Kikuo - Yesterday, Everything Returns (昨日はすべて返される)
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- Опубліковано 5 лют 2019
- Lyrics are available in closed captions.
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paper and pen, pencil and eraser, glue and scissors, crayon and tape
origami and construction paper, notebook and textbook, ruler and protractor, compass and magnet
pencil case and scratch pad, report card and message
gold star and punishment and beads and shoes and pebbles and
forget it and search for it and lose it and find it and
break it and toss it and find it and fix it, your treasure
ethics and language and belongings and missing things and
math and social studies and homework and gym uniforms and
lies and truth and fads and play and
telling secrets and a voice murmuring close to the ear,
everything, everything, I can't remember it...
finally, I can forget.
I can change. I can change.
STOP ALL ACTIONS, KIKUO HAS UPLOADED
FINALYYYY
Me too, Elsie. Kikuo is like... Top priority.
RIGHT
Yas ma'am
*stops breathing*
*Dies*
i’ve seen a lot of different theories about this song, but my favourite is that it’s about childhood trauma and how it can be so easily forgotten and yet it can stay with you for your whole life.
the lyrics go from basic school supplies and elementary-esque related things (pens, pencils, notebooks, tape and pebbles) to more sophisticated things (lies and truth, secret stories whispered in your ear.)
eventually, you hear “i can’t remember” followed immediately after by “i’ve finally forgotten.” it’s the bittersweet juxtaposition of being able to forget traumatic memories and the knowing that your childhood was taken away from you.
i like that the final lyric is “i can change… i can change.” it’s a nice ending.
This is me summed up. I related to the song strangely and then found this comment and now I know why
Dis theory gud!!
Well it's not kikuo if you aren't uncomfortable by the end of the song
I’m crying this is so true
Accurate
Can't relate at all.
If anything, I would have said it gives a feeling akin to the soothing kind of melancholy.
Kikuo songs make me twitch
Sometimes I feel like Kikuo could post anything and we'd all lose it, regardless of what it was.
He could upload a video of him picking salad from his teeth and I'd be like "WHAT DOES IT MEAN!?"
420
@@guyguykoko9663 Thanks for the important information.
@@ItzjustImani kikuo is a guy, he uses he him
OMG 727 LIKES
From the look of some of the English translations and comments, I wonder if this is an adult looking back to their childhood memories, slipping away as they grown up. Maybe its the mundane routines making the speaker unable to act against their schedule; it becomes second nature as they forget important events in their life.
From the monotype-like animation to the effects of the lighting, it feels unwelcoming. Like entering in an abandoned building, staring white walls while searching with a flashlight. Imagery of hands resting symbolizing a death or someone has given up; a white line wiggling about in an enclosed square could be a metaphor for trying to break their boundaries, but their spirit slowly dies out under the weight of it all. Maybe they accept their circumstances by become one with monotonous shape. That could be one form of change.
I might be projecting a little but seeing these abstract effects make the lyrics impactful imo. It fits with the aesthetic per say ahaha. Thank you Kikuo for this experimental track and Yuka Sato for the animation! Really enjoyed this one. I hope we get news about KikuoMiku6 sometime soon.
Edit: I wrote this comment on my phone and clarified some thoughts on pc. Sorry if I didn't made any sense hours ago.
okay.. deep i like it
Agreed. This song is nothing short of unsettling. It's made in a way that will make anyone feel uncomfortable. Something you would feel from a mundane lifestyle that's getting the best of you. The footsteps are the beginning feel the most unsettling to me that slowly meld with the music.
I saw that black hand as a symbol of getting burnt out from that kind of mundane looping lifestyle. The hands are trying to grasp something around the end, that's looks like as if the target just keeps slipping through despite the vigour the hand had and it again became black.
Really curious what that last line is supposed to mean. Even with my broken Japanese, I can understand it saying "I will change". Change what exactly? And how?
*L O V E THIS C O M M E N T!*
Tuyetnhi P. I agree. When she says 'I've finally forgotten' it makes me think maybe there was a traumatic event during said period. Kikuo, the way he writes all his music, you can tell has gone through so much. Maybe this is in his point of view? Like how Wowaka and Pinocchio-P write their songs about themselves.
