I was betrayed and publicly humiliated on insane levels by multiple narcissists and then betrayed and publicly humiliated by a BPD family member (and that literally sliced my heart out like never before) But ultimately these things transformed me completely and now I'm basically dead to self. I don't fear anything now and nothing shakes me. I stay by myself and trust no one. I used to trust everyone. I'm so strong now that I don't need people anymore. I used to be extremely codependent. God used the pain to transform me and to weaponize me to war against these devils. He taught me my worth, he told me who I am. He taught me how to love myself. I come from a family full of narcissists too. My whole life was training grounds for my calling. And my calling is deliverance, intercession and spiritual warfare. God taught me everything I know. It's mind blowing. I love your channel God bless you. You're a warrior too.
Hallelujah! 🙌🏽 I believe people who are targeted by narcissist have a very high calling in their life because their heart is different than the average. We are very loving and compassionate and forgiving. That is perfect for a narcissist to take advantage of but now that we know we do better and we put armor on in Jesus name. God bless you thank you for sharing your testimony.
@@heartofglass6697I think we were designed to be social creatures and have a sense of community, but not socializing with everyone and anyone and not a one man island. If only one worthy and trusted person blesses our life, unfortunately the world seems to be 90% narcassist, but I beleive their is someone worthy of connecting with you. Like shoes are a pair, hands, feet and cars have more than one tire.
@@heartofglass6697 I think we were designed to be social creatures and have a sense of community, but not socializing with everyone and anyone and not a one man island. If only one worthy and trusted person blesses our life, unfortunately the world seems to be 90% narcassist, but I beleive their is someone worthy of connecting with you. Like shoes are a pair, hands, feet and cars have more than one tire.
I also wanted to say that, it is amazing that someone like you, who is anointed and has a burning passion to help your brethren battle these demons, in the name of Jesus… it’s amazing that your analysis is far more penetrating and poignant than that of the psychologists who speak on this topic!
At one point I had so many Narc designs on me, I was basically crippled, so many diff hooks into me and so many airs because of that, that I had no concept what was going on, death by a thousand papercuts. They don't realize we elevated to 5 Dimensional Chess even past their demonic spirits and intelligence.
My first wife was a MALIGNANT OVERT NARCISSIST. She hired the dirtiest lawyer in our county. I started playing hard-core chess and got everything I wanted at the divorce. People in my county were stunned that I had beaten this scumbag lawyer. Then I married my second wife who was a BIPOLAR COVERT NARCISSIST. We had 4 boys in 5 years. At the 7 year mark I knew that there was no hope for the marriage but I had to get my 4 boys raised. Again, I started playing hard-core chess. I sent the boys to private Christian schools all the way through Pensacola Christian College. When the last boy got married, the demons in my second wife went absolutely insane because they knew the party was over.
Hey buddy, i just came across your vidoes. You're apeaking the truth. Im just after uncovering another one, that came into my life. It has really rattled me , this guy is literally a wolf on sheeps clothing. Very fresh still, im just in disbelief it took 2 years. This was the best yet, he was a mind reader. Ive only come to my own realization, that i became like them, i couldnt understand how i went from a nice innocent young boy, to who i became, luckily im in recovery. But thats unfortunately where i met this guy. I never fit in. I came out of an orphange and was neglected all my life, unfortunately i became addicted, and went to the depths of hell. Luckily found christ in 2018. I was convinced by others ( parents/exes) i was a horrible piece of rubbish , but now i see how good i am, what a pure heart i have . Anyway i really resonate with your videos ❤ John 14:6
I was inspired to come to the comments and make the statement, “You are brilliant!” Then, I saw that the very last comment left by another viewer was the same verbatim as what I was going to say. But, oh well, I’m gonna say it anyway, “This was absolutely brilliant!
Best sermon I have heard in years in the best way. I shall keep this video saved and play it often as it is so truthful, a guide to walk onward. Thank you. It is scary and encouraging at the same time. Integrity, uncompromising and knowing self is necessary for committing to one's own boundaries and having the courage & strength to keep them intact. I agree working on childhood trauma is where to heal. Am seeing a therapist and it has been 1 year at the end of this month I went no contact. The damage was done but I am on the road back to something better that I have never had. God bless you.👣👣🦁
Amazing video!!!! 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙏🏼🙏🏼....this is me...straight up!! I have even cut out toxic family!! Talk about refinement through the fire!! #Starseed....thank you Abba Father for awakening me, protecting me, and the blessings in my life 🙏🏼🙏🏼💗💗...it took me to age 52 to realize all of this. Guess I'm a late bloomer 🤣🤣...but eternally grateful 🙏🏼 .
