I'm 6 yrs clean and think about it once in a while but I'm no longer tempted. I just remember how screwed up my life was and how great it is now. I went from living in a little lean-to made of 3 cardboard boxes to having bought a condo for my home, and a 2019 corvette is what I drive, I eat well, my utilities are always paid up and I travel at least once a year on either a cruise someplace or like next September I'm going to Ireland. All of you can do the same, for every teener I used to buy I've been doing nothing but stashing that same amount of money back whenever I can and that usually ends up paying for my trips. Please stick to your convictions and stay clean and climb back up that ladder to the top...Good Luck!!
Im a crystal meth addict and im struggling to get my life back on track. Never give up. Keep fighting. God bless you all. Greetings from the Philippines. 🇵🇭🙏💪
Good for you Daniel keep going in the right direction ( towards the light !) and NEVER EVER look back ! ( Read Eckharte Tolle's book " Living in the now" and/or watch his many videos on youtube . He explains how LIFE itself is a trip like no other) Stay WELL and be the one that helps the others who were once where you were ( You would probably make a great drug councillor and save a lot of people...just saying )
Well at least they are telling the story from others as without it will temp people unwitted to try it. Now people have been warned... Tell u what have a look at Crocodil then Meth and c which one you would go for if you had a choice.
Luis _ such a comment which costs you almost no time and effort and you probably forgot you wrote in a week can affect and ruin someones life man. Please just don’t comment instead
@Luis why say that man! This person has beat the odds and gone through hell and back to try turn their life around. Never too late. Be supportive or just keep scrolling! 18 months Sober for me. Much respect to you and stay strong!!
have you smoked a pack a day for 34 years? all the way down to the butt a good cigarette too like a Newport not a cheap light, or ultra light yes or no
I lost my wife of 12yrs and my son lost his mother at age 4, hes 7 now and she still uses meth and rarely sees or speaks to him. It's been he and I almost 4yrs now. I'm trying my best to keep him happy through all this. This video hits home
marky 22 same , it wasn’t for me . I knew I felt different but that’s it.. I didn’t get what was so great about that feeling. Heroin ended up being my cup of tea 🙃
2 years clean from all drugs I abused/binged in the past. Including alcohol. Going on 3 years clean. For my kids. It still runs through my head though. I don't think it will ever go away. The memories, the temptation when things go downhill... It never leaves. I stay clean for my kids. I try so hard.
try not only for your kids.. but for yourself 💛 you have to want to , and do it for yourself, before anyone else. May you be blessed and successful on your journey!
@Michaela REID Awesome effort! I’m 18 months clean from opioid, meth and cocaine plus whatever else was around at the time to mess me up. Prior to that I relapsed 3 times so would have to agree that the desire will I think always be there. But the cost of giving in is a massive deterrent. I lost my kids and can’t contact them at all and it destroys me every day as it’s my own fault. Hold onto your children! They deserve all you have to go through to stay sober and more! Well worth it
AND they’re WINNERS. Not just survivors!!! Great job, peeps! And don’t let psychos and negative ppl stop you!!! (like even commenters on here,) The psychotic ppl in this world are REAL and when you’re using, you’re actually vulnerable to them! KEEP DOING YOU! God bless you all! ♥️🙏♥️
19 MONTH SOBER.. I love watching this film every few months to remind me where I came from and where I never want to go back to again. LOVE THIS FILM..
The concentrated carnal pleasure and euphoria is something we were never meant to experience. Ultimate bliss, awareness and the incredible rush of pure sexuality. That is what makes this drug so dangerous, even more so than the damage to your body. There is no organic life “high”’that even comes close, and that first experience becomes the benchmark for all other pleasurable experiences. The first experience is what is chased, over and over, and it’s never going to happen. People sell everything they own, including their children just to reach that elusive Nirvana that never comes. If you’ve never taken it, please don’t. It really can consume you, and can turn a person of utmost integrity into a possessed monster in no time.
This is excellently put & very much is what I said in my initial reply. I've never tried it either. Also, it's exactly what you said about the whole chasing the high you'll never ever experience again. The whole "not eating the apple" & the tree of knowledge includes this. We aren't supposed to know this kinda mindless euphoria. It's too much & it's unnatural. There is a reason why we don't use all of our brain.. Buuuut by then you may already it may be too late.
@@mleecthulhu Simply put, to limit &/or filter b/c once again, we were not supposed to know that. It's too much. Just something for you to ponder on...
I find that if I pull myself up and have a week off it, I get the high that I'm chasing. This stuff has me by the balls. I'm posessed at this point in my life. I honestly feel like I'm coming to the end of my life and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
I'm 3 years and 5 months clean and sober. The last drug I was obsessed with was meth. This lasted for over a year. I had to kick all the drugs I was on in jail. Inside 60 days in I decided to not touch anything ever again. For the first year I had meth dreams, cravings here and there. Damn it was hard. I mourned over it like someone I loved with all my heart had died. I'm so happy to not be strung out on meth or any of the drugs I was doing.
11 years clean. How did I do it? All my friends are either dead or in prison for the rest of their lives. Remember kiddies, "Sleep is cheap, it's staying awake that's expensive"- Uncle Foiley.
Meth and heroin addict here. Been clean for 30 days now. In my experience, I've seen people fall too many times. Seen people either die from heroin overdoses or lose everything from meth. I myself lost everything, when I relapsed and started shooting cocaine, meth, and heroin. I was lucky to get a bed in rehab. Life has given me another chance. Those who started, please get out while you can and those who are in the middle of addiction, it's never too late to get help. As long as you're not dead, you still have another chance at living the good life. If nobody told you they love you, I love you. I'm still going through a breakup with my exgirlfriend because of drugs and of course used drugs to cope. I was in a dark area and became homeless. I'm back at home now and I don't wish this upon anyone. My heart still hurts, but I'm trying my hardest to fight. Keep fighting the good fight, my friends.
what i notice, when watching videos like this, is that all these former addicts are very eloquent and fluent communicators. they sound very intelligent that they could have been somebody, a pillat of the community. i think curiosity is one of the major reason. i guess curiosity does kill the cat. i learned a lot through this video. thank you.
Hey how many people are On legalized methamphetamine i.e. Adderall from their doctors? I know a lot of addicts that said Adderall was cleaner and better than smoking ice @@antoniedixon775
They can still be that. I don't think it's mostly curiosity. Seeing that most people that try do not become addicted. They all had problems and used meth as a coping mechanism/ self medication if you will. They are probably well spoken now having been through a lot of pain. Pain creates character.
The first chick is talking about it like it's in the past. She was tweaking during the filming. That's another issue with addiction. People often delude themselves into believing they're clean when they aren't. I did the same thing.
Alcohol is bad also My uncle was an alcoholic who was never there for my cousins Now my oldest cousin at 61 is an alcoholic who has never held down a job and hangs out in his moms garage drinking all day This made me appreciate my father who was wonderful
Don Dressel this is so true, alcohol has higher criminal, accidents, overdoses, and many other things than any other drug, alcohol should be illegal too in my opinion. my uncle is a crazy alcoholic and forgets who i am sometimes. it’s really sad ::
All drugs ruin your soul it fucking sucks but with the grace of God he can and will give you strength if you finally decide to change your life with action and move away from people places and things that rob you from your sanity and your family
,@@robspot101 our country Philippines got the worst penalty for meth user. You can get instantly gun downed on the streets if the government knows your using it.
Ive never been addicted to a more powerful drug out there ! It litterally destroyed every dream I ever had , except the one i have now! I have been clean 3 years now and i have a wife and 5 boys that I still have, and nothing will ever come between what we have today.
