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  • Опубліковано 2 сер 2024
  • Thank you all for the love and support you gave to Mark these past 18 months.
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  • @tobyborgens3817
    @tobyborgens3817 4 роки тому +7368

    He left his children one hell of a gift of all the videos of him...they can look back forever and know their Dad...so sorry for your loss

    • @shaybatty3785
      @shaybatty3785 4 роки тому +60

      Toby Borgens he lives on in them

    • @draxxsklounst6595
      @draxxsklounst6595 4 роки тому +62

      It is a beautiful thing, not many people have such a gift. I only can hope that they bring some form of comfort to his family.

    • @tobyborgens3817
      @tobyborgens3817 4 роки тому +35

      @@shaybatty3785 yes they are... but they can learn his laughs and hear his voice ... it will be hard for them to remember after the years with OUT the videos...now they never will... what a gift

    • @debbiehill9715
      @debbiehill9715 4 роки тому +14

      Toby Borgens On Thursday night a bright light went out R.I.P Hommie🥰

    • @xadeshonda
      @xadeshonda 4 роки тому +8

      Amen his is now in a better place

  • @elkhunter8664
    @elkhunter8664 4 роки тому +5310

    He fought it like a warrior. He died a hero. God bless to him and his entire family.

    • @GlitchedPepsi
      @GlitchedPepsi 4 роки тому +11

      Who is god?

    • @lonestarstate4x4liftedlife66
      @lonestarstate4x4liftedlife66 4 роки тому +59

      Sean you will meet him one day.

    • @SnazzyZubloids
      @SnazzyZubloids 4 роки тому +9

      @@lonestarstate4x4liftedlife66 You mean the wizard who supposedly lives in the sky?

    • @dk66683
      @dk66683 4 роки тому +99

      Sean bruh this isn’t the time nor the place for that.

    • @blackstallion21487
      @blackstallion21487 4 роки тому +68

      Sean don’t be that guy. Just show a lil respect man. No reason to be a asshole

  • @giancarloburdi3785
    @giancarloburdi3785 3 місяці тому +560

    April 2024. Just came across this video. Sorry for your loss. He seemed like an amazing guy.

    • @samuelshamston8275
      @samuelshamston8275 3 місяці тому +4

      He really really was

    • @johncmordan
      @johncmordan 3 місяці тому +4

      April 27, 2024

    • @dustyclore7406
      @dustyclore7406 3 місяці тому +1

      Mark was such a geek. Who cares

    • @pipbernadotte9016
      @pipbernadotte9016 3 місяці тому

      @@dustyclore7406 Trash comment by a trash person. Your time will come.

    • @need2burn
      @need2burn 3 місяці тому +17

      @@dustyclore7406 Likely more than would care about you.

  • @clammer23
    @clammer23 21 день тому +44

    I just had his video where he decided to stop treatment show up as a suggested video, and I don't know why, but I feel blessed to have happened upon his channel. What an amazing man, he was and still is an inspiration to everyone. God bless you and your family.

    • @BabyEnglandArchive
      @BabyEnglandArchive 4 дні тому

      Same. At least his children can look back at these videos to hear him one more time😢

    • @nbonassi83
      @nbonassi83 2 дні тому

      Same suggestion brought me to this channel too, absolutely heartbreaking....

  • @lornaware2570
    @lornaware2570 4 роки тому +4669

    Mark won his battle.
    Everyday he spent with his children and talked about how amazing they are, he won.
    Every time he made a loving remark or joke about you, he won.
    Every new project he under took, he won.
    Every time he put a smile on his viewers face, he won. This man has raised the bar on dignity so very high , few will reach it.
    He won at life,. My heart breaks for you, but remember, his UA-cam family is here for you now

    • @Crap873
      @Crap873 4 роки тому +37

      Lorna Ware Thank you so well said.

    • @robgreene149
      @robgreene149 4 роки тому +14

      @@Crap873 Agreed 100%

    • @zdubbs7659
      @zdubbs7659 4 роки тому +16

      He always had a dmile on no matter what he will never be forgot threw yhis channel mark will always be in all of our hearts an an insperation to always see a positive side and to never give up thank you and also 1000% agreed

    • @debratrowbridge5377
      @debratrowbridge5377 4 роки тому +24

      This would have been every word I would have liked to have said. Now I just add that I am praying a peace that surpasses all understanding for your precious family! InJesus Name!! We love you!!

    • @tuffgirl922
      @tuffgirl922 4 роки тому +6

      My only add on would be the unimplied part which is and always will be. I 1000% agree with all you say here.

  • @ronsfitted9860
    @ronsfitted9860 4 роки тому +3442

    i literally found this channel 10 minutes ago and i’m soooo sorry for you loss.

  • @mikem1633
    @mikem1633 7 місяців тому +538

    I watched a channel called Jenny Apple. She was battling cancer like Mark. She said, "when I die, know I beat cancer because those tumors could not live without me." It made me feel good. I hope it brings a smile to your face hearing that. Best of luck.

    • @user-wq3ty4uj1p
      @user-wq3ty4uj1p 7 місяців тому +4

      Rip. Deepest sympathy to you and your family

    • @cynthiaholland13
      @cynthiaholland13 7 місяців тому +29

      Sweet Jenny. I'm so sad she's gone

    • @tiffany3294
      @tiffany3294 7 місяців тому +29

      I understand the sentiment but now I don't think Jenny beat cancer it took her away far from her husband her children her family I'm angry about that

    • @ksh2596
      @ksh2596 7 місяців тому +20

      ​@@tiffany3294it's just a way to look at the "bright side"
      You have to stick to something in those desperate situations I suppose

    • @Jacqueline888
      @Jacqueline888 7 місяців тому +1

      @@tiffany3294jenny herself asked that nobody say she lost her fight to cancer. she wanted to win one way or another! and so she did.

  • @rachelmarcus5852
    @rachelmarcus5852 4 місяці тому +104

    He is still making a remarkable impact today. Thanks for everything

  • @DeputatKaktus
    @DeputatKaktus 4 роки тому +3311

    As long as a man‘s name is still spoken, Death cannot have him.
    Safe travels, Mark Carriker. May the road rise with you.

    • @prugs3922
      @prugs3922 4 роки тому +12

      Amen, that why we always share stores of our dead grandparents.

