My Cancer Is Worse Than Ever - Scan Results

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  • @noideawhattowrite3798
    @noideawhattowrite3798 4 роки тому +9552

    Nooooo, I literally clicked the video hoping that she'd still be alive :(
    REST IN PEACE YOU BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.

    • @lingling2823
      @lingling2823 4 роки тому +48

      シsuperstuff me too :(

    • @adamsmithering3587
      @adamsmithering3587 4 роки тому +34

      シsuperstuff same 🥺😭

    • @crypto2633
      @crypto2633 4 роки тому +121

      Bro there are other channels like this and it really be the darkest shit on youtube. Be careful not to find others cause it is dark

    • @junebae5578
      @junebae5578 4 роки тому +15

      @@crypto2633 what do u mean by dark

    • @hdxsln5891
      @hdxsln5891 4 роки тому +31

      Kpop Army no survivors😔

  • @itsellie7213
    @itsellie7213 6 років тому +15085

    I found this channel to late. Rest In Peace you beautiful soul.

  • @kimyrose6287
    @kimyrose6287 4 роки тому +3105

    When she started crying, I also started to cry as well
    I found this video in May 2020
    RIP Sofia 😭😭😭🙏

    • @dapurmin3408
      @dapurmin3408 4 роки тому +25

      Did she ...... ?I mean R.I.P?!I FEEL BAD FOR HER I cried😢

    • @randomgurl812
      @randomgurl812 4 роки тому +18

      Dapur Min I just looked it up and it says that she passed nearly 2 years ago on June 1st, 2018.

    • @dapurmin3408
      @dapurmin3408 4 роки тому +5

      @@randomgurl812 ok thx for letting me know 🤗

    • @randomgurl812
      @randomgurl812 4 роки тому +4

      Dapur Min You’re welcome.

    • @randomgurl812
      @randomgurl812 4 роки тому +1

      Nina You’re welcome!

  • @Josytt
    @Josytt Рік тому +142

    Watching this 6 years later, heart wrenching. And for her to say other people have it much harder than her, knowing she has a terminal illness. She has left an important legacy and has had a massive ripple effect on the world.

    • @blackace69
      @blackace69 11 місяців тому +2

      This tears you a new one for sure

  • @92rachh
    @92rachh 7 років тому +2678

    "There's people in this world who can't even walk, can't even talk, can't even hear." hearing you say that has humbled me, shaken me to the core. In that single sentence you proved that you are too good for this world. You are going through something harder than most people will ever understand, and yet you still say that you are priveledged, that others have it worse ... you are an inspiration in every way. I can only dream of ever having even a fraction of the strength, courage, and selflessness that you have. This world will never, never be good enough to deserve such a wonderful human being as you.

    • @livelaughlove4603
      @livelaughlove4603 7 років тому +37

      Rachel M the best comment I've ever read.

    • @loveskating4eva
      @loveskating4eva 7 років тому +20

      I completely agree I totlly am under the belief tht anyone that dies of cancer is too good for our world. They are always amazing people nothing like i would ever be. Its like they have to be taken because they really are too good for the world

    • @audreyjamie5917
      @audreyjamie5917 7 років тому +28

      Rachel M this is the best, truest comment ever

    • @thestrangegirllexi7681
      @thestrangegirllexi7681 7 років тому +7

      Rachel M your comment is true

    • @julia3220
      @julia3220 7 років тому +8

      true true true ! i hope she can spend the rest of her life happy and do the things that she always wanted to.

  • @morganlemons1694
    @morganlemons1694 7 років тому +3959

    When she started crying I just wanted to give her a hug!

    • @보여줘너를
      @보여줘너를 7 років тому +6

      Morgan Lemons HELLO LEMON LORD

    • @mjcancinomaricancino5528
      @mjcancinomaricancino5528 7 років тому +1

      Morgan Lemons Me too

    • @JaContex
      @JaContex 7 років тому +15

      I wanted to give her a hug the whole way through anyway!

    • @venyaaraj
      @venyaaraj 7 років тому +12

      ikr and she lives kinda close to me i think i just wanted to drive to her and come in and just hug her and give her a shoulder xx

    • @issaniceday2059
      @issaniceday2059 7 років тому +11

      Morgan Lemons I cried with her

  • @dp_md
    @dp_md 7 років тому +5389

    People like Sophia are the reason why I study my ass off everyday to become a doctor. To have a chance at saving a beautiful life like hers.
    Update: I started medical school Aug 2020. I'll come back in 2024 with a 2nd update. Keeping Sophia as my inspiration for the work I do. Even in heaven she touches my heart on a daily basis.
    2024 Update!! Today is Match Day in the USA, where all the medical students find out where and what they will be training after medical school. I will be training to become an ORTHOPEDIC SURGEON... one of the very few women accepted into the most difficult to enter field of medicine in the USA. My training will include orthopedic oncology dealing in the surgical management of bone cancers like the one that took Sophia away from the world all too soon.
    I appreciate all the kind words in the comments 🙏 I'll be graduating residency in 2029... should we keep the updates going? 🤔

    • @ryanlunzen9794
      @ryanlunzen9794 7 років тому +161

      Dianne Pagan Respect! Thanks to all doctors that work so hard for our health. Even tho we cant cure every cancer we made a huge progress. If you think about it how many people have a normal life who may are dead if the were born 15 years ago...
      The fact that we almost have everything today makes it even harder to see such a young girl having cancer...

    • @TheBallerinaGirl
      @TheBallerinaGirl 7 років тому +39

      Dianne Pagan God bless you :)

    • @bindukurian2562
      @bindukurian2562 7 років тому +42

      Sebastian the reason people are suffering so much coz of all the advancements. Doctors make sure they will find something in your body and u suffer with it the rest of ur life. Don't put your trust in doctors, trust in God who created u.

    • @dp_md
      @dp_md 7 років тому +66

      Bindu Kurian God created doctors. God gave us these tools to help the people who need it most. My mother wouldnt be here if it wasn't for God's grace in the amazing doctors that took care of her in her time of need. Not everyone has that ability to see death, and pain, and have the strength to help in those situations. We all have our god given talents. A passion for life, and science happens to be mine, and that of many doctors who give their lives to this kind of work everyday.

    • @bindukurian2562
      @bindukurian2562 7 років тому +27

      Dianne Pagan I myself am a doctor and I don't generalise people, it's that in today's world people have become so money minded that they wouldn't even bother killing a soul for the sake of money.

  • @ShivinUnitholi
    @ShivinUnitholi Рік тому +462

    I'll keep coming back to your videos to remind myself that all that should matter in life is gratitude.....coz life is freaking short and unpredictable. RIP, Sofi.

    • @remogatron1010
      @remogatron1010 Рік тому +9

      me too...... been coming back here on and off for years now
      You are not the only one.

    • @gary36104
      @gary36104 Рік тому +5

      Yep sometimes we whinge and carry on about the smallest of things and this beautiful soul has been given the most worst possible result how terrible May she find peace on the other side

    • @jamessicker
      @jamessicker 9 місяців тому

      lol I’m glad she’s gone 😂

    • @peachdaisyandrosalina9666
      @peachdaisyandrosalina9666 9 місяців тому

      @@jamessicker people will be glad too the day you leave this world.

    • @NerdyandLivin12Warr
      @NerdyandLivin12Warr 7 місяців тому

      @@jamessickerWhat the fuck is wrong with you??

  • @dalla1307
    @dalla1307 5 років тому +1918

    I felt so bad when she said "some people complain about the stupidest things" she's so right appreciate what u have

    • @melonykilby6887
      @melonykilby6887 5 років тому +24

      Chemotherapy is a money making scam by doctors , chemotherapy kills the good cells

    • @christina2311
      @christina2311 5 років тому +74

      It’s great to appreciate what you have, but it’s also okay to feel frustrated with every day things. Sometimes the concept of “ other people have it worse” keeps people from seeking out help when they need it.

