Fentanyl Addict interview-Oliver
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- Опубліковано 5 вер 2022
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Oliver, a fentanyl addict in Los Angeles.
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I was fed opiates as a toddler by my mother, a RN... I ran away to L.A. at 22 and learned I was an addict when I tried to get clean and sober... I am now 51 and almost 6 months clean and it's very difficult... sending love and best wishes to Oliver.x
Congratulations Hun 🎉💞🙌🏼🙏🏼🎉
Yeah , My mom was shooting me up with crack as a baby. I'm 55 now and off of my mom's crack now for 6 hours.
I’m a heroin addict in NYC. Can I ask why your mother was feeding you opiates as a toddler?
Also congrats on your sobriety. 🤓👍
Congrats that's a big feat. 3+years off opiates here. 🤘
As a mom of 2 boys, I really want to give him a hug and make him a meal and just listen to him. He looks tired.. wish him peace and some rest 🧡
fentanyl is a havy downer, maybe thats why he looks tired?
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Make him a meal??? He is a drug addict. You would bring him into your home????
@@stayingsaneamidtheinsanity2499 Doesn't mean he'd steal from her.
@G wow what an asshole comment
I knew Oliver from elementary school. Hope things change for him, was an energetic kid, best of luck out there Oliver
Would like to find an article on his sister that he talks about
That's something I've never seen that somebody knew somebody in the video
@@LetArtsLive i see it quite often :D
Damn this was my childhood best friend 😔 We would skate everyday together in middle school. If you see this bro prayers up recovery is possible.
You should reach out to him and give him a helping hand G. He was your childhood best friend. Prayers for him, seems like smart guy with out true guidance in Life. He needs a little love from his peers I believe. I hope he finds happiness.
Oliver you seem like a solid dude bro. Please get help man. I'm 30 years old been hooked to fentanyl since 26 years old. I live in Detroit. I'm going to inpatient rehab this Thursday for the 3rd time. I'll never stop fighting. this time around seems different for some reason. I feel more confident and I'm finally ready. I hope all is well man never give up brother and stay safe.
its maybe a stupid question for you, but i want to understand.
why is it so hard to quit it? what happens do you if you just stop?
is it just the withdrawl or also psychological? how is the withdrawl?
@@donblub the withdraws feel like you have the flu times 100. The withdraws and the sickness is what kept me from stopping. I would try my hardest to not even get to that point. Restless legs, nausea, headache, hot sweats/cold sweats, you can't get good sleep, throwing up, going number 2 in the bathroom all day, it's pure hell bro. I know some people who cold turkeyed it tho so it's possible. But that's what methadone and Suboxone is for to help with the withdraws.
Never give up on yourself.
Prayers & love from west Michigan.👍🙏❤️
Good luck dude! Seize the opportunity! You’re stronger than you think and your experience will lead to good things and will help others. You will succeed! One moment, one second, leads to the next and until you know it you have an entire hour clean and then a day and a week and so on. Keep your chin up! You have a lot of people cheering for you!
@Southwest Kev If you're seriously ready, why not go on suboxone?? It seriously saved my life.
i watch these every morning when i get ready for work. each one is like meeting a new friend. someone who you get to know on the inside right away. i’m praying for you oliver. you can have a better life than this ❤️
I look forward to your new videos that come out right when I’m waking up for the day. It’s a good way to humble myself and be grateful. Thank you for your work🙌🏻
Well said. I feel the same. 💛💛
I hear a lot of stories with families having a cabinet of “medicine “ . I was lucky if we had advil and Vaporub 😅 my grandma/mother fed me soup and tea for days before offering me medicine . That’s crazy how different we are all raised and how different we are all brought up in a way .
