“A man mourning doesn’t make him weak. It keeps him alive. Keeps his insides from becoming a funeral. When grief comes out it makes room for life to come in.”
John Seal I guess my insides are dead my granddad passed away in Jan and I can’t seem to cope with it. I just tell My self I’m okay a keep on moving. I cried for the 2nd time since his funeral after I read that quote. Thanks.
Same here, it just suddenly came up again in my playlist so I watched it again….the time goes fast, but in other ways it’s seems to stop. Loosing a very close loved one, it’s hard to explain…the world goes on around you, but you just stop, sometimes it feels like they don’t realise the grief of loosing a child, and you don’t understand how they can go in like north has happened, it’s such a weird feeling. I have been missing my son so much, so to see this just come again, I had to watch. I’m sure Marks wife and children miss him so very much, along with his parents, Matt and all his siblings, it’s such a different kind of grief when compared to other loved ones that have passed when they are older. To loose someone so young, with so many dreams and so much life in them still is so hard to wrap your head around. Be at Peace Mark 💔🙏🏻🕊️
I know I'm 3 years late. Just ran across this video. I'm 60. My first wife, she was 19, I was 18 when we married, at 25, I was blessed with a daughter, then, 1 year later, came that talk from the Dr. 5 years. 5 years she fought it. Then came that night. Me, alone with a 5 year old. Bud. I understand your pain. I only spoke of my own life to let you know you are not alone. I loved this video my brother. You take care. God be with you.
@@gotdisgotdatentertainment1432 Plants are alive too, it's not fair killing and eating plants. You should stop eating, anything. Water isn't alive so I guess drinking water is ok.
"They say you die twice. Once when you stop breathing and the second, a bit later on, when somebody mentions your name for the last time." - Always Remember.
Recently moved from California to Colorado, I'm 19 and this is my first time being out of state, living alone, and being away from my family (specifically my mom) for more than 2 days, let me tell you, I LOVE COLORADO and wish I could positively say I'm never gonna leave, but Everytime I start thinking about family all I think about is how I wanna go back to California.
@@firmfire2385 I'm the opposite. I'm originally colorado but I enlisted in the marines and I'll tell you, the hardest part is not being able to be with them. My brother enlisted too and is in California while I'm on the east coast. I probably wont see him for 3 years or more
@@calebwatson7909 first let me start by saying thank you for the sacrifices you've already made and are going to continue to make. I have great respect for anyone who risks there own life and/or goes out of the way to protect someone they have no true obligation towards, thank you. I hope to be joining the national guard soon, but wow, that's even harder iv thought about what it's going to be like when I join, at least before all the covid stuff, I could have just went over and visited my mom, when your serving you can't just leave when ever you want, but know everything your doing for yourself has to be done and will always be worth it in the end, family is very important but your own well being and future are more important
My brother drowned right in front of me and I couldnt get to him. He was my only brother between mom and dad. He was more of a father to me than my father. He taught me what I know. I love you brother, I'll see you next time.
In 1967 during my second tour in Vietnam I lost my little brother, best friend, and my Father in the same month. It left an emptiness I still feel today. My regret I never got home for the funerals. Hang in there Matt.
It’s not often you cry, laugh, feel pain, feel love, and then repeat all that over again in a video. Your Brother was a heck of a man. I watched his channel and to say i will miss it is an understatement. When Mark decided to document his battle with Cancer, i thought for the first time someone would document it and get it done right. Mark excelled, he didn’t hold back, and he partied till he couldn’t! The entire time he did it with grace, love, and honesty. Mark beat the hell out of cancer. See, our rewards are in Heaven with God. So Mark is and always will be in your heart and head, he has just gone ahead to prepare a place for the family. Mark left behind a wife and 2 beautiful babies. But with you and the Carriker Army, they will know Mark. You all were raised by incredible parents who instilled values and love. It’s always so hard loosing family and friends, but one day we will all reunite. Mark loves you. Your his original Homie! Keep family close and God closer. Check on your Momma and Dad. Love like never before, and always remember to laugh. Y’all had the same laugh....but in the words of a wise man, always remember, we love ya....only he would say, always remember, I love ya!
For a grown man who also happens to be a firefighter and doesn't express emotions too much, this honestly made me cry with knowing the pain Matt had to go through losing a close relative to cancer. Mark had a beautiful life, family, and a caring big brother that everyone wishes they could have. Rest in Peace Mark, we will never forget you.
When I die I want to do it with the grace and internal peace that Mark had. My Sister In Law died on Dec 23rd 2019 from cancer and she also had strength of faith and passed peacefully leaving two little angles aged 4 and 6 for my brother to care for with the assistance of my family members. Texas Families are strong. We love the Carrikers and as a fellow Texan living abroad for the last 11 years your family is my almost daily dose of "home" and even though you dont know us we love ya'll. This is why i really want to do something nice for ya'll to remember Mark by. I will send you some love soon. #tacticaladventurerthailand
"Doctor said he ain't got long He just smiled said bring it on Well if you think I'm scared You got me all wrong No a little cancer can't break me My heart's right and I believe We all hit our knees And started prayin' Naw he never gave up Said the good Lord's waitin' And that's one hell of an amen That's the only way to go Fightin' the good fight Til the good Lord calls you home So be well my friend 'Til I see you again Yeah this is our last goodbye It's a hell of an amen" -Brantley Gilbert We are here for you Matt the Demolitia stands by its leader. Your family will be in my prayers. I now you will see your brother again.
“Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim.”
Dont know if you'll even see this but take as long as needed of a break. Everyone understands that you need time and you and his family are in our prayers.
This doesnt feel real. I'm sitting here in my truck, just got finished with work and I'm tearing up about to cry because I cant believe what has happened. Matt, I'm so sorry for your loss. I cant imagine what it's like to lose a brother. I wish there was something more I could do to support you in this dark time than hitting a button on youtube. I wish you and your family the best. Stay strong Matt. ❤ Edit: As I reach the end of this video, I'm now crying like a baby, this is my favorite channel and family on UA-cam and watching these videos makes me feel like I have a second family. I cant express enough how much you Matt and your family bring joy to my life with these videos. I'm glad Mark is now with the lord in peace and no longer suffering. I love you and we'll see you next time. 👋❤
Popping up in my feed 3 years later…on the day we’re about to take my older brother off of life support. He didn’t have cancer..he decided he could no longer handle this world…My love and support goes out to anyone who has gone through loss and/or is going through the loss of a loved one ❤
Matt, thank you so much for sharing this… As a pastor I know how hard this is for you. But it honored his legacy for you to share this with us. I am literally weeping with you.
I'm sorry man, I couldn't even imagine losing my a sibling. I'm close to most of mine. But you'll get through this. And his family. He's watching over them in heaven. He'll keep y'all safe. Death is not a bad thing. It's life, and y'all see him again. Hopefully not for a very very long time. But focus on the good times. I'm praying for y'all!