    • @melinaross5692
      @melinaross5692 5 років тому +2

      Cancer is bad for you guys did you know that

    • @dollsandcats1597
      @dollsandcats1597 5 років тому +3

      Bad things happen to great people like her... it's so unfair

    • @annhughes1503
      @annhughes1503 5 років тому

      Dalla Amer i agree

  • @rowanfitzmaurice5587
    @rowanfitzmaurice5587 4 роки тому +684

    Cancer is something that keeps me awake at night just thinking about it, it could happen to anyone and people who have the money to help should.

    • @TzoHill
      @TzoHill 4 роки тому +31

      They won't because all they care about is themselves. Humans? Nah. More like Satanics.

    • @nothoughtsnotthoughts.1136
      @nothoughtsnotthoughts.1136 4 роки тому +10

      Thats on anxiety😭

    • @lilbre7205
      @lilbre7205 4 роки тому +7

      Just because people have money doesn’t mean they’re obligated to help, they have money because they worked their own asses off.

    • @rowanfitzmaurice5587
      @rowanfitzmaurice5587 4 роки тому +8

      @@lilbre7205 so less advantaged people will have to suffer?

    • @lilbre7205
      @lilbre7205 4 роки тому +5

      Rowan Fitzmaurice I don’t think less advantaged people should suffer, I just don’t believe that more advantaged people should feel like they need to help.

  • @redalbatross5649
    @redalbatross5649 4 роки тому +3665

    She was just a child.

    • @Markdavis-34gf
      @Markdavis-34gf 4 роки тому +28

      How old was she?

    • @Markdavis-34gf
      @Markdavis-34gf 4 роки тому +40

      @Soapy Spaghetti OMG... so young :((

    • @justismoses13
      @justismoses13 4 роки тому +64

      Like she said, life is unfair

    • @cowboyscarface9028
      @cowboyscarface9028 4 роки тому +4

      @Soapy Spaghetti uou
      Ela é muito nova cara
      Eu achei que ela tinha 20 anos

    • @ashwinchoudhry2084
      @ashwinchoudhry2084 4 роки тому +8

      not being rude or anything but she looks like cm punk and cm punk is a tough dude that never cries even at his weakest point, Sofias face looks like she could be the meanest girl in the world but actually she is among all the greatest sweet and kind hearted girls of the world. this girl talks in a sweet way i can't stop crying

  • @NoodlesEaton
    @NoodlesEaton 11 місяців тому +59

    This is so heart wrenching. She was terrified. Poor little girl. She was wise beyond her years.

  • @ziggymorris8760
    @ziggymorris8760 6 років тому +537

    Never waste a day, don’t take life for granted because in a heart beat it could all be gone.
    R.I.P. Sofia

    • @gordanazakula4927
      @gordanazakula4927 5 років тому +11

      Agree with zm. Rest in peace. Cancer treatment will give you a few miserable years, without curing you!!! Never have chemotherapy!!!

    • @VickiHall1
      @VickiHall1 5 років тому +9

      im sorry but when did she die

    • @utsavimishra106
      @utsavimishra106 5 років тому +4

      She died ?? So sad

    • @gordanazakula4927
      @gordanazakula4927 5 років тому +4

      @@utsavimishra106 Thank You for replying. Iam sad. If, God forbid, l get cancer I might have surgery and radiotherapy, but NEVER chemo!!! It can have terrible short-term and long term side-effects. Pain is not worth the gain, but people have been cured. People have also died, as a result. Alarmingly, doctors have forced chemo onto people.

    • @utsavimishra106
      @utsavimishra106 5 років тому +1

      @@gordanazakula4927 hi ! Sad to know about it ...hope in future there will be safer techniques to cure cancer .

  • @timelapse4088
    @timelapse4088 4 роки тому +941

    So extremely sad hearing her say “I don’t know how much longer I have.” 😭 so sad. R.I.P. angel❤️

  • @ginaschreiner9838
    @ginaschreiner9838 4 роки тому +720

    I found this too late March 2020. Rest easy Sophia. I wish I could have hugged u. Rest In peace with the angels

  • @Ramzeditzs
    @Ramzeditzs Рік тому +502

    UA-cam is so cruel for recommending me this video after 6 years….
    RIP Queen

  • @caitlinmclaughlin6270
    @caitlinmclaughlin6270 7 років тому +371

    There is no video on the Internet that has broken my heart more than this one. I am so sorry you have to go through this, but you are so strong and so brave. You are so deeply loved by many and it is okay to break down and cry. You are such a humble human being. All of my thoughts and prayers are with you and God bless your soul and mind.

  • @alexmuccio6183
    @alexmuccio6183 6 років тому +1309

    it always rains the hardest on the people who deserve the sunshine 💞✨

    • @saraskyworld1260
      @saraskyworld1260 6 років тому +5

      Alex Muccio true

    • @hydie0073
      @hydie0073 6 років тому +10

      Alex Muccio I love that! I've never heard that before...its beautiful and so true!

    • @rahulp3527
      @rahulp3527 6 років тому +4

      Well said...

    • @daca4401
      @daca4401 5 років тому +3

      Alex Muccio beautiful

    • @briannamedina5275
      @briannamedina5275 5 років тому +1

      Alex Muccio are you aware of how she’s doing right now?

  • @DavyThomas88
    @DavyThomas88 4 роки тому +1156

    To all of the people finding this video and thinking they are too late, you are not at all too late. This video that Sofia left for us has become, for me, a valuable anchor. Something that I come back to, over an over, to weigh against whatever it is I am going through in my life. I have Multiple Sclerosis, and it is difficult, and when I feel hopeless, I come back here again, and I remember Sofia and her suffering. Not just the fact that this horrible thing happened, but that she was so brave, so honest, and even here, when there is no hope left for her, she is still thinking about the suffering of others in the world. What amazing lessons she left us. Take these lessons, go out there, like she said, and live the best life you possibly can. Give life everything you have got and get everything you can out of it! We are all flesh and bone, and in the end, we all die, and many will suffer, but the beauty of life, the beauty of Sofia, is so worth clinging too, protecting, cherishing and above all NEVER taking for granted. Love to you and yours.

    • @thornie123
      @thornie123 4 роки тому +21

      It should make us stop and think before the next time we want to be angry with our loved ones, or fight. Life’s too short to fight and be angry with each other

    • @brainybroccoli4499
      @brainybroccoli4499 4 роки тому +13

      So beautifully put. Thank you. 🙏🏼 ❤️

    • @Antonioseby
      @Antonioseby 4 роки тому +3

      Dude

    • @lexvirga1605
      @lexvirga1605 4 роки тому +8

      Beautifully written and puts things in perspective 🙂🙏

    • @gregsimmons441
      @gregsimmons441 4 роки тому +7

      So beautiful to find the positive ✨ this beautiful young lady gave to us. Life is so fragile and live every day being a gift 🎁 to others. What a beautiful tribute, Davy

  • @gehlen52
    @gehlen52 Рік тому +141

    No more fear, no more suffering, no more tears. Just memories. You will be loved always.

  • @Emmet72
    @Emmet72 7 років тому +4124

    Get out there and do what you love. Get out there and take it all in. You're STILL here Sophia, and you're unstoppable. Sending you positive vibes from Ohio.

    • @olivedog1880
      @olivedog1880 7 років тому +8

      Suki Weeks he knows that. he's just keeping a positive attitude towards her.

    • @Emmet72
      @Emmet72 7 років тому +10

      Olive Dog ☺

    • @butterflymustfly_1232
      @butterflymustfly_1232 7 років тому +4

      Bob Emmet Thats right. You're still here!:)

    • @piebird042
      @piebird042 7 років тому +17

      Maybe they gave a thumbs down because it is shitty news.

