No need to have apologized Dr Lee. My daughter has a rare disease called Devics disease. It attacks the immune system ant the optic nerves and eventually the lungs. She’s taking treatments chemo just to suppress the disease but that’s all It does and there is no cure. To make matters worse is this corona virus. She can’t fight it off in fact she can’t take a flu shot. I like you have put my faith in GOD to protect her during these troubling times. I thank you for sharing the video and Marks life it gives me hope just in case things take a turn for the worse. Well thanks for listening and thank you for those encouraging words. GOD Bless
My daughter had leukemia. I know the struggle, watching your child suffer the effects of such horrendous treatments. May you witness the miracle that we whose children lost their battle, didn't get to see in our own children. Good luck, Godspeed, and know that there are angels with her, and should that time come, they will take her to the next world, and she will be welcomed with open arms, by my daughter, along with any other family that you have on the other side of the veil. 😇
God Bless your whole family He will lift you up...remember the footprints on the beach...as Christ walked with you each day you see two sets of prints, when you only see one, it was then that he carried you...
Tbh this comment alone was so amazing i dont think you really even know. no matter how much pain they are feeling this would have brought a smile to them.
Your handsome son is still impacting people 4 years later. I only recently found his channel and learned of his heartbreaking passing. As a Christian wife & mother myself I can’t imagine the paid of losing your beloved son. He was truly a light in this world. I hope you and the family are coping as well as possible. My thoughts & prayers to you from Scotland, UK. ❤
"Can't seem to get it right" - that broke my heart. There is no right way to grieve, you just do it. It will always be beautiful because of how much Mark was loved. Thank you for sharing this.
Mark was his son and he wanted so badly to get his tribute for him just right...he did get it just right. It’s just as a parent saying goodbye to your child, how can you ever feel that you’ve honoured that life enough!? So heartbreaking.
My daughter just lost her husband and she said she was so angry. After talking, she said she was angry at God. I explained as best as I could that God didn't take him. It was a long month of them taking piece after piece of him-watching my daughter having to make decisions that noone would ever want to make, clinging to hope. Whoever reads this, would you please pray for her and my grandsons? Her name is Tess.
The few sentences about how he only wanted American flags and mustaches was amazing and brightened my day and glad it made you laugh. I’m so sorry for your loss Mr Carriker, we are all here for you❤️
I'm an old man. If I could die today, and give Mark my remaining years, I'd go without saying goodbye to anyone. You are a beautiful family, and you all are an exceptional family, filled with love. I'm so, so sorry.
A dad should never say those words about their child if anything somebody’s child should say those things about their parents. I can’t imagine what pain they feel. Rip mark. 🥺❤️
I can't stop crying, never apologize for being honest & I am so sorry for your loss, I hope and pray that your family are doing well sir, God bless you all!
It hurt when you said “I just can’t get it right”.... Marks legacy will live on for a long time. This video was amazing and you done it perfectly. My deepest condolences.
ExotiicZ HyPeRzZ amen. He has nothing to be sorry for, it’s us who is sorry for the pain he and his family are going through. God bless you and your family.
@@Fresh_Biscuits IT could be a million things. Why assume the worst and then harp on it? Maybe they disliked the cancer. Too many other important things to worry about in this world than one miserable bastards dislikes.
I’m a 38 year father, husband, and son. My wife and I have an 8 month old. I was diagnosed with multiple myeloma 8years ago at age 30, 1 week after my wedding. My wife and I were baptized 3 years ago. Watching this video hits so close to home. I pray everyday that God keeps me around so I can be with my son. But I understand that God’s plan is not always inline with what we have planned. And no matter what, I will be grateful for all the blessings God has given me. God bless your family and thank you for sharing such wonderful memories with your audience.
I loved Mark’s video after his diagnoses where he said, “I’m so glad we got back to church a year ago.” He knew his faith & Christian friends & family would sustain him to the end. He was a wonderful young man. Talented, creative, kind. A loving husband & sweet Daddy. Mark was not perfect, but he was truly genuine. An example for us all. I am praying for your family, Dr.Lee. May God give you peace.
You have suffered the worst pain a parent can experience. My heart breaks for you and your wife and family. Mark was a sweet, funny, precious young man. He brightened so many lives and gave so much. Thank you for sharing his life with us.
MM M I'm so sorry you have lost your son. It is my greatest fear and I have no idea how anyone even begins to deal with this except for the support of family and friends. May you have some comfort and peace in your memories of your child and I hope you have the support you need. ❤️
That wasn’t a deer feeding from the deer feeder, that was Mark agreeing with you that he was a great dad! I am with you all in tears and laughter. All my love to those who love Mark. ♥️
“American flags and mustaches”, honestly, that made me chuckle out loud. Right to the end his sense of humor was amazing. All we can ever hope for in this world it to be remembered, and he will. I know it doesn’t mean much from some random guy on the internet, but we are very sorry for your families loss.
