Hope you're staying sober and doing well man. Sounds like you are. I'm giving No Liquor November a go. I aspire to hit 30+ days sober like you. Thx Slayer
You are motivating me to want to be sober. I tried quitting like 100’s of times and went to rehab last year to do it serious. I am currently in active addiction but I kinda think the recovery sphere and therapy and all that is a business at the end of the day and they don’t care about you. I wish I could find people that cared about me.
Hey this is awesome to hear that I’m helping you stay sober!!! I know how hard it is and you’re not alone!! I don’t know you but hey I care about you. Reach out in this community and others. We are all struggling with something brother. Most of us here struggle with alcoholism. We understand and care. Be safe my friend and keep me updated! 🙏
You're a great speaker/story teller. What a crazy bad trip that made me laugh my ass off, so thank you!... Sadly, I have similar stories. I would love to hear more stories of your past. Lots of folks can relate
I'm always intrigued by people's alcohol/psychedelic experiences. Personally, psychedelics have always helped me stay sober from EVERYTHING. No booze, no cigarettes, no pills, nothing for at least 2 weeks. Psychedelics have TRULY helped me stay sober. That being said, it's not a cure-all and other people have different reactions to psychedelics so I appreciate you sharing your experience 👍🏾
That’s pretty amazing man!! Some people have contributed psychedelics as the thing that got them sober. It’s definitely not for everyone but it does seem to really help certain people. If it can save lives it should be looked into more!! Which is seems like they are becoming more and more acceptable. God bless bro 🙏💯
The holidays are tough. Have a game plan, know 3 people to lean on and contact. Xmas and new years is very tough. You got this, love you brother. God willing I’m coming up on 3.5 years sober myself
Hey Slayer - I never did mushrooms but did lcd. I’ve seen plenty of ppl have a bad trip when they mixed alcohol. One girl lost her mind…talking to trees and shit. So scary she was taken away unfortunately. I never did that just stuck to the 🌱 herbs but man oh man was it intense. The hot boxing Lawd…I remember those days. At the time I was in a pretty intense relationship and I recall my partner tripping hard and thinking I was having a side relationship. It wasn’t real I’m no cheater but man did the mood switch real quick. I instantly got sick 🤮. Anyways, happier moments I can recall was watching Star Wars while on it or dancing the night away. I’m glad those days are behind me for sure. When you’re young and dumb. I was always the person trying to keep everyone str8. Anyways, still watching just wanted to send you a comment. Much love my friend. Thank you for sharing your story. It’s a cautionary tale.
Yeah Micru, the trips you get when you mix shrooms & booze are pretty intense! They can go either direction, either trippy in a fun, exciting way, or downright terrifying. It was usually the latter for me, lol. Oh, and the hangover the next day was brutal! That's why I gave up shrooms many years ago, and I have no desire to go back! Same with alcohol, it's just not worth the trouble. Hope all is well in your world! 😊
@@davidlafond8327hey David idk I guess shrooms were never available but the other form of lsd was (kind that dissolved). During those times drinking was just not my thing. I was more into the smoking of 🌿. I had my time with it and moved on. I’m with ya so glad those days are behind us. Hope you have a great day.
Absolutely micru 😂, I think like most of us on here we probably just have dozens and dozens of ridiculous stories from our past. Drinking a ton back in day. We are never thinking super far into the future when we are in that stage in life. We think we know best and know all haha. Thank you as always for you comment :) 🙏🖤much love and I hope you’re well. Better memories ahead!
@@Slayer-7373for sure, most of my memories (under the influence) were fun. Minus the alcohol. Just everything has a time, and we should outgrow it. Unfortunately, some substances are highly addictive and dangerous. Anyways, hope you have a great day, it’s Friday!
Great going brother proud of ya! Keep the momentum going your heading in the right direction now DON'T VEER OFF THIS COARSE! I have been somewhat busy but I check on you to see your progress and I can see now that your bound and determined to kick those addiction demons asses, just keep slapping them down and the temptations they try to trick you with will keep getting weaker from them. Weekend is here I got to break out my John Deere and do some mowing I might throw a brisket on the grill tomorrow. Your always welcome if your ever visit Texas I am the BBQ Master lol. Have a great sober weekend talk to you soon, stay strong, stay focused, stay motivated, and keep the faith you got this thing all good things take time brother. God Bless and be safe out there! DT
Thank you Dwayne as always brother!!!! I always appreciate your awesome comments. I’m 100% taking you up on that BBQ next time I’m in Texas!!!! Got me hungry just thinking about it! God bless my friend!! 🙏
I 100% agree Stephanie!!! I think and hope in 10 years time that people we completely view drinking in a different light. It seems like we are on our way in that direction thank god. Much love! 🙏
Good to see you Slayer , wild story about the things you saw while on mushrooms and alcohol , the evil Gnome sounds like some sort of agent of the spirit realm, I myself have never tried mushrooms but I can imagine the alcohol combined makes it into a dark experience but you know that. Well done on almost two months of sobriety Slayer 👊 I'm on 37 days this morning.(5 weeks)
Good to see you Luke!!! 37 days bro, wow that is badass is all I can say. Very proud of you my friend!!!! Keep on winning over this disease!! Also an agent of the dark realm is pretty dang accurate. One of Sauron’s spies or something lol. Nothing either one of us want to mess with!! Glad we are both sober today!!! Bless bro 💯🙏
man you are hitting on some topics that ive long since but forgotten. i sorta miss the degenerate days ya know?? i know its nothing good but the sense of mystery and alleged enlightenment via substance was definitely a time in my life that ill never forget. i put my salvation in substances and towards then end of my 20's nothing worked anymore.. that brought about a whole new realm of depression
Congratulations 🎉on your first 2 K Subscribers!!!🎈 More to come Soon!! Thumbs Up 👍 and Shared Out EveryWhere!! Thank You Slayer for the Awesome Video!!💞💯
Hey Slayer! That scenario/experience definitely sounds like torture.i know alcohol before any other substance can always be a recipe for a disaster so I really feel for what you went through. I'm glad they're was at least your friend that was somewhat of an anchor for you when you felt like you were truly losing it. I also agree that the demonic can easily attach through drugs and alcohol and shrooms sure can lead you into those realms!🙏
“A recipe for disaster” is spot on Olivia!! I’m extremely grateful that I had my one buddy there with me. If it wasn’t for him who knows what could have happened that night!! These things are nothing to be played with! I love talking to people like you though who agree with me and understand. It definitely Leaves a door open when you’re under the influence!! Thanks for the comment as always Olivia!! :) much love!! 🙏🖤☀️
Hey slayer!! I just want you to know how proud I am of you. I watched all of your videos and just didn't get the chance to comment. I had them on actually like a podcast before work and traveling to and from, but haven't had the chance yet to comment. Mainly because there's a lot I want to say about all of it. There was one point in one of your videos where you said that it gave you chills, and I was blown away because I had the same experience. So I will comment likely tomorrow when I can gather my thoughts and scan through the videos again to find the pieces that really touched me. Just know that I think you're doing wonderful things, and your videos are so helpful in their content, your candidness, and your relatability! Much love sent always, my friend! ❤😊❤
Hey Amanda!! No worries at all!!! However long it takes you to watch them is fine! I appreciate the fact that you’re here. I don’t say it often enough how proud I am of all of you!!! Y’all inspire me every single day. I told Micru that we definitely one day need to have a giant meet up. LD, you, micru and everyone else. It would be really awesome. Much love as always my friend 🙏🖤
Hey Slayer! Glad you were able to stay sober for Halloween! I remember Halloween being a major drinking holiday for me and I used to get completely obliterated, lol. Major holidays like Halloween, Christmas, Thanksgiving, etc. were always epic drinking times for me. The summertime and my birthday were hazardous too! Not anymore though, thank God! Our lives really are so much better without alcohol/drugs! I did experiment with mushrooms when I was in high school and I can tell you right now that they make you trip like crazy, especially when you mix them with booze. I had a really bad trip one time when mixing shrooms with alcohol, and I when I finally got over it, I gave up that crap completely. Luckily, I never really got into other drugs, and the ones that I did try, they were way easier to give up. By the way, I heard the orange juice man story when I went to rehab years ago and it's a real thing, apparently! Crazy stuff! 😳 Much love, brother, I always enjoy listening to your stories!❤Peace!