    • @birtskianimelivegameplay9678
      @birtskianimelivegameplay9678 7 років тому +2

      Cora-lee Lyster Were here to support her all the way don't you agree.

  • @Tramp0
    @Tramp0 7 років тому +1824

    You've made a grown man blub; this is absolutely heartbreaking. I am so sorry Sofia, I just stumbled upon your channel by chance and watching you and your strength has really put a lot of things in my own life into perspective. I was recently diagnosed as epileptic, an easily treatable condition that most people live with and deal with and I can't even deal with it and have become agoraphobic because of it. However watching you and your passion and determination for life has made me realise as big as I THINK my problem is, in the grand scheme of things it's not a big issue and there are people with bigger problems that live their lives to the max.
    Sending love from Wales UK ❤️

    • @fngqrie
      @fngqrie 7 років тому +23

      Steve Lee i know exactly how she feels, found out i have lung tumor a couple weeks ago and the scary feeling is terrible. I know i have breast tumor since i am 19yo but never thought will get another in the lung. Now i focused on healthy diet and living, hoping it can help. Dont think too much about the illness, steve.. Take care..

    • @sameenaarr9595
      @sameenaarr9595 7 років тому +5

      ❤️❤️

    • @skaterbro7109
      @skaterbro7109 7 років тому +13

      The Bad Guy fuck off dude

    • @Tramp0
      @Tramp0 7 років тому +28

      The Bad Guy You're not wrong there, I am definitely gay. What's your point?

    • @FancyPR84
      @FancyPR84 7 років тому +10

      The Bad Guy your probably just a nobody sitting behind a computer screen trying to piss people off. I feel bad for you the most. you suck at life.

  • @bethwebbbb
    @bethwebbbb 6 років тому +4589

    Rest in Peace Sophia, Your legacy will live on forever

    • @aestheticvibes9064
      @aestheticvibes9064 6 років тому +71

      Bethany Webb how do u know she probably is alive we all hope she is alive! she doesn’t deserve this she is so strong!! keep fighting Sophia/Sofia

    • @QueenOfHearts666
      @QueenOfHearts666 6 років тому +113

      R & S R & S It’s been confirmed by the family on her Instagram page

    • @tm502010
      @tm502010 6 років тому +124

      R & S R & S - She passed away on June 1st, 2018.

    • @Daniel-oz6qu
      @Daniel-oz6qu 6 років тому +20

      Sophie Ponder its not but k

    • @louiseischeese6077
      @louiseischeese6077 6 років тому +27

      Rip sweet girl

  • @420SomewhereNice
    @420SomewhereNice Рік тому +144

    To watch her break down then explain the results of the test gave me chills. As a grow man I can't say would have handle that like she did. Such bravery and will power. R.I.P

    • @420SomewhereNice
      @420SomewhereNice Рік тому +4

      I needed to hear that from someone experiencing illness. Thank you for that perspective. I hope truly you recover and live a fullfilled life. You are a beautiful person my friend.

    • @skyeblu1722
      @skyeblu1722 Рік тому +1

      I don’t notice one single real tear……is it just me?

    • @karolinastachowiak1629
      @karolinastachowiak1629 Рік тому +9

      @@skyeblu1722it’s just you and you are really weird for even thinking that way.

    • @Lilitu333
      @Lilitu333 Рік тому

      By crying ? I’m sure you’d cry and carry on like everyone else does. You get back news and fkn deal with it. 😊

    • @Lilitu333
      @Lilitu333 Рік тому

      @@skyeblu1722haha same. SO FAKE. Worse acting than amber turd pmsl

  • @thelazycook5103
    @thelazycook5103 6 років тому +306

    I'm a nephrology nurse. Man seeing patients dying really get you. You try not to get sad or emotional in front of them. I thought 15 years ago that I'll get used to it but you won't. RIP angel

    • @lesliemiller2696
      @lesliemiller2696 5 років тому +1

      Very strong person you are! I cant even imagine. Maybe I do and I'm already crying. God bless you and encourage you every single day 😊

  • @TheAdalias
    @TheAdalias 5 років тому +454

    Lost my dad to cancer a month ago. I cried for him...
    Rest in peace Sofia!

    • @jesusislove7289
      @jesusislove7289 5 років тому +1

      Same here but 2011...its So sad. There are many cures which are healthy with no side effects but the earth is of the devil. He wins with his Lies. BUT the end is near....may she rest in peace ..

    • @sagefields5847
      @sagefields5847 5 років тому +6

      @@jesusislove7289 Great another religious nut drawn to cancer videos like flies to shit

    • @AnnaBulaklak369
      @AnnaBulaklak369 4 роки тому +4

      Sage Fields Great another non-religious criticizing other views like flies to shit.

    • @mansiparmar2796
      @mansiparmar2796 4 роки тому +1

      Very sorrry dear

    • @marielamurciano8278
      @marielamurciano8278 4 роки тому +4

      Fucking cancer lost both my parents to cancer, rest in peace beautiful and hope they find a cure to cancer

  • @protension167
    @protension167 6 років тому +1135

    "Death is not scary, The way it happens, Is"

    • @shadowsdrago1146
      @shadowsdrago1146 6 років тому +5

      I had thought the same thing. Guess I’m not the only one who thinks that...

    • @Zuqmaro
      @Zuqmaro 6 років тому +2

      @@jjm2948 so true man!

    • @mathonamoore123
      @mathonamoore123 6 років тому +1

      Not necessarily , my brother and the husband of my cousin , just died in their sleep.

    • @dare-er7sw
      @dare-er7sw 6 років тому +2

      www.near-death.com for NDE literature. Maybe death is just a door way.

    • @dulapeep420
      @dulapeep420 6 років тому +18

      It's scary because you don't know what happens after. Death is a mystery and that's the only thing that's scary.

  • @Martin-e7e9i
    @Martin-e7e9i 10 місяців тому +22

    When she started to cry, I wanted to cry with her. I am sorry for her. She doesn't deserve to die, especially so young. Nice people don't deserve to suffer

  • @borubean
    @borubean 7 років тому +253

    I've been praying for you everyday. I don't wanna say "stay strong" because it's ok to not be strong. It's ok cry. Fighting is hard, but you can do it. Love you girl :))

    • @lluna1266
      @lluna1266 7 років тому +5

      spooky srop lovely words x

    • @maeggiekae6769
      @maeggiekae6769 7 років тому +7

      spooky srop I wish I could like this comment a 100 times😭☺

    • @valeriab-6126
      @valeriab-6126 6 років тому +1

      ❤️

  • @Peter-ix4sy
    @Peter-ix4sy 4 роки тому +1405

    The reason why i chose medicine is angels like you Sofia, and i will never complain when i study, I promise :(
    RIP ❤️

    • @lucianamendoza5904
      @lucianamendoza5904 4 роки тому +7

      Look into functional medicine.

    • @cilginkizseni7376
      @cilginkizseni7376 4 роки тому +15

      aw this is so cute 🥺 And if i will be a doctor I will try so hard for doing good things for the young cancer persons... I hope you will be a succesful doctor 😭🥺

    • @taraalan1131
      @taraalan1131 4 роки тому +9

      Good luck from a surviver xxxx

    • @cilginkizseni7376
      @cilginkizseni7376 4 роки тому +3

      @@taraalan1131 hey where are u from :)

    • @taraalan1131
      @taraalan1131 4 роки тому +2

      @@cilginkizseni7376 Scotland

  • @arannnicg5384
    @arannnicg5384 7 років тому +346

    I feel so selfish bc I'm always ungrateful of what I have but now I know to appreciate my life as much as I can and thank you Sofia for making me realize this and also you're the strongest person I've ever know in my entire life. Enjoy ur trip around the world!!!

