can do something so beautiful, so effortlessly looking, that they themselves try so hard at. (and most likely fail at)
*still honking from part 1*
AIGHT,HERE WE GO! 🤘
I forgot she said that in the first part, thought you were talking about geese or something 😂
That acutally made me laugh out loud 😂
HJONK
KEEEP HONKING JOHN G!!!!!!!
H O N K E D
I think this version of “Blessed Be” is better than the studio version. Absolutely amazing
Goosebumps
Me too!
absolutley
I agree!!
No doubt
We all miss concerts. All I know is that when all this shit is gone, I'm going to watch every single band I love. Spiritbox included, obviously.
yes live shows are what I am looking forward to most
Amen to that
Dude I'm going to EVERY show I can lol
Shows will be sold out everywhere. For years to come...
My wife, son and I were lucky enough to see Thrice almost immediately before the lockdown; was the best "going away present" (to put it one way) we could have wished for.
And now that I've discovered Spiritbox, prolly a couple other bands as well, and pretty much every one of my favorite bands has put out a new Covid Album, I have the feeling that we will have to keep ourselves alive with nothing more than ramen, generic store cereal, and cheap white bread for a month or two so we can afford to go see all the bands that will be touring at the same time once this shit ends...
"Unless you're driving, don't do this. If you close your eyes..."
*Pilot closes eyes*
Lol. "Unless your driving" would actually mean dont close your eyes unless you are driving. So maybe she was telling us to only close our eyes if we are driving lol
Can confirm and I made it off the side of an overpass and made my exit 12 minutes earlier than expected. Thanks, Spiritbox!
to be fair most planes are auto piloted....but if hes in a small 2 seater or whatever ooof
I've watched this like 400 fucking times, and I don't see any end in sight.
Belcarra is such an underrated track. Absolute banger.
Took awhile for me......but damn you are right
Especially that ^ last 1:20 of The Song is absolutely wonderful, very very near perfection of "modern metal musick" on every possible goose pumps producing ways Uuuuh!! Me been extensively listening (death) metal hardcore punk whatever blaah blaah hard strong powerful energetic etc. exxxtreme music since 1985 already, and very very rarely have I encountered such oh-so-damn-well balanced Beauty in... :TimelessClassic: ;-) :-)
Cheeers from (not-so-)uncl Vo´ from F-land, ha!
Literally my favourite Spiritbox song
so dark
I love how the drummer sometimes looks like hes unsure of what hes doing (likely in another room, listening) but hes nailing polyrhythms and triplets.
Zeb is super duper young. Like 18 or 19ish. I think he is just trying to be professional and get it right. The other 3 have been performing for over a decade.
Someone above us in the comments said that he accidently delete his footage of his playing so he had to record everything again. It's supposedly all on his Instagram.
Yo, watch Penuma drum cam from Tool. I swear Danny Carrey remembers where the 1 is about .0000000000001 second before the one drops. Half of his major drops it looks like he hesitates.... he’s still GOD on drums but looks unsure....
His playing looks so relaxed. It's very impressive for someone so young. I'd be breaking a set of sticks every set.
The kids good!
Yea Courtney is mind blowing...but can we mention how Mike is maybe the most underrated guitar players in heavy music???
I’m glad mike is picking up traction dude is phenomenal
Absolutely badass! Incredible guitarist
*guitar player, singular
We certainly can mention my friend
Hell yea belcarra 🤘🤘🤘 and this just needs to be said again, the mix is phenomenal
Its so nice having such a solid sounding belcarra. Love the original recording but this sounded soooooooo clean.
Holy Fuck that base in the bridge
There are no words... Hearing Blessed Be like this, I mean.... shit.
I don’t know why, but I’ll be honest, I got a little emotional. Courtney’s voice evokes a lot in me, and the way she mixes her head voice and chest voice a bit in the chorus just gave me chills. Her screaming kinda made me almost break down lol 😅
Ikr now i'm listening to this version instead of the studio recorded one, so much chills man. Love this song, Love Spiritbox.
This is like 10 times better than the album track. And I like the album track as well.
The shivers in my whole body to this song are intense. Can not get enough!
the drummer always looks so many ways..annoyed, uninterested, and confused lmaooo. Love this band!
So true, I’d imagine it’s probably stress, if he deviates from the click all the samples would be out, that’s a tough job!
They don’t have a permanent drummer so I imagine he’s not as comfortable with the material as the rest of them. He’s killing it but also making sure he doesn’t slip🤙
He explained on his instagram. He said his lost his first video recording of his drum session and had to basically transcribe what he did and mime it to a T so he was frustrated and also watching his monitor trying to do it the same as the first time
He said on instagram that he'd accidentally deleted the video file for this performance, so in this one, he was sight reading his parts. Also, he is the permanent drummer for Spiritbox now.
Canadians don't get annoyed, just aggressively apologetic.
3 years on and still my fav song at the moment .. i keep just coming back to it .. that voice ...
I have been a metalhead for more than 30 years, I have never felt such a strong connection with a band as I have felt since 2017 for Spiritbox.
I love these guys... so much.