I was brought up similarly, my mom would never keep medicine in the house and I remember she was always so afraid of me doing heroin??? Never thought of it nor did I have access to it lol but for whatever reason that was one of her greatest fears. So any time I was sick usually with pneumonia (chronic asthma 🙄) it was only ever antibiotics and vaporub 🤣
Even when I got my wisdom teeth out she would only give me half of my pain killers and had to have jaw surgery recently and she was trying to get my doctor to not prescribe pain killers…luckily I got oxy’s yet was still in agony 😭 don’t know what she was so worried about but I couldn’t imagine being a teenager with access to a pill cabinet 😳
Yup I grew up the same😂
I was force fed Blackcurrant Vinegar for all my illnesses as a child 😂
@@danielhubley3335 she sounds like an ex opiate addict or dated someone who was
My mom is a Dr and even though she could write a script she never gave me anything "hard" drugs when i was growing up as a kid or in the cabinet I never found shit (believe me i tried). I remember one time going through a cabinet in a friend's house that was a rookie (he didnt know shit about pills back then) and when i opened the cabinet i couldnt believe it, like i actually said to him "yo does anyone in your family has cancer?" and he said no....it was like a pharmacy in there.
Imma recovery addict and i've been sober for 10 months. You can do it 2!! It is tough at first, but it will start paying back pretty fast. One day at a time ❤️
Congrats! I am approaching 6 months.
Congratulations. I’m hoping I’ll get there one day.
@@michelejordan4115 You will!! I couldn't do this by myself. I had and still get help from others.
I wish he would get a dr to help him w the Burmese method. It saved my life from fetty. I never OD’d. Not once. Thank god!!!!! I literally thought that I was using oxy… but then found out it was fentanyl…. Got a dr that understands how to get someone off of fetty and on to suboxone. Bless his heart. This poor man…. He needs to get on a program. Suboxone helps!!!! It really does!!!
@@mvalenzuela6739 it saved my life!!
I learn about people and how tough life is from every video. Excellent interview.
Once again a Father has failed his Son and put his Selfish desires before his own Child. This young Man has low self-esteem and the drugs are self-medication to take away the anxiety and confidence issues. And Yes, Mothers also do this too.
My dear....I'm a nanny. 75% of parents don't know what the hell they are doing. I had a stay at home mom AND dad (they were farmers) and my childhood was still filled with emotional abuse.
Smart dude. Likable guy. A lot of potential but I think there's still a lot below the surface he has not dealt with yet. Hope he can get it together and overcome his addiction.
@blacksunSigrune
Either way, none of us really know him though..I mean,it's only a short little interview...it's not even 20min long.
@blacksunSigrune
Correct👍
And, there's not enough to really say anything bad about him either, in the same right.
I hate it when people talk negative shit about the interviewee...we don't really know them...all we know is what we see. We don't really know what's in their heart underneath all the ugly. That's a fellow human...ya know?
Ok, I'm just rambling now...I know you understand me
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@blacksunSigrune We weren't shown his work so it's kind of difficulty to judge his ability.
@@wesleyalan9179 Thank you for your beautiful response. You understand there is more to the person than what we see. A plus was he didn't try to paint us a pretty or pitiful picture. I thought he was straight forward.👍👏
Hey, my friend. Good to see you, Mr.Wesley! Sending you love.❤️❤️❤️
@@marylougeorge9890
Thank you, it's really ALWAYS a pleasure to hear from you💜🙏
I hope all is well in Mary Lou George World!😁🤞
This is one of those interviews where I wonder if I’ve missed something - Oliver doesn’t seem able to tap into any childhood trauma in a reflective way. Even though he’s very aware and intelligent. He seems so gentle and smart and genuine. Just doesn’t seem to want to connect to the abuse or sadness and I guess that’s why he does drugs. I’m sure there’s a bit more to the story. His constant calling himself a piece of shit is sad bc he’s clearly not. Hope he reads this to see how many think he’s beautiful.
We need to give society options to work on talents without money being the sole purpose. Then offer counseling and healing modalities for free instead of all the bullshit our county spends it on. Healing people. Oliver you could be one of those people helping people. Sending 🙏🏼🧡
Healing people needs to be Priority! Seems nearly everyone deals with anxiety! What's that about? We haven't been taught how to cope!
There doesn't necessarily have to be specific trauma or abuse experiences...his untreated mental illness is the most likely reason he's addicted. I've been an addict as far back as I can remember (I don't remember my first drink, I would steal cough syrup from the medicine cabinet as a kid) I was never abused in any way, I just can't handle emotions. I use to keep feelings repressed.