Being sober has changed my life and I can relate so much they are saying. I hope these videos open peoples eyes. I will never be fully the same after meth.
Much thanks to the recovering addicts who told their stories! I am an addict myself and I know the struggles you all go through on a day-to-day basis and I commend you for picking yourself up off the ground and keepin it movin
You are 12 or 13 when you are in the 7th grade. Learn to effectively listen people. He didn’t say he used it as a 12 year old at his high school dance. He said he started at 12 and even took it at his high school dance. This is time progression.
I am really proud of the people who spoke in this video. the fact that they put warning others above their personal image is proof that they are healing.
I certainly appreciate the honesty of these users in sharing their stories (and exposing themselves to a lot of negative commentary) to warn other people. That takes courage.
I think that's just her regular eyes now... It's definitely from drug use... But those eyes say, trauma, evil, sadness, fear, and aging quickly... It's insane the damage it can have on a person even after they decide to to put down the pipe... The trauma takes years to recover from along with the voices.. meth dissolves the veil between the 3D realm and the spirit realm... It's why so many users go insane.
The way they move their jaws when they talk, strange head motions and the wide darting eye movements are all symptoms that stick with a meth user even long after being clean.
Absolutely. My brother has battled meth for 20 years. He's been clean 3 years this March, for the first time ever, without a single relapse. He has many meth mannerisms still.
My husband started meth 4 yrs. Ago. Even during the few months when he wasn't using his entire personality changed permenantly. I began researching the effects of the drug and a small percentage of people never recover even after they stop. He died in July 2018 from a heroin overdose but that wouldn't have happened if he'd not gotten on the meth. It's a dirty disgusting drug.
All the people in this video seem sincere, and are truly coping with addition. Chris, however, seems like an actor. My instinct just makes me think he has rehearsed.
The rehearsal and acting may come in in the way that addicts revise history when telling their stories. I've heard of people selling dope with a gun to their heads but using? Not so much.
JohnnyAppleseed it’s anti drug propaganda that’s trying to be infiltrated into other people’s real stories to keep you from ruining their plan for global mind control.
Also, the chick with the glasses is an actress. She has no visible signs of meth use and is rather fat, we don't normally see fat tweakers. Tweakers are skinny and you can tell right away almost, like that first girl. You can tell she's on it just by looking at her eyes. WIDE OPEN.
I recently separated from my guy of 8 yrs. We have 2 young children and I think he is using meth but I don’t have any addiction clinics here that can help me find out for sure or navigate this. I’m happy you are on the other side and helping others with your story and experience ❤
I'm watching this for the 4th time now. The reason behind it is.i dropped alot of acid a year or two ago now and I started seeing how people could psychologically lose themselves in what is infinite inside of us all. I stayed very aware through the whole process. Started having signs of schizophrenia and delusions and panic attacks or whatever some experiences I had cant be explained by words in my vocabulary yet. I started meditating to calm my mind down and for a while I went even crazier, Finally after a while idk what it was but some sort of sudden epiphany about everything in this world life before life and after death and how everything simply is a product of this big happening which is life. It shows the most neagative things you've ever seen and the most beautiful. Spread Love to everyone because that is truly what we all need and some people their lives got to hard and had no one and went to drugs.
please put a blind fold over that first chicks eyes if you ever interview her again. I found myself opening my eyes wide open along with hers and didn't hear a single word she said
That's a total pet peeve for me, some people do it constantly, its a habit and they probably don't even know they're doing it. That expression is just not attractive on anyone! Idk, some comments are that she's either still tweaking or it's permanent damage, like how some do those weird things with their mouths or lips. Possible, but some people just use it to emphasize what they're saying when in reality it's very distracting from whatever they're trying to say.
I could literally feel myself becoming crazy. It was the scariest thing to think that I was going to end up in a mental institution. I had to remove myself from my surroundings and move 1,100 miles away to stop using. I've not used in over 5yrs and I know for a fact if I went back I would fall right back into that cycle. It's a battle I will fight for the rest of my life but as long as I don't give up and stay strong, I know I at least have a chance to live a clean life. I thank God that He opened my eyes and gives me the strength to keep fighting.
My sister is a meth user.... She was young... she used to be a good person ... Then her heart was broken she turned to meth and left her family for meth ... 😔 She doesn’t care about us anymore.. she probably gave her self to men for meth she lives on the streets.. I was so little to understand why she left .. I miss her so much now I’m older I understand ..I seen her before she didn’t even recognize me .. just walking down the street I’m 19 years old and I want to become a doctor and help these people ... my mom suffers from what my sister has done My sister was pregnant and using .. ...
Sorry for your loss.I hope you are able to achieve your goal,you are a compassionate human .Prayers to you and your sister.I used meth for 35 yrs.I'm clean now, I have heart problems lost my son to suicide and am caring for my mother with Alzheimer's.I live in constant regret .
@@twistedthrifterb6220 That is some heavy heavy shit. I just need to imagine it and need to pull out of the thought. How you go on is beyond me. But you have my deepest respect and it just shows that you are a strong person. Wish you all the best!
It's not that she doesn't care, she has no control over this. Family therapy would help big time. For families with a drug user in the midst therapy is key.
I'm sure she cares, I've been sober for two years but I had to leave everything and move away. I cared but was so ashamed and still am. I knew I had to start my life somewhere else. I feel better but I owe apologies and I still am working on that.
Ive Been sober for month and half and still strong, meth almost pushed me away from my family and love ones and everyone I cared about from the psychosis voices I would hear from my own family and loved ones I just mentioned saying the hurtful things to me and hallucinating seeing the same things as well and delusions ,I gave my family and the ones I care about such a hard time because cause of it at the time as well because I always thought they were hiding the truth from me...made me almost commit suicide few times since I started it 5 years ago but now I'm free and sober of everything and proud of myself and went to treatment and happy of my sober journey!!!! Amen 🙏
Someone needs to get in contact with the girl that was sitting next to her mum. She's either high af or has hyperthyroidism and should probably go to the doctor. Those eyes be popping.
Started when im 16 now im 30 yo.. 3 weeks sober from Meth, Hashish, Tramadol pills, Larica pills, alcohol.. My body is getting stronger and much healthier, i can think clearly now and i can finally feel like a normal human being.. i just started a news job ( shitty job ) but i took it anyway so i can stay busy. Still things not going easy for me but seeing how happy my mom is and the rest of my family and friends is priceless!!!
I heard someone say one time that drinking La Croix tastes like a drink someone made who had never tried it before. Like, “orange should taste like a little tart but sweet” etc. “lime should be sour but sweet and taste green”. This is the vibe I’m getting from him
Look, when you're a struggling actor you have to take what you can get. Maybe we was a "meth"od actor and got spun out for a couple weeks to get into character. 😂
I am going through it now as a family member. I have been robbed by 1 nephew , and 2 nieces. I brought them into live with me at different times. Eventually had to kick them out. My last one was homeless and pregnant in a meth house. We kept her till she had the baby. 2 months later she left. We have not seen her since. Now my wife and I have custody of the baby and are trying to adopt. I have been through hell for 5 years dealing with this stuff. You can't help them. But I can help the baby.
It's insane to see how skewed everyone's perception on drugs are. It's possible to be the small minority of ppl who are functional off hard drugs. The main point is that it'll consume you. It affects everyone differently and maybe you'll be able to live a functional life dressing up taking showers and going to work, but at the end of the day, drugs will put you in an empty soulless hole of a life that seems meaningless without the drug.