    • @richardasbury3295
      @richardasbury3295 4 роки тому +9

      Amen!

    • @patman0250
      @patman0250 4 роки тому +7

      I'm pretty sure that's not true like at all. His memory is what lives on as much as you accept life you have to accept death, you have to accept that person is never coming back ever. But it does not mean it's a time for sorrow because it's a time for celebration. The celebration of his life. Death does not take, death is necessary to transition into your next life. His spiritual journey has just begun. But what does live on is his memory his essence, it lives on in your mined and in your hearts. Death isn't the end it's the beginning.

    • @EnigmaticFemmeFatale
      @EnigmaticFemmeFatale 4 роки тому +4

      this was literally the most emotional comment. Good on you sir

    • @michaelst9575
      @michaelst9575 4 роки тому

      His girl's alone. It doesnt matter anymore

  • @DUNNY14465465473
    @DUNNY14465465473 4 роки тому +1725

    Why has UA-cam only just started pushing this man's channel out, RIP

    • @dax_thunder
      @dax_thunder 4 роки тому +7

      I know right!

    • @tnexus13
      @tnexus13 4 роки тому +16

      Crossover from his brothers channel, Off the Ranch, Demo Ranch etc. Asked everyone to like here to boost it up, and now it looks pretty to the algorithm.

    • @TinTin3k
      @TinTin3k 4 роки тому +3

      Just like Etika, when he started 2bt2 he became more popular then fucking died after a short time

    • @dragonoidman
      @dragonoidman 4 роки тому +6

      Death is good promotion sadly, people love passing away videos it seems

    • @kevinjohnson4105
      @kevinjohnson4105 4 роки тому +5

      I've just found this channel now, I loved how positive he stayed despite all of the pain he went through. I'm honestly heartbroken and I've only seen two videos of him 😢

  • @nervrenders
    @nervrenders 3 місяці тому +92

    IT's 2024 when im seeing this, he seemed like an amazing man. I hope the hurt has lessened., I know how hard it is. You doing this, pure beauty. He beat cancer and at peace. Sending Love from New Jersey.

  • @grandpahickory613
    @grandpahickory613 Місяць тому +40

    I lost my wife of 44 years to cancer.....Have wept, and grieved for 6 years ! I despise death ! It separates loved ones, and is extremely cruel making one ask of GOD why ? So sorrowed for your loss ! Your husband was an amazing person !!!

    • @TheFailedmessiah
      @TheFailedmessiah Місяць тому

      That happens. Your wife was elderly. My mom was 51 and died from cancer. Mark was much younger than both my mom and your wife. What's going on with so many young ppl dying to this disease? Heaven help us. RIP to all from this terrible disease.

    • @TestaRosssa_
      @TestaRosssa_ 24 дні тому

      My mom died of cancer in 2021 and my dad died in 2020.
      It's already been 3 and 4 years, but it doesn't go away. I'm sobbing now watching this, not for me, but for the fact that anyone has to feel this way.
      I'm so sorry for you, I'm so sorry for the woman in this video, the other man in this comment thread, and everyone else.
      I'm so sorry, I hope you're happy now. ❤

    • @gnatrazzy
      @gnatrazzy 16 днів тому

    • @JustineJeffreyMTPT
      @JustineJeffreyMTPT 9 днів тому

      🙏 🙌 🙏 ❤ 🙏 Sending light to all and to all The Light.

    • @bricesuire5072
      @bricesuire5072 6 днів тому

      Because all creation dies brother. It happens I don’t think god appoints it. God appointment life and with life comes struggle.

  • @1man1comment63
    @1man1comment63 4 роки тому +1809

    the "show it" video popped up in my recommendations and i watched it. never knew about this guy until today. my condolences.
    R.I.P. to the legend

    • @hugofioliveira
      @hugofioliveira 4 роки тому +13

      Damn... same...

    • @nilex8359
      @nilex8359 4 роки тому +9

      Same...

    • @JMagger
      @JMagger 4 роки тому +28

      Literally found this channel ten minutes ago from that vid.
      R.i.p.

    • @jaydenleighknock5551
      @jaydenleighknock5551 4 роки тому +5

      @@JMagger literally like 5 minutes ago

    • @MinenArbeiterLP
      @MinenArbeiterLP 4 роки тому +3

      Same Feel so bad for her loss may he rest in peace

  • @shamrockgirl6595
    @shamrockgirl6595 4 роки тому +570

    Mark gave us more than we gave him.
    * He showed us joy.
    * How to live life fully.
    * How to enjoy every minute.
    * How to be grateful for what we have in that moment.
    * How to love others -- like the things he did to make the household duties easier for Laci once he was gone.
    * Sharing his journey & being truthful in doing so.
    * He demonstrated how to be a good father & husband
    * He epitomized love.
    RIP Mark

  • @katherineg9396
    @katherineg9396 22 дні тому +11

    I'm very sorry for your loss. You were so brave to give this message to his supporters.

  • @rachelkrug6761
    @rachelkrug6761 Місяць тому +5

    Just seeing this today 6/18/2024. I saw some of his other videos and what a precious human. I hope you and your children are healing. I'm so sorry but so grateful to be introduced to to Mark on youtube. Hes a beautiful joyful and gracious human.

  • @zachbuchanan5109
    @zachbuchanan5109 4 роки тому +456

    “When you die, it does not mean that you lose to cancer. You beat cancer by how you live, why you live, and the manner in which you live” -Stuart Scott. Mark won every single day. Being a great father, husband, brother, son & friend. We all love you Mark and your family as our own ❤️

    • @janschierholz5192
      @janschierholz5192 4 роки тому +10

      Amen!!!!

    • @redbeardflys805
      @redbeardflys805 4 роки тому +14

      Mark was as cool as the other side of the pillow!

    • @hollysanville3556
      @hollysanville3556 4 роки тому +5

      I am so sorry. I send prayers and love to you, the children and the whole family. Mark became so much a part of everyone's life not because of his cancer but because he was such a truly genuinely great person. His videos were some of my favorite to watch and at times the hardest; the cancer diagnosis and stopping treatment. My heart is hurting for your family and I cried watching your final message because Mark became like extended family to me. I will continue to pray for peace for your family. Much LOVE from Wisconsin

    • @denisespurlock7869
      @denisespurlock7869 4 роки тому +4

      RIP, MARK!

