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- Опубліковано 22 вер 2020
- Hello everyone!! I'm Jen and these are my thoughts and opinions through my lived life experiences. I'm a woman in long term recovery who is now a CARC (Certified Addiction Recovery Coach) and CRPA (Certified Recovery Peer Advocate) as well as a Rape Crisis Counselor. I use my lived experience to help others find their pathways to recovery. I am a huge supporter of Harm Reduction and am also a trainer of Narcan. If you'd like to be Narcan trained feel free to reach out and we can make it happen. All trainings are FREE!
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When you're in your 30's and 40's, it is RARE to find friends like you and Jess, who care so very much about the people in your lives. I completely admire that. Other people around our age would have just left him on his own and moved on with their lives.
We are very fortunate to have each other!! 🖤🖤🖤
Jen thank you so much for making this video and raising awareness. I'm 2 months sober and wouldn't be able to do it if it weren't for the ex convicts and addicts making UA-cam content to remind me that I am NOT alone in this.
CONGRATULATIONS on your 2 months of sobriety Sweetie.
One day at a time!
Two months is HUGE! Congratulations...and keep it up. You got this, one day at a time. Sometimes it’s one minute at a time ♥️
Congratulations!!!!!!
That's why I am here too.
Meth psychosis is such a real & scary thing...for the person going through it and/or the people around the person experiencing it. You'd think after going through an episode it would make you quit using it. It made me quit for years and I questioned my sanity for the longest time. It literally took me over 2 years to realize it was the meth and what I thought was happening, really didnt. Certain things triggered me & before I knew it, I thought I was being set up to be killed and chased with a gun. It's not like acid trip hallucinations....everything you "see" during psychosis is no different than reality whenever a person is standing in front of you.. which is terrifying. It just shows how strong the power of addiction is whenever I picked it back up, started shooting it rather than snort & smoking... and it turned my life upside down even more than it did before during the time I experienced meth psychosis. I'm really glad I found your channel♡ it's such a good thing to see other people in recovery who are doing better. Thanks for sharing & I hope you guys have a lovely day😘
It absolutely feels real. It is a taste of hell. Jesus saves.
Your honesty and genuine care is valuable to all of us💯
You rock girl! Cant wait to hear another great story and more insight from your brilliant mind! Love you so much and respect you even more!
I'm so sorry your friend is going through this, and by proxy you and the people close to this person. I am rooting for them, and I hope they can get better.
my heart is breaking for Randy... sending him lots of love and well wishes from Ireland 🍀🍀🍀 please get well soon and come be guests on jen and jess channells xxx
@Lacey Lawless hi lacey... yes their talking about Randy... so sad... i hope he is making progress
I too have struggled with addiction, but thankfully quit over ten years ago. The 5 friends I used to hang out with every night after the bar are all gone, all passed in their 20's and 30's. I'm very lucky I made it out. Addiction is the devil, I will pray for your friend.
No one ever speaks about what the parents go through watching a child continually do this to themselves. I’ve seen many parents have mental breakdowns and feel hopeless and helpless.... parents need empathy and support... blessings to all the parents that are suffering for years on end 🙏
Congratulations on getting monetized!!!! Missed your live but you and Jess are such a good friends to him and are trying your best to help 💜
Despite all the damage this stuff has caused me I still get cravings, watching these videos helps me to not engage ever again. Thanks for that 🙏🙏🧡
Girl you can have 20 ads and I would still watch lmao. You’re awesome 👏
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I just found you through Jessica Kent and I've been binge watching your videos this morning! You're so freaking amazing!!! ♥️
I also found Jen through Jessica.. did you find Christina too? She's also amazing. I love all 3 of them!!😁💕
@@jennSalvate Yeah! I found Christina first then Jessica and Jen!!! 💕
@@leahmcclain4442 , oh how awesome!
I just LOVE Christina! She is so beautiful and has such a beautiful soul and personality 💗🥰😁
All 3 of these ladies are AMAZING WOMEN!