Appreciate you David thank you brother 🙏!! Always enjoy your comments too man. Glad we are both sober today and trying our best to better ourselves. God bless my friend
"I became one with the truck" 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 epic story Slayer. Weed really potentiates psychs too, I onced smoked a joint after 10 hours of acid hoping it would relax me and I could get some sleep - nope. Laid awake all night still tripping balls. But yeah man, great job staying sober tonight! Keep up the great work 👍
for some reason i associate holidays with tripping alone binurial beats playing, meditating off bong rips. even after years of abstaining from that life style it still feels that way
100% image. Also thank you so much my friend!! I’m thankful to be sober today I really am. Gods there for you bro, 100% he is. If you call out to him he will help you through this. Plus you have a community here, you got me here. It’s a better life on the other side and I wish nothing but sobriety and well wishes to not only you but myself as well. ITS NOT EASY!!! I repeat it’s not easy!! It’s one of the hardest things we will ever have to do in this life. As long as we keep trying and keep moving forward that’s all that matters. We win over this disease and not the other way around!! One day at a time image, much love 🙏
WOW 🤩. What a story. I tried shrooms once in 2001 as a 16 year old at boarding school 🏫! Was awesome. Another time however in 2004 was a horrible experience similar to yours. I was at my parent’s house with a couple of sketchy friends I knew from town. Had to go to bed and then in the morning they had left I realised these two guys had opened and drank a bottle of 1987 Bordeaux . My dad had an entire rack with over 40 bottles don’t know why they had picked that bottle. Also they raided my dad’s cigar humidor !! To this day my dad has never mentioned the missing bottle of red. I guess he forgot about it!! Drugs , Alcohol 🍷 and sketchy friends- never a good combination. 😅
Me and you seem to be alike redsnapper lol. You have stories for days I just know it. It’s wild the things we do when young and with booze/dr*gs. It’s a wild world haha. God bless buddy. 🙏 take care
Hi Slayer, great to hear and see you. I think we are like a very large family. Stay strong. Unfortunately, I don’t celebrate Halloween because of my beliefs. You take care.?🙏🙏🎸🎵 “Silvo”(UK)ps don’t get me on mushrooms I used to go picking them in fields in the UK in 1980…. Had a bad trip with one batch so never took them again. If you ever have a bad trip.. it’s horrific!!
Hey silvo!! No worries at all I completely understand not celebrating Halloween. I think it’s awesome that you’re from the UK 🇬🇧!! Also yes 100%! A bad trip is next level scary!! Only those who have really had one understand!! God bless my friend!! 🙏 thank you for being on this journey with me!
slayer i only drank 6 days in october and was sober for halloween. thanks for making the videos and helping me in my journey. last time i drank i felt shitty and like i wasted the day. as of now i dont have the desire to want to drink again.
You’re doing great my friend!! Just try to remember those nasty feelings when you have that urge to drink. It helps me stay away from it, just reminding myself how awful I’ll feel and what might happen. Keep up the good work man 💯 one day at a time. God bless
The holidays are TRULY the roughest. You just wanna join in the "fun" but if you're sober and look around, you realize just how much people make fools of themselves 😂 And I say that without judgement because at one point, I was that guy too
I relate to you a lot. The sex, the alcohol. It’s enough bro. We’re kings. This life isn’t worth it bro. I’m 22. My girl is thinking about leaving me. I live in UK. She’s beautiful. I said like…… she said if you don’t get better…. I’ll leave. I don’t want her to. I have to get better
We got this brotha, please learn from me and get your act together before she does!!! Because she will and you will regret that. You’re worth it and she’s worth staying sober for!!! I was too far gone with my ex sadly….. I just wouldn’t stop. You will get better just don’t give up.
Oh man.. this reminds me of my days smoking with friends. It really sucks getting way too high. lol I get a little anxiety just thinking about it. Crazy stuff man. Congrats on your sobriety!
Yes dat one haha, happened one too many times brother. Always trying to be cool and impress. Thank you my friend as well!!! It’s awesome to all be sober on this journey together bro. Much love! 💯💯
It absolutely allows bad shit to take over. When you know you know. I’ve seen some stuff and wish I could forget but I think people that see it and accept what they saw just are better connected spiritually…regardless of religious beliefs. I always did my best to get my friends out of the darkness. But I never mixed the liquor death…just herbs. Alcohol is another level my friend. You were on 3 different drugs…normal reaction. I’m proud that you’re sober. It’s a huge accomplishment ! You just need to accept that it’s either life or death. That simple, it’s super hard, but you got this. Side note, I hope you have your car on or else you got something 👻 behind you. So spooky lol everyone is entitled to ☝️ good scare on Halloween. 🎃 hahaha be easy my friend
Hiya Slayer! You know I told you I used to work in mental health and addiction? I was taught by people much more advanced and knowledge based. I truly believe it could be years (if ever) before the brain is fully understood. It's definitely possible to accidentally access areas of the brain and it thinks for its self. One day we might know what we do it with substances. If you watch the brain make you faint from fear for example. It's all so fascinating and yet scary! 🤔😳
Fascinating yet scary, perfect way of putting it really haha. Who knows how much we will truly ever know about this conversations. I hope one day we can shed more light on it because it’s wild!! God bless Janet 🙏💯
I actually went to a party last night! My friends(a couple) who own flower shop, had a party in their shops basement and decked it out like a high school prom because my friend( a male) went as the classic horror movie Carrie. He wore a prom dress and had the blood and everything😆 Well point of me sharing is because I was the ONLY one that wasnt drinking and I had a blast! Now I really only recommending this to people with a long time and a well established foundation with sobriety. But most think that going to parties, hanging out with people for happy hour/lunch or thinking their are things you cant “do” anymore, are things you will never get to do again. Or you wont have “fun” anymore. But for me that hasn’t been true. its weird because that joy of being out, going to social events or parties slowly came back to me over time, even though I was sober. Now Im not talking about “ragers” just like someone’s birthday party, or a football game or something thats more low key. Since I stopped drinking, I no longer hang out with degenerates like how I was, and I have gravitated towards more active and responsible people. So when they have a “party”, its more responsible and not wild. I mean people still get tipsy. But like at this party, mostly everyone just had a really good buzz going. So it was actually entertaining because everyone was easy to make laugh or just be loose with conversation. You think if “your drunk” then being social is easier, but it also works if you’re the only one sober and everyone else is buzze. Because then you dont really care about being awkward because everyone is buzzed anyways lol. My point being, in my experience, there is a light at the end of the tunnel for a lifetime of sobriety. Basically letting you know sobriety doesn’t suck, especially from my almost 5 years experience. Things such as Concerts, weddings, sports, and just anything else you enjoyed doing with Alcohol, the joy of doing all those things sober comes back with time. So if you think sobriety is “boring” and you are going to have a mediocre life, then I can promise you all, if you do the work, have a long period of sobriety and find joy in life without alcohol, then all those things will come back around to be really enjoyable, just without the hang over and fuzzy memories, you’ll actually remember in detail the great time you had! So just think of me as a sober time traveler coming back from almost 5 years in the future, to tell you sobriety WORTH IT. So keep crushing slayer, proud of your sobriety!