Quote I stole it. RIP Mark... "Grief never ends, but it changes. It's a passage, not a place to stay. Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith. It's the price of love."
I lost my son at age 21. Losing a child is the worst pain a human can experience. I didn’t know that until it happened to me. It’s unnatural. It’s not right. The pain never leaves. It’s a life sentence
It’s my biggest fear !!!! Having lost 2 teenage siblings and watching my mom suffer but persevere and raise me and my sister alone is heart wrenching as an adult to look back. I wish I knew then what I know now, I just want to hug and help my mom more....God rest her soul 😓
I lost my daughter at age 24. It is a very difficult experience and it never leaves a father; to lose a child is unnatural. Dr. Lee and his friends and family did the right thing by having a close knit service. What a nice rememberance post. RIP Mark.
No parent should ever have to experience to outlive their children. Heartbreaking. I’m sorry for your loss. Mark was a great guy. Take care of your own ❤️love from Norway 🇳🇴
Never knew of this channel. Fell upon it just now by accident. 52 year old man and I'm crying like a baby. I'm not even ashamed to say it. Holy s*** is this hard .
In the video you asked Mark, "Where y'all headed?" And he answered, "Everywhere." I nodded and thought: he's off on some grand Adventure in Heaven even now.
I lost my father many years ago when I was the age of Mark’s children. Having not had footage of my dad or knowing the sound of his voice, I can tell you that these videos you all have created over the years and those that were made just for family will be so, so special. I hope they bring you some measure of comfort on the days when grief bites hardest, and carry his voice into the hearts of his children as they grow and ask about their dad. All best wishes to your family.
I lost my 28 year old first born child, my son, five years ago in July. I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone. I only just found Mark's channel and watched so many of his videos. Even in his passing he has inspired me and I am positive he will continue to inspire and give hope to so many more people than he could ever have imagined. Sending love to your entire family. 💜💜💜
I started watching Vet Ranch and ended up following the whole family including Mark's journey. It's strange how you can genuinly start caring for people you have never met... From the Netherlands I want to give the whole family my deepest condolances. And although I do not believe the way you do, I will be thinking of you all...
I did the same too. Started with vet ranch and came to follow all the others after. You do feel like you know them after awhile. They do share their personal lives with us, which is courageous in my eyes.
Same here. I’m a sucker for animal rescue videos. Vet Ranch was my gateway to the rest of the Carriker family. Truly a great family, real salt of the earth. I wish there was more I could do than offer my condolences. Hopefully brighter days are to come for them.
Hello BikerGirl80, nice comments. At least consider what he said. It would be very empty thinking we turn to dirt when we die and that's the end. Respectfully, Todd And a side note: my family is Dutch, came to the US in 1876 from The Netherlands.
The hardest thing a parent could ever endure is the loss of a child. You said that you just couldn't get it right. I think it was perfect. Thank you Pops. Sending love.
I'm thinking of Mark today, on his 4 year Anniversary of joining our Heavenly Father. Carriker family, I'm thinking of you all too and sending love and prayers your way. I know this isn't an easy day. Lots of Texas love to you
You NEVER have to apologize to is. We love you and send our best wishes and prayers. My heart goes to you and yours. I know he is in a great place. Watching over ya all👼🙏😟😖😕🙏👼.
Dr. Lee, my friend. In my 64 years on this planet, I've lost my Dad, my Mom, a wife of 25 years and my younger brother. My prayers for you and your family are for the Lord's peace, strength and comfort. Mark may have been called away, but you'll find that your greatest strength will come to you from the time you spend with your grandchildren.
Life unfortunately seems to be a series of hellos , goodbyes . I do believe we are supposed to try to help each other in the process .that's impossible without God's direction . We who are like-minded will gather together in a place where we never have to say good bye again .please all who are hurting , listen to David Phelps song " No more Night .it's very comforting .& Be glad for Mark. He is in a better place, can stay active all the time because there....there is no more night .
No need to ask for forgiveness. You're going through an immensely difficult time. We're surely not going to fault you for showing emotions. We're crying with you. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sending many prayers to you and the family. Much love from Illinois. God bless!
Oh my darling man, don’t you apologise. That boy you raised was a beaut! How can you expect to express your love for him properly in a video. I think you did amazing, just like your boy 😉
“The ones we love most never truly leave us”. Mark touched so many lives with his videos and his journey. Please please consider making a foundation in his name.
I tell you what, every vacation he gets from fixing gods tractor he is still down at the creek there tossing stones in the water or fishing. Every Christmas and birthday he will be there.