    • @lovestogarden3132
      @lovestogarden3132 4 роки тому +3

      That was stated so perfectly. Thankful for sharing that quote.

  • @patricialynnmoore
    @patricialynnmoore 4 роки тому +277

    "He smiled," the last and final earthly lesson Mark taught us all. "He smiled," because he saw a glimpse of Heaven and all those who had come to guide him home. "He smiled," because he was painless and free of all disease. "He smiled," knowing he had left everything in order for Jaci and his babies. "He smiled," as his spiritual body reached out to hug and hold all those that came to greet him into the Kingdom of God.
    Mark, you became the greatest mentor and teacher to all of us here, and all those who will come later. You taught us how to actually live. Love you always brother!
    🌬❣❣❣🙏🙏🕊

    • @Mikey__Mike
      @Mikey__Mike 4 роки тому +3

      Patricia Lynn Moore That was Lovely

    • @tonygville2969
      @tonygville2969 4 роки тому +2

      Mark and his Peep's are forever in my prayers. God Wins 💪🙏

    • @georgiascott4172
      @georgiascott4172 4 роки тому +2

      A beautiful and heartfelt message to Jaci and all the family, Patricia Lynn Moore. You speak on behalf of thousands of us out here who followed and loved Mark Carriker - and all the Family Carriker. xxoo

    • @LucyGoguen
      @LucyGoguen 4 роки тому +3

      He is at peace. Sending hugs and prayers to your family.

    • @crazyferretlady
      @crazyferretlady 4 роки тому +1

      🕊🌠🕊 AMEN 🕊🌠🕊

  • @ClearanceClarenceMods
    @ClearanceClarenceMods Рік тому +509

    I still watch his videos even if it's been 3 years since he passed. He is still very much an inspiration to me

    • @Ryan20001
      @Ryan20001 Рік тому +4

    • @Airwrecka9
      @Airwrecka9 10 місяців тому +1

      Same ❤

    • @halgwin
      @halgwin 8 місяців тому +1

      Me too guys

    • @splashbrothas9791
      @splashbrothas9791 8 місяців тому +5

      Me too... im back again after about year. Im fighting my own demons and watching him be strong and fight somehow makes me feel better. I guess you can say hes my therapy.

    • @cindyblair1283
      @cindyblair1283 4 місяці тому

      💔💔💔

  • @KytexEdits
    @KytexEdits 4 місяці тому +143

    Even though it's been 4 years, I just wanted to say my condolences, first of all. Secondly, on a more positive note - I just wanted to say people like Mark show just how beautiful humanity is. The fact that we grieve our losses in such painful ways is merely an indication of how freaking great these people are. If anyone's ever deserved to be in Heaven it's Mark. RIP.

    • @SpaceMike3
      @SpaceMike3 3 місяці тому +3

      It's popped up on my feed two days ago

    • @dustyclore7406
      @dustyclore7406 3 місяці тому +1

      When I see people like Mark, it always reminds me why I became a state assembly man. The money is what matters. Mark was a burden. We do not have Mark to Mark up the world anymore with his pathetic crying and whining. The world is indeed a much better world without whiny snot nose mark. Mark reminds me of the people who give a rats butt about Gov Kristen Noem dog. Who cares Mark is like a 14 th month old puppy. Just take it to a ditch and give the dog what has and should be giving, like Mark

  • @chrisrogers3787
    @chrisrogers3787 4 роки тому +3023

    Hey everyone, even though mark is gone, let’s get his followers up as high as we can in support of the family!

    • @NotAmused2001
      @NotAmused2001 4 роки тому +22

      Great idea!!

    • @debbiemartin9639
      @debbiemartin9639 4 роки тому +12

      Definately.

    • @patriciabilinkas3911
      @patriciabilinkas3911 4 роки тому +20

      Chris Rogers You can donate on GoFundMe. I just did and have been all along.

    • @monicap1717
      @monicap1717 4 роки тому +5

      👍🍻

    • @debbiehill9715
      @debbiehill9715 4 роки тому +5

      SIC TRANSIT GLORIA MUNDI Mark was a really lovely guy, he will be sorely missed by everyone. I started watching HE about 3 years ago. My favourite video is when he opened the rations, you always made me happy Mark😥

  • @xanpollaro3444
    @xanpollaro3444 4 роки тому +1229

    Oh honey.....you were his EVERYTHING and Mark showed us all what it means to be a REAL HUSBAND and FATHER❤️ please let us all know what you need and don’t be shy. We love you and your journey paved the way for a lot of us who were needing his strength through our own journeys.
    We love you and your kiddos❤️🙏

    • @joebar4036
      @joebar4036 4 роки тому +22

      Very well said

    • @krystynach.6084
      @krystynach.6084 4 роки тому +17

      very well said.
      Dear Jaci, please don't say you didn't deserve him. On some level none of us, humans, deserves anything. Yet remember he loved you very much and he chose you as his partner for life.
      We also love you.
      As Xan Pollaro has said, don't be shy if you need anything.
      We love you.
      Hugs, Jaci ♥

    • @xanpollaro3444
      @xanpollaro3444 4 роки тому

      Krystyna Ch. thank you sweet lady❤️

    • @krystynach.6084
      @krystynach.6084 4 роки тому +2

      Brum,@@xanpollaro3444 please guys. Don't. It's not the right time nor place. I know both of you have the best intentions and you both love Mark and Jaci.
      We all do use different words to express the very same thing.
      Hugs to you both.
      And hugs to Jaci

    • @xanpollaro3444
      @xanpollaro3444 4 роки тому +2

      Krystyna Ch. you are so right. It hit me wrong at a time when my life hangs in the balance and Ai watches his videos and have that same love support around me. I apologize my words offended anyone.

  • @lakemanson8051
    @lakemanson8051 3 роки тому +531

    I am returning here after a year of Mark being gone. All I can say now is that he accomplished more than any of us could have dreamed of.,

    • @Dillon-Smith-Email-Marketing
      @Dillon-Smith-Email-Marketing 3 роки тому +3

      Agreed.

    • @Clarkyson
      @Clarkyson 3 роки тому +7

      This is legit one of the hardest videos I’ve ever watched. He’s at peace

    • @ueehurstonsecurity8887
      @ueehurstonsecurity8887 2 роки тому +2

      @@Clarkyson this is the hardest video i have ever watched. bar none. still crying as i type this.