@@jennSalvate I completely agree! I started watching their channels shortly after my step cousin got arrested and sent to prison for 6 years for distribution of multiple kinds of illegal substances (I can't remember what ones exactly.. it was a little while ago) and having a gun in the home. I was curious about prison stuff because of that and I started watching their channels to see what she might be going through. I haven't sent her a letter yet because I don't know what to say and Jess, Christina and now Jen are helping me through what I should say and what I shouldn't mention. Eventually I'll send her a letter. ♥️
@@leahmcclain4442 , exactly... and now you know what she is dealing with inside prison and all... and you'll have things to talk about with her..so sorry to hear about your cousin, but seeing these women, they came out stronger women and hopefully your cousin will too. 💕
Losing my baby brother to an over dose and with another in active addiction, I am so sorry your going through this. Your friend is so very blessed to have you, your husband and Jess in his corner. Please ensure you see keeping yourself healthy as well during this process. Sending love to you all💜
Thank you for what you do. Don’t think I’ll ever be able to thank you enough. I’m 39 days sober today. My husband went through meth psychosis for 9 months. It was excruciating. I had to have him IVC’d twice. Now he’s sober and has been for 60 days
I have a friend right now going through this. He’s going online and claiming people right and left of putting bugs in his body and sensors and have killed him, r@ped him and kidnapped his family. No matter what. His parents finally got to him and he’s now in the 72 hold to be monitoring. I hope and pray he gets help!!!
So sorry to watch you guys go through this - almost a year ago today I found Jess’s channel when I was going through something similar. Sending as much support as possible!
I'm so glad your friend has people with good heads on their shoulders like you and Jess. I'm sorry you have to watch him suffer AND I'm sure he's so grateful for your support.
Girl I have a friend that about a year ago went through EVERY single part of this. He thought the feds were watching, yelled at me not to "say anything, they're listening RIGHT NOW.", & saw cameras on trees that weren't there. It was so scary to watch. Like you said, seeing it from both sides, it's truly hard to watch. I'm feelin for you & am praying for your friend & his loved ones. I pray he comes out of this dark confusing place & gets through the other side. My heart is with him & with all of you.
Yaaaay you’re monetized! I just started my own UA-cam channel focused on my 6 years in the military. Obviously nothing related to substances, but you and Jessica Kent really inspired me to tell my own stories because you never know who can relate to them or take something from it. Thank you! I hope you continue to be successful
Thank you for being so honest about what's going on and for being so honest and raw with us! My heart goes out to your friend and best wishes for his recovery. Addiction is not something I've ever experienced or been close to (that I know of!). Through watching you and Jess, I've definitely built up much more empathy and understanding for everyone - but especially for people who have substance use disorder and people stuck in the prison system. So much love coming your and your friends' way!
U ,jessica, and Christina’s videos always help me get through the day, you guys are some of the realest people on UA-cam and much love to u guys 💜💜
Yay!! So happy to see you have ads now!! You go girl, love hearing your story and how you help people now 🖤🖤🖤
I’m so sorry you and your husband are going through this. Watching a loved one battle addiction was one of the hardest and most heartbreaking things I ever experienced. Your friend is very lucky to have your support and I hope they are able to overcome this. Sending lots of love and positive energy your way.
I have so much respect for what you do. Where I live we have a pretty big heroin problem. You’re a very giving person to help out strangers, as well as your friend whose going through such a tough time. I truly hope that he can find peace and sobriety through whatever means work for him. My thoughts are with you and Jess and Jared as you support him as best you can. You’re a beacon of hope, and you rock that! I truly hope for the best for your endeavours. 💜💜
It’s a crazy journey. Watching friends go through the pain of addiction sucks. Stay strong. Thanks for the content!
I’m so very sorry to hear what you’re going through. Keep you’re head up and stay strong! I will keep you, Jessica, your family, and most importantly your friend in my thoughts and prayers.
This made me so sad and happy at the same time. Very sad for what your friend is going through but happy he has amazing support and friends to help him through recovery. Prayers for your friend xo
I have a similar story to you (an opiate user who got clean but became addicted to meth afterwards) and I have been through meth psychosis, and it's terffying. I thought my boyfriend had people over, I thought the cops were after me, etc. I am so glad I am not going through that anymore because it is so difficult. I hope your friend can pull through this bc no one deserves to be going through that shit. You are being an amazing friend!!
Girl I cant even tell you how much I admire you! You have got to be one of the strongest people I have ever seen. Keep it up, you channel is amazing ❤️
I love your videos! I’m a nurse who works with addicts sometimes and your videos have helped me better understand addiction.
This sucks so bad...I’m so sorry you, your husband and Jess are going thru this.
Can he be put under some kind of sedation so that his body and mind can heal?
You are such a great friend.
