Kikuo - Kara Kara Kara no Kara (Emptiness, Emptiness, Emptiness of Emptiness) Remastered
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- Опубліковано 1 кві 2019
- Ｋａｒａ Ｋａｒａ Ｋａｒａ
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カラカラカラのカラ
カララカラカラ
なにもないぼくらから
カラカラカララカラ鈴がなる
たいくつな夜だから
リリリリ リリリリンリン鳴らしてる
足から頭へ響いて響いてさ
うるさいばかりの歪んだ楽器をいびつに奏でてさ
リンリン カラカラ ビュービュー シャラシャラ
カランコロン 遊ぶよ
カラカラカラのカラ カララカラカラ
鳴っている鳴っている カラのカラダだから
小さな鈴が 響いてる響いてる からだからカラカラ
カラカラカラのカラ カララカラカラ
くるくる回るよ カラのカラダのなか
いびつな音色は 止まらない休まない からだからカラカラ
だから眠れない 眠れ 眠れない リンリンリンリン
ラララ･･･ ラッタッタッタ ターラタラッタ
からっぽのぼくらは コロコロコロンコロンとかわいくさえずるよ
泣き虫のぼくらは 涙が溜まってるグズグズの笛のよに
ビュー ゆかいな助けての声
ケタケタ ケタタケタ けたた たましく
笑ってる ジャランジャラ ケタケタケたのしく
ずっといるよ 踊り子シャラシャラ カラのカラダのなか
ケタケタ ケタタケタ けたた たましく
うるさく鳴らすよ 叩け叩けだから
ボコボコ打たれて あたまにおなかに けたけたたたましく
鳴らすよ 鳴らしてしまうよ
なんにもできないぼくらは
かわいく傷つきたいから
一個二個四、十六、百個をまだまだ超えて
踊り子の脚に手に首に巻き付かれた鈴たちの
音が音が響く響く響いて
大きくまだまだ ぶつかる大きく
けたたたたたたたましくラカラカラ
ラララカラカラカラダカラダのなか
亀裂亀裂破裂パンクするまで
傷が音が音が割れてゆくまで
破裂するまでバレないバレない
Hah...
ケッタラケッタラ ケッタッタッタラ
タンタラタンタラ タッタッタッタラ
カンカラカンカラ カンカンカンカラ
サッサラサッサラ サッサッサッサラ
カッカラカッカラ カッカッカッカラ
タッタラタッタラ タンタンタンタラ
ナーナラナーナラ ナーナーナーナラ
タンカンカンカン カーカーカッカー
x2
ケンタラケンタラ ケータンタンタラ
トゥークラトゥークラ ルーカンタンタラ
カーカラカーカラ トンカンタンタラ
スータカスータカ スートンカンタカ
ナーナラナーナラ ナーナーナーナラ
クークラクークラ クークークーカラ
トンカラシャンカラ トンカンシャンカラ
タンカンタンカン タータータッター
ケンタラケンタラ ケータンタンタラ
トゥークラトゥークラ トゥーカンタンタラ
カーカラカーカラ カンタントンタラ
スータラスータラ スートンカンタラ
クラカ トゥカラ タラカ シャカラ
シャラカ ラタラ サラカ ラカラ
カーカラカーカラ カンカンカンカー
ランカンカンカン ラタラタラタラタ
カラカラ･･･
カラカラカン カラカラカン
パンクパンパンパパパパ
カラカラカラの中 バララバラバラ
鳴っている 鳴っている カラの中バラバラ
小さな鈴が 割っている割っている カラのからだの中
カラカラカラの中 バララバラバラ
ぐるぐる回って カラの中バラバラ
黄身と白身が ごちゃごちゃ ごちゃごちゃ 漏れてくるドロドロ
ッタケタ ケタタケタ けたた たましく
ぐるぐる回って 恥ずかしくケタケタ
ぼくらずっと 鳴ってるよ 泣いてるよ 恥ずかしくケタケタ
カラカラカラのカラ カララカラカラ
カラカラ カラカラ からっぽがこわくて
きみも ぼくも
鳴っている 泣いている 鳴っている 泣いている
割れてる 笑ってる 割れてる 笑ってる
楽しく 楽しく 楽しく 楽しく
だからからか だからか カラのからだだから
そばにいて 眠れない 眠れ 眠れない
あっあ 眠れない
ケッタッタラタ カッカンカラカ
ナーナーナラナ ヌーナーナラナ
Can we just pay our respects the the Norwegian translator named ‘gay quesadilla’
wh lol
what a good choice of name
I already thee human bean
Yo your pfp scared me
@@GoodElissabat yuno gang
3:28 when you download a "2000+ cartoon sounds" sample pack and you're gonna goddamn use it
AND I’VE NEVER BEEN SO HUMILIATED IN ALL MY LIFE
I got like 200+ and I still haven't used them all...
Sounds like zuzu Pets tbh. (Props if you know what I’m talking about lololol)
@@aFuckinToaster curse of the zuzu pets: always heard, never functioning
SKSNDKSKDKKD
the distorted faces look like the early stages of ai
Took the words right out of my mouth
So truee NAJJWJWKQKWKWLW
Not my dumbass thinking they were bells I-
HAHA
2:57 I LIKE HOW THE SONG GETS FASTER AND FASTER UNTIL THE BEAT DROPS IT LITERALLY GIVE ME CHILLS AAAA
NO CAUSE FR
@@agenderpersonwholovescheese OMG VOCALOID/PJSK FAN? (assuming from ur banner)
I LOVE THAT PART OF THE WHOLE SONG
@@Yosafiresbro they’re commenting on a vocaloid video, it’s not that surprising
-how many cartoon sounds you want?
-Kikuo: yes
y e s
Let's spam
*Y E S*
ꙅɘY
Y E S
E E
S S
y e s
‘Bop it, Twist it, Pull it, of Emptiness’
No.
yes
Yes
oh
Very underrated comment. A+ my friend
there is no way i got a 20 second unskippable ad in the middle of the song bro 💀
You're lucky cuz I got 2 ads and both of them were for 30 seconds that I couldn't skip, BRUH WHY🫡😭😭😭
i füçking hate youtube...