  • @deefitzgerald2906
    @deefitzgerald2906 9 днів тому +4

    That SMILE someone He knew showed him the WAY….So very SORRY….He was WAY to Young his life was just getting started….
    He TRULY was a BEAUTIFUL Man…..

  • @margarethoward1752
    @margarethoward1752 4 роки тому +358

    I believe that people who press the dislike button, are saying they don't like that Mark is no longer with us. I really believe that. God bless this family.

    • @teriyakigod2527
      @teriyakigod2527 4 роки тому +16

      @@ogkingonyx His wife probably doesnt even know how youtube works, leave it

    • @seditt5146
      @seditt5146 4 роки тому +8

      @@ogkingonyx I hope they get all the adrev in the world right now and then some

    • @jaydenmark1894
      @jaydenmark1894 4 роки тому +7

      @@ogkingonyx who the hell cares, are you serious man

    • @taufiqsept
      @taufiqsept 4 роки тому +3

      @@ogkingonyx I rather watch ads to help her family get some money. Don't be a dick.

  • @stevewhitlatch172
    @stevewhitlatch172 4 роки тому +561

    “When you die, it does not mean that you lose to cancer. You beat cancer by how you live, why you live, and the manner in which you live.” -Stuart Scott
    Rest in Peace Mark. Keep smiling...You won.

  • @GlorifyingX
    @GlorifyingX 5 місяців тому +80

    “Home with Jesus” that is comforting to hear.

  • @Liberty_Tree
    @Liberty_Tree 8 місяців тому +37

    He smiled to tell you it would be okay.
    God Bless

  • @xSpecOpsGAMINGx
    @xSpecOpsGAMINGx 4 роки тому +408

    I've never seen such a positive guy for someone with his condition, he was one in a million. I'm soo sorry for your loss. 🥺😥

    • @xSpecOpsGAMINGx
      @xSpecOpsGAMINGx 4 роки тому +9

      This video was soo hard to watch 🥺😥😭😭😭😭

  • @davidmcfarland3945
    @davidmcfarland3945 4 роки тому +516

    Mark was a special person! He definitely left his “Mark” on the world and we are all better because of him. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your kids and all your family. See you later Homie!

    • @X51RLs
      @X51RLs 4 роки тому +5

      You are so true... It's impossible not to get better after watching Mark's last videos...
      Especially now, when the world is facing this challenge.. When a lot of people are going to have limitations, when many people are going to lose their jobs... and a certain number of senior people and people with health issues are going to die...
      His example is encouraging. He is a really good man.
      He is really making this world more unified (I'm from Saint Petersburg, Russia)..

  • @knoxent.3043
    @knoxent.3043 8 днів тому +3

    I only just found this channel and started watching marks videos not knowing he had passed, what an amazing guy and I’m so sorry for your loss. RIP champion

  • @jrod5069
    @jrod5069 Місяць тому +4

    this video came to me after four years. It's amazing how he dealt with it to the end. i'm sorry for your loss. I know it's been four years. Rest in peace to your warrior husband..

  • @Obi1Jacobi222
    @Obi1Jacobi222 4 роки тому +492

    “When you die, it does not mean that you lose to cancer. You beat cancer by how you live, why you live, and the manner in which you live.” Stuart Scott ESPN

    • @larrycraig8587
      @larrycraig8587 4 роки тому +6

      Sorry to hear about mark. To all his family. Hell always be remembered. He's in a better place. God bless.

    • @Robmancan1987
      @Robmancan1987 4 роки тому

      @Vet Vel Yes we're all terminal. That's why the Bible is called the good news.

  • @lindagentry4491
    @lindagentry4491 4 роки тому +164

    I have for the last six months, watched your husband live his life with “grace”. In every sense of that word...that man loved you, his children, and life. It was my honor to see a glimpse of his life. Many people will be praying for you and your beautiful kids. Please know...for now we all join you in your grief for sweet Mark.

  • @mariapap8962
    @mariapap8962 Місяць тому +3

    He was such an amazing, strong and inspiring guy! May he be resting in peace and may God give his family strength.

  • @ThechillmasterYT
    @ThechillmasterYT Місяць тому +6

    What a amazing guy man sucks I came across this channel later on I hope he is having a great time in paradise

  • @annamangiafico6553
    @annamangiafico6553 4 роки тому +338

    I’m one that didn’t find him until he had cancer. Just want you to know that the reason I followed was because he represented strength and courage with every single post. He made us stop feeing sorry for ourselves over petty molehills by showing us how he overcame his mountains on a daily basis. He won. Bless you and those beautiful kids.

    • @mizzpeach01
      @mizzpeach01 4 роки тому +12

      Beautifully said he definitely taught me to live life and stop sweating the small stuff

    • @briand6386
      @briand6386 4 роки тому +4

      Couldn’t have been said better.

    • @mariatrenthamogtvhtd4lifej932
      @mariatrenthamogtvhtd4lifej932 4 роки тому +2

      I didn't either.. 😭

    • @mariatrenthamogtvhtd4lifej932
      @mariatrenthamogtvhtd4lifej932 4 роки тому +4

      When you have bad days and feel like you can't handle one more day.. Mark helped you see that you can go another day. Mark was a wonderful man, husband, father, son, brother.. he had a since of humor that would make anyone smile. Your words are 2000% honest and heart felt. No one could have said it better.

    • @BrumKid
      @BrumKid 4 роки тому +1

      And not a word of religon which goes to show you dont need religon to miss a person and i hope his family in time get over his passing.

  • @chrisfalcone2912
    @chrisfalcone2912 4 роки тому +192

    He was joking and smiling until the very end. That's inspiring.

  • @carsonzimmerman
    @carsonzimmerman 3 роки тому +115

    I still come back, He really is a legend.

  • @joshtt3240
    @joshtt3240 4 роки тому +61

    That really got the tears pouring the fact he smiled before he died.RIP😢

  • @samsawyer1131
    @samsawyer1131 4 роки тому +142

    "He did as much as he could for as long as he could." What more could you ask for than for a loved one to say that about you? Mark left a legacy that set the example for overcoming adversity.

  • @qiugezhang6847
    @qiugezhang6847 4 роки тому +366

    Can we raise some funds for Jackie and the kids to pass this hard period? Especially if Jackie can use the fund to do some therapy which will hopefully make her stay healthy and functional. RIP Mark.