Jordin, I did not dislike this. I liked it for the way Matt put together this celebration video of Mark's existence and his love for him. It has touched me deeply. God only takes the best at such a young age. Remember, in life, God gives us love, the things we love, He lends us.
People who dislike this video are most likely people who don’t fell right liking a video about the death of his brother, disliking it because they dislike that he died makes more sense to them
I at first also disliked the video, because indeed it feels kinda weird to "like" the fact that his brother died. But i switched over to "like" because i realised that it just hurts his channel.
MATT! I'm so sorry bro! After all these years of being on UA-cam, Mark just popped up on my feed out of nowhere! I binge-watched all his videos and saw your face. Listen to him talk and his mannerisms like, "he reminds me of someone." it made sense when I saw you I haven't lost siblings, but I have lost 2 of my children. That is enough for several lifetimes. I am keeping you, your family, and his wife and children in my prayers for strength and healing.. I've been subbed to your Demolition Ranch and Vet channel since 2013. I'm an Army Vet and love what you do! I have my undergrad, and I'm finishing up my masters in Theology. I'd there ya anything I can do I'm here! 🙏🏽
My dad always told me " only a strong man, true to himself, let's his heart cry when it's appropriate". He said this as we cried together when Grandma passed. The love of a sibling is one of the strongest. I'm sorry for your loss and you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Держись Мэт. Это показатель того, что не стоит терять жизнь зря! Она закончится очень быстро а иногда и внезапно. Наслаждайтесь мгновением. Удачи! Сожалею вашей утрате.
I saw Mark’s wife give the final update the other day. I was waiting for your post as I knew you would honor your brother when you were ready to share. This was a wonderful tribute to Mark. I am so sorry for your loss Matt. Your entire family is such an inspiration. You are such a great example of a strong and loving family. Thoughts and prayers going out to you and your family. Rest In Peace Mark.
Not gonna lie, I was crying at first but those tears quickly turned into a smile and laughs. That's what Mark was all about. Being happy, and by God he was until the very last day. That's how we all think of him, matt. Thank you for sharing your wonderful family with us. Your father did a damn good job.
So sorry for your loss Matt. I understand what you are going through. My wife and I lost our son in an auto accident on 10/29/23. He was only 24 years old and unlike your situation, we had no time to prepare. My son was the one who introduced me to your Demolition Ranch videos which are always entertaining. I pray that God sends angels of comfort to you and your family and leaves you only with happy memories.
This guy even tho he’s American and I’m English is a huge role model. Matt your an amazing father and an even better brother, and even tho you won’t see this comment you will get through this💪🏻
@@skullberry9000 I believe he meant that despite the fact that they are from two different nationalities, he looks up to Matt regardless of any differences. However, I could be wrong, and I apologize beforehand, if that is the case.
Official GOD BLESS TEXAS moment at 18:20! AGGIE family to AGGIE family you and yours will constantly be in my prayers. Just want you to know that even tho we have never met I am reflecting on your brothers life and keeping him in my thoughts and in my prayers! Tell the good Lord Gig Em! For all of us Mark.
I lost my younger brother in 2010 and think about him all the time. Guess that never goes away. Thank you for sharing this montage and especially the baptism sequence. Just discovered your channel and am enjoying it very much! Thank you.
Dear Matt, Mere and kiddos, Jackie and their children, your folks, siblings; his parents-in-law, siblings-in-law as well as many other dear family members and friends of Mark's, following the devastating news of his passing. Times like these leave me searching for words of wisdom and comfort. My thoughts, prayers, boundless grief and endless support are with you at this unimaginable time. I am so very sorry for your loss. xo Heather🇨🇦
Matt, most of us don’t understand the pain and mental state of losing a close family member, we are all here for you. The new subs, the old. All of us are here to enjoy your content, support you and your family, and above all, be here to just show our love and support for the enjoyment you bring to our days. I hope all goes well brother, love ya ❤️
Mark set out to "build it stronger." In the end, he accomplished his goal, and through his example he built his family physically, mentally, and spiritually stronger. He was the younger brother, but he lead the way.
Matt, I just want to let you know how sorry I am so see that you lost your little brother. I’ve only recently started watching UA-cam pretty often again so I’m just now seeing this. I lost my dad 13 years ago to cancer so I know how tough it is to lose your best friend like that. I also want to let you know how happy it truly makes my heart to know that y’all are all saved and know Jesus as your lord and savior. I was sitting here watching this video thinking the entire time how I hoped that he was saved so that he would now be in heaven completely healed of his illness and celebrating with Jesus now. I love ya man and I hope that you keep comin with all your awesome videos that spread so much joy for others.
Right you are. I have always said you can't get those times back. Spend as much time as you can with those you love and care about because you never know when times up.
Still in shock from his wife’s video. Just can’t believe he’s gone. I’m so sorry he’s gone Matt. We all loved mark and we are all here for you. Take how ever long off you need.
Im honestly not a soft person but whenever his little girl was saying the prayer it hit me. I never really comment either but my condolences go out to you.
Amen real men do cry, I do as well because I had 2 dogs die and 2 grandpa's die and it broke my heart but I'm still sad about it but hey love your life once go enjoy while it last
Just like the Luke Combs song says “when it rains it pours”. When bad things happen in life they seemingly come all at the same time. You’ve lost your brother, a best friend, and man’s best friend all in the span of a year. Stay strong, the rain will stop and the sun will shine again.
It’s crazy how much a “stranger’s” life can affect you. My boyfriend and I have been watching you for years. My heart breaks for your whole family. The strength in your faith during this time is inspiring. I’m so sorry for your loss, you guys will be in my prayers ❤️
I am sitting here balling for like the 4th time. For some reason I feel a need to come back and watch this to keep his legacy going. He deserved so much more. And this is how I try to honor that. People at work tomorrow are gonna wonder why my face is so puffy but I don’t care. Mark was a man of God and had a heart of love. He is so missed.
I won’t ever forget going to give him that demo rifle and he was in the shower and didn’t flinch a bit when you walked in! Mark was a funny fella and will most definitely be missed!!!
I found his channel not long after this it seems. I have been watching for a little while. I didn't know until today, seeing this randomly in a suggested section.
I couldn't watch your whole video. Having lost my wife of 34 years to cancer after an 8 year fight. I know your pain and I feel for you for sure. much love sending your way.