Right?? I got atleast 4 ads in the middle of this 😭
SAME LIKE WHAT THE F-
He needs to pay the sound effects LMAO
I love how Kikuo said. "It's emptinessing time." and emptinessed all over the place
OH NO KIKOU FOUND THE SOUND EFFECTS
OH YES KIKUO FOUND THE SOUND EFFECTS
MY BOI KIKUO FOUND THE SOUND EFFECTS
OH GOD KIKOU FOUND THE SOUND EFFECTS
JESUS CHRIST KIKUO FOUND THE SOUND EFFECTS
KIKUO FOUND THE SOUND EFFECTSS?? :0
songs that would kill a victorian child upon listening
Timothee chalemet dies upon listening
they had heroin, I think this would just make em think they had some bad coke
please no it was so hard to get that sucker to survive past five
Didnt they do hard drugs hen they got a cold? Kekek
I want you to know that I screamed laughed at this
Someone else pointed out the fact that "kara" means "empty" in japanese and "cara" means "face" in portugese, so i like to interpret the meaning of this song as "empty face"
que isso
@@seis_3bom dia
@@sansuusilly bom dia
Also in spanish "Cara" means Face
"no kara" makes me think of "no face" for the same reason
This song reads as depression. It’s loud, and empty, and it hangs around your neck and drags you down with it. You want to see your friends? You want to get out of bed and brush your hair? You can’t. You want to, desperately. You want to be clean. You want to put care into yourself. You want to let other people know you care about them. But depression holds you by your feet, hands, and neck. It makes you useless, and you feel it. You feel your emptiness like a physical hollow inside of you sometimes. It’s self serving; a kind of sick ouroboros. You can’t do anything, even if you want it, and that makes you feel even worse. It takes up all the parts of you that are alive and bursting and drains them bit by bit. Fills active, creative brains with rot. Takes even your memories - degrades your brain function. Steals your happiness and leaves you hollow.
Filled with thoughts you don’t want to think and negativity that bears down on you. Sadness. Anger. Inability to sleep. Sleeping too much. And you laugh about the dark, twisted place you’ve landed mentally, because you can no longer cry. It takes even the tears from your eyes.
A catharsis. A way to cope. Something you don’t have. Sometimes you feel incredibly sad. Sometimes you wish you could cry. You know you need to cry, but nothing comes, time and time again. It’s not enough. You don’t know what could be enough anymore.
You’re full of sadness and rage and apathy, and they jangle around in your useless body, fighting for a place as you stare dead-eyed into the ceiling. You haven’t washed your sheets. You haven’t washed yourself. You want to, in some part of you. It bothers you sometimes; how utterly incapable you are. Not for long. Caring takes up so much energy; energy you just don’t have. Every emotion you feel is buried under layers of tape, until the only thing you have left is that inevitable explosion. You just can’t deal with your emotions healthily and productively.
There is no outlet. There is nothing. Your depression has robbed you of life, of happiness, of health, of memories, of coping mechanisms that might actually get you out of your funk. You are left with nothing but the empty rattling of bells, of thoughts colliding inside your head on a constant loop, of feelings you just can’t deal with, and it all goes nowhere, coalescing inside of your useless, empty body, and it won’t be heard, because you don’t care to speak of it-maybe because you’ve tried and failed too many times. You’re lazy. You’re useless. You just don’t apply yourself. “Just get up!” It makes you laugh; in an ironic way. Eyes wide and full of derision. You’ve heard it all by now and much worse. The only way your energy will go somewhere is when it overflows. You’re set up to be a ticking time bomb. You crack - one hundred, and then back to zero as the clock starts again. The cycle repeats. You don’t know when it will end. You are stretched thin; it feels ridiculous. Funny, even. You don’t know what to do. You don’t think you will ever know what to do...
As for “getting hurt cutely” and things like that. That might allude to a thrill-seeking attitude. Chasing anything that makes you actually feel something. Causing yourself pain to know you’re alive. Laughing at things that should hurt you because the rush allows you to be present in your body for once. To, for a second, not feel as empty as you do all the time.
In fact, I think the cartoonish quality just. Fits. Because of how depression is. I don't think it's really healthy, how much I laugh about it. But it does, in a way, feel fake and cartoonish. Not being able to get up and take care of myself feels ... silly, like I should be able to, but I just can't some days ? Like. I'm in a Scooby Doo Chase scene, but the villain is my depression. There's something so apt about it, because it's. It is just sort of unreal. "Get up!" Easy, right? No, actually. Getting up is the hardest thing I do some days. And that ... in an odd way, it can be kind of funny. I know it's less severe to me simply because I live with it constantly, but.
I think that's why the cartoony noises are so accurate. They're frantic. They're ridiculous. It just feels ... apt. Like, really, startlingly fitting for just how ridiculous it feels that I can't do the basic task. But it's also kind of like ... It also feels like I'm fighting myself, in a sense. And that stretching is, like. Two opposing parts of me. My wants, needs, and desires, and my depression pulling back constantly like a wacky rubber band. LMAO
Depression is also incredibly Sisyphean, so. "Spinning round and round" is also another very fitting thing. I'm either spinning around and not going anywhere, or pushing the boulder, and the boulder is constantly falling, idk. Sucks, man.
@@justasleebylilguylittlesle1496 wow
I'VE READ SO MUCH IM IN TEARS😭😭
Si no leo ni una página sin preguntar que significa alguna palabra menos voy a entender esto :")
New genre just called “Kikuo”
Please.
@Hallucination Studios yes I agree THEYSHPULDBEAGENREEE
@@Rivkawxs I-
You okay my dude?
@@faves9347 yeah i just like Kikuo alot
@@Rivkawxs Cool
Who tf gave kikuo the soundboard
Ibuki?
@@h1biscusg4l what
@@beeeeetch_4701 What are you doing here?
@@h1biscusg4l listening to good music, you?
@@beeeeetch_4701 Same
the part at 4:58 is absolutely fascinating to me, the two instruments are playing parts that sound completely different but still work together and can be unified in a cohesive way, it's SO COOL
Did you wear headphones during this part? One instrument is playing in one ear and another is playing in the other!