Yes I agree I feel like by watching Matt's videos and marks videos I am sorta family and with this I got tears running down my face .....mark I will always rock the stache
I get you. My 36 year old son passed away September 2018. He was out of state working and had a heart attack. I lost part of my soul and still can't accept it. Nothing worse that LOOSING a child. May God be with you and family for peace and comfort. Blessings!!!
I found Marks channel about 6 months ago. I was instantly drawn to him since he clearly loved my favorite tractor, the Ford 8-N. He was open about his cancer to a point that broke my heart. I eagerly awaited his next video and each time I was blown away by another talent he had. Mark also showed strength and courage like no one I’ve ever seen. His love of God, Family and work was evident in every video. I told my wife about him and about the video that he made to remind his wife how to add salt to the water softener. Mark’s honesty about his journey touched everyone’s heart. I can’t imagine the pain and loss you all feel but you were all so fortunate to have loved him. Hats off to his Mother and Father. Wow! What a son. ( May the road rise to meet you. May the wind be always are at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face and the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again,may God hold your in the palm of his hand) God Bless his family and friends. ByEEEE
Dearest Dr. Lee, It's so difficult to have words when you lose a child. I want to tell you what an amazing, fun, sweet, brave man his is. To document his entire cancer story must have been so hard for him at times. We sent him lots of love and prayers. I am now sending you the same...love and prayers for an adored father and person.
I thought about Mark, just a few days ago. As I watched a young woman, Jenny Appleford, go through lung cancer, it also went to her brain. She recently passed away a few weeks ago. She left behind her husband 2 little children as well. I hope and pray you all are doing well.
The whole Carriker family seems like such good people. It feels wrong to hit “like” on the video but I think we all know what we mean when we hit that button..
there is no GREATER pain than a parent losing a child. Mark is in Gods loving arms, and no longer in pain. Thank you for sharing this beautiful tribute. Prayers sent, please take care.
Forgive me if I posted this already. My memory isn’t great right now. I am in close to final stages of invasive bladder cancer. I’m 58, a mom, wife, sister. When I first started watching Mark I was recovering from my surgery and I was feeling SO low. His joyousness lifted me. He really helped me come to grips with the fact that I’ve celebrated my last Christmas. He helped me SO much. I wish I could alleviate all of your pain, Dr. And Mrs. Lee. Please take care of yourselves and don’t get run down. I don’t have much strength right now but what I do have I will share with you. There are many hands on your shoulders holding you up....that is all of us supporting you all.
@@artist45 I am 57 and your story hit my heart. I will keep you tucked in my prayers. Know that you are loved by strangers on earth. As we are your brothers and sisters in Christ. May your days be filled with peace and comfort. May God send His Angels to your side. So that you may find joy within the soft fluttering of their wings. 👼
Your son was an inspiration to me. Sorry for your loss. Hes with Jesus now. You did an amazing job raising your sons. Your family is my thoughts and prayers.
It was hard for me to see this thru Jackie or Matt's eyes, but as a father I can definitely see it thru yours Mr Carriker. I'm so sorry for your loss. I've watched almost all of Marks videos for the past 2 years, and everytime I tuned in I was amazed at the grace with which he filmed, letting everyone in to see his journey. I'm truly going to miss his videos. Thank you for this memorial. God bless your family, especially thru this most difficult time.
Dr Lee i just wanted to say that your son is remarkable. You did a beautiful job honoring his life and showing us, just how beautiful and full his life is. I'm heart broken for your family. I've been watching your channel for about 5 years now, and this video came up on my feed again. And again i cried with you and everyone else. Please know that we still think of Mark. We think of Jackie and the kids as well. May God continue to hold your hearts and watch over you and your family. ❤
I couldn't keep it together on matts video. I cried like a child at Jackie's video. Now 30 minutes after watching yours, I'm still bawling like a new born. I thank you for sharing this video with your UA-cam family. My heart goes out to you all at the devastating time, with love from the UK.
Lee, you take all the time you need. Having lost so many people I’ve lived in 2019...I understand. All the videos were touching. Your family is always in my prayers and thoughts. From my family with love, to yours❤️ May Mark Rest In Peace.
GOD bless you Sir, I cannot imagine the pain in all y’all’s life’s. Mark was such an amazing young man. He had so many things and talents that he could brag about. But was such a humble man. I saw GOD in the mist of everything he did. He handled the tough hand he was dealt with such grace. You and your wife have done a fabulous job raising up such great kids. Thank you for sharing your life, the good and the bad. RIP: Mark, until we meet again.♥️
I have bone marrow cancer, and I'm old enough to be Mark's mom. Even though he was so much younger than I...he was my inspiration. He kept me smiling. ❤ We miss him so much. I'm so very sorry for your loss. ❤💔❤ As parents, we're never supposed to lose our children. My heart is broken for you. 💔 I'm crying with you. Huge love. Look after yourselves. He was an amazing man, and he was very lucky to have such a loving family. ❤
You and your family have been such a blessing to all of us. I can’t imagine how tough it was to make this video, but Mr. Carriker, it is perfect. God bless y’all; my wife and I will keep you and your family in our prayers. We love you!