All I know is Kikuo is a soft boi and we need to protect him lol
That's a haunting description
my understanding of this song is apparently much darker than most of the comments i've seen and i'm. huh
to explain a bit: when a person goes through trauma as a child (especially if there's more than one traumatic event/incident it stems from), it can result in memory loss since said memories are too painful to process at the time. more often than not, though, things other than the event(s) from said person's childhood can be lost with it, like school, old friends, small events, places, times, etc.
i can relate to this song because it's heavily distorted and sounds dreamy, distant, and creepy while still being about elementary school; it ties in almost perfectly with losing your memories of childhood and attempting to piece them back together from loose recollections.
This. As someone who got through the trauma as a child, it's exactly how it feels. Memory comes in random small fragments sometimes - that's why there's paper, scissors etc, you can't really understand why you even remember it /so suddenly/ in the first place,, and often you can't place them together at all because most of the puzzle pieces are lost (like some of these sounds), the ones not still feel eerie and muffled though you still feel something's wrong, not the way it should be. Uneasy and anxious. And that's how this song feels.
I really like this interpretation, the images of red hands constantly reaching out and trying to grab something only to have reality seemingly bend to get away from their grasp? It's so like the mind, twisting and uncontrollable. Not to mention the red hands also give the vibe of something wrong, some warning to stop. Maybe the memories they're reaching for are painful and that's why everything moves around so wildly. The mind in a desperate uncontrollable bid to protect itself.
I donno if I'd bet money on this conclusion but it is my favorite by far.
To add: the worm in a square may be our mind "locking" the memories and the waves of different colors may be the little memories themselves sliding through the defence by bits. The overwhelming colors later on may be the more "massive" flashbacks, the ones that consume you and leave in hysteria - personally I have them sometimes, or intrusive thoughts surrounding a traumatic event/s.
yeah, most of kikuo's stuff hits me like this but this one in particular feels like right after a real bad one, like the other songs are the breakdown itself and this is what remains after. you don't so much have coherent thoughts as just lingering sensations, the flashbacks still coming but not even of meaningful things anymore, just base concepts. thats usually when I can finally get some sleep
@@BKSF1 saaammmee fuckin feeling here - its like when you're still mostly dissociating but Just Starting to come out of it for me
Can't wait to see how this song feels at three in the morning
Chloe Walker *I did that at like 2am and I was either hearing things or not*
I'm listening to it at 3 AM help
It's scary-
I am Scared :D
It's calming for some reason, just shitted my pants alittle! 😃
I'm scared, if it wasn't for my bf sleeping peacefully next to me, I'd probably would've thrown away my ear buds across the room-
Kikuo's songs are either
1.) A cool bop
2.) A cool bop that causes extreme anxiety like this one and Substitute
There is no in between.
@@user-sk8em5op7k はい
substitute makes me feel so uneasy lmao😭
@@nlie39 hitogawari is a focken bop though
Cotton Candy def fits the second option lmaoo
But there is a 3rd option specifically for Gomenne gomenne:
Very catchy
Very traumatising
Well I’m ready for bed-
*Kikuo Uploads*
Welp I didn’t need school anyways
Dude same, I was literally about to shut down my computer, then I got the notification. Hahaha.
SAME
Literally me. Not even joking.
I'll miss the bus on purpose for kikuo!
Natalie Gonzalez
Same...
My interpretation:
There's a big victim of school violence, so memories and images about school are trauma for the person. Accordingly, things existing in the classroom which are recited in this music(紙(paper), ペン(pen), 内緒の話と耳元でささやく声
(secret story and whispering voice)) are pieces of memories and images that are trauma for the person. However, after reciting the things, words like 'I forgot all those things' and 'I can change' comes out. That means the person forgot the things that is trauma for him or her and is willing to change himself or herself. I think this music is so hopeful!
小学校の思い出を綺麗にしまってあったはずなのに、全部引きずり出されて実はこんなに汚れてたんだよってぐちゃぐちゃに胸の中にしまい戻された気分になる
やっぱりきくおさんの曲はさいっっっこうです！！
花ピアス その表現すこ
どうしようもなく救いようのない幼さのある絶望感。それがまさしくあなたのコメントで言うような感じで、とても共感しました。
this song has such an interesting texture idk how else to describe it but it feels a certain way when u listen with headphones
I don't think I've ever clicked a notification so fast in my life.