At the end of this last narc relationship, he was recreating childhood wounds on purpose. Felt a lot like my dad. I immediately noticed and started to exit. I feel "saved."
Uncanny Psalms 58:3- The wicked are estranged from the womb: they go astray as soon as they be born, speaking lies. Psalms 58:4- Their poison is like the poison of a serpent: they are like the deaf adder that stoppeth her ear;
Thank you again brother such good content!!! Hallelujah. Put your armor on and send your soldiers out!!! Angels from the kingdom of heaven fight for us and give us even more wisdom. Remind us Lord of who we really are. We are more that conquerors! 🙌🏽 keep shining brother. I really do appreciate this and it’s helping me.
Thank you 🙏 Soldier. Good stuff. Relentless… Resilient… It take a severe amount of pressure to make a diamond, Imagine what you, the Empath, can become when you radically accept the truth… they are the Cluster B. It is a spiritual battle of the soul and it is a 4:1 ratio of evil, NPD-BPD-HPD-ASPD against YOU. Not all make it out alive, but the ones who do and learn the truth… you will armor up. We all must forge and maintenance our boundaries daily to protect ourself from snakes that slither into our aura with malicious intent. 2025 Stay alert! Stay alive!
Why is it that 95% of grocery cashiers want you to treat them like they are special? I ask how are they doing and say thank you after they check me out. Most times they will say your all set or there you go. This comes across as rude. I now try to gauge them and say Hi at the beginning and just say have a good one at the end. They act like I’m supposed to be extra excited that they are cashing me out. They are not really providing a service to me. It’s their job to see what I owe. Some tell me thank you and have a good day like a normal person. I also notice many employees of grocery store stare at customers. Do Grocery stores attract employees that are narcissists sociopaths? It’ seems like it.
Yea it seems like it’s getting cold. I think it’s rude especially when I heard them say thank you to the people in front of me. This is why I prefer self checkout. I’m referring to places that don’t have self check out.
I honestly feel like I won the jackpot, finally I can stop the people pleasing and just want Jesus. Looking forward for the best is yet to come 🙌🏻 Because of Him not because of me 💯
Slow learner due to being scapegoated, but God kept on nudging me. Seems like I was okay with being belittled, the betrayal is what made me turn the corner. Getting hoovered all the time but staying silent speaks louder than my words or actions would. I am done, I am free. Filling my cup now so I can serve God and help people
Hey I hope your having a blessed morning i appreciate your videos a lot and I just wanted to clarify something you said in your video that the narcissist comes back and stalks again but how is that possible if stalking is supposed to be highly illegal doesn't there have to be a end of evil ?
I have nothing. No book just don’t know what to say. I have been changing. I spend a lot of time studying or thinking. This narcissist construct is evil and I don’t feel there is justice on this topic so I’m bringing it.
I was inspired to come to the comments and make the statement, “You are brilliant!” Then, I saw that the very last comment left by another viewer was the same verbatim as what I was going to say. But, oh well, I’m gonna say it anyway, “This was absolutely brilliant!
You are amazing. Truly it’s my heart and Gods given word bc I didn’t even plan to speak on that but after I know it was a word from The almighty God. 🎉
I was betrayed and publicly humiliated on insane levels by multiple narcissists and then betrayed and publicly humiliated by a BPD family member (and that literally sliced my heart out like never before) But ultimately these things transformed me completely and now I'm basically dead to self. I don't fear anything now and nothing shakes me. I stay by myself and trust no one. I used to trust everyone. I'm so strong now that I don't need people anymore. I used to be extremely codependent. God used the pain to transform me and to weaponize me to war against these devils. He taught me my worth, he told me who I am. He taught me how to love myself. I come from a family full of narcissists too. My whole life was training grounds for my calling. And my calling is deliverance, intercession and spiritual warfare. God taught me everything I know. It's mind blowing. I love your channel God bless you. You're a warrior too.
Hallelujah! 🙌🏽 I believe people who are targeted by narcissist have a very high calling in their life because their heart is different than the average. We are very loving and compassionate and forgiving. That is perfect for a narcissist to take advantage of but now that we know we do better and we put armor on in Jesus name. God bless you thank you for sharing your testimony.
Thank you 🙏 God Bless You Right Back
@heartofglass6697 Your words are my story as well. Godspeed. Prayed for you.