Oliver has mental health issues. As he mentioned. He is self medicating. He has a beautiful soul & needs to get off the drugs before they kill him. Sending positive vibes 💫💜💫☯️💫☮️
He’s a fentanyl addict. He cannot process trauma.
That’s why people use it.
Substance abuse disorder is genetic and doesn't always have to do with trauma, although trauma can be a trigger
I end up loving these people on this channel for a variety of reasons. I just wish someone would give these folks a hug and tell them their life is worth more than the way they're living it. But, as it is said, God helps those who help themselves. Praying this gentleman and so many others on this channel tap into the resources available to get their lives on track.
So much potential. I hope he continues with his art and music.
He’s so likable, and easy on the eyes. I wondered what his life would have been like if he made better choices.
I met Oliver in 6th grade we would skate all day and he woukd crash at my house or I would crash at his. Everything he said is 100% fact I’ve known him for a very long time I even seen Oliver tell his dad off to his face many times lol. His dad really was a pice of garbage to pit itmildly seriously Oliver’s mom is such an awesome person I love her. You got this Oliver we gotta start skating again like old times
One of the only interviews on this channel where he answers questions as you or I would & doesn’t launch into his life story. I think sometimes these lost souls need a therapist more than they need to detox. It seems as though he’s set on his path.
A therapist or an adult who shows them love, just as they are.
They all need a therapist. Homelessness is very traumatic. That alone would require a shrink. Not to mention the drug use and the trauma that lead them to use.
Yes.
He prob has people begging him daily to interview them for UA-cam fame tho.
Unfortunately detox is super dangerous and people die from that more than drug overdose
Love you brother, you’re a great dude, just jacked by this world. I hope you can pull through and keep sharing your art with the world, and the skate community. ❤️🔥
Do you know who he is in the skate community? Seems like a very cool guy.
Get clean that would change his life he seems nice
It’s been a minute since I’ve watched a video here. He seems so gentle.
Oliver was childhood friend of mine, we grew up a little together from elementary to his freshman year of high school to even a little after we had lost touch, it breaks my heart seeing him like this…. Idk if you’ll see this but J Boog loves you bro
One thing I've observed with most addicts (not criticizing just observing) they seem to be emotionally stuck in a certain age, like childhood or teen years. It's like there's something in them that can't move past that time frame and they have an innocent childlike immaturity that most unaddicted adults don't seem to have. Either way I love these videos and I enjoy learning about people from all walks of life, I wish everyone the very best of luck and happiness!
I agree
@@meg01010t that makes sense. It really seems so heartbreaking 💔
I was just saying this to my friend yesterday. Her brother is a heroine addict.
It's called arrested development. You stop emotionally maturing beyond the age of trauma. Very common with sexual abuse survivors.
@@meg01010t Stuck at the age they were abused/traumatized.
He doesn’t seem like he really wants to change, honestly. Hasn’t reached a low enough point I don’t think. Seems like a decent man, I hope he learns to connect better with people.
I agree, he seems content with his lifestyle.
He seems intelligent and empathetic. I respect the words he’s said and his experiences. Peace and love for him
Dayum dude i hope you can get clean. You've got so much potential. Prayers for full recovery.
Well, having unfettered access to your Grandmother's cabinets full of high dosage opiates no doubt put him in the addiction fast lane. I still remember kids in school who had relatives in the medical profession using/abusing, selling and trading prescription meds. Always interesting, thanks!
That would never come into my head to steal medication at any age. I have always love sweets but l would NEVER have even thought to take a chocolate or cookie that wasn't mine!
@@galegrazutis964 Seriously?
@@galegrazutis964 Opiates make you crave chocolate.
@@matthewbaxter8558 l can TRUTHFULLY ASSURE you that l have never taken drugs. Unless the were prescribed by my doctor. I don't even drink or smoke cigarettes
@@michelejordan4115 ABSOLUTELY have never in my.life even been tipsy or even has a puff of marijuana. None of that stuff has even remotely been interesting to me!