    • @IndianaTony
      @IndianaTony 4 роки тому +19

      There's a GoFundMe back from when Mark was diagnosed and undergoing treatment. www.gofundme.com/f/please-help-mark-fight-cancer

    • @qiugezhang6847
      @qiugezhang6847 4 роки тому +7

      I knew there is a go fund me for Mark since he was diagnosed. However not knowing the policies, I’m not sure if his family can withdraw funds from it with him passing away and it not reaching the goal. If anyone knows, please let us know.

    • @jasonluke6364
      @jasonluke6364 4 роки тому +13

      @@qiugezhang6847 Yes, his wife can withdraw from the gofundme. Dont worry, it will all go to her and the kids

    • @lenoresmith8062
      @lenoresmith8062 4 роки тому +10

      PhreshFunk I think she thought because it was in marks name she could not use it bcc her name is not on it

    • @distortionpedal
      @distortionpedal 4 роки тому +7

      Keep watching there videos that have adds in them. But dont skip the adds. Just press play and have it on silent if you seen it several times.

  • @parler8698
    @parler8698 3 місяці тому +13

    I'm sorry for your loss. It's now 2024. I'm new here.

  • @ssilva872
    @ssilva872 3 місяці тому +12

    Just found this story and am so sad. I needed to go to bed hours ago but couldn't not watch at least a couple of these videos.
    Apparently I needed to cry and this certainly made it easy.
    I am so sorry for her and her family's loss.
    RIP to him.

  • @Ratcher89
    @Ratcher89 4 роки тому +267

    I'm sitting here, a grown man, in a shopping mall parking lot balling my eyes out. I'm so sorry for your loss, Mark was a great man, a true role model. All Love and support from here. ❤️

  • @ashbyt1
    @ashbyt1 4 роки тому +169

    He smiled because he was finally out of pain and had Jesus there to meet him. You were a good wife to him and he loved you and the kids more than anything. Love and prayers.

    • @henrik4740
      @henrik4740 4 роки тому

      Calm down dude!

    • @JEHOVAH485
      @JEHOVAH485 4 роки тому +10

      @@henrik4740 Why? Just why would you malign someone giving comfort to a grieving wife. You need to consult your heart and discover your own issues. God bless you.

    • @JackRR15
      @JackRR15 4 роки тому +2

      @@JEHOVAH485 Because Jesus hasn't been proven to exist.

    • @D-M-J
      @D-M-J 4 роки тому +1

      @@JackRR15 what are you talking about? there's been plenty of proof you must live under a rock

  • @seanmaine6214
    @seanmaine6214 3 місяці тому +9

    I just found this channel. He had so much grace and strength through this whole process. I can only hope I have his kind of enthusiasm in the face of darkness. God bless his memory and your entire family

  • @theo3000
    @theo3000 Місяць тому +6

    Condolences. I hope time has helped.

  • @gdsgrl4468
    @gdsgrl4468 4 роки тому +282

    Jackie, please, please know that we weren’t just here for Mark, we are all still here for you too. We love you and your family dearly. May God Bless and keep you 🙏🏻🤗❤️

    • @gcwessell
      @gcwessell 4 роки тому +4

      Thanks for saying what I wanted to. I don't watch every video. I haven't been subbed forever but damn man. I really liked his values, the family and the content I did get to. I don't know how much I would give to have a dad like him and a family like that... Have a good day random person of youtube...

  • @LuxLazar
    @LuxLazar 4 роки тому +96

    His attitude was remarkable all the way to the end. I hope you find peace.

  • @amandamoon9772
    @amandamoon9772 2 роки тому +73

    Ughhh... I remember BAWLING my eyes out watching this the day she posted it.. and im crying my eyes out still today.
    Rest in paradise Mark. Stay strong Jackie.. you have a beautiful, amazing family. 🙏🏼❤🙏🏼❤

  • @hellekimery9537
    @hellekimery9537 8 місяців тому +18

    Life is not fair… even though I just found this,I want his wife and children to know, there are still people out here who are learning from and about Mark. I’m so sorry for what they had to go through,but seems he reached a lot of people ! What an amazing person he was. I hope you are the children are doing fine - or as fine as you can from losing such a beautiful person.😪

  • @kathyrobinson9959
    @kathyrobinson9959 4 роки тому +130

    Mark's smile makes me think he was seeing God's angels reaching out to him. Mark was a good and strong man. He inspired me with his courage and love for you and your children. I wish there was some way to take away your loss and pain, even a little. Please know you are loved by people you may not know but love you none the less. Thank you for posting today. It took a lot of courage and strength. Prayers, peace, love and hugs for you and family. ❤

  • @agentbh1
    @agentbh1 4 роки тому +1052

    I only came across this Chanel literally 5 minutes ago when Mark’s “SHOW IT” video popped up on my recommended to watch. I am devastated for your loss. Mark seemed like an absolute trooper and is a hero for staying so strong. My prayers are with you guys!
    RIP Mark ❤️

    • @robincondite
      @robincondite 4 роки тому +12

      same here in terms of how I discovered the video. Cancer has never felt so real. I wish I'd found the channel earlier, but have been enjoying looking through them. Bless this community and I so grateful to Mark and his loving wife for making these videos. I'm not religious, bless y'all.

    • @tayteyoung3831
      @tayteyoung3831 4 роки тому +7

      This is literally the first video I've ever seen on this channel.

    • @tnos6268
      @tnos6268 4 роки тому +4

      same here..

    • @kendawg5879
      @kendawg5879 4 роки тому +3

      bruh same

    • @AverageAmerican144
      @AverageAmerican144 4 роки тому +3

      I think you, me and a lot of others will discover this mans journey by accident at this point in time. I'm happy but also sad that I have. I've got a mix of emotions over these videos

  • @Zerzil1974
    @Zerzil1974 3 роки тому +49

    Jaqi, A year later and we still feel the loss of Mark. Thinking of you and your family today. I come back often to watch his videos because he still makes me laugh.

  • @forevernight3279
    @forevernight3279 3 місяці тому +10

    He knew you loved him and you know he loved you

  • @nancyroth4828
    @nancyroth4828 4 роки тому +117

    RIP Mark❣ He is a very inspiring person, fighter, husband and father. He will be greatly missed. I am so sorry. My condolences. He is your Angel now.

