I wish i could be a 5 year old again. I hate it, I hate it a lot. Why can't it just end? It's scary to be growning old. I want to meet my grandmother again dearly.
Hi! I just wanted to let you know that Jesus loves you…like a LOT! And he will help you get through this! Just call on his name and he will help you! If you need to talk to someone feel free to talk to me, or if you have any questions. I hope you have a blessed day and I love you so much!😊💜
@@isabeanieboos5342 thanks for this reply! But I'm a muslim-- I hope you have a blessed day too! Sending love! I'm much better (I think-) I sometimes want to die but it's scary even as a thought -
The timing of this video is so perfect because that is exactly how I feel right now. I feel like such a failure at the moment but I am also on my own spiritual journey to heal and find my destiny. It is nice to see someone also feeling lost as I do. Hope we make it out together 😅❤.
I was on my way to get better but then there were longer down phases and now I am here lower than I could have even imagined beforehand. Never took phsychological health serious and now I have a real big problem with insomnia. Man these loud thoughts at night are nasty, the mind is busy all night all day... today evening I kind of feel better, thats one of the few moments expressing my feelings, when I panic it's impossbile to explain it to someone and makes me even more frustrated. Hopefully there will be a time that we can manage our problems and find our place in this world that gives us the energy to continue
As a child, I was brought up in an abusive, narcissism type environment, both at home and in school. I was told "This is normal." I had a job in a fast paced, highly competitive workplace, and was told "This is just the way life is. Get use to it." I had more debt than I could manage. I was told "Deficit spending is the norm." In other words, I was taught "Let's all be miserable together, and pretend to be joyful. That is normal." I knew there was something missing in my life. I knew there had to be more, and I was determined to pursue it.
This brought me to tears, honestly. I’ve been tired for a long time and I just want to keep moving towards what I want, and I’m hoping God puts the path in front of me but I don’t know yet. That’s scary, but it’s ok
This video helped me realize that when I think of the life I want to live, I'm looking at the life I want to work towards to have in the future, when really I should be thinking about the life I want to live now.
I can relate to you .I have been rotting in my bed for last 7 months but now i want to chance it. Not getting myself into my dream university then the anxiety of failing in life crying over the past mistakes .I know how it feels my friend .Though it's scary we will find a way out to make life worthy to live. Maybe the most effective thing for this is to create a healthy relation with your creator .Spiritual satisfaction is the main win of life. Connect yourself with nature . Lastly best wishes for you to get back on your happy era soon❤❤❤
My days are going really strange, facing the same things every day. Today, I came across this video randomly, and I don't know how to express it, but I feel better. So thankyou so much ❤
This was so beautiful and motivating ❤️ and it‘s true. You‘re the only person who can change your life. If you don‘t like it, do something about it. But at the end of the day we also need to learn acceptance - without it, we‘ll never feel enough.
I can relate. Thankfully I am getting out of it now, unlearning those old conditioning and patterns. And it's getting pretty good, and growing 💗, I can totally agree with you and understand your words -"I was there" 💟 that's how I say it from my soul. The survival mode 😢 the trauma which gets us into that, but it's totally surmountable and happy we're getting awareness of this stuff
I relate so well to this and it's somehow so comforting and freeing to see someone else experience this and go through it. Thank you so much for sharing this in such a beautiful way. Bless you 🤍🤍🤍
Understanding what you want provides clarity and direction in life. It helps you set goals and make decisions that align with your values and aspirations.