So sad. Hope this young man finds his way and seeks sobriety.
Hälsningar från Sverige Oliver. Ta hand om dig.
SKOL 💕
🤙 GBG
@@mariaberg1257 sthlm 👌🏻
Ahh, he loves his sisters and loved spending time w them and his mom. 💗that's sweet and hope he can continue his work to be a drug counselor one day and be happy n sober. God bless
I never became homeless but I was damn close and I was a major pill head at 18, fresh out of high school. I’m now 31 and I run a business with my husband, own a home, have a child, and actually find happiness in the suffering. I hope if you find this you know that it’s possible to have happiness and love the life you want, you just got to be tired of being sick and tired and want sobriety for yourself.
He’s smart, articulate, good looking, and has a huge heart. This Guy is gonna be someone big. This one had me emotional, cuz I could see his heart,he doesn’t belong where he’s at,in addiction on the streets. Oliver if you see this, I can tell, Your gonna help so many young guys with your testimony one day! I can’t wait to see it. Gods gonna use you and it’s gonna be Huge!:) Ps: Love your tats so awesome!
You’re so stupid and gullible lol.
Sadly most likely he'll end up oding and dying. He says himself that he doesn't see himself getting clean and with that mindset at a young age and the shape and position he's in now he won't last another 3 years.
@@Anthonywb I disagree. I know alot of people who had the same thought process who are now thriving clean and sober. I think he's gonna make it and help alot of people along the way. Cant wait to see the good things that hes gonna do.
Wishful thinking? This man just said he overdosed every single day when he first started. The chances of him surviving is very slim
Did we watch the same interview?
He reminds me so much of my brother.. I see hope for him .he just needs someone to believe in him. Hope you find peace Oliver .sadly my brother didn't make it.. I hope you make it out the terrible bs addiction puts you through. A smart and talented man .. I been there. Opiates took my life for a few years.. try Suboxone love.. Ill pray for you
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Ima get on subs soon
@@frankients6828 Good deal.👍👏❤️❤️❤️
I want to give him a hug and the help he needs 😞. My heart goes out to him ♥️
75 days off fentanyl. Life is better than I could have ever imagined. You can do it if you want it bad enough.
@Danny Al yea long term methadone is rough. I was doing a few grams of straight fent everyday for a few years, heroin and pills before that. The withdrawal was more than I was ready for, even as a 15 year opiate addict. I decided to bypass subs and methadone and tough it out. Didn’t sleep a minute for 11 days. Learned a lot about myself and it was bad enough that I will never go back. There is no escaping the sickness. I’d get off the methadone asap. Long term that will be the hardest one to kick. Good luck. You can do it.
Love that opening line.."My dad always working and busy cheating on my mom"..
So sad.
8:02 "no, I haven't been invested in another person for a long time" - it's super refreshing when active addicts are able to display such honesty. One of the most awful things about addiction is it turns people inward, makes them hold a mirror a centimetre from their face and just look at their own reflection. It makes a person selfish. I hope this guy has or does find recovery 👊🏼
Reminds me of my EX-Wife who’s been on a perpetual bender for close to 15 years now…she will NEVER change in my personal opinion. She’s now on both Speed & Fentanyl both taken intravenously not to mention various psych drugs. She choose drugs over her kids which is a dam shame…at least he doesn’t have any kids or any that he knows about for that matter. Ultimately getting clean often takes doing it for something far greater than oneself (IE) “Your Kids” etc. With the aforementioned being said I have far more patience for those addicts without children who are primarily destroying their respective lives and not the lives of their children. It really sucks when the children of addicts are ridiculously screwed up at no fault of their own.
Interesting interview Oliver, sounds like finding those meds at a young age sent you down a slippery slope. Hope you can get it together, you seem to be complacent with where your at but why not spin it and use your art and skating as a way out of the street life
this is on point
Well my son was an addict he's not with us anymore he died January 18th 2022 he was 24 years old. I wish people would get help but you can't make them I couldn't make my son he died. He wanted to be an EMT and he got in trouble and he went off the deep end his name was Daniel Cherry Jr he only wanted to help people
I am so sorry about your son!!! i don’t want to begin to imagine how you are feeling! i feel for you, and am sad just reading this, the best i can do is pray for you to come to peace with such a tragic death. ✝️💜💜💜
@@johnnylego807 thanks I doubt I will ever get over it
Oliver you have potential my dude please always realize that. And keep that as a known thought in your mind to keep pushing. I feel for you brotha 💯
So honest. Thank you for sharing your truth.