I am so happy I found you!! I'm binge watching all your videos ❤
my heart breaks for all of you, especially him. i hope he gets through this and he has the strength to heal and get help. sending you all lots of love
Hey Jen, I found you through Jess. I've watched a few videos the last few weeks and just subscribed. I am excited to hear more from you. You feel like an older sister and it is nice to hear your perspective on these difficult situations. Keep on keeping on. ♡
You are such a strong beautiful person. Thank you for being so vulnerable. You got this. 💛
Thank you for sharing. Currently in the struggle and wanting out. But I really appreciate you sharing what's going on woth you and your loved ones. I hope and pray things get better for you all. New subscriber here for sure! Stay safe and stay positive
Grateful for your channel I enjoy your Channel. I am grateful for Jessica Kent's Channel enjoy her Channel. It was through Jessica Kent Channel that I found your Channel. I am so so so so grateful for the both of you! And you Jen you give so much back to the community recovery packages and everything else that you do for your people much love to you and Jessica Kent to Reese and Jared. You are all good people pic. Thank you for all the work that you put in to help other people!!!
Jen maybe tell more stories in detail about some things you've been through. I'm fully here to support 💖💖
I just want to let you know you’re doing AMAZING work, caring for others when they can’t for themselves is what we’re all as humans supposed to do but few do it. ❤️❤️
I can't even imagine what he's going through! It just sounds awful! I really hope God blesses him with the strength to heal and stop before it's to late. You guys are great for being there for him. What a terrible situation. Stay strong and safe ❤️ God bless 😷❤️🙏❤️❤️🌟💯
You're not failing him hun. Just try to be there for him through whatever happens sweetheart. You can get through this. 💕 I'm sending much love and good vibes your way. 💕
You are amazing! I’m so sorry you and Jess have to see your friend go through this and be in a state that isn’t “them”. Hang in there ❤️
Seriously loving your content girl, look forward to your videos, you’re seriously amazing & I am so sorry to hear your friend is going through it, I have been on both sides as well, just with smack instead of meth 💕
Big hugs Jen xx you’re doing all you can xx
This breaks my heat. But just know that you are doing everything that you can and you’re being the best friend that you can be! People aren’t going to change unless they want it for themselves. Sending love to all of you ❤️
I really hope your friend will be ok. You’re an amazing person for being there.
I've been praying for your friend since day 1. I pray he pulls through. I am so heartbroken for you and Tess right now.
So sad, I'm very sorry to hear about your friend. I pray that he stays his 72 hours and gets the help he needs. I figured that's why Jen was there too. I hope he pulls through. This makes me so sad for you guys 😭😭
Stay strong Jen x
Good luck guys. I really hope he makes it to treatment.
Please just keep your faith 🙏 I wish I had you as a friend when I was active in my addiction ❤️
Currently struggling I feel like I’m never going to beat this
I’m praying for him🙏🏼❤️ this is so heartbreaking😔💔 I hope to god he will be able to make it through this, and change his life around because he deserves an amazing life❤️ you guys are so strong and I’m so happy he has an amazing support system❤️ sometimes when you can’t be strong for yourself, you need people to be strong for you🙏🏼
I’ve been on both sides of the fence as well. I do have to stay that moment when it dawns on you that it could of been you is the realist, most raw feelings of emotions ever. I remember breaking down in tears when I realized. I cried for them, & I cried for myself knowing I saved myself.
Have a better day Jen. I hope things turn around for the better for your friend. Are there no detox programs he could get into easily there? Good luck guys, I know it’s hard as hell. He’s lucky to have friends like you.
someone I kno who will when there high on meth will pick the floor there face anything and will swear some kinda bug is coming outa there skin to the point they've developed like a bad infection...its horrible and it is real...like i always say thank you Jenn for helping putting a light on these things and that not everyone thats gotten high in their life is some scumbag 💋🖤
This hits home. I am 24, I was addicted to heroin for years and by the grace of God I was able to get clean. My brother and sister are in their 30s and are hooked on meth. I dont know how to help. I tried everything. I have to take a step back for my mental but I also feel selfish. It's a battle, all around, every side, every where you turn, there's a battle. I just want to shake them and force them, but I cant.