  • @bajorekjon
    @bajorekjon Рік тому +30

    For a young person to have to face their own mortality with grace, dignity, and courage, is truely inspiring. You are more mature and composed than most adults, including elderly people who lived a full life. I know you're in a better place.

  • @xosoftballbaby18ox
    @xosoftballbaby18ox 7 років тому +3256

    Sweet girl, you're breaking my heart. I cannot imagine how defeated you're feeling. Know that you're so strong, and braver than most. I work in a cancer/bone marrow transplant unit and news like this always breaks my heart. You my darling are stronger than cancer, you never let it define you. I know you must be so tired, but you have the strength of a lion. Everyday you wake up and fight a battle that no one, especially a child should have to fight. Never give up. Sending all my love and prayers.

    • @outcheaentvevofan4478
      @outcheaentvevofan4478 7 років тому +10

      I know you don’t care but show love 4 once. We appreciate all support.🙏 ua-cam.com/video/Iye8JXQyb0g/v-deo.html

    • @DavidPerez-in2kc
      @DavidPerez-in2kc 7 років тому +18

      gottmovie your a fucken idiot

    • @sheila7909
      @sheila7909 7 років тому +23

      gottmovie they deserve it!?? What are you talking about, you obviously don't know anyone who has gone through this fucking horrible disease.

    • @sheila7909
      @sheila7909 7 років тому +6

      Patrick Grimes absolutely agree with you 100% They haven't a clue what there talking about

    • @sheila7909
      @sheila7909 7 років тому +9

      gottmovie Slob, ahh OK 😂😂 and your a heartless piece of shit 💩The truth hurts!!

  • @tatianaalexandrabento366
    @tatianaalexandrabento366 6 років тому +452

    1 year later....we lost her, rest in peace beautiful....🙏🏼💔.

  • @casluvs
    @casluvs 4 роки тому +391

    The fact that I’m watching this and she’s not here anymore is the saddest thing ever. RIP angel 👼🏼❤️

  • @x_aj_x1157
    @x_aj_x1157 Рік тому +93

    Oh Sophia, you deserved so much better.

  • @GRIMRAJ
    @GRIMRAJ 4 роки тому +1096

    I lost my mom today, stomach cancer stage 4..... she fought fought untill last breath at the age of 48

    • @mswho3568
      @mswho3568 4 роки тому +40

      I AM SO SORRY😭

    • @herman3376
      @herman3376 4 роки тому +17

      I am so sorry for your loss, stay strong, your mother is watching you from heaven and she will be by your side and waiting for you in heaven. 😔❤️

    • @jenniedevereaux2696
      @jenniedevereaux2696 4 роки тому +9

      I'm so sorry for your loss. Your going see her again one day. Do her proud be brave angel. 🌹❤️🌈

    • @sunrise389
      @sunrise389 4 роки тому +4

      I'M SO SORRY WE HUMANS DESEVE TO LIVE IT MUST HAVE BEEN THE WORST DAY OF YOUR LIFE

    • @pleaseeatmysocks407
      @pleaseeatmysocks407 4 роки тому +3

      Oml I'm so sorry xx

  • @ozzygrunt4812
    @ozzygrunt4812 5 років тому +146

    I lost my wife to Leukemia in 2008, who was diagnosed in April and passed away in October. To have a young woman put her results on UA-cam, you are a beautiful angel Sofia RIP. Please say hello to Tara for me in heaven :-(

  • @hawaiianbubblee
    @hawaiianbubblee 4 роки тому +1070

    People like her are the reason I will spend my entire life studying to become an oncologist, to help people like her. Rest In Peace beautiful angel 🤍

    • @sarahsylla50
      @sarahsylla50 4 роки тому +14

      me too

    • @flamingaish
      @flamingaish 3 роки тому +3

      Wow good luck ✨

    • @tombhousetv
      @tombhousetv 3 роки тому +29

      Look into Tulio Simoncini.
      Don't become a part of the cancer fraud. There are many cures but they are suppressed.

    • @Cr33pygf
      @Cr33pygf 3 роки тому +3

      Thank you so much. I am praying for you to get to where you dream

    • @tombhousetv
      @tombhousetv 3 роки тому +5

      @@DeBuppy lmfaoo nice assumptions. Cancer can be treated simply with sodium bicarbonate intravenously.

  • @corpsepixi
    @corpsepixi Рік тому +31

    this is so heartbreaking 💔
    rest in peace, sophia 🙏🏻

  • @DBZ737GV
    @DBZ737GV 4 роки тому +1989

    I can't believe there's people who Dare dislike a video like this OMG
    REST IN PEACE SOFIA.

    • @BLACKORWHITE_IAM
      @BLACKORWHITE_IAM 4 роки тому +17

      @Danonina 15 THAT ABSOLUTELY !!! HAS TO BE IT!

    • @DBZ737GV
      @DBZ737GV 4 роки тому +7

      @Sophie L I feel you.

    • @BLACKORWHITE_IAM
      @BLACKORWHITE_IAM 4 роки тому +8

      @Sophie L We Know, sweetheart!

    • @BLACKORWHITE_IAM
      @BLACKORWHITE_IAM 4 роки тому +5

      @@DBZ737GV You're so sweet...you didn't even have/need to answer/respond! Angels liKe you are what got her through, and gave her the strength to maKe these videos!

    • @Natinaatt
      @Natinaatt 4 роки тому +7

      They dislike because they where crying and press the wrong bottom

  • @edienightingall9064
    @edienightingall9064 7 років тому +268

    Sofia, I'm so sorry about your cancer. This made me cry so much. Keep going strong. You're one of the strongest people I've ever encountered. I know how bad cancer can be because my grandpa had it and sadly passed away and it affected us all. Lysm Sofia. Don't apologise for crying because crying is part of being human, and you are one of the purist human beings ever ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @ccruise5821
      @ccruise5821 7 років тому +2

      Edie Nightingall
      I have child with non hucking lymphoma that the bone cancer , don't cry baby .
      I know the life not fear ,
      Yes,they schuld have cure for cancer MANY years ago
      They make racket go to space and they go to Afghanistan and try to safe CHILDREN in POOR country , and many more new technology for smart phone or STUPID games
      Get up Suckers and do samthing to safe our children in our COUNTRY
      Don't let our children DIED from that ugly cancer
      GO one time to chemotherapy or radiation with child ( IF your OK go take Fred child or go to hospital)
      And see how they have to go true) We were cring a years ,so sad 😭😢😭
      Love you girl

  • @johndonovan3423
    @johndonovan3423 7 років тому +226

    I watched this in the waiting room at mass general just before my 12th bone marrow biopsy today. I've always known how lucky I am and after watching this I know I'll never forget it.
    An incurable cancer diagnosis, 32 cycles of chemo, 1 stem cell transplant, 1 t-cell transplant, 4 rounds of radiation, 12 bone marrow biopsies and 4 years of misery yet I'm one of the lucky ones. I've never complained and for Sofia's sake, I never will.
    Stay strong beautiful and live every day like everyone should...like there's no tomorrow.

    • @ashley3461
      @ashley3461 7 років тому +10

      John Donovan Wow, keep fighting! You'll be in my thoughts and prayers!

    • @hollyg7346
      @hollyg7346 7 років тому +5

      John Donovan what an amazing story!
      Unfortunately I've had family members who have not been so lucky and I feel like the world is horrible but stories like yours give me hope and someday we can stop this disease ❤️

    • @paulalejdstrom1741
      @paulalejdstrom1741 7 років тому

      John Donovan o

    • @thefortniteguy2235
      @thefortniteguy2235 7 років тому

      The new drug CRISPR should clear cancer once in for all it is in development and should be the first real cure for cancer.It changes your cells for they fight cancer cells and kill them.