We live and die by the choices we make.
Asking someone “are you bipolar?”could be reframed to asking if someone has bipolar. It’s a disorder, not an identity. For some reason that really stood out to me in this interview. I really hope the best for this guy and that he can overcome his struggles
That’s a distinction without any difference. Come on.
Great point ! Lost art of speach etiquette!
@@sirranhaal3099 That's just not true. If you watch the videos on this channel, you should know that rhetoric and how you speak to someone in relation to how they perceive themselves can completely change how they take in information.
Mark is NOT a Psychologist, he is a Photographer! Also, highly likely this young man sent Marl a quick video saying he was BiPolar, an Addict, lived in Compton with Crypts.
@@annieseaside Who said he was a psychologist?
I would like to see interviews with people that grew up with dysfunction & abuse, but were able to be successful.
Hello Mary how are you doing today, hope you’re and safe from virus??
Oliver Peace be with you always Don’t ever give up Mark I hope you do a follow up Blessings ✌️
What a good looking dude stuck in mess
15:17 when he mentions that he was close to his sisters and that not many people get to experience that, I felt that so much because I'm an only child and always wanted siblings. I missed out on growing up not having siblings to loom upto...made me isolate myself a lot
I had 4 at home, and it resulted in excessive bullying and emotional neglect (from a preoccupied mother). Back then I would've traded for your situation in a heartbeat ://
@@gaoda1581 sorry to hear that. I faced emotional neglect big time by my father, I didn't know how to speak the language taught in schools (bc my dad only knew how to speak that langauge and he refused to speak it to me), so I was bullied there all the time.
Poor kid. These need to be PSA's. Just because someone might have an addiction, they are still people. Not everyone is a jerk. Products of our environment.
No they aren't, & they know that. They are desperate slaves. Desperate people do desperate things. Don't be fooled by an act in front of a camera.
PSA Public Service Announcement?
You mean like the super effective “This is your brain on drugs” campaign?
I agree. I also see a lot of the negative trolls are sliding back in like snakes. Leave for awhile, come back with their negativity, until it hits Them or their family. Stay safe out here, well said 💯💯
@@shanemiller6982 Yes!
Hello from New Zealand. Sheesh Oliver seems like a great guy - just on a crazy path for now - he needs someone to cook him dinner, have a long shower and a comfortable bed. He needs a hug. Wishing you the best Oliver.
Hang in there! I have lots of my own problems right now, but you made me smile and laugh when you said you were a shithead and your mom took care of that. 😁
Know when to let go of the shore...
Know who is in your garden...keep the things that help you grow ❤️
Smart man! Wish you all good from now on🙏🌱
Wonder what his life would've been had he not left Sweden...
Popping pills there?
@@LostSox they have a thing called social safety nets in Sweden. America will let you spiral until you're homeless.
@@LostSox many less drug addicts where the basic dignities of human life are assured.
@@ilikecanes you mean sponsored enabling?
@@LostSox I'm sorry capitalism has rotted your brain so much :'(. You can't even link why the two would prevent this. This isn't your fault though! Ignorance of your level is systemic. I wish I could do more. Take care of yourself young person!
He's well spoken and so sad. My mama heart breaks for him
Mama heart?