This is awesome!!! Thank you for sharing 🙏 and thank you for the support. I love it!! This is why I love this community. I appreciate this more than you know! Much love 💯
Yo whats good Slayer fuck man this Halloween been shit had some unexpected things come up that triggered me and went on a rampage with my addictions earlier today. But I was clean the past few days and im excited for November gonna make it the most sober month of the year shits really picking up in my life had another wake up call(ive had countless wake up calls but its getting more serious). And man weed and psychedelics are a crazy combination. I remember one time on my 19th birthday I dropped acid with some friends and took some dabs i was so gone i forgot my name and then had to drive to work the next day still tripping.
How are you doing today brother? I understand, Halloween is a really tricky one. It’s tough not to fall into your addictions on Halloween. Also yea man it was a wild combination!! Back in the day I just didn’t care. I always threw caution to the wild. Lets keep taking this one day at a time!! 💯
Exactly lol, a recipe for disaster!! And thank you so much :)!! You’ve been here pretty much from the beginning and I really appreciate it more than you know. Thank you for being part of this journey with me!!! 🙏
One time I got so drunk that I had to be carried into the car when we we’re leaving I got home I went to bed and I must have been blackout drunk because the next day I woke up with a bloody and black eye I must have fell and hit my head on the dresser And hit the corner of my eye luckily i missed my eye socket i would have broken my eye socket I didn’t remember waking up at all whatsoever and going to the bathroom or trying to
Omg 😳 Michelle!! This is horrible! You are lucky in ways that it wasn’t much worse! Falling and hitting your head is serious!! Booze is just such a crazy dr*g. Literally will leave us falling hitting our heads, making complete fools out of ourselves and so much more. I can just go get it at a liquor store. It’s insane! Let’s enjoy today sober Michelle! 🙏
Just saw one of your relapse videos --- You were in a rehab detox unit ---- You were vulnerable and broken --- and full of shame. So so different than how I perceive you in this video --- Here you are strong & organized, clear headed ---- a natural born speaker - story teller. Full hand grabs of the Shrooms .. 'Throwing caution to the wind' = risky behavior --- a definite thing in psychology you can check into as interested -- Why do some participate in risky behavior? Not all do -- anyway ...
Very interesting question! Why are some of us willing to engage in risky behavior? How can some people go through a terrible circumstance and never be tempted by anything? Fascinating question!
@@Mmoose712 I first heard the phrase when I myself was in counseling. I'd tick off the things I was doing and the counselor would say this is all very risky behavior. And she'd ask me about it -- like what drives it? I wonder at times are some brains different ? Even damaged or changed and we are seeking Input / stimulation / Or our judgement centers in the brain to know right from wrong are blunted somehow from early trauma? Ex of risky behavior would be having affairs while married, chemical dependencies incl extremes of use, coming to work late all the time, any anti social behavior ie stealing, avoiding responsibility and assignments - you get the idea. When Slayer said throwing caution to the wind I thought of risky behavior -- It's a form of rebellion I think. A big EFF you -- maybe anger towards authorities who hurt us in childhood ?? Most were wounded in childhood even in the best of homes. '
Hey Judith 👋 thank you so much my friend. It really is a trip (no pun intended lol) to look back at the old videos and watch my progression and journey. Y’all have been part of the journey is what makes it so cool. Also interesting I will have to check that out. That’s actually a great question that I don’t think I’ve asked before. Much love my friend! 💯🙏
Hey man! I have not been on lockdown 23and1 even though I’ve watched him for years haha! I have been on LD’s channel, liver disease channel though. You might have found me through him? Bat country has mentioned me a few times as well.
@ either i found you over the LD channel (i might have seen 2 o his vids) but bat country could be too I can't remember which video but the name is saying something i have seen in the last months
@@Slayer-7373 When it happened, I thought all of creation was a figment of my imagination and that I was the only being that exists. Never felt so alone in all of my life until my friends snapped me out of it. They said the look on my face scared the life out of them.
My birthday is tomorrow. Let's raise hell. It was cool. I had a lot of work yesterday, writing, filming pieces for a new video and worked on the pumpkin. Alcohol and Spirits in the Material World?
@@Slayer-7373 Thanks. My next vid might take a couple of days. I have a new vlogging camera coming. It's called a DJI Pocket 2. DJI specializes in drones. But I ain't no drone guy...yet.
