Redditor Disappears After Discovering Disturbing Secret - Creepy Reddit Accounts Ep. 2
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- Опубліковано 14 лип 2024
- Today we look into the mystery of /u/secretnotebook, who disappeared after discovering an unnerving habit of her husband, along with two other strange Reddit acounts.
Music Used:
Myuuji - Catherine
Mattia Cupelli - Dark Background Music
CO.AG Music - In the Depths of a Mind Insane
heroboard - Far the Days Come
Myuuji - Promise
My Social Media:
Twitch: / scaretheater
Twitter - / scaretheater
Facebook - / thescaretheater
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"I work in mental health" Whenever you hear that term used on Reddit it is almost a certainty that they actually work at Mcdonalds.
To be fair, working at Mcdonald's may make you witness some weird shit.
let a wagecuck dream bro
My aunt works as a mental health worker, and she is supposed to say that she works in mental health instead of saying exactly what they work as. I think its supposed to be something about confidentiality.
@@succubastard1019 Fair point.
@@definitelynotmothman6171 Yeah but the joke is that usually anytime a Redditor says he/she has a profession like a teacher or in this case mental health worker they are lying. This is partly due to the rise of r/askreddit videos. As for what you said yeah a lot of jobs are confidential or are specific specialists.
"they say weird things like im sorry and thank you"
Mystery solved. they're canadians
Just gonna post this🤣🤣🤣🤣✌
lol
That's what I thought lmao
Or British, American... Basically anyone from English heritage (funny how only a few centuries ago they were seen as such horrors)
Or from the south
"He's trying to kill himself."
"Activate quantum immortality."
flib transfer everything and move on to the next
I'm dead 😂
Soo what happens when you die of old age?? No amount of reality splitting makes sense
Game Detective you live forever. you’d be the oldest man alive in your own universe
@@legowhite2 no because even if you somehow could live forever you would die when the sun explodes or when all the energy in the universe has been used. by that logic everyone in human history for the past 2 million years never died all of them is still alive somehow...? does this also apply to animals?
“This is just a thought experiment, don’t actually try it”
Hey ferb, I know what we’re going to do today
Oh my gosh
Where's Perry? He doesn't actually exist, because his existence is dependent arising. His existence is contigent on infinite causes and conditions including a consciousness to conceptualize him. Every other thing you can put a name and image to doesn't really exist either.
@@wakethedeadspirituality5852 what?
@Thiny Sihaneath AHAHAH
@@captainhd9741 Perry no
He found out Obama's last name.
Good try
Psh.... It's Care
Khue Nguyen Hoang
actually his last name is |||, Libtard
Vander Still funny, always has been. Not everyone has your sense of humor.
@@mikal9904 the god has spoken
You watch Scare theater? I think you mean
*Terror Auditorium*
Horror Troupe
No, I'm watching Dread Odeum.
Fright Gymnasium
@@GribbleGob Spooky drive in
@Frizzurd you mean bad dream display?
Are we gonna ignore how this guy got a notebook and wrote several entries about women this person's husband wrote in his notebook?
I think maybe the redditor shared the video at some point, if not he is seriously dedicated
Fenn Barrigan I've been watching a while, this is definitely his reenactment
thank you, Cheeseus Christ
@@fennb1756 idk that was a guy hand
It's Kira
"Now I'm sure a lot of you are familiar with Quantum Immortality"
Yeah, of course, ya know that pretty common conversation piece of Quantum Immortality, me and my friends talk about it all the time
I've always thought about, but I didn't know it actually had a term
@@VEV-cu6no I don't know when but I tought that when something fatal happens to you your consciousness just moves to a reality in which everything is exactly the same except were you die, it keeps protecting you until you die of old age. In the reality were your consciousness leave you still died thats why people still die.
gotta get u some new friends lol
Yea I've heard of it, I killed myself bcus of it
@@-Me_ It’s not even the most accepted interpretation. The most accepted is the Copenhagen interpretation. There is also no evidence of it. Aaaaaand if you die then people will definitely see a dead body and not a guy with a failed suicide attempt. Moral of the story? Don’t be stupid! If you like physics though I am sure you would enjoy getting a proper degree (this goes for anyone reading this). Philosophy is also very nice and even more enlightening
Bruh, your existential crisis almost threw me into one.
Dude same, after listening to this I started thinking about all that shit and I had a panic attack. Had to exit off, I couldnt make it through lol fml
It didn't really affect me, but i have to say. I'm afraid of death simply because i don't know what will come afterwards and nobody does. Let's not forget to mention how worse religions make this whole topic, trying to convince you that their beliefs are real what so ever. I hope for the best really
@@CommanderSp00ky I'm Christian but I have thought about the what ifs
@@goose6545 aight
@@CommanderSp00ky I'd recommend you the movie "Martyrs" but don't watch the 20xx Remake. Watch the original New French Extreme.
make a channel about flowers and sunshine and rainbows and toys and call it
"CareTheater"
^^^This^^^
@OverLord 666 like you
Please do this
@@dotcon5855 HAHA FUNNY ROAST GOOD COMEBACK FUNNYYYY
Based.
Therapist: its okay, Quantum immortality isn't real, it can't hurt you.
Quantum immortality: 🌚
*No, Therapist. You’re wrong.*
@@kogallfixation Last words before his body laid on the ground and didn’t resurrect or stay alive
Only one way to find out
I believe in quantum immortality. There is no other explanation for me being alive.
@MorrowStride we are all beings of energy, we change our form. Death is a fallacy.
ScareTheater: “I’m sure a lot of you are familiar with the concept of Quantum Immortality.”
Me: ..... yeah of course 👀
Aaron Emerson i thought he said wanton 💀
👁👄👁
Late to the party… But seriously.. SAME!
*"Sally was a 7."*
Love him or hate him, he speakin' facts.
what sally
@@joycebirrey725 1:37
Sally was a 7 tho so he really do he spittin straight facts
@Maya Fallegeros LMAO
But any Karens would be a -10
Everyone: I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy
ScareTheater: *that's something I would wish ONLY on my worst enemies.*
He has some powerful enemies man, you shouldn't judge xb
Pedro Dinis same
I hate when I read comments right as the video plays the part it's referencing.
@@geekular I kinda like it
Its scaretheater, his worst enemies are probably scientology and other cults lmao
I find the scariest reality of the “gun to the head” scenario is if the gun works but you still live.
The chances are slim
*BUT NOT 0*
The chances are probably better than you might think. Usually because people flinch at the last second and shoot somewhere on the head that's not instantly fatal. It's brutal shit.
@@vocexseta I agree, the chances are actually better than what one would expect. But most cases of survival usually end up with the survivor being a vegetable, might as well have been dead.
