"...complete empty stomach. No food. No water. Just straight liquor." That's exactly how I blacked out 🤦🏻♂️ "Pisssing on the walls" reminded me of the Postal 2 video game 🤣
@@Slayer-7373 didn't know better back then 🤦🏻♂️ But the people who were with me did and should have said something. Guess they wanted a show 🤡 And that's what they got; a show they had to clean up after! 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤡🤡🤡 Oh, man, I also hadn't thought about that game for many years and then a few years ago it came back to me and I got it again super cheap for $0.99 on their site (Steam key). I still play it every now and then 😆
I’m about 15 days sober and can’t wait to watch your video when I get home the work you guys do on UA-cam is so valuable to me. LD, Bat Country, Jae, you and others. I started watching y’all when I was still drinking and dreaming of being sober. Thanks for helping me get to this point I’m at today! Grateful for your messages!
This is so awesome Salina :)!! congratulations on the 15 days!!!! That is incredible 💯💪🙌! Shout out to all those guys, I’m glad we are helping. Believe me when I say y’all help us just as much!! One day at a time, much love.
I too am glad you are doing well, man. You're closing in on 2k subs. Way to go. You always have a great message. This a gnarly story. Please stay away from that crap.
Glad you got a platform to share these stories. As an addict myself, I've realized that family and friends don't really want to hear war stories, even though I always want to talk about them lol I do think it's good to talk about the crazy experiences, as long as it doesn't lead back into wanting to pick up again. The really bad ones like hospital/jail stuff are always a good reminder of why you got sober.
Hey DW!! Good to see you here brother, I’m glad as well. It’s very therapeutic I won’t lie, you’re spot on about family and friends not wanting to hear about the war stories lol. To people like us though it helps both me and I hope y’all too sharing our war stories. As you said man, videos like this one are definitely a great reminder on why to stay sober!!! Much love brotha 💯💯
Slayer! You legend , well done on over 3 weeks I hit two weeks today. Your videos always help, same with LD, Bat country and all the others keep going strong slayer.
Thank you so much :) 🙏! Also congratulations!!!! 💪👏🙌 you should be extremely proud of yourself!! Let’s keep winning over these addictions!! Much love! 🙏
Wild story bro...Those blackouts are treacherous to say the least.😱🤕😩💀..Great job staying sober man. I got almost a month myself...Stay strong brother!! 1 love!!
Appreciate you J man, god bless bro. The blackouts always end bad! Every single time. Congratulations on the almost month 💪🙏!! That’s what’s up bro. Keep up the good work, 1 love.
Dude had me choked out(almost) boa constricter style.. because some stupid drunken house party I went to...I took my shirt off..U wanna go!! Fight!! Dude said no...I didn't keep my eyes on him ...me being drunk... wasn't paying attention.. dude had me full blown freaking choke hold..I actually passed out for 2 seconds..I eventually got em off me......cheap shots and shit .... stumble out this party....and got outta there.....don't drink alcohol!!!
Hey thanks Ruth!! :), also yes 😂, there was a lot of humor in this video/funny things that happened. I’ve learned you gotta laugh sometimes at those crazy situations, forgive yourself and try to have the glass half full type of mentality. Much love!! :)
@Slayer-7373 love to you too and congrats om the 41 days. I'm only on day 4 and craving a bit, but I heard what you said at the end of the vid and I won't be drinking this evening! X
@Slayer-7373 ugh struggling this week slayer. You know how it is. I know I can't ever go back to drinking, there is no more moderation for me. But my brain keeps saying 'yes there is, just give it one more go'. Ffs
Im apart of the “sick and tired” community I’m sick of this shit already I can’t be normal and I’ve accepted that already Thank you so much for your vids slayer
Glad to see you are still doing well😊. I'm personally struggling today. I am living at home with my folks while doing college work online. My dad lost his job this morning due to mass layoffs. He worked at the same company for over 15 years and this morning they fired him without prior notice. We live out in a small town and don't have the gas money to drive into the nearby cities now, due to this my mom has also lost her job as a volunteer chaplain, can't afford to drive out to make it now, she was chaplain of the month by the way. Struggling today I'm very scared and want to get loaded so bad. I'm trying to stay strong, much love👍
Hey Adrian 👋 good to hear from you brother!! I’m sorry that you and your fam are going through all that right now man, I really am. BUT I will say this because I have lots of personal experience doing it, getting loaded in stressful/important/intense situations in life will only make the problems 2X worse. You’re a super smart dude, I don’t need to tell you that I know you know. I believe in you bro, you CAN do the right thing. Drop down and pray against it if you have to man, whatever it takes to make it through. Also just focus on today…. Take tomorrow and the next day and next week as it comes. Just try to focus on today doing the right thing and you already have by commenting on this video. Keep your head up soldier, keep me updated. 🙏💯
Hey slayer just wanna say congrats on your journey, I’m absolutely struggling in life I’m drinking very single day and work a warehouse job. My life has been terrible since drinking I can’t go a day without it, the second I get some drink down I feel energized and ready to take on anything, I’m only 21 years old but I already see the damage booze has caused me. No friends, can’t socialize with people, very anti social and I never comment on videos but I’m absolutely defeated, thanks for the videos brother I’m trying to get better but it seems impossible
Hey brother thank you man 🙏🙏! ! I’m sorry man that you’re going through this right now. Booze is a real demon, a complete THEIF! It steals everything away from us including ourselves. You’re super young man which gives me a lot of hope. I was in your exact same spot when I was 21, I wish I would have went and got help and stopped then. My life would be completely different right now. With that said brother since you drink every day you might need a detox, but trust me it makes the withdrawal so much easier. The first couple weeks are rough but once you get through you start to get your life back again. I believe in you man, there is still a lot of hope for you. When you’re ready step on this journey with me. I only have over 3 weeks so I’m very fresh too. Keep me updated man!!! I wish you nothing but the best!! Keep your head up ⬆️
@@Slayer-7373 thanks a lot brother I just appreciate the videos you post because they really help me more than I can express, it’s one day at a time and the anxiety is the worst part of this all. I’ll definitely keep you posted. Much love from Tennessee
@@Slayer-7373 doing better today than last week man thanks so much for checking in on me, I had a relapse yesterday hanging out with a close friend of mine. The only way I see myself getting totally clean is leaving my friends behind it’s been tough for me. I watched probably every video of yours man and we got a lot in common, your a dude I can seriously look up to and I just wanna say thank you for the videos slayer your the best. Working on a new project with my car to try and stay busy and put the booze down. Thanks again, Tyler
Sounds like something that I might had done maybe I did lol. Another great video very interesting story sorry I missed that one. Anyway just wanted to tell you great job on your 3 weeks little brother I can say that I'm much older,lol keep kicking those alcohol demons asses they hate that especially when you win the battle. Stay well and healthy Slayer be strong, hold on to your faith don't let the temptation demon trick you and remember there is no just one for us alcoholics seeking sobriety and a happy normal life it's a hard journey but it's a rewarding one well worth it my friend. I wish you well heading into week 4. I have all the confidence in the world in you stay strong. I have more to add but I don't want to hog up your channel. Be safe, keep moving forward one step at a time and never look back my friend. BTW your videos do help others we all appreciate your support, humor and honesty while dealing with this relentless nasty disease. God Bless you and God Bless all your subscribers. DT
Hey Dwayne thank you brother as always 🙏🙏!!! Don’t be sorry bro, no worries at all. I don’t say this often but there are certain people you get the chance to talk with that you just know deep down inside that they got a good heart, a person you could trust, have your back and turn you to the right decision. You’re definitely one of those guys, thank you man. Trust me y’all help me probably more than I help y’all. The wisdom, love and overall positivity on this channel is beautiful. We are a small army!!! God bless man, take care. 🙏🙏
@@Slayer-7373 Ditto brother, I'm up early having my coffee and reading messages it's going to be hot here again in Texas can't wait for some cool weather, I have a busy day today lots to do, keeps me out of trouble lol. You keep strong and have a blessed day one step at a time brother you got this thing stay focused and keep the faith, God Bless and be safe.
Yo!! What’s up datone! You’re absolutely right man screw that and screw booze!!! You’ve been an inspiration to me bro. My two older brothers are doing really good, I’m on the path to being right there with them. I hope you’re doing well too my friend. I’m excited to hit a month!! Because that turns into 2-4-6. Anyways god bless bro.
Hey slayer, one of the reasons I love your channel is how well spoken you are and you're great at telling stories in a down to earth way. I have to say, I laughed out loud quite a few times😅 but it was still sobering to hear the reality of the stupid decisions made under the influence. I appreciate your perspective ✌️👊
Hey Olivia!!! I hope you’re well :)! Also thank you so much it makes me happy to know y’all are enjoying/getting something out of these videos. Also I laughed too 😂 no worries, this video has a lot of humor in it. We gotta laugh at some of the pain right? I appreciate you!!! Again thank you! Much love 🙏
Dude, that was one crazy story!! Just goes to show you the dangers of getting blacked out drunk! I have a similar story, but not quite as crazy, lol. I got my first DWI at 23. I had been drinking pretty much all day the day it happened, then I got the bright idea to go to the bar later that night. I was already drunk and had no business driving, and when I got to the bar I proceeded to get even more wasted. So here I am slamming beers and whiskey shots for a few hours, and by the time I'm ready to leave I can barely even stand up. People at the bar were telling me I should call a cab or get a ride from someone, but I was like no way man, I'm good, I got this!! On my way home, I went to Dunkin' because I was hungry so I grabbed something to eat. I don't even remember what it was because I never got a chance to eat it....The last thing I remember from that night was waking up slumped over the steering wheel of my car, all airbags deployed, and there were flashing lights all around me. It took me a moment to figure out what was going on, but eventually the reality set it. Apparently, I fell asleep at the wheel on the way home and crashed into a car in front of me, and totaled my car!! I took the sobriety test, blew a .27 on the breathalyzer, then the cops cuffed me and took me to jail. It was crazy man, I was charged with aggravated DWI because of the high BAC. My mom had to come bail me out of jail and take me home. The worst part of the story was that I was literally a minute from my house when I wrecked my car, I almost made it! Anyway, I lost my license for a while, and spent a ton of time and money getting that situation taken care of. Luckily, nobody was hurt though, that's the most important thing. I did get 1 more DWI a couple years later, and after that I wised up and stopped driving drunk! Getting behind the wheel intoxicated is a really dumb idea, you're putting yourself and others in danger! Thanks for sharing this story, Slayer! God bless and congrats on 1 month of sobriety, I'm at 3 weeks!! ❤
That is absolutely wild David 😂, oh man the crazy situations we put ourselves in because of our drinking 🤦♂️, like you said it’s so unbelievably dangerous not only for us but anyone else around. Anyways congratulations on the 3 weeks brother!!!! That is awesome 👏 💪 and thanks as always my friend.