My prayers go out to Urs an Jess's friend in hopes that he's ABLE to be strong an hold on ENUFF NOW to turn that corner, I'm SOO GLAD that he has not jus 1 HELLA FRIEND but TWO there with him 💖💖💯👑👑 U ladies are out here saving LIVES the BEST Y'ALL CAN!! An I have SOOO MUCH RESPECT for U guy's!! I HOPE above all hope's that U ladies are able to help him an get his life going started to a sober/clean life. My prayers an heart is with U 2 💖💯
Unfortunately when we're in addiction an going about our daily lives as we knew it then, MANY of us have had scary episode's that SHLD have been SCARY ENUFF to make us STOP, but WE BOTH KNOW that it only resulted in a major scare, HIGHER anxiety and a even BIGGER excuse to use again cuz U tell ur self Ur not able to cope an THAT will HELP!! An we even some time's make LIGHT of the episode an FORGET about it until it unfortunately happens AGAIN... Cuz it ISN'T a QUESTION of IIFF it'll happen AGAIN BUT WHEN it WILL!! Thanks for sharing Ur life with all of US Jen!! U ARE DEFINITELY HELPING out here!! An for ANY HATERZ in the crowd, jus knw for every 1 HATER u'll have reached WAAAY MORE LIVES then THAT at ANY point in time!! Looking forward to what U do in the future girl friend!! Much Love an SOOO MUCH RESPECT frm Florida!! 💖💖🌴🌴💖💖
Good Morning!!! I'm sooo sorry you're going thru this!! I've never done meth, I've always done pills (oxys/Dilaudid), However, that psychosis is STRAIGHT UP FOR REAL!!!! MY HEART IS WITH YOU GUYS!!!! I love you & Jess soooo much!!!! Tell her I said "hi"!! Hug each other, it's from me!!💜💜
Love your videos
💖 You are amazing!
I experienced meth psychosis after being awake for 6 days. I actually blacked out during my psychosis and don’t remember the better part of the last 48 of my bender. The things I said and did were pretty outrageous. Very scary. I’ve also seen my friend experience meth psychosis. I feel terrible when I think of what I put my loved ones through, especially when I see how upset you are. Stay strong and know that the Creator has a plan for all of us. Prayers for your friend!!
I had the cops called on me. Almost took me to the hospital
I can't imagine what it's like for him or for you. sending all love and healing your guys' way. do you have a patreon or is there another way we can tip you? I want to compensate you for all your work & content if I can! thank you for everything!!
I do!!! I just set it up!! Link is in my bio. Thank you xoxoxo
Sending you so many hugs
Love your stories Jen .
Lmao that is so funny. I thought that was a bale of hay too!!😂🤣😂😅
I was wondering why you'd have that sitting on your couch....😂😳😳
Let me add. Love your strength and that you're clean now too. Stay strong!💕😊
I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. Im watching a good friend go through a similar situation and she has been on drugs and living in a run down rv on the side of the road with her 2 year old son. I thought she was doing good because I hadn't seen her in awhile and she put on a good persona on Facebook. I was so worried when I saw her I knew it was a matter of time that something would happen. With the grace of God the very next day she was arrested. Hopefully she's able to straighten herself out for herself and her son. She is so skinny she looks like an old lady
I’ve been in the same shoes as you...everything you said is like identical to my friend...it’s sooo hard...my thoughts and prayers are with you guys and my thoughts and prayers are with your friend
The way you describe your friend is how i feel about my sister and it’s so sad...... :(
Praying for him and you guys! Lord wake him up and save his life! Pull him out of his pain and this addiction and give him a new life! You can save, Jesus!
Hi Jen! I am currently working on a video for my channel that will be heavily related to mental health and drug abuse. I am a huge fan of you and Jess and was wondering if either of you have any suggestions for programs I can mention to help people struggling. ❣
What do you think about the newer studies that suggest psilocybin for treatment resistant depression?
I'm just now watching this video. Any update on your friend? I truly hope he is ok and doing better.
Just lost my uncle to this a month ago. It’s sad when great people get involved in horrible situations 😭
I bought an 8 ball of yayo like 10-12 years ago that was cut with Bath Salts. I was so pissed!
You had me at "French fry pillow"
Hey Jen I'm deb from Ireland..I've just found u....ur amazing....xxxxx
I absolutely love ❤️ your channel, I don’t care if there’s 10 ad as a long as I can 👂 your message
Jen can you tell the difference between a break from being paranoid? I almost died by an ex, that was high on meth bc he thought I was doing something to make him die on his job-makes zero sense.
a break is pretty much where you begin to act on the paranoia
Hi Jen. What an extremely scary and helpless situation. Sometimes it seems to me that if people get incarcerated they have to get sober if they don't find drugs in jail that is, and then when they come out maybe they could accept the help that you're trying to give this person. Does it become extremely difficult to separate yourself from these crazy thoughts and say oh it's just the meth talking this is not real. It seemed like you were able to do that when you were using. Being able to understand that the meth is speaking and it's not a reality would be a tremendous help. But I don't know that this individual can do that. Anyways I really don't know what to say. it's very frustrating and it's a debilitating situation for everyone involved. Sending you love and courage and peace of mind as you try to help this individual. Thank you for the video see you next time. Have a good day.