This is deff what me and my sis feel like and we both have been into fantasy stuff like dnd and whenever we play or make a character i just wish i could be them so i can have an adventure instaed of going to school and doing homework
This video expresses my whole life, my feelings. As if you’re there and you read my soul, something that I’ve said to my parents and m people so many times but they just don’t even understand me. You understand. I know what I want, but the world won’t stop or change if I change paths, and the thing is that living the way that I WANT IN MY OWN LIFE will make people complain about it. “You used to be different” “you don’t know where you’re going” “This will get you nowhere” But I know what I want. And I want it so bad. Now yk what guys, even if you’re exhausted I feel like it’s ok. It’s fine. It’s not that bad, there’s little bits of happiness hidden in each day. And one day, I’m sure, SURE that I’ll get what I’ve always wanted. I have God by my side, and happiness. One day, I’ll get where I want to get, and until then, I can live this life
Eu estou assistindo isso anos depois de um periodo de depressão, sindrome do panico e psicose. Eu estava desesperada, não sabia o que aconteceria com a minha vida e achei que tudo tinha acabado. Coloquei em minha mente que não importava o preço que teria de pagar, seguiria em frente até me curar e voltar a ser quem era. Aqui estou eu, completamente curada
I’m exhausted with my life. but every time I try to change my situation, things get worse. I haven’t taken a week off from the world. I’ve taken over a year. what was supposed to be a few weeks to figure my health out has turned into the inability to leave my bed most days. I haven’t even left my house in over a month. I’m out of money. but the only remote jobs hiring are scams or mlms. my degree is for in person jobs. my friends don’t talk to me. neither does my family, not really. and not because I don’t reach out, I do. all the time. are there still things to be happy for in life? sure. but life feels impossible and like it will always remain that way. im a shell of a person waiting to matter again
Just wanted to say that this was the most needed thing i needed rn.. So thnkew sm. Bless ur heart. This was so so so relatable. Thankyou thank you so MUCH
Very accurate description. I've been sad because I feel like a failure, I just realised that. And I've been angry at my life and ppl who caused my desperation. 😢
I love your cinematography and diction.Ive finally just and enough and decided to pressure film and make videos and art like this .I'm tire d of caring for anything nd everything.im just doing what i want now😊
This is captured so beautifully. I liked the way you expressed your deep inner thoughts, i guess that's what most of us are feeling. Lost, confused and like the world is not a better place, but as you said we need to get back to what we loved since we were kids. That's what truly nouroshes our souls. Keep creating and wishiyou the very best with your channel
Oh God, my relief when you said “It’s scary, but it’s ok.” I almost cried. After a minute, I did cry. Everyone eventually faces the grind. We have so many moments of bliss in childhood because our parents faced it stoically. We can do the same for our people. The poetry, the lingering shots, the typing noises, the old timey video. The personal speaking to the camera. And the voice rhythms. It was all so perfect. It would have been devastating if you’d made it to say you were signing off. Thanks for encouraging people. 💜🌟🏵️ I wish everyone knew they were designed for an awesome purpose by a Creator who wanted family and it’s so worth finding out your design.
Whatever you do keep going, your short film was really good. I’m 60 and there are times when I’m not coping very well. But I have learnt to keep going especially when it’s hard. I have worked in lots of jobs that all involve helping people In need, and still that keeps me fulfilled, making a difference even if it’s tiny. So keep going, you’re making a difference.
I think we should never stop to take good decisions no matter what and spend time with the people we love and on our passions. The most important is each of your tiny decisions will matter in the long run, in a bad or in a good way, it depends if they're wise and long term or instant gratification. If you make good decisions you'll be free of life prison of pain if you don't you'll suffer forever and many things won't be the same anymore.In sum enjoy life and be grateful until life won't make you sad and suffer.
This is so me that I feel like it was sent by God, please never stop, hope you are proud of yourself because there is a lot love and beauty and meaning in the things that you do. Damn I can't express how watching this made me feel. I no longer feel alone, I feel seen and validated. So Thank You
This it the type of video I'm looking for. Not many influencers have this moment in their videos. Not many is here where I am. They say what you need to do, but they don't show how it's done. Even tho you only hand glimpses, it was more than I needed
This is same thing what I've been feeling. I have so many things to do, so many dreams to fullfill but i don't know from where to start, how to start. I feel like everyone is going ahead and I'm here, I'm left behind. I feel like my life has just stoped moving. It really scare me, alot😢😢
Been there, and have been firing on all cylinders to try and push through. Everything's kinda giving out on me and I've cashed my luck in a few too many times... But here's to hoping that end I haven't seen finally comes. One way, or another.
I wish i could be a 5 year old again.
I hate it, I hate it a lot.
Why can't it just end?
It's scary to be growning old. I want to meet my grandmother again dearly.
Same,I wish i could be careless again,I *HATE* adult life,now I see what I truly want
Same but we have to suffer no turning back 😔 💔
Hi! I just wanted to let you know that Jesus loves you…like a LOT! And he will help you get through this! Just call on his name and he will help you! If you need to talk to someone feel free to talk to me, or if you have any questions. I hope you have a blessed day and I love you so much!😊💜
@@isabeanieboos5342 thanks for this reply! But I'm a muslim-- I hope you have a blessed day too! Sending love! I'm much better (I think-) I sometimes want to die but it's scary even as a thought -
@@rlaquas you’re welcome and I’m glad that you are doing better!
I dont even know what I want
same
You want total self acceptance
Then take time to think of what you want ❤
I feel you on this. Never have known
No like for real how to one find out about what they want
The timing of this video is so perfect because that is exactly how I feel right now. I feel like such a failure at the moment but I am also on my own spiritual journey to heal and find my destiny. It is nice to see someone also feeling lost as I do. Hope we make it out together 😅❤.