I knew someone who tried to kill themselves with a shotgun. Blasted half of their head off, they basically have no forehead and their face looks completely different. It can happen and the consequences ain't pretty.
I was in maximum security prison, the amount of people I met who killed there family's and then flinched and blew there sorry ass face off is shocking.
i don't want to live as arseface or Ricky Ray Rector
This is going to take a dark turn, but I really do feel you on the dissociation. When my father tried to kill himself when I was 12, I was in a near constant state of dissociation. I don't remember ever being grounded in reality for the rest of that year. I just assumed it was part of puberty. I didn't know that was pretty much a kick starter for my depression. My father is in a much better place now, by the way.
Vincent Larkin Are you better though?
@@ishouldchangethisprofilepi1114 For the most part, yeah. I appreciate you asking.
Glad you’re in a much better place as well :)
You still doing okay?
I really hope you're doing fine.
Redditor disappears after his keanu chungus meme doesn't get enough upvotes
Edit: Thanks for the gold kind stranger!
This is such a holsesome 100 moment
Minecraft good Fortnite bad
This is a certified reddit moment
I think you mean wholesome keanu chungus baby yoda and the boys breathtaking 100
@@linusovery-smith4246 area 51 meme funny 😂😂😂👍 I hope I get 69 upvotes to start a "nice" chain
"I assume you are familiar with the concept of quantum immortality"
Well, that's assuming a lot on my part
@@barrackhussein464 Ok let's see
@@barrackhussein464 Jeez, that was awful to read, to think that he was going through a lot in his life and the fact he was only 15 is just... Really awful, i'm so sorry for him, his mom is horrible, if he actually killed himself she deserves all the guilt for that, fuck that woman
bold of you to assume im educated enough to the point where ive even heard of quantum immortality
When I heard that, I immediately thought, "alright, we're about to tread some weird fucking waters"
@@barrackhussein464 actually his last post was on r/funny
bro i used to have severe death anxiety, every day i would randomly be having innocent thought about my future that would quickly turn into a anxiety attack over the thought of my mortality, it wasn't until about 4 months ago that i finally had a moment of relief that pretty much kicked it out of my system. i do still get the thoughts and have the anxiety attacks but now i have a thought and a remedy to calm myself and end the thought, i don't really get them as often anymore.
Hope you’re doing better my friend
Same I get health anxiety really bad I see something in my body and start thinking I have worst case scenario and ima die
what do you do to calm yourself
@@bbpoItergeist jeez I wish you the best
“They all have blue eyes”
“They say sorry and thank you in situations that don’t make sense”
“And they always look around like they’re paranoid about something”
They’re just clones of me, don’t worry.
Oh so no problem then :)
You're in Wisconsin, too? Bc I thought they were talking about me.
So if they're my clones and they're your clones... who's driving?
@@iamahoose
“Hey what’s up?”
“Thank you”
Imagine the irony if that poor fella obsessed with quantum immortality went to kill himself and the gun jammed...
I'm really not sure what he was expecting. If he was really worried the theory was true, then that's exactly what would happen. Theres no reason he should have knowingly eneded his life because he was afraid of the possibility of living forever. It just doesn't make sense. It's not like he can get relief after the fact, like "oh awesome I actually can die. Too bad I killed myself and ended my life short". I feel extremely bad for him and wish I could have talked to him before he dissapeared.
@unknowning unknown Idiot? Dude, his mental state is dissociating and decreasing due to this one simple thought theory when he wasn't an "idiot" and it degraded him to the same mentality with a person with delusions and a borderline personality disorder. He didn't start idiotic, the thought experiment made him lose his mind and dissociate himself on his reality.
@unknowning unknown you should also test out if quantum immortality is real
@unknowning unknown lol don't know where you got weeb, but hopefully the quantum immortality theory isn't true so you won't reply anymore
@unknowning unknown you shouldn't speak ill of people who have dissociated like that. They may have poor mental health, but that doesn't make them an idiot.
Imagine how much more depressed you would be if you decided to pull a trigger a it always jams
Look up Sad Larry by Cyanide and Happiness
barebearburiesbarrysberries That would be the one time it didn’t jam.
@@ryanduffy6089 That's a throwback for sure, I haven't heard about Cyanide and Happiness in a few years. I do keep seeing their card games at stores though
Someone tried to kill himself in a close town by jumping off of a bridge and landing on a fishing net. As someone who was dealing with depression at the time this made me laugh the whole day thinking about it.
@@GG-pm8lc kinda fucked up that you laughed but a unexpected reaction but a welcomed one
I know the feeling of fatalism. Feeling like your just atoms and cells and you're not even real. If you ever think of than again, remember this. Life is what you make it. Death is like the sky. As you get older, it doesn't get closer. Your life could end at any moment. So there is no reason to be afraid of a ticking clock. If you're too afraid of death, you'll always be running. Surviving is not living. To live is to enjoy life. So enjoy it.
I’m not sure if this makes things better or worse... but Jung once said something along the lines of a man who is too paralyzed with the fear of his death is practically already dead. You have to appreciate the present moment! It’s easier said than done though
@@nicb4589 very true
To gain the real strength is insanity
memento mori
Aye.. good way to put it, some people suffer with disassociation personalities and this kind of stuff more than others, some of our ancestors survived and went through tougher tribulations so that we can live more free and peacefully one day, even if that wasn’t what they actively thought, it’s still a thing, survival is about hope for life, to actually have a chance of saving it.. living it etc, no death without life and no life without death, we are one with the universe, we have an experience so we should try to live it and enjoy it to the best of our abilities, I hope for everybody to get a pleasant and peaceful slice of life at some point or another.
Your explanation of your existential crisis was strangely comforting. I had a similar existential crisis once and it’s just nice to know I’m not the only one.
“This is just a thought experiment, don’t actually try this”
Well there go my plans for today.
Too late, damn it
tell me about the experiment.
Oops I already did it. Forgot about that.
*Put the gun down* Aw dammit
Out of all these creepy Reddit stories, I could genuinely say that afh43's case is the one which I truly believe happened. He posted several times across many subreddits (r/askscience, r/askphilosophy, etc.) trying to find genuine answers to his questions. When users responded, he would respond back with follow-up questions, sometimes to the point where the other users become pissed. Plus the fact that he didn't use a throwaway account just solidifies his case of curiosity and eventual mental breakdown.
You could actually see the progression in his comments and post history. His normal posts would be written with consistent punctuations, capitalizations, and structure. Later on, he just writes his posts as if he was rushing, but not to the point of comical chaos which could be easily written off as fake or an exaggeration. This man was genuinely suffering. What makes me extra sad is that we actually had similar interests such as audio production and streetwear. I could only hope for the best of what happened to him.