  • @Pililaloka
    @Pililaloka 4 роки тому +91

    I'm so sorry, honey, Mark really touched the heart of a lot of people, I'm speechless... Thank you very much for let us know, praying for all your family

  • @uncledaddyV
    @uncledaddyV 2 роки тому +83

    A year and a half later, Im coming back to this video, In tears, Having a beer for Mark. R.I.P My Friend.

    • @samuelthompson8080
      @samuelthompson8080 2 роки тому +4

      Same bro same! RIP Mark! TRUE LEGENDS don't die they just respawn in heaven!

    • @Enhancedlies
      @Enhancedlies 6 місяців тому +3

      2 more years and im still here... RIP

  • @bubcat54
    @bubcat54 2 роки тому +37

    I followed him to the end. Came back to honor his memory.

    • @amberc.2137
      @amberc.2137 2 роки тому

      Amen my friend! I just listened to Stone Wall by The Tall Pines & it always always makes me think of Mark.

  • @mattphillips1910
    @mattphillips1910 4 роки тому +561

    To Mark's family: Please know that although most of us will never meet or know you, there were thousands of strangers hoping the best for all of you. And now there are thousands of people who know Mark is okay, but we are all sending our most positive well-wishes towards you. Mark is at peace. It's those who are left behind who must suffer. Best wishes.

    • @jeremyowens4115
      @jeremyowens4115 4 роки тому +19

      Matt those words are perfect. Very well said. I unfortunately just started watching his channel. I've only learned through a few recent videos that he was a solid dude. His family is extremely lucky for having him while they did. Yes they're gonna hurt, but they'll feel his passion for life every once in a while and that will help heal their wounds.

    • @franz357
      @franz357 4 роки тому +11

      Matt, those are truly beautiful words ! As a fellow subscriber, thank you.

    • @WayneStratton
      @WayneStratton 4 роки тому +7

      Beautiful, I was going to write something myself, but none of it would have come close to this. We are lifting Mark's entire family up in love and prayers. God bless

    • @alabamajenny8751
      @alabamajenny8751 4 роки тому +6

      Matt Phillips amen 🙏🏼 love to you all. Ive had Mark and y’all on my mind last few days. God bless him. He said he was gonna “party till he couldn’t”.
      Honey he IS at peace. Praise Jesus he will be watching you and those precious kids.
      God bless you Jaci. Its never easy.
      That man loved you and those kids so much. Im so glad he had a quality time with you all while he could. You both made the best of an awful situation.
      We hope you could pop into say hi and know we all, in our special way, love you and for wish the best life for you.
      Go on Jaci. You have every one of us to support you. You name it! Don’t hesitate to shout out.
      God love and bless you and the entire family.
      “BYIIIIIEEEEE” 💫

  • @FreedomsLife1776
    @FreedomsLife1776 4 роки тому +123

    Even if he didn’t have cancer I’d have watched his videos. He is a role model of a man. Even with him having passed: he is still here in memory. Always will be.

  • @goracks69
    @goracks69 2 роки тому +298

    Mark passed away on March 19th, 2020. It’s been almost 2 years now. I just hope and pray, that you, Mark’s spouse, has found a way to cope and move on from this. You deserve better than pain. Go find life again…

    • @therealfastmart
      @therealfastmart 2 роки тому

      @@folgargrimm6811 the sound of what?

    • @pyresflood
      @pyresflood 8 місяців тому +2

      She found dix

    • @martin101harris5
      @martin101harris5 8 місяців тому

      Sick fcuk....Seriously

    • @BENEATH_THE_SEWERS
      @BENEATH_THE_SEWERS 8 місяців тому

      @@pyresflood You must be dumb as rocks. What a stupid thing to say. Time heals and hopefully the family is healthy and moving forward.

    • @joshwilkinson8966
      @joshwilkinson8966 7 місяців тому

      your trash@@pyresflood

  • @dgator3599
    @dgator3599 5 місяців тому +7

    I hope you're doing okay. We're still thinking of you and your family. What a lovely man you were married to. May he rest peacefully in heaven.

  • @cv3739
    @cv3739 4 роки тому +83

    Rest In Peace, Mark. You will be greatly missed by all of your fans and by all who knew you. I pray that your family will be consoled in this difficult time. We all know that you are truly at home now with Jesus.

  • @linksgarage1985
    @linksgarage1985 4 роки тому +87

    Mark was the man. Everyone here learned something from him. That’s why we came back. Every day. I’ve never felt like I knew someone I’ve never met. But I think we all felt that way with Mark. Rest In Peace brother.

  • @chadorico2480
    @chadorico2480 Рік тому +17

    If you see this Jaci, I hope that you know that we still think of Mark and remember him and his zest for life and his family! We love all of you! God bless you all!

  • @melodiousman
    @melodiousman 9 днів тому +1

    I just found this channel. What a beautiful tribute to your husband. He was a brave man and a fighter. What a great husband and father, too!
    May God Almighty continue to bless you and strengthen you.

  • @cherylturner5868
    @cherylturner5868 4 роки тому +120

    My heart breaks for you, the kids, and the rest of his family and friends. Mark taught me a lot in the last few months. I thought he was incredibly brave for stopping the treatment when it wasn't working and for continuing his channel. You could so see the love he had for his kids and for you. I lost my husband very unexpectedly 13yrs ago. Take these as you will. You will be never get over this, the you you were before is not the you you are now. You will find you think in terms of before Mark died and after. Your hopes and dreams have all changed. You will learn how to go on but you won't get over. You will have a new normal. I will pray for you and the kids. May God watch over you and may you feel his presence every minute of every day.

    • @susancnw59
      @susancnw59 4 роки тому +4

      Beautiful words

    • @torey6675
      @torey6675 4 роки тому

      Ditto.......
      More hugs

    • @PaladinThomas
      @PaladinThomas 4 роки тому +1

      I've watched this damn cancer do this same thing happen to a close friends parents. Absolutely infuriating being utter helpless, I'm a protector and it's painful being helpless.

    • @susancnw59
      @susancnw59 4 роки тому +1

      @@PaladinThomas it is so hard. We'll get thru this. Seems silly to love & grieve someone we know through YT...but it's not.