You can’t just have empathy for a fellow human?… You have to qualify/attribute any shred of humanity to being a mother? Ick
My non-mother-yet-fully-functioning heart just cares about a suffering human
Brilliant interview
My ex wife is an RN at a rest home.. if an RN have big amounts of pain killers, one must really question how the RN is getting them.. in the case of my ex wife, she would take them from her patients, and replace them with non narcotic pain reliever.. and to me that’s the lowest piece of shit a person can be.. an RN is entrusted to provide the proper quality of life for the elderly who can not provide it for themselves.. nor do they have a voice or the ability to speak up about it…
@Jaqi Kennedy she’s a fucking weasel.. yes she’s been reported, but managed to slither through it like a snake
I've watched it happen many times. They count the meds with another nurse at the beginning and end of each shift. I've seen nurses say they accidentally gave the patient a double dose because they were interrupted when they actually stole one. They say they've lost one, you name it, I've heard every excuse.
@@baublesanddolls i literally divorced her over it… there’s no way I could be married to someone that does such a thing… it’s 1 thing to be an addict.. I understand that.. and would have stuck it out with her.. but once I found out how she fed her habit.. just couldn’t do it.
Nurses and teachers integrity has gone down. Don’t trust any of them
@@phyllysanantonio I found Nurses are great in bed… but absolutely horrible in relationships lol
Man this dude reminds me of myself just a few years ago. Luckily I couldn't get my hands on much heroin or fent so I never went down that road, just pills.
Same.
Oliver I hope you will fight for a better life. You deserve to feel the joy of being clean and sober. Release yourself from the chains of addiction. YOU ARE WORTH IT AND DESERVE IT! You can LIVE your life to the fullest so your sister’s spirit can be with you experiencing the same beautiful memories. Just TRY Oliver…..what do you have to lose dude?!
Everyone has had trauma in their life, some worse than others. You have to pick yourself up and do whatever it takes to get to pull yourself together. There’s only two endings; prison or death. You’re right on deaths door 😢
100%
I'm rooting for you, Oliver.
Gonna double dip here....when he asked what you are afraid of, we both said dying alone. Hang in there, you remind me of my skater friends from school. Peace ✌️
I miss him so bad. I've been looking for him for th past 12 years !!! trying to reconnect with him but once i found his mom she told me he was in the street doing drugs. I fell on the ground crying cause this guy is so beautiful inside like outside. I lost contact cause i live in Switzerland. I'm planning on going back to L.A. i has such good time with him and the rest of the family.. all of my prayers and my heart goes to him. I hope someone can tell him how much i wish i could reach out and hear from him ❤❤❤
Oliver
Your a good man!!!
Your father wasn't there and you had to step up. The way you talk about being a father figure for your sisters is noble man. Oliver man u wish it wasn't so difficult for you but your a strong dude. Dressed in all black like johnny cash over here. Take care of your self....much love !
I'm not a therapist and this is only my opinion but, not having the support of his father growing up has done a number on him!! Absent parents do a great deal of damage to their kids!! Oliver, you deserve so much better!! Be kind to yourself....
God bless you Oliver! Never give up!❤
Aside from getting sponsored/mental health issues.
I can relate to homie 💯. Only difference is I started in the late 90s/2000s w/pills my mother was prescribed oxys/fentanyl patches eventually morphine.
& No doubt, there is no skating for fun..... or at all once addiction takes over.
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Oliver if you’re seeing this. Please do not give up. I promise you, as hard as it may seem, this is only a test. You can get through this. Please will your way to Peace. I know it’s easier said than done, I believe you can do it. Wish you the best.
So heartbreaking.. I hope he gets sober 🥰😢
No one’s in to deep, there’s always room to turn your life around. But it starts with you believing that it’s possible.
Bless u Oliver u can get better I promise. Life gets better
He's adorable..so much promise. So young. Give yourself a chance.Oliver...you have a spark in your eye...very down to earth answers.. "I remind my dad he's a piece of s### just in case he forgets"...
Hello Cynthia, how are you doing today, hope you’re fine and safe from the Virus?
Eveybody has had "wrongs" done to them!!!
This is your life though. You're the only one responsible for it and what you do. 💯👍 Much love to all the one's working daily to stay out the devils clutches 👍❤
We....
Help the willing.
Pray for the suffering.
Bury the dead.
This is the cold, real hard facts of addiction.