That one really got to me. I’ve got some issues with dissociation if stress gets to a boiling point and have had mental breaks before. It’s terrifying. You don’t know how time works and can’t remember simple things, one tiny thing can take your attention and force you to freeze for hours.
He genuinely sounded like he had a predisposition to mental breaks (whether he was aware or not) and something in his daily life triggered him in the worst way. I just hope a loved one saw he wasn’t okay, got him help and he never returned to reddit because it could trigger him. It’s rough to be alive sometimes, your mind can fail on you.
This concept scares me, as I have an experience with dissociation. I will admit. I’m not too old, but I have had an experience like that. It came to me on Halloween, when it hit me that at any time, I could die. What was even worse was that the following day my family would be heading to Knotts Bery Farm, and I have been scared of Roller Coasters, thinking I’d die on them. Combine the pervious fear, and I was paranoid anytime I went on a ride. This didn’t just stick with me for that trip, oh no. It stuck with me for 2 weeks. And, to clarify, soon after that trip was my birthday. At that party, I felt nervous. I thought these were my last moments on earth.
It was even worse when I went to sleep. I had seen news stories of people dying in their sleep. For ex, The Axeman of New Orleans, Lizzie Borden’s Dad and more. I was scared. Eventually, I moved past it. But there’s still a tiny bit of fear in me.
@@k0a1as i hope one day all people should be alive as long as they want so death cant claim somebody or something too early
The second story is crazy. It is crazy to think that the human mind can confuse and overthink itself so much that it can't let go of the idea of something or someone.
I think the man must have had some severe anxiety disorder going on before he stumbled on that idea. His behaviour sounded like something that happened to me once when i thought i was to go straight to hell when i die. I was so scared i was contemplating ending myself since if i was gonna go there anyway might as well get it over with
The quantum immortality guy sounds like he has extreme anxiety. I do too and I often get hyper fixated on specific things to the point it controls my life.
Well then stop
@@wilfordgrimley4339 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯😲😲😲😲😁😁😁😁👍👍👍
Everybody gangsta till the blue eyed society moves into town
*poland sweats nervously*
@@DoubleWhammy lmao
Goober *SUBWAY GREEN IS PEOPLE!!! SUBWAY GREEN IS PEOPLEEEEEE!!!!!*
Sans-
Dude that story would make a great psychological horror movie
For the Quantum Immortality one, similarly to your fear of dying and having your consciousness ceasing, im scared when I die it may continue. Just forever blackness, left with my own thoughts till the end of time. It really scares me.
I used to think this as a kid. Used to close my eyes at night and with the silence I would think to myself that this must be what it feels like when you die. Very scary to be left alone in complete blackness with just your own thoughts. Consciousness is scary but I doubt that’s the case. 100% sure it’s not the case
@@aaykay599 when I was a kid I thought when you died you had to hold your breath so I used to hold my breath until it hurt and I got really scared...
@@eugene1317 yoo that's adorable in a way but i feel for you. it must have been a really really bad experience! HOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE FROM HERE ON OUT
unknowning unknown the fuck is up your ass huh? better pull it out before your toxic bullshit spreads.
Im sure its something like sleeping where you arent aware of anything thats happening. Personally i am religious and believe in an afterlife but i cant speak for everyone
8:32 "And thats an experience I would ONLY wish on my worst enemies" I love that blunt honesty. Takes balls.
It's certainly not a fun experience. Anyone know if there's a name for it?
@@FemboyMisa I dont know, haven't heard of something like that. He just kept calling it disassociation?
@@smileyjojo4913 I've experienced it and I haven't come across someone talking about this before. Disassociation refers to a feeling of detachment from yourself. He mentioned that coming with the fear. The fear itself is more like a form of existential terror.
For me as well it was sudden and eventually faded away. It wasn't triggered by anything obvious like a tragedy or something happening.
All the existential stuff is actually a common symptom of general anxiety
That guy in the first story sounds like the type of person to sneak into my woods and follow me around and make casts of my footprints to add to their collection
I love your comments
Just Some Bigfoot With Internet Access for a Bigfoot to be allusive, I see you every where!
BIGFOOT IS GAY!!
@@jamesriego so is ur mom
@@anobody4263 So is your dad.
The notebook one sounds like a memory strengthening method I used to use to improve my observation skills.
unknowning unknown ur comment gave me a headache
unknowning unknown shut fuck up
I'm 25 with post Traumatic stress and pretty bad anxiety and I write nearly every day (before bed usually) to ease my mind. I've done it now for a couple years and it really has helped with things which I didnt even expect. I rarely go to sleep without writing so it adds up to many notebooks full over years time. Its sometimes fictional stories, sometimes poems, but a good 80% is just me writing down things that i did at work, or stuff i thought about through out my mundane day.
If someone found my notebooks I'm pretty certain that they would find it strange. Page after page of the most random and mundane things written with seemingly no purpose... so I dont its cause for alarm.. cataloging women he knows is a bit strange tho, but I'm not judging him alone on that. Idk. What really is "normal" after all...
TEST SUBJECT #150 but why were they all women?
He was rating them though, which doesn’t make it seem like just unbiased observation.
I'm glad you were able to stop dissociating, man. I'm on year three now of my seemingly never-ending dissociative episode but hearing about people who have gone through it long-term and recovered really helps keep me sane. It has gotten less intense for me over time, but never actually stopped. Makes work, sleep, and social life real hard. Weirdly, this whole quarantine thing is a good fit for my current state of mind since my commute to work was oddly triggering for an increased intensity of the episode (though I couldn't for the life of me say why).
thank you so much for sharing your experience with disassociating or what I like to call a consciousness crisis. we're all glad you pulled through, and a lot of people, including myself, can relate to similar experiences
With the quantum immortality one, there’s actually a quote that explains what happened to him.
“If a man spends all his life trying to understand infinity, they would eventually lose their minds.”
I don’t remember who wrote this, but it’s pretty accurate.
The theory doesn't make sense though. It doesn't account for what happens when your going to die of old age. If the theory were true, then any universe with humans in it would have people who were immortal and old as dirt. Imagining the quantum split happened to everyone who was about to die of old age, then theres a universe where that person just keeps living, and since this has to happen to everyone in the theory, then every universe would have people who are just immortal and won't die of old age.
@@543soldier, maybe that's where when the universe splits and you are born, again?
I don't buy into the theory myself but that could be one way of explaining what happens when you reach old age and ultimately death.
@@543soldier Maybe we can only die of old age? I once read a theory that something only exists if there is something to witness it, like a computer game where you go so far and eventually the map generates further. Now for this theory, things that are conscious and aware may always branch into the reality where they live instead of coming to an untimed end, but at old age, it's the end of the branch.