32 days clean from meth... Recovering meth addict here. I was 3 years clean then I suddenly fell into relapse. It's an everyday struggle but I'm gonna fight and win over this dangerous addiction.
i'm so grateful that i wasn't able to get out of meth what i saw my peers around me getting that made it an addiction for them. for me, i only remember not having an appetite, trouble sleeping, paranoia, extreme antisocial tendencies, and absolutely horrible cystic acne breakouts. but the worst part about it was coming down from meth. i have NEVER ever felt the complete and utter depression and hopelessness i felt when i was downtripping. it was absolute misery and i wouldn't wish that feeling on my worst enemy. it's a horrible drug, even for those that never got "hooked".
God bless you all who've beaten your addiction's. My younger brother used everything for years. It was some of the most difficult times of our lives. When someone you love suffers with addiction then you definitely suffer with them. I've saw him do some of the craziest things. Praise God he finally stopped. However, it destroyed his health. He went through hell for a couple of years and two years ago he had received a donor transplant for liver due to cirrhosis. This February he was told his kidneys were shutting down. He's been in dialysis three days a week. He's sick and in pain everyday... It's heartwrenching.
I ran into an old friend I’ve known since he was ten years old I hadn’t seen him in over twenty years I couldn’t believe what he looked like He looked like a zombie He had become a meth head Here was a guy who at one time owned his own business His wife divorced him His four kids wanted to do nothing with him If it wasn’t for his parents and brothers he’d be living on the streets He was manipulative and selfish All he cares about is getting high How sad as hell
This guy I knew for years offered me a line of "coke" one time outside our local pub....I knew him and trusted him, so I did it....later that night, I couldn't sleep! I didn't want to eat for 2 days over one line of (not coke) but meth...oh man was I pissed. I called him..he said "omg...I gave you the wrong line!! I dont hate him and he's still an ok guy....but dude....naaaa! Not my cup of tea...no sleep, no food, hallucinating, picking, I pass on that experience.
You would know instantly between coke and meth. Its meth burns so bad up your nose. But then again if it doesnt burn your nose and make your eyes water than its fake.but u probably. snorted coke with PCP. A couple rails of coke does not do what u explained. Cause I guarantee u didnt snort meth at all
If you snorted meth for the first time (or any time) you would instantly know. It burns your nose REALLY BAD! Your eyes water and a sharp pain/ tingle with shoot down the roof of your mouth on the side you snorted. And it takes about 5 mins or so before the burn stops enough to go on about what you was doing. After only snorting a couple lines, you will start getting nose bleeds/ blood when you blow your nose.
A good friend of mine offered me some meth. At the time, I didn’t know what it was and he was the only person who I knew that was admitting to doing drugs. I turned him down. Shortly after that, he went to jail from making meth. I’m so glad that I dodged that bullet.
I am from Russia. 1 year ago I tried meth, after that I was doing it once every 1-2 months, but this summer I started doing it once every 2 weeks. recently i did it 3 times during 5 days. I stopped, not im depressed , im having withdrawals. I think I came very close to overdoing it, I sould stop befor I get too far.
@Leeroy Jenkins lol i forgot i wrote this. thanks. im not doing that anymore. i guess i can stop when its necessary. im glad i used it tho, it taught me a lot
My brother is hallucinating from meth, I don't understand why he does it when he freaks out ending up in a hospital, only to do it again, wish we can get him to stop.
You can start off doing it once every 6 months and think you have it all under control...then suddenly you will realize that you need it just to function every day.
I could definitely understand...now...that I did use for a small portion of my life after high school...because I WAS one of those that didn't really quite understand the grasp that it has on you... Soooo glad I have been able to overcome this horrible drug in hope that others will be able to step away like I did. Really you have to stop for yourself. Not because others tell you to. You have to see and take notice in what it does to yourself. How it effects your life. Your family. Your friends. How deep are going to go before you realize enough is enough? And that you are WAAYY better than that!!! For something to grab a hold of you so deeply...it controls you. 👏👍
the girl on glasses is absolutely right nobody does meth excepting to become an addict everyone just tries it to c what the hype is abt but at the end they all end up screwed up, ppl think they can control the drug which is absolutely wrong u never do, the drug takes over you.
bullshit ignorant fear propaganda, like the other posters said. i did the shit straight for weeks and quit and walked away, use it when i can find it and have fun... FUN that's it just like going out to a bar and getting drunk. if you get addicted off one try YOU are weak and its not the drugs fault its YOU!
Wrong. I walked away from meth with such fucking ease. Not gonna lie it was an amazing euphoric feeling but it didnt grab hold of me like heroin did, not even close
Temptation never really goes away. You learn to live with it. Definitely could of done some things differently but gotta remember to keep looking forward.
I know a guy who started when he was 12. He's fucked up. He has a bizarre way of talking and every other word out of his mouth is "sorry". He's so paranoid that people are thinking bad about him, it's really sad
To everyone who is fighting a battle with methamphetamine, wherever you are in your personal battle, stay strong. I hope y'all find the peace you need.
okay. im a recovering addict (opiates). I did some stupid shit for drugs. I have a lot of sympathy for addicts because I know it isn't a choice and I know how they feel. But even at your very worst, you still have a line. when you do shit like letting your dealer rape your daughter for drugs, you no longer have my sympathy. Nor should you have anybodys. you are past the point of being someone going through a tough time. The people who do that have not a single good bone in their body.
James Guthrie fuck yeah, ur right on. theres a difference between using and committing crimes in order to use. ive known working people who have used meth quite regularly and were able to kick the habit. it can be done. but what do i know? i can hardly even stop myself from smoking weed or wax whenever i get bored
The" pimp" mom and "oz" dealer . The story is not a surprise. how ever since the d-bag dealer raped a little girl which is a disgusting wicked action. only over shadowed by the excrement that is mom. I have a hard time believing that she "the mom" got a 0z and not a ko upside the head. even tweekers have some fellow tweekers within their own, that dont let shit like kid rape go un punished. eny dealer who rape kids are soon to be dead dealer . same gos 4 kid pimpin moms. eny one that knows about a crime like this and had not retaliated best stay out of the pen. that's a thin line story teller. i hope for you that the story is just that, a story.
Completely agree with you. I am a recovering heroin addict and there were things i never did no matter how sick i was. And in that case, you would not get any sympathy from me either if you pretty much sold your kid.
Kim Jong-un I’m from nebraska which is just south of South Dakota and it’s very rural allot of the high schools are jr and high schools mixed together so kids in 7th through 12th grade go to school together.
Only 1% of meth users stay clean for the rest of there lives. The devils drug will consume the necessary souls for the devil. So the sooner you quit the better.
@Aladar Giarmo some people just needs to keep quiet especially dealing with something they have no power against@ Joel Bow I encourage you to read the Bible the devil is a spirit BEING.
I have never used but want to understand why people start with it . Who , in 2021 , doesn't know the danger of drugs ? The first girl gave me the answer now : " you only have to use / try once and you are hooked " Thank you , it was very helpful for me . It could have happened to me too , it just wasn't available when I was in my twenties .
My brother has been off meth for a little over a year (due to incarceration not on his own recognizance.. although he’s been out of jail 2 months and praise JESUS is STILL sober) but his head is STILL messed up. Having his say some off the wall things.. mostly thinks he “seen” and believed during his meth use. I just keep praying he will come back around full circle.