HE PARTIED UNTIL HE COULDN'T ANYMORE .. HE WAS A GREAT MAN ,I WILL MISS HIS KIND DEMEANOR ,WORK ETHIC,AND LOVE FOR LIFE AND MOSTLY HIS LOVE FOR ALL OF HIS FAMILY.. SORRY FOR YA'LLS LOSS ... HE'S IN HEAVEN PROBABLY FIGURING OUT ,HOW TO MAKE THE PEARLY GATES SWING OPEN EASILY FOR THE REST OF US. HE WAS THE MOST UNSELFISH,YOUNG MAN ON UA-cam AND ANYONE I ACTUALLY KNOW. THE WORLD COULD USE MORE PEOPLE LIKE MARK .NOW MORE THAN EVER. SO GOD BLESS YOU FAMILY ,AS WELL AS EVERYONE THAT KNEW HIM . HE IS LOVED FOREVER.
In 2014 lost my wife of 32 years to oral facial cancer, my wife Martie fought for 11 months before she was taken from this world. I understand what you, Mark and all your families have gone through. Sending prayers and positive energy to all affected by his loss.
I’m sorry to hear the @John Vines. I hope you are happy and well now. We’re sorry for your loss and for the battle that you fought in and were affected by. Our prayers are with you 🙏
Take your time man, death's never easy. Don't think how he died, think how he lived. Love your channel. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
This just shows how strangers on the internet get so involved, emotionally as well, into your life by the amazing work you do and share with us all. The fact that I feel truly and deeply sad and sorry for what has happened shows this. I feel honoured to have known your brother Mark, even if it's only through your vlogs. My deepest and sincerest condolences and I wish you and your family will find the strength to deal with your loss. Rest in peace Mark.
You, know idk how to express this, but the title alone made me shed a few tears. And I never knew I could have so much love and admiration for a family I've never personally met. I don't know how you even made this video. My heart and prayers go out to your family. I dont know what else to say. I hope you do well in the coming times, and hold your heads up. Your brother is still with yall. Love you to all, and may your brother rest in piece.
It’s so difficult to loose a child, we lost our 18yr old son, but the grief never leaves, you just learn to get through the days without them in it. So sorry for your loss too…..loosing 2 children would be unbearable……💔🙏🏻🕊️
As a father of a young boy I cannot even grasp how terrible this situation has to be for the whole family. This is just fucked up. Stay strong, all of you. ☀️♥️
I feel for all you have gone through, so glad you got to spend such quality time with him. My husband thankfully is a very current, cancer survivor and we pray it stays that way. Sharing your story is very kind of you. Thank you for all the videos you make for us!! God bless you Matt
This is true but sometimes the tears just don't flow but all of us guys no matter what always feel sad and Hart broken at some point or another and no matter what every man sheds a tear at some point
@NutBoi McSlave You are right, God did this. I am sure the family prayed daily for healing. The Lord healed Mark 100%. Mark now has a brand new body. Free of pain and free of illness. Mark can truly see how real God is. It's not the answer to prayer that Mark's family was seeking but God says that His ways are not our ways and His plans are not our plans. God did not cause the cancer. I do believe He allowed it. Why? I haven't a clue. But God takes all things that were meant for evil and turns it into good. For only God knows why He would allow something like cancer, a weapon used by the devil, to attack His children. He allowed Job to be afflicted with many illnesses, pains and loss of family and fortune. God also blessed him many times over because Job, despite all that he went through, remained faithful to God. We may never know why God allows such things but I believe these things are true, God is real, Heaven is real, the devil is real and hell is real. Jesus Christ died on the cross for all of our sins and if you confess that Jesus Christ is the one true God, you are saved and free from eternal suffering in hell.
NutBoi McSlave Isaiah 55:9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts. Psalm 56:8 You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle, they are written in your book. Romans 8:18 the pain you are feeling is nothing compared to the joy that is coming. I don’t know why God takes home people so early and in such ways that he does, but he knows what he’s doing, even when it doesn’t make sense to us. God feels our pain and He keeps track of every tear we shed, because he loves us so much that he would document every broken heart so he can later wipe the tears from our eyes. Lastly, Mark has a new body. One without pain, without discomfort. He has a new life with unspeakable joy that can’t even be described in earthly words. God loves you, He loves me, He loves all of us, so much that he would send his son to die for YOU. Just remember that God is real, he knows what he’s doing, and he loves you.
“There’s hills and valleys like every endeavor in life...” -Mark. Just remember that this will be one of your valleys, and no matter how wide it seems their will always be a hill on the other side.
I have never watched a 30 minute video of a stranger that i accidently clicked on. Man much love, keep your head up. Your brother seems like a kick ass dude (i speak in the present tense because that man is still here with you!)
I really feel what your going through right now. My best friend died 1 year ago and he was like a brother for me. We went to school together and we had up and downs but we‘ve always been best friends. I know what you went through and i am so sorry for you
I've been dreading this moment praying and hoping it wouldn't come, wondering how Mark's wife and kids, Matt and his family have been dealing with this. Mark made the best of his time, provided memories, stayed strong. This world is so painful, but we are still fighting to make it beautiful for our loved ones. Matt God bless, you are a great Father, Husband and Brother. My heart is broken
I learned a lot from Mark. My life isn’t so bad yet I was in a negative mood till I watched Mark be so positive with everything he was going through. It’s made me reassess my life. Mark is an inspiration he will be missed.
Something that helped me when I lost my mom was that every time she came to mind, instead of feeling the pain of mourning or missing her, I saw each thought of her as that it was her visiting me... so then I would say... Hi Mom... thanks for the visit. The pain of memory quickly dissipated into a relationship. Lots' of love to you and your family during this time.
This popped up in my recommended today. I’d just been a casual viewer of Demo Ranch. Never knew you had a brother or that he was ill. I am so sorry for your loss, but I am so happy that he passed knowing fully that he was in the arms of Christ.
All I saw at first was “I’m happy he passed” because I had to press more and I was like omg u heartless bitch but then I read the rest but yeah man RIP mark ❤️
I can't believe it's been 4 yrs. I initially started watching Mark's channel and then discovered you and your Dad's channel through him. He was an awesome guy, father, husband, brother, son, and friend. He is missed.
My deepest condolences for Mark, and for you, nobody should have to go through that, cancer is one of the most horrible things this planet has to offer, I don't have any other words, except that 2020 has been a Mother F_____.
Who the hell dislikes a video of a man who has lost his brother. You heartless people. I offer my condolences.
The Seal Gamer I will just think they gave a thumbs down because they are sad about mark.
yeah you need to chill, some people might just put a thumbs down because it's sad, not to intentionally be mean.
Some people view these type of videos as fishing for sympathy and attention.
@@Mr.A.1776 i was thinking that to i didnt want to like it
Hell yes brother
Lost my wife recently to cancer left me with a 6 and 2 year old, my heart goes out to you and anyone else who’s gone through this. Keep strong bro 👍
I'm praying that Heavenly Father gives you comfort at this time . Psalm 147:3 3He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.