And when there is nothing left, no form of conscious energy left in the universe, that will be the beginning of the end for the universe because the more things that die their ultimate and final death no longer creates another branch of reality. Think of the life to death ratio on earth, there's about 3 births to every one death in the world.
What if that begun to reverse? Eventually humanity would go extinct. What if the reason the universe can live, is because there are more branches of reality being created then those that come to an end and once every conscious being dies off in their final death, there will be no more new branches of reality, so the universe begins to break down in reverse. This is complete theory of course, just to have fun with our brains, but I've always believe our consciousness is on a higher plane of reality. This is most likely wrong of course, i just like to think about this stuff, complex thinking is great for the brain.
@@543soldier well I mean actually it does because if there are infinite universes then in at least one humanity has found a cure for natural death
@@keplerthe3399 honestly that's a scary thought considering the born to death ratio reversing is already happening (like in Japan). Still interesting though and I think that would make sense with this theory.
She didn’t delete the post. The subreddit moderators removed it.
The question is why?
Also thank you Sun-kun for nearly allowing Bolas-same to rule existence uwu. If only he wasn’t stopped by those meddling kids and that gator.
@Jeremiah Rodriguez They delete stuff all the time because they personally dislike it.
@Jeremiah Rodriguez
This has nothing to do with this stuff but I've never gotten to complain about this Mod so I want to now.
One of the mods in r/fellowkids banned me for 10 days for reposting. Well while it was true I posted the same thing as someone else recently, it was just a coincidence. Well I decided to reply to the mod asking them how it was reposted. Instead of just telling me that the other one was posted they got all sarcastic and snarky saying "Wow!, it's almost like everyone gets ads and aren't made by you!". (What am I supposed to do, make a cringey post myself?) Then I asked for proof because the other post was within like 15 minutes of mine and this was hours later so you can only see how many hours it's been. I realized I was wrong when theirs changed to an hour ahead eventually so I deleted my post. Right away he calls me a pussy for deleting it. No reasoning, just insults. Maybe he was just having a bad day but damn, 10 day ban? It was my first post on the sub and seemed like an honest mistake. He could've easily just told me what I did instead of trying to fight.
@Jeremiah Rodriguez
It was r/fellowkids so maybe. I did get a little pissy too but damn, the dude seemed to go in there wanting to talk shit. I was surprised there wasn't a sub dedicated to talking shit about bad mods either lol.
@Jeremiah Rodriguez FACTS
Him: I never stopped disassociating, I didn't feel like I was in control of my body
People with DID/OSDD: 👁👄👁
LMAO As a person who suspects they have OSDD this made me laugh 😂
In all seriousness though dissociation is the worst (luckily for me they’re not horrifyingly long periods of time), so I do feel bad for him :((
It’s Streamline Good Time “Suspected”.......
we live in a simulation, but that's okay
Yep, suspected. I have many of the symptoms but I’ve yet to be properly diagnosed because that kind of evaluation just isn’t an option in my city, and due to covid it isn’t really possible for me to travel to receive one elsewhere right now.
Holy shit, mines not really bad but it gets bad sometimes but 4 years is really long
I have DID so THIS HITS HARD
i had the same problem scaretheater did. one night my mom told me about death and stuff and I got really scared. thoughts like "what if the world ends when I'm asleep?!" the truth is, it won't. if you are experiencing a problem like this the best thing to do is ignore it. you will only end up scaring yourself, and in this guy's situation something similar scared him to actual death. if you are considering suicide over something like this, don't. you will be okay, I promise.
Video: "I'm sure many of you are familiar with Quantum Immortality."
Me: "Quantum WHAT?"
Me
Me
Yup lol
Multiverse theory but more complex. Instead of everytime you make a decision the timeline just continues in a straight line when you make the decision the timeline splits so in one timeline you go on a date but in a different timeline you dont.
@Straight Busta no. Its more complicated than that. The bare gist of quantum suicide is multiverse theory but its more than that. It has to do with quarks and different way quantum particles behave. The gun wont fire a bullet unless a particle behaves a certain way no matter how many times the trigger is pulled but once the particle behaves the other way the gun fires but doesn't negate the timeline where you are alive. Its a mix of schrodingers cat and multiverse theory compounded with extremely complicated theoretical physics. I fried my brain just reading a few dozen paragraphs about it.
"Hello parents"
"Hello son"
"Hi dad i'm hungry"
"Hi hungry I'm dad"
See saying, "Hello son." Is normal. I've seen a lot of parents refer to their child as son when used in the context of a sentence. However, referring to their parents by calling them out "parents" . . . Who does that?
Literally no one:
@@FIRE-LOTUS mm im curious how would someone refer to their parents then?
@@natanielantihueno2930 Literally mom and dad, or slang like "pops". Or little kids called them mommy and daddy when speaking to them. The only time I heard anyone say "father" and or "mother" is when they are talking about their parents to other people or in some cheesy movie/game/anime where the setting is historical or fantasy like, and even then I never heard anyone call out their parents father or mother, but even that's not as weird as calling out to your birthgivers as "parents" in public.
Sounds like a normal conversation between my roommate and I.
I thought up quantum immortality on my own, but had no idea what it was actually called. Not that I actually believe in it, but I’m glad I finally know the name of it.
SavagePanda845 you believe in it?
"That's an experience I would only wish on my worst enemies " 🤣🤣🤣
The real scary thing is that he's not using dark mode
HAH
T O O S P O O P Y F O R Y O U
I keep forgetting that reddit dark mode is a thing, #lightmodegang
@@Josuh listen here you littl-
No. Not sane. I personally would rather not go blind.
2nd one hit me. A few days ago, in the night, I went for a walk. Anywhere in town, no certain destination. Ended up at the bridge... I have never heard of that one theory, but I always tell myself 'maybe in another life'. My walk home kind of shook me because I heard the police sirens and what sounded like a helicopter. Fainting away as I got closer to home.
Tbh bro. Idk what to say. That story deeply resonated with me. Just kinda lost for words. Folks like us can't think bout that stuff often. Stay strong my nibba.
@@dizzee6089 yeah, I actually grew to hate the silence. Because I think when it surrounds me. I just always gotta have something to distract me. Art, music or just dumb nonsense with friends. And alcohol sure does help in the afternoons, did it a few weeks ago just before school, not the brightest idea but that shit had me talking talking with everyone. Loosen me up greatly, wish I could always feel like that.
@@spetsnazdan9982 Be careful with the alcohol. That could quickly turn into something bad if not careful. Good that you have other ways to distract yourself though.
@@mothmanghost983 yes , it can quickly turn into addiction. Telling from my own experience.
@@spetsnazdan9982 dont go too hard on the alcohol my man, it could land you in a bad spot if you're not cautious with it
I had the same feeling before about my mortality.