  • @doublel7337
    @doublel7337 4 роки тому +108

    So sorry Jaci, my heart goes out to you, your children, and family. Mark was and will always be an inspiration to me, he fought the good fight as long as he could. I learned so much from him through his battle. We will be praying for you and the family. May God give you comfort and strength in the coming days. 😥 ❤️

  • @TestaRosssa_
    @TestaRosssa_ 24 дні тому +2

    I am so so sorry. 💔
    I am just so sorry. I hope you are doing better and happy now❤

  • @nittygrittyYT
    @nittygrittyYT 8 місяців тому +16

    man I havent watched yall in years. since I was in high school. To hear about mark and watch all this years later heart is absolutely broken. He lives on with all of us. god bless all of your amazing family so much fun. true hero's for everything, all that your family has done. mark and matt helped me through some tough times. thank you for giving us the opportunity to be shared and a part of yalls life. made the world a better place

  • @louroberts5567
    @louroberts5567 4 роки тому +82

    My dear, dear Girl, my heart is breaking for you and your children. Also for the rest of your extended family.
    I was a Firefighter-Medical responder for many years. I saved people. Brought them back. Delivered children.
    People said I was brave. I was NOT brave. I did my job. My prayers were not enough to help Mark.
    MARK was BRAVE! He is the epitomy of COURAGE. He is the BRAVEST man I have ever had the honor to watch and respond to.
    I watched in awe as he posted his videos with pride and love of his family. What a man! What love he showed. It was palpable.
    I'm so deeply sorry for your loss. I'm so deeply sorry that your heart is in pain. I will continue to pray for you and your children.
    Mark will always be with you. In your heart, in your thoughts, in the faces of your children. He is part of them and they are part of him.
    He was a true force of nature and we here, who watched him, were truly blessed to have done so.
    May God send His Angels to comfort all of you in this time of sadness. God Bless you all.

    • @janschierholz5192
      @janschierholz5192 4 роки тому +3

      Beautifully said.

    • @jojob211
      @jojob211 4 роки тому

      Ethan a tribute! God bless you!

    • @kareny4287
      @kareny4287 4 роки тому

      Amen. As a nurse of 30 years, I have seen way to much yet continue to work and help what I can. What I can't I trust in God. Mark was a beautiful soul, he loved unconditionally that showed in everything he did. You are a hero and so was Mark. Hero's come in many forms. I thank you for what you have done and the many blessings. I thank Mark for showing us all his strength and love.

  • @jons4534
    @jons4534 4 роки тому +73

    I can't imagine how hard is was for you to record this when everything must feel so raw and so outrageously unfair. It is a testament to how important you knew his 'UA-cam family' was when dealing with everything that was thrown at him. I hope in years to come his videos will eventually be a source of comfort to both you and your lovely kids. Thank you for letting us all know, despite everything you are going through. You are one strong lady.
    Love Jon (London, UK) x ❤️

  • @Rockinrobynification
    @Rockinrobynification 7 місяців тому +5

    Just found this on my feed. I’m so very sorry for your loss 🙏🏼❤️

  • @Lanny-io9bi
    @Lanny-io9bi Місяць тому +3

    No need to apologize for anything! He was your partner in life, your best friend and most of all a dad to your beautiful children! Losing such a big part of yourself and your life is extremely hard to deal with but if there was a way to describe a real great man,it would be Mark because he showed what selflessness was, what it is to be a great husband and father and a man! Rest easy friend!

  • @TheAgeofFabulous
    @TheAgeofFabulous 4 роки тому +73

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Mark was a wonderful man and I’m so glad that he shared himself with us. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • @kingmobmor7656
    @kingmobmor7656 4 роки тому +598

    My dad died of cancer. His last words were "Ok Terry, I'm coming."
    Terry was his brother who died young. The pain doesn't go away, but it recedes to be replaced by the happy memories. Keep strong (I know you will).

    • @jaggirl
      @jaggirl 4 роки тому +1

      Very true .
      I've lost both my siblings to cancer. Now when I think of them I can smile, instead of cry and be sad..🌞

    • @sloth4897
      @sloth4897 4 роки тому

      r/thathappened

  • @omegatanya
    @omegatanya Місяць тому +2

    Just got blessed to know about Mark after 4 years. RIP

  • @TheProblemAddict.
    @TheProblemAddict. 7 днів тому +1

    I just came across your husbands channel and as a fellow believer in Christ my heart goes out to you. The vulnerability and love and just passion your family have through this channel is evident and I’m sure has helped many people more than you know. I love you guys and am glad he is at peace with Jesus now :) one day we will all be together again ❤

  • @packinaglock
    @packinaglock 4 роки тому +309

    "He smiled when he passed", it was at that moment he got to see the other side and feel the immense love. I got a glimpse when I had a heart issue. I can guarantee Mark is in extreme joy.

    • @BornAgainFarmGirl
      @BornAgainFarmGirl 4 роки тому +21

      This brought me So much PEACE packinaglock !

    • @ArmamentAxes
      @ArmamentAxes 4 роки тому +9

      I was thinking the same thing. Rest in peace Mark.

    • @packinaglock
      @packinaglock 4 роки тому +4

      @@BornAgainFarmGirl
      A year before the experience I was diagnosed with congestive heart failure with a ejection fraction of 30% the cardiologist put me on medication to try and strengthen my heart. After almost a year it didnt move one point. After the experience it jumped up to 40% then a few months later it went up in the 50's% which is in the normal range. The cardiologist is still amazed. 😉

    • @BornAgainFarmGirl
      @BornAgainFarmGirl 4 роки тому

      @@packinaglock That is a wonderful miracle , I am so excited for you !

    • @matthewzarate9116
      @matthewzarate9116 4 роки тому

      god bless thank you for sharing.

  • @danliberty734
    @danliberty734 4 роки тому +76

    He is healed, and now he rests in the garden waiting for his love ones.

  • @Suki_Stormi
    @Suki_Stormi 2 роки тому +10

    This hurts my heart so much. May God take you all under his wing until you meet Mark again in Paradise.

  • @g.w.hampton5525
    @g.w.hampton5525 11 місяців тому +12

    OHMYGOSH... THIS CAME UP ON MY FEED AND IT BROKE MY HEART AS MUCH NOW AS IT DID THEN. BLESS YOU YOUNG WOMAN AND BLESS YOUR FAMILY ALSO. BLESS YOUR EXTENDED FAMILY AND MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL.