HOLY COW It's truly a miracle that you're here with us, Slayer!! I'm so glad that your dog was okay and that your brother has come out on the other side of addiction as well!! ❤🎉🎊❤️ We are not the same people we were when we were drinking. We do things when we're drinking that we wouldn't ever imagine doing sober. What a nightmare!! I'm so grateful for our freedom! ❤️🎊🎉😁🎉🎊❤️
:) hey Amanda!!! Awesome to hear from you!! I hope you’ve had an awesome weekend 😎. Also 100% we are not the same people when we drink, it completely changes us. Puts us into dangerous situations not only for ourselves but anyone else who is around at the time. I’m glad I’m here and I’m glad all of y’all are here too. Grateful for freedom as well!!! Much love 🙏🖤
Hi Slayer, great to hear you're still sober and doing ok. I was a little worried when I saw the thumbnail. Your story resonates so much with me and the stupid shit I've done in the past. We have a saying in Yorkshire England "beers in wits out". Meaning we do stupid things when we're drunk. I've been to my addiction meeting today and I'm keeping sober. They really keep me motivated to keep sober and live my best life. Fantastic story btw. I was gripped. Keep the faith brother, we're all on this journey together.. 🙏
Hey brother!! I’m sorry man for the worry! 🙏 also 100%, the amount of stupid stuff that we use to do is just insane. “Beers in wits out” lol that is definitely accurate. Also that is FN awesome brother!!!! Keep hitting up them meetings, keep winning over this demon and most importantly keep your faith. That will keep us both sober. God bless my friend! 🙏
Your story was wild with your brother Slayer, crazy what we do when drinking alcohol, thankgod no one was seriously hurt or died while the drink drivin happend, I literally felt a surge of anxiety when you said you couldn't remember anything in the hospital, I hate that feeling more than anything.
Totally crazy what we do man when we are wrapped up in our addictions. Really scary stuff when you think about it sober. Also yes…… the feeling of waking up the next day with no memory is AWFUL. You just feel your stomach drop and sink and you pray everything is alright. No reason for us to live that way brother, one day at a time let’s keep winning over this!!
Can’t wait for the day when you are on a stage talking to students. You were made for such a time as this. I love you so much, I pray for you daily .🙏❤️
Slayer. Crazy story indeed. It sounds like my house, growing up, with both parents and younger brother being hard core alcoholics. I’ve seen and experienced all of that and more. I don’t know how I didn’t become an alcoholic too. I just know I watched them and told myself ‘not me “ ! But I got a lot of traumatic emotions from all that to this day 😢. I’m glad you are working hard on your sobriety my friend . 💚💚🤟🤟
Hey Mona :)!! Yes…. Unfortunately too many crazy situations and stories, way too many. Before becoming an alcoholic I can very much relate to that, watching people drink around me all the time at a young age. Parties and all the chaos. I use to tell myself I’d never drink, or smoke or do anything because of them, unfortunately it didn’t work out that way for me haha, but I’m sure sadly you do have a lot of traumatic memories. Alcoholism is just horrible, horrible. Anyways god bless ya, hope you’re well! 🙏
Hey thanks for the awesome words laura!! :) I’m glad you found the channel too! Shout out to LD I love that guy and it’s cool to hear you found my channel through him. Also yes blackouts are definitely NO JOKE! 🙏 god bless and thank you again!!
What i remember waaaaay back when I was drinking heavily with my buddies is driving down a road in the wrong section of Memphis. Suddenly (i think), a person in an electric wheelchair skims across the street like it's the most natural thing to do. I guess he didnt notice that i was driving in his direction? All the while, it's 2 am in the morning and my buddies are yelling to watch out....laughing memories, I guess; but there is no way I would reenact this scene now.
I came across this video. More of a philosophical video but it reminded me of my addiction. Its very short and simply explained the reason behind my drinking. What we practice we get good at. Being angry, being a victim, being hopeless, and being complacent. I got very good at all those things because I practiced that everyday. And buddhist monks, are at peace and enlightened because they practice it. So all this practice lead me to drinking, and it being a crutch for me, just to soothe and not be better. and not do the hard work in life to be the person I want to be. To procrastinate and self medicating with alcohol to barely scrape by to the next day, to the next drink. Never solving anything. To avoid the hard work on figuring out what I want out of life and how to get there. “you feel a feeling, you do not react, you breathe and you sit in it, you dont create a narrative, you step back and watch it and then you go into it and you feel it. And you dont reach to soothe, and ease, and crutch, you wont heal, and you will constantly reach, crutch, and soothe”. ua-cam.com/video/S5DzBnh7Fk8/v-deo.htmlsi=e-brTL-150cy1dAU
Stay sober. I'm struggling so bad. This by far has been the most difficult thing I have experienced. By the time I realized I had HUGE problem, it was too late. Remember that seizure I had? My failed attempt at quitting bc it got to a point where I knew the damage I've done to myself but you never think the seizures will happen to you. I repeat this to you cause I thought I was "safe" on just a few hours away from 5 days being sober and the shakes and the horrific hallucinatons that I have no clue how I made it past it without having a heart attack and out nowhere, no warning signs, nothing, absolutely NOTHING, the last I remember is the flashing lights at miliseconds and then black, woke up with electrodes on my head and tachycardia, heart beating faster than my brian could process and at the same time millions of neurotransmitters trying to communicate and misfiring at the same time. I knew something was off and only had a friend that brought to the ER. Cause for IV fluids cause i couldn't eat and maybe a sip of water. We need to forgive ourselves and just come to terms that this is a disease that misunderstood by people that don't have it, is a burden and a beast of a monster to deal with everyday but with good people like you, good support, maybe a good book or a hobby or anything you enjoyed before alcohol killed it, just try again, baby steps and lots of patience with your ownself and self trust is a must and self strength and don't let those im intrusive thoughts get you, is hard. I was this 👌 close to getting me an entire vodka devil (the vodka did it for me) today but I won't even though I know I will walk if if I have to. I had to give my keys away again (voluntarily) but I know I have my card and I know I will regret this and I can't betray myself like that and take years off of my life :( I'll rewatch this 1000 times if I have to cause once that thing has death grip on you; you're going downhill from there with no breaks. Sending blessings your way and lots of faith in you and strength and health and much self love.
@@lauragamello560 I'm sharing this to bring awareness and because we matter! If you're struggling too, you're not alone. Hang in there please. There is so much goodness in us we can bring to others even if people have failed us or broken us apart and we somehow have to put whatever is left of us which is a lot love pf forgiveness, we can make it through. We're still alive. I'm sending you all the good vibes and love that you deserve and health. 💞
I’m glad you courageously recovered. A lot of people don’t know that the withdrawal could have killed you. It’s extremely dangerous and a lot of people don’t know that alcohol withdrawal actually has the potential to be deadly. Either one has to taper off, or do it under medical supervision with medical help. Please stay strong🙏🏻
So glad you're here telling your story and changing lives ❤️🔥 It's so sad how normalized booze and all the craziness are! It is soooo encouraged by main stream. There is a program here for "at risk" youth that I've tried to get some family into, so I receive email updates and recently they sent one out for a fundraiser with cocktails and 🍷 advertised 😑 WTF. The normalization started at home for many of us. I do drug screens and blood draws in Occ Med, and there are more "reasonable suspicions" lately for sure. Honestly, I take them as an opportunity to be compassionate. One person was super drunk hours after being at work and after dropping their son off at school. Hopefully it was a wakeup call🙏They were going through a lot at home, but we gotta show others "going through a lot" does not improve with poison and other self-destruction🙏 Life's hard. Stay strong. One day at a time🙏❤️🍀 Now I want Taco Bell though😂 Thank you for another sharable video, Slayer! You/We are not alone in sobriety! Also, as a parent of a kiddo that took it to a whole darker level, it does really suck but staying sober and supportive for him (not enabling or being codependent) is the best thing for CERTAIN. THANK YOU❤️🔥
@@Gr8Blue thanks so much GR :) 🙏🖤, I completely agree with everything you said and i appreciate your comment. Booze just has to be included in everything it’s insane. Last year they started serving beer and wine at a kids pumpkin patch, it’s out of control and they don’t care. They push it and push it and push it. It’s very sinister actually. Anyways, i appreciate you GR, go get yourself some Taco Bell haha. God bless
The first time I ever drank anything, I was only 13 years old. I was with my big sister and she wanted me to go with her to this little nightclub one night. I ended up drinking 13 blue ribbon beers of all things. I had never drank anything before but we were going through a very difficult time with our family and honestly I really didn’t know better. There wasn’t much education back then. I was allowed in a bar and served at 13!! A lot happened that night but we made it back home. I threw up in the car on the way home. She didn’t drink much. Unfortunately I learned early that I tend to push things to the limit. I woke up later in my grandmother’s bathtub with ice cold water pouring on me. I must have passed out while trying to take a shower. Long story short, watch your kids. One negative influence can turn them in a bad direction. I’ve never told anyone this before.😊💞
Letting you into the bar at 13 is crazy!!! You’re so right Cindy, people really need to watch their kids!!! Booze is everywhere and it’s so easy for kids to get their hands on and it’s so dangerous. Thanks for sharing this Cindy, god bless 🙏🖤
slayer i ended up having 4 beers the other monday which is the only day i drank this month, i had a 21 day streak prior. didnt feel like it was really worth even doing but now im back on sobretity and still massive improvement since ive only drank 8 days since august and this was an everyday thing 4-8 beers a day for a year on.