    • @DirkjeA
      @DirkjeA 7 років тому

      John Donovan, you must be a very brave human being, undergoing so much and still be positive. I hope you are doing great now and I wish you a happy life and lots of love and laughter in your future. Hugs from The Netherlands.

  • @CCitis
    @CCitis 2 роки тому +51

    This has got to be one of the toughest videos to watch... as a 30 year old man, I am grateful for the time I have had, and the time I may still have.

  • @Dieann63
    @Dieann63 7 років тому +544

    Don't give up Honey...I was sent home to die in 2014 and I know how scary and tiring it is. I just take each day and try to be happy.
    Making UA-cam videos makes me feel like someone cares and is listening to me. I feel connected!
    A person from New Zealand gave me some advice and I have been doing that since they shared it with me.
    I never have posted much about it all... but what people don't realize is we sit and think about whats going on inside our bodies and that makes it even scarier!! I try not to think about the logistics!!
    I wish I had money to do things with my life but disability is so low in the US! its crazy! My wish was to go to New Zealand.
    I sometimes pretend I am on a beach in my mind. Sorry for the rambling...Scattered thoughts!
    Just take each day and try to find the good in each day.
    My videos are like my happy point each day. And the comments make me feel like someone cares!
    {{{Hugs Honey}}}

    • @swirlandblot
      @swirlandblot 7 років тому +3

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @shayjohnson1457
      @shayjohnson1457 7 років тому +2

      Dieann63 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
      💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
      🙏🏼🙏🏼I CARE DIEANN🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
      💙💙I HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY 💙 FOR PPL LIKE U & SOFIA 💙💙💙💙

    • @khalilsworld8266
      @khalilsworld8266 7 років тому

      Dieann63 I know my cancer so scary

    • @MaximaManXx5
      @MaximaManXx5 7 років тому +1

      Dieann63 Hope you all are doing better

    • @alexandramn6734
      @alexandramn6734 7 років тому

      no, disability shouldnt cover trips to new zealand. stfu

  • @shruthikapalvannan7177
    @shruthikapalvannan7177 6 років тому +155

    Watching this video after her passing. She cherished everyday of her life and travelled the world and not to mention, received a shorty award. She really made the most of what she had left. Watching this video again broke my heart. Rest In Peace beautiful girl ❤️

    • @maryam9769
      @maryam9769 6 років тому

      Shruthika Palvannan she died?!....

    • @shruthikapalvannan7177
      @shruthikapalvannan7177 6 років тому

      Blue Cupcake yes unfortunately she passed away last month 😩

    • @maryam9769
      @maryam9769 6 років тому

      Shruthika Palvannan ......I'm heartbroken

  • @bretts5646
    @bretts5646 7 років тому +2768

    Hey So Fia, I found your channel through Alfie! You're extremely brave & a HUGE inspiration to me & millions around the world. Please keep smiling, You're honestly incredible! I'm so glad you got to experience Brighton & meeting Alfie & Zoe! Enjoy your journey around the world.. 💖💖

    • @koboldmaki6014
      @koboldmaki6014 7 років тому +38

      Same for me! I didn't know why Alfie and Zoe were meeting you, but it only took like three minutes for me to stop watching and come over to your channel - just because of how strong and positive you seemed in Alfie's video.
      Listening to your story has brought me to tears, because you're so right: life isn't fair and all we can do is make the most of it. It is heartbreaking to see you struggle with the illness and the incertainty of your future, and yet it is so empowering to see you going on. I think you're reaching a lot of people with what you have to say, not just because it's important that someone says it, but because you're saying it.
      I wish there was anything we could do. I'm so sorry for what you have to endure. You're truly incredible! Sending you hugs and strength!

    • @tessaclark7041
      @tessaclark7041 7 років тому +8

      Brett Strevens Vlogs same! I’m so happy that although she is so sad and upset, she still manages to make me smile, I mean... “I’m wearing avocado socks”??😂💕 so much love for this girl

    • @lornaburton2492
      @lornaburton2492 7 років тому +4

      Brett Strevens Vlogs same here I'm sat here crying my eyes out 😰she's sooooooo strong ❤️❤️

    • @nicolemclean7981
      @nicolemclean7981 7 років тому +4

      Same I found you through them and I hope the best for you stay strong I have already watch a lot of your videos already your a inspiration to so meany people stay strong you can do it and live your life to the end love ya girl stay strong 💕💕💕💕

    • @shellienewago2945
      @shellienewago2945 7 років тому +4

      I also came from Alfie's channel. You are such a brave girl So Fia :)

  • @brannon5311
    @brannon5311 11 місяців тому +7

    Sophia, you lit up the world and I'd love to believe you are flying free. The worst is when she says she is scared to death. Ultimately, she was so brave and made the best of a horrible and painful situation.

  • @amyjoseph-dun1681
    @amyjoseph-dun1681 6 років тому +483

    Watching this after the devastating news of your passing, your legacy will live on and we will miss you :( RIP 💔💔💔

    • @bleach9113
      @bleach9113 6 років тому +4

      Amy Joseph-Dun16 I didn’t know she died omg!

    • @amyjoseph-dun1681
      @amyjoseph-dun1681 6 років тому +3

      Smoosh yes one of her family members posted about it on her Instagram, she died 31st May :(

    • @ferociousfish28
      @ferociousfish28 6 років тому

      oh...rip

    • @lilyahnachristopherson6879
      @lilyahnachristopherson6879 6 років тому

      Amy Joseph-Dun16 how did u no she passed

    • @vagician
      @vagician 6 років тому

      wait 31st of may last year or this year? cause the upload date says may 27th so if she passed only 4 days after this video that is a entirely whole new level of fucked up. what a beautiful soul. she didn't deserve this. nobody does...

  • @shreyasaxena270
    @shreyasaxena270 5 років тому +476

    When she first cried it just broke my heart

  • @kerriberry87
    @kerriberry87 6 років тому +33

    I’m a Breast cancer survivor, was diagnosed in 2015 and was also pregnant. just had reconstruction surgery in July 2018 and they found cancer in one of my lymph node. Now I have to undergo chemo . This video made me cry so much. I hate that word so much . My father passed from brain cancer at 49 I hate it so much . Life is so short but we have to live in the now and accept the reality.

  • @miamoore1666
    @miamoore1666 3 роки тому +25

    I hope she got to see the places she wanted to go and make the memories with her family. It really opens your eyes in regards to your own life. This is heartbreaking.

  • @seer1623
    @seer1623 6 років тому +40

    God, I loved this kid. She bawls her eyes out quite justifiably...for all of a couple of minutes then lights up the camera with her adorable smile and so much joy as she describes her trip around the world. If her parents are reading this, you must be so proud and you obviously did a wonderful job in loving and nurturing this sweet girl who touched so many of us. I’m glad her suffering is over.

  • @birdbrain-v
    @birdbrain-v 5 років тому +602

    Found this Way to late December 2019 😭 r.i.p you sweet angel

    • @irishrose7053
      @irishrose7053 5 років тому +4

      Cancer sux. Fk Cancer. Life is so unfair.

    • @irishrose7053
      @irishrose7053 5 років тому +3

      Bless you brave beautiful soul

    • @ahhhhhh124
      @ahhhhhh124 5 років тому +3

      Everyone, you should take a cancer screening every five years as recommended. If detected early it can be treated more easily! I saw a woman today in the hospital with cancer, they cut her breast off but she was completely bed riden and couldnt move or talk, it was bad. She would groan everyone now and then :(

    • @Goldyloqsss
      @Goldyloqsss 5 років тому

      Kloey Sturgeon Please share and watch, thank you in advance💜☺️
      ua-cam.com/video/_zQHkF70Khw/v-deo.html

    • @andyblueaj2473
      @andyblueaj2473 5 років тому +2

      OMG me too. I found her so late. RIP. SHE IS NOW A LOVELY ANGEL 😔😞💚

  • @iks9120
    @iks9120 3 роки тому +106

    It's almost 3 years after your passing away. I come back to this video from time to time to see you again. My heart is squeezing every time. I send you my hug, lovely girl, to your peaceful, painless land of eternal dream.