Keep going strong we are all here for you
ENCLAVE X I’m sorry about that man, I hope all goes well for you
Stay strong man and stay there for your kids❤️
Stay strong man. It wont be easy, but you keep pushing everyday, for you and the kids. Much love.
“A man mourning doesn’t make him weak. It keeps him alive. Keeps his insides from becoming a funeral. When grief comes out it makes room for life to come in.”
Perfectly worded.
John Seal very nicely done
John Seal I guess my insides are dead my granddad passed away in Jan and I can’t seem to cope with it. I just tell
My self I’m okay a keep on moving. I cried for the 2nd time since his funeral after I read that quote. Thanks.
It take a strong person like Matt to deal with the pain of losing a brother 🖤
Never heard it put so well. 💙
Watching this again 3 years later doesn't make it any better. Mark was a fantastic personality.
I agree. I miss Mark's singing, he had a lovely voice.
I’m not sure how we ended up here but it was good in a hard way. Good to see Mark. This journey has been special. To be a part of a life.
😢
May he rest in peace. Even all those years later Matt's fans clearly remember him.
Same here, it just suddenly came up again in my playlist so I watched it again….the time goes fast, but in other ways it’s seems to stop. Loosing a very close loved one, it’s hard to explain…the world goes on around you, but you just stop, sometimes it feels like they don’t realise the grief of loosing a child, and you don’t understand how they can go in like north has happened, it’s such a weird feeling.
I have been missing my son so much, so to see this just come again, I had to watch.
I’m sure Marks wife and children miss him so very much, along with his parents, Matt and all his siblings, it’s such a different kind of grief when compared to other loved ones that have passed when they are older. To loose someone so young, with so many dreams and so much life in them still is so hard to wrap your head around.
Be at Peace Mark 💔🙏🏻🕊️
A man only truly dies when his name is spoken for the very last time...
damn dude thats so true. we must always remember them and all the good this they left behind
Word.
Isaac Ussery
Did you come up with that or did you get that from somewhere else because that is very very very good
@@CT-5736-Bladez I got it from somewhere else but I felt it would apply well here
You're absolutely right brother
The worst pain is losing a family member...
Especially to cancer !!!
no its not
@@ourbigv8s it is one of the worst pains losing a family member
I guess you all never stepped on lego pieces
Dr. Ziegler I mean if you’ve never had a splinter in your urethra or if your phemour had been cut and had put car antifreeze on it but 🤷🏻♂️
I hate that his kids are going to grow up without their father but its good to know that he has a strong family to be there for his wife and kids.
Joel Ferguson Mark made several videos with his kids in the past 3 months.
but the good news is also that they will have God in the great support of their family and Matt
Amen, so sorry for their loss good people all the way
Joel Ferguson yeah this world is terrible the worst stuff happens to the best people
one thing is they will have has videos
I know I'm 3 years late. Just ran across this video.
I'm 60. My first wife, she was 19, I was 18 when we married, at 25, I was blessed with a daughter, then, 1 year later, came that talk from the Dr. 5 years. 5 years she fought it. Then came that night. Me, alone with a 5 year old.
Bud. I understand your pain. I only spoke of my own life to let you know you are not alone.
I loved this video my brother.
You take care.
God be with you.
Please dont take this as an offense but I really respect you for still believing in god after all the things that happen. I just cant.
❤
@@CuteLalafellwhy do you even feel the need to say that?
@@UpsideDownCanoe Because freedom of speech
@@CuteLalafell Great excuse
Cancer is so unfair, such a kick ass brother man. Rest In Peace Mark.
He was cool as fuck
You want unfair? Try being a pig in a slaughterhouse! I'm sure eating them is why he got cancer in the first place 😂
Gotdisgotdat Entertainment animals are on earth for a reason lol we have to eat some how
@@gotdisgotdatentertainment1432 Plants are alive too, it's not fair killing and eating plants. You should stop eating, anything. Water isn't alive so I guess drinking water is ok.
@@gotdisgotdatentertainment1432 stfu
"They say you die twice. Once when you stop breathing and the second, a bit later on, when somebody mentions your name for the last time." - Always Remember.
That is a quote from jhonny cash right?
"We have everything here, except for family, and that's all that matters."
God, that hit me like a punch to the gut.
Recently moved from California to Colorado, I'm 19 and this is my first time being out of state, living alone, and being away from my family (specifically my mom) for more than 2 days, let me tell you, I LOVE COLORADO and wish I could positively say I'm never gonna leave, but Everytime I start thinking about family all I think about is how I wanna go back to California.
@@firmfire2385 I'm the opposite. I'm originally colorado but I enlisted in the marines and I'll tell you, the hardest part is not being able to be with them. My brother enlisted too and is in California while I'm on the east coast. I probably wont see him for 3 years or more
@@calebwatson7909 first let me start by saying thank you for the sacrifices you've already made and are going to continue to make. I have great respect for anyone who risks there own life and/or goes out of the way to protect someone they have no true obligation towards, thank you. I hope to be joining the national guard soon, but wow, that's even harder iv thought about what it's going to be like when I join, at least before all the covid stuff, I could have just went over and visited my mom, when your serving you can't just leave when ever you want, but know everything your doing for yourself has to be done and will always be worth it in the end, family is very important but your own well being and future are more important
I know this video is 3 years old, but I'm sorry for your loss Matt. We all love you, please don't stop what you do! ❤
36 likes just shows how many people still care about Mark R.I.P.
@@virginiagrant5234 245 now
My brother drowned right in front of me and I couldnt get to him. He was my only brother between mom and dad. He was more of a father to me than my father. He taught me what I know. I love you brother, I'll see you next time.
That is really sad
:-(
Rip
That’s sad 😢 what happened ?
@@golfguy6071 if you read the comment it says he drowned
In 1967 during my second tour in Vietnam I lost my little brother, best friend, and my Father in the same month. It left an emptiness I still feel today. My regret I never got home for the funerals. Hang in there Matt.
Thank you for your service I feel bad
💙 thank you for your service Ron.
That is a lot to digest. Wish you the best
Wow for your age you definitely kept up with the tech
Thank you for your service sir, I appreciate you thinking this countrie’s life through and being a soldier, hero, brother
From Britain, thx for your service to your country
It’s not often you cry, laugh, feel pain, feel love, and then repeat all that over again in a video. Your Brother was a heck of a man. I watched his channel and to say i will miss it is an understatement. When Mark decided to document his battle with Cancer, i thought for the first time someone would document it and get it done right. Mark excelled, he didn’t hold back, and he partied till he couldn’t! The entire time he did it with grace, love, and honesty. Mark beat the hell out of cancer. See, our rewards are in Heaven with God. So Mark is and always will be in your heart and head, he has just gone ahead to prepare a place for the family. Mark left behind a wife and 2 beautiful babies. But with you and the Carriker Army, they will know Mark. You all were raised by incredible parents who instilled values and love. It’s always so hard loosing family and friends, but one day we will all reunite. Mark loves you. Your his original Homie! Keep family close and God closer. Check on your Momma and Dad. Love like never before, and always remember to laugh. Y’all had the same laugh....but in the words of a wise man, always remember, we love ya....only he would say, always remember, I love ya!