I lost a child to cancer 14 years ago. He was almost 4. It was the hardest thing I have gone through. He was lucky to have all of you in his life. To have such a close and loving family.
Awww.. when you said "you can't seem to get it right" I started crying immediately Your son made me smile and laugh so many times. Thank you for everything. Also, you and both of your sons being baptized together was beautiful. I was baptized about 10 years ago and the feeling after being baptized is indescribable.
Dear Lee, There is no such thing as “right” when you’re in the depths of grief - everything you do and feel at this point is “right” and normal; no need to apologize for anything you feel or how you show your emotions. We all understand and are offering our prayers and support for your whole family.
My wife lost her mother of a similar disease... I know it's hard... I didn't have the time to know her but i see how my wife is today... We're all here to talk if you need to... Wish you all good from Reunion Island...(sorry if it's unreadable i'm french)
Nothing any parent should have to go through. Just know he’s healthy and in a great place now. You raised some amazing kids man. Keep your head up, he’s up there.
I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety all my life and it’s been especially tough these last few months but watching mark showed me that life has to much worth living for and he showed me how to be strong and live a great happy life just like he did and fight through the pain and struggles. ❤️
I’m watching this video 5 months later on September 2nd 2020 with a smile from ear to ear , what a treasure to know your son Mark and call him my friend 🥰 .
No need to have apologized Dr Lee.
My daughter has a rare disease called Devics disease. It attacks the immune system ant the optic nerves and eventually the lungs. She’s taking treatments chemo just to suppress the disease but that’s all
It does and there is no cure.
To make matters worse is this corona virus. She can’t fight it off in fact she can’t take a flu shot. I like you have put my faith in GOD to protect her during these troubling times.
I thank you for sharing the video and Marks life it gives me hope just in case things take a turn for the worse.
Well thanks for listening and thank you for those encouraging words.
GOD Bless
We will be praying for you and your daughter John!
My daughter had leukemia. I know the struggle, watching your child suffer the effects of such horrendous treatments. May you witness the miracle that we whose children lost their battle, didn't get to see in our own children. Good luck, Godspeed, and know that there are angels with her, and should that time come, they will take her to the next world, and she will be welcomed with open arms, by my daughter, along with any other family that you have on the other side of the veil. 😇
I didn't know him...I share your sorrow...hold on...he sees you all..Didier Dale from Reunion Island.
john somebody sorry to hear this as well!! Stay strong and god bless u and your family.
Will be praying for your daughter John somebody.
When you say you couldn't get it right, no, you got it perfect.
A fathers love doesn't need a script, you did great.
Carpe Jugulum my thoughts exactly!
This one.
So very sorry for your loss.
AMEN.
God Bless your whole family He will lift you up...remember the footprints on the beach...as Christ walked with you each day you see two sets of prints, when you only see one, it was then that he carried you...
He's modifying God's lawnmower now.
J Glover couldn’t agree more.
Overrid that mower it’s the fastest in Heaven now
AWD mower!
That made me laugh
Tbh this comment alone was so amazing i dont think you really even know. no matter how much pain they are feeling this would have brought a smile to them.
"Mark just wanted american flags and mustaches" I don't think I've ever laughed so hard while crying.
AirFell Archives Same here, Mark definitely never lost his since of humor.
Your handsome son is still impacting people 4 years later. I only recently found his channel and learned of his heartbreaking passing. As a Christian wife & mother myself I can’t imagine the paid of losing your beloved son. He was truly a light in this world. I hope you and the family are coping as well as possible. My thoughts & prayers to you from Scotland, UK. ❤
no father should have to burry his own son...
"Can't seem to get it right" - that broke my heart. There is no right way to grieve, you just do it. It will always be beautiful because of how much Mark was loved. Thank you for sharing this.
that got me too :( Dr. Lee you did great, this was a great video to share Mark's life with us. Thank you. You have an amazing family.
Teeter Totter well said
A very nice tribute. You should be proud , you did a fine job raising a nice young man.
Mark was his son and he wanted so badly to get his tribute for him just right...he did get it just right. It’s just as a parent saying goodbye to your child, how can you ever feel that you’ve honoured that life enough!? So heartbreaking.
My daughter just lost her husband and she said she was so angry. After talking, she said she was angry at God. I explained as best as I could that God didn't take him. It was a long month of them taking piece after piece of him-watching my daughter having to make decisions that noone would ever want to make, clinging to hope. Whoever reads this, would you please pray for her and my grandsons? Her name is Tess.