  • @bumblebee8632
    @bumblebee8632 Рік тому +17

    "Apparently all the good ones are gone...." I felt that 😔....RIP Sofi I just found your channel rn 😞. You deserved better ❤

  • @chanelledavis5330
    @chanelledavis5330 6 років тому +212

    I’m so sorry I’m never going to complain again 😭😭😭😭

  • @martynjames5963
    @martynjames5963 4 роки тому +422

    When my son passed from cancer at 18 in 2018, I saw his spirit leave his body. I know you are safe out there. Say hi to my son Jake if you see him. He would have loved to have met a beautiful soul like you in this life. Maybe in the next ... For my son, because he couldn't - I am trying to live every moment of my life with meaning. Study hard. Work hard. Play hard. Be kind. Be honest. Etc. What else is there to do?

    • @milkcatdog394
      @milkcatdog394 4 роки тому +20

      I’m sorry for your loss

    • @Dana-ki6vs
      @Dana-ki6vs 4 роки тому +10

      So sorry for your loss :( Live FOR him. Love how you said work hard play hard

    • @ChaR_OfTheK0Rn
      @ChaR_OfTheK0Rn 4 роки тому +6

      sorry for your loss xx ❤️🦋

    • @booboobunny5655
      @booboobunny5655 4 роки тому +5

      I’m so sorry. 🙏🙏 God has him now. 💕

    • @jay-lm4we
      @jay-lm4we 3 роки тому +7

      Sorry for your loss, no parent should have to bury a child. RIP Jake

  • @kso1980
    @kso1980 6 років тому +943

    I'm going to college and I will do my best I promise to find a cure for cancer with everything I can do. Rip❤.

    • @andreag1495
      @andreag1495 6 років тому +24

      Did you know that some cancer cures are illegal?:(

    • @amber_0315
      @amber_0315 6 років тому +4

      @@andreag1495 Why are some illegal?!

    • @andreag1495
      @andreag1495 6 років тому +40

      @@amber_0315 Because America makes more than 124,6 billion dollars per year and of course no country would want to stop making this amount of money. Vitamin B-15 , B-17 and Marijuana kill cancer cells but unfortunately they are illegal

    • @kiadavis6371
      @kiadavis6371 6 років тому +5

      @@andreag1495 Oh really Jesus Christ America makes 124.6 billions dollars per year and in the mean time while they make money people and children die of cancer every second of everyday?? Lmao are you fucking kidding me like seriously?? You seriously think America is going to let people and children die of cancer?? If they want to get sued for wrongful death and medical malpractice of course cures would be illegal. But you're forgetting that over 350 children and adults will be diagnosed with cancer tomorrow what are you going to tell them when they ask about treatment?? Oh I'm sorry there is no cure because I want to make money?? You'll get so many lawsuits nobody will ever trust you again so you might as well be shut down.

    • @merncat75
      @merncat75 6 років тому +15

      @@kiadavis6371 it's actually true.
      Don't you find it odd that they have been raising not Millions but billions of dollars for cancer research since the 50s..
      None of the treatment has changed at all in over 50 years..
      Did you know that the FDA only legally allows 3 Cancer Treatments and 2 out of those 3 treatments are cancer-causing.. 😒 seriously. Research it the information is out there.
      I could go on and on but she is actually correct that it is a multimillion-dollar business annually and yes it's called population control they don't care about people dying they care about profit. It's not a conspiracy it's a fact sad but true it's just the majority of people like yourself don't want to believe it so that's how they get away with it. 😞

  • @reganh5223
    @reganh5223 Рік тому +24

    I’m so sorry, Sophia. I found your channel way too late, sweetheart. Rest in Peace, you deserved better. I feel so sad for your family, and hope they are doing well.

  • @rewaahamed3430
    @rewaahamed3430 3 роки тому +925

    My mom passed away 3 days ago from the brain tumor she had , she couldn't walk or talk and sometimes couldn't recognize us "her kids" , it was and still very painful and so unfair! RIP to all those who lost their cancer battle

  • @flamingofanaccount3261
    @flamingofanaccount3261 4 роки тому +54

    Hearing her saying, “ i don’t know how much time I have in this earth” breaks my heart... Rest In Peace So Fia🤍😭

  • @smile-ks7un
    @smile-ks7un 7 років тому +466

    i just found your channel and i'm so sorry sweetie. you seem so sweet and i'm praying for you. you are truly a gift from God 💕

    • @annawaters3811
      @annawaters3811 7 років тому +17

      madison elizabeth that's exactly what I was going to say. I'm praying so much for Sophia, stay strong and know you are loved 💕🙏🏻♥️

    • @layzindior7983
      @layzindior7983 7 років тому +7

      madison elizabeth same ❣️😓😪

    • @c.e.l.e.n.t.a.n.o
      @c.e.l.e.n.t.a.n.o 7 років тому +5

      same. I just subscribed to her. I feel so bad and just want to give her a hug😞😞

  • @madsinaportal7781
    @madsinaportal7781 Рік тому +60

    I know I'm too late for Sofia to see this, but this goes to everyone. There will always be someone out there who has it worse than you, but that doesn't mean that YOUR pain and suffering is invalid

  • @Psychoanalytical87
    @Psychoanalytical87 5 років тому +111

    She accepted her mortality with such bravery, she is so strong. My God there are no words. Rest in peace

  • @sadiebelben
    @sadiebelben 7 років тому +737

    you WILL get through this Sofia,
    you WILL live through it
    you WILL get to smile everyday
    you WILL beat cancer!
    we all believe in you DONT give up !! I BELIEVE IN YOU , WE ALL BELIEVE IN YOU
    LOVE FROM ENGLAND 💜

    • @karamilne6307
      @karamilne6307 7 років тому +2

      I can't put it better

    • @waltuhwhite24
      @waltuhwhite24 7 років тому +2

      beaut.tubevlogs I know I shouldn't say this bc this is a comment about her cancer, but
      England is my city

    • @avaphelan5281
      @avaphelan5281 7 років тому +8

      Omg i cant stop crying sophia u can make it u go girl

    • @alix9529
      @alix9529 7 років тому +7

      whoag ¡aqua pupper! its not the time mate

    • @minaportolan357
      @minaportolan357 7 років тому

      beaut.tubevlogs Izard

  • @julianalinker2471
    @julianalinker2471 4 роки тому +102

    this video doesn’t do the justice of how terrifying this must’ve been for her. I’m so sorry girly. RIP💗

  • @liberexcogitatoris1792
    @liberexcogitatoris1792 Рік тому +27

    I have lived on this planet for 57 years and this is the most heart breaking thing I have ever seen, the sadness and fear in such a gentle sweet soul is beyond words. But I am so sure we live on past this physical existence, she still exists and will see her loved ones again, it is just a journey and we are all on it. Happy, interesting and wonderous travels Sophia, you have touched our existence in this spiritual plane.