Slayer, I found the part that really messed me up. Sorry in advance, this is an essay! Your whole letter from Damon to you was disturbing. You tell yourself all the same things i tell myself. It's when you said, "You are young, you have plenty of time left. You have your whole life ahead of you! I'll be waiting for you" that I got those deep, straight to your bones chills. Not only did I say exactly that to myself, but alcohol never had to wait. Everyone else did. Myself included. We all lost that time. Alcohol was like a parasite sucking all my life force and stealing my time. I was talking to someone on Friday about God and spirituality. What we perceive to be our heaven and hell, and what we think happens next. What motivates us in life. I think that hell is here on earth! I don't imagine fire and brimstone. I imagine exactly what we put ourselves through. Sometimes, we're ignorant of the fact that it's hell because we think we're having our needs met. It's only when we are a part of something bigger than ourselves that we realize that we weren't really living. The person I was talking to said that those without god don't have the same motivation to care for and love others. I obviously said that that was untrue and that even when I was agnostic, I felt just as passionate about being there for those around me and really being present because we DO only have one walk. With our without a belief in everlasting life, we only have one walk in the world that we presently know. We should live purposefully (whatever that means for you), love deeply, and give freely because we only have right now to do it. My hell was losing sight of that and missing 10 years of sharing and loving to comfort seeking and hibernation. I'll share my letter with you if I write one! Thank you for all of these stories and all of your insight. I constantly celebrate in this walk through life that we all have the privilege to enjoy, and I'm so glad to be walking it with you and this whole community, my friend 😊 And yes, I'll say it again until I'm blue in the face. I would love a meet-up. I think if we all lived closer, we'd be the best of friends lol Think rounds of coffee and campfires on the beach. And oh boy, do I have my own crazy hippy stories to share. Funny memories, but so glad they're in the past. Haha hopefully I can schedule around work whatever date is next decided for a meetup. ❤😊❤😊
Beautiful comment Amanda!!! Thank you so much for sharing!!!! By doing this UA-cam it’s really shown me we are all more alike than we are different. WE ARE ALL struggling, trying to make it through this life the best we can. We definitely should live for purpose, because there is definitely a reason we are all here. I don’t believe it’s to get drunk and party, if that’s the case how completely and entirely bizarre?? If that’s the case what even is life? I don’t believe those things though. I think we are here to be the best people we possibly can be. Help other people, have a relationship with god and try to walk a peaceful existence. It’s tough and we will all fall short, but we can try our best 🙏💯🖤 Also yes!!! One day it will happen!!!! It would be the coolest “AA” meetings ever 😂😂. Maybe one day, you never know!!! 🙏🙏much love! 🖤
honestly, weed is what keeps me clean sounds odd. but i don't crave any other drugs when i smoke weed or know if i feel like relapsing that i can just smoke some bud even my mother is ok with me smoking weed! i don't smoke every day but every weekend and i don't relapse on benzos
Hey man that doesn’t sound odd at all!! It really does work for some people. Not everyone of course because for some it leads them back to drinking or doing heavier drugs, but for those who can restrain themselves to only weed I think it’s a beautiful thing. If it’s saving your life from booze or harder dr*gs then why wouldn’t I be all for that? I feel the same about mushrooms and stuff too. People just gotta be careful. Some people can smoke and function fine, others smoke and it literally sucks the energy from them and holds them back. Again it goes back to the individual. That’s awesome though man, congratulations on the success 💯💪
Their is a foul beast lurking among the the shadows that has been watching me drink and is trying to drag me back into the bottle , I'm fighting him with all my power , he wants to claim my soul and drag me into the depths of hell , alcohol is fucking brutal
Hey Mary !! Thank you for checking in!! I’m hanging in there, still sober!! Congratulations on 2 days!!! That is awesome!! I actually just posted on the community page. Do you have an email or instagram? You could contact me on one of those!
@@maryangel2701 I’m still here Mary 🙏, I’ll be back soon I promise. Life has been really hard on me lately, I’ll make it through tho. Much love and thank you for checking in.
@Slayer-7373 ended up in the ER all night hallucinating with a .40 BAC two shots of pheno . Back home you guys LET THIS BE A LESSON TO EVERYONE. This shit is 100% EVIL and DEMONIC. Still have some shakes and hallucinations, gotta ride it out . Pray for me y'all. Slayer you are a good dude my guy!
Minor story detail correction* I was 19 in this story!! Not 18.
Anyways, love y’all. 💯
Hope you're staying sober and doing well man. Sounds like you are. I'm giving No Liquor November a go. I aspire to hit 30+ days sober like you. Thx Slayer
I am my friend!!! Thank you so much man!! You can hit 30 days 100%!! I believe in you bro just keep taking it one day at a time. God bless 🙏
Love your name! Awesome!
I just drank tonight after 17 days. I guess I can celebrate that because 17 is the longest I've done in 5 years. I'm ashamed but need to move forward.
I'm genuinely proud of you. Godspeed and good luck to you!
Thank you my friend!!! 🙏🙏
You are motivating me to want to be sober. I tried quitting like 100’s of times and went to rehab last year to do it serious. I am currently in active addiction but I kinda think the recovery sphere and therapy and all that is a business at the end of the day and they don’t care about you. I wish I could find people that cared about me.
Hey this is awesome to hear that I’m helping you stay sober!!! I know how hard it is and you’re not alone!! I don’t know you but hey I care about you. Reach out in this community and others. We are all struggling with something brother. Most of us here struggle with alcoholism. We understand and care.
Be safe my friend and keep me updated! 🙏
You're a great speaker/story teller. What a crazy bad trip that made me laugh my ass off, so thank you!... Sadly, I have similar stories.
I would love to hear more stories of your past. Lots of folks can relate
Hey thank you bill!! 🙏 this is really awesome of you to say brother. I’ll definitely tell more stories, I know some of y’all really enjoy them!
I'm always intrigued by people's alcohol/psychedelic experiences. Personally, psychedelics have always helped me stay sober from EVERYTHING. No booze, no cigarettes, no pills, nothing for at least 2 weeks. Psychedelics have TRULY helped me stay sober. That being said, it's not a cure-all and other people have different reactions to psychedelics so I appreciate you sharing your experience 👍🏾
That’s pretty amazing man!! Some people have contributed psychedelics as the thing that got them sober. It’s definitely not for everyone but it does seem to really help certain people. If it can save lives it should be looked into more!! Which is seems like they are becoming more and more acceptable. God bless bro 🙏💯
The holidays are tough. Have a game plan, know 3 people to lean on and contact. Xmas and new years is very tough. You got this, love you brother. God willing I’m coming up on 3.5 years sober myself
They are man, we will ge t through though. Love you too brother 🙏!! Congratulations on 3.5 years!!!! That is incredible and inspires me. God bless
Hey Slayer - I never did mushrooms but did lcd. I’ve seen plenty of ppl have a bad trip when they mixed alcohol. One girl lost her mind…talking to trees and shit. So scary she was taken away unfortunately. I never did that just stuck to the 🌱 herbs but man oh man was it intense. The hot boxing Lawd…I remember those days. At the time I was in a pretty intense relationship and I recall my partner tripping hard and thinking I was having a side relationship. It wasn’t real I’m no cheater but man did the mood switch real quick. I instantly got sick 🤮.
Anyways, happier moments I can recall was watching Star Wars while on it or dancing the night away. I’m glad those days are behind me for sure. When you’re young and dumb. I was always the person trying to keep everyone str8.
Anyways, still watching just wanted to send you a comment. Much love my friend. Thank you for sharing your story. It’s a cautionary tale.
Yeah Micru, the trips you get when you mix shrooms & booze are pretty intense! They can go either direction, either trippy in a fun, exciting way, or downright terrifying. It was usually the latter for me, lol. Oh, and the hangover the next day was brutal! That's why I gave up shrooms many years ago, and I have no desire to go back! Same with alcohol, it's just not worth the trouble. Hope all is well in your world! 😊
@@davidlafond8327hey David idk I guess shrooms were never available but the other form of lsd was (kind that dissolved). During those times drinking was just not my thing. I was more into the smoking of 🌿. I had my time with it and moved on. I’m with ya so glad those days are behind us. Hope you have a great day.