The few sentences about how he only wanted American flags and mustaches was amazing and brightened my day and glad it made you laugh. I’m so sorry for your loss Mr Carriker, we are all here for you❤️
I'm an old man. If I could die today, and give Mark my remaining years, I'd go without saying goodbye to anyone.
You are a beautiful family, and you all are an exceptional family, filled with love.
I'm so, so sorry.
Your good person 👍 ✌
God Bless you sir, I hope you're doing alright!
My heart goes out to the entire Carricker family and friends. Rest In Peace Mark Carricker.
No parent should ever have to bury their child. I can’t begin to imagine your pain. God bless you and your family. Marks pain is finally over.
Indescribable pain!!!!!!
Exactly no Parent should have to bury their kid
A dad should never say those words about their child if anything somebody’s child should say those things about their parents. I can’t imagine what pain they feel. Rip mark. 🥺❤️
Fr this is so heart breaking:( RIP
Agreed. Life isn’t fair sometime. My dad and mom died in their early 50’s. My Grandparents were never the same.
I'm crying right along with you, Dr. Lee.
Never apologize for your tears.
I can't stop crying, never apologize for being honest & I am so sorry for your loss, I hope and pray that your family are doing well sir, God bless you all!
It hurt when you said “I just can’t get it right”.... Marks legacy will live on for a long time. This video was amazing and you done it perfectly. My deepest condolences.
ExotiicZ HyPeRzZ amen. He has nothing to be sorry for, it’s us who is sorry for the pain he and his family are going through. God bless you and your family.
Who ever disliked this is a monster, he cried on here talking about his son who passed
I know what you feel but people usually dislike this type of videos because they make them feel sad
sean 2463 maybe they disliked because Mark passed . It happens .
Its not you they hate, its he who is greater in you they hate. God bless you all!
@@dachiberoshvili5177 thats pretty selfish if you ask me
@@Fresh_Biscuits IT could be a million things. Why assume the worst and then harp on it? Maybe they disliked the cancer. Too many other important things to worry about in this world than one miserable bastards dislikes.
There are no words of sorrow to sooth a broken heart.
I’m a 38 year father, husband, and son. My wife and I have an 8 month old. I was diagnosed with multiple myeloma 8years ago at age 30, 1 week after my wedding. My wife and I were baptized 3 years ago. Watching this video hits so close to home. I pray everyday that God keeps me around so I can be with my son. But I understand that God’s plan is not always inline with what we have planned. And no matter what, I will be grateful for all the blessings God has given me. God bless your family and thank you for sharing such wonderful memories with your audience.
I loved Mark’s video after his diagnoses where he said, “I’m so glad we got back to church a year ago.” He knew his faith & Christian friends & family would sustain him to the end. He was a wonderful young man. Talented, creative, kind. A loving husband & sweet Daddy. Mark was not perfect, but he was truly genuine. An example for us all. I am praying for your family, Dr.Lee. May God give you peace.
Nope, Mark, like the rest of us, was not perfect but he sure did a good job of living a full and loving life in the time he was given.
You have suffered the worst pain a parent can experience. My heart breaks for you and your wife and family. Mark was a sweet, funny, precious young man. He brightened so many lives and gave so much. Thank you for sharing his life with us.
Americans flags and mustaches god bless America
MM M I'm so sorry you have lost your son. It is my greatest fear and I have no idea how anyone even begins to deal with this except for the support of family and friends. May you have some comfort and peace in your memories of your child and I hope you have the support you need. ❤️
MM M Blessings and peace to you.
Very well written man.
God bless there family to get though this time.
@MM M God bless you 😇
That wasn’t a deer feeding from the deer feeder, that was Mark agreeing with you that he was a great dad! I am with you all in tears and laughter. All my love to those who love Mark. ♥️
"Thank you for taking care of my son." ~The Lord Jesus
Uncle Floyd was there to welcome him home.
“American flags and mustaches”, honestly, that made me chuckle out loud.
Right to the end his sense of humor was amazing. All we can ever hope for in this world it to be remembered, and he will. I know it doesn’t mean much from some random guy on the internet, but we are very sorry for your families loss.
Love never ends . it goes on forever you can never lose the love of someone who loved you back .
Quote I stole it. RIP Mark...
"Grief never ends, but it changes. It's a passage, not a place to stay. Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith. It's the price of love."
❤️
I lost my son at age 21. Losing a child is the worst pain a human can experience. I didn’t know that until it happened to me. It’s unnatural. It’s not right. The pain never leaves. It’s a life sentence
🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️🕊🕊🕊💪💪💪
It’s my biggest fear !!!! Having lost 2 teenage siblings and watching my mom suffer but persevere and raise me and my sister alone is heart wrenching as an adult to look back.
I wish I knew then what I know now, I just want to hug and help my mom more....God rest her soul 😓
I lost my daughter at age 24. It is a very difficult experience and it never leaves a father; to lose a child is unnatural. Dr. Lee and his friends and family did the right thing by having a close knit service. What a nice rememberance post. RIP Mark.