  • @kirstend9390
    @kirstend9390 7 років тому +66

    Bless you baby. Theres not a lot of words to say at times like this but I think your positive mindset and future goals are amazing! Do it! Grab the opportunity and get out there, explore. Come to London, go on the London eye, take a boat-ride on the river Thames, go visit the queens palace. Go to Paris, climb the Eiffel Tower, eat in a top gourmet restaurant, visit Niagara falls, take the maid of the mist ride and feel the water on your skin. Do it all. Don’t feel guilty or ashamed to cry, ever. YOU enjoy every moment you have on this earth and YOU believe in YOURself. We’ll be here behind you, silently praying, hoping & supporting you in our hearts and minds too. ❤️

  • @reallyrare9684
    @reallyrare9684 5 років тому +471

    Just found this channel.. breaks my heart..
    RIP Sofia you are in a better place now we will all miss you 😣
    Screw cancer

    • @hipevertididthis2u354
      @hipevertididthis2u354 5 років тому +4

      There should be a stronger cure

    • @becca8132
      @becca8132 5 років тому +1

      Same

    • @oftheblackbanner8605
      @oftheblackbanner8605 5 років тому +1

      Today one person out of three gets cancer in the course of their life. The cancer industry is probably the most prosperous business in the entire world. Millions of dollars are made with chemo therapy treatment every year - which is why the industry does not want you to know about how simple it actually is to cure cancer. In this video doctors and victims discuss a new cure for cancer that has been revealed by Imam Al-Mahdi (pbuh).
      m.ua-cam.com/video/y_G1HrS0oMI/v-deo.html

    • @gamesd6706
      @gamesd6706 5 років тому +1

      I fell bad for her so much rip angel :(

    • @moaz0303
      @moaz0303 5 років тому

      Cancer is a greatest gift a person could have.

  • @Miamiflow885
    @Miamiflow885 4 роки тому +55

    I just saw this in my recommends , I really wanted to see that she was cancer free
    My Lord hold her in your loving arms, never to be in pain again

  • @edwardpapera8124
    @edwardpapera8124 3 роки тому +58

    Sophie said it best. " Life isn't Fair" those words are so true. No one should have to live through the pain of cancer. Especially if your 14 years old. 14 years old!!! Almost all of us watching Sophie today, did NOT live w/ A Death Sentence hanging over our heads @ age 14. Me Personally, I was in The 9th Grade. A Freshman in HS. Going to FB Games, going to my first dance. My biggest problem @ 14, was trying to ask a Girl Out. Not going through cancer. Think about that for a moment. Think about that when you can't get your way. When someone says, NO, you can't do this, or you can't do that. Think about how selfish we are, or I mean, how selfish I was @ that time.
    But I know that Sophie is at peace, finally! She's resting peacefully now.
    I don't know, or can't I speak for another person, but I know Sophie thought me so much about life. She thought me what being selfish means. I know one thing, i'm a much better Person today, than I was before I became to know Sophie.
    RIP sweet Baby Girl. All 14 Years Old you were upon your final. Day🙏💜💜🙏

    • @FerranZambrano
      @FerranZambrano Рік тому

      Estas en el Cielo Bello angel amen guapisskima te wueremos

  • @naoiseoconnell2787
    @naoiseoconnell2787 7 років тому +131

    Everytime your voice trembled my heart broke, you are such a strong incredible person, I couldn't imagine what you are going through ❤️

  • @evab.6240
    @evab.6240 6 років тому +429

    My stomach is turning. Why has this happened to a kid that just wanted to live..

    • @karasevda8960
      @karasevda8960 6 років тому +3

      Eva B. True

    • @dilsdil7949
      @dilsdil7949 6 років тому +7

      Thats the life..

    • @samanthaobertelle4966
      @samanthaobertelle4966 5 років тому +2

      Your tiny words speak volumes! So unfair .. she was so frightened yet not one person could take that feeling away from her x bless her xxx

    • @briannamedina5275
      @briannamedina5275 5 років тому +1

      2006 Ford Mustang GT 5.0 FUCK YOU!!!!

    • @donniepierce2293
      @donniepierce2293 5 років тому

      @@briannamedina5275 hes just being real its sad but true.

  • @stroup17
    @stroup17 7 років тому +75

    I put my hand to the screen when I watched this as if to give you a hug.. you can't physically feel all of us but we are all here sending you love. You are not alone. Seeing you smile at the end of this video filled my heart. Thank you for sharing your genuine soul with the world ❤️

    • @lisasmith516
      @lisasmith516 7 років тому +3

      Jessica Stroup I air kissed the screen when she cried. I said "i wish i could give you a hug" instead of saying what you so beautifully said. We are ALL "So WITH her." (Trolls don't count, They Ain't HUMAN.)

  • @blueeyez3643
    @blueeyez3643 Рік тому +10

    It’s so hard to believe she’s gone. Such an inspiration and so brave. RIP sweet angel

  • @romanmalek1978
    @romanmalek1978 6 років тому +533

    Sophia is now in heaven...with Angels, because she is Angel too...

    • @mal1emk788
      @mal1emk788 5 років тому +6

      Dude wtf she’s dead?!

    • @lii9207
      @lii9207 5 років тому +5

      Oh No he is real he’s just testing us

    • @NigelisCold
      @NigelisCold 5 років тому +1

      LIᗷᘔ ᗩᒪI lmao what proof u got

    • @tonyofarrell2775
      @tonyofarrell2775 5 років тому +1

      @@lii9207 idiot

    • @abdul5147
      @abdul5147 5 років тому

      @Oh No u do realise demons exist and can inflict diseases u can't blame it all on God.

  • @siobhanschall198
    @siobhanschall198 7 років тому +57

    You are such a beautiful light in this world. I watch your videos and am in awe of your grace, strength, and courage. No child should be faced with this and I am so sorry that you are. I have a 14 yr old niece that has faught cancer 2x. I will continue to spread awareness for her, you, and every other child fighting this fight. Stay brave sweet girl. ❤❤❤

  • @Aky1z
    @Aky1z 5 років тому +222

    I'm late but.. i wanted to say that this girl is so amazing and strong ♥ Rest In Peace ... ♥♥♥

    • @skxospcnci
      @skxospcnci 5 років тому +1

      Ayuko I’m sorry if I am being disrespectful but did she pass away?

    • @Aky1z
      @Aky1z 5 років тому

      @@skxospcnci she had cancer

    • @Aky1z
      @Aky1z 5 років тому

      @@skxospcnci so yeah.. she passed away

    • @riosoleil2013
      @riosoleil2013 5 років тому +2

      Ayuko damn there was a kinder way you could’ve put that, no need to be all sarcastic... there are people who have advanced cancer but make a complete recovery 😊

  • @agr8tyme
    @agr8tyme 3 роки тому +24

    Thank you, Sofia, for your bravery and candor. Thank you for sharing a piece of you with us. May you Rest In Peace, angel.

  • @emmahumphreys1821
    @emmahumphreys1821 6 років тому +37

    The 997 people who disliked, truly have no heart. Rest In Piece Sofie, You were so, so strong x

  • @hello_elco
    @hello_elco 6 років тому +58

    Rest in paradise beautiful angel. I feel so blessed to of been there during your journey the past couple of years at rch. You were my favourite patient; an absolute gem of humanity. I will never forget you, Sophia darling. We all loved you so so much xx

  • @shadrach6299
    @shadrach6299 6 років тому +47

    Her situation should make everyone more thankful for what they have.

  • @notsimrann
    @notsimrann Рік тому +9

    I keep coming back to your channel Sofia. I am so so sorry! You have no idea how powerful you are, and how influential your channel is. I will always remember you sweets! Rest in peace sweet girl ❤️

  • @calpolcallie1708
    @calpolcallie1708 4 роки тому +266

    This is really painful to watch knowing she isn’t here :(

  • @karakerley4230
    @karakerley4230 7 років тому +142

    of course there are "people that have it worse" out there but hun, that doesn't mean that this isn't scary and real for you! it absolutely is unfair and it's okay to cry and be angry. I absolutely agree with you and think you should do something you enjoy. hopefully ppl won't jump down my throat but if you don't recover you may find yourself to sick to enjoy travelling later. do it now! it BROKE MY HEART when i took my dad to Key West, his FAVORITE place, and he couldn't enjoy it. he was too sick :( not to mention there really is no day like the present. as you said NONE OF US know how much time we have left.
    I haven't travelled much so I don't have any favorite places but I have always wanted to go to South Asian. maybe Thailand? I hear great things!
    you and your family are in my thoughts. cancer does SUCK. I lost both parents to it.