THIS IS THE COMMENT I WAS LOOKING FOR!!!! THAT PART IS LITTERALY THE BEST PARTTT
I love this bit too!
hm
FINALLY SOMEONE WHO AGREES!!!!!
Nah people be talking bout just how theres so many sound effects but like damn lets appreciate how they be used????
Like the usage of these sound effects is actually straight art over here. Its not just mashing on a soundboard, this is entirely constructed and optimized to sound the best it can in this song. Like holy shit it sounds like they were made for this except its just their superb fuckin usage of these sound effects that give that illusion
Exactly, the sounds are chaotic, but not TOO chaotic, they flow together perfectly to create their own distinct melody
The lyrics: actually sad and traumatic
The sound effects: 💃💃💃💃
Edit: why was there a war about the 💃💃 emoji in the replies lmao
Edit 2 Electric bogaloo: came after a long time, still a banger, the sound effects are also still 💃💃💃💃
Edit 3: im still alive 💃💃
kikuo songs in a nutshell
@@MelissaBezerra lol
kikuo really love tango genre huh~💃💃💃💃
Ohh i see
LMao.
This isnt a song
It's an experience
Let me get off this wacky ride my mind is bending
Its Kara Kara
Its fun to watch the darkest and deepest of songs then exploring their meanings at 4am
_YEEEET._
Is this what a breakdown feels like ?
カラカラからカラカラからカラカラからカラカラ………
カラカラからカラカラからカラカラからカラカラ…
カラカラからカラカラからカラカラからカラカラ………
カラカラカラのカララカラカラ……
#アル中 カラカラからカラカラからカラカラ…
KARA KARA KARA KARARA
大量の薬を吐いたみたいな感じでもうわけわからなくてぐっちゃぐちゃでぐるぐるぐるぐるしてる感じめっちゃ好き
Fr
How ironic is it that a song called, "Emptiness, Emptiness, Emptiness, of Emptiness" would be so full of sound effects. Filler sound, perhaps. Ironic.
Maybe it's a person's auditory hallucinations/thoughts in the emptiness of the night, not allowing him to sleep.
@@fictionlover2064 That is an interesting theory, indeed.
Perhaps it's that it's all happening within a certain instance in a certain amount of space that wont reach out very far into the said emptiness
Perhaps it refers to the abundance of sounds and music but the lack of meaning, hence an emptiness. A lot of noise with a lack of purpose
You guys are all so smart.
Android: we got the best emojis
Apple: yeah right, ours are better
Kikuo: *hold my beer*
LOL
I want me some Kikuo emojis👉👈
Im on android rn 😭
ah yes, the stroke emojis
666 likes
kikuo: hold my cotton candy
3:10 COOL EFFECTS WITH THE CAPTIONS WOW
HELP IDK WHY BUT MY FIRST CAPTION IS ENGLISH UK, SO I DIDNT KNOW😭🙏🏻
The captions on Aishite Aishite Aishite are amazing if you haven't seen them yet
This song was MADE to test those “i listen to everything” friends.
Kikuo's songs: ✨🌸💫🧠🍥✨💗🧚🏼♀️🎀✨
The lyrics: 🖕(👁👄👁)🖕
This song is just: 🟥♠️▪️🔉♠️🟥🎴▪️♠️🏓🏂🪂💰🚛🚄🚲🏄🏻⛷🏇🏼🏇🏼⛷🥫🥭🍑🥖🥭🍠🧀🍗🍗🍑🍇🌩🍊🌩🌥🍃🌓🎋🌸🎄🐕🦃🌲🎄🦦🕊👸🏼🧑🏿🔬🦹♂️🦹♂️🧙🏻♂️🙇🏻🙎🏻🙎🏻🤦🏻♂️🤰🏻🧟🦵🤝🖕🤛🏻👋🏻🤜🏻🖐 karakarakarakara life sucks panik attacks 🕯🕯🤸😏💝🌻💝🌻🥲😁🥲💗🤎♐️🆔🤣🤭🥳😰😨🥳😨😰☮️🐴🐴🙊🐌🐻❄️🐌🐨🚐🏂🖲⏲⏳😏😁🤩🤩🥲😔☺️😔☺️😔😔😄😔😟
LMAOO
love the songs -
яαмιι ᴖᴥᴖ frfr 😿
@@shujinkoun yesssss ikr
яαмιι ᴖᴥᴖ it makes me happy മ◡മ
Kikuo: *makes meaningful, deep artwork for the song*
Fans: Is this is an emoji?
It is. They is. They be emojis. I am 90% sure. Lol...
@@trashtrash2169 I think they're not emoji's, you know kikuo song looks innocent until you know the lyrics meaning. This song is obvious.
I think they're the soul of a trapped people, not emoji, that's why they look deformed
Sorry if I sound like trying to be smart.
@@takoihina4731 yes dedormed emojis. You do realize emojis are people right? Kikou is probably using them in place of real people lol what have you proven?
@@trashtrash2169 idk I just saw that in the comments lol
@@takoihina4731 I've heard the theory that the song is about a psychopath who can't express emotions well. The emojis might be the emotions the psychopath tries to possess
For a long time, I have had depression, insomnia, and crippling anxiety. When I first heard this song, I immediately fell in love. I didn't even know the lyrics, but it still felt so...relatable. The music, the singing, the craziness. I remember listening to this for the first time late at night and thinking "This sounds like insanity." I laughed the first time I listened, but not because I thought the song was funny, but because of how it managed to capture that feeling of emptiness and desperation. The feeling of that hollowness becoming so overwhelming you can *feel* it, *taste* it. I also cried when I heard it, I think. Now that I'm finally getting the chance to properly analyze the lyrics, I'm simply taken aback. To some, this song is nothing but nonsensical analogies. To others, it makes all the sense in the world. Kikuo's songs always evoke such emotions, which is why I love his music. Every song manages to capture the exact feelings of the people it's meant for, and that's so beautiful. Thank you, Kikuo, for giving me a bit of emotion in this seemingly inescapable emptiness.
Side notes about the lyrics:
"So I can't sleep, I can't sleep, I can't sleep..." Couldn't relate more. My depression, anxiety, and ADHD all caused me to develop into an insomniac.
"We empty ones are jingling, chiming cutely.