Ive done meth but never became addicted to it. My drug was heroin. Funny though.... The stories are exactly the same. I honestly think hard drugs like this are the embodiment of evil. The quote the woman said "meth told me it loved me". That hit home bigtime with me. 2 years clean off all drugs and extremely grateful for all of us that have recovered and continue to... And my prayers go out to anyone actively trapped by that horrible cycle. ❤
I made a good friend but didn't realize he had an addictive pass. A few years he only drank, I drink also, so I liked this side of him. After three years he was smoking meth to the point he couldn't hide it from me. He was hanging out with meth heads and all his decisions hinged on meth. I told him to his face I didn't like meth or any of his meth head friends and stayed away. It's been at least a year, he stopped coming over trying to reel me in, I still expect to see him on my doorstep soon. Fuck meth and anyone that does it. Just like Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas says,"You can turn your back on a person,never turn your back on a drug." In other words,"you can know and trust a person, you cannot know or trust the person on a drug.":
@@RicardoLopez-ts3sr I just quit drinking 11/15/21. The hardest part was living through the withdrawal. Living clean is strange but I'll see how things go.
15 years clean. still tempted.
Damn bro stay strong. Reading this gives me utter chills. Just a terrifying thing to process, that this drug can be that strong.
@@joem3343 always been here. Called ICE back in the day.
@@joem3343 it was invented by the Nazis during ww2 do some research it's not that hard
@@michellegriffin4697 you're probably on it if you think it's always been here
I'm 6 yrs clean and think about it once in a while but I'm no longer tempted. I just remember how screwed up my life was and how great it is now. I went from living in a little lean-to made of 3 cardboard boxes to having bought a condo for my home, and a 2019 corvette is what I drive, I eat well, my utilities are always paid up and I travel at least once a year on either a cruise someplace or like next September I'm going to Ireland. All of you can do the same, for every teener I used to buy I've been doing nothing but stashing that same amount of money back whenever I can and that usually ends up paying for my trips. Please stick to your convictions and stay clean and climb back up that ladder to the top...Good Luck!!
This breaks my heart. Proud of everyone who has the strength to walk away from this.
Your fit
you have a really nice face, wonder if you check these but just saying wassup hope youre good
The real winners are the ones who never try it.
@@lostraygun7639 thank you! Likewise :)
Thank you for this comment! That's sweet of you. Im at 9.5 months clean; thank God.
Im a crystal meth addict and im struggling to get my life back on track. Never give up. Keep fighting. God bless you all. Greetings from the Philippines. 🇵🇭🙏💪
Khaizer Republic keep fighting i believe in you. I’m a recovering meth addict. Sobriety is possible, keeping you in my prayers
I cant get good meth so i quit
Wishing you the best of luck and keep strong. Maybe try meditation? It has helped me through other addictions.
Duterte needs to have more rehab programs
Don't stop keep getting high
I'm coming up on 11 months clean off meth and it's a total blessing!!! If I can get clean anybody can ❤
Daniel Abrego good man❤️ happy to hear that
Daniel Abrego your doing so well, I wish you a happy, healthy and long life ❤
You look like my nephew. Hope you're still str8 hey.
Good for you Daniel keep going in the right direction ( towards the light !) and NEVER EVER look back ! ( Read Eckharte Tolle's book " Living in the now" and/or watch his many videos on youtube . He explains how LIFE itself is a trip like no other) Stay WELL and be the one that helps the others who were once where you were ( You would probably make a great drug councillor and save a lot of people...just saying )
Daniel Abrego i h8 to b that person but tbh it rly bugs me when ppl say ‘if i can do it any1 can’ good for u but nah ppl have dif situations
I've been clean for 4158 days. Taking one day at a time.
Im proud of you
Congrats! One day at a time and trusting in Jesus finally helped me walk away. I am proud of you!
Proud of you Sir
Congratulations!
and everyone should do the same, one day at a time, and when you fight an addiction, it is one hour at a time.
THESE PEOPLE ARE TELLING THE TRUTH
DONT DO METH!!
Stacy Adams Board unfortunately no matter how much you tell someone not to do something, there mind is already made up on doing. Sad truth
Stacy Adams Board not true
Well at least they are telling the story from others as without it will temp people unwitted to try it.
Now people have been warned... Tell u what have a look at Crocodil then Meth and c which one you would go for if you had a choice.
Don't worry I won't. The thought never crossed my mind.
Fr shit fucks your life up and when you come down it’s depression then you chase it
I was 14, "here, ya wanna try some?, It's not that big of a deal..."
Today I'm 44 and have 2years clean...
sonicgauge thank you for sharing.Praying peace and strength for you.
You are amazing 😘
Man y put it down u already been doing it since for ever might as well keep goin champ !!!🤯💨💨👀
Luis _ such a comment which costs you almost no time and effort and you probably forgot you wrote in a week can affect and ruin someones life man. Please just don’t comment instead
@Luis why say that man! This person has beat the odds and gone through hell and back to try turn their life around. Never too late. Be supportive or just keep scrolling!
18 months Sober for me. Much respect to you and stay strong!!
I'm 6 years clean from Meth and 5 years free from cigarettes.
have you smoked a pack a day for 34 years?
all the way down to the butt
a good cigarette too
like a Newport
not a cheap light, or ultra light
yes or no
I quit cigarettes to These days, Period, Clean from Amphetamine, one year
@@jefffuehr366you sound elbow deep in addiction. You okay?
Congratulations 🎊
I lost my wife of 12yrs and my son lost his mother at age 4, hes 7 now and she still uses meth and rarely sees or speaks to him. It's been he and I almost 4yrs now. I'm trying my best to keep him happy through all this. This video hits home
❤️ No doubt your son will grow and give you everything you sacrificed to give him! Good luck to your journey as an amazing parent❤️❤️❤️
@@chingyman2604 🙏 thank you and bless you and your family
Hope you’re doing well now
@@benroth651 he is 10 now and we are both doing great, the years have gone by so fast and our bond is unbreakable. Thank you 🙏
Sending love to you both
Im clean 7 month now. God bless u guys. Keep going.
U keep going dude , love
Use again
marky 22 u must need a hug, there there
@@emeryjones8099 haha I don't use meth i have tried it but i don't like it
marky 22 same , it wasn’t for me . I knew I felt different but that’s it.. I didn’t get what was so great about that feeling. Heroin ended up being my cup of tea 🙃
3 years ago today, I put down the meth pipe.
AND ATE THE METH lol
I can ship you some high quality ice....free.
Good for you !! 😘
You were better with the pipe
Glad that you took back control of your life. Hopefully you're still on the right path.
2 years clean from all drugs I abused/binged in the past. Including alcohol.
Going on 3 years clean.
For my kids.
It still runs through my head though. I don't think it will ever go away.
The memories, the temptation when things go downhill... It never leaves.
I stay clean for my kids.
I try so hard.
You are amazing😘😘
May Jesus Christ Bless you
try not only for your kids.. but for yourself 💛 you have to want to , and do it for yourself, before anyone else. May you be blessed and successful on your journey!
Stay strong, you’ve already come so far. You’re doing great, your kids must be so proud of you💪🏼❤️
@Michaela REID
Awesome effort! I’m 18 months clean from opioid, meth and cocaine plus whatever else was around at the time to mess me up. Prior to that I relapsed 3 times so would have to agree that the desire will I think always be there. But the cost of giving in is a massive deterrent. I lost my kids and can’t contact them at all and it destroys me every day as it’s my own fault. Hold onto your children! They deserve all you have to go through to stay sober and more! Well worth it
I wanna say congratulations to everyone on their sobriety! Keep it up you are a fighter and you can do this. * hugs*
Actually they're quitters not fighters they're quitters...a true fighter never quits...