I was a child that time, i still remember it and is really questioning for me, have you ever thought what nothingness seem? Trying closing your left eye and observe it, thats how nothingness is, i just heard that or read that before. But when i was a child my grandfather died at the age of 75, before he died he didnt eat, drink etc. and after that he died because i just later figured out that he died because of smoking cigarettes. When we were on the funeral.... i really wanted to change my past, this specific time period because i was so stupid at that time. My cousins and family are crying, standing right next at my grandfathers coffin and some of them are hugging the coffin. But i, i was just standing, holding a stick and its a Y shaped stick, i was finding a rubber band that time for like an angry birds thing that i wanna do that time. My cousin said to me, crying "why are'nt you crying?" I said " i dont cry" and was finding a rubber band, i asked the guys who dig a 4 feet deep hole for the coffin to be lying there. I asked them if they have a rubber band, they said no and they grabbed my Y stick and throwed it away, then i cried and ran to my grandfather and hugged the coffin. Iwas so fucking stupid that time and i just wanna get it out of my mind.
Then when we were walking home, i was so struck about my mortality, i repeated the phrase "i dont want to die" everytime and i asked " mom i dont want to die" and even we were home i was still having an existential crisis about my mortality. I think my existential crisis about my mortality faded away for about 2 - 4 days after the burial of my grand father and i came back to my normal state of mind. Sometimes i think about that and question in for short period of time and etc.
Thats the story about my existential crisis when i was a child
Just thanks if you read my story and the story of stupid me that time.
Thanks :)))
Dude, hearing you talk about the existential crisis thing, and how you did overcome constantly thinking about it, helps me more than you could EVER imagine right now. I’m going through the exact same thing and it’s also been close to a month. Hopefully I’m speaking with my therapist today but just knowing I can overcome these really puts my mind at ease
How are you nowadays, friend?
“This is just a thought experiment, don’t try it.”
*me: has sudden urge to try it.*
same bro lets form a suicide pact
What happens when your old then? The theory doesn't even make sense.
aodhair mcsiplord 😎 ✌🏽we out this bitch
Event Horizon I assume it would only be for unnatural deaths. Suicide would fall under that, old age would not.
It's like being told not to dip your hands in lava
"I wish my worst enemies suffer dissociation"
Scare Theater, 2 Dec 2019
Based
administer ketamine
I used DXM
Isn't the expression 'wouldn't wish on my worst enemies'? lmao
@@FurryWulfz Yeah but he said he DID wish it upon his enemies lmao
Just wanna say, I massively related to the period of worry you said you had experienced yourself there!! I also lived scared of my mortality for a while and hearing you say that just gave me a nice kinda boost that I'm not mental! Cheers man, love your videos!
This is kind of random, but thank you for sharing your experience with your dissociative existential episode, I had a nearly identical experience for months last year and I thought no one else could possibly understand it so kept it to myself. It’s somewhat comforting to know someone else had this happen. 💜
i thought it said “I found a hidden journal in my husband”
"I (30F) sliced my husband's (30M) stomach open and found a very scary journal with information about many different women. Should I confront him about it?"
miss axolotl I thought she found it in his Collon
@@JoeMama-iq8hy oops, my bad
I found a hidden husband in my journal
Kinky
He found out what was the deal was with airline food
But seriously like.. what’s the deal?
@@cham5692 no really what is it
@@benjaminblak1972
The High Altitude Actually Causes The Food To Taste More Bland Due To The Pressure Differences.
Therefore, Airline Food Doesn't Taste As Good.
@@AssistantCoreAQI my life is now complete
@@benjaminblak1972
I'm Glad You Enjoyed My Comment, Sir!
7:22. My god. I've started experiencing this a week ago. Since then I've had a lot of trouble sleeping. I'm ~36 continuous hours awake, and sleep for ~8 hours after that. I realize that you probably won't read this, but you explaining my current mental state in perfect detail scared me. I think I've never been jealous at religious people until now. Believing that there's life after death, may it be through heaven or reincarnation, would solve a lot of problems.
No worries fam I’m listening, Fear of mortality can go to and from disassociation related crises it appears, but I’m an atheist too btw.. you can see all the beauty in life and appreciate it for what it is without a religion, the universe itself is so infinite, we are one with the universe, not just a part of it, we are a conscious extension, anything created or developed within the universe is the universe, you get what I’m saying.. anyway, we have a life among this infinite wonder.. but at one time we didn’t, the billions of years of known time that we didn’t have consciousness and it was just like a sleep kinda? (Before we were born)
So while we are here, we should try and enjoy all the beauty and amazing things life can offer us, instead of focusing on the idea of a long rest after our lives, and in the end.. we are still a part of the universe even if not conscious when we go back to nature eventually, according to science all of the atoms in our bodies were at one time in the stars, that’s how phenomenal things can be.
In crises, where you are focusing of negative thing, you need to start trying to pull yourself out of it with things that you like and love.. this can be anything that you enjoy, some people might struggle with it more than others, like many other personal issues people can have, how are you doing 1 year on from this comment? Hope everything is well, keep your chin up :)
This happened to me in 2018, I think it’s called depersonalization, your mind numbs your emotions (hence the feeling of being out of your body) I’ve had it ever since but I learned to ignore it only when I overthink does it come back
the quantum immortality guy reminds me a LOT of an anxiety/OCD related breakdown I had years ago with intrusive thoughts about existence/death/lots of stuff. I've learned some coping skills and am doing a lot better these days, but it was truly one of, if not the worst, experience of my life, so easy to spiral. I hope he's ok.
How did you cope?
@@Link-oy4ok I was basically losing my shit for four months straight, and was still doing pretty badly for about a year after that. The biggest thing I can say is don't fight your intrusive thoughts- it sounds weird but paying attention to them only tells your brain they're a threat and something to focus on, as the high anxiety intrusive thoughts can trigger your brain to genuinely believe having those thoughts is dangerous. It's VERY hard work to try to let your thoughts be, but engaging with them is worse. Say a common intrusive thought, not related to that redditor's problem is "What if I killed someone/wanted to kill someone/wanted to do something I find morally reprehensible" your instinct is to think "No i wouldn't do that, I'm a good person, Why would I think that? ect" but that only feeds the cycle of giving the thought attention. When it gets very severe it takes a long time to break the pattern, and my intrusive thoughts had plenty of horrible themes to keep me upset for a long time, but little by little after letting these thoughts exist and not engaging with them it gets easier. Once it gets easier you're more able to distract yourself, playing a game, exercise, a long convo with someone.
