METH ADDICTION PART 2
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- Опубліковано 10 вер 2020
- Hello everyone!! I'm Jen and these are my thoughts and opinions through my lived life experiences. I'm a woman in long term recovery who is now a CARC (Certified Addiction Recovery Coach) and CRPA (Certified Recovery Peer Advocate) as well as a Rape Crisis Counselor. I use my lived experience to help others find their pathways to recovery. I am a huge supporter of Harm Reduction and am also a trainer of Narcan. If you'd like to be Narcan trained feel free to reach out and we can make it happen. All trainings are FREE!
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SMACKED: A Documentary I was in while still getting sober in 2017 (Under my maiden)
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Your story never ceases to amaze me. How you can come back from something so terrible and turn it into the life you have helping others.
Don’t apologize for being a feminist, it’s never a bad thing. Women’s rights are human rights ❤️
Amen sista!!
Ew
Pretty sure it's just women's rights. And that's debatable
My life as a man has not been enhanced by feminism. Believe me.
so glad you are sharing your story. so many people benefit from your honesty and transparency about addiction❤️
I’m a new sub! Please keep telling us your story’s they are very important. We do recover!
Found you from Jess! I am just so incredibly proud and its such a joy to see how you have changed your life. I can relate! You are doing great work & showing others in active addiction that it is possible! I remember feeling like there was no hope no way out but thank God I found the light! This was your purpose to inspire and help others find the light! Stay strong ♡ God bless you
There are a ton of people who didn’t know the difference between meth & Coke when it first came out
Ruined mine in UNDER 6 MOS. lost everything in less than a year. I was hooked INSTANT.
I just binge watched all of your videos and I would LOVE to hear more stories ❤️ thanks for sharing!
Thanks for opening up and sharing your story! I’m enjoying all your videos! 💜
Binging all your videos. You are an amazing advocate & we truly appreciate your work!!!
Thank you for sharing. You are doing the world good by doing so... as your channel grows you will see... faithful subscriber to Jess, Ro and Adam.. Christina and now you. Have a beautiful day..
Christina rocks!😁
Love how openly you tell your story! It’s amazing to see your success girl 😊
Just found you threw Jess! Time to binge watch this whole channel! This reminds me of when I came across Jess.. she was just getting started and I found one video and binged everything... I love you both!
Hi Jen! I’m a new subscriber that found you through Jessica Kent. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I’m so happy I found your channel, as you are such an inspiration. Love from Colorado!
It’s interesting to point out that yes, all narcotics are addictive but not everyone gets addicted mentally with them all. Someone can use coke a lot and be physically dependent on it but then use heroin & fall in love instantly... i think that’s important for younger people to understand, so that they don’t think they’re like “safe” from being addict. They probably just haven’t stumbled upon the drug they’re going to “love” yet. Hopefully videos like this can stop someone from that.
This is exactly why it scares me shitless to ever try harder substances! This needs to be made clear to everyone, not just younger individuals.
That’s how it was for me, I experimented a lot over the course of a few years and tried pretty much every drug available in my country. I never got hooked on anything which made me feel safe, until I tried dope and my life went to complete shit within a few months.
Jennifer B yeah you’re right everyone should be aware of this!
annie x me too.. I did a bunch of stuff but would just come down off them & move along. then I met heroin & i saw what addiction truly was
I agree. I have dabbled in a lot, including coke, but nothing I’ve been addicted to (besides nicotine, but I’m quitting on the first of October!). I use to not be scared of drugs because I couldnt possibly be addicted, but that was a false sense of the situation.
I come from Jess’ channel. New to sub but loving your stories! Great awareness and knowledge you guys are sharing.
Recovering Oxy/heroin addict over here; discovered your channel through Jess, keep sharing & killin’ it girl, I can see your channel exploding - much love 💕
I have watched all your videos. Listening to you is like listening to a good friend
Thank you for telling ur story. Never ends up good
Meth really is quick with your life falling apart, I had my thing with it when I was around 19. First tried it because I was really open at the time and wanted to try everything. Did it sometimes, but what was very different was getting cravings for it. Then someone died off stuff they got from me, so doing it all the time started quite intentionally, so I could work instead of being a crying mess. Losing weight intentionally, it gave me a focus & some help. But the destruction of my life wasn't. And consistently craving it, even on it, unless I was super high. Didn't even take me a year of being on it all the time, maybe a year from first trying it to lose 3 jobs, my lease up and no reliable roommates and had to stay with random people. Heroin definitely takes longer, never had to stay with whomever. Periods of instability for sure, but longer periods of stability.
its like when I see your videos I stop and have to watch lol
Dude you are spot on! I had a friend, passed away now, but she did heroin and it took some time to loose it all, but she got on meth she went down hill in a snap. I never understood that.
I think ur right about it immediately ruining ur life. My son had a psychotic break on it and i didnt even know he used it. I pray this is his bottom. He is facing a ton of consequences. Thanks for ur videos!
YAY‼ another part Two ♥ 😊 ♥
I watched this again and I empathize because I got weed from a drug dealer years ago and I didn’t realize that it was laced with something else. But to this day i don’t know what drug was laced with the weed.