AND they’re WINNERS. Not just survivors!!! Great job, peeps! And don’t let psychos and negative ppl stop you!!! (like even commenters on here,) The psychotic ppl in this world are REAL and when you’re using, you’re actually vulnerable to them! KEEP DOING YOU! God bless you all! ♥️🙏♥️
@@robspot101 well yes but no
I've been clean for 30 years now and I have loved every day i Thank Jesus for making me clean
19 MONTH SOBER.. I love watching this film every few months to remind me where I came from and where I never want to go back to again. LOVE THIS FILM..
Stay strong bro
The concentrated carnal pleasure and euphoria is something we were never meant to experience. Ultimate bliss, awareness and the incredible rush of pure sexuality. That is what makes this drug so dangerous, even more so than the damage to your body. There is no organic life “high”’that even comes close, and that first experience becomes the benchmark for all other pleasurable experiences.
The first experience is what is chased, over and over, and it’s never going to happen. People sell everything they own, including their children just to reach that elusive Nirvana that never comes. If you’ve never taken it, please don’t. It really can consume you, and can turn a person of utmost integrity into a possessed monster in no time.
This is excellently put & very much is what I said in my initial reply. I've never tried it either. Also, it's exactly what you said about the whole chasing the high you'll never ever experience again. The whole "not eating the apple" & the tree of knowledge includes this. We aren't supposed to know this kinda mindless euphoria. It's too much & it's unnatural. There is a reason why we don't use all of our brain..
Buuuut by then you may already it may be too late.
Then why do we have, DMT, opioid, THC and gaba receptors?...
Just something for you to ponder on.
@@mleecthulhu Simply put, to limit &/or filter b/c once again, we were not supposed to know that. It's too much. Just something for you to ponder on...
Broseph H
I really appreciate your message, it’s bang on the nail, so very true and sad
I find that if I pull myself up and have a week off it, I get the high that I'm chasing. This stuff has me by the balls. I'm posessed at this point in my life. I honestly feel like I'm coming to the end of my life and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
I'm 3 years and 5 months clean and sober. The last drug I was obsessed with was meth. This lasted for over a year. I had to kick all the drugs I was on in jail. Inside 60 days in I decided to not touch anything ever again. For the first year I had meth dreams, cravings here and there. Damn it was hard. I mourned over it like someone I loved with all my heart had died. I'm so happy to not be strung out on meth or any of the drugs I was doing.
Hope you are 6 years clean now
Very powerful. Get the message out there: Don't try meth even once. It will change you into someone that you don't want to be.
11 years clean. How did I do it? All my friends are either dead or in prison for the rest of their lives. Remember kiddies, "Sleep is cheap, it's staying awake that's expensive"- Uncle Foiley.
Meth and heroin addict here. Been clean for 30 days now. In my experience, I've seen people fall too many times. Seen people either die from heroin overdoses or lose everything from meth. I myself lost everything, when I relapsed and started shooting cocaine, meth, and heroin. I was lucky to get a bed in rehab. Life has given me another chance. Those who started, please get out while you can and those who are in the middle of addiction, it's never too late to get help. As long as you're not dead, you still have another chance at living the good life. If nobody told you they love you, I love you.
I'm still going through a breakup with my exgirlfriend because of drugs and of course used drugs to cope. I was in a dark area and became homeless. I'm back at home now and I don't wish this upon anyone. My heart still hurts, but I'm trying my hardest to fight. Keep fighting the good fight, my friends.
Relaspe please
Stay strong xx
Keep using sobriety is terrr
One year Clean from Amphetamine, 4 Weeks in Substitution, right now, looking Forward to get Back to love
@@dankhead88 praying for you bro.
what i notice, when watching videos like this, is that all these former addicts are very eloquent and fluent communicators. they sound very intelligent that they could have been somebody, a pillat of the community. i think curiosity is one of the major reason. i guess curiosity does kill the cat. i learned a lot through this video. thank you.
They still can be somebody and pillars of the community. I know many ex meth users that do great things, some own businesses and are very successful.
Hey how many people are On legalized methamphetamine i.e. Adderall from their doctors? I know a lot of addicts that said Adderall was cleaner and better than smoking ice
@@antoniedixon775
They can still be that. I don't think it's mostly curiosity. Seeing that most people that try do not become addicted. They all had problems and used meth as a coping mechanism/ self medication if you will.
They are probably well spoken now having been through a lot of pain. Pain creates character.
The Devil will seduce you and lie to you. Love from Australia 🇦🇺
The first chick is talking about it like it's in the past. She was tweaking during the filming. That's another issue with addiction. People often delude themselves into believing they're clean when they aren't. I did the same thing.
Thumbnail Finder plot twist this is the actual Daddy Ramsay
But seriously thank you for sharing that was interesting albeit disturbing. It sounds like you're sober now and I pray you are doing well.
Yea that chick was zootin and zoomin for sure.. any more and her eyes will pop out her head..
Nah her pupils were way too big. Possibly result from prescriptions
She is permatweaked...permant damage
Im 22 days clean of this shit wish me luck ...
@Reza Bhrvnd Hope that you are still clean. One day at a time. Blessings!
I hope you are doing well.
Good luck friend
Praying for you.
you got this
Alcohol is bad also
My uncle was an alcoholic who was never there for my cousins
Now my oldest cousin at 61 is an alcoholic who has never held down a job and hangs out in his moms garage drinking all day
This made me appreciate my father who was wonderful
Don Dressel this is so true, alcohol has higher criminal, accidents, overdoses, and many other things than any other drug, alcohol should be illegal too in my opinion. my uncle is a crazy alcoholic and forgets who i am sometimes. it’s really sad ::
All drugs ruin your soul it fucking sucks but with the grace of God he can and will give you strength if you finally decide to change your life with action and move away from people places and things that rob you from your sanity and your family
I'm at 1yr., Life is worth living being drug free.
Approaching my 9 month mark of sobriety! So happy and healthy now! Best wishes to all struggling.
Clean for almost 2years now.
Congratulations kingpin lee
Still clean?
Only quitters quit dude...don't be a quitter...
@@tenplauges yes! Still clean.
,@@robspot101 our country Philippines got the worst penalty for meth user. You can get instantly gun downed on the streets if the government knows your using it.
That Chris dude sounds like he's reading a script for a just say no ad
Ive never been addicted to a more powerful drug out there ! It litterally destroyed every dream I ever had , except the one i have now! I have been clean 3 years now and i have a wife and 5 boys that I still have, and nothing will ever come between what we have today.
Congrats!! Hope your doing well.
Being sober has changed my life and I can relate so much they are saying. I hope these videos open peoples eyes. I will never be fully the same after meth.
Guy in blue zip hoodie is totally speaking like an actor. Feel like he was scripted.
Bow And Arrow was about to say this
Maybe, he seems like a sociopath more to me. I mean if he was snorting meth at 12 he probably is tbfh
Buddha Bo Gaming or his brain is damaged to a point beyond repair. Meth
Wait, he's NOT an actor?! I thought for sure he was
Fr fr....Like mad respect for people who have pulled themselves out of addiction and shit..but he's just being wayyy too "I'm woke"...lmao!
Much thanks to the recovering addicts who told their stories! I am an addict myself and I know the struggles you all go through on a day-to-day basis and I commend you for picking yourself up off the ground and keepin it movin
Beautiful!
You can quit if you really want too . Its easier than you think
The guy brought meth to his high school at age 12? I guess it was all the meth he used to speed thru school.
Ben Tenney lol
Kim Gow I thought you were 11 in 8th.
He was adopting college habits early.
You are 12 or 13 when you are in the 7th grade. Learn to effectively listen people. He didn’t say he used it as a 12 year old at his high school dance. He said he started at 12 and even took it at his high school dance. This is time progression.