Richard that’s okay brother, you’re making huge progress man. You might not see it but I see you completely getting this thing under control here soon. You’re on the right path man, keep doing what you’re doing. Just learn something from each time that you go back, take something from it and move forward. God bless man 🙏 keep me updated.
🎉❤ so proud of you! Keep going 💪 1 day🎉 I must confess; I don't understand why the nurse got upset, isn't that part of the nurses job intoxicated or not....I'm sorry still should have better bed side manner. Iam so glad you are still here friend😊 alcohol poison should of got you before the car ride imho but here you are to learn from that day. Thanknyou for your transparency 🎉🎉 Melissa
Hey Melissa :)!!! Always awesome to hear from you, I hope you’re well. Also I know right I kind of thought that myself lol. Like as a nurse you would think she would be use to it but I can’t blame her for being annoyed haha. Also yes, people pass away from alcohol poisoning all the time, me and several others in this community are lucky to be here. I’m glad to be here with y’all though. God bless Melissa 🙏🙏
Apart from laughing at bits (because you tell it so well) and I can visualise much of that crazy night, yes I ve seen it play out and it's just desperate really. Because you both did know better to begin with. Luck was on your side to an extent. Xx Janet 🇬🇧
🖤🙏I agree with you Janet, luck was with us, god was with us something was. Later on I started looking at the Taco Bell thing as maybe a possible life saving thing. Who knows what could have happened if we left from there. Anyways, much love Janet god bless and thank you 🙏
Hey Slay, nice to see you. Real talk, the Taco Bell story put me through a whole bunch of emotions. Mostly sadness…for you and your bro. Why sadness?? Because you both had to of been in so much pain to completely get so obliterated and the ending…although could have been so much worse was still a hard reality check. It shook your brother up and put in gear his sobriety journey. That’s a huge positive and outcome for such a horrible day. Like you said alcohol is deceitful and it will take everything from you. Completely change us to someone nothing like our character. Thank you for sharing Slayer. I’m so proud of you for being able to reflect and take accountability. The TB staff calling the police although I know can be viewed as a shit move I believe things happen for a reason. Maybe something horrific was going to happen. Anyways, keep on climbing Slay and peeling back the onion as they say. You have to get to the root cause and tackle this disease from all angles. I’m here 💯 backing you up and to uplift you as much as you have done for me and all of use here on this journey. Much love always. 💜 💜
:)🖤thanks as always micru, I completely agree with you. Later on after the incident happened I started thinking maybe what happened at Taco Bell saved our lives 🤔🤔, who knows what could have happened if we left that parking lot. I appreciate you more than you know micru and remember all the same goes to you!!! Im here for you!!! Im backing you!!! We are in this together!! One day at a time, we will make it through. Much love 🙏
@@Slayer-7373Right, I’m so grateful 🥹 that I was able to pump the brakes when I did. I definitely understand now that this is a progressive disease which doesn’t get better. I am forever grateful to brave people like you and other YT that share their stories. I didn’t see drinking every week as anything wrong. Alcohol is just so normalized in our society and when you function well you will never notice how bad it can get. I never liked alcohol, I was a smoker 🌱 until that started causing anxiety. It’s crazy how something that starts as fun and relaxing can switch up. Anyways, thank you for sharing and being you. Have a great night.
100% Jake I can relate to this, but at the same time I can get that with summer too. Because summer is suppose to be “fun” and lots of cook outs and drinking events, but same as you winter has always been harder on me. It’s depressing and it always seems like drinking will make it better. It does in the short term but the long term it only makes things worse. Keep your head up bro, we will be alright. God bless
Hey I’m sorry Robert 🙏 that really wasn’t my intentions. I just didn’t know what to title this video, I really wasn’t trying to clickbait people or scare people but I think the title will draw outsiders in and who knows who this story might save!!! God bless my friend! 💯🙏
Yikes I'm so sorry this happened to you and your brother.. That's so scary and sad. I just relapsed and the guilt at how angry and erratic I was acting is killing me.. Is there any way to get over this guilt and self-loathing? I was given so many chances. My mother landed in the hospital she's so worried it made her sick. Sorry this is way off topic but I'm looking for advice. Day 2 sober now and in so much pain and seeing shadows.
@@annav.7532 I’m here any time you need!! Feel free to email me or message me on instagram @slayersober7@gmail.com or slayer_youtube_73!!! Also I live in the Colorado/Nebraska area :)!
What a scene of total debauchery, like out of a " I was a ( wasted ) teenage werewolf " movie ( laughing ) **And good lord what nurses must see, right? A friend works security in the hospital on weekends & he says what they see is CRAZY -- Esp when the moon is full --- it's not funny though --- " Risky behavior " is a thing in psychology -- Patterns of self destruction --- As you say folks can get super hurt. *Traumatic brain injury is for life & will be a tragic change in one's freedom .. Please think of all you have to lose before you think about relapse. *TBI can happen with the right fall let alone wrapping oneself around a tree going 50 mph. Glad you only pissed on yourself. Nurse Rachett was "like come get this drunk & bring him home ". Naughty boys!! Glad you are committed to LIFE Slayer. Hope your brother is Too. A counselor once asked me " Why don't you want to live "? I was confused. Staying NUMB IS NOT LIVING -- Bring It On -- the good, the bad and the Ugly. Aliveness is Stunningly Unknowable - a grand Mystery that cycles both Pain and Joy. Who wants to be Sleep walking for this Show? We live in a " conceptual reality " of things but this is all False --There are no things. Names are made Up. We cannot know what a lemon is. We don't know what "this" is. WE have an image in our brains of " a moment " but that is all made Up and society has agreed to it. You can really go down the rabbit hole. My point is that it is all Much too beautiful to Not witness with Full clarity -- sobriety. IF we feel discomfort, then feel it damn it -- Men have been robbed of half their humanity when told by macho men that " big boys don't cry " -- Bullshit -- it's good to cry. To soak the pillow. You have turned addiction off Slayer and no reason to turn it back on. Protect your sobriety at all costs. -----------In support & friendship, J
@slayer. I'm in the people business, that is to say, im highly observant and I care. I watch you, I cry for you, I laugh with you and I cheer you on during this life journey. You have no idea your potential, you are wicked smart, articulate as hell, beautiful inside and out. Beat this alcohol mother fucker, you're future is waiting and we will watch you shine🎉
This is a beautiful comment, thank you so much my friend and I mean that!! Thank you. This comment brightened my day. As you said it’s time to beat this MF this is alcohol and reclaim my life!! Much love to you!!!! 💯🙌
I think and pray for you everyday. You've got this. Let go of the past, go do you. Perhaps start a new, remove yourself geographically, breathe and go kick ass on the planet. You have so much to offer ❤
I mean sort of but at the same time maybe they saved our lives that night by calling you know what I mean? At the time I was pissed for about a week but then started looking at the situation different, we might have been extremely lucky for them to call that night.
Man hearing you talk about your brothers dui takes me back to when I got mine back in 2021 wasnt for alcohol but it was for weed that was the worst night of my fucking life and Im still paying money for it to this day. You'd think that woulda woke me up but it just made me spiral even more out of control. This story was wild though keep dropping these bangers Im on only on day 2 and its a fucking truggle since im quitting multiple addictions at once and one of those addictions I've had since I was 11 years old and Im 22 rn
Hey bro I just want to say I’m super proud of you man for taking that step and putting down the addictions. I will say though be careful with quitting then all at once. If you feel like you can that’s awesome bro, but you don’t want to overwhelm yourself. As you said man that was the worst night of your life and unfortunately the more you partake in substances those nights get more frequent. Anyways thanks man and keep me updated! 🙏
I had a friend do this in a taco bell drive-thru once! I had to pick his drunk ass up (and on acid,I was sober),and was house sitting for a friend, so I brought him there. Big mistake. He puked in his garage, got food all over his house. It's amazing what we'll do when drunk! You just don't give a fuck about anything! There are so many times I could have gotten a dui, or hurt myself or someone else. It's just makes me cringe!
That’s wild kris 😂🤦♂️, man cringe is the right word for what we do while intoxicated. It’s absolute insanity but that’s what alcoholism is after all. Sounds like you are doing well now which is awesome!! :) 👏, thanks for sharing !!
Slayer wow that sounds so scary !!!! Glad you’re doing well now. Blackout’s sound so frightening. I had a friend that would drink until she would get in a blackout stage… i would drive her around. So she didn’t drive drunk. I guess I was her enabler unfortunately 😢. Please don’t hate me for saying this but, I’m a person that can have 1 or 3 drinks & stop. I am happy to say that my husband has stopped drinking beer 🍺… which is great 👍🏻 We both are working out more & eating better. But we are getting older now.. so no time to waist.