I couldn't have say it better
Nobody could!!
For a grown man who also happens to be a firefighter and doesn't express emotions too much, this honestly made me cry with knowing the pain Matt had to go through losing a close relative to cancer. Mark had a beautiful life, family, and a caring big brother that everyone wishes they could have. Rest in Peace Mark, we will never forget you.
Couldn’t have said that any better myself
When I die I want to do it with the grace and internal peace that Mark had. My Sister In Law died on Dec 23rd 2019 from cancer and she also had strength of faith and passed peacefully leaving two little angles aged 4 and 6 for my brother to care for with the assistance of my family members. Texas Families are strong. We love the Carrikers and as a fellow Texan living abroad for the last 11 years your family is my almost daily dose of "home" and even though you dont know us we love ya'll. This is why i really want to do something nice for ya'll to remember Mark by. I will send you some love soon. #tacticaladventurerthailand
I couldn't finish this 4 years ago. I finished it today but I am a sobbing mess. What a beautiful tribute.
"Doctor said he ain't got long
He just smiled said bring it on
Well if you think I'm scared
You got me all wrong
No a little cancer can't break me
My heart's right and I believe
We all hit our knees
And started prayin'
Naw he never gave up
Said the good Lord's waitin'
And that's one hell of an amen
That's the only way to go
Fightin' the good fight
Til the good Lord calls you home
So be well my friend
'Til I see you again
Yeah this is our last goodbye
It's a hell of an amen" -Brantley Gilbert
We are here for you Matt the Demolitia stands by its leader. Your family will be in my prayers. I now you will see your brother again.
Brantly gilbert just might make this happy
“Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim.”
L H
That’s deep
PETER PIPER literally
L H That's so beautiful!!💜✝️💜
Yes life is a school we ought to learn everyday to keep from evil not drown and move with power shalom
👍🏻👏🏼
Dont know if you'll even see this but take as long as needed of a break. Everyone understands that you need time and you and his family are in our prayers.
triplenote 1000% agree
I still miss Mark. He is still in my thoughts.
The Demolitia is behind you.
RIP Mark
Power to your family Matt, from Germany
Prayers from Southern Germany🙏🏼
Sorry Matt, Mark was a great dude. Watched his channel and his journey. Love and strength to you and yours. RIP Mark.
😢😢Praying from goliad Tx 😢😢 RIP Mark
This doesnt feel real. I'm sitting here in my truck, just got finished with work and I'm tearing up about to cry because I cant believe what has happened. Matt, I'm so sorry for your loss. I cant imagine what it's like to lose a brother. I wish there was something more I could do to support you in this dark time than hitting a button on youtube. I wish you and your family the best. Stay strong Matt. ❤
Edit: As I reach the end of this video, I'm now crying like a baby, this is my favorite channel and family on UA-cam and watching these videos makes me feel like I have a second family. I cant express enough how much you Matt and your family bring joy to my life with these videos. I'm glad Mark is now with the lord in peace and no longer suffering.
I love you and we'll see you next time. 👋❤
Your nice
@@kyeyoung556 yes
Real men don't cry
@@MiamiViceNarcThey do. And small boys make comments like yours.
He was such a positive guy even with his cancer he always had a smile mat
Sorry for your loss and will pray for you
Popping up in my feed 3 years later…on the day we’re about to take my older brother off of life support. He didn’t have cancer..he decided he could no longer handle this world…My love and support goes out to anyone who has gone through loss and/or is going through the loss of a loved one ❤
So very sorry for your loss. I hope your brother found the peace he sought❤
My family sends our prayers and thoughts to you and yours!
My heart goes out to you and your family.
Im really sorry for your families loss. Ive lost several friends this way. ❤
God bless you and your families
As sad a Mark’s passing is, I smiled and actually teared up when all three of you were baptized.
I made it all the way thru. Got to the baptism, cried the whole rest of the video. All my love to Matt and the family.
When siblings die, they take some of our childhood with them. I'm so sorry that you now know this pain.
Mark will be missed.....the demolitia lost a great man
Sorry Matt, praying for your family
Matt, thank you so much for sharing this… As a pastor I know how hard this is for you. But it honored his legacy for you to share this with us.
I am literally weeping with you.
I miss mark , his personality was second to none. He’s in heaven looking down at us while riding a tractor and shooting a flamethrower.
I'm sorry man, I couldn't even imagine losing my a sibling. I'm close to most of mine. But you'll get through this. And his family. He's watching over them in heaven. He'll keep y'all safe. Death is not a bad thing. It's life, and y'all see him again. Hopefully not for a very very long time. But focus on the good times. I'm praying for y'all!
Dont forget he is also making sure the tire is running nice by giving it the good once over with the hammer and wrench
Everyone who dislikes this, I believe, is saying that they’re upset this happened.. Prayers to you and your family Matt
Jordin Taylor Yeah, I have no idea wether to like or dislike....
ye i dont know if to like or dislike this video
Drunken Storytellin’ I am so sorry for you
Liking the video helps Matt out more. Means he can help Mark's kids
Jordin, I did not dislike this. I liked it for the way Matt put together this celebration video of Mark's existence and his love for him. It has touched me deeply. God only takes the best at such a young age. Remember, in life, God gives us love, the things we love, He lends us.
how did 2000 people dislike a man grieving the loss of his baby brother
They are called psychopath
And bots
bob bean maybe they dislike the fact that he passed, but they could just haters. you never know
People who dislike this video are most likely people who don’t fell right liking a video about the death of his brother, disliking it because they dislike that he died makes more sense to them
Maybe they don’t watch the video and just are haters who dislike every video they see. How can people be so heartless...
I at first also disliked the video, because indeed it feels kinda weird to "like" the fact that his brother died. But i switched over to "like" because i realised that it just hurts his channel.
MATT! I'm so sorry bro! After all these years of being on UA-cam, Mark just popped up on my feed out of nowhere! I binge-watched all his videos and saw your face.
Listen to him talk and his mannerisms like, "he reminds me of someone." it made sense when I saw you
I haven't lost siblings, but I have lost 2 of my children. That is enough for several lifetimes. I am keeping you, your family, and his wife and children in my prayers for strength and healing..
