One of my biggest fears is going mentally insane for whatever reason. I remember last year when I had worked 3 weeks inside an Aged Care facility to get my certificate, I had also worked within the Dementia sector… and the youngest person there was a man who was in this 40’s. I wondered how he had gotten Dementia so early in his life, and I found out it was because he had tried to commit suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning from his car. He had done it because, he was being bullied by his co-workers at his job. He used to be a very intelligent man, he would create maps of local cities… but after his suicide attempt, his mind regressed to being a child incapable of looking after himself. What’s even more sad though is that it was his mother that had found him in the garage and had to drag him out to save him in time. She’s also living within the same Dementia sector, since she had gotten the same disease later on in life as well but just from old age. The mother and son, 100% do not recognize each other whenever they cross paths together through the hallway... they are not friends, nor do they know each others names. They have both been living there for 10 years. He was her only son as well, she was a single mom.
Same, sometimes I get worried that I might develop some mental disorder that makes me go insane. At least I'm glad I'm not the only person who has this fear.
It’s a very real fear! It’s not weird at all, I suffer from GAD and I worry about going insane. I watched my friend slowly lose herself, it’s terrifying. You have every right to fear it
Also my friends okay, she’s on the rights meds and everything she says correlates now and etc. so if you were to lose yourself, overtime you will recover with the right environment and help 🧡
I worked for three years with Dementia sufferers and believe me, getting Dementia isn't too bad as you don't realise what's going on. It's much harder on the families who have to watch their loved ones turn into strangers. I had a type of Depression called Pseudo-Dementia so I'm one of the few people to have first-hand experience of Dementia symptoms; it's unnerving at first to lose things like keys and remotes, then frightening as you lose your way in your own home, then the memory fails constantly, so as soon as you realise something is wrong, you've forgotten about it. It's more a state of constant, slight confusion. I lost motor function at one point which would be devastating to a 'normal' person , but I wasn't sure if I could walk before, or couldn't remember walking, so that actually was no big deal at the time. I was fortunate it was a temporary mental state and not permanent physical one.
Google translate grammatically fixes some broken sentences since they use some mechanism similar to prefabs, hence why those random memes of people spamming things into Google translate exist, anyways, basically, it could very likely be Google translate turning it into coherent and understandable text, although, it may not be coherent when it comes to its context.
he obviously doesn't know that and just put it through google translate at the time of the recording, when he show a screenshot of the translated text, google says it's arabic
It would have to be a very dedicated troll, the accounts been posting for 3 years and was crazy off the bat and they've made a lot of posts Admittedly I find some of the stuff they post funny
Honestly I think it's a slow-burn hoax. The Arabic and Russian text, and the fact that this woman should have been helped by now, are pretty good evidence
It's possible to function with that level of madness in your thoughts. I tried to get my dad help for more than a decade because of the bizarre, freaky letters he'd send 5 times a day at one point and the stuff he'd say on the phone, yet he managed to hold a low level job and evade anyone who could help
My theory is that maybe she's actually Armenian (as it was already said the text wasn't arabic) and while she couldn't put together sentences in enlish anymore, she could at least still make sense in her native language? If this is all true, I hope at least her daughter is safe now
The post about her ex trying to ruin her life etc leads me to believe that she had some kind of schizophrenia all along or that the bogus treatments for Lyme she was taking triggered a psychotic break and her family saw it clear as day (don’t forget they saw her every day in person instead of just on reddit and knew her far more intimately) and managed to give her ex full custody of the daughter they likely had joint custody of beforehand. Like either she had full custody and the dad saw her at regular intervals or she had custody m-f and dad got her on weekends, but after things deteriorated so much, dad hoy full custody and she was left with mere visitation rights, which could have made her psychosis worse. Don’t forget that we still don’t have the full story. I personally am convinced that she never had Lyme disease. The question is was she a victim of a scam artist who got her on some fucked up “natural herbal healing supplements” or whatever the fuck (the same kind of people who convince desperate rubes to treat their cancer with healing crystals and incense) after falsely diagnosing her with Lyme, or was the Lyme all part of her psychosis and she sought out the fucked up drugs?
This is a really plausible theory. I'm not sure if schizophrenia is similar in this regard, but I know with things like dementia, people will lose memories of more recent events or more recently learned skills. I could definitely see English being her second language and she is losing her memories and grasp on the English language, but since she has known Armenian since birth, she can still navigate the language perfectly.