Yes Jackie it definitely was!!! Also I don’t hate you because you can drink normal haha, we all wish we could. It sounds like you and your husband are on a really good/healthy path. Thanks so much as always Jackie, god bless 🙏🖤
I’m glad you courageously recovered. Please know that the withdrawal could have killed you. It’s extremely dangerous and a lot of people don’t know that alcohol withdrawal actually has the potential to be deadly. Either one has to taper off, or do it under medical supervision with medical help
@@magalirenee2178 hey thanks magali :)!! Also yes you’re 100% right it’s crazy isn’t it? Alcohol and benzos are the only two that can kill you. I’ve heard h*rion withdrawal you will wish you were de*d but it won’t kill you. Alcohol and benzos will!!
I had a black out flip out for no reason on my best friends 30th birthday. Took about 6 shots of liquor and threw a chair at her. I had no reason to do so, she never did anything to me. Got jumped by 3 girls at the party that were just trying to get me to stop my bullshit. Got in my car and managed to drive through Pittsburgh completely blacked out. Saw flashing lights and somehow pulled over. I got off of a dui somehow by my older brother knowing the officer that arrested me. God was with me that night I know for sure. I could have killed someone because the cop said I was driving down the wrong side of the freeway. I cringe so bad to even think of it. Alcohol is definitely demonic.
Hey Shayna!! :) hope you’re doing well! Also yes that’s booze for you….. it’s absolutely insane looking back at the situations our addictions have put us in. The danger…… the lack of care and unawareness of even being in danger it’s scary. I definitely thinks it’s demonic as well, no doubt in my mind but that’s our opinions I guess. Anyways thank you and much love 💯🖤
Damn, you boys hit it hard! I am a female...nothing like that much booze for me! I definitely have tried to control the intake and stick to only wine and maybe a little vodka...But women's bodies do not process alcohol at the same rate as a male body does...So it's a lot more touch and go...
Hit it way too hard!! The amount of alcohol we were consuming and have consumed blows my mind. I’ve read that women’s bodies don’t process it as fast. Have you been able to get control of your drinking? If you don’t mind me asking? 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 I try. I am 42 years old and have battled addiction since I was about 13 years old. But alcohol is a really difficult addiction because it is cheap and so readily available. I never drink and drive. I got a dui about 6 years back.. it was a random traffic stop...nothing crazy. But it was very traumatizing. I started watching a lot of police body cams of dui arrests and that just had me reliving the way I acted when I got my dui. I had some silly level of confidence that was entirely unjustified, considering I blew pretty high. Addiction is a hard thing...
Youre lucky that youre still young and your body can rejuvenate itself. You havent reached a point where youre thin as a rail and cant walk without help. Stop while youre ahead.
You're not recovering or recovered bro. You only have 3 weeks. Just giving you the harsh reality, no ill intentions. You need recovery. Go to AA and work the 12 Steps, get some time under your belt, I'm speaking years, and then you can start calling yourself recovered. Right now you have untreated alcoholism and it will return most likely if you continue to try to run on self will and think you have this thing licked due to consequences. I had a stroke from my cocaine use. Didn't sober me up. Health scares only work temporarily. That's the insanity. Cunning, baffling and powerful. Best wishes my man
Hey brother 👋!! I’m actually back in AA! I’ve really enjoyed these last couple meetings and I plan to stick with it. Also I 100% agree with you man, I’ve never said I’m recovered I’m definitely not recovered! I’m a “recovering” alcoholic I’m in the process of recovery. I have a long road ahead of me brother. Like you said, maybe once I have some years under my belt I can officially say I’m recovered but even then we will always be in danger if we pick up that first drink. I can tell you meant nothing but good intentions with this comment so no worries at all. Cunning, baffling and powerful, it’s so true. Anyways much love brotha, thank you for the comment. 🙏
I know none of this is intended as comedy but man, I had to chuckle at some of your story. Your mom giving you the dog?? !! On a serious note, this could have ended up SOOOO much worse.
I won’t lie Laura there are some really funny parts in this story 😂, gotta laugh at the pain some times right? Also 100% it could have and both of us should be GRATEFUL! 🙏
Hey brother that was UA-cam that deleted your comment not me. I’m just now seeing and replying to comments. UA-cam is really strict with what you type, I’ve had my comments deleted multiple times on my own videos. Others have told me their comments were deleted as well. Much love Stan, sorry for the misunderstanding brother. God bless
@@FoodieBeautyStan you tube is awful for glitches and bugs. In fact I think it’s done on purpose to cause division between commentators and up-loaders. Also to delete comments that are considered politically incorrect under the false guise of “hateful conduct”.
I know but I’ve heard you talk about it in other stories. Just something to think about. I’m not judging, I’ve had 3 duis, it’s a miracle that I still have a drivers license. I’ve been sober for over 4 years , alcohol was never my thing I preferred opiates but I still made plenty of terrible decisions off the booze too
“it kills your inhibitions” such an underrated remark. IT TOTALLY DOES
100% it does, almost 100% of the time!!
Thanks emery!! Hope you are well! :)
@@Slayer-7373💯👍. It does it to all of us.
@@CMoore8539every time Cindy!!
@@Slayer-7373 Absolutely!
it made me a complete fool. My friends gave me so many chances. The guilt will never leave me but time to change this.
"...complete empty stomach. No food. No water. Just straight liquor." That's exactly how I blacked out 🤦🏻♂️
"Pisssing on the walls" reminded me of the Postal 2 video game 🤣
ALWAYS a bad idea to drink with an empty stomach 🤦♂️😵💫
Also postal 2 😂 that’s hilarious. I haven’t thought about that game in years! God bless!!!
@@Slayer-7373 didn't know better back then 🤦🏻♂️ But the people who were with me did and should have said something. Guess they wanted a show 🤡 And that's what they got; a show they had to clean up after! 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤡🤡🤡
Oh, man, I also hadn't thought about that game for many years and then a few years ago it came back to me and I got it again super cheap for $0.99 on their site (Steam key). I still play it every now and then 😆
I’m about 15 days sober and can’t wait to watch your video when I get home the work you guys do on UA-cam is so valuable to me. LD, Bat Country, Jae, you and others. I started watching y’all when I was still drinking and dreaming of being sober. Thanks for helping me get to this point I’m at today! Grateful for your messages!
This is so awesome Salina :)!! congratulations on the 15 days!!!! That is incredible 💯💪🙌! Shout out to all those guys, I’m glad we are helping. Believe me when I say y’all help us just as much!!
One day at a time, much love.
Hope you are still doing well in your sober journey :)
@@Slayer-7373 I am hope u r too! Look forward to ur next video!
One of your best so far! If this story doesn't make an impression nothing will!!
Thanks Richard 🙏, good to hear from you brother. Also I agree!!! This story should be waking some people up!!!!
I too am glad you are doing well, man. You're closing in on 2k subs. Way to go. You always have a great message. This a gnarly story. Please stay away from that crap.
I’m glad we are both sober today shades, we are both way better off for it. Thanks as always brother 💯
@@Slayer-7373 Just for today, brother. Just for today.
@@ShadesOClarity 💯
Glad you got a platform to share these stories. As an addict myself, I've realized that family and friends don't really want to hear war stories, even though I always want to talk about them lol I do think it's good to talk about the crazy experiences, as long as it doesn't lead back into wanting to pick up again. The really bad ones like hospital/jail stuff are always a good reminder of why you got sober.
Hey DW!! Good to see you here brother, I’m glad as well. It’s very therapeutic I won’t lie, you’re spot on about family and friends not wanting to hear about the war stories lol. To people like us though it helps both me and I hope y’all too sharing our war stories. As you said man, videos like this one are definitely a great reminder on why to stay sober!!!
Much love brotha 💯💯
Slayer! You legend , well done on over 3 weeks I hit two weeks today. Your videos always help, same with LD, Bat country and all the others keep going strong slayer.
Luke!!! :) thank you brother!!
Trust and believe me when I say this man, you guys help us just as much. One day at a time my friend 💯🙏🆙
Fuck blacking out all my homies hate blacking out
So glad to hear you are over 3 weeks sober. I hit 3 weeks tomorrow from a different drug! Stay strong 💪 ❤
Thank you so much :) 🙏! Also congratulations!!!! 💪👏🙌 you should be extremely proud of yourself!! Let’s keep winning over these addictions!!
Much love! 🙏
Wild story bro...Those blackouts are treacherous to say the least.😱🤕😩💀..Great job staying sober man. I got almost a month myself...Stay strong brother!! 1 love!!
Appreciate you J man, god bless bro. The blackouts always end bad! Every single time. Congratulations on the almost month 💪🙏!! That’s what’s up bro. Keep up the good work, 1 love.
Hey bro just checking in!! How are you doing brotha?
Feeling rough!!! But the Lord Jesus Christ 🙏 protecting me!...
@@JCarm-LK785 he’s always got your back bro. I feel you on feeling rough. It’s been a rough last couple weeks bro. Keep ya head up man. God bless
Dude had me choked out(almost) boa constricter style.. because some stupid drunken house party I went to...I took my shirt off..U wanna go!! Fight!! Dude said no...I didn't keep my eyes on him ...me being drunk... wasn't paying attention.. dude had me full blown freaking choke hold..I actually passed out for 2 seconds..I eventually got em off me......cheap shots and shit .... stumble out this party....and got outta there.....don't drink alcohol!!!
Brilliant story slayer. The 700 pound fighting mad man in a wheelchair made me lol
Hey thanks Ruth!! :), also yes 😂, there was a lot of humor in this video/funny things that happened. I’ve learned you gotta laugh sometimes at those crazy situations, forgive yourself and try to have the glass half full type of mentality.