VonSmore same
VonSmore x2
same *3
OOF same
みんな、字幕はオンにした？
雫たん うおお！！ありがとおおお！
このコメが一番前にあるおかげで助かった
Sis muchas grasias por acordarme
きくおさんの音楽は
曲というよりひとつの芸術作品な気がする。歌詞や音楽で直接伝えるんじゃなく、音楽全体で何かを伝えてくる感じがする。
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語彙力の神だ
コメントが英語ばっかりでびっくり
曲は素敵、very good👍👍👍
@@MsCjkm そうですね！コメント欄来てみたら英語ばかりで…！グローバルですね
歌詞がわからなくても雰囲気めっちゃ素敵ですからね
英語レベル中1の私には辛い
@@user-ot8kz3xt7p 自分は外国の方が絵文字とか使ってるの見て褒めてるんだろうな位しか感じ取れないです笑笑
きくおさんの曲相変わらずかっけぇなぁ…
日本語字幕ONにしたら冒頭でなんて言ってるかわかった
字幕にしたあとに気づいた…
概要欄にかいてある( ´ﾟдﾟ)
最初歌ってると思わなかったw
ほんとや。。。
This is a song that can be in "Everywhere at the end of time" but modernized
Someone hears the same as me, finally
My interpretation of this song is as the character builds up talking about supplies and the secrets they used to tell in school the characters voice inflection goes up and the music begins to pick up and i think the character is reminiscing as an adult and the distortion is them forgetting. Theyre desperately trying to remember what it was like to be a kid. The box with the white snake in it could either be the person navigating through life, feeling trapped, suppressing memories im not really sure. After the character said they have forgotten theres this little pawn person and it gets sliced in half and for a few frames it looks like two people hugging or trying to and phasing through one another maybe just learning to let go of the old memories of childhood and fully progress into being an adult?
Holy fuck what if its about Alzheimers and losing not only your memories but yourself. holy shit holy shit holy shit the snake in the box is trying to remember all the past thoughts, waltzing around in an empty head, the two figures who pass through one another could be a family member our main character has now forgotten due to their condition. The only line that has been stumping me for the entire time is the last line I can be changed.
@@adamantarts6056 I took it in a far more hopeful light - the person has trauma relating to school (maybe directly BECAUSE of school, especially since Japan has such high rates of adolescent stress/suicide for that reason) and as they grow up and graduate, they're finally able to move on. Whether the memories are purposefully forgotten (which I think is more likely, since they mention some memories being revisited and "fixed" which suggests introspection or therapy) or the person just repressed it all, the memories finally fade away and they realize that they can change as a person and they are no longer stuck in the relentless backbreaking routine school can force you into.
I didn't even think this song was about Alzheimer's, but that adds a whole new horrifying angle to this. Maybe the last line could be some morbid relief and finally letting go of everything, like all their ties have been cut and they're free? Or even naive hope that they can somehow recover?
@@adamantarts6056 Okay, I thought I was only thinking this because of EATEOT, I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who's mind went in that direction ^^;
@@Ellielulu_Ellielu fuck man, that series of album REALY is terrifiyig.
たとえどれほど辛い過去でも、確かに自分の内側を形作っていた過去であって、それを忘れることは、解放であると同時に、根無し草のように現在の自分がふわふわと頼りなく浮かんでしまうことなのかもしれないと思うと、「私は変われる」という言葉も悲痛な強がりのように思えてくる
I love how Kikuo creates music that is meant to be experienced and not just listened to! Another really cool song ^u^
I couldn't have described Kikuo better
Out of all of Kikuo’s songs, this one really gives me chills for some reason. I just feel like there’s a lot more behind this song then what we might see on the surface
fr gomenne dosent scare me this does
I love how everyone is trying to explain the songs and i am like
'my brain tells me it sounds good so i like it'
逆再生したら何かありそう…
いつも思うけどほんとに世界観が凄い…
わかりみが深すぎる......
字幕オンにした？
Idk why but I'm crying kikuo are you okay I love this I love you take care
Yesss something new from Kikuo!! Love your music.