We crybabies are like a soggy flute that's soaked with tears." These lyrics are such a smart way to depict the feeling of desperately trying to call for help, but not being able to. Especially the "Howling, howling..." part.
"Cackle, cackle, piercing cackles, laughing, clip-clop, cackle cackle, how fun." No longer having the ability to properly cry, you let out desperate sob-like laughter. Perfectly depicts the feeling of being on the brink of insanity.
(I'm too lazy to write any more notes, so thank you for reading.)
*TLDR: Insanity perfectly put into song.*
Kikuo has this capacity of making song that perfectly fits the description of "art disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed" all his songs make me want to cry cause his songs can be interpreted in different ways he makes it so that even the background have a meaning word can be interpreted literally or in a different way.. People would just find it weird but all those sounds make me want to cry but it comforts me so much at the same time
I can tell
I like how people who listen to kikuo usually have different interpretations of the songs, and are all connected to it in different ways.
Plot twist:
The song is really a tutorial on how to make baked potatos
lmao that's a great theory i love it
*I now know how to make baked potatoes, thank you sir.*
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what a nice recipe
@n i c o l e heeDrXdtTCRCTYctyVTYVTYfty
yee yee random ≠ funny
i wonder if kikuo bought a pack of sound effects and tried to compile everything into one song to justify the purchase
Yeah-
i mean it slaps so 🤷
I bought the sound effects, I’m going to use the sound effects
Lowkey
oddly specific.
The person who does the captions in all of Kikuo's videos is a genius 😭🤌
Edit: Holy shit this is the highest amount of likes I've ever gotten
:3
@@MEPHONE_FANXD :3
:3@@cockisinn
@@Anonymous_Floof:3
@@Anonymous_Floof :3
This frantic rhythm makes my heart flutter. Every music from Kikuo is literally the epitome of madness.
It's MY mental breakdown and I get to choose the song
@@verysillys No fair >:(
@@verysillys What the hell, Sharing is caring. it's OUR turn
@@verysillys everyone knowes the rule of oldest goes first, thus its actually MY turn smh
@@DJ-uy7hb what?! No fair...I’m the youngest, SO I SHOULD GO FIRST....plus I’m the favorite.
You always go first! I’m the middle child! I never go! It’s my turn!
I love how the “emojis” look like they were drawn by memory by someone who doesn’t really remember emotions, sweet touch
Yes. Also, I love ur pfp.
I have found my people (I have seen/played all danganronpa mediums)
kikuo and dr fans? looks like im staying in this comment chain.
RANGA DUDE :D
Danganronpa fans?
Along with GHOST and MARETU, Kikuo is an artist from whom you can hear a song somewhere and immediately tell: "Yep! They produced this!"
Edit: I am in need of more music of Vocaloid Producers with unique styles so pls suggest is you know some :>
Another edit: Tysm for the suggestions ✨
YESS I LISTEN TO THEM ALL ESPECIALLY GHOST
i listen to all of those artists. idk if i should be proud or sad
ghostghostghostghost
And utsu-p
And Masa
And PowaPowaP
And OwataP
And-
歌詞にちゃんと意味があるのか、はたまた特にないのか…分からないところがまた面白い
意味があったとしても簡単には理解出来ないからな…
this song made me speedrun the five stages of grief
melone’s bbface jesus christ jojo really is everywhere
@@BeanieGoth PERHAPS
M e l o n e
DIO!
Beanie Goth ABBACCIO??!
this is fucking insanity pLEASE STOP WITH THE H'S I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE IM GOING TO CRY
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I love the accordion in kikuos songs, it’s subtle but adds a distinct “kikuo flavour” to they’re music
ah yes, my favorite music flavor: K I K U O
からっぽからっぽ言っておいてめっちゃ曲長いの好き
頭空っぽの癖に余計なことばっかり考えちゃうよね……
Kikuo: has a mental breakdown
Also In Kikuo's mind: *multiple slapstick cartoon sound effects*
if only mental breakdowns were as fun as the song sounds 🤨🤨
dude thats how my mental breakdowns are/feel like 😩😩
Isn't that what we all hear at this point?
goofy ahh
I mean it amkes the song better 🤷♀️
anyone notice the fact that the background literally looks like faces but you cant tell what the emotions are?
@@daffodil3063 APBSHSPSHXB WHICH ONE!?!
@@leafylavenderlover9197 the yellow one
@MUHAMAD HARIADI lol-
I thought they were birds- 💀💀💀
@@mrorangee8884 eye- 😭💀 I mean that’s just out there but really what even are they
きくおさんって人体の構造や宗教学に深く精通してる方なんだろうか…どの曲を聴いても常人では思いつかないような角度の物の見方をしてらっしゃって毎回息を呑む。
例えば猟奇的な意味ではなく職業柄人の内臓や御遺体を目にする機会が多いとか、宗教に相当詳しい立場だとか、そういった特殊な立ち位置にいないのだとしたら頭の中が本当に気になる…。
私は日本語を話せませんが（翻訳機を使っています）、これは素晴らしい見方だと言いたいです。正直に言うと、kikuo は本当に天才です。
Whoever did the captions did an absolutely phenomenal time, especially at 2:15
@@andrea446so?
Look at 5:20
Omg thanks to you, I changed my English subtitle(UK) to English and damn- how did i miss this??
I like the sound
kikuo has such a distinct style, i just love how you can hear one of his songs and immediately know he’s the one who produced it
tbh yeah that's how i feel. it's right along beside pinocchio and ghost in terms of recognizablity for me
u h-
* casually leaves *
Rotting Mistakes ??
Andy Marleo
Probably because they mentioned Ghost and/or Pinocchio.
I'll tell you one amazing thing, i was listening to this last night while drawing and when i slept one of his song was playing in my dream over and over. and the amazing thing is i didn't know it was his song till 2 hours ago. i used to listen to that song in 2013.
Imagine if Kikuos whole career was just a big vent
it prob is
@@poopee3336 oh god
@@user-zg2kl1jo5c someone needs to call the police lmfao
@@thalassaer4137 ikr 😭
It would be so fuck*ng dark
(Just to clarify, I haven't actually been diagnosed with Alexithymia, but after researching many different articles about it, I do believe it's likely that I have it)
This song is immensely special to me. For many years, I didn't know what was wrong with me - I thought I was emotionless, I was so confused because I couldn't tell what I was feeling or understand when I was feeling anything. When I laughed I could inspect myself and not understand why I was laughing or what emotions I was feeling.