Shawn he’s still full of shit.
I am really proud of the people who spoke in this video. the fact that they put warning others above their personal image is proof that they are healing.
I am so proud of you guys for staying clean, everyone deserves a beautiful life keep up the wonderful work
@Dee Ragland
Thank you so much for sharing this with me, you are so very wonderful and very special! I am truly proud of you:)
I certainly appreciate the honesty of these users in sharing their stories (and exposing themselves to a lot of negative commentary) to warn other people. That takes courage.
These people telling stories are actors
@@beldiman5870 no they’re not lol
The 1st chick is tweaking hard! Her eyes say it all!
@Tim No, your pupils wont stay dialated after the use.
It's what's called"Hard on Er".
I think that's just her regular eyes now... It's definitely from drug use... But those eyes say, trauma, evil, sadness, fear, and aging quickly... It's insane the damage it can have on a person even after they decide to to put down the pipe... The trauma takes years to recover from along with the voices.. meth dissolves the veil between the 3D realm and the spirit realm... It's why so many users go insane.
8 years ago I was smokin crack , now I'm clean and love life.
Bless jou xxx keep going the right way xxxx 🙏
Wtg
Good luck 🍀 x
The way they move their jaws when they talk, strange head motions and the wide darting eye movements are all symptoms that stick with a meth user even long after being clean.
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Absolutely. My brother has battled meth for 20 years. He's been clean 3 years this March, for the first time ever, without a single relapse.
He has many meth mannerisms still.
This is true
My husband started meth 4 yrs. Ago. Even during the few months when he wasn't using his entire personality changed permenantly. I began researching the effects of the drug and a small percentage of people never recover even after they stop. He died in July 2018 from a heroin overdose but that wouldn't have happened if he'd not gotten on the meth. It's a dirty disgusting drug.
Permatweaked
All the people in this video seem sincere, and are truly coping with addition. Chris, however, seems like an actor. My instinct just makes me think he has rehearsed.
The rehearsal and acting may come in in the way that addicts revise history when telling their stories. I've heard of people selling dope with a gun to their heads but using? Not so much.
JohnnyAppleseed it’s anti drug propaganda that’s trying to be infiltrated into other people’s real stories to keep you from ruining their plan for global mind control.
Doesn't matter... He spreading a message
First broad is high asf and dude in blue is full of shit
Also, the chick with the glasses is an actress. She has no visible signs of meth use and is rather fat, we don't normally see fat tweakers. Tweakers are skinny and you can tell right away almost, like that first girl. You can tell she's on it just by looking at her eyes. WIDE OPEN.
I recently separated from my guy of 8 yrs. We have 2 young children and I think he is using meth but I don’t have any addiction clinics here that can help me find out for sure or navigate this. I’m happy you are on the other side and helping others with your story and experience ❤
Life is too short to be going too fast.
Isaac Robles I love this quote.
Thank you for this video. I hope that people who need this message GET it in time.
This brings back so many memories and emotions. Been clean for 25 yrs and it still gets to me
I'm watching this for the 4th time now. The reason behind it is.i dropped alot of acid a year or two ago now and I started seeing how people could psychologically lose themselves in what is infinite inside of us all. I stayed very aware through the whole process. Started having signs of schizophrenia and delusions and panic attacks or whatever some experiences I had cant be explained by words in my vocabulary yet. I started meditating to calm my mind down and for a while I went even crazier, Finally after a while idk what it was but some sort of sudden epiphany about everything in this world life before life and after death and how everything simply is a product of this big happening which is life. It shows the most neagative things you've ever seen and the most beautiful. Spread Love to everyone because that is truly what we all need and some people their lives got to hard and had no one and went to drugs.
please put a blind fold over that first chicks eyes if you ever interview her again. I found myself opening my eyes wide open along with hers and didn't hear a single word she said
tim cleland lmao
tim cleland
😳😳😂😉
That's a total pet peeve for me, some people do it constantly, its a habit and they probably don't even know they're doing it. That expression is just not attractive on anyone! Idk, some comments are that she's either still tweaking or it's permanent damage, like how some do those weird things with their mouths or lips. Possible, but some people just use it to emphasize what they're saying when in reality it's very distracting from whatever they're trying to say.
tim cleland that's not nice, but it's absolutely true. I actually had to look away
Lmao me too
I could literally feel myself becoming crazy. It was the scariest thing to think that I was going to end up in a mental institution. I had to remove myself from my surroundings and move 1,100 miles away to stop using. I've not used in over 5yrs and I know for a fact if I went back I would fall right back into that cycle. It's a battle I will fight for the rest of my life but as long as I don't give up and stay strong, I know I at least have a chance to live a clean life. I thank God that He opened my eyes and gives me the strength to keep fighting.
Use meth again
that first chick is amped
Right? Those pupils...
Sadie Cassandra yep i see it she has dark circles around her eyes 😂😂😂 she's been on a good one fo evea😂😂😂😂
For sure.. eyes bout to pop out her head.. 2nd chick was tweaking too..
Yup agree
You seen that too, huh
can you spot the actors?
garden addict blue guy
Blue hoodie dude and the girl with the glasses
They put a gun to my head and told me your not gonna stop 😂😂😂
Donald Trump
“That is just how powerful this drug is”
No, that is just how weak you are
RUN ... it is a demon that almost destroyed my life.
My sister is a meth user....
She was young... she used to be a good person ...
Then her heart was broken she turned to meth and left her family for meth ... 😔
She doesn’t care about us anymore.. she probably gave her self to men for meth she lives on the streets.. I was so little to understand why she left .. I miss her so much now I’m older I understand ..I seen her before she didn’t even recognize me .. just walking down the street
I’m 19 years old and I want to become a doctor and help these people ...
my mom suffers from what my sister has done
My sister was pregnant and using ..
...
Sorry for your loss.I hope you are able to achieve your goal,you are a compassionate human .Prayers to you and your sister.I used meth for 35 yrs.I'm clean now, I have heart problems lost my son to suicide and am caring for my mother with Alzheimer's.I live in constant regret .
@@twistedthrifterb6220 That is some heavy heavy shit. I just need to imagine it and need to pull out of the thought.
How you go on is beyond me. But you have my deepest respect and it just shows that you are a strong person.
Wish you all the best!
@@SaithMasu12 thank u so much for your kindness.
It's not that she doesn't care, she has no control over this. Family therapy would help big time. For families with a drug user in the midst therapy is key.
I'm sure she cares, I've been sober for two years but I had to leave everything and move away. I cared but was so ashamed and still am. I knew I had to start my life somewhere else. I feel better but I owe apologies and I still am working on that.
"The colors the vibrant the smells?" Bull Shiit . Dude has never been spun.
For real!!! Lol he's an actor and was describing LSD . LOL I rember been geeked out and fucking starting home projects that I nevr finished lol😂
Bad actor
Agree
sounded more like MDMA than LSD to me and molly needs a base either meth or heroin based molly so meth technically
Luis _ exactly what I was thinking
Been sober for 18 years. I pray for those who struggle 🙏
Use again come here in the Philippines our meth is much milder only 60% TO 70% pure meth they can't even make you insane
Meth in united states is 98% pure so it can ruined ur life
I been clean for 16 months and still going strong
i hated math in highschool too.