I've been subbed to your Demolition Ranch and Vet channel since 2013. I'm an Army Vet and love what you do! I have my undergrad, and I'm finishing up my masters in Theology. I'd there ya anything I can do I'm here! 🙏🏽
My dad always told me " only a strong man, true to himself, let's his heart cry when it's appropriate". He said this as we cried together when Grandma passed. The love of a sibling is one of the strongest. I'm sorry for your loss and you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
So true I love that phrase
Amen.
Phillip bartlett great father to tell you that
Держись Мэт. Это показатель того, что не стоит терять жизнь зря! Она закончится очень быстро а иногда и внезапно. Наслаждайтесь мгновением. Удачи! Сожалею вашей утрате.
I saw Mark’s wife give the final update the other day. I was waiting for your post as I knew you would honor your brother when you were ready to share. This was a wonderful tribute to Mark. I am so sorry for your loss Matt. Your entire family is such an inspiration. You are such a great example of a strong and loving family. Thoughts and prayers going out to you and your family. Rest In Peace Mark.
I would have commented but you have covered everything
Not gonna lie, I was crying at first but those tears quickly turned into a smile and laughs. That's what Mark was all about. Being happy, and by God he was until the very last day. That's how we all think of him, matt. Thank you for sharing your wonderful family with us. Your father did a damn good job.
2 years later still think that was a beautiful tribute to your brother mark❤️ may his soul rest in peace
I made it until his daughters prayer before crying and now I can't stop.
I don't have words.
Prayers for peace for your whole family.
Same man.
Chance Carlton yes! That’s when I lost it too!
Awww Damn I don't wanna see that part.......😢
I made it all the way to the end with only a tear or two........ When they all got baptized together I cried like a baby.
Same here
Prayers brother, I lost my sister about 4 years ago. She was 23. That pain really never leaves. Thinking about you
R.I.P
I lost mine this summer she was 24 with 2 kids
Amen
Ya I lost my papa from cancer and my grandma from cancer I frikin hate that crap
Good man.
So sorry for your loss Matt. I understand what you are going through. My wife and I lost our son in an auto accident on 10/29/23. He was only 24 years old and unlike your situation, we had no time to prepare. My son was the one who introduced me to your Demolition Ranch videos which are always entertaining. I pray that God sends angels of comfort to you and your family and leaves you only with happy memories.
This guy even tho he’s American and I’m English is a huge role model. Matt your an amazing father and an even better brother, and even tho you won’t see this comment you will get through this💪🏻
What do you mean 'even tho'
He reads comments lol (:
Me too,i really wish to be like him
"Even tho he's American"?
Ouch.
@@skullberry9000 I believe he meant that despite the fact that they are from two different nationalities, he looks up to Matt regardless of any differences. However, I could be wrong, and I apologize beforehand, if that is the case.
RIP mark. I couldn't imagine loosing one of my siblings. Especially as the eldest. You're stronger than I could've been. Proud of you. Keep at it.
Official GOD BLESS TEXAS moment at 18:20! AGGIE family to AGGIE family you and yours will constantly be in my prayers. Just want you to know that even tho we have never met I am reflecting on your brothers life and keeping him in my thoughts and in my prayers! Tell the good Lord Gig Em! For all of us Mark.
I know how you feel. I lost my oldest sister to cancer last August. I just lost my middle sister 2 weeks ago. Only 3 of us left now.
Rest in peace Mark. His wife had me teary eyed the other day when she told everyone that he passed. Sorry for your loss Matt.
Think her video was incredibly brave and yeah I was in tears watching it along with this one
You guys weren't alone, my Monitor got very blurry watching Jaci.
I lost my younger brother in 2010 and think about him all the time. Guess that never goes away. Thank you for sharing this montage and especially the baptism sequence. Just discovered your channel and am enjoying it very much! Thank you.
Dear Matt, Mere and kiddos, Jackie and their children, your folks, siblings; his parents-in-law, siblings-in-law as well as many other dear family members and friends of Mark's, following the devastating news of his passing. Times like these leave me searching for words of wisdom and comfort. My thoughts, prayers, boundless grief and endless support are with you at this unimaginable time. I am so very sorry for your loss.
xo Heather🇨🇦
Don’t rush making any vids take your time to bring yourself back together we all know that you won’t lose any subs RIP 🙏🙏🙏
Exactly
Facts 🙏🙏🙏
Facts
😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 God bless you and your family in this time sorry for your lose
Matt, most of us don’t understand the pain and mental state of losing a close family member, we are all here for you. The new subs, the old. All of us are here to enjoy your content, support you and your family, and above all, be here to just show our love and support for the enjoyment you bring to our days. I hope all goes well brother, love ya ❤️
Was that El Paso were he was driving around on the streets in the tracker cuz I notice this streets
Amen
It's crazy that after 2 years I watch this again and it hits me so hard. I hope his family is doing well
Well, you can watch it again by getting this notif
Sorry to hear about your brother. I lost my mom & sister to cancer plus my dad died of brain cancer on my 6th birthday I wish ur family the best
Mark set out to "build it stronger." In the end, he accomplished his goal, and through his example he built his family physically, mentally, and spiritually stronger. He was the younger brother, but he lead the way.
That would be a good quote for life you are a awesome person Bruce Emehiser
Bruce Mark made us all stronger in faith and love ❤️ !
I am sorry for your loss Matt, all of Russia is with you.(Russian translation: Соболезную твоей потере Мэтт, вся Россия с тобой.)
Not gonna lie I didnt realize how popular he was in Russia kinda cool
Serbia is with you too Matt!
Umm I was wondering why I seen a few Russian comments
Прийми соболезнования от всей русскоязычной аудитории... From Russia, for your
Из России с любовью.
From Russia with love.
Держись, Мэтт! From Russians fan with love
наши соболезнования Мэтт.
Поддерживаю
Боже...
Держись Мэтт.
Терять близких хуже всего что может быть.
Мои соболезнования.
Matt, I just want to let you know how sorry I am so see that you lost your little brother. I’ve only recently started watching UA-cam pretty often again so I’m just now seeing this. I lost my dad 13 years ago to cancer so I know how tough it is to lose your best friend like that. I also want to let you know how happy it truly makes my heart to know that y’all are all saved and know Jesus as your lord and savior. I was sitting here watching this video thinking the entire time how I hoped that he was saved so that he would now be in heaven completely healed of his illness and celebrating with Jesus now. I love ya man and I hope that you keep comin with all your awesome videos that spread so much joy for others.
❤
Amen! It's such a comfort having hope. I look forward to meeting Mark, too, one day.
You will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory.
Man youre gonna make me tear up
You will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory
This is so real. Great comment.
Memories Are Forever
Right you are. I have always said you can't get those times back. Spend as much time as you can with those you love and care about because you never know when times up.
Still in shock from his wife’s video. Just can’t believe he’s gone. I’m so sorry he’s gone Matt. We all loved mark and we are all here for you. Take how ever long off you need.