After coming across this song, I found a comment describing Alexithymia, and I didn't think much about it at first. But later, I researched Alexithymia and found I could relate to what I was reading. This song describes all the confusion I feel, and my inability to describe exactly what I'm feeling. I stay up at night so long just searching for something I can recognise, staring at the ceiling. Everything in this song describes perfectly what's going through my head. It makes me feel recognised. Thanks so much Kikuo for making songs like this
TLDR: I love kikuo
As someone who thinks they also do but it's probably Autism same, it's nice seeing other people who are like me
これの良いところは、初見の時、画面がいつ黄色く埋まるのかワクワクできるところ。神。私はこれほど面白い音使いのボカロ曲は初めて出会ったし感動した(笑)
It reminds me of a mental disease called, Alexithymia. Where you don't understand your emotions, but you're body is still functioning as if nothing happen. Tears yet you aren't sad. It's like you're living inside and body that lives on its own. The ringing and the consistency of being confused with how you feel, it's like you are going to explode. At this point, the only thing you know you feel is nothing, like a void of emptiness. It's like to everyone you are normal but you stay up all night knowing you feel empty.
IIs0mxII oh man, that sounds terrible. While I love the theory, I feel so bad for anyone who my struggle with this. You’ll get through, stay strong everyone! :)
I think I've just found a name for what I've been going through for 4 months now. Do you know what could help this?
BloodMoon heyo! I wanted to help you as much as I could, so I decided to take it upon myself and look up Alexithymia, and find more about it, what causes it, how to prevent/help it and more! I’ll also link all the website I looked at below, in case u wanna find out more!
I’ll put it in a separate reply, I have a feeling it’ll be extremely long! I hope it helps! And I hope things get better by you! Just gimme some time, and I’ll type out some stuff that should help! :)
Overview:
Alexithymia is a broad term to describe issues with your emotions. While it is not well known, it is estimated that 1 in 10 people have it. You are not alone.
Symptoms of Alexithymia:
Many people who struggle with Alexithymia say that they have difficulty expressing the proper emotions, such as happiness at pleasant and joyous occasions, or sadness at a gloomy setting. Others may also have a difficult time identifying their emotions. Just because someone has this disease does not mean they are apathetic, but they instead may not have strong of an emotional sense as others, and have difficulties feeling empathy. People with Alexithymia may experience in social events:
- anger
- confusion
- difficulty “reading faces”
- discomfort
- emptiness
- increases heart rate
- lack of affection
- panic
This condition may also make it difficult to interpret body changes as emotional responses. For an example, people with Alexithymia may struggle understanding that a racing heart is linked to excitement and panic, but you are still able to acknowledge you are experiencing a psychological response at the moment.
Causes of Alexithymia:
Alexithymia is not well understood. There is a possibility it could be genetic. Another cause could be brain damage. The insula, the part of the brain that manages emotions, social skills and empathy, can possibly develop lesions, in which some studies link these lesions to apathy and anxiety.
Other causes include:
- Links to Autism
There is a wide range of stereotypes linked to people with autism. Some can be associated to this condition. Some research indicates that half of the people who have autism also have Alexithymia. It is Alexithymia that causes the lack of empathy, not the Austin itself.
- Depression
It is possible to experience this with depression. It has been noted in major depressive and post-partum disorders, as well as schizophrenia. Research indicates that 32-51% of people with depressive disorders also have Alexithymia.
- Trauma
Alexithymia has also been noted for people who have experiences trauma, especially during young childhood. Trauma and neglect at adolescence can possibly develop changes in the brain that make it harder to feel and identify emotions as the child gets older.
Other diseases linked to this condition include:
- Alzheimer’s disease
- Dystonia
- Epilepsy
- Huntington’s disease
- Multiple Sclerosis
- Parkinson’s disease
- Stroke
- Traumatic brain injury
Diagnosis of Alexithymia:
Alexithymia is diagnosed by a mental health professional. A mental health provider may ask you questions and provide a diagnosis based on your responses. You may also be asked to answer a self-reported questionnare. Another possible test is and MRI scan performed by a neurologist. The scan will provide images of the insula, which controls you emotions, social skills and empathy. Keep in mind there is no singular test for Alexithymia, much like many mental illnesses. It may take multiple tests and time to receive the right diagnosis.
Treatments for Alexithymia:
Currently, there is no single individual treatment for Alexithymia. The exact and proper treatment varies on your overall health needs. For example, if you have depression and anxiety, medications for those conditions may also help the emotional health symptoms.
Therapies may also be helpful for Alexithymia. Possible therapy options include:
- Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT)
- Group therapy
- psychotherapy (also known as Talk therapy)
How to Cope with Alexithymia:
One way is to start being mindful towards your own psychological responses. Research has suggested beginning with your heart rate. Notice whether it increases or decreases in certain situations. A heart monitor or fitness can help. With time and practice, you will become better at distinguishing an increase in heart rate from excitement and fear, for example.
Another way is to keep a journal. Use it to keep track of your emotional patterns and physical responses. Negative emotions are just as important as the positive ones. Learning and training your body how to work with them, rather than against them can lead to a more fulfilling life.
Conclusion:
While not life-threatening or seriously dangerous, Alexithymia can make even everyday tasks, such as talking to your friends or going to school, extremely difficult. Alexithymia can also cause relationship and interpersonal issues. It is important to see a doctor if you feel you can’t express your emotions or recognize yourself or others’ emotions. With the right diagnosis, treatment, and dedication, you can overcome the condition, and live a happier, better life.
Ahh, sorry if there is any grammatical issues! I gave myself a headache from all that reading and typing! But I hope this helps! And I hope you get well soon! I only wound up using one website, if you are interested in finding out more! A simple Google search also works! Website used below!!
www.healthline.com/health/autism/alexithymia#takeaway
even tho I don't have the mental diesase, I still cry without even being sad ._.