Math sucks!😂
Math ruined my family life
This comment tho
Lol agree me 2 👍🇦🇺
Ive Been sober for month and half and still strong, meth almost pushed me away from my family and love ones and everyone I cared about from the psychosis voices I would hear from my own family and loved ones I just mentioned saying the hurtful things to me and hallucinating seeing the same things as well and delusions ,I gave my family and the ones I care about such a hard time because cause of it at the time as well because I always thought they were hiding the truth from me...made me almost commit suicide few times since I started it 5 years ago but now I'm free and sober of everything and proud of myself and went to treatment and happy of my sober journey!!!! Amen 🙏
Keep it up!
@@vicadamebbborla6127 thank u and will do!!
Don't ever give up
Someone needs to get in contact with the girl that was sitting next to her mum. She's either high af or has hyperthyroidism and should probably go to the doctor. Those eyes be popping.
Lauren Richards exactly what I thought
Shes hi
I have been clean 3 years and I thank god everyday
Started when im 16 now im 30 yo.. 3 weeks sober from Meth, Hashish, Tramadol pills, Larica pills, alcohol..
My body is getting stronger and much healthier, i can think clearly now and i can finally feel like a normal human being..
i just started a news job ( shitty job ) but i took it anyway so i can stay busy.
Still things not going easy for me but seeing how happy my mom is and the rest of my family and friends is priceless!!!
Hey man, I hope you’re still hangin in there and staying clean. If not, just keep fighting and remember there’s always hope
Dude in the blue shirt has never tried anything stronger than coolaid
Lol!!!
I heard someone say one time that drinking La Croix tastes like a drink someone made who had never tried it before. Like, “orange should taste like a little tart but sweet” etc. “lime should be sour but sweet and taste green”. This is the vibe I’m getting from him
oooh! yeah‼️
Look, when you're a struggling actor you have to take what you can get. Maybe we was a "meth"od actor and got spun out for a couple weeks to get into character. 😂
Dudes a total fake
I tried meth once... My leg fell off instantaneously.
Don't try drugs kids
dopihead Lol😃
dopihead this sounds like D.A.R.E.
dopihead ROTFF
dopihead haha
Fuckin tell me about it. I am just a head now
I AM 4YRS ADDICTED SO MUCH. AND NOW IM 2HRS CLEAN WISH ME LUCK.
Girl at the starts still spun 😳😳😳😳😳
Those eyes!
Trippy Azzy 😹😹😹
For sure, plain as day
Trippy Azzy still spun or jus perma tweeked
Hunters channel naw, she was just a Meth o Dist
I don't think anyone in these comments have actually seen what meth does to a family or to a person.
Juliza Thranduillion I have
Lived it too
Juliza Thranduillion I've seen this world first hand. It's demonic shit. These motherfuckers need to be punished.
I am going through it now as a family member. I have been robbed by 1 nephew , and 2 nieces. I brought them into live with me at different times. Eventually had to kick them out. My last one was homeless and pregnant in a meth house. We kept her till she had the baby. 2 months later she left. We have not seen her since. Now my wife and I have custody of the baby and are trying to adopt. I have been through hell for 5 years dealing with this stuff. You can't help them. But I can help the baby.
Juliza Thranduillion ain’t that the truth😔
Chris, I truly heard your conviction and felt your heart. Thank you for exposing your soul.
Idk why everything says Chris is fake. He seems well spoken. Actually get an animated, gay vibe.
Because people are judgmental as fuck.
Because he sold his ass for drugs
I think he’s an actor
It's insane to see how skewed everyone's perception on drugs are. It's possible to be the small minority of ppl who are functional off hard drugs. The main point is that it'll consume you. It affects everyone differently and maybe you'll be able to live a functional life dressing up taking showers and going to work, but at the end of the day, drugs will put you in an empty soulless hole of a life that seems meaningless without the drug.
His mannerisms, the way he talks, and his body language makes me think he's a paid actor
32 days clean from meth...
Recovering meth addict here.
I was 3 years clean then I suddenly fell into relapse. It's an everyday struggle but I'm gonna fight and win over this dangerous addiction.
I hope you’re doing well now mate?
@@Cabbage_math thanks!!! really doing well. It's been 6 months now. Still clean
Thank you for verbalizing what many other addicts such as myself can't talk about to anyone.
i'm so grateful that i wasn't able to get out of meth what i saw my peers around me getting that made it an addiction for them. for me, i only remember not having an appetite, trouble sleeping, paranoia, extreme antisocial tendencies, and absolutely horrible cystic acne breakouts. but the worst part about it was coming down from meth. i have NEVER ever felt the complete and utter depression and hopelessness i felt when i was downtripping. it was absolute misery and i wouldn't wish that feeling on my worst enemy. it's a horrible drug, even for those that never got "hooked".
He nailed it about the colors, lights, smells. Also, the suicide.
God bless you all who've beaten your addiction's. My younger brother used everything for years. It was some of the most difficult times of our lives. When someone you love suffers with addiction then you definitely suffer with them. I've saw him do some of the craziest things. Praise God he finally stopped. However, it destroyed his health. He went through hell for a couple of years and two years ago he had received a donor transplant for liver due to cirrhosis. This February he was told his kidneys were shutting down. He's been in dialysis three days a week. He's sick and in pain everyday... It's heartwrenching.
I used to have an intravenous meth habbit and it will take you to some dark places that other drugs wont
Hi Tim cook and it was capncruncg 5th to the hotel right after I got the weekend off to do activities 2k 2nd night 2232k
"it will strip away your soul"
Ive never heard of someone putting a gun to your head to force you to continue to smoke meth.
It happens a lot in Huron South Dakota force. Force someone to get addicted so they keep giving you money.
I ran into an old friend I’ve known since he was ten years old
I hadn’t seen him in over twenty years
I couldn’t believe what he looked like
He looked like a zombie
He had become a meth head
Here was a guy who at one time owned his own business
His wife divorced him
His four kids wanted to do nothing with him
If it wasn’t for his parents and brothers he’d be living on the streets
He was manipulative and selfish
All he cares about is getting high
How sad as hell
This guy I knew for years offered me a line of "coke" one time outside our local pub....I knew him and trusted him, so I did it....later that night, I couldn't sleep! I didn't want to eat for 2 days over one line of (not coke) but meth...oh man was I pissed. I called him..he said "omg...I gave you the wrong line!! I dont hate him and he's still an ok guy....but dude....naaaa! Not my cup of tea...no sleep, no food, hallucinating, picking, I pass on that experience.
Sandra Wehrley be glad you didn’t die lol snorting it
He is not an okay guy and he's not your friend.
Just to let other know coke is powdery white and meth looks like it has crystal shards in it
You would know instantly between coke and meth. Its meth burns so bad up your nose. But then again if it doesnt burn your nose and make your eyes water than its fake.but u probably. snorted coke with PCP. A couple
rails of coke does not do what u explained. Cause I guarantee u didnt snort meth at all
If you snorted meth for the first time (or any time) you would instantly know. It burns your nose REALLY BAD! Your eyes water and a sharp pain/ tingle with shoot down the roof of your mouth on the side you snorted. And it takes about 5 mins or so before the burn stops enough to go on about what you was doing.
After only snorting a couple lines, you will start getting nose bleeds/ blood when you blow your nose.
A good friend of mine offered me some meth. At the time, I didn’t know what it was and he was the only person who I knew that was admitting to doing drugs. I turned him down. Shortly after that, he went to jail from making meth. I’m so glad that I dodged that bullet.
I am from Russia. 1 year ago I tried meth, after that I was doing it once every 1-2 months, but this summer I started doing it once every 2 weeks. recently i did it 3 times during 5 days. I stopped, not im depressed , im having withdrawals. I think I came very close to overdoing it, I sould stop befor I get too far.