"Where y'all goin'?" "Everywhere." And Mark did!
We’ve smiled with you, laughed with you, and, now, we’ll cry with you. My sincerest condolences. We’ll be praying for you all. God bless!
This was very well said💞
No parent should ever have to experience to outlive their children. Heartbreaking. I’m sorry for your loss. Mark was a great guy. Take care of your own ❤️love from Norway 🇳🇴
Never knew of this channel. Fell upon it just now by accident. 52 year old man and I'm crying like a baby. I'm not even ashamed to say it. Holy s*** is this hard .
I didn't cry when I watched his wife's video, I didn't cry when I watched Matt's video. This video broke me.
Same.
whats the wifes channel?
Same here
@@rholdcroft99 It's was actually Mark's channel. Homemade Everything. Incredible. 😔🇺🇸
Why
"American flags & mustaches" that made me laugh though the tears.
Me too! That is such a wonderful, smile-inducing, fabulous request.
I never want to forget that.
RIP I know the lord will accept him with open arms.
And now I understand why mark was so wonderful, cuz he is part of a wonderful family headed by a wonderful dad and mom
You honored him in the most perfect way by introducing people to Jesus Christ, I will see y’all in heaven also. God bless
In the video you asked Mark, "Where y'all headed?" And he answered, "Everywhere." I nodded and thought: he's off on some grand Adventure in Heaven even now.
I lost my father many years ago when I was the age of Mark’s children. Having not had footage of my dad or knowing the sound of his voice, I can tell you that these videos you all have created over the years and those that were made just for family will be so, so special. I hope they bring you some measure of comfort on the days when grief bites hardest, and carry his voice into the hearts of his children as they grow and ask about their dad. All best wishes to your family.
I lost my 28 year old first born child, my son, five years ago in July. I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone. I only just found Mark's channel and watched so many of his videos. Even in his passing he has inspired me and I am positive he will continue to inspire and give hope to so many more people than he could ever have imagined. Sending love to your entire family. 💜💜💜
I started watching Vet Ranch and ended up following the whole family including Mark's journey.
It's strange how you can genuinly start caring for people you have never met...
From the Netherlands I want to give the whole family my deepest condolances. And although I do not believe the way you do, I will be thinking of you all...
I did the same too. Started with vet ranch and came to follow all the others after. You do feel like you know them after awhile. They do share their personal lives with us, which is courageous in my eyes.
Exact same story here! Except I am a believer....Love to you all!
BikerGirl 80 yes ♥️😭
Same here. I’m a sucker for animal rescue videos. Vet Ranch was my gateway to the rest of the Carriker family. Truly a great family, real salt of the earth. I wish there was more I could do than offer my condolences. Hopefully brighter days are to come for them.
Hello BikerGirl80, nice comments. At least consider what he said. It would be very empty thinking we turn to dirt when we die and that's the end. Respectfully, Todd
And a side note: my family is Dutch, came to the US in 1876 from The Netherlands.
Rip mark, stay strong brother, a father should never have to bury his son
The hardest thing a parent could ever endure is the loss of a child. You said that you just couldn't get it right. I think it was perfect. Thank you Pops. Sending love.
I'm thinking of Mark today, on his 4 year Anniversary of joining our Heavenly Father.
Carriker family, I'm thinking of you all too and sending love and prayers your way. I know this isn't an easy day.
Lots of Texas love to you
Pulled at my heart strings when he said “I just can’t get it right”. Rest In Peace, Mark. My condolences to your whole family.
You NEVER have to apologize to is. We love you and send our best wishes and prayers. My heart goes to you and yours. I know he is in a great place. Watching over ya all👼🙏😟😖😕🙏👼.
Dr. Lee, my friend. In my 64 years on this planet, I've lost my Dad, my Mom, a wife of 25 years and my younger brother. My prayers for you and your family are for the Lord's peace, strength and comfort. Mark may have been called away, but you'll find that your greatest strength will come to you from the time you spend with your grandchildren.
God bless you!
Life unfortunately seems to be a series of hellos , goodbyes . I do believe we are supposed to try to help each other in the process .that's impossible without God's direction . We who are like-minded will gather together in a place where we never have to say good bye again .please all who are hurting , listen to David Phelps song " No more Night .it's very comforting .& Be glad for Mark. He is in a better place, can stay active all the time because there....there is no more night .
That song at the end hit hard man
No need to ask for forgiveness. You're going through an immensely difficult time. We're surely not going to fault you for showing emotions. We're crying with you. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sending many prayers to you and the family. Much love from Illinois. God bless!
American flags and mustaches, even in his death he can make us laugh. Love to you all.