Love the fact that "Kara" sounds like "Cara" which in my language means "Face" just as the ones in the music video
oof Kara means "Emptiness" in Japanese and in your language, or how it sounds like, it means "Face" (srry i dunno your language TnT) so does that mean "Empty Face"? oh boy-
yo waaaaaaaaiiitt wait wait wait wait this got way too much attention this was just supposed to be a joke wha-
@@leeyodizon4167 in Spanish "cara" means face, but I don't think it means empty face, idk I only took two years of Spanish lmao
@@foreverconfusedd7949 lol that's a strange coincidence towards the background photo of the song
pt ou br?
Sinto cheiro de BR mas n tenho certeza
カラカラカラのカラ
カララカラカラ
なにもないぼくらから
カラカラカララカラ鈴がなる
たいくつな夜だから
リリリリ リリリリンリン鳴らしてる
足から頭へ響いて響いてさ
うるさいばかりの歪んだ楽器をいびつに奏でてさ
リンリン カラカラ ビュービュー シャラシャラ
カランコロン 遊ぶよ
カラカラカラのカラ カララカラカラ
鳴っている鳴っている カラのカラダだから
小さな鈴が 響いてる響いてる からだからカラカラ
カラカラカラのカラ カララカラカラ
くるくる回るよ カラのカラダのなか
いびつな音色は 止まらない休まない からだからカラカラ
だから眠れない 眠れ 眠れない リンリンリンリン
ラララ･･･ ラッタッタッタ ターラタラッタ
からっぽのぼくらは コロコロコロンコロンとかわいくさえずるよ
泣き虫のぼくらは 涙が溜まってるグズグズの笛のよに
ビュー ゆかいな助けての声
ケタケタ ケタタケタ けたた たましく
笑ってる ジャランジャラ ケタケタケたのしく
ずっといるよ 踊り子シャラシャラ カラのカラダのなか
ケタケタ ケタタケタ けたた たましく
うるさく鳴らすよ 叩け叩けだから
ボコボコ打たれて あたまにおなかに けたけたたたましく
鳴らすよ 鳴らしてしまうよ
なんにもできないぼくらは
かわいく傷つきたいから
一個二個四、十六、百個をまだまだ超えて
踊り子の脚に手に首に巻き付かれた鈴たちの
音が音が響く響く響いて
大きくまだまだ ぶつかる大きく
けたたたたたたたましくラカラカラ
ラララカラカラカラダカラダのなか
亀裂亀裂破裂パンクするまで
傷が音が音が割れてゆくまで
破裂するまでバレないバレない
Hah… Hah…
ケッタラケッタラ ケッタッタッタラ
タンタラタンタラ タッタッタッタラ
カンカラカンカラ カンカンカンカラ
サッサラサッサラ サッサッサッサラ
カッカラカッカラ カッカッカッカラ
タッタラタッタラ タンタンタンタラ
ナーナラナーナラ ナーナーナーナラ
タンカンカンカン カーカーカッカー
ケッタラケッタラ ケッタッタッタラ
タンタラタンタラ タッタッタッタラ
カンカラカンカラ カンカンカンカラ
サッサラサッサラ サッサッサッサラ
カッカラカッカラ カッカッカッカラ
タッタラタッタラ タンタンタンタラ
ナーナラナーナラ ナーナーナーナラ
タンカンカンカン カーカーカッカー
ケンタラケンタラ ケータンタンタラ
トゥークラトゥークラ ルーカンタンタラ
カーカラカーカラ トンカンタンタラ
スータカスータカ スートンカンタカ
ナーナラナーナラ ナーナーナーナラ
クークラクークラ クークークーカラ
トンカラシャンカラ トンカンシャンカラ
タンカンタンカン タータータッター
ケンタラケンタラ ケータンタンタラ
トゥークラトゥークラ トゥーカンタンタラ
カーカラカーカラ カンタントンタラ
スータラスータラ スートンカンタラ
クラカ トゥカラ タラカ シャカラ
シャラカ ラタラ サラカ ラカラ
カーカラカーカラ カンカンカンカー
ランカンカンカン ラタラタラタラタ
カラカラ･･･
カラカラカン カラカラカン
パンクパンパンパパパパ
カラカラカラの中 バララバラバラ
鳴っている 鳴っている カラの中バラバラ
小さな鈴が 割っている割っている カラのからだの中
カラカラカラの中 バララバラバラ
ぐるぐる回って カラの中バラバラ
黄身と白身が ごちゃごちゃ ごちゃごちゃ 漏れてくるドロドロ
ッタケタ ケタタケタ けたた たましく
ぐるぐる回って 恥ずかしくケタケタ
ぼくらずっと 鳴ってるよ 泣いてるよ 恥ずかしくケタケタ
カラカラカラのカラ カララカラカラ
カラカラ カラカラ からっぽがこわくて
きみも ぼくも
鳴っている 泣いている 鳴っている 泣いている
割れてる 笑ってる 割れてる 笑ってる
楽しく 楽しく 楽しく 楽しく
だからからか だからか カラのからだだから
そばにいて 眠れない 眠れ 眠れない
あっあ 眠れない
ケッタッタラタ カッカンカラカ
ナーナーナラナ ヌーナーナラナ
WE MAKIN OUT OF THE EMPTINESS WITH THIS ONE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯🗣️💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥💯
Me: wow I'd love to someday cover this
Song: kakarakakara kantantontara sutarasutara sutonkantara
Me: Oh
Me: maybe it won't be so hard tho
Song: has a hard note that's held for like twelve fucking seconds
Me: H
@@dasutanehineri this reply is underrated and so is the first comment.
@@peg7439 thank you, your reply fuels my ego
@@dasutanehineri i am the ego fueler and i fuel the ego of only the worthy. sing on, bucko
@@peg7439 :D alright now i'm genuinely happy
i’ve been listening to this song for about a year and i just now realize its *8 minutes long*
at least it’s a good 8 minutes 🥸
Nice chioka or however you spell her name pfp
@@supercoolaether chisa. her name is chisa.
@@pr1nc3_58 oh right lol
@@supercoolaether how does one mess up that bad
WHEN THE CAPTION TURNS RED AT 2:16 ITS LITERALLY SO COOL
oh thanks for the timestamp i was looking for LOL
5:21 is pretty cool too
Kikuo has one of the most unsettling lyrics and yet he has such a way with each of his songs have banger arrangements with different textures.