Absolutely micru 😂, I think like most of us on here we probably just have dozens and dozens of ridiculous stories from our past. Drinking a ton back in day. We are never thinking super far into the future when we are in that stage in life. We think we know best and know all haha.
Thank you as always for you comment :) 🙏🖤much love and I hope you’re well. Better memories ahead!
@@Slayer-7373for sure, most of my memories (under the influence) were fun. Minus the alcohol. Just everything has a time, and we should outgrow it. Unfortunately, some substances are highly addictive and dangerous. Anyways, hope you have a great day, it’s Friday!
Great going brother proud of ya! Keep the momentum going your heading in the right direction now DON'T VEER OFF THIS COARSE! I have been somewhat busy but I check on you to see your progress and I can see now that your bound and determined to kick those addiction demons asses, just keep slapping them down and the temptations they try to trick you with will keep getting weaker from them. Weekend is here I got to break out my John Deere and do some mowing I might throw a brisket on the grill tomorrow. Your always welcome if your ever visit Texas I am the BBQ Master lol. Have a great sober weekend talk to you soon, stay strong, stay focused, stay motivated, and keep the faith you got this thing all good things take time brother. God Bless and be safe out there! DT
Thank you Dwayne as always brother!!!! I always appreciate your awesome comments. I’m 100% taking you up on that BBQ next time I’m in Texas!!!! Got me hungry just thinking about it! God bless my friend!! 🙏
One year for me. You can do it bud !
Congratulations something to be so proud of.
Hey thank you bob!! 🙏🙏 this is awesome man, congratulations on a year!!
Thanks for sharing your story Slayer, good to hear that you will be waking up the day after Halloween with no hangover 👍👍
Hey thank you hunnie B!! Always good to see you here :) 🙏
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Awesome video slayer thank you
Thank you Jeff!!! As always brother 🙏 i appreciate you man. God bless!
Thank you for The video Slayer.I will watch it soon. Hope you have a wonderful day! Be well. Debbie 🙏❤
:) thank you Debbie!!! Hope you’re having a good morning!
Congrats on the 2k! Happy to report I'm on day 58 alcohol free, your vids help heaps! Thanks man!
58 days is awesome Dan!!! Congratulations brother 🙏💯🎉 thank you as well! Y’all help me just as much.
Congrats on your sobriety, I’m finding so many of my peers are sober and just don’t drink! It’s amazing. Younger folks just don’t need the drink
I 100% agree Stephanie!!! I think and hope in 10 years time that people we completely view drinking in a different light. It seems like we are on our way in that direction thank god. Much love! 🙏
I can't imagine going through that! I bet you were so thankful to God when your mind went back to normal.
I was Rebecca!!! It was very much a sigh of relief when I realized everything was okay! 🙏thanks as always Rebecca!
Good video man. Kudos for getting thru Halloween sober. I'm rooting for you.
Thanks so much Nathan!! God bless brother 🙏
Good to see you Slayer , wild story about the things you saw while on mushrooms and alcohol , the evil Gnome sounds like some sort of agent of the spirit realm, I myself have never tried mushrooms but I can imagine the alcohol combined makes it into a dark experience but you know that.
Well done on almost two months of sobriety Slayer 👊 I'm on 37 days this morning.(5 weeks)
Good to see you Luke!!! 37 days bro, wow that is badass is all I can say. Very proud of you my friend!!!! Keep on winning over this disease!! Also an agent of the dark realm is pretty dang accurate. One of Sauron’s spies or something lol. Nothing either one of us want to mess with!! Glad we are both sober today!!! Bless bro 💯🙏
man you are hitting on some topics that ive long since but forgotten. i sorta miss the degenerate days ya know?? i know its nothing good but the sense of mystery and alleged enlightenment via substance was definitely a time in my life that ill never forget. i put my salvation in substances and towards then end of my 20's nothing worked anymore.. that brought about a whole new realm of depression
100% man. I can relate to this
Congratulations 🎉on your first 2 K Subscribers!!!🎈 More to come Soon!! Thumbs Up 👍 and Shared Out EveryWhere!! Thank You Slayer for the Awesome Video!!💞💯
Thanks Cindy!! 🙏🖤
Keep at this sober challenge… even if you fall… keep getting up and moving forward… never stay down
I will trust me! One day at a time, no giving up or looking back! Even if I fall like you said, I keep pushing forward! 🙏
Hey Slayer! That scenario/experience definitely sounds like torture.i know alcohol before any other substance can always be a recipe for a disaster so I really feel for what you went through. I'm glad they're was at least your friend that was somewhat of an anchor for you when you felt like you were truly losing it. I also agree that the demonic can easily attach through drugs and alcohol and shrooms sure can lead you into those realms!🙏
“A recipe for disaster” is spot on Olivia!! I’m extremely grateful that I had my one buddy there with me. If it wasn’t for him who knows what could have happened that night!! These things are nothing to be played with! I love talking to people like you though who agree with me and understand. It definitely Leaves a door open when you’re under the influence!!
Thanks for the comment as always Olivia!! :) much love!! 🙏🖤☀️
@Slayer-7373 😊
Hey slayer!! I just want you to know how proud I am of you. I watched all of your videos and just didn't get the chance to comment. I had them on actually like a podcast before work and traveling to and from, but haven't had the chance yet to comment. Mainly because there's a lot I want to say about all of it. There was one point in one of your videos where you said that it gave you chills, and I was blown away because I had the same experience. So I will comment likely tomorrow when I can gather my thoughts and scan through the videos again to find the pieces that really touched me. Just know that I think you're doing wonderful things, and your videos are so helpful in their content, your candidness, and your relatability! Much love sent always, my friend! ❤😊❤
Hey Amanda!! No worries at all!!! However long it takes you to watch them is fine! I appreciate the fact that you’re here. I don’t say it often enough how proud I am of all of you!!! Y’all inspire me every single day. I told Micru that we definitely one day need to have a giant meet up. LD, you, micru and everyone else. It would be really awesome. Much love as always my friend 🙏🖤
Hey Slayer! Glad you were able to stay sober for Halloween! I remember Halloween being a major drinking holiday for me and I used to get completely obliterated, lol. Major holidays like Halloween, Christmas, Thanksgiving, etc. were always epic drinking times for me. The summertime and my birthday were hazardous too! Not anymore though, thank God! Our lives really are so much better without alcohol/drugs! I did experiment with mushrooms when I was in high school and I can tell you right now that they make you trip like crazy, especially when you mix them with booze. I had a really bad trip one time when mixing shrooms with alcohol, and I when I finally got over it, I gave up that crap completely. Luckily, I never really got into other drugs, and the ones that I did try, they were way easier to give up. By the way, I heard the orange juice man story when I went to rehab years ago and it's a real thing, apparently! Crazy stuff! 😳 Much love, brother, I always enjoy listening to your stories!❤Peace!