Once your brain has some distance between itself and the thoughts it's much easier to see they didn't mean anything at all in the first place. IDK if you;re just asking out of curiosity or if this is something you've struggled with but if anyone reading this is having a similar issue I have a lot of tips and advice and I promise it gets better, therapy for OCD, even if you are not diagnosed with that, specifically Pure O OCD (where you don't have physical compulsions like hand washing, but instead mental ones IE arguing with yourself, replaying memories, ect) is immensely helpful, but something I didn't have available to me at the time.
Everyone experiences intrusive thoughts to varying degrees, like how you may think about swerving off the road when driving, it's super normal, but in some people thoughts are more apt to getting "Stuck" and that's where the problem comes in, as it did for this redditor
M Amber every once in a while I’ll just get lost in my thoughts about that stuff and I know exactly what you’re talking about. I get that feeling too but I can control it.
@@mamber4100 I really, REALLY relate to this. I've had insomnia for years due to intrusive thoughts, just overall negative thinking about the meaning of life, existential dread, the sheer insignificance of existence itself, questioning who I am as a human being, what horrible things I'm capable of in different situations, or the fact that our world is so corrupt and full of horrible acts and ideals. A lot of intelligent people have intrusive thoughts more than others, because their brain brings up these questions and theories far more often (more neurons firing, more ability to see patterns, etc. are all indicative of a higher than normal IQ) and this is further evidenced by the fact that the higher your IQ is, the higher the chance of suicide. Add onto that anxiety related disorders and it becomes absolutely horrible (mine worsened horribly at night, when i had nothing to take my mind off it)
To give an example, a few years ago, I played a game called Doki Doki Literature Club (its a cringe but interesting psychological horror game literally ABOUT existential dread) and for a few days after I couldn't sleep or think about anything other than the premise of it, the antagonist is a program in a simulated world that knows shes a program, and tries to do everything she can to feel real, yet nothing ever works. Her poems that she writes are extremely horrific, her coming to the epiphany that shes pixels in a simulated world, and I was genuinely affected by the question of what if we are in a simulation? We'd never know and if we ever did know, then surely we would go insane, do insane things, just coming to the realization that none of its real and our lives are hollow and without meaning, that we're all living in a fantasy. The idea made me literally dissociate from reality for a few days without being able to control it. It subsided quicker than most but it was so insane, the feeling i was getting was just like unexplainable dread.
I personally medicate it with marijuana (halle fucking lujah for that shit, turns my brain off) and so its not as present now for me as it was before, and I can actually get decent sleep. That probably doesn't work with a lot of people, and for those people its even worse.
@@romanbloomfield9066 Just curious, where did you hear about intrusive thought indicating a higher IQ? I have the same thing but i've never heard that before.
Great timing, I was about to go to sleep.
same lol
Yep same he just had to make a episode about someone disappearing. No offence of course. Because that would be a sin
Same
You’re still not asleep go to sleep son
Same
Ik the type of obsession with the quantum immortality, I experienced something similiar with death just like you scare theatre, im scared of mortality and i couldnt stop thinking of the topic for like a week or so. It was all so scary because the feeling of just dying and never even know you were ever alive is what i was thinking about
Yes exactly!
I love that even though your channel revolves around "scary" stories, you're not afraid to debunk things. It's TRUE stories (as far as we can tell), not just creepypastas. I love this format! I'm not a big fan of creepypastas as they tend to border between realistic and fantasy, and don't usually have a conclusive ending. It messes with my anxiety a lot. I'd rather hear about things that are actually going on, debunk fakes, and learn about why these things are happening.
I'm the husband, don't worry she's fine. Now please mail me a detailed description of what you look like and what you're wearing if your female.
Poop
Mabe a little fart
It's him guys
Haha
I am definitely female humanoid person i wear nothing but big trashbag poncho
"--their hairstyle and make-up, their bodies... their weight and proprotions---"
What kind of thirst is this??
my thirst for fictional characters of course
"Whenever you make a decision, the universe splits into two"
Pretty egotist to believe any decision you make has any effect on the universe.
Great video ! I also am in love with the backround music and atmosphere.
weird/creepy shit on reddit is always interesting
c0ryph43u5 guy on rddit is scary af, he made like over 1000 accounts and harass and creeps people until reddit finally banned him hardware
Tru most of its bullshit tho
@@hollowtavo7612 yeah that's my problem with a lot of these stories. A lot of them are just made-up bullshit.
When I first read the title, I originally thought it was about some Top Government Secret.
Poipole49 same
Same no all exposed thi.gs as death does not exist is script so is all exposed if some don t know wake But really some still think aliens are not the fallen ones damn wake but i died chester day workin in same media so i know our demons i died 24 mins 9 month of coma but don t need my witness on what we were to talk before his death my coma now i m a lawyer count i born from a politician who left this priestess dead at 26 as me if you are still not awake i can write all why i don t die ask it yourself is easy is all on me all levels i m a priestess or no i did not came back not i n my old life where i was poor but i had love here i had all i m dead inside so no you never die til god as to me say is youe last the redemption one so but in not a secret saturn cube the matrix menkind create around earth as a prison is all exposed yes our thougths as a quantum computer change the reality so church scare with death no you never die is so boring and you don t call levo one of 12 tribe of israel sl how long i m.here that all say me i was to say think this are you saying i m bored as ..It s easy if you talk with non belivers in this case was a fuckin demon or eletronic harassament i m aa lawyer now but i died 2 years ago chester day fentanyl was in my syringhe a idiot exchange to stole my speedball this woman died a week ago sAme death so don t say me some are truly chosen one but i m b- born in a cult dad politician mom a dead priestess at 26 as me same family demon i started at 12 with drugs or all my life lukily my q i is high xD not in that way so i m jew heneed to exit fucked up religions don t fear death i died 24 min 9 month in coma at time i was a model they forced me their symboolism in photo was stressing hiding all tattoes i have and i was ready for my death that year i died a demon was still takin i m filmed as the possesed girl under the metro lukily no one at work knows i was that i paid my path but no goddoes not enter is not in our dimension as many came back we saw met him and earth is far from him men choiche choose evil so i felt his feeling just in demoniac possession the fear can t move thiis thimg stayed in me til i died docs were scared of this voice both when i wake i say so much on them and they started lookin all my blood i m 7 feet tall my finger feet are attached i did surgery they saw one was still i m born of 6 month left handed i came back diffrent angry to be here i knew the truth aldready but this time damn i dream everything before as before drugs i choose them to block all now today is the 4 th month of flood i alerted all in july so i dreamt m
As i said before to die we ll come out this shit i will finish law recover my daugther we llhave no more addicts but men full of money so we are he had a possession as scripture says in laast days the antilife will pretend to be god damn isall script by 5000 years i came back as many destroyed my path but i m angry with all the demo blinded mean ones he wont understand what he met
lia levi bro wut
lia levi Thank you kanye, very cool!