Much love!! :)
@Slayer-7373 love to you too and congrats om the 41 days. I'm only on day 4 and craving a bit, but I heard what you said at the end of the vid and I won't be drinking this evening! X
@@ruthcain2937how are you doing Ruth?
@Slayer-7373 ugh struggling this week slayer. You know how it is. I know I can't ever go back to drinking, there is no more moderation for me. But my brain keeps saying 'yes there is, just give it one more go'. Ffs
@@Slayer-7373 bless you so much for checking up on your subscribers. I swear recovering alcoholics are some of the best people on earth.
So glad you made it. Thank you for helping others
Thank you so much Shelly :) 🙏
Im apart of the “sick and tired” community
I’m sick of this shit already
I can’t be normal and I’ve accepted that already
Thank you so much for your vids slayer
I’m right there with you J, nothing wrong with that brotha. Thank you man!!! God bless 🙏
Glad to see you are still doing well😊. I'm personally struggling today. I am living at home with my folks while doing college work online. My dad lost his job this morning due to mass layoffs. He worked at the same company for over 15 years and this morning they fired him without prior notice. We live out in a small town and don't have the gas money to drive into the nearby cities now, due to this my mom has also lost her job as a volunteer chaplain, can't afford to drive out to make it now, she was chaplain of the month by the way. Struggling today I'm very scared and want to get loaded so bad. I'm trying to stay strong, much love👍
Hey Adrian 👋 good to hear from you brother!! I’m sorry that you and your fam are going through all that right now man, I really am. BUT I will say this because I have lots of personal experience doing it, getting loaded in stressful/important/intense situations in life will only make the problems 2X worse. You’re a super smart dude, I don’t need to tell you that I know you know. I believe in you bro, you CAN do the right thing. Drop down and pray against it if you have to man, whatever it takes to make it through. Also just focus on today…. Take tomorrow and the next day and next week as it comes. Just try to focus on today doing the right thing and you already have by commenting on this video.
Keep your head up soldier, keep me updated. 🙏💯
Hey slayer just wanna say congrats on your journey, I’m absolutely struggling in life I’m drinking very single day and work a warehouse job. My life has been terrible since drinking I can’t go a day without it, the second I get some drink down I feel energized and ready to take on anything, I’m only 21 years old but I already see the damage booze has caused me. No friends, can’t socialize with people, very anti social and I never comment on videos but I’m absolutely defeated, thanks for the videos brother I’m trying to get better but it seems impossible
Hey brother thank you man 🙏🙏! ! I’m sorry man that you’re going through this right now. Booze is a real demon, a complete THEIF! It steals everything away from us including ourselves. You’re super young man which gives me a lot of hope. I was in your exact same spot when I was 21, I wish I would have went and got help and stopped then. My life would be completely different right now. With that said brother since you drink every day you might need a detox, but trust me it makes the withdrawal so much easier. The first couple weeks are rough but once you get through you start to get your life back again. I believe in you man, there is still a lot of hope for you. When you’re ready step on this journey with me. I only have over 3 weeks so I’m very fresh too.
Keep me updated man!!! I wish you nothing but the best!! Keep your head up ⬆️
@@Slayer-7373 thanks a lot brother I just appreciate the videos you post because they really help me more than I can express, it’s one day at a time and the anxiety is the worst part of this all. I’ll definitely keep you posted. Much love from Tennessee
@@ihezixkorf4121 trust me man y’all help me just as much. One day at a time indeed, much love brotha. 🙏
How you doing brother?
@@Slayer-7373 doing better today than last week man thanks so much for checking in on me, I had a relapse yesterday hanging out with a close friend of mine. The only way I see myself getting totally clean is leaving my friends behind it’s been tough for me. I watched probably every video of yours man and we got a lot in common, your a dude I can seriously look up to and I just wanna say thank you for the videos slayer your the best. Working on a new project with my car to try and stay busy and put the booze down. Thanks again, Tyler
Sounds like something that I might had done maybe I did lol. Another great video very interesting story sorry I missed that one. Anyway just wanted to tell you great job on your 3 weeks little brother I can say that I'm much older,lol keep kicking those alcohol demons asses they hate that especially when you win the battle. Stay well and healthy Slayer be strong, hold on to your faith don't let the temptation demon trick you and remember there is no just one for us alcoholics seeking sobriety and a happy normal life it's a hard journey but it's a rewarding one well worth it my friend. I wish you well heading into week 4. I have all the confidence in the world in you stay strong. I have more to add but I don't want to hog up your channel. Be safe, keep moving forward one step at a time and never look back my friend. BTW your videos do help others we all appreciate your support, humor and honesty while dealing with this relentless nasty disease. God Bless you and God Bless all your subscribers. DT
Hey Dwayne thank you brother as always 🙏🙏!!! Don’t be sorry bro, no worries at all. I don’t say this often but there are certain people you get the chance to talk with that you just know deep down inside that they got a good heart, a person you could trust, have your back and turn you to the right decision. You’re definitely one of those guys, thank you man. Trust me y’all help me probably more than I help y’all. The wisdom, love and overall positivity on this channel is beautiful. We are a small army!!!
God bless man, take care. 🙏🙏
@@Slayer-7373 Ditto brother, I'm up early having my coffee and reading messages it's going to be hot here again in Texas can't wait for some cool weather, I have a busy day today lots to do, keeps me out of trouble lol. You keep strong and have a blessed day one step at a time brother you got this thing stay focused and keep the faith, God Bless and be safe.
@@majorproblem35god bless brotha, I hope you have a great Friday man. Another day sober 🙌!!
Yeah, get your brother on here !!! He's doing so well, great ideas Slay !!
I definitely will!!! God bless Craig.
Hell yeah man! Stay sober! No more hospital visits! I hope you and your brother are doing well!
Yo!! What’s up datone! You’re absolutely right man screw that and screw booze!!! You’ve been an inspiration to me bro.
My two older brothers are doing really good, I’m on the path to being right there with them. I hope you’re doing well too my friend. I’m excited to hit a month!! Because that turns into 2-4-6. Anyways god bless bro.
@@Slayer-7373 thanks man. You should listen to Son of a Sinner by Jelly Roll. “I’m only one drink away from the devil.” Great song
Hey slayer, one of the reasons I love your channel is how well spoken you are and you're great at telling stories in a down to earth way. I have to say, I laughed out loud quite a few times😅 but it was still sobering to hear the reality of the stupid decisions made under the influence. I appreciate your perspective ✌️👊
Hey Olivia!!! I hope you’re well :)! Also thank you so much it makes me happy to know y’all are enjoying/getting something out of these videos. Also I laughed too 😂 no worries, this video has a lot of humor in it. We gotta laugh at some of the pain right? I appreciate you!!! Again thank you! Much love 🙏
Dude, that was one crazy story!! Just goes to show you the dangers of getting blacked out drunk! I have a similar story, but not quite as crazy, lol. I got my first DWI at 23. I had been drinking pretty much all day the day it happened, then I got the bright idea to go to the bar later that night. I was already drunk and had no business driving, and when I got to the bar I proceeded to get even more wasted. So here I am slamming beers and whiskey shots for a few hours, and by the time I'm ready to leave I can barely even stand up. People at the bar were telling me I should call a cab or get a ride from someone, but I was like no way man, I'm good, I got this!! On my way home, I went to Dunkin' because I was hungry so I grabbed something to eat. I don't even remember what it was because I never got a chance to eat it....The last thing I remember from that night was waking up slumped over the steering wheel of my car, all airbags deployed, and there were flashing lights all around me. It took me a moment to figure out what was going on, but eventually the reality set it. Apparently, I fell asleep at the wheel on the way home and crashed into a car in front of me, and totaled my car!! I took the sobriety test, blew a .27 on the breathalyzer, then the cops cuffed me and took me to jail. It was crazy man, I was charged with aggravated DWI because of the high BAC. My mom had to come bail me out of jail and take me home. The worst part of the story was that I was literally a minute from my house when I wrecked my car, I almost made it! Anyway, I lost my license for a while, and spent a ton of time and money getting that situation taken care of. Luckily, nobody was hurt though, that's the most important thing. I did get 1 more DWI a couple years later, and after that I wised up and stopped driving drunk! Getting behind the wheel intoxicated is a really dumb idea, you're putting yourself and others in danger! Thanks for sharing this story, Slayer! God bless and congrats on 1 month of sobriety, I'm at 3 weeks!! ❤
That is absolutely wild David 😂, oh man the crazy situations we put ourselves in because of our drinking 🤦♂️, like you said it’s so unbelievably dangerous not only for us but anyone else around. Anyways congratulations on the 3 weeks brother!!!! That is awesome 👏 💪 and thanks as always my friend.
HOLY COW It's truly a miracle that you're here with us, Slayer!! I'm so glad that your dog was okay and that your brother has come out on the other side of addiction as well!! ❤🎉🎊❤️ We are not the same people we were when we were drinking. We do things when we're drinking that we wouldn't ever imagine doing sober. What a nightmare!! I'm so grateful for our freedom! ❤️🎊🎉😁🎉🎊❤️
:) hey Amanda!!! Awesome to hear from you!! I hope you’ve had an awesome weekend 😎. Also 100% we are not the same people when we drink, it completely changes us. Puts us into dangerous situations not only for ourselves but anyone else who is around at the time. I’m glad I’m here and I’m glad all of y’all are here too. Grateful for freedom as well!!! Much love 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 I thought i responded to this!! It was great to see you on the live tonight. Always lots of love sent, my friend ❤️🙏😁
@@amandaflaherty7528 :)🖤it was awesome!!