A true Warrior ❤
Hi Jen. I love your stories and I love hearing how well you are recovering. My name is Sheryl or Trouble, whichever you prefer, and I'm actually a correctional officer. I did a corrections officer search and I stumbled onto your page. I would love to share a technique I use at work and would love your thoughts on it. I wanted to come up with a quick way to grab the inmates attention after it took us too long to break up a fight. So what I do is I shout the word 'TROUBLE' and when I do, the inmates have to drop what they are doing, line up and wait further instructions. This took a little getting used to and I even did what I call "trouble drills" with the inmates to practice. This has worked great and the inmates respond very well to it. They realize I'm doing it for their safety which I think they appreciate. This has helped me with searches, count times, if I need to cuff a bunch up etc. I chose the word 'trouble' cause its an easy identifiable word and if I have to yell it, that means trouble is happening or coming or you(the inmates) are about to be in trouble. This is how I got the nickname Trouble or Officer Trouble from inmates and officers. My question to you is what do you think of this technique? Would you have had an issue with me doing this if you were the inmate? I would really appreciate your feedback on it! Keep up the good work. I love hearing recovery and success stories after prison
Message me on IG so we can discuss further. I think you trying to help is wonderful 🖤
Hi Jen! Loving your videos. I wanted to suggest putting an intro explqinung who you are and why you are telling these stories. I think it will help you reach a wider audience and possibly amplify your message. ❣
Great idea!! I have started to but then was like idk if people care LOL
Wow 2016 that wasn't to long ago. Very proud of u
A True Warrior ❤.. Respect. Ive been there its like being swallowed by a black hole
I completely agree as far as meth ruining you instantly. The first time I ever tried it I was already hitting up people trying to cop more, it was almost instant.
It is SOO TRUE what U say about HOW thing's where run an WHO ran the ball game with that particular drug, I never really thought about it in that SENCE other then it was a EASIER ball field to get involved in due to being a female, and bck in the day for me I lived in Southeast IN. That was a shift that went on that I guess thinking bck now that YEAH that was exactly how it was, Lol I guess we dnt ALWAYS REALIZE at the TIME on how thing's are ran an why, it was jus EASY where I lived to get rid of an even EASIER to find the guy's that will buy it an KEEP coming bck! Oh MAN am I GLAD life has changed SOOO MUCH for the BETTER!! I will be 43 on the 13th an I am jus flat out EXHAUSTED jus THINKING about THOSE day's!! Lol sheesh smh I now live in FL. an I am THANKFUL EVERY DAY that my life no LONGER includes ANY of THAT life style!! Have a great wkend Jen!! Love frm FL.!! 💖💖🌴🌴💖💖
I was given meth for the first time by my boyfriend who told me they were ‘caffeine pills’ (I know I was stupid to believe it but after dating someone for almost 2 years you just trust them) and after literally almost 10 times of me taking these ‘caffeine pills’ (he crushed it up hella fine and put it in capsules so they looked pretty legit but anyways) that’s right almost TEN TIMES later he tells me it’s been fucking meth the whole time. Now I’m about 3 1/2 years in to the sick love hate game that I have with meth. You’re so right when you say you fell in immediate love with it, I don’t care who you are meth will destroy you and everything you have. It’ll be the most destructive love you’ll ever experience in your life.
You have helped me so much in my difficult journey of trying to get and stay sober. Meth has paved the path for the most painful path to recovery. God bless you. Keep doing what you’re doing,love you girl.
Keep going baby. You'll win. I promise! 🖤🖤🖤
Wow, that is so messed up and wrong. That is why i wont even take an aspirin from someone, unless its like my elderly parents or aunt giving it to me. Unless somethings coming out of a sealed bottle, or your own bottle, you cant trust what it is.
I never noticed your daughters name is Bella! So is mine. Her name is Annabella! Thank you for sharing your story! Xo
Awhhh. Hers is Isabella.
i just want to say that i love listening to you talk because of your accent lol
It’s similar to the first time I did roxy. I didn’t realize I encouraged my hubby (then bf) to relapse we did coke a bunch I asked him to get it one day and he couldn’t find any so he got roxy instead and I got sooooo sick 🤢 I’ll always remember that feeling like wtff this isn’t coke.
Took meth for a few years. I was taking anti psychotics at the same time. I can't say it ruined my life. I flipped houses and the energy I got from taking meth fuelled the sweat equity. I made a lot of money. The meth never made me skinny either. I always ate good and the anti psychotics made me put on weight as well. You don't get paranoid or sketchy while doing the anti psychotics. Just a nice energetic high.
Omg when you said skinny you weren't playing!! I got down gross skinny from my eating disorder (H never effected my appetite much) I'm glad we both got some weight.
We some bad bitches 🖤
Girl...83 lbs I was.
@@JenCutting giiiiirrrlll!!! How tall are you?? I'm so happy for you now dude.
I'm 5"7' and got down to 110 and that was.. insane. So i can't even imagine. Had meth been my DOC I would have been right there at 80 lbs with you?
@@boobax2197 like 5'3 ish. Maybe little more.
@@JenCutting you look like you'd stand tall. That's your strength shining through. So glad you're recovered, new sub ❤️
Boo Bax wow I feel terrible lol I’ve never done anything but weed and I’m 5’7 110lbs 😂
❤️❤️❤️
The lowest of my lows on meth I was 75lbs
I love her accent. Where u from girl? Minnesota?
New York
@@JenCutting you sound very Canadian border esque. It's my face american accent. Dialect. Whatever the proper word is. I'm from south louisiana so a lot of people dont understand half of what I say lol
My husband tries to sell he does sell but makes no money LOL hes his best customer lol
The come down so bad girl u feel so bad terrible ahamed I never felt like thst with pills wtf
I keep having to turn the volume up and then down. 😆 you start talking super quiet and then you get louder.. 😂
girl u are so beautiful wow
So wait, does your husband still do Coke??
No we are both completely sober.
Jen Cutting oh praise God lol the way you were saying “when he does coke” it sounded present tense lol. I’m happy you guys were able to get sober together! A lot of couples who abuse substances together have a codependency problem and have to split up to truly get sober