@@richtofen4888 no kanye i m a lawyer and he just said too much without power i have my dad in lolitics damn i grew in this shit if you are a sheep sleeping damn wake cause is late
@scaretheater a lot of things that you say make me more and more interested in what you’re explaining you never get off topic and feels like we think a like
Thank you for sharing your own experience of suffering through mental anguish and torment - frequently the amount of distress and literal pain it can cause isn’t recognised enough.
Person says that he is going to kill himself.
Reddit bots: he's fine nobody needs to relief him just let him do his things.
And thats why I don't like bots. Even the good ones.
Shut up dingus. You hate automated processes for keeping their respective subreddits orderly. Get a life.
@@ibn_adham Wow. Triggered much?
@@ibn_adham Imagine standing up for BOTS.
Holy shit, take your own advice, dude.
@@KaiserMattTygore927 Lmao I'm sure you'd rather let subreddits be more susceptible to raids for the sake of bots doing what any normal mod would do if they didn't have lives. Looks like we've found the pathetic 4channer.
@@scran Lmao you've got issues buddy. Go back to your tiny little basement and project your insecurities on some other simp.
He knew how to out pizza the hut.
cyborg killa No one OUT PIZZAS THE HUT 😡😡
fr bro THEY WILL HUNT YOU DOWN LIKE A DOG
This comment and profile pic combo is the most frightening thing I’ve seen on the internet
Actually, he learned the combination, I can tell you, it's 1234- [Comment has been removed]
Oh god he out pizza'd the hut.... Oh no oh god
I resonate with the mortality thing.. I have it hit me randomly sometimes when it started a couple months ago and I feel with just dissociating and feeling fake and like life isn’t real. It’s nice to know I’m not alone and I don’t feel as bad about having the feeling, and I hope you’ve recovered from your panic attack episode and that life finds you well 💜
The death panic thing was so relatable. I had a bad depressive episode when I was like 13 because I could not make peace with the concept. I could barely get out of bed. I still have bouts of dissociation & depression but nothing worse than that phase of my life.
ugh, i wish there was an update to the first post. i really wish i could know what happened to that woman.
deep down, i want to think her husband is just a harmless weirdo, especially since he prob hasnt slept with any of these women, but u never kno
Well hello there, fellow FE fan.
Idk Dk that’s what i hope too. and i also want to know the reason behind why he had the journal. too bad it’s unlikely we’ll ever find out. 😣
Hopefully she just got some good advice and things were worked out.
Makoto Naegi so I was just thinking about your comment and thought “hey that would be super cool if something similar happened to me with danganronpa” then I saw your name and I-
"They say thank you and sorry when unneeded"
THE CANADIANS!
Or me (I’m American)
@@spleens4200 lol as a Canadian I relate to that so much
@@danibanani15 lol
_we have infiltrated the U.S.A and are starting to pour syrup on all of the door handles and rails._
*kek*
i often say thank you when undeeded its a weird habit and im from the uk
I feel at some point in everyone’s life we all have to come to grips with our mortality. When you’re young you feel you’ll live forever but when you hit your 20’s the thought of dying will inevitably enter your mind. I’ve personally been inches from death and when I woke up the next day the realisation of how wonderful this experience here on earth is and the feeling of living everyday and appreciating what and who you have really hit me hard. At any moment it can all be over so just live your life however you want and live for the moment because the moments are what stay with us whether it’s yesterday last week last year or years ago they’re what will make you who you are and comfort us in our darkest time’s.
Death unites us all and there is no escaping it so get out of this life exactly what you want and do not wait for tomorrow.
Mitsu Mitsu Thats true, sorry I should have said I was talking on my own experience and when it happened to me.
Psychosis is actually more common, not during withdrawal, but after you've been up for a couple days. I'm an ex meth addict, I know this for a fact.
Same here. I’ve never had psychosis during withdrawals, not that vivid anyway. Not even during a binge have I thought anything that weird
i had a similar existential crisis to the quantum thingy guy. I had been reading Lovecraft novels, and it really made me think of humans ignorance and the Universe, how it was infinite, never-ending, and held many secrets, some of which may drive a human insane. The more I thought about this, the more hysterical and anxious I got, until it got to a point where I wasn't even able to look at the sky without getting anxiety or having a panic attack. I went to therapy, and not only got help with the anxiety I was feeling from my current situation, but also my social anxiety, which was really great for me. I'm a lot happier now, occasionally I slip back into these thought patterns but I know that I can get back out of them with more logical thinking, also the fact that I was assuming the worst helped me calm down, and I would start to focus on more positive probabilities.
a mid life crisis
@@Sakboi2012 except I'm 15 and was 14 at the time when I had the crisis lmao
@@aaethervox103 you have that many years left
Lovecraft is trash
@@akirakurusu4366 how so?
Yo, heads up - that dissociation for a month matches up with a lot of symptoms of having a major depressive episode. If you ever feel like it's starting again, get to a psychologist ASAP, bc it doesn't always stop on its own :(
9:59 That to me sounds like a low key people joking with each other... 😂
Profile pic sauce?
Assuming quantum immortality was real, and the guy did commit suicide, wouldn’t he just inform reddit that his suicide attempt failed, therefore proving the theory? In our reality, he’s dead, but in the other, where “the gun jams” at least, he would be able to tell the other reality version of reddit that it was true? Because his post would still be there. It wouldn’t erase just because his “gun jammed”. So assuming quantum immortality is real, the other reality of reddit is being updated of what happened after he tried committing suicide. This is all assuming this wasn’t just a hoax, and he actually did off himself to prove the theory for himself.
Yup. Sadly we'll never know because obviously that's a different reality...
I like how you said "an experience I would only wish on my worst enemies" instead of the normal phrase "an experience I wouldn't even wish on my worst enemies". It makes it sound like there are some people out there that you really want to see suffer
Andrew Zimmer There's people I'd like to throw a snowball at, but not much more than that.
Well, it's only for one month, and there are some dicks out there.
@@neonmajora8454 How a about step parents who routinely abuse his kids, record it, then upload it to UA-cam just for fame? Or women who throw around false rape allegation and destroy people's life just for clout and settlement money?
@@Acueil that escalated
Acueil
Or... actual rapists? Lmao
I remember about 4-5 years ago going through a rough experience thinking about death, it scared me. I couldn't fathom the thought of dying, I would feel as if my vision was going dark just thinking about it for a few minutes, I saw your video about fears and the fear of death that you had made me feel like I wasn't alone, it brought me much comfort. Love your videos, I've been watching for a looong time and can't wait to see more!
i've been in the same boat before-- hope you're doing a bit better now, mate.