The song that sounds the most not so like music in kikuos list and you choose this to call it good music.
I like your style
Tsuki Hotaru appreciate it! What can I say anything he puts out I’m rocking with.
I honestly think this is Kikuo's creepiest song in terms of the music and melody. It gives me chills for some reason. Still a great song though.
i see u comment everywhere wtf- i always recognize the takt op pfp lmao ;;
悪夢見たあとみたい。すき。
いやほんとまさにそんな感じだ…
抽象的でなんだかよくわからないけど不安な感じ…
確かに風邪引いた時にみた悪夢みたいだな
i think it’s about trauma and forgetting your childhood and not being able to remember anything
わー……
考察してるのをみてなるほどってなりたいけど
わからないままただぼんやり聴くのもいいなぁ……
「やっと忘れられたの」という言葉から推察するに、
前半のPVは
「今は忘れた過去のトラウマの残骸や断片」
後半のPVは
「過去を捨てることで明るくなった未来」に見える。
…でもタイトルが意味深すぎて、まだ何かある様に思える。それに最初の方に出てた四角が一番最後に出てくるのは何でだ…？
ともあれ、今回も凄かった。
トラウマはそう簡単に消え去らない…とかですかね…？
最後の｢変われる｣は自分に言い聞かせてるような気もします。
どうせ変われない の不安でしょうかね
I feel like Im falling into a pit,
Falling into another universe.
Or just like Alice In Wonderland,
Im being drowned in by multiple sounds.
And I like it.
I guess you could say you are.... Hole Dwelling
Chloe Walker into a festival of darkness
I know right
I feel like I'm the wind
Same but sounds
すごく共感できる
いじめられていた小学生時代、それでも美しいものや好きなものがあって
トラウマなのに忘れると宝物も同時になくしてしまう。
空っぽになっちゃうんじゃないか 死んでしまうかのような
そんな不安が
この曲をきいていて思い出されました、、、
これまで聞いたきくおの曲で1番聞き取りづらい
百敷海音 それ分かる。字幕つけないとマジで分からない
概要欄に歌詞書いてますよ
怖いヨォでもすき
意図して音作りしてるんだろうな〜。
断片的な記憶を思い出すときの音のイメージに似てる
これはとても簡単でしたww
終始鳥肌。頭皮にまで鳥肌が立った。
本当にこの人は鬼才だ。
I love how experimental this song is yet it still feels like Kikou's own style
きくおさんの楽曲は感覚的なことを的確に言語化していてかつ、音楽にのせてその怒りや悲しみの感情をフルパワーで届けてくれて、私の分まできくおさんの曲達が泣いたり怒ったりしてくれている気持ちになります。
いつも、素敵な曲を届けてくれてありがとうございます…！
I can't even figure out what genre of music this is. I love this so much
Overwork for 4 hours. Thirst. Hunger. Depression. Loneliness. Exhaustion- I Sleep
Kikuo uploads- *ASCENSION*
*-This meme was writen by sleepwalking body Gang*
profile pic. sauce?
Reincarnation Ascention?
TEN SHO SHO TEN SHO
@@user-kh1es5gg9m いいえ
I’M NOT EVEN A MINUTE INTO IT YET AND I’VE ALREADY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THIS WOW
PVがともかくすごい、ハンコでアニメーションってどれだけ手が込んでるんだろう、凄いなぁ～
曲を聴いている時の脳内が可視化されたようで、
最後の方のなにか掴もうとする手がとくにすきです
Let me try to explain this song.
Paper,pen,pencil,eraser...
Japanese elementary school students are supposed to have those utensils. And also “flower circle” (💮means ✔️),”crosses”(🙅♀️), moral education class, Japanese class,and so on, all those words relate to an elementary school life. And this girl never remember those pieces of her memory. But she sounds happy...