Thank you for this🥰! I hope to inspire and help you more. Wishing u the best!!
Same, I was also in the contemplative mood and this video just made 2 tears drop off my eyes
I was on my way to get better but then there were longer down phases and now I am here lower than I could have even imagined beforehand. Never took phsychological health serious and now I have a real big problem with insomnia. Man these loud thoughts at night are nasty, the mind is busy all night all day... today evening I kind of feel better, thats one of the few moments expressing my feelings, when I panic it's impossbile to explain it to someone and makes me even more frustrated.
Hopefully there will be a time that we can manage our problems and find our place in this world that gives us the energy to continue
@@denj4s i came across this line that says, “two steps forward, one step back is still a step forward.” i think you deserve to see it too🫂🤍
I don't want to live my life, but I will try to change it
i believe that the change u’ll do will make a big difference. good luck!
❤
This is art. This is cinema.
"It's scary....but it's okay "- and I needed this line... thankyou ❤❤
my pleasure☺️
Ikr
As a child, I was brought up in an abusive, narcissism type environment, both at home and in school. I was told "This is normal." I had a job in a fast paced, highly competitive workplace, and was told "This is just the way life is. Get use to it." I had more debt than I could manage. I was told "Deficit spending is the norm." In other words, I was taught "Let's all be miserable together, and pretend to be joyful. That is normal." I knew there was something missing in my life. I knew there had to be more, and I was determined to pursue it.
let’s make our reality something we’d be proud of (or at least our inner child would be happy to have)🫂🤍
Yes!!!! Let's do it!!!
This brought me to tears, honestly. I’ve been tired for a long time and I just want to keep moving towards what I want, and I’m hoping God puts the path in front of me but I don’t know yet. That’s scary, but it’s ok
you won’t just see the path, but also the MAP that He has made for you. so keep going and trying and falling and rising again. you got this!🥰
"i know bc i've felt it before" this is smth i say so often to myself :)
How does UA-cam know what I am going through emotionally?? This was very much needed.
Subscribing to You Tube was one of the best things I ever did. Videos like this helped me tremendously.
This video helped me realize that when I think of the life I want to live, I'm looking at the life I want to work towards to have in the future, when really I should be thinking about the life I want to live now.
yess!!! love how you put it into words
omg the cinematography here is amazing
I appreciate this a lot! I’m gonna continue making more to inspire more people too!🥰
this video really spoke to me. thank you for making this video.
your message is powerful
don't stop making videos!!
thank you!!
I can relate to you .I have been rotting in my bed for last 7 months but now i want to chance it. Not getting myself into my dream university then the anxiety of failing in life crying over the past mistakes .I know how it feels my friend .Though it's scary we will find a way out to make life worthy to live. Maybe the most effective thing for this is to create a healthy relation with your creator .Spiritual satisfaction is the main win of life. Connect yourself with nature . Lastly best wishes for you to get back on your happy era soon❤❤❤
This is very true. Thank you!
* i want to stop and i can except the world won't it will keep going* 0:28 that's so true girl
"the more i have to chase" ☹️☹️☹️
My days are going really strange, facing the same things every day. Today, I came across this video randomly, and I don't know how to express it, but I feel better.
So thankyou so much ❤
I’m so glad it helped you🥰
This was so beautiful and motivating ❤️ and it‘s true. You‘re the only person who can change your life. If you don‘t like it, do something about it. But at the end of the day we also need to learn acceptance - without it, we‘ll never feel enough.
What you said is just as beautiful. Thank you for this🥰
I can relate. Thankfully I am getting out of it now, unlearning those old conditioning and patterns. And it's getting pretty good, and growing 💗, I can totally agree with you and understand your words -"I was there" 💟 that's how I say it from my soul.
The survival mode 😢 the trauma which gets us into that, but it's totally surmountable and happy we're getting awareness of this stuff
I don't even know what I want anymore
I relate so well to this and it's somehow so comforting and freeing to see someone else experience this and go through it. Thank you so much for sharing this in such a beautiful way. Bless you 🤍🤍🤍
ur not alone 🫶 thank you for this!
Your voice is just like a therapy!!
🙂↔️❤
With this voice you can have asmr youtube channel
Understanding what you want provides clarity and direction in life. It helps you set goals and make decisions that align with your values and aspirations.