Im honestly not a soft person but whenever his little girl was saying the prayer it hit me. I never really comment either but my condolences go out to you.
"Im honestly not a soft person"... You just joined the rest of the cry babies on this channel.
Genio Cristo bro that’s brutal man. He is literally offering support to Matt.
Genio Cristo bro stfu.
Did you have a bad day?
You know this is fake right lmao
Genio Cristo oh so you think you hard huh? I’d have you washing my clothes in the pen using red m&m’s for lipstick
I’ve watched this video before and the moment they all get baptized always makes tears flow. God bless you all.
He’s with god now and will always be with you in this life. Don’t ever feel bad for showing your feelings. Real men cry and that’s the truth.
Amen real men do cry, I do as well because I had 2 dogs die and 2 grandpa's die and it broke my heart but I'm still sad about it but hey love your life once go enjoy while it last
Oh yeah yeah don’t worry even though you have not found him he is with you
well said, say strong matt
Just like the Luke Combs song says “when it rains it pours”. When bad things happen in life they seemingly come all at the same time. You’ve lost your brother, a best friend, and man’s best friend all in the span of a year. Stay strong, the rain will stop and the sun will shine again.
God, that is deep.
It’s crazy how much a “stranger’s” life can affect you. My boyfriend and I have been watching you for years. My heart breaks for your whole family. The strength in your faith during this time is inspiring. I’m so sorry for your loss, you guys will be in my prayers ❤️
Amen! Prayers to his wife and kids too):
I am sitting here balling for like the 4th time. For some reason I feel a need to come back and watch this to keep his legacy going. He deserved so much more. And this is how I try to honor that. People at work tomorrow are gonna wonder why my face is so puffy but I don’t care. Mark was a man of God and had a heart of love. He is so missed.
I won’t ever forget going to give him that demo rifle and he was in the shower and didn’t flinch a bit when you walked in! Mark was a funny fella and will most definitely be missed!!!
He fought the good fight but some times the good lord just calls people home. prayers coming your way❤️
One year later and this is still hitting hard
Fr
Yea :(
Love u Matt I'm sorry for your lost even tho it's a year it's sill hard
I found his channel not long after this it seems. I have been watching for a little while. I didn't know until today, seeing this randomly in a suggested section.
Same here…
I couldn't watch your whole video. Having lost my wife of 34 years to cancer after an 8 year fight. I know your pain and I feel for you for sure. much love sending your way.
Just seen this now. So sorry, I just lost my father to cancer, be blessed.
Rip to your dad bro. Prayers up for you and your fam 🙌👏
@@KyleMPrep thank you so much. Righteous
@KAISOFTFPS grammar nazi
@KAISOFTFPS and thank you
I know how it feels
HE PARTIED UNTIL HE COULDN'T ANYMORE ..
HE WAS A GREAT MAN ,I WILL MISS HIS KIND DEMEANOR ,WORK ETHIC,AND LOVE FOR LIFE AND MOSTLY HIS LOVE FOR ALL OF HIS FAMILY..
SORRY FOR YA'LLS LOSS ...
HE'S IN HEAVEN PROBABLY FIGURING OUT ,HOW TO MAKE THE PEARLY GATES SWING OPEN EASILY FOR THE REST OF US.
HE WAS THE MOST UNSELFISH,YOUNG MAN ON UA-cam AND ANYONE I ACTUALLY KNOW.
THE WORLD COULD USE MORE PEOPLE LIKE MARK .NOW MORE THAN EVER.
SO GOD BLESS YOU FAMILY ,AS WELL AS EVERYONE THAT KNEW HIM .
HE IS LOVED FOREVER.
In 2014 lost my wife of 32 years to oral facial cancer, my wife Martie fought for 11 months before she was taken from this world.
I understand what you, Mark and all your families have gone through.
Sending prayers and positive energy to all affected by his loss.
🙏
I’m sorry to hear the @John Vines. I hope you are happy and well now. We’re sorry for your loss and for the battle that you fought in and were affected by. Our prayers are with you 🙏
take it easy brother 🙏
The baptisms were very emotional ! Wonderful!
I’m so so sorry Matt,and Rest easy Mark Revelations 21:4 “He Will Wipe Every Tear From Their Eyes”🙏🙏🙏🙏RIP
caocaoli1 dude y do u care
@caocaoli1 come on guys knock it off with the anti-religion just cause he commented one bible verse doesn't mean go ham on the anti-religious mumble
When his daughter said prayer..... That hit hard. The world lost a good father...
I teared up at that part I could barely hold it back
Take your time man, death's never easy. Don't think how he died, think how he lived. Love your channel. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
19Roger86 Beautifully said. Same.
19Roger86 amen brother
I still got my mustache! Homemade everything gets shown to my 2 boys daily. Mark is helping me raise MEN!
This just shows how strangers on the internet get so involved, emotionally as well, into your life by the amazing work you do and share with us all. The fact that I feel truly and deeply sad and sorry for what has happened shows this. I feel honoured to have known your brother Mark, even if it's only through your vlogs.
My deepest and sincerest condolences and I wish you and your family will find the strength to deal with your loss. Rest in peace Mark.
You, know idk how to express this, but the title alone made me shed a few tears. And I never knew I could have so much love and admiration for a family I've never personally met. I don't know how you even made this video. My heart and prayers go out to your family. I dont know what else to say. I hope you do well in the coming times, and hold your heads up. Your brother is still with yall. Love you to all, and may your brother rest in piece.
Peace
Sorry to hear about your brother, he stood up when most sat down
Hugs!❤️ It is so hard. Lost my daughter 7 years ago and our son one year ago.
They are always with us in our hearts❤️
It’s so difficult to loose a child, we lost our 18yr old son, but the grief never leaves, you just learn to get through the days without them in it. So sorry for your loss too…..loosing 2 children would be unbearable……💔🙏🏻🕊️
As a father of a young boy I cannot even grasp how terrible this situation has to be for the whole family. This is just fucked up. Stay strong, all of you. ☀️♥️
Amen no just had a young beautiful baby boy for my first son and I can’t imagine this. Tearing up at the thought of it
“Party till we can’t” Amen 🙏🏼 Mark fought hard, he’s earned his everlasting rest.
It only hurts for those left behind. Take solace in his eternal comfort, and the great memories you've made.
Mark was in a lot of pain he said that
I feel for all you have gone through, so glad you got to spend such quality time with him. My husband thankfully is a very current, cancer survivor and we pray it stays that way. Sharing your story is very kind of you. Thank you for all the videos you make for us!! God bless you Matt
Don't worry about crying.