Jodi Mullen amen. 😓😂 ~ Texas
Oh my darling man, don’t you apologise. That boy you raised was a beaut! How can you expect to express your love for him properly in a video. I think you did amazing, just like your boy 😉
Hey doc. How you holding up? I loved your boy you know. Never met him but his zest for like was indefatigable x
Oooh are you there Doc? How is covid affecting y’all?
I still think about him.
“The ones we love most never truly leave us”. Mark touched so many lives with his videos and his journey. Please please consider making a foundation in his name.
I tell you what, every vacation he gets from fixing gods tractor he is still down at the creek there tossing stones in the water or fishing. Every Christmas and birthday he will be there.
I really want to finish this but watching a father mourn his son is breaking my heart. There's a physical pain.
Yes I agree I feel like by watching Matt's videos and marks videos I am sorta family and with this I got tears running down my face .....mark I will always rock the stache
i can’t imagine losing your son after watching him grow up
I get you. My 36 year old son passed away September 2018. He was out of state working and had a heart attack. I lost part of my soul and still can't accept it. Nothing worse that LOOSING a child.
May God be with you and family for peace and comfort. Blessings!!!
I found Marks channel about 6 months ago. I was instantly drawn to him since he clearly loved my favorite tractor, the Ford 8-N. He was open about his cancer to a point that broke my heart. I eagerly awaited his next video and each time I was blown away by another talent he had. Mark also showed strength and courage like no one I’ve ever seen. His love of God, Family and work was evident in every video. I told my wife about him and about the video that he made to remind his wife how to add salt to the water softener. Mark’s honesty about his journey touched everyone’s heart. I can’t imagine the pain and loss you all feel but you were all so fortunate to have loved him. Hats off to his Mother and Father. Wow! What a son. ( May the road rise to meet you. May the wind be always are at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face and the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again,may God hold your in the palm of his hand) God Bless his family and friends. ByEEEE
I'm sorry for your loss.
My deepest condolences. :(
Dearest Dr. Lee, It's so difficult to have words when you lose a child. I want to tell you what an amazing, fun, sweet, brave man his is. To document his entire cancer story must have been so hard for him at times. We sent him lots of love and prayers. I am now sending you the same...love and prayers for an adored father and person.
I thought about Mark, just a few days ago. As I watched a young woman, Jenny Appleford, go through lung cancer, it also went to her brain. She recently passed away a few weeks ago. She left behind her husband 2 little children as well.
I hope and pray you all are doing well.
I am so sorry for your loss. Parents should not have to bury their children.
The whole Carriker family seems like such good people. It feels wrong to hit “like” on the video but I think we all know what we mean when we hit that button..
YESSSS! SMASHIN' THAT LIKE BUTTON IS HOW WE SHOW OUR LOVE & RESPECT FOR MARK AND HIS FAMILY💝LET'S SMASH IT WITH ALL OUR MIGHT!! YAY❣
The pain of a father losing there child. Is heartbreaking. Stay strong, thoughts and praiers for your and you family
It sure is a very beautiful thing.
Almost 4 months....I miss his humor and his smile
My heart is breaking Lee .. my deepest sympathies to you, your wife and the families .. May God grant you peace! ✝️
‘If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever’....
Mark was An amazing human being and he will forever be missed and never be forgotten
Copperas cove tx Lived there for many years when I was a soldier at fort hood, R.I.P. Mark love you Brother…
My heart aches for you. What a beautiful tribute. He was a class act.
there is no GREATER pain than a parent losing a child. Mark is in Gods loving arms, and no longer in pain. Thank you for sharing this beautiful tribute. Prayers sent, please take care.
Forgive me if I posted this already. My memory isn’t great right now. I am in close to final stages of invasive bladder cancer. I’m 58, a mom, wife, sister. When I first started watching Mark I was recovering from my surgery and I was feeling SO low. His joyousness lifted me. He really helped me come to grips with the fact that I’ve celebrated my last Christmas. He helped me SO much. I wish I could alleviate all of your pain, Dr. And Mrs. Lee. Please take care of yourselves and don’t get run down. I don’t have much strength right now but what I do have I will share with you. There are many hands on your shoulders holding you up....that is all of us supporting you all.
artist45 God Bless you I will pray for you. I am so sorry.
I just said a prayer over your post. God bless you 😇
I am crying. I never expected prayers from complete strangers...thank you. That means a lot.
@@artist45 I am 57 and your story hit my heart. I will keep you tucked in my prayers. Know that you are loved by strangers on earth. As we are your brothers and sisters in Christ. May your days be filled with peace and comfort. May God send His Angels to your side. So that you may find joy within the soft fluttering of their wings. 👼
God bless you
WHAT AN AMAZING TRIBUTE TO YOUR SON,,
Your son was an inspiration to me. Sorry for your loss. Hes with Jesus now. You did an amazing job raising your sons. Your family is my thoughts and prayers.