@@heartofglass6697I think we were designed to be social creatures and have a sense of community, but not socializing with everyone and anyone and not a one man island. If only one worthy and trusted person blesses our life, unfortunately the world seems to be 90% narcassist, but I beleive their is someone worthy of connecting with you. Like shoes are a pair, hands, feet and cars have more than one tire.
@@heartofglass6697
I think we were designed to be social creatures and have a sense of community, but not socializing with everyone and anyone and not a one man island. If only one worthy and trusted person blesses our life, unfortunately the world seems to be 90% narcassist, but I beleive their is someone worthy of connecting with you. Like shoes are a pair, hands, feet and cars have more than one tire.
I also wanted to say that, it is amazing that someone like you, who is anointed and has a burning passion to help your brethren battle these demons, in the name of Jesus… it’s amazing that your analysis is far more penetrating and poignant than that of the psychologists who speak on this topic!
The Lord shook me mercilessly. In his GREAT mercy , 🙏
This is so dead on it’s like you’ve read my diary
At one point I had so many Narc designs on me, I was basically crippled, so many diff hooks into me and so many airs because of that, that I had no concept what was going on, death by a thousand papercuts. They don't realize we elevated to 5 Dimensional Chess even past their demonic spirits and intelligence.
My first wife was a MALIGNANT OVERT NARCISSIST. She hired the dirtiest lawyer in our county. I started playing hard-core chess and got everything I wanted at the divorce. People in my county were stunned that I had beaten this scumbag lawyer. Then I married my second wife who was a BIPOLAR COVERT NARCISSIST. We had 4 boys in 5 years. At the 7 year mark I knew that there was no hope for the marriage but I had to get my 4 boys raised. Again, I started playing hard-core chess. I sent the boys to private Christian schools all the way through Pensacola Christian College. When the last boy got married, the demons in my second wife went absolutely insane because they knew the party was over.
Hey buddy, i just came across your vidoes. You're apeaking the truth.
Im just after uncovering another one, that came into my life. It has really rattled me , this guy is literally a wolf on sheeps clothing. Very fresh still, im just in disbelief it took 2 years. This was the best yet, he was a mind reader. Ive only come to my own realization, that i became like them, i couldnt understand how i went from a nice innocent young boy, to who i became, luckily im in recovery. But thats unfortunately where i met this guy.
I never fit in. I came out of an orphange and was neglected all my life, unfortunately i became addicted, and went to the depths of hell. Luckily found christ in 2018.
I was convinced by others ( parents/exes) i was a horrible piece of rubbish , but now i see how good i am, what a pure heart i have .
Anyway i really resonate with your videos ❤
John 14:6
This is spot on.
We feel convicted for staying because we know that with them we are constantly going back to fleshly ways of thinking.
Wow truth!!!!
You just shook me awake! I was in freeze all day. Your videos just woke me up and now I’m ready to leave. Thank you❤
You are a frontline Soldier in His army. I feel very protected by you and thank you for helping heal my heart 🙏🏻♥️💯🕊️🛡️🇨🇦
This pure articulated Gold refined several times
Yeah- they came in to battle 😂
I was inspired to come to the comments and make the statement, “You are brilliant!”
Then, I saw that the very last comment left by another viewer was the same verbatim as what I was going to say. But, oh well, I’m gonna say it anyway, “This was absolutely brilliant!
Best sermon I have heard in years in the best way. I shall keep this video saved and play it often as it is so truthful, a guide to walk onward. Thank you. It is scary and encouraging at the same time. Integrity, uncompromising and knowing self is necessary for committing to one's own boundaries and having the courage & strength to keep them intact. I agree working on childhood trauma is where to heal. Am seeing a therapist and it has been 1 year at the end of this month I went no contact. The damage was done but I am on the road back to something better that I have never had. God bless you.👣👣🦁
Still I rise! 💜
God dropped that in you head! Great
Yes Truly God and His Glory
100%🎯 ThankYou!
Wow deep
Amazing video!!!! 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙏🏼🙏🏼....this is me...straight up!! I have even cut out toxic family!! Talk about refinement through the fire!! #Starseed....thank you Abba Father for awakening me, protecting me, and the blessings in my life 🙏🏼🙏🏼💗💗...it took me to age 52 to realize all of this. Guess I'm a late bloomer 🤣🤣...but eternally grateful 🙏🏼 .
You are always on point. I can honestly relate to everything I mean EVERYTHING you are saying..❤
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At the end of this last narc relationship, he was recreating childhood wounds on purpose. Felt a lot like my dad. I immediately noticed and started to exit. I feel "saved."