  • @austinholbrook6378
    @austinholbrook6378 4 роки тому +345

    God is a pencil.
    Mark is a highlighter.
    God drew the world.
    Mark made it brighter.
    RIP Mark. Sending prayers!

    • @77teahupoo
      @77teahupoo 4 роки тому +1

      Austin Holbrook Rodger That!

    • @sharlawilliamson9609
      @sharlawilliamson9609 4 роки тому +2

      That's a beautiful saying

    • @Doulos.Romans8.34
      @Doulos.Romans8.34 4 роки тому +4

      @@lay_lad What a good way to show your condolences, I hope you find God and find peace through him.

    • @levi-ct4fv
      @levi-ct4fv 4 роки тому +2

      toolblox honestly this is not the video to argue.... but bruh you shouldn’t be doing this on a video like this

    • @levi-ct4fv
      @levi-ct4fv 4 роки тому +1

      American_bacon 10 he’s an idiot I pray he finds his way in life. Such a shameful thing to do.

  • @weinberg613
    @weinberg613 4 роки тому +192

    Your husband's decision to share his journey to the public was amazing and heartfelt. His strength of heart and character spoke so much about him. I hope you can somewhat consoled from us strangers who were welcomed into your and his life

  • @mythomniverse
    @mythomniverse 2 роки тому +15

    He smiled in his last moments...
    What else do we need to know he was a legend.

  • @sfv6
    @sfv6 28 днів тому +2

    July 2024. I hope you and your kids are doing good.🙏

  • @kenthawkins2418
    @kenthawkins2418 4 роки тому +163

    I was a "late-comer" to this channel. But in that short time, I've seen what so many others have about Mark. His faith, attitude and resolve to press on in the midst of one of life's hardest trials. His legacy is an admirable one. Praying for you.

  • @10thleperjohn76
    @10thleperjohn76 4 роки тому +91

    My heart froze when I saw the title. I knew I had to find a quiet place to watch this. My heart breaks with so many others that Mark touched. His courage through it all helped me as I face cancer also. He showed us how we should fight, not with whining about poor us, but with stamina saying how mu ch can we accomplish in the time we have. Cancer is not the killer of the spirit but fear is. Mark showed us nothing but strength. The last video he did he was so tired.
    God speed Mark.

    • @campervan7354
      @campervan7354 4 роки тому +1

      “Cancer is not the killer of spirit but fear is.” Wow amazingly powerful true statement. Well said 10th Leper John. Lost the closest people to me in the last few years. So hard to deal with personally. Im by myself and alone now no family. Take care Sir and RIP Mark 🙏

    • @welshbigbird1
      @welshbigbird1 4 роки тому +1

      What lovely words 10th Leper John. Sending love and healing vibes to you as you fight this awful disease xxx

    • @micalah8282
      @micalah8282 4 роки тому +1

      I've been holding it together pretty well, but this comment allowed me to just go ahead and let it go. God...😭😭😭

  • @alec9102
    @alec9102 Місяць тому +2

    His videos popped up on my feed today and I’ve watched a lot of the videos he made near the end. I’m so sorry for your loss. He was as tough as they come and even though he’s gone he continues to inspire others to be strong in the face of the toughest battles. RIP Mark, he’s still watching over you never forget that, Godspeed to you

  • @echopiece79
    @echopiece79 6 місяців тому +7

    No need to be sorry… he’s in a much better place right now. I’ll pray for your comfort and peace moving forward. He’ll never be forgotten

  • @LM4210
    @LM4210 4 роки тому +108

    I have never seen cancer present itself outside the body as Mark's did and I watched him handle it with so much grace, humor and most of all courage. I am in awe of the man that he was and can only hope to be half the person he was. He won his battle in so many ways and I am sure his strength will continue to guide you in the days ahead. God bless. “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33

    • @patricialynnmoore
      @patricialynnmoore 4 роки тому

      @@MrHMcA Please remove your comment here. This is not the place or time to promote Ali's UA-cam channel. Thank you.
      @todayinvetschool @offtheranch

    • @coffeecake8835
      @coffeecake8835 4 роки тому +1

      @@MrHMcA Seriously?? What is wrong with you?? 🤔

    • @MrHMcA
      @MrHMcA 4 роки тому

      @@coffeecake8835 trying to help maybe. I don't no sorry

    • @MrHMcA
      @MrHMcA 4 роки тому

      @@patricialynnmoore Ok I'm very sorry.

    • @MrHMcA
      @MrHMcA 4 роки тому

      @@patricialynnmoore yep sorry that's Mark's sister channel not his wife but they our all vet. Anyways sorry again

  • @yadayada752
    @yadayada752 4 роки тому +91

    The best thing about Mark's channel is that his kids will be able to see him whenever they want. Oh' the memories that they will have forever. Until you all can be together again. Families are forever!

  • @PerezHilton
    @PerezHilton 8 місяців тому +5

    My deepest condolences. Sending you so much 💡💡💡

  • @whoisharo4689
    @whoisharo4689 3 місяці тому +3

    "it was a really hard week... On him" youre a beautiful human being. And i hope youre healing still

  • @RSPDiver
    @RSPDiver 4 роки тому +169

    The hearts of the Demolitia go out to you and the whole Carricker clan.

    • @BigSnake0524
      @BigSnake0524 4 роки тому +8

      I couldn't have said it better myself, so I'll add this; rest easy, Mark.

  • @Przykominku
    @Przykominku 4 роки тому +109

    “No one is finally dead until the ripples they cause in the world die away, until the clock wound up winds down, until the wine she made has finished its ferment, until the crop they planted is harvested. The span of someone’s life is only the core of their actual existence.”
    These are Sir Terry Pratchett's words. Coz I can't find my own...

  • @hillbilly9804
    @hillbilly9804 7 місяців тому +8

    Mark was one of the strongest people I have ever seen. I know this is so hard for you. I just found the channel and wanted to just say how brave you both were during this battle. I hope you and the kids are doing well.

  • @CMA1967
    @CMA1967 4 місяці тому +4

    You are such a sweet lady. I hope you are living your best life as I’m certain he would’ve wanted you to. God what a sweet, sweet woman you are. He was a super lucky man. God bless you. ❤