Put things we can not control.. into gods hands.. pray pray pray for your friend. That’s all you can do at this point. We are going through the same thing.. we have bent over backwards for someone that has a bad addiction we realize we can’t help them anymore. We’re only helping them get high.. the excuses sick people come up with.. as we all know is a lie. It’s about accepting and helping.. and we put it into gods hands now- so much more peaceful. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Wow ur channel has grown how r u doing n feeling
I know it’s not directly meth, but even amphetimine can cause some of these symptoms…… especially when you take a little more than what you’re prescribed. I remember back in like 2016-17 I would walk by people, and I would swear I heard them talking shit. I would never act on it or say something, instead I’d argue with myself in my mind, like dude seriously really think about this, those people don’t know you …. They don’t care enough to say what ever. It can turn you into a totally different person. Weight loss ?? Oh yeah. I know one time someone I cared about had basically made fun of me and how I was mentally at the time, saying shit like “ I wanna see how deep your psychosis goes “ just hurtful shit. I didn’t think I was as far gone as they made it seem….. then she started to torment me on fake profiles on social media. I have well over 200 screen shots, and I know it’s pretty much the same person. But when someone I cared about so much treated me like that, it made me the worst I’ve ever been. Constantly running from that pain. Wanting to not wake up some mornings. This person treated it as a joke. I only bring this up cause I see how kind and compassionate this woman is, and I wished someone would have been like that with me. I’ve dealt with people like this and I was never rude or condescending. Sometimes I’d even take them out of the delusional state. Some people are just sick twisted and evil.
jess is a good person to have in your corner dealing with something like this
They are both good people 💜
U look good healthy and thabk U for sharing
Girl you look so pretty here!!
omg My son is going throug'h this as we speak. he thinks the government is attacking his mind and putting things in his body. and he is in total denial. It;s my Son, Jen, jt's so hard.
I’m so glad that’s one of the drugs I never tried..
I think a few of us might know who this friend is. Please please please tell him we're all pulling for him, love him and want him to get well soon too!
Do you think someone having meth psychosis could drive during it?
i just quit the methadone clinic cold turkey, they had me on a low dose and i was coming off of them slowly over the next year, they screwd me over so i decided i didnt have time for it because i have other responsibilities do you have any suggestions that may help me with my head feeling unbalanced im falling alot, ive got the sweats of course no leg pains yet but im nervous because i know it is coming, have you found any supplements that might help these symtoms to make them more bearable?
Ugh baby!! Message me on IG
Magnesium, potassium 💚
@@JenCutting yyy am I just now seeing your message 😭😭😭 I got through it. It was soooo rough I couldn't sleep at all because I was so uncomfortable took about 7 to 9 baths a day I think I had a small seizure too but I'm happy I'm off of it it was draining my life away.. they dont tell you all the things it does to you 😶 nor do they tell you that you have to drop your whole life and if you even so much as miss one phone call they will treat you like complete crap..
My brother was going on almost TWO WEEKS of NO sleep and went into a meth psychosis & thought the cops weren’t real cops and were trying to kidnap him. He was tased 17 times before being arrested.
I'm so sorry!!!
Shit, I went 6 days and I was going crazy. I was also very suspicious of the police. Thought it was a big joke on me.
Can you talk about detox and how you detoxed in the past?
I know that I feeling all to well and it's not a very good feeling
My fiance/ex finance is extremely intelligent, but had this long term meth addiction and toward the end, he started to get really paranoid, but oddly about the wrong things vs some very real situations that he let go. A mutual friend was the first to pick up on this, and she told me that she's lost a lot of people to drugs, but she thinks it's much harder to lose someone while they're still alive. He did get off of it after a stint in jail and doing it a little more but no one around except me, so these delusions were directed at me. Switched to coke for a couple of weeks, using morphine he'd gotten for me to come down, and physically dependent by the end of that. Got on heroin, my long term one, and after health issues & less than a year, went halfway across the country to get clean at his parents. Eventually linked up with old friends & got back on meth. Shacked up with some girl & hid it from me. I've talked to her a bit, and he already has delusions and stuff. It sucks. It's hard. I guess at least I don't have to see it this time.
I cut myself off from everyone. What I'm doing is not "healthy" but I can't be around that shit anymore. I'm sorry, but it's my time to care about my life.
What do you think of gangstalking
I love you!!!! Just subscribed!!!! Would love to talk!
Never make excuses for picking up drug use. It only holds you back.