『壊れて捨てて 拾って直した宝物』って歌詞、ものをぱらぱら壊す の歌詞みたい
なんで今までこれ聴かなかったんだろう……すごく後悔
かなり刺さった大好きです
Your music has developed my entire aesthetic since 2015 and I cANNOT thank you enough Kikuo ; v ;
耳が気持ちよすぎる
(I'm not native) I think this song is giving a positive message
Experienced terribe times while childhood (ijime=bullied) -> Can't remove the memory from his/her mind ->finally could remove it by a mental shock -> desides to live a different life without any obstacles in his/her mind
댓글에 해석많이보이는데 키쿠오노래치고 엔딩이 긍정적인 것 같길래 개인 해석 남기고감
앞에 여러가지 학교물품들이 나오는건 떠나지 않는 그때의 기억. 키쿠오미쿠6 학교관련곡들 전체를 관통하는 내용인 친구랑 어울리지 못하거나 심하면 이지메까지... 그런 기억들로 얼룩진 어린날들, 학교생활을 잊을 수 없는 주인공.
->전부 전부 기억나지 않는다는 얘기는 많이 보이는 해석처럼 정말 충격으로 인한 기억상실일 수도 있고... 음도 보컬로이드 조교도 절규하는걸로 들려서 부정적으로 해석할 수 밖에 없는듯
-> 겨우 잊어버렸다는건 이 잊고싶지만 머리에서 떠나지 않던 모든 아픈 기억을 어떤 계기가 있었는지는 모르지만 잊어버렸다는 것
-> 나는 바뀔 수 있다. 정상적인 사고도 방해하던, 나의 앞길을 막던 장애물인 아픈 기억을 전부 잊고 무조건 바뀔 수 있다. 이런 의지를 보여주는 것 같게 끝남
내가 지금 힘들어서 이렇게 해석하고 싶음;;
그리고 키쿠오노래는 왜 한국인 고찰이 잘 없음?? 외국인들은 많은데 이요와 노래들처럼 한국인들도 곡 많이 듣고 해석해줬으면 좋겠어
過去を忘れて幸せに過ごせる期間とまた昨日のように過去が思い出されぶり返す期間、ということかなと思った。
でも3歩進んで2歩下がるカタチで一歩ずつは進めているはずだと思いたい。
It's 1 AM and here I am trying to decipher Kikuo Lore
きくおワールドですね！(*ºчº*)
やっぱかっこいいよね。乱くんも好きなのかい？
Kikuo described my entire school trauma on this song.
逆再生したらなんかありそう(小並感)
わかる(明察)
逆再生ってどうやるんですか?
@@user-rk1ve7hi2t わからない(鈍察)
それな笑笑
今までの曲の逆再生ヤバかったしありそう笑笑
本当にもうこの世界観がたまらなく好きです
待ってました…！！うわぁ！！うわぁぁあ！（語彙の消失）
getting serious Everywhere At The End Of Time vibes from this one, I love it
I think sonically this and cotton candy are kikuo's scariest songs
This hits different at night.
きくおを聞くお
リピートアフターミー
たまに現れるザビエル
きくおを聞くお
きくおを聞くお
きくおを聞くお
きくおを聞くお
きくおを聞くお
Kikuo has Kikuo'ed himself in making creepy, disturbing yet fascinating music
Like
This gave me the chills on a whole other level
And I love it ❤️❤️❤️
学校にいい思い出がないので歌詞を見てて苦しくなりました。
思い出した。
好きです好き
こ、怖い。さすがkikuoさん！！
one of the songs that actually make me feel odd. like.. *something isnt right.* great job, kikuo!
I haven't seen any comments mention this yet but at 2:23 it looks like a person is pierced with something. Then it looks like hands trying to grab something but being unable to get a hold of it (maybe a representation of how they're struggling to get a hold of their old memories). I just really like the animation
やっと忘れられたの、の後が気持ちよすぎて好き…
なんでこんなに私のことを知っているんだろうと言うくらい、感覚がそのまま曲になっていて怖い
I think its about the person that finally graduated highschool or college, where the person was not satisfied or having troubles with its school life, the person may also have no freedom to its routine even in to its liking so once the person graduated, the person can finally change and become what it wants
本当にきくおさんの世界観好きです！
深く意味を考えなくてもどっぷりハマるけど、
深く考えれば考えるほど更にハマっていくのが
きくおさんの曲の神がかってる特徴だと思います！
Everything you make is nothing short of art. What a push on what a song can be.
I don't know how i've never seen this. this is insanely good.
damn, I've never had such a hard time understanding miku
I love whatever is going on in this animation
i found this weirdly calming
11:08 at night! Nice time to listen a new Kikuo's work!!!