Uncanny
Psalms 58:3- The wicked are estranged from the womb: they go astray as soon as they be born, speaking lies.
Psalms 58:4- Their poison is like the poison of a serpent: they are like the deaf adder that stoppeth her ear;
Yes agreed. Wow , Psalms 58:3 thank you. Yes, now I know thank you. Awesome, I am jumping on that scripture right now. Thank you again.
Thanks for the verse.
@soldierupproductions you do a good job. We all appreciate you.
This is good stuff... Keep it coming ❤❤
Another fantastic video. ❤❤
Thank you again brother such good content!!! Hallelujah. Put your armor on and send your soldiers out!!! Angels from the kingdom of heaven fight for us and give us even more wisdom. Remind us Lord of who we really are. We are more that conquerors! 🙌🏽 keep shining brother. I really do appreciate this and it’s helping me.
I am happy if I help. We do not fall back not now not ever. Okay. ✅
This is so good. Very powerful stuff. I’m glad to find your channel. God Bless
He use too tell me before I went threw the awakening he use to say he was scared of me.
Amazing Class ! Stay blessed !
Thank you 🙏 Soldier.
Good stuff.
Relentless…
Resilient…
It take a severe amount of pressure to make a diamond,
Imagine what you, the Empath, can become when you radically accept the truth… they are the Cluster B.
It is a spiritual battle of the soul and it is a 4:1 ratio of evil, NPD-BPD-HPD-ASPD against YOU.
Not all make it out alive, but the ones who do and learn the truth… you will armor up.
We all must forge and maintenance our boundaries daily to protect ourself from snakes that slither into our aura with malicious intent.
2025 Stay alert! Stay alive!
Relentless yes that is who we are
Bless you for your truth!
You really spoke to my spirit ❤
Wait til tomorrow
@soldierupproductions I can't wait!!
You are so appreciated. Thanks for taking the time to do these videos.
So good. So much truth. You're receiving important wisdom ongoingly ..I think .. thank you for sharing it
That was brilliant.
I am no longer an option!!!🙏♥️💪
Why is it that 95% of grocery cashiers want you to treat them like they are special? I ask how are they doing and say thank you after they check me out. Most times they will say your all set or there you go. This comes across as rude. I now try to gauge them and say Hi at the beginning and just say have a good one at the end. They act like I’m supposed to be extra excited that they are cashing me out. They are not really providing a service to me. It’s their job to see what I owe. Some tell me thank you and have a good day like a normal person. I also notice many employees of grocery store stare at customers. Do
Grocery stores attract employees that are narcissists sociopaths? It’ seems like it.
I use to tell people that when I go to places I am always thanking them and they generally don’t say anything. Cold world.
Yea it seems like it’s getting cold. I think it’s rude especially when I heard them say thank you to the people in front of me. This is why I prefer self checkout. I’m referring to places that don’t have self check out.
Thank you .
Spot on brother! Another great video and teaching...Thank you🙏
Firm boundaries!!
Yes everyday everywhere
I get great wisdom from your channel 🎉🎉❤
This video helped me a lot man, you are helping a lot of ppl ❤️
I honestly feel like I won the jackpot, finally I can stop the people pleasing and just want Jesus. Looking forward for the best is yet to come 🙌🏻 Because of Him not because of me 💯
Love your videos!! ❤❤ keep 'em coming
The truly wicked are estranged from the womb. ❤❤
Slow learner due to being scapegoated, but God kept on nudging me. Seems like I was okay with being belittled, the betrayal is what made me turn the corner. Getting hoovered all the time but staying silent speaks louder than my words or actions would. I am done, I am free. Filling my cup now so I can serve God and help people
Hey I hope your having a blessed morning i appreciate your videos a lot and I just wanted to clarify something you said in your video that the narcissist comes back and stalks again but how is that possible if stalking is supposed to be highly illegal doesn't there have to be a end of evil ?
You are soo soon anointed? What is the name of your book? All these teachers have a self published book.
I have nothing. No book just don’t know what to say. I have been changing. I spend a lot of time studying or thinking. This narcissist construct is evil and I don’t feel there is justice on this topic so I’m bringing it.
❤
🙋👍🙋
Covert empaths...
I was inspired to come to the comments and make the statement, “You are brilliant!”
Then, I saw that the very last comment left by another viewer was the same verbatim as what I was going to say. But, oh well, I’m gonna say it anyway, “This was absolutely brilliant!
You are amazing. Truly it’s my heart and Gods given word bc I didn’t even plan to speak on that but after I know it was a word from The almighty God. 🎉