Kikuo is truly one hell of a kind
i remember i told somebody i liked vocaloid, and they were like oh! youll probably like this, and this song started playing, i was about to tell them how much i liked this song and they spoke before me, saying "oh not this one, sorry this one super annoying" and i died inside a little bit
NAH WHY DID THEY DO KIKUO LIKE THAT 😭
@@makkurakurakura i swear 💔💔
Naww...💀
what did they play after
i just felt my soul break into 255,736 little bits
Lyrics: My happiness is never achievable. I'll always be behind and everything I love fades to no meaning until I'm endlessly chasing an empty dream and ending up a void of myself.
Song: BOING BOING BEEP BRRRRT SKRRRRAP SKRRAP TINGALINGALING BEEPBOOP
YES!
PFFFFT UR PFP I CANT-
also the lyrics are chef kiss ✨
Pokman gon dude :)
Senpai and BF in a nutshell:
😂
Imagine a collab between this man and Jack Stauber
The internet would EXPLODE
NAH BC FR I WONDER HOW TGAT WOULD SOUND
5:10 ここの綺麗な間奏が大好き
Remember some wise words- “if it’s a song by kikuo and there’s no eng sub and it’s a bop it’s better off not vibing to it and not knowing the lyrics.” Trust me it’s messed up
The edgelords in this reply chain are cringe
yeah i messed up when i first heard i’m sorry, i’m sorry :,
@@hystericaljaydee1959 NO YOU DID NOT-
People who know how to speak Japanese: **Internal screaming**
I know the lyrics and knowing them just makes it better 😏
I speak Japanese and I made a big mistake by listening to this but I love it Lol
From my perspective, this song feels like it's about the intensity levels of mental breakdowns. The deformed emojis, are the random thoughts and feelings that will drive you insane during your breakdown. Your emotions that you've felt before, and the situations that you experienced got mixed up/altered with your present memory/mindset.
The bell ringing could mean the tears are falling faster and faster, while your heartbeat will beat faster than ever even if you're in the middle of the mental breakdown.
The "I can not rest, sleep.." part is probably them trying to take a rest after the mental breakdown.
Help I don't know how to explain.
you did well to explain what i was thinking too :)
bro the deformed emojis is because it's a april fools joke LOL
@@zavyandlou8321 thank you for saying that before i did xd
AAAA I’M GONNA HAVE A *BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN*
more like a psychotic episode
頭おかしくなりそう、何も考えたくない時に良い
I love how this song starts out slow but gets faster as it goes on. That's a nice touch :)
Man, I wish I could get some of these eldritch emojis on my phone. They'd really let me express my feelings in a way regular ones just can't
ikr i love that feeling of h sodfhaslkdjfhoi asdyfsadfj and i wish i could express it over text :/
I myself feel like a .)/-:|)
I know right, sometimes I feel more than ௵༗⅌℟, you know?
@@giraffelord94 OK you win
this seems like edgy time
The “English (United states)” captions look way better than the normal “English”
Woah they made it like aishite aishite
Wow they are different,, huh i wonder why
WOAH- I DIDNT KNOW THAT DID THAT IT LOOKS SO COOL NOW 👁👁✨
Damn thanks for this
Ehh
YOU GUYS TURN 1,5x ON AT 3:56 I SWEAR YOU GUYS WILL GET THE BEST EXPERIENCE
I actually did that-
what the frick is happening in my mind
Uhhhhhh what
かわいいカートゥーンキャラがえぐい発想により、えぐい仕打ちをされているのを見ている感覚。こんなの可哀想で見てらんないって思っちゃても結局見に来てしまう感覚。とても好きだ。
this song sounds like what an anxiety attack at a carnival would sound like
Kinda sounds like a panic attack at school
as someone who has had multiple anxiety attacks at carnivals/fairs/a lot of places honestly I can confirm
@@ohio5931 as a person who had many panic attacks at school, i can relate
Relatable
OMG IT DOES HOW- btw nice pfp :)
This song feels like insanity. When you’re so emotionally distraught that your tears turn to hysterical laughter.
FR
Ouch,but why do I relate.....
@@Miu-vw3qz fr like you see that the world isn't changing, that absolutely nobody can help, so its just funny bro. its just so funny that the world is one that keeps you running and hiding, and the pit will never fulfill itself.
@@jaxd2521 this is too relatable
for me it's the exact opposite , i used to emotionally feel so much and felt every emotion at once at one point or another . now i feel emotionally numb and empty while letting out a bemused and humorless chuckle or small smirk
I LOVE HOW THE SUBTITLES ARE MOVING 😵💫
Almost all kikuos music tho-
@@right662 yeah but i like this one specifically.
This song is so real. The feeling emptiness, it always hit when you're about to sleep, you start reflecting on how you spend your day and start feeling like shit cause you feel like you haven't done enough and only wasting your life. You tried to close eyes, but the ideas of much productive activities you can do to fill your empty life grows louder.
...then you open UA-cam and start dozing off from watching Insider Business So Expensive playlist lmao
Fun fact: the person who listens to most of kikuos songs or all of them...they have great taste in music
And a fucked up mental state
Mhm very true
One time I spent about 2-4 hours looking up the lyrics to every one of his songs.
except cotton candy. i cant vibE no matter how hARD I TRY
I am through 10/14 albums right now. Seriously if anyone can make someone listen to so much music it's kikuo, he's constantly reimagining his distinct style, you never know exactly what to expect
You never listen to this just ONCE. No, you come back here every once in a while to hear this banger again.
this is very accurate
I usually complain when a song is more then 3minutes long but this song🙏🙏🙏
This is actually one of veryveryvery few song that actually give me headache especially at the "cartoon" sound effect part but i still come back to it even if make me so damn nauseous lol
its kikuowhat are you trying to prove
Always hear this song 3 or 5 times a day💀
リズム天国みたいな間奏すき
the weird smileys look ai generated, which in this context is a compliment, it makes the song feel more uneasy
this is an e x p e r i e n c e
it feels like my mind when im nervous
me too, because we are the s a m e p e r so n
This is what my mind sounds like since I have ADHD
Nice shuichi pfp
@@supercoolaether ty!!