Rn its 23:46
11:46 pm also
I feel like this is about recovering from childhood trauma and amnesia caused by said trauma. The school/childlike theme and mentions of not remembering it all makes me think that it’s trauma, and the recovering part is because it says “I can be changed.” Plus, the foggy and overall vibe of the video fits it, too.
きくお教の皆様。
今回もきくお様の神曲が出ましたが、
聞き取りずらいと思いますので
字幕昨日をONにして視聴することをオススメします。
狂っちゃう
*My wish of getting a notification from kikuo finally became true*
Please release English lyrics I'M SHAKING
@@starflanchan KIKUO OUT HERE WOKE AF
雨のワルツ ? That makes it seem creepier tbh
素晴らしい
現実に生じたノイズを緻密な計算の元で固め合わせ、そこに精神の不安定な揺らぎをプラスしたかのようなサウンドが素敵です。
明るいとも暗いとも取れない。中性的な雰囲気がありますね
きくおさんの歌また聞けて嬉しいです
今回も神曲でした٩( ᐛ )و٩( ᐛ )و٩( ᐛ )و
きくおさんの曲の中でダントツで鬱な曲。最初聞いた時、きくおさんが心配で仕方がなかったです。
ボカロ鬱曲（サウンド部門）1位です。
間違いなく。
ひょええ（てか外国人の方多いな）
This song is a bit creepy.... But it reminds me of some sort of really old mechanical voicebox type thing you find in your attic and you decide to play it. The audio is warbly, the video is dark, like an old electronic losing power might do. All in all this is great sound design, goes to show Kikuo is great at his craft
what the hell is going on in this video
it’s perfect
keep up the good work as always kikuo!!
I always need these in the dead of night
The music rise gave me chills AMAZING LOVE U KIKUO
I litterly screamed when I saw this notification
Man, listening to this while sleep deprived is something else
literally, it’s completely dark in my house right now as well
Childhood Trauma is serious issue, especially when it comes with other factors, unloving parent, parent's financial issue, and you trying to make sense of the world while you're slowly losing that innocent youth of yours, wondering as the day goes by about a human life, seeing life and death in front of you, not realising the importance of it.
But as time goes on it becomes distant memory, and for extreme case you'd completely forgot about it, you reborn and become someone else. Mine wasn't in that extreme case, though i wouldn't say having my memory suppressed isn't any better, no human being should be going through this.
It doesn't make me feel any special or unique going through this, it's just cruel, it makes you feel like you don't really exist, but instead living in a vivid memory that starts to become clearer but more fake to you, you can't tell what's real and what's not, but you have to keep on living because that's what you've been doing for years.
But i wonder, does living a life that doesn't seem real and distant memories felt like a dream is any better than Death itself. i may never know, i'll never get to experience a normal childhood, if such thing ever existed.
'tthirdmember trans rights' does a good job at interpreting the song's meaning including audio distortion, i'm surprised that people can understand and empathise themselves without having to experience it themselves to that extend, but i guess that's what psychologist are for. Which is a good thing because at least i get to know that i'm not the only one that i have to see it? it's probably weird to describe feeling as "seeing it" but that's best i can describe it.
今回も神！
きくお様の曲って機械が歌ってるっていうのが魅力的。いやボカロ曲ってそういうもんなんだろうけど、何だろ、他のボカロ曲よりも最大限の褒め言葉として人間が歌うことによって心がこもっちゃいけない曲。伝わる？伝われ。
I feel like the lyrics which are blurred out signify a traumatic memory that the person is pushing away or avoiding.
I listened to this song in my final year in highschool before graduation. I remember going to the washroom during class with my headphones playing this on the lowest volume. It would usually be empty and I would just close myself up in the stall and kind of just stand there. I had really bad anxiety throughout all of highschool. Listening to this song would greatly calm me down.
the art direction for this is stunning
きくおワールド最高です！
待ってました…!!!
waiting for this new album is the most stressful thing I've done in my life
good news bro
How do i find this song comforting and familiar really im not joking i love this sound and song and i love kikuo and i relate to this so so much
最高です😍
素直に好きです