I wish this guy all the best, sounds like he had a hard life
I'm sure you've heard it before, but get off that fent. Take suboxone and get a job bro. Taking your mind off being high helps so much. I remember freaking out after quitting, but when my job started it go so much easier. I would keep a piece of suboxone in my pocket. Just in case. Now I only take kratom. It saved my life, i got a kid, good job, house. I hope you make it.
I'd be his friend. He seems like a good dude. Just because you're on drugs doesn't make you a bad person. I hope you can get sober one day!
“It’s a decision”. A bad one. I hope he makes the right decision and gets clean real soon.
I feel so sad for him. He can turn his life around. I pray that he does.
Dang this kid sounds exactly my little cousin from long beach. It's so common to go through this in California.
I love his neck tattoo that says Nathalie 🥺❤️
Good morning and SWU viewers
Good Morning to you , Nyl. Have a blessed day and don't buy any fake crack.
Good afternoon!😊🙋
Good kid, smart. I don't think we'll see Oliver on this channel again, dude's going places.
😊👍👏👏👏
30 overdoses in 30 days . I get the feeling Oliver's accepted he will die an addict. I know I did. That doesn't mean he won't change I did . But so many of my friends didn't.
what a perfectly adorable soul. I wish I could reach out and just hug him and kiss his face so that he felt better even for a moment or two.
hang in there, Oliver. Your light shines through and we can see it, even if maybe you can't right now.
He seems like a smart guy with a bad case of arrested development. Beautiful looking young man, just really immature. I don’t know if an addict can mature while still stuck in the lifestyle.
Just because he says he’s content yall think there’s some dark shit he’s suppressing. I have been through addiction and I recognize this man’s spirit he has something called INNER PEACE. The conditions of your life do not matter when you have that, you don’t feel compelled to trauma dump, things just are what they are. Not saying he doesn’t have room for improvement, He is definitely aware of that as well. But this man possesses something that most of you can’t even recognize. His spirit is at peace. Yes he’s addicted to a substance, but it has definitely not hindered his spiritual growth
i get him so much it's scary
I like that he pointed out how stupid calling it "boosting" is.
Man, I know there’s a lot more there to this dude. He seemed pretty honest, just vague.
his so young obviously he is in pain i hope he learns his sister is his angel she's always worried about him if you cant live for yourself live for your sister
Good morning, it's 3:13 here in Portland, OR! To anyone reading this, do something kind for yourself and for someone else today. Please and thank you!!!
Here’s my first good deed for the day. It’s sound advice….Get out of Portland while you still can!!✌️
@@louskunt9798 best advice
Good afternoon from Michigan 🙋
@@louskunt9798 No kidding! I wish I could fr
Thanks Jenn, you too 💕
What a beautiful soul..
I pray for his getting clean and sober🙏❤️. There is help if he wants it bad enough. He is very sick and he knows it….
I wish I had a magic wand and free Oliver from drugs! If only hugs could make things better,I'd be hugging you.
Holy shit I currently at Tarzana treatment center also. It took me two tries to to get off them drugs.
All these people can level up. I have a very similar background. I now have three successful businesses. Level up bro!
Congratulations!!!👍👏👏👏❤️
Get your life back on track Oliver while you still can. Stop stealing and quit the drugs - Don't give up!
Too bad. I don't feel like he'll ever change.
Good Morning Mark and SWU Family 🤗 Praying for you Oliver you are such a sweet soul would really hate to hear that something bad happened to you reach out to your sisters and Mother Hun I know they're sitting there just waiting on that call ! 💯💪🏼🙌🏼
GBY Oliver 🙏🏼🙌🏼🙏🏼
Good Morning SWU fam, from Brooklyn NY.
@@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Morning back from Youngstown Ohio 🤗
@@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Good afternoon from Michigan 🙋❤️
Oliver, I am sorry about your sister, Natalie. What would she want for you now?
You got this dude
Oliver, if you ever read this. I know your mom. I have a story very close to your story. I destroyed my life with drugs. I died several times and the final time 24 years ago I looked at my own body on the table. I had a death experience and Jesus walked in. I told him if he saved me I would serve him. I walked out a week later and haven't used it since. 24 years ago. Hit me up, I'd love to take you for coffee.