“Frankly, any man who doesn’t cry scares me a little bit,” Gen'l Norman Schwarzkopf
My father always said only real men show there tears and wear flowered shirts
This is true but sometimes the tears just don't flow but all of us guys no matter what always feel sad and Hart broken at some point or another and no matter what every man sheds a tear at some point
@@andre_dabs9492 genius comment lung person
Watering your eye's Only washes out the dirt 💦👀💦 good for some and a nightmare for others
R.I.P MARKIE MARK, gone but NEVER forgotten.
Great man and always there for his brother with warm heart God rest his soul in heaven ✨
I’m sorry to hear that Mark passed away, he made the world around him such a brighter place. God bless you all and your family. We love y’all man.
@NutBoi McSlave HES REAL
NutBoi McSlave First of all Learn to type correctly and he's more real than anything you know
@NutBoi McSlave You are right, God did this. I am sure the family prayed daily for healing. The Lord healed Mark 100%. Mark now has a brand new body. Free of pain and free of illness. Mark can truly see how real God is. It's not the answer to prayer that Mark's family was seeking but God says that His ways are not our ways and His plans are not our plans. God did not cause the cancer. I do believe He allowed it. Why? I haven't a clue. But God takes all things that were meant for evil and turns it into good. For only God knows why He would allow something like cancer, a weapon used by the devil, to attack His children. He allowed Job to be afflicted with many illnesses, pains and loss of family and fortune. God also blessed him many times over because Job, despite all that he went through, remained faithful to God. We may never know why God allows such things but I believe these things are true, God is real, Heaven is real, the devil is real and hell is real. Jesus Christ died on the cross for all of our sins and if you confess that Jesus Christ is the one true God, you are saved and free from eternal suffering in hell.
NutBoi McSlave Isaiah 55:9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts. Psalm 56:8 You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle, they are written in your book. Romans 8:18 the pain you are feeling is nothing compared to the joy that is coming. I don’t know why God takes home people so early and in such ways that he does, but he knows what he’s doing, even when it doesn’t make sense to us. God feels our pain and He keeps track of every tear we shed, because he loves us so much that he would document every broken heart so he can later wipe the tears from our eyes. Lastly, Mark has a new body. One without pain, without discomfort. He has a new life with unspeakable joy that can’t even be described in earthly words. God loves you, He loves me, He loves all of us, so much that he would send his son to die for YOU. Just remember that God is real, he knows what he’s doing, and he loves you.
I cry (as always) when I see baptisms. But THIS.... you , dad, Mark....was so amazing!! You'll see him again❤
I don’t ever think I’ve seen Matt almost cry, this is saddening. I’m sorry for your loss brother, the demolitia is with you always my friend.
He probably did but not on camera
Allan Kaul I agree I don’t see how you couldn’t at a time like that
“There’s hills and valleys like every endeavor in life...” -Mark. Just remember that this will be one of your valleys, and no matter how wide it seems their will always be a hill on the other side.
oh stop it, its ok if he never gets over losing his brother. its hard
Shut up Andrew It’s sad for mark
@@drewdown826 llllllll((llll)lllllllll((((((lkmp ppl
Never cried for almost 31 minutes straight before today...
Jesus, what a lucky life you've had to not have experienced that yet. I hope the rest of your life continues om that trend :)
I have never watched a 30 minute video of a stranger that i accidently clicked on. Man much love, keep your head up. Your brother seems like a kick ass dude (i speak in the present tense because that man is still here with you!)
Damn I’ve never cried over someone I don’t know personally
Parker Vavrick same here
I fell this 100 percent
Me to friend
Sooo thats were that dont tell mere frase came from!!!!! I feel like mark was a cool uncle i never meet in person and mr matt feels about tha same!!!!
Me to,iam from Vienna-this hurts ! R.i.p.
God had a pencil
Mark had a hi-lighter
God drew the world
Mark made it brighter
Justin Fairchild bars
Justin Fairchild well said brotha well said
Underrated comment. Pls like this more this is creative and a FACT that he made it better
Well said
Well said
Can’t believe he’s been gone so long now, seems like yesterday: we miss him Matt. We all do!
I really feel what your going through right now.
My best friend died 1 year ago and he was like a brother for me.
We went to school together and we had up and downs but we‘ve always been best friends.
I know what you went through and i am so sorry for you
It's so sad that he gone left his baby's behind man that shit made me cry
Bots
So long? It's been 6monthes...........
@@AquaticPro-xu5lx Found the Grinch!
I've never cried more for a random person who I don't even know. RIP Mark. You seemed like a great guy and my heart breaks for your family. Rest Easy.
I've been dreading this moment praying and hoping it wouldn't come, wondering how Mark's wife and kids, Matt and his family have been dealing with this. Mark made the best of his time, provided memories, stayed strong. This world is so painful, but we are still fighting to make it beautiful for our loved ones. Matt God bless, you are a great Father, Husband and Brother. My heart is broken
Mark Biz actually his wife had uploaded an Video after he passed away, about that on his channel (2nd link in the Video description) :)
Same
I managed to keep it straight until he picked up that guitar, that shit messed me up man. Sorry for your loss.
Kalli same ;-;
RIP Mark He is with Christ now so he is in a better place. Praying for you bud. 🙏🏻
Im just happy coming back to this 3 years later the segment on your outro with your brother and the ATVs is still there.
I learned a lot from Mark. My life isn’t so bad yet I was in a negative mood till I watched Mark be so positive with everything he was going through. It’s made me reassess my life. Mark is an inspiration he will be missed.
Something that helped me when I lost my mom was that every time she came to mind, instead of feeling the pain of mourning or missing her, I saw each thought of her as that it was her visiting me... so then I would say... Hi Mom... thanks for the visit. The pain of memory quickly dissipated into a relationship.
Lots' of love to you and your family during this time.
I just lost my mom jan 16 and I do the same thing
This popped up in my recommended today. I’d just been a casual viewer of Demo Ranch. Never knew you had a brother or that he was ill. I am so sorry for your loss, but I am so happy that he passed knowing fully that he was in the arms of Christ.
amen'
god.
bles ur family matt
All I saw at first was “I’m happy he passed” because I had to press more and I was like omg u heartless bitch but then I read the rest but yeah man RIP mark ❤️
No, because he was in the arms of a loving family.
God Bless You And Your Family
please keep your head up🙏🏽
I can't believe it's been 4 yrs. I initially started watching Mark's channel and then discovered you and your Dad's channel through him. He was an awesome guy, father, husband, brother, son, and friend. He is missed.
My deepest condolences for Mark, and for you, nobody should have to go through that, cancer is one of the most horrible things this planet has to offer, I don't have any other words, except that 2020 has been a Mother F_____.
I'm glad he rests in peace though... He didn't have to see what this world has to bring....he won't have to witness millions dying from this virus..
Toasted Gaming millions? I don’t think so.
Jessi Incorporated you said that right
Toasted Gaming don’t bring that negativity here