This is beautiful ❤
This is deff what me and my sis feel like and we both have been into fantasy stuff like dnd and whenever we play or make a character i just wish i could be them so i can have an adventure instaed of going to school and doing homework
IKRR🤧
it will get better🫂
MEEE BROOOO I hate modern life I wish it wasn't real 😭😭
The way you express is just wow, felt this to core.
i jus feel so done with life
This is what I'm feeling right now. Thank you for your deep message, it makes me motivated ✨
I’m crying
I love this video so much. The message, the cinematography, the timing… everything.
beautiful, love it!!!! if you sometimes still sometimes feel worthless,then know that making a film like this is a big big accomplishment
I’ll keep this in mind. Thank you!!
Oh my god, this is so important to me, I feel like that. Thanks so much girl 👑
I know the things that I don't want, but I don't know the things that I want
I feel strong after watching the video. Thank you 🤍
What a beautiful video🥹 Thank you ❤️
Just how meaningful the video was... Keep going girl ....ur cinematography has my heart
Wow, thank you!!
2:14-2:30
Woah…
Timely…
Amen 🙏🏼
Beautiful poem.
May God bless you heart for this beautiful, sincere message. 💛😌✨
This video expresses my whole life, my feelings. As if you’re there and you read my soul, something that I’ve said to my parents and m people so many times but they just don’t even understand me. You understand. I know what I want, but the world won’t stop or change if I change paths, and the thing is that living the way that I WANT IN MY OWN LIFE will make people complain about it.
“You used to be different”
“you don’t know where you’re going”
“This will get you nowhere”
But I know what I want. And I want it so bad.
Now yk what guys, even if you’re exhausted I feel like it’s ok. It’s fine. It’s not that bad, there’s little bits of happiness hidden in each day. And one day, I’m sure, SURE that I’ll get what I’ve always wanted.
I have God by my side, and happiness.
One day, I’ll get where I want to get, and until then, I can live this life
cheers to surviving and striving to start living with love❤️
2:39 This gave me hope💌
Eu estou assistindo isso anos depois de um periodo de depressão, sindrome do panico e psicose. Eu estava desesperada, não sabia o que aconteceria com a minha vida e achei que tudo tinha acabado. Coloquei em minha mente que não importava o preço que teria de pagar, seguiria em frente até me curar e voltar a ser quem era. Aqui estou eu, completamente curada
we are few in number, yet mighty at heart. Continue to share your story, the unseen journey time has come to shine and be heard!
Thank you!! I can’t wait to share more to the world🥰
thank you so much for making this, it really helped me a lot❤❤
@@deka1976 i’m so glad it did🥰
This is sooo relatable. I mean it feels like you are narrating my story. Lots of love Denise.❤
glad you liked it!! thank you
I’m exhausted with my life. but every time I try to change my situation, things get worse. I haven’t taken a week off from the world. I’ve taken over a year. what was supposed to be a few weeks to figure my health out has turned into the inability to leave my bed most days. I haven’t even left my house in over a month. I’m out of money. but the only remote jobs hiring are scams or mlms. my degree is for in person jobs. my friends don’t talk to me. neither does my family, not really. and not because I don’t reach out, I do. all the time.
are there still things to be happy for in life? sure. but life feels impossible and like it will always remain that way. im a shell of a person waiting to matter again
this is beautiful. thank you 🤍
Just wanted to say that this was the most needed thing i needed rn.. So thnkew sm. Bless ur heart. This was so so so relatable. Thankyou thank you so MUCH
You are so welcome🫶
Very accurate description.
I've been sad because I feel like a failure, I just realised that.
And I've been angry at my life and ppl who caused my desperation. 😢
this is so beautiful
amazing video--you should be proud, incredibly relatable, and i wish the best for any who can feel these things
I am on survival mode everyday this just describes me 😢
surviving is still something and salute to that!! take care of yourself. i wish you the best🫶
Aww thank youuu❤❤
That's the point thanks for making me feel good❤️
So poetic, I'll love to see your story
This piece of art made me cry😭😭
I feel exactly the same what you made is exactly my life.
Okay this is so majestic yet true🤌
0:01 my fav UA-camr is born
🙂↔️❤️
I’m so thankful you exist and made this video. It’s nice to know everyone here has felt this way too.