    • @karakerley4230
      @karakerley4230 7 років тому +5

      btw I'm so glad to see you are enjoying your travels! I was new to the channel and didn't watch videos in order, clearly :P

  • @seraphimangels7201
    @seraphimangels7201 4 роки тому +35

    As someone who has had cancer myself, met kids like me in the hospital.... it's hard when I find that they are gone. She was a fighter. I'm sorry that it is too late. I wish I saw this when she was still alive. Rest in peace.

  • @MB-gl7fx
    @MB-gl7fx Рік тому +16

    Bless her, I hope there’s something after life for people like this that deserved more.

  • @emmypanix
    @emmypanix 6 років тому +217

    I found your channel too late.. Rest in peace, beautiful.

    • @kazzam5
      @kazzam5 6 років тому

      Drakea Love same

    • @unknowncovers2927
      @unknowncovers2927 6 років тому

      Drakea Love Same, she died young rip

    • @wannabemeruby3503
      @wannabemeruby3503 6 років тому

      Same 😢rip

    • @deniselynne1966
      @deniselynne1966 6 років тому

      Me too...I'm an oncology nurse. We need a cure...we can't keep losing these beautiful inspiring people. Rest easy gorgeous. xoxo

    • @queensnewsandchat2409
      @queensnewsandchat2409 5 років тому

      Can cannabis oil help

  • @adlamohammed1258
    @adlamohammed1258 4 роки тому +813

    am the only one who will see the video of this beautiful girl after 3 years?

    • @josephdockemeyer6782
      @josephdockemeyer6782 4 роки тому +6

      You and me, both.

    • @frolenceaman
      @frolenceaman 4 роки тому +4

      No you ain’t

    • @taemy839
      @taemy839 4 роки тому +10

      Mee to 😥😥😥I watched her all videos today itself... I m just in love with her... Can't get off her...

    • @taemy839
      @taemy839 4 роки тому +8

      She is somewhere... With us now... I can feel her spirit near.... I liked her attitude to much...

    • @ritadejong6007
      @ritadejong6007 4 роки тому +4

      No you are not...I saw it yet for the first time.

  • @abihorrocks8024
    @abihorrocks8024 7 років тому +185

    It's kill me that someone so beautiful and positive can experience such a terrible thing

  • @bionicbladderboo
    @bionicbladderboo 2 роки тому +8

    Beautiful Sofia, I wish I had found your channel sooner, but I am so thankful I found this video, and I honor your amazing soul in the magical spirit form you’re in now. Even finding it years later, Sofia has made me feel so much less alone tonight. I battled cancer in my teen years and survived only to be diagnosed with a degenerative terminal neuromuscular disease that took over in my 20’s, now leaving me unable to walk, talk, or eat without a feeding tube, and I could relate to so much to the things she was saying. It’s scary, terrifying, but all I want is to live the fullest life I can with whatever amount of time I have left. Life truly is so unfair, it’s so cruel, cold, but there’s so much beauty still too, and I’m determined to see and experience the most I can. Thank you Sofia. Though I just found your channel tonight, I love you and I will carry you in my heart forever. I hope we can meet on the other side so I can give you a big hug 💙

  • @sanaajmani5211
    @sanaajmani5211 5 років тому +1338

    Found this channel too late
    Now it is november 2019
    RIP
    F*** cancer
    😩😩

  • @theebeautiffullone
    @theebeautiffullone 5 років тому +197

    I will never complain about anything EVER AGAIN. You taught me to love life to the fullest and not just for when my time comes to go home but for those who didnt get to live the lives they so truly deserved.
    This one's for you bby girl. Thank you for being you.

    • @yeehaw9064
      @yeehaw9064 5 років тому +6

      Me to... I feel bad for
      Complaing about school
      Complaing about a spranged ankle
      Complaing getting 14 stiches in my boody
      Complaing being sick
      Some pepole are in a worse sutuiton then us....😭😭😭😭🤧

    • @jkd1381
      @jkd1381 5 років тому +2

      Absolutely, I Couldn't Agree More!!!!!

    • @ziudra91
      @ziudra91 4 роки тому

      And then 2 months later you are complaining about a lack of shoes. Lol.

    • @kaia3992
      @kaia3992 4 роки тому +1

      Our experiences are relative, it's silly to say that. You're allowed to complain and feel bad as much as you're allowed to be happy and that's not by comparing yourself to others

    • @ziudra91
      @ziudra91 4 роки тому

      @Lucy M It's just something people say in the heat of the moment because of emotions taking over.
      Lol. She will definitely complain again. A lot of times. So will i and you.

  • @thatLAWowman
    @thatLAWowman 4 роки тому +137

    Im 30 i was diagnosed in 2018, just looking for stories that give me hope to survive. I feel her pain.

    • @Whitneypyant
      @Whitneypyant 4 роки тому +4

      Same

    • @moa7850
      @moa7850 4 роки тому +10

      I wish you get through it💙

    • @jw1741
      @jw1741 4 роки тому +4

      💓💓💓💓

    • @Danuxsy
      @Danuxsy 3 роки тому

      What kind of treatment are you getting, chemo?

    • @brokeaffr
      @brokeaffr 3 роки тому +4

      Stay strong

  • @jeffhoehne7621
    @jeffhoehne7621 Рік тому +6

    “I’m scared as hell, what’s gonna happen to me “. A beautiful life cut short. You left your mark Sofia. RIP

  • @alexbirkett8986
    @alexbirkett8986 7 років тому +451

    I want to say thank you to Alfie deyes for introducing me to this channel. I wish I had found you sooner becuase you are an inspiration to the world. you are an amazing person who deserves to be healthy and happy. love you xx

    • @amythrower7133
      @amythrower7133 7 років тому +18

      Alex B I found her through alfie and Zoe too

    • @Smigglelol
      @Smigglelol 7 років тому +15

      I have done the same. I have sat watching them all afternoon and I have cried 5 times now. She is so strong, and such as amazing girl. Please, please stay strong! We believe in you xx

  • @Nikitty24
    @Nikitty24 4 роки тому +105

    Not sure why this randomly popped up in my recommended section, I clicked on it anyways to see if she is doing alright, sad to hear the news that she didnt make it, She seems like an incredibly sweet person with a beautiful personality, Rest in Peace You brave soul!

  • @icyforeverAJ
    @icyforeverAJ 5 років тому +145

    I cried, i wish she was still here because I wanna hug her right now..

    • @skxospcnci
      @skxospcnci 5 років тому +1

      Alyssaxoxo did she pass away

    • @emrekorap8662
      @emrekorap8662 5 років тому +2

      Rose gallagher she did at june 2018

    • @skxospcnci
      @skxospcnci 5 років тому +1

      Emre Korap oh I didn’t know that because I am new I’m sorry to be disrespectful

    • @emrekorap8662
      @emrekorap8662 5 років тому +2

      Rose gallagher no problem, you did not know about that. You can see it at her last post on instagram which, posted by her family. That is such a sad and horrible thing for humanity. And the worst thing about this is, every day this type of deaths are happening and we do not know about them...

    • @skxospcnci
      @skxospcnci 5 років тому +2

      Emre Korap I know every ten seconds someone passes away in the world which is very sad.

  • @amccar27
    @amccar27 2 роки тому +11

    You are such an Angel and thank you so much for leaving this message behind for all of us. You are so brave and I’m truly greatful to you for leaving this message reminding us all tomorrow is never promised and love each day like it’s you’re last ❤