"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard."
Much love.
Sweet Jesus. I can’t imagine what you are going through. So sorry for your loss.
That was a beautiful and touching tribute video for your son sir.
It was hard for me to see this thru Jackie or Matt's eyes, but as a father I can definitely see it thru yours Mr Carriker. I'm so sorry for your loss. I've watched almost all of Marks videos for the past 2 years, and everytime I tuned in I was amazed at the grace with which he filmed, letting everyone in to see his journey. I'm truly going to miss his videos. Thank you for this memorial. God bless your family, especially thru this most difficult time.
Well said - totally agree
We all die but your son lived a life that most of us only wish we could
God bless you sir. Parents aren’t supposed to bury their children.
Jesus Christ is the answer. Thanks for the encouragement brother. God bless your family.
Mark was an honorable man. His spirit touched so many, and will continue to. His energy continues to touch you all everyday. My condolences.
My condolences to the whole Carriker family.
Dr. Lee. My deepest condolences to your entire family. You are all in my heart. 🙏🏻
Dr Lee i just wanted to say that your son is remarkable. You did a beautiful job honoring his life and showing us, just how beautiful and full his life is. I'm heart broken for your family. I've been watching your channel for about 5 years now, and this video came up on my feed again. And again i cried with you and everyone else. Please know that we still think of Mark. We think of Jackie and the kids as well. May God continue to hold your hearts and watch over you and your family. ❤
I struggled through the whole video then the last minute had me crying infront of my coworkers.
I wanna give you a hug so bad Dr. Lee ❤️🙏
I couldn't keep it together on matts video. I cried like a child at Jackie's video. Now 30 minutes after watching yours, I'm still bawling like a new born. I thank you for sharing this video with your UA-cam family. My heart goes out to you all at the devastating time, with love from the UK.
This great father reminds me of Kierkegaard. This loss was a disaster. RIP
Lee, you take all the time you need. Having lost so many people I’ve lived in 2019...I understand.
All the videos were touching. Your family is always in my prayers and thoughts. From my family with love, to yours❤️
May Mark Rest In Peace.
GOD bless you Sir, I cannot imagine the pain in all y’all’s life’s. Mark was such an amazing young man. He had so many things and talents that he could brag about. But was such a humble man. I saw GOD in the mist of everything he did. He handled the tough hand he was dealt with such grace. You and your wife have done a fabulous job raising up such great kids. Thank you for sharing your life, the good and the bad. RIP: Mark, until we meet again.♥️
I have bone marrow cancer, and I'm old enough to be Mark's mom.
Even though he was so much younger than I...he was my inspiration. He kept me smiling. ❤
We miss him so much.
I'm so very sorry for your loss.
❤💔❤
As parents, we're never supposed to lose our children. My heart is broken for you. 💔
I'm crying with you. Huge love. Look after yourselves.
He was an amazing man, and he was very lucky to have such a loving family. ❤
My hubby and I will be praying for you Joey.
God bless Joey I pray for you🙏🏻
We love your family, Dr Lee. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18
You and your family have been such a blessing to all of us. I can’t imagine how tough it was to make this video, but Mr. Carriker, it is perfect. God bless y’all; my wife and I will keep you and your family in our prayers. We love you!
Dr. Lee I'm so sorry for y'alls loss. Praying for y'all. We loved him so much. He will be greatly missed. Love y'all!
I lost a child to cancer 14 years ago. He was almost 4. It was the hardest thing I have gone through. He was lucky to have all of you in his life. To have such a close and loving family.
Awww.. when you said "you can't seem to get it right" I started crying immediately
Your son made me smile and laugh so many times. Thank you for everything. Also, you and both of your sons being baptized together was beautiful. I was baptized about 10 years ago and the feeling after being baptized is indescribable.
My heart breaks for you. As a father I could not imagine loosing one of my children.
Dear Lee, There is no such thing as “right” when you’re in the depths of grief - everything you do and feel at this point is “right” and normal; no need to apologize for anything you feel or how you show your emotions. We all understand and are offering our prayers and support for your whole family.
My wife lost her mother of a similar disease... I know it's hard... I didn't have the time to know her but i see how my wife is today... We're all here to talk if you need to... Wish you all good from Reunion Island...(sorry if it's unreadable i'm french)
Nothing any parent should have to go through. Just know he’s healthy and in a great place now. You raised some amazing kids man. Keep your head up, he’s up there.
I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety all my life and it’s been especially tough these last few months but watching mark showed me that life has to much worth living for and he showed me how to be strong and live a great happy life just like he did and fight through the pain and struggles. ❤️
So sorry, Dr. Lee, my best wishes for the whole family.
I’m watching this video 5 months later on September 2nd 2020 with a smile from ear to ear , what a treasure to know your son Mark and call him my friend 🥰 .