Appreciate you David thank you brother 🙏!! Always enjoy your comments too man. Glad we are both sober today and trying our best to better ourselves. God bless my friend
"I became one with the truck" 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 epic story Slayer. Weed really potentiates psychs too, I onced smoked a joint after 10 hours of acid hoping it would relax me and I could get some sleep - nope. Laid awake all night still tripping balls. But yeah man, great job staying sober tonight! Keep up the great work 👍
Thank you my friend!! 🙏😂, it can definitely catapult you that’s for sure. I appreciate you man. One day at a time 💯
Holidays can be a MAJOR trigger for all of us! Thanks for the vid slayer
@Slayer-7373 god bless you also, thank you
for some reason i associate holidays with tripping alone binurial beats playing, meditating off bong rips. even after years of abstaining from that life style it still feels that way
I believe the same thing. I'm glad you're sober and safe now man. A trial is just beginning for me. I'll need God's help.
100% image. Also thank you so much my friend!! I’m thankful to be sober today I really am. Gods there for you bro, 100% he is. If you call out to him he will help you through this. Plus you have a community here, you got me here. It’s a better life on the other side and I wish nothing but sobriety and well wishes to not only you but myself as well. ITS NOT EASY!!! I repeat it’s not easy!! It’s one of the hardest things we will ever have to do in this life. As long as we keep trying and keep moving forward that’s all that matters. We win over this disease and not the other way around!!
One day at a time image, much love 🙏
WOW 🤩. What a story. I tried shrooms once in 2001 as a 16 year old at boarding school 🏫! Was awesome. Another time however in 2004 was a horrible experience similar to yours. I was at my parent’s house with a couple of sketchy friends I knew from town. Had to go to bed and then in the morning they had left I realised these two guys had opened and drank a bottle of 1987 Bordeaux . My dad had an entire rack with over 40 bottles don’t know why they had picked that bottle. Also they raided my dad’s cigar humidor !! To this day my dad has never mentioned the missing bottle of red. I guess he forgot about it!! Drugs , Alcohol 🍷 and sketchy friends- never a good combination. 😅
Me and you seem to be alike redsnapper lol. You have stories for days I just know it. It’s wild the things we do when young and with booze/dr*gs. It’s a wild world haha.
God bless buddy. 🙏 take care
When you just need to lay down and try to calm down. Yep I know it.
Just take a deeeeeep breath 😂. Breathing is all you can do sometimes
Thanks for the videos Slayer!
Hey thank you my friend!!! 🙏🙏
Happy Halloween my guy❤ proud of u for staying sober. And congrats on 2k major milestone
Happy Halloween and thanks so much emery :)!!! 💪💯one day at a time my friend!
Hi Slayer, great to hear and see you. I think we are like a very large family. Stay strong. Unfortunately, I don’t celebrate Halloween because of my beliefs. You take care.?🙏🙏🎸🎵 “Silvo”(UK)ps don’t get me on mushrooms I used to go picking them in fields in the UK in 1980…. Had a bad trip with one batch so never took them again. If you ever have a bad trip.. it’s horrific!!
Hey silvo!! No worries at all I completely understand not celebrating Halloween. I think it’s awesome that you’re from the UK 🇬🇧!! Also yes 100%! A bad trip is next level scary!! Only those who have really had one understand!!
God bless my friend!! 🙏 thank you for being on this journey with me!
slayer i only drank 6 days in october and was sober for halloween. thanks for making the videos and helping me in my journey. last time i drank i felt shitty and like i wasted the day. as of now i dont have the desire to want to drink again.
You’re doing great my friend!! Just try to remember those nasty feelings when you have that urge to drink. It helps me stay away from it, just reminding myself how awful I’ll feel and what might happen. Keep up the good work man 💯 one day at a time. God bless
The holidays are TRULY the roughest. You just wanna join in the "fun" but if you're sober and look around, you realize just how much people make fools of themselves 😂 And I say that without judgement because at one point, I was that guy too
Exactly after hours lol. 🙏
I relate to you a lot. The sex, the alcohol. It’s enough bro. We’re kings. This life isn’t worth it bro. I’m 22. My girl is thinking about leaving me. I live in UK. She’s beautiful. I said like…… she said if you don’t get better…. I’ll leave. I don’t want her to. I have to get better
We got this brotha, please learn from me and get your act together before she does!!! Because she will and you will regret that. You’re worth it and she’s worth staying sober for!!! I was too far gone with my ex sadly….. I just wouldn’t stop. You will get better just don’t give up.
Oh man.. this reminds me of my days smoking with friends. It really sucks getting way too high. lol I get a little anxiety just thinking about it. Crazy stuff man. Congrats on your sobriety!
Yes dat one haha, happened one too many times brother. Always trying to be cool and impress. Thank you my friend as well!!! It’s awesome to all be sober on this journey together bro. Much love! 💯💯
It absolutely allows bad shit to take over. When you know you know. I’ve seen some stuff and wish I could forget but I think people that see it and accept what they saw just are better connected spiritually…regardless of religious beliefs. I always did my best to get my friends out of the darkness. But I never mixed the liquor death…just herbs. Alcohol is another level my friend. You were on 3 different drugs…normal reaction. I’m proud that you’re sober. It’s a huge accomplishment ! You just need to accept that it’s either life or death. That simple, it’s super hard, but you got this. Side note, I hope you have your car on or else you got something 👻 behind you. So spooky lol everyone is entitled to ☝️ good scare on Halloween. 🎃 hahaha be easy my friend
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Hiya Slayer! You know I told you I used to work in mental health and addiction?
I was taught by people much more advanced and knowledge based.
I truly believe it could be years (if ever) before the brain is fully understood. It's definitely possible to accidentally access areas of the brain and it thinks for its self. One day we might know what we do it with substances.
If you watch the brain make you faint from fear for example.
It's all so fascinating and yet scary! 🤔😳
Fascinating yet scary, perfect way of putting it really haha. Who knows how much we will truly ever know about this conversations. I hope one day we can shed more light on it because it’s wild!!
God bless Janet 🙏💯
God is using you Slayer…thanks for yielding! Love from a non drinker from Idaho who prays for you daily! ❤️
🥹🙏I appreciate this more than you know. Thank you
Happy Halloween buddy. Hope you haven't *completely* lost that hippie streak :)
The hippie never fully leaves baby! 😂 happy Halloween my friend!!! Congratulations on the 10K brotha!!!!