Sounds like me man. 30 years is a good amount of time for perspective in music; what’s come and gone. The connection is real.
Same here!
Same here, just add a couple more years. I didn't even know this band, but their song Mara Effect part 3 was in a Spotify playlist that I was listening to in bed going to sleep. It was beautiful and took me into sleep. In the morning I scoured that playlist and eventually found the song again. Been hooked ever since. Great band. Hopefully this time next year will have seen them live, along with Code Orange and Jinjer.
@@ryanmiles8056 Great ... I'm not the only old metalhead in love with Spiritbox! They are mostly followed by very young people.
I started listening to Thrash metal in the '80s and listened to many genres of metal music (I still like them), but when I heard these guys, for the first time, everything was different, the connection was immediate and very strong, it was love at first sight.
@@larsrockit1532 Awesome ... Spiritbox doesn't distinguish between ages or genders, you just need to have a very good taste in music.
Holy fuck. Chills every single time she starts singing, the contrast between her screams and clean vocals is one of the greatest things I've ever heard. can't wait for the day I see this band on the top of the billboard 100!! They deserve every ounce of success that comes their way 💯
You guys sound better and better with every live video, god damn.
Actually liked the way she sang the chorus in Blessed Be more in this version
Literally brings tears to my eyes.
She always sounds better live than on the record, they all do actually, it’s the mark of true talent and artistry in my opinion, I have so much respect for it
🤘 can't wait to be able to see this in person 😩
We'll be locked down forever.
@@Wolfhammered shhhhh no non ono no nooooo.... nooooooo.
@@Wolfhammered cheery fella aren’t you
@@Wolfhammered 3 weeks to slow the curve right remember? Well it's going to turn into a lifetime of control unless we stop these goddamn shit sticks
@@Wolfhammered aren't you a bundle of joy XD
Mr Dan Braunstein needs a raise.. the mix is beyond anything Ive ever heard before.. great job everyone! Gonna have these on repeat for a while!
HEAR HEAR!
Turned 52 yesterday, no better present then hearing and watching this today. From a fellow Canadian your band is the best thing to discover. To me you are the band of the year. I hope when you come to Ontario I get the opportunity to see you guys, and would be a dream to say hi to the whole band, I think you are all amazing musicians!
The new album I hope will be hear soon, hope you can all get together soon to record!
Happy birthday!!
amen brother, b.c born and raised and metalfan since 82..this is awesome and refreshing and canadian!!!
:)
Every time I see Courtney’s side profile and a mic I get so excited
Killer bass tone in Belcarra!
Still listening in 2025. Best version of these songs!!
The way they just go from song to song so smoothly is so amazing. This is the first band I want to see when quarantine is lifted. No exceptions.
It’s the magic of running click and tracks. They do it perfectly!🤘🏻
This band caught my attention when a co worker told me about them back in 2022. Amazing vocals from Courtney and Mike with the guitar!
OMG I'M SO HAPPY YOU GUYS KEPT THE "WHOAs" IN BLESSED BE 2:45!!!!!!!
My favorite part of the song and that change up Courtney does right before the break down gave me fucking chills!
Shout out to Belcarra making the set!!!
Still processing this LOAD OF PURE TALENT
The range Courtney has is just phenomenal
The fact theres a HIM tapestry too ,hits. I grew up listening to HIM and watching/listening to CKY and skating to that band. Fucking epic.
The way Courtney goes into the first "I feel a darkness" @6:37 just hits so different. Also, is Zev a permanent part of the band yet? Holy fucking shit that dude is is an atomic clock.
That Blessed Be chorus is SO DANG CATCHY. Some seriously talented songwriting here. 👍👏
It literally makes me cry.
@@johnsummers9660 I love it when heavy music has this much emotion
As a new Spiritbox fan (only listened to Holy Roller and Constance), that last song fucking riiipped. Definitely gonna be listening to that again.
Do yourself a favor and find the live in studio of the mara effect part 1-3.
Welcome to the family.
I’m highly addicted to Spiritbox. Her vocal control is unreal and absolutely a massive talent.
Its incredible feat get your performances as close to the recording but spiritbox out here making it look effortless you are all incredibly talented. Amazing
Backing tracks make it easier to stay closer to the original version and of course playing tight af!
Wooooow 2.04 "Serotonin like a loaded gun
I am a coward, you pull me up" the vulnerability of her voice is amazing. So pure and bright. The entire band so on point. The tiny flaws give it the perfect Live feeling. AMAZING man!!! Love from Denmark!!
This band is pure perfection. Absolutely my new favorite band.
2:43 can't believe that is actually just a straight up lead part! I thought it was like one of those things where you put a delay on and play at half the speed but no he's actually just shredding it! So crazy
At 4:00, you can see it in Courtney's face: *"Nailed it."*
I love you guys. Thanks so much for sharing your music with us. Have a super awesome holiday and stay well.
Here on the one year anniversary of this upload
How perfect are Courtney's vocals? She's freaking incredible. The band is on spot too. So good
This was amazing! And the fact that she wears a Make Them Suffer hoodie makes me love this band much much more
Their last tour was together, that was such an amazing experience seeing them share the stage!