Memento mori. Remember you will die one day. Dont wanna be gloom, but at a young age of 15, I feel ready to die. I don't know the meaning of life, if I did then I wouldn't be this way. Use your limited time wisely..
@@pastyle0001 athiesm kills
Gotta love watching these videos right before bed and not being able to sleep
Wonder if you could do an update on some of these old videos and see if any new info has been found.
I'm so glad you're back!
💞💞💞
On the the second one I think everyone goes through something like this. I went through this when I was very young, I was scared of death. But some people can’t get over it and it’s sad.
Edit: I wanted to make an edit because this comment is getting attention, if you or someone you know is going through this and you or that person you know doesn’t want to keep going just know that there are people there for you and if you have no one then here’s a helpful, suicide prevention number
1-800-273-8255
Jasee ok bro that’s way outta left field
@Frizzurd Well, your name makes me giggle so that helps, thanks!
I just always think that it won't matter because I won't know I'm dead. All the worrying stops then.
@Frizzurd Same, the dying process is what gets to me, to no longer exist is not too much for me but I sometimes think what if everyone who is dead is just paralyzed but alive, they can feel the pain but can't react, we would never actually know if this is true. Its a stupid thought but I randomly came to me and scared me, what if dead isn't the end.
It's said that your brain automatically protects itself from thoughts contemplating the existence of your life, or the universe. I read it... somewhere?
9:44 they’re just canadians
Cloud they sure are lol
Sorreh
or french
I absolutely relate to your account of your anxieties regarding your mortality. I hope you've attained some level of peace, with time. I've had this problem since I was 17 or so, being 30 now, and it still persists. It's nice to know I'm not alone in these feelings.
The first one was actually the husband pretending to be his wife
First 1
Sounds Onision
Like lowkey its sounds like Him even the Body shaming and rating girls Crap like that sound just like him
Yup
That is so true
@@pneuma6202 oh my God where is she right now? Lol jk I don't know where she is. I do think she needs to run for the horizon
Or that Brazilian guy who mysteriously died
Dyionisis Yhe horned one “No, you’re the incel!”
Sorry, I mean “your.”*
Time to watch some Scaretheater before going to bed knowing full well I can’t handle anything horror related
:3
Comrade Jacky right lol
Comrade Jacky samee
Omg same
r/me_irl
:3
Great channel!!!!!! I'm so glad I found it.
I've been going through a existential crisis for awhile now and it's getting better pretty nice to see other people going through the same thing
Redditors disappear after discovering Template memes aren’t funny
I sort by new and the amount of shitty templates I see are immeasurable
redditors disappear after i fucking kill them all
its over bros
@@scrittle Redditor dissappears after his big chungus r/wooosh Keanu reeves wholesome breathtaking minecraft good fortnite bad meme gets 2 upvotes
Ngl Me and the boys meme was fucking funny until they added that spider man villains thing and it just felt shitty.
Redditor disappears after discovering that the nobody meme isn’t funny
I actually really resonate with Scare Theatre regarding the thought of death, if I think about it too much I start spiralling too. It's a horrible feeling
@@AiresLA I think that's partly the reason why it sends me spiralling, luckily I'm young and I know the whole "you've got your whole life ahead of you" but there's people younger than me who have been unfortunate enough to pass on 😕 really puts things into perspective
I never worried about dying till this past year...and it has started causing me panic attacks...it's truly awful especially since I have no one who will even miss me.
@@XAI1963 I feel you buddy, pretty recent for me as well. Really sucks
"Memento Mori". Death is inevitable, so learn to embrace it.
I used to really fear the thought of death when I was like 14 or around there but I've come to a point now where it doesn't really worry me. Dying with regrets, alone, etc, those are all different things that I've struggled with since then but eventually I got past those too. If anything, I think living for too long scares me more than anything. I'm young as well, I just turned 18 a month ago, but when I imagine myself living to 40 or even past my 20s it really upsets me. I know there's a lot of stuff I haven't done, but there's not a whole lot of stuff I really want to do either. I feel like I'm pretty content with how my life has been, and if I go on for too long the chance that I'm just gonna give myself more things to regret gets higher and higher. I'm not suicidal or anything like that, not anymore anyways, but I just don't want to live that long. It just feels like too much. I've done and still do a lot of things in my life that other people may see as weird or pointless or whatever, and a lot of people would probably just discredit my existence as a whole, and that's fine. That doesn't bother me. I've always tried to do what I want to do while I have the time to do it. I've accepted that death has to come at some point, but I really don't like to think about how long it may take to get there. I just keep going because I'm sure I'll grow out of it at some point and life is good for me right now. If it gets to be years from now and I still feel the same way, then who knows. Guess we'll have to wait and see. That's what keeps me going.
The main flaw I see with the concept of quantum immortality is that there is no rule saying you have to be the observer. While it is true that you will never observe your own death, other people existing in the same reality will observe it.
Oof, I can very much relate to that fear of mortality, I’ve had similar moments to what you described. It’s really something no one should have to go through. In more recent times, I’ve made some peace with the fact I’m one day gonna die, but the fear is still there in the back of my mind, and comes back occasionally, especially at night.
Second one hit me hard. As someone with high functioning autism, that "dissociation" feeling hits me pretty damn often for completely unrelated reasons, often when I get very tired or when I have a sensory overload in a particularly overwhelming social situation. I will be the first to tell you that that sort of feeling I the most horrible thing I have ever felt in my life. When it happened most recently, after an all nighter I pulled with my friend, I went over to his new house to help him clean up and get ready to move in. Right at the end, I went into some form of sensory overload and started dissociating for about three straight hours afterwards, only getting back to normal when I went to sleep. I felt like an observer watching someone else performing my normal actions, like I was simply trapped, watching and listening as my body went on autopilot. I couldn't escape. I couldn't get back to normal. I felt completely trapped and unsafe in my own body.
All my heart goes out to Eric, the featured Reddit user, and anyone else who has gone though such things. My experiences, as vivid and horrifying as they were, pale in comparison to those who reach that level of dissociation. You are troopers.
riffsix sometimes i feel like we freak out about our lives on that level because we’re not all knowing. we can’t know everything. so to try and think about life after death and understand it completely, it just can’t happen. that’s kind of how i see it.
Last time I was this early reddit didn’t have disturbing stories.
Gold’s Fake And Real Love Hurts nikka!
That story you told about the dissociation is utterly terrifying for me to think about. I hate thinking about it too, because it gets me very scared and uncomfortable, but to have it for a month straight must be horrifying.
ive experienced very similar mental states to the person obsessed with quantum immortality. its a very scary way to be, the human brain isnt built to handle such grand questions, especially when there is no way to find definitive answers. take care yall