Hi Slayer, great to hear you're still sober and doing ok. I was a little worried when I saw the thumbnail. Your story resonates so much with me and the stupid shit I've done in the past. We have a saying in Yorkshire England "beers in wits out". Meaning we do stupid things when we're drunk. I've been to my addiction meeting today and I'm keeping sober. They really keep me motivated to keep sober and live my best life. Fantastic story btw. I was gripped. Keep the faith brother, we're all on this journey together.. 🙏
Hey brother!! I’m sorry man for the worry! 🙏 also 100%, the amount of stupid stuff that we use to do is just insane. “Beers in wits out” lol that is definitely accurate. Also that is FN awesome brother!!!! Keep hitting up them meetings, keep winning over this demon and most importantly keep your faith. That will keep us both sober.
God bless my friend! 🙏
Your story was wild with your brother Slayer, crazy what we do when drinking alcohol, thankgod no one was seriously hurt or died while the drink drivin happend, I literally felt a surge of anxiety when you said you couldn't remember anything in the hospital, I hate that feeling more than anything.
Totally crazy what we do man when we are wrapped up in our addictions. Really scary stuff when you think about it sober.
Also yes…… the feeling of waking up the next day with no memory is AWFUL. You just feel your stomach drop and sink and you pray everything is alright.
No reason for us to live that way brother, one day at a time let’s keep winning over this!!
Can’t wait for the day when you are on a stage talking to students. You were made for such a time as this. I love you so much, I pray for you daily .🙏❤️
That would be a dream come true 🙏🖤, thank you so much. God bless
Slayer. Crazy story indeed. It sounds like my house, growing up, with both parents and younger brother being hard core alcoholics. I’ve seen and experienced all of that and more. I don’t know how I didn’t become an alcoholic too. I just know I watched them and told myself ‘not me “ ! But I got a lot of traumatic emotions from all that to this day 😢. I’m glad you are working hard on your sobriety my friend . 💚💚🤟🤟
Hey Mona :)!! Yes…. Unfortunately too many crazy situations and stories, way too many. Before becoming an alcoholic I can very much relate to that, watching people drink around me all the time at a young age. Parties and all the chaos. I use to tell myself I’d never drink, or smoke or do anything because of them, unfortunately it didn’t work out that way for me haha, but I’m sure sadly you do have a lot of traumatic memories. Alcoholism is just horrible, horrible. Anyways god bless ya, hope you’re well! 🙏
Stay strong Mona, I swore that too, but in my 30's I was having extreme anxiety I started drinking. Huge mistake. Prayers 🙏🙏🙏
thank you. Yes I have therapy and am working on myself bc of my trauma. Hugs to ya 🫶🏻💚
Listens to this while putting vegetables away at work, had me laughing in the walk-in. Damn, Betrayed by the bell 🔔
This comment made me laugh bro 😂😂. God bless man.
@@Slayer-7373 you too brotha
Great video. Thanks so much for sharing, Slayer. Really happy you are doing well. I found you through Liver Disease channel.
Blackouts are no joke. 👎
Hey thanks for the awesome words laura!! :) I’m glad you found the channel too! Shout out to LD I love that guy and it’s cool to hear you found my channel through him.
Also yes blackouts are definitely NO JOKE! 🙏 god bless and thank you again!!
Keep up the good work, man. One month is within sight.
💪💯thank you Nathan!! One day at a time brotha.
What i remember waaaaay back when I was drinking heavily with my buddies is driving down a road in the wrong section of Memphis. Suddenly (i think), a person in an electric wheelchair skims across the street like it's the most natural thing to do. I guess he didnt notice that i was driving in his direction? All the while, it's 2 am in the morning and my buddies are yelling to watch out....laughing memories, I guess; but there is no way I would reenact this scene now.
This is wild 😂, leave it up to booze though to put us in these types of situations.
Proud of you for not living that chaotic life anymore my friend. 🙏
The lord of the rings edits were great lol. Love u slayer
Thanks Jeff 😂, glad you liked them brother. Hope you’re well man, love ya too. 🙏
I came across this video. More of a philosophical video but it reminded me of my addiction. Its very short and simply explained the reason behind my drinking. What we practice we get good at. Being angry, being a victim, being hopeless, and being complacent. I got very good at all those things because I practiced that everyday. And buddhist monks, are at peace and enlightened because they practice it. So all this practice lead me to drinking, and it being a crutch for me, just to soothe and not be better. and not do the hard work in life to be the person I want to be. To procrastinate and self medicating with alcohol to barely scrape by to the next day, to the next drink. Never solving anything. To avoid the hard work on figuring out what I want out of life and how to get there.
“you feel a feeling, you do not react, you breathe and you sit in it, you dont create a narrative, you step back and watch it and then you go into it and you feel it. And you dont reach to soothe, and ease, and crutch, you wont heal, and you will constantly reach, crutch, and soothe”.
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Beautiful comment my friend, thank you as always. 🙏🙏 a lot of wisdom in this comment!!
Stay sober. I'm struggling so bad. This by far has been the most difficult thing I have experienced. By the time I realized I had HUGE problem, it was too late. Remember that seizure I had? My failed attempt at quitting bc it got to a point where I knew the damage I've done to myself but you never think the seizures will happen to you. I repeat this to you cause I thought I was "safe" on just a few hours away from 5 days being sober and the shakes and the horrific hallucinatons that I have no clue how I made it past it without having a heart attack and out nowhere, no warning signs, nothing, absolutely NOTHING, the last I remember is the flashing lights at miliseconds and then black, woke up with electrodes on my head and tachycardia, heart beating faster than my brian could process and at the same time millions of neurotransmitters trying to communicate and misfiring at the same time. I knew something was off and only had a friend that brought to the ER. Cause for IV fluids cause i couldn't eat and maybe a sip of water. We need to forgive ourselves and just come to terms that this is a disease that misunderstood by people that don't have it, is a burden and a beast of a monster to deal with everyday but with good people like you, good support, maybe a good book or a hobby or anything you enjoyed before alcohol killed it, just try again, baby steps and lots of patience with your ownself and self trust is a must and self strength and don't let those im intrusive thoughts get you, is hard. I was this 👌 close to getting me an entire vodka devil (the vodka did it for me) today but I won't even though I know I will walk if if I have to. I had to give my keys away again (voluntarily) but I know I have my card and I know I will regret this and I can't betray myself like that and take years off of my life :( I'll rewatch this 1000 times if I have to cause once that thing has death grip on you; you're going downhill from there with no breaks. Sending blessings your way and lots of faith in you and strength and health and much self love.
Wow. Thanks for sharing. Sending all kinds of good thoughts and hoping you are able attain the rewards of sobriety. You got this!
@@lauragamello560 I'm sharing this to bring awareness and because we matter! If you're struggling too, you're not alone. Hang in there please. There is so much goodness in us we can bring to others even if people have failed us or broken us apart and we somehow have to put whatever is left of us which is a lot love pf forgiveness, we can make it through. We're still alive. I'm sending you all the good vibes and love that you deserve and health. 💞
I’m gonna private message you nidia!!! 🙏🖤
I’m glad you courageously recovered. A lot of people don’t know that the withdrawal could have killed you. It’s extremely dangerous and a lot of people don’t know that alcohol withdrawal actually has the potential to be deadly. Either one has to taper off, or do it under medical supervision with medical help. Please stay strong🙏🏻
Brilliant video, stay strong ❤️
Thanks so much Jennifer :)🖤💪
So glad you're here telling your story and changing lives ❤️🔥 It's so sad how normalized booze and all the craziness are! It is soooo encouraged by main stream. There is a program here for "at risk" youth that I've tried to get some family into, so I receive email updates and recently they sent one out for a fundraiser with cocktails and 🍷 advertised 😑 WTF. The normalization started at home for many of us. I do drug screens and blood draws in Occ Med, and there are more "reasonable suspicions" lately for sure. Honestly, I take them as an opportunity to be compassionate. One person was super drunk hours after being at work and after dropping their son off at school. Hopefully it was a wakeup call🙏They were going through a lot at home, but we gotta show others "going through a lot" does not improve with poison and other self-destruction🙏 Life's hard. Stay strong. One day at a time🙏❤️🍀 Now I want Taco Bell though😂 Thank you for another sharable video, Slayer! You/We are not alone in sobriety! Also, as a parent of a kiddo that took it to a whole darker level, it does really suck but staying sober and supportive for him (not enabling or being codependent) is the best thing for CERTAIN. THANK YOU❤️🔥
@@Gr8Blue thanks so much GR :) 🙏🖤, I completely agree with everything you said and i appreciate your comment. Booze just has to be included in everything it’s insane. Last year they started serving beer and wine at a kids pumpkin patch, it’s out of control and they don’t care. They push it and push it and push it. It’s very sinister actually.
Anyways, i appreciate you GR, go get yourself some Taco Bell haha. God bless
"Poor me, poor me, Pour me another drink..." Boy, do I know that feeling...
All too well francie 🙏
8:30 alcoholic’s are often veterans of sketchy bars.
Very, very true. 😵💫
God bless man. 🙏
Hang in there the first few days is the hardest drying out. I'm watching this in a Tim Hortons about 12 miles from home gonna walk it
This is awesome brother, thank you. 💪💯one day at a time man.
Proud of you for doing the right thing bro. Also, you are a great story teller just saying
Hey Jim, thank you brother 🙏🙏!!!! I always enjoy seeing you in the comments my friend. 💪
Stay legendary, Slayer!
🙏hope you are well my friend!!!! Let’s both stay legendary 💪
This story is a perfect example of how dangerous alcohol is...
100%, that’s why I share these stories. To show people it’s not all fun and games with booze. It’s serious stuff! Thank you for all the comments :) 🙏
Hey Slayer! Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out everywhere!!❤
Thanks Cindy!!! As always!! :)
SLAAYYERRRRRR !!!!!