@@yoylejuice3406 yw :D
*stops doing anything else to listen to this masterpiece*
SmAE
well its called REMASTERED
EXACTLY
Your profile picture with that rayman ref is awesome
i find it funny that this song is so long it has ads midway through
I love how the tempo of this song very subtly speeds up. It's not even noticeable, unless you're listening to it on loop. It's so natural and well done. I'm in love
Okay so how has tiktok even been able to reach this song?
_Kit Kat Kaitlyn_ aka Gacha life kid, yeah they found it somehow I’m surprised people don’t know at this point lol
Kinda ok I guess it's sad that tik tok always ruining most beautiful music's with cringy people doing weird dancing with it
_Kit Kat Kaitlyn_ nah tik tok is way more chilled down if you know what to look for
_Kit Kat Kaitlyn_ I mean it’s kinda like the Gacha community in a way because people make um, inappropriate videos using Gacha, just like how people make “cringe” videos on tik tok
_Kit Kat Kaitlyn_ and isn’t it good for artists to get more exposure?
Kikou : *Exists*
Eminem: **Nervous Sweating**
Why thoe?
@@theflyingtomato4521
The *f a s t s i n g i n g*
eminem got some competition
@@adorifish Oh now I understand, thx ( ╹▽╹ )
"Kikou"
から揚げみたいな曲ですね
あるマイナスな出来事があって、最初は小さな嫌悪から始まってそこから考えて考えて考えすぎて、自分でもよくわからないくらいのいろんな感情が沸々と湧いてきてそれが段々と膨れ上がってきて苦しくなって涙がとまらない。そのことに対して気が済むまで止められない、感情の負の連鎖が定期的に訪れる。
Why is no one talking about the length of the song-
Like-
8 minutes is a l o t
I ain't complainin' tho lmao this song s l a p s
so we can listen 2 it for a while idk 🥸
So that you don't have to press replay as much
I didnt even realise ive been listening to this for 8 minutes. I didnt even think it was long
Wait its 8 minutes- i didnt see that when i clicked
@@mistxcloudz5069 same
Tiktok: MINE
People who genuinely like vocaloid: NOOoo NOt AGAiN-
i felt like crying when i heard Kara and Gommene on Tiktok
Yuri of all songs, why’d they have to ruin gomenne gomenne though.
Jade i like like the vocaloid cosplays on tiktok that use Vocaloid songs on tiktok
I mean I understand the annoyance of it but it does bring people into the community so there's an upside to it
Haha i'm a big fan of vocaloid
this is my first time listening to this song! i love how the background to this video looks like an AI's interpretation of smiley faces, it really adds to the song's theme of feeling like everything's distorted until nothing is recognizable anymore, it's really creative :)
I didn't even realize this was 8 minutes long
no one:
literally no one:
my brother: why are there potato chips with faces?
Why not 😺
Why not 😺
Why not 😺
Why not 🐱
Why not 😺
POV: you are NOT here from Tik Tok
bruh
I didn't even know this was on tiktok, I just got it in my recommended since I like vocaloid songs and gave it a listen.
😸💅
I was just looking at kikuo’s songs on Spotify and found this
Yeah I came here from some liminal space songs playlist trying to find the song of this artist's that was featured in it...
And now I'm sitting here vibing with terror l o l
Why is this so FREAKING ADDICITING.
Seriously? I got 2 unskippable ads in the middle of a song. Bloody youtube is at it again -_-
Real
Kikuo really is the only one who's able to make music that gets under my skin in a really uncomfortable way while also being really good. I love it but it's terrifying
@@glitteryvieweraltray4369 Who's Kioku?
@@glitteryvieweraltray4369 Oh, I'm stupid =D
omg yeah i tots love Kokiu and it’s definitely not Kikuo 🥺🥺
Wait what do you find terrifying about it?
@@firewolf4824 it's often the meaning behind them while also playing with fx in a way that messes with you. This song literally makes me dizzy and I feel scared when I decide to listen to it, but it also helps me to let out emotions and confront past situations that I otherwise would have locked away. His songs mean a lot to me
I feel like none of us are appreciating this work the way it deserves to be. The production is so complex in its differing melodies for each ear to the overlapping, almost maddening tracks that feel like this isn’t one song but rather hundreds, all fighting for your attention around you. You can hear where each part is coming from giving it a very encompassing feel, like your surrounded by them. He really went all out on this. Sometimes I listen to a song and think “I could do something like that” but I wouldn’t even know where to begin with this beast.
kikuo really is a fucking amazing producer
Much agreed but I have to say am I the only one who hears this song and did not see any meanning to it and yes i read the subtitlees
I know! Kikuo is great!
@Norah Beattie fake news
@Norah Beattie but you're spreading misinformation tho.
1:59 "kyuuuuuuuuu kyuuuuuuuuuu"
*i perfectly understood that*
shout out to the subtitles, I haven't seen anyone talking about how well Kikuo uses them, on this and also Hole Dwelling
"kara" in japanese is "empty" but in portuguese "cara" is "face" so, the emojis make sense for the people who speak portuguese, is a different interpretation
same for spanish
@@Maddy-hb7jf Si :)
KKKKK não tinham pensado nisso
meu deus o hit
And then you have Chara, for gamers this is actually meaning both of the above ^^
Tik Tok has taken two of Kikuo's songs (this one and I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry) and I'm betting they dont realize what either are about lol
*song exists*
Tiktok: *(enter meme about tiktok taking the song)*
Song: *(actually about child abuse)*
3 now (눈_눈)
its I'm sorry, I'm Sorry. Kara Kara Kara no Kara. Aishite and one more that i don't remember
I'm absolutely certain they dunno what Gomenne is about. Someone named that audio of it "cute song" and I kinda stared at it for a second like "deadass? You sure about that?"
they took love me love me love me too, they put ahegaos to it
now THIS is some onomatopoeia
イラストずっとひよこの群れだと思ってたけどよく見たら全然違かった
なんだこれ
😀😃😄😁😆😅🤣😂
😛😋🥲😙☺☺😗😘
😍🥰😜😜😝🤑🤫🤫
ポテト