I actually went to a party last night! My friends(a couple) who own flower shop, had a party in their shops basement and decked it out like a high school prom because my friend( a male) went as the classic horror movie Carrie. He wore a prom dress and had the blood and everything😆 Well point of me sharing is because I was the ONLY one that wasnt drinking and I had a blast! Now I really only recommending this to people with a long time and a well established foundation with sobriety. But most think that going to parties, hanging out with people for happy hour/lunch or thinking their are things you cant “do” anymore, are things you will never get to do again. Or you wont have “fun” anymore. But for me that hasn’t been true. its weird because that joy of being out, going to social events or parties slowly came back to me over time, even though I was sober. Now Im not talking about “ragers” just like someone’s birthday party, or a football game or something thats more low key. Since I stopped drinking, I no longer hang out with degenerates like how I was, and I have gravitated towards more active and responsible people. So when they have a “party”, its more responsible and not wild. I mean people still get tipsy. But like at this party, mostly everyone just had a really good buzz going. So it was actually entertaining because everyone was easy to make laugh or just be loose with conversation. You think if “your drunk” then being social is easier, but it also works if you’re the only one sober and everyone else is buzze. Because then you dont really care about being awkward because everyone is buzzed anyways lol. My point being, in my experience, there is a light at the end of the tunnel for a lifetime of sobriety. Basically letting you know sobriety doesn’t suck, especially from my almost 5 years experience. Things such as Concerts, weddings, sports, and just anything else you enjoyed doing with Alcohol, the joy of doing all those things sober comes back with time. So if you think sobriety is “boring” and you are going to have a mediocre life, then I can promise you all, if you do the work, have a long period of sobriety and find joy in life without alcohol, then all those things will come back around to be really enjoyable, just without the hang over and fuzzy memories, you’ll actually remember in detail the great time you had! So just think of me as a sober time traveler coming back from almost 5 years in the future, to tell you sobriety WORTH IT. So keep crushing slayer, proud of your sobriety!
This is awesome!!! Thank you for sharing 🙏 and thank you for the support. I love it!! This is why I love this community. I appreciate this more than you know! Much love 💯
Also congratulations on your sobriety 👍:)
Stay sober king 👑
@@AdamMacharia-f2u one day at a time brother, I’ll be back soon. Miss y’all 😓🙏
Yo whats good Slayer fuck man this Halloween been shit had some unexpected things come up that triggered me and went on a rampage with my addictions earlier today. But I was clean the past few days and im excited for November gonna make it the most sober month of the year shits really picking up in my life had another wake up call(ive had countless wake up calls but its getting more serious). And man weed and psychedelics are a crazy combination. I remember one time on my 19th birthday I dropped acid with some friends and took some dabs i was so gone i forgot my name and then had to drive to work the next day still tripping.
How are you doing today brother? I understand, Halloween is a really tricky one. It’s tough not to fall into your addictions on Halloween. Also yea man it was a wild combination!! Back in the day I just didn’t care. I always threw caution to the wild. Lets keep taking this one day at a time!! 💯
❤❤❤. Glad I never got into that.
I’m also glad for you haha 🙏
Good work man, 5 months no beer nothing here
Thank you my friend!! Good work yourself!! 🙏👍
Hey let's go smoke a blunt, how can this go to hell in a hand basket? I was young once, been there done that! Congats on 2000! Love your channel!
Exactly lol, a recipe for disaster!! And thank you so much :)!! You’ve been here pretty much from the beginning and I really appreciate it more than you know. Thank you for being part of this journey with me!!! 🙏
One time I got so drunk that I had to be carried into the car when we we’re leaving I got home I went to bed and I must have been blackout drunk because the next day I woke up with a bloody and black eye I must have fell and hit my head on the dresser And hit the corner of my eye luckily i missed my eye socket i would have broken my eye socket I didn’t remember waking up at all whatsoever and going to the bathroom or trying to
Omg 😳 Michelle!! This is horrible! You are lucky in ways that it wasn’t much worse! Falling and hitting your head is serious!! Booze is just such a crazy dr*g. Literally will leave us falling hitting our heads, making complete fools out of ourselves and so much more. I can just go get it at a liquor store. It’s insane!
Let’s enjoy today sober Michelle! 🙏
Just saw one of your relapse videos --- You were in a rehab detox unit ---- You were vulnerable and broken --- and full of shame. So so different than how I perceive you in this video --- Here you are strong & organized, clear headed ---- a natural born speaker - story teller. Full hand grabs of the Shrooms .. 'Throwing caution to the wind' = risky behavior --- a definite thing in psychology you can check into as interested -- Why do some participate in risky behavior? Not all do -- anyway ...
Very interesting question! Why are some of us willing to engage in risky behavior? How can some people go through a terrible circumstance and never be tempted by anything? Fascinating question!
@@Mmoose712 I first heard the phrase when I myself was in counseling. I'd tick off the things I was doing and the counselor would say this is all very risky behavior. And she'd ask me about it -- like what drives it? I wonder at times are some brains different ? Even damaged or changed and we are seeking Input / stimulation / Or our judgement centers in the brain to know right from wrong are blunted somehow from early trauma? Ex of risky behavior would be having affairs while married, chemical dependencies incl extremes of use, coming to work late all the time, any anti social behavior ie stealing, avoiding responsibility and assignments - you get the idea. When Slayer said throwing caution to the wind I thought of risky behavior -- It's a form of rebellion I think. A big EFF you -- maybe anger towards authorities who hurt us in childhood ?? Most were wounded in childhood even in the best of homes. '
Hey Judith 👋 thank you so much my friend. It really is a trip (no pun intended lol) to look back at the old videos and watch my progression and journey. Y’all have been part of the journey is what makes it so cool. Also interesting I will have to check that out. That’s actually a great question that I don’t think I’ve asked before. Much love my friend! 💯🙏
Hope you’re doing ok dude. ❤
🖤🙏I’m hanging in there.
I didn't see sleep for 3 n then went to see a doctor. It's hell. Thanks you slayer i took your advice brother..
This is awesome to hear that you took that step brother. Proud of you man, that’s the first step to freedom. 🙏
Damn bro, that's terrifying, real life horror movie
It really was a real life nightmare bro. Definitely nothing I was to repeat ever again lol!! Thanks for this comment my friend.
I cant breath. There is a beast in the room lurking among shadow. Long night ahead slaying demons.
@@lukepowell5353 be safe bro!!!
yo, i cant remember how i found your channel, have you been on the lockdown 23&1 channel?
if so, what's the name of the episode?
Hey man! I have not been on lockdown 23and1 even though I’ve watched him for years haha! I have been on LD’s channel, liver disease channel though. You might have found me through him? Bat country has mentioned me a few times as well.
@ either i found you over the LD channel (i might have seen 2 o his vids) but bat country could be too
I can't remember which video but the name is saying something i have seen in the last months
You have to get sober g. We both have to. It’s gonna be fucked if we don’t.
@@AdamMacharia-f2u it will take our ass out if we don’t. It’s no joke, god bless 🙏
It's spiritual warfare. We're fighting the devil himself.
@@jennaandfriendsanimalsanctuary agreed!
A bad trip is when you fly on spirit airlines, lol
100% accurate lol!
Weed increases the effects of hardcore drugs, which is why you should never mix them. I did, and had the baddest trip of my life.
100% man. Sends you into a different dimension!!
@@Slayer-7373 When it happened, I thought all of creation was a figment of my imagination and that I was the only being that exists. Never felt so alone in all of my life until my friends snapped me out of it. They said the look on my face scared the life out of them.