I mean they’re both beautiful bands
The switch from cleans to screams is crazy good🤟
Please add Blessed Be again to you live performance songlist
We need a spiritbox x crystal lake tour ASAP
Thank you Sam Carter for tweeting about this Band as it has now been on repeat for weeks, cant wait to witness Spiritbox live!
Zev is nailing these songs, kick ass!!!
Liquid metal fuck yes! How awesome you guys really deserve it
Damn every person in this band is talented and makes amazing music.
the bass player is always cool as hell in your music videos. We should know more about him.
Don’t expect you to read all of these but!!! You as a band and musicians have brought such an amazing new level to the Metal Scene and what can be represented as quality through and through! We all love you so thank you for this Gift!!! 🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻
I’ve been NEEDING to see Blessed Be live so thank you for this
Mikes face at 3:20 .... its ok tho... i still make that face everytime that breakdown hits. killer. its top 10 ever for me.. cant wait for pt3. love you guys!🤍🤘
the harmonics of her voice and the guitar riffs. wow
You guys need to remember this set-list when you go on tour! Its just too freaking good!!
Utterly and totally immense. Simple as.
2020 truly sucked. But im so happy I found you guys and Loathe!
Awesome to watch even 3 years later. On my list to see live!
We miss concerts, too!
I have to watch this at least twice a day. This is legit my favourite way to hear these songs, so much energy, your voice is angelic and demonic. I fucking love it, I cannot wait until gigs are a thing again.
Please, please come to the UK
wow, so appropriate for liquid metal - pure fluidity - kid on the drum kit makes it look easy.....bravo!
She could sell out and sing pop better than any mainstream pop singer in my opinion. Mad respect that she does this instead. She’s awesome
You’re right.
Give it time
THIS WAS EXACTLY WHAT I TOLD TO MY FRIEND YESTERDAY WHEN HE SHOWED ME THIS BAND
gaga would smack her. sorry
@@1godgodgodgodgod Maybe Katie Perry but sorry Gaga can go hug a dumpster 😊
Absolutely amazing, very happy Belcarra made it in there! I can't wait to see these wonderful people in person.
Amazing talented Band
The Make Them Suffer Hoodie
Every aspect of this band is just phenomenal
Will definitely be going to their shows once this craziness is over
I Love This Band!
Yeah I imagined I was at a concert, and then handed the store clerk 10 dollars for my can of beer. Thanks a lot Spiritbox!
Hahaha this made me spit my beer out cheers mate
i havent felt this way about a band or music in general for a very long time. All ære tell Spiritbox
Her voice is something from another world
Chills all the way through.
I don't know why but I prefer this Blessed Be version over the official video and other live videos. You guys achived the perfection even while being at distance.
Spiritbox just kind of makes my everyday better
Zev is a beast!
Everything i want for Xmass is Trust Fall on pt 3. ♥️♥️♥️
So good.. can't wait to see this live.. someday. Also, the synthy bits between songs really work to keep the energy up between songs 🤘🏻
I've watched this series so many times because it's so good, but just now realized Courtney is wearing a Make Them Suffer hoodie. Nice!! lol
Also, great job on the interludes! This concert is amazing.
This right here makes me happy. Woah.
Idk if it was intentional or not, but that little piece of gravel road her voice hits at 3:57 makes my breath catch a little. These guys are all so talented. I wish them nothing but the best.
The flip into the high note on "you" took my damn breath away
No lie this helped me with some mental crisis type shit
In that one time. Couple songs in that breakup and job loss. Still go back....Love yall
This is a gamechanger. Thank you Spiritbox, you're awesome.
Thank you, SpiritBox!
"blessed be" the best song spiritbox ever put out! and the only song where courtney's voice is fully coming out :)
The drummer is an absolute beast. Between 7:50 and 8:00 minutes he plants a bass drum fill of absurd accuracy. And the sound engineering is amazing! Courtney is spot on, sounds like a studio recording. Amazing band!
Blessed be is a powerful song. Courtney has a powerful voice. I can't believe the notes she can hit. I love how she sings with commitment and power in her voice.
This is the kind of the music that should be presented at Super Bowl Half-Time. Love Metal !!
Just discovered this band and I'm so impressed with all of them and specially with the singer. She also seems like a very nice, natural and likable person.
I get a faint Human Waste Project in her cleaner singing parts but probably just coincidental.
I have an old Android phone, omg, this sound quality is off the Chain ...absolutely the best sound ive ever heard from my phone!!!
I have been wanting a live one take vocal performance for blessed be since it dropped so this is a great early Christmas present
Spirit box is the most interesting thing to happen to metal in so long. This is such a breath of fresh air.
When you are getting old you don't expect a present for Christmas but then Spiritbox give this and suddenly I feel like a child at Christmas thank s ♥
To me, this song is about working through depression and taking pills to make yourself a better person for your partner. I am a coward, but I use these blessings for you so I can be a better lover. If I lose myself, I can survive on these chemicals for you.
I wish I could do it without, but this is me.
Love this band!! Belcarra was on point, phenomenal!!! Looking forward to see you live!!!
Sooooooo perfect. Unreal. Unreal.