🫂🥰
this is SO relatable and the production is everything wow
Thank youu!!!❤️
Beautiful message, thanks.❤
Thank you
I love your cinematography and diction.Ive finally just and enough and decided to pressure film and make videos and art like this .I'm tire d of caring for anything nd everything.im just doing what i want now😊
i’m so proud you’ve taken ur first step. good luck!!🫶
This is captured so beautifully. I liked the way you expressed your deep inner thoughts, i guess that's what most of us are feeling. Lost, confused and like the world is not a better place, but as you said we need to get back to what we loved since we were kids. That's what truly nouroshes our souls. Keep creating and wishiyou the very best with your channel
thank you for ur kind words🥰
Oh God, my relief when you said “It’s scary, but it’s ok.” I almost cried.
After a minute, I did cry.
Everyone eventually faces the grind. We have so many moments of bliss in childhood because our parents faced it stoically. We can do the same for our people.
The poetry, the lingering shots, the typing noises, the old timey video.
The personal speaking to the camera.
And the voice rhythms.
It was all so perfect.
It would have been devastating if you’d made it to say you were signing off.
Thanks for encouraging people. 💜🌟🏵️
I wish everyone knew they were designed for an awesome purpose by a Creator who wanted family and it’s so worth finding out your design.
thank you for your kind words not just for me but to everyone who will read this. big hug for uuu🫂
This is vdo is soo soo amazing! I just loved it! It was so much relatable and inspiring too!✨
Thank you.
I hope you'll feel better 🧡
Thank you, you helped me feel what i needed to feel and gave me hope ❤
I'm so glad to help🥰
relate, ur voice is so therapuetic
Whatever you do keep going, your short film was really good. I’m 60 and there are times when I’m not coping very well. But I have learnt to keep going especially when it’s hard. I have worked in lots of jobs that all involve helping people In need, and still that keeps me fulfilled, making a difference even if it’s tiny. So keep going, you’re making a difference.
Your words melt my heart. Thank you for sharing this❤️
❤ you changed my life
I think we should never stop to take good decisions no matter what and spend time with the people we love and on our passions. The most important is each of your tiny decisions will matter in the long run, in a bad or in a good way, it depends if they're wise and long term or instant gratification. If you make good decisions you'll be free of life prison of pain if you don't you'll suffer forever and many things won't be the same anymore.In sum enjoy life and be grateful until life won't make you sad and suffer.
i agree w/ you 🫶 very well said
I love the smile of it's scary but it's ok ❤❤
loved this video sm, thank you!
Thanks for sharing❤
And thanks for recognising❤️
this was beautiful!
“I am in survival mode every day” it’s exhausting
(Also at 1:10 if that’s a pen from Muji, I have the same one 😊)
watched this in one of my classes. i feel so stuck right now in junior year of high school. thank you for this! ❤❤❤ much love
glad this helped! you've got this!!❤️
Everything about this is 10/10!!! You did so amazing wowww 🥰
Thank you so much!!✨
So Inspiring
To have patience with oneself is to have self-love 🌹
Stop reacting to a reality you don’t want to keep attracting 🍀
that's really cool, thanks :)
This video founds you when you really need it ❤
This is so me that I feel like it was sent by God, please never stop, hope you are proud of yourself because there is a lot love and beauty and meaning in the things that you do. Damn I can't express how watching this made me feel. I no longer feel alone, I feel seen and validated. So Thank You
@@itoldsunsetaboutme8117 a big virtual hug for you because you are so strong and loved🫂❤️
This is what i felt today
my God this made me cry.
This it the type of video I'm looking for. Not many influencers have this moment in their videos. Not many is here where I am. They say what you need to do, but they don't show how it's done. Even tho you only hand glimpses, it was more than I needed
let’s all head towards success and happiness in whatever we do ✨ rooting for u!
This is same thing what I've been feeling. I have so many things to do, so many dreams to fullfill but i don't know from where to start, how to start. I feel like everyone is going ahead and I'm here, I'm left behind. I feel like my life has just stoped moving. It really scare me, alot😢😢
@@Misti10-f5r live life doing scary things THEN enjoy or learn from it’s outcome. you got this!!!
@denisemiras. Thank you so much....I really needed this. And I love your videos. This is the first video of your I saw and it really won my 💓
more. dont stop!
i definitely won’t!! glad you liked it☺️
omg your video is so beautiful just like u
That’s so sweet. Thank uu❤️
Thank u❤️🩹
Beautiful and warm❤
thank you
♥️content
Been there, and have been firing on all cylinders to try and push through. Everything's kinda giving out on me and I've cashed my luck in a few too many times... But here's to hoping that end I haven't seen finally comes.
One way, or another.
Ouhh i am still waiting u on Spotify❤❤
❤
Feeling better rn
❤ this is awesome !
I love your voice
I accidentally clicked on this. Best mistake made today ❤
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