My birthday is tomorrow. Let's raise hell. It was cool. I had a lot of work yesterday, writing, filming pieces for a new video and worked on the pumpkin. Alcohol and Spirits in the Material World?
Hey happy early birthday bro!!! I’m looking forward to the new video man. 💯
@@Slayer-7373 Thanks. My next vid might take a couple of days. I have a new vlogging camera coming. It's called a DJI Pocket 2. DJI specializes in drones. But I ain't no drone guy...yet.
Creepy❤
Right?? 🙏🖤
Slayer, I found the part that really messed me up. Sorry in advance, this is an essay!
Your whole letter from Damon to you was disturbing. You tell yourself all the same things i tell myself. It's when you said, "You are young, you have plenty of time left. You have your whole life ahead of you! I'll be waiting for you" that I got those deep, straight to your bones chills. Not only did I say exactly that to myself, but alcohol never had to wait. Everyone else did. Myself included. We all lost that time. Alcohol was like a parasite sucking all my life force and stealing my time. I was talking to someone on Friday about God and spirituality. What we perceive to be our heaven and hell, and what we think happens next. What motivates us in life. I think that hell is here on earth! I don't imagine fire and brimstone. I imagine exactly what we put ourselves through. Sometimes, we're ignorant of the fact that it's hell because we think we're having our needs met. It's only when we are a part of something bigger than ourselves that we realize that we weren't really living. The person I was talking to said that those without god don't have the same motivation to care for and love others. I obviously said that that was untrue and that even when I was agnostic, I felt just as passionate about being there for those around me and really being present because we DO only have one walk. With our without a belief in everlasting life, we only have one walk in the world that we presently know. We should live purposefully (whatever that means for you), love deeply, and give freely because we only have right now to do it. My hell was losing sight of that and missing 10 years of sharing and loving to comfort seeking and hibernation. I'll share my letter with you if I write one! Thank you for all of these stories and all of your insight. I constantly celebrate in this walk through life that we all have the privilege to enjoy, and I'm so glad to be walking it with you and this whole community, my friend 😊
And yes, I'll say it again until I'm blue in the face. I would love a meet-up. I think if we all lived closer, we'd be the best of friends lol Think rounds of coffee and campfires on the beach. And oh boy, do I have my own crazy hippy stories to share. Funny memories, but so glad they're in the past. Haha hopefully I can schedule around work whatever date is next decided for a meetup. ❤😊❤😊
Beautiful comment Amanda!!! Thank you so much for sharing!!!! By doing this UA-cam it’s really shown me we are all more alike than we are different. WE ARE ALL struggling, trying to make it through this life the best we can. We definitely should live for purpose, because there is definitely a reason we are all here. I don’t believe it’s to get drunk and party, if that’s the case how completely and entirely bizarre?? If that’s the case what even is life? I don’t believe those things though. I think we are here to be the best people we possibly can be. Help other people, have a relationship with god and try to walk a peaceful existence. It’s tough and we will all fall short, but we can try our best 🙏💯🖤
Also yes!!! One day it will happen!!!! It would be the coolest “AA” meetings ever 😂😂. Maybe one day, you never know!!! 🙏🙏much love! 🖤
@Slayer-7373 hahaha heck yeah! I never thought I'd subscribe to the idea of AA, but you guys make it cool 😎😂😂
I believe you Slayer; you are not insane… mushrooms can do insane things to you…
Exactly!!! Thank you my friend! 🙏
The Nephilim looked like clowns.
I’ve heard of this!!! How wild is that??
@@Slayer-7373 Gary Wayne has good vids on that topic+. He is very easy to listen to and has a bunch of great interviews as well.
I had a terrible trip too mixing shrooms & alcohol
It’s an awful mix dude, absolutely awful !!!
honestly, weed is what keeps me clean
sounds odd. but i don't crave any other drugs when i smoke weed or know if i feel like relapsing that i can just smoke some bud
even my mother is ok with me smoking weed! i don't smoke every day but every weekend and i don't relapse on benzos
Hey man that doesn’t sound odd at all!! It really does work for some people. Not everyone of course because for some it leads them back to drinking or doing heavier drugs, but for those who can restrain themselves to only weed I think it’s a beautiful thing. If it’s saving your life from booze or harder dr*gs then why wouldn’t I be all for that? I feel the same about mushrooms and stuff too. People just gotta be careful. Some people can smoke and function fine, others smoke and it literally sucks the energy from them and holds them back. Again it goes back to the individual. That’s awesome though man, congratulations on the success 💯💪
Their is a foul beast lurking among the the shadows that has been watching me drink and is trying to drag me back into the bottle , I'm fighting him with all my power , he wants to claim my soul and drag me into the depths of hell , alcohol is fucking brutal
How are you doing Luke?
Hope you are okay haven't heard from you in a while.....I am currently 2 days sober 🎉 would love to talk to you sometime
Hey Mary !! Thank you for checking in!! I’m hanging in there, still sober!! Congratulations on 2 days!!! That is awesome!! I actually just posted on the community page. Do you have an email or instagram? You could contact me on one of those!
Please 🙏 pray for me I'm going in to detox they gave me 5 pills and said I'll be in by ten
@@KevinMiller-g3b prayers out to you Kevin 🙏 proud of you brother.
My name is Clint Vanderbosch and I'm 78 years old
This is a very distressing video. 😞
I’m sorry Debbie, I didn’t mean to put you under stress 🙏
Dragged to the depths of hell
Where are you slayer?
@@maryangel2701 I’m still here Mary 🙏, I’ll be back soon I promise. Life has been really hard on me lately, I’ll make it through tho. Much love and thank you for checking in.
Slayer, my brother I ain't doing too well, would you mind calling me?
What’s your email brother?
@Slayer-7373 ended up in the ER all night hallucinating with a .40 BAC two shots of pheno . Back home you guys LET THIS BE A LESSON TO EVERYONE. This shit is 100% EVIL and DEMONIC. Still have some shakes and hallucinations, gotta ride it out . Pray for me y'all. Slayer you are a good dude my guy!
CLINT VANDERBOSCH!!!!!!!!!
What’s going on Luke lol
Grater is he that is in me
MY FUCKING GOD DAMN NAME IS CLINT VANDERBOSCH
Delirium tremens
My name is Clint Vanderbosch
How do you feel about your mother , how do you feel about your father
Wish me luck
@@KevinMiller-g3b 🙏you got this.
Dang bro. You were under a demonic attack dude. You gotta turn to jesus he can save you. From your sins.
100% man. Also amen to that 🙏🙏
All things are possible through Christ.
@@Slayer-7373 amen
And how do you feel about PAAAAAIIINNNN
How do you feel about your mother, how don't you feel about your father ?
How do you feel about your mother and your father and how do you feel about pppaaaiiinnnnn
I only want you
Have you heard of anyone with alcohol DT's or psychosis where they think they have bugs, worms, or parasites in their body?
Very common truth seeker yes!!