Jumping Jacks ??? 😅😅
😆anything to try and distract myself from the horrible withdrawal!
God bless Craig.
@Slayer-7373 just lol cuz I haven't heard that term since the 60s !!! 😄 🤣 😂
Thank you for sharing your stories and experiences 🙏
@@allisonsmith.03 thank you so much Allison!!!! :) 🙏god bless.
8:03 a guy in a wheelchair ♿️ try’s to start a fight? 😂
Yes 😂💀, it was ridiculous man and made no sense. We didn’t do anything lol
@@Slayer-7373 maybe it was planned he knew you could not fight back.
@@Redsnapper123you never know 😂
@@Slayer-7373 or hoping that you became aggressive which would then enable other patrons to beat up on you and your brother.
Keep running with it my friend.
One day at a time my friend, one day at a time. 🙏
The first time I ever drank anything, I was only 13 years old. I was with my big sister and she wanted me to go with her to this little nightclub one night. I ended up drinking 13 blue ribbon beers of all things. I had never drank anything before but we were going through a very difficult time with our family and honestly I really didn’t know better. There wasn’t much education back then. I was allowed in a bar and served at 13!! A lot happened that night but we made it back home. I threw up in the car on the way home. She didn’t drink much. Unfortunately I learned early that I tend to push things to the limit. I woke up later in my grandmother’s bathtub with ice cold water pouring on me. I must have passed out while trying to take a shower. Long story short, watch your kids. One negative influence can turn them in a bad direction. I’ve never told anyone this before.😊💞
Letting you into the bar at 13 is crazy!!! You’re so right Cindy, people really need to watch their kids!!! Booze is everywhere and it’s so easy for kids to get their hands on and it’s so dangerous. Thanks for sharing this Cindy, god bless 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 🖤🎃
slayer i ended up having 4 beers the other monday which is the only day i drank this month, i had a 21 day streak prior. didnt feel like it was really worth even doing but now im back on sobretity and still massive improvement since ive only drank 8 days since august and this was an everyday thing 4-8 beers a day for a year on.
Richard that’s okay brother, you’re making huge progress man. You might not see it but I see you completely getting this thing under control here soon. You’re on the right path man, keep doing what you’re doing. Just learn something from each time that you go back, take something from it and move forward. God bless man 🙏 keep me updated.
🎉❤ so proud of you! Keep going 💪 1 day🎉 I must confess; I don't understand why the nurse got upset, isn't that part of the nurses job intoxicated or not....I'm sorry still should have better bed side manner. Iam so glad you are still here friend😊 alcohol poison should of got you before the car ride imho but here you are to learn from that day. Thanknyou for your transparency 🎉🎉 Melissa
Hey Melissa :)!!! Always awesome to hear from you, I hope you’re well. Also I know right I kind of thought that myself lol. Like as a nurse you would think she would be use to it but I can’t blame her for being annoyed haha. Also yes, people pass away from alcohol poisoning all the time, me and several others in this community are lucky to be here. I’m glad to be here with y’all though.
God bless Melissa 🙏🙏
@@Slayer-7373 #mwah
Apart from laughing at bits (because you tell it so well) and I can visualise much of that crazy night, yes I ve seen it play out and it's just desperate really. Because you both did know better to begin with. Luck was on your side to an extent. Xx Janet 🇬🇧
🖤🙏I agree with you Janet, luck was with us, god was with us something was. Later on I started looking at the Taco Bell thing as maybe a possible life saving thing. Who knows what could have happened if we left from there. Anyways, much love Janet god bless and thank you 🙏
Hey Slay, nice to see you. Real talk, the Taco Bell story put me through a whole bunch of emotions. Mostly sadness…for you and your bro. Why sadness?? Because you both had to of been in so much pain to completely get so obliterated and the ending…although could have been so much worse was still a hard reality check. It shook your brother up and put in gear his sobriety journey. That’s a huge positive and outcome for such a horrible day. Like you said alcohol is deceitful and it will take everything from you. Completely change us to someone nothing like our character. Thank you for sharing Slayer. I’m so proud of you for being able to reflect and take accountability. The TB staff calling the police although I know can be viewed as a shit move I believe things happen for a reason. Maybe something horrific was going to happen. Anyways, keep on climbing Slay and peeling back the onion as they say. You have to get to the root cause and tackle this disease from all angles. I’m here 💯 backing you up and to uplift you as much as you have done for me and all of use here on this journey. Much love always. 💜 💜
:)🖤thanks as always micru, I completely agree with you. Later on after the incident happened I started thinking maybe what happened at Taco Bell saved our lives 🤔🤔, who knows what could have happened if we left that parking lot. I appreciate you more than you know micru and remember all the same goes to you!!! Im here for you!!! Im backing you!!! We are in this together!! One day at a time, we will make it through. Much love 🙏
@@Slayer-7373Right, I’m so grateful 🥹 that I was able to pump the brakes when I did. I definitely understand now that this is a progressive disease which doesn’t get better. I am forever grateful to brave people like you and other YT that share their stories. I didn’t see drinking every week as anything wrong. Alcohol is just so normalized in our society and when you function well you will never notice how bad it can get. I never liked alcohol, I was a smoker 🌱 until that started causing anxiety. It’s crazy how something that starts as fun and relaxing can switch up. Anyways, thank you for sharing and being you. Have a great night.
Has anyone noticed that it gets harder as winter approaches? Once it gets cold i find myself struggling harder.
100% Jake I can relate to this, but at the same time I can get that with summer too. Because summer is suppose to be “fun” and lots of cook outs and drinking events, but same as you winter has always been harder on me. It’s depressing and it always seems like drinking will make it better. It does in the short term but the long term it only makes things worse. Keep your head up bro, we will be alright. God bless
So glad you are ok was worried😮😊😊❤
Hey I’m sorry Robert 🙏 that really wasn’t my intentions. I just didn’t know what to title this video, I really wasn’t trying to clickbait people or scare people but I think the title will draw outsiders in and who knows who this story might save!!! God bless my friend! 💯🙏
Excellent video 👏. Thanks for sharing ❤. God bless 🫂🙏❤️✌️
Thanks so much as always Debra!!! God bless 🙏
You are a really good storyteller like Andy Griffith.
Hey thanks cyn :) 💯
Yikes I'm so sorry this happened to you and your brother.. That's so scary and sad. I just relapsed and the guilt at how angry and erratic I was acting is killing me.. Is there any way to get over this guilt and self-loathing? I was given so many chances. My mother landed in the hospital she's so worried it made her sick. Sorry this is way off topic but I'm looking for advice. Day 2 sober now and in so much pain and seeing shadows.
🖤🙏please be safe!!!! Don’t hesitate to go get some help!!! Keep me updated.
Take away from this message "Don't drink or be a dog or go to Taco Bell with Slayer-Sober" 🤣🤣
Exactly man 😂🤦♂️, got that mic ordered brother!!! 🙏
The only bar I’d go to just told me I’m never allowed back, I’m sitting here like I’m that bad ? 😢
@@annav.7532 I know the feeling Anna!! You are not alone trust me. 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 I feel like you’re the only one who truly understands just know I appreciate you so much Slayer
Where do you live ?
@@annav.7532 I’m here any time you need!! Feel free to email me or message me on instagram @slayersober7@gmail.com or slayer_youtube_73!!! Also I live in the Colorado/Nebraska area :)!
I’m in Los Angeles 😢 but definitely thank you I appreciate it ❤
Woke up in hospital many times and jail also.Not a good place to nurse a hang over. I could only drink to oblivion.
I only could ever drink to oblivion as well my friend. Almost always, even in the beginning my drinking wasn’t normal.
What a scene of total debauchery, like out of a " I was a ( wasted ) teenage werewolf " movie ( laughing ) **And good lord what nurses must see, right? A friend works security in the hospital on weekends & he says what they see is CRAZY -- Esp when the moon is full --- it's not funny though --- " Risky behavior " is a thing in psychology -- Patterns of self destruction --- As you say folks can get super hurt. *Traumatic brain injury is for life & will be a tragic change in one's freedom .. Please think of all you have to lose before you think about relapse. *TBI can happen with the right fall let alone wrapping oneself around a tree going 50 mph. Glad you only pissed on yourself. Nurse Rachett was "like come get this drunk & bring him home ". Naughty boys!! Glad you are committed to LIFE Slayer. Hope your brother is Too. A counselor once asked me " Why don't you want to live "? I was confused. Staying NUMB IS NOT LIVING -- Bring It On -- the good, the bad and the Ugly. Aliveness is Stunningly Unknowable - a grand Mystery that cycles both Pain and Joy. Who wants to be Sleep walking for this Show? We live in a " conceptual reality " of things but this is all False --There are no things. Names are made Up. We cannot know what a lemon is. We don't know what "this" is. WE have an image in our brains of " a moment " but that is all made Up and society has agreed to it. You can really go down the rabbit hole. My point is that it is all Much too beautiful to Not witness with Full clarity -- sobriety. IF we feel discomfort, then feel it damn it -- Men have been robbed of half their humanity when told by macho men that " big boys don't cry " -- Bullshit -- it's good to cry. To soak the pillow. You have turned addiction off Slayer and no reason to turn it back on. Protect your sobriety at all costs. -----------In support & friendship, J
🖤🙏awesome comment
@slayer. I'm in the people business, that is to say, im highly observant and I care. I watch you, I cry for you, I laugh with you and I cheer you on during this life journey. You have no idea your potential, you are wicked smart, articulate as hell, beautiful inside and out. Beat this alcohol mother fucker, you're future is waiting and we will watch you shine🎉
This is a beautiful comment, thank you so much my friend and I mean that!! Thank you. This comment brightened my day. As you said it’s time to beat this MF this is alcohol and reclaim my life!!