Yup correct krutoy, I’ve done it maybe 8 times, last one I had made me go on a 3 day binge and I got psychosis, that shit is scary and im done w it.
@Leeroy Jenkins lol i forgot i wrote this. thanks. im not doing that anymore. i guess i can stop when its necessary. im glad i used it tho, it taught me a lot
My brother is hallucinating from meth, I don't understand why he does it when he freaks out ending up in a hospital, only to do it again, wish we can get him to stop.
@@michelem140 well i guess he doesnt have to spend money to get high again ))
You can start off doing it once every 6 months and think you have it all under control...then suddenly you will realize that you need it just to function every day.
I could definitely understand...now...that I did use for a small portion of my life after high school...because I WAS one of those that didn't really quite understand the grasp that it has on you...
Soooo glad I have been able to overcome this horrible drug in hope that others will be able to step away like I did. Really you have to stop for yourself. Not because others tell you to. You have to see and take notice in what it does to yourself. How it effects your life.
Your family.
Your friends.
How deep are going to go before you realize enough is enough?
And that you are WAAYY better than that!!! For something to grab a hold of you so deeply...it controls you. 👏👍
I've been clean for the last 7 years GOD IS GREAT from south africa
What's wrong with the girls eyes in the beginning she looks like she's in a starring contest with the camera guy
yeah that is a consequence of long term use
She's waiting for the camera to blink
the girl on glasses is absolutely right nobody does meth excepting to become an addict everyone just tries it to c what the hype is abt but at the end they all end up screwed up, ppl think they can control the drug which is absolutely wrong u never do, the drug takes over you.
Mary Rb wrong ive only ever done it once
Lol. Ive smoked meth about 30 times over past 15 years... no ongoing problems whatsoever, certainly no addiction.
bullshit ignorant fear propaganda, like the other posters said. i did the shit straight for weeks and quit and walked away, use it when i can find it and have fun... FUN that's it just like going out to a bar and getting drunk. if you get addicted off one try YOU are weak and its not the drugs fault its YOU!
Wrong. I walked away from meth with such fucking ease. Not gonna lie it was an amazing euphoric feeling but it didnt grab hold of me like heroin did, not even close
I did twice 6 years ago n never did it again some ppl are just weaker or more prone to addiction
Temptation never really goes away. You learn to live with it. Definitely could of done some things differently but gotta remember to keep looking forward.
It's hard to believe kids as young as 12 are doing this but looking back on it, the first and only time I was offered meth was when I was 13.
I know a guy who started when he was 12. He's fucked up. He has a bizarre way of talking and every other word out of his mouth is "sorry". He's so paranoid that people are thinking bad about him, it's really sad
I watched someone do that shit for years it finally took his life as it does everyone’s no one try’s it
Fist time was 13 aswell
asqwef fsgerh dude kids offer it to other kids too.
All it takes is an irresponsible meth head parent/relative that forgets to hide his stash.
that girls eyes are gonna pop out of her head
To everyone who is fighting a battle with methamphetamine, wherever you are in your personal battle, stay strong. I hope y'all find the peace you need.
okay. im a recovering addict (opiates). I did some stupid shit for drugs. I have a lot of sympathy for addicts because I know it isn't a choice and I know how they feel. But even at your very worst, you still have a line. when you do shit like letting your dealer rape your daughter for drugs, you no longer have my sympathy. Nor should you have anybodys. you are past the point of being someone going through a tough time. The people who do that have not a single good bone in their body.
James Guthrie fuck yeah, ur right on. theres a difference between using and committing crimes in order to use. ive known working people who have used meth quite regularly and were able to kick the habit. it can be done. but what do i know? i can hardly even stop myself from smoking weed or wax whenever i get bored
James Guthrie hey, we got a 13th stepper over here. So glad I understand my disease and don't talk shit on my fellow addicts the way you do.
The" pimp" mom and "oz" dealer . The story is not a surprise. how ever since the
d-bag dealer raped a little girl
which is a disgusting wicked action. only over shadowed
by the excrement that is mom.
I have a hard time believing that she "the mom" got a 0z and not a ko upside the head.
even tweekers have some fellow tweekers within their own, that dont let shit like kid rape go un punished. eny dealer who rape kids are soon to be dead dealer . same gos 4 kid pimpin moms. eny one that knows about a crime like this and had not retaliated best stay out of the pen. that's a thin line story teller. i hope for you that the story is just that, a story.
James Guthrie Im sure u wouldve went pretty far when u were dopesick
Completely agree with you. I am a recovering heroin addict and there were things i never did no matter how sick i was. And in that case, you would not get any sympathy from me either if you pretty much sold your kid.
12 years old at highschool?
Kim Jong-un I’m from nebraska which is just south of South Dakota and it’s very rural allot of the high schools are jr and high schools mixed together so kids in 7th through 12th grade go to school together.
Yes it’s so easy to get in South Dakota he has native in him as well all the reservations out here meth is so abundant
Right
Life is waves. Super high is followed by super low. Extracting takes rebuilding.
Only 1% of meth users stay clean for the rest of there lives. The devils drug will consume the necessary souls for the devil. So the sooner you quit the better.
Read what other people wrote. I myself have said it and so have other friends. The devil is there. Alli esta el Diablo.
@Aladar Giarmo some people just needs to keep quiet especially dealing with something they have no power against@ Joel Bow I encourage you to read the Bible the devil is a spirit BEING.
@@MichaelDScott144 the Bible is just lies, you Idiot. Go educate yourself on something real. Crystal Meth is manmade and so ist the concept of a god
Wicked fifthly drug. Absolutely ruined my life no question about it. "If you want to meet the devil do it" the most accurate quote
I have never used but want to understand why people start with it . Who , in 2021 , doesn't know the danger of drugs ? The first girl gave me the answer now : " you only have to use / try once and you are hooked " Thank you , it was very helpful for me . It could have happened to me too , it just wasn't available when I was in my twenties .
Man, Kaitlyn looks like she's 40 years old
75 days sober today!
My brother has been off meth for a little over a year (due to incarceration not on his own recognizance.. although he’s been out of jail 2 months and praise JESUS is STILL sober) but his head is STILL messed up. Having his say some off the wall things.. mostly thinks he “seen” and believed during his meth use. I just keep praying he will come back around full circle.
Kaitlin's eyes are bugged out
Yes I noticed that too!
Yea real HEAVY
She's onnnnnn
I noticed that too.
Ive done meth but never became addicted to it. My drug was heroin. Funny though.... The stories are exactly the same. I honestly think hard drugs like this are the embodiment of evil. The quote the woman said "meth told me it loved me". That hit home bigtime with me. 2 years clean off all drugs and extremely grateful for all of us that have recovered and continue to... And my prayers go out to anyone actively trapped by that horrible cycle. ❤
Chris's honesty is so refreshing: cool guy!
I made a good friend but didn't realize he had an addictive pass. A few years he only drank, I drink also, so I liked this side of him. After three years he was smoking meth to the point he couldn't hide it from me. He was hanging out with meth heads and all his decisions hinged on meth. I told him to his face I didn't like meth or any of his meth head friends and stayed away. It's been at least a year, he stopped coming over trying to reel me in, I still expect to see him on my doorstep soon. Fuck meth and anyone that does it. Just like Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas says,"You can turn your back on a person,never turn your back on a drug." In other words,"you can know and trust a person, you cannot know or trust the person on a drug.":
I agree with you 100% bro. Stay away its not worth it.
@@RicardoLopez-ts3sr I just quit drinking 11/15/21. The hardest part was living through the withdrawal. Living clean is strange but I'll see how things go.