Much love to you!!!! 💯🙌
I think and pray for you everyday. You've got this. Let go of the past, go do you. Perhaps start a new, remove yourself geographically, breathe and go kick ass on the planet. You have so much to offer ❤
Do you consider the guys in the fast food outlet grasses for calling the police 👮?
I mean sort of but at the same time maybe they saved our lives that night by calling you know what I mean? At the time I was pissed for about a week but then started looking at the situation different, we might have been extremely lucky for them to call that night.
Man hearing you talk about your brothers dui takes me back to when I got mine back in 2021 wasnt for alcohol but it was for weed that was the worst night of my fucking life and Im still paying money for it to this day. You'd think that woulda woke me up but it just made me spiral even more out of control. This story was wild though keep dropping these bangers Im on only on day 2 and its a fucking truggle since im quitting multiple addictions at once and one of those addictions I've had since I was 11 years old and Im 22 rn
Hey bro I just want to say I’m super proud of you man for taking that step and putting down the addictions. I will say though be careful with quitting then all at once. If you feel like you can that’s awesome bro, but you don’t want to overwhelm yourself. As you said man that was the worst night of your life and unfortunately the more you partake in substances those nights get more frequent. Anyways thanks man and keep me updated! 🙏
I had a friend do this in a taco bell drive-thru once! I had to pick his drunk ass up (and on acid,I was sober),and was house sitting for a friend, so I brought him there. Big mistake. He puked in his garage, got food all over his house. It's amazing what we'll do when drunk! You just don't give a fuck about anything! There are so many times I could have gotten a dui, or hurt myself or someone else. It's just makes me cringe!
That’s wild kris 😂🤦♂️, man cringe is the right word for what we do while intoxicated. It’s absolute insanity but that’s what alcoholism is after all. Sounds like you are doing well now which is awesome!! :) 👏, thanks for sharing !!
@@Slayer-7373 I'm only a week in. This happened years ago like 2015 lol.
@@krislic84 I gotcha haha, well a week is still awesome. 👏👏
Slayer wow that sounds so scary !!!! Glad you’re doing well now. Blackout’s sound so frightening. I had a friend that would drink until she would get in a blackout stage… i would drive her around. So she didn’t drive drunk. I guess I was her enabler unfortunately 😢. Please don’t hate me for saying this but, I’m a person that can have 1 or 3 drinks & stop. I am happy to say that my husband has stopped drinking beer 🍺… which is great 👍🏻 We both are working out more & eating better. But we are getting older now.. so no time to waist.
Yes Jackie it definitely was!!! Also I don’t hate you because you can drink normal haha, we all wish we could. It sounds like you and your husband are on a really good/healthy path. Thanks so much as always Jackie, god bless 🙏🖤
Oh no? Another relapse? Edit: oh sorry 😔 it’s a story it flashed up on my phone just ‘waking up in hospital’. - PHEW
No relapses!!! Thank god!!!!! Sorry for scaring you like that man 😂🙏, much love brotha.
I’m glad you courageously recovered. Please know that the withdrawal could have killed you. It’s extremely dangerous and a lot of people don’t know that alcohol withdrawal actually has the potential to be deadly. Either one has to taper off, or do it under medical supervision with medical help
@@magalirenee2178 hey thanks magali :)!! Also yes you’re 100% right it’s crazy isn’t it? Alcohol and benzos are the only two that can kill you. I’ve heard h*rion withdrawal you will wish you were de*d but it won’t kill you. Alcohol and benzos will!!
I had a black out flip out for no reason on my best friends 30th birthday. Took about 6 shots of liquor and threw a chair at her. I had no reason to do so, she never did anything to me. Got jumped by 3 girls at the party that were just trying to get me to stop my bullshit. Got in my car and managed to drive through Pittsburgh completely blacked out. Saw flashing lights and somehow pulled over. I got off of a dui somehow by my older brother knowing the officer that arrested me. God was with me that night I know for sure. I could have killed someone because the cop said I was driving down the wrong side of the freeway. I cringe so bad to even think of it. Alcohol is definitely demonic.
Hey Shayna!! :) hope you’re doing well! Also yes that’s booze for you….. it’s absolutely insane looking back at the situations our addictions have put us in. The danger…… the lack of care and unawareness of even being in danger it’s scary. I definitely thinks it’s demonic as well, no doubt in my mind but that’s our opinions I guess.
Anyways thank you and much love 💯🖤
OMG this a crazy story!!
Unfortunately yes 😵💫
Wow...this is an intense story...
Yes 😬very intense.
Reminds me how I ended up in the drunk tank. Why is this stuff legal 😂
My exact thoughts bro, makes no sense!!
Damn, you boys hit it hard! I am a female...nothing like that much booze for me! I definitely have tried to control the intake and stick to only wine and maybe a little vodka...But women's bodies do not process alcohol at the same rate as a male body does...So it's a lot more touch and go...
Hit it way too hard!! The amount of alcohol we were consuming and have consumed blows my mind. I’ve read that women’s bodies don’t process it as fast. Have you been able to get control of your drinking? If you don’t mind me asking? 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 I try. I am 42 years old and have battled addiction since I was about 13 years old. But alcohol is a really difficult addiction because it is cheap and so readily available. I never drink and drive. I got a dui about 6 years back.. it was a random traffic stop...nothing crazy. But it was very traumatizing. I started watching a lot of police body cams of dui arrests and that just had me reliving the way I acted when I got my dui. I had some silly level of confidence that was entirely unjustified, considering I blew pretty high. Addiction is a hard thing...
This is the horrors of alcoholism
It 100% is francie 🙏
You are very good story teller. It looks like you still have more in a chamber.
Hey thank you my friend!!! 🙏god bless.
@@Slayer-7373 God bless
Youre lucky that youre still young and your body can rejuvenate itself. You havent reached a point where youre thin as a rail and cant walk without help. Stop while youre ahead.
🙏lord willing I will brother.
Booze is a real monster.
@@Slayer-7373 sister*
@@irishkk88 sister*!! I’m sorry 🙏🙏
You're not recovering or recovered bro. You only have 3 weeks. Just giving you the harsh reality, no ill intentions. You need recovery. Go to AA and work the 12 Steps, get some time under your belt, I'm speaking years, and then you can start calling yourself recovered. Right now you have untreated alcoholism and it will return most likely if you continue to try to run on self will and think you have this thing licked due to consequences. I had a stroke from my cocaine use. Didn't sober me up. Health scares only work temporarily. That's the insanity. Cunning, baffling and powerful. Best wishes my man
Hey brother 👋!! I’m actually back in AA! I’ve really enjoyed these last couple meetings and I plan to stick with it. Also I 100% agree with you man, I’ve never said I’m recovered I’m definitely not recovered! I’m a “recovering” alcoholic I’m in the process of recovery. I have a long road ahead of me brother. Like you said, maybe once I have some years under my belt I can officially say I’m recovered but even then we will always be in danger if we pick up that first drink. I can tell you meant nothing but good intentions with this comment so no worries at all. Cunning, baffling and powerful, it’s so true.
Anyways much love brotha, thank you for the comment. 🙏
@@Slayer-7373You handled this comment perfectly.❤💯
Omg, medical professional getting upset about pee? Glad everything eventually worked out. ❤❤
I know right? I was kind of confused too. :) thank you though!! 🖤
Are you chewing a zin?
I am brother!! Good eye 👀😂🙏
I know none of this is intended as comedy but man, I had to chuckle at some of your story. Your mom giving you the dog?? !! On a serious note, this could have ended up SOOOO much worse.
I won’t lie Laura there are some really funny parts in this story 😂, gotta laugh at the pain some times right?
Also 100% it could have and both of us should be GRATEFUL! 🙏
withdrawal is the worst...
It’s horrific!!!! 😫
Hey slayer not sure if you got it
I did not brotha!
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You just need love 😊
Love always helps Richard!! God bless 🙏
Hey Slayer I wanted to see if we can talk. I’d really appreciate it if we could thanks bro
Hey J what’s going on brother?? Do you have an insta or an email? Hope you are okay my friend. Keep me updated!! 🙏
@@Slayer-7373joeybenavides@
@@jbenz1990that’s super strange? You have the email slayersober7@gmail.com
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@@jbenz1990 sent you an email brotha
@@jbenz1990 it’s not going through for me either wtf? Said Address couldn’t be found
Deleted my comment. I came to delete it and it’s gone. I was trying to help slayer but he’s deleted my comment. I wasn’t even bad.
Hey brother that was UA-cam that deleted your comment not me. I’m just now seeing and replying to comments. UA-cam is really strict with what you type, I’ve had my comments deleted multiple times on my own videos. Others have told me their comments were deleted as well.
Much love Stan, sorry for the misunderstanding brother. God bless
@@FoodieBeautyStan you tube is awful for glitches and bugs. In fact I think it’s done on purpose to cause division between commentators and up-loaders. Also to delete comments that are considered politically incorrect under the false guise of “hateful conduct”.
Man Man Man…
I’ll admit I say man too much. 🤷♂️
Dude you’re hilarious. A real degenerate 😂😂 is there a statute of limitations for drunk driving? I’d be careful what you say online brother
I never drove drunk in this story!! Lol what the heck?
My brother drove in this story
I know but I’ve heard you talk about it in other stories. Just something to think about. I’m not judging, I’ve had 3 duis, it’s a miracle that I still have a drivers license. I’ve been sober for over 4 years , alcohol was never my thing I preferred opiates but I still made plenty of terrible decisions off the booze too