I don’t think it was a troll account. The account had a lengthy post history with a lot of details into this person’s life as well as some truly bizarre ramblings that would be very hard to “fake”. Based on reading over the profile I think there’s a few things about this individual (elaborated on below): 1. I don’t think she has Lyme disease. 2. I don’t think the supposed doctor treating her has any kind of medical license. 3. I think the treatments this person is “prescribing” her are likely exacerbating her psychosis. 4. I think she’s a mentally ill woman being taken advantage of. The first issue with her not having Lyme is quite simple. She has never tested positive for any antibodies, nor had she recalled any situations where she was bitten by a tick. Lastly her symptoms just don’t seem to be consistent with Lyme. Head fog, lethargy, and depression are some of the more common symptoms I’m aware of. This individual seems to be experiencing acute, episodic schizophrenic symptoms. Secondly her “doctor” is vehemently against prescribing antibiotics and only provides natural herbal remedies. It seems kind of strange for a doctor claiming to specialize in treating an infection won’t even prescribe antibiotics for someone suffering from severe symptoms. Even doctors wary of overprescribing will give someone who is clearly suffering antibiotics. I think the answer here is quite simple. This individual is against antibiotics because they are not a licensed doctor and cant write scripts for antibiotics. Operating under the facade you are refusing to prescribe antibiotics due to ethical reasons is a great way to trick your patient into thinking you could prescribe antibiotics if you wanted to. As far as her treatment goes, she claimed she would take the medication and almost immediately begin having severe herxes that would last days and sometimes weeks. These herxes consisted of vivid hallucinations and psychosis. This is not normal. If you reread it without her insistence that she’s herxing, I think a good argument could be made that she’s being drugged by her doctor and her doctor has told her she will herx if the medicine is working, knowing full well what the side effects of whatever drugs are in that concoction. And that brings me to my final point. This is a mentally ill woman that is being manipulated by a scam artist and has probably spent thousands already on a treatment that simply causes her to hallucinate and fall into psychotic episodes. Despite never testing positive for Lyme she contacts a supposed doctor who convinces her she has Lyme. The doctor says antibiotics won’t work and the only thing that will work is this special treatment protocol that involves taking god knows what (that the doctor doesn’t need a script to prescribe). She takes the medicine, becomes violently ill and the “doctor” convinces her that this violent reaction actually means the medicine is working and therefore she needs to keep taking it. My one solace is knowing at least this fake doctor had a shred of ethics and refused to treat istherelifeafterlyme’s young child, who the user was convinced also had Lyme disease.
patricio nick “Bob Hickman and Is There Life After Lymes in the same video? What is this, a crossover episode???” ((Bonus points for anyone who can get the reference))
I feel madness is more of a lateral shift in thinking as well as a decline. A lot of insane people are very smart, but their morals and outlook have warped to the point of no return.
Lyme disease takes a huge toll on the body and is a cocktail of a group of terrible things. Not all of the possible ailments have been fully cataloged by scientists
@What The F Blog I learned "the matchstick theory" of modes of thinking (that's what my professor called it)... It's honestly the easiest way for me to remember/reconcile types of thought. Ever heard of it? What do you think of it?
he obviously doesn't know that and just put it through google translate at the time of the recording, when he show a screenshot of the translated text, google says it's arabic
Update for Feb 2020: Sometime in 2019, istherelifeafterlyme's account was deleted. Before that, she was contacted and her sister, Dianne, told the contactor that she was hurt very badly in a "self harming incident" and is in a hospital in Albuquerque, New Mexico. Hopefully there she's getting the treatment she needs. (edited for spelling)
Her post mentioning Bob is likely a copy and paste job. I remember running across the "God entered my body" thing years ago and looking at his website. Had hundreds of long rambling descriptions of "visions". Hollie was mentioned in a lot, and the term "Hollie showed" occured over and over again. I recognized both in that shot of her post
Maybe someone paraphrasing his stuff for some reason? prophecyministry.blogspot.com/2012/02/god-enters-into-bob-hickman-like-body.html?m=1 The last paragraph includes Hollie asking "when are you gonna eat something?" which also appears in her Reddit post but worded differently. Also I don't think Bob uses terms like "F***ing sl*t" too often
I also saw a mention of “Helter Skelter” which is something that Charles Manson made up. It’s likely that she just googled insane ramblings and copy-pasted them into her posts.
CaptainCrape Alternatively, it’s an obsessive psychotic point of focus for them. They could’ve come across the name switching channels past a National Geographic documentary and it’s enough for a (disorganised) schizophrenic to create a psychotic anchor.
After doing some research, i believe this woman and her daughter both have disorganized schizophrenia. It is a type of schizophrenia that causes irreversable damage to the brain, resulting in unorganized/ nonsensical behavior, hallucinations, odd speech patterns, and innapropriate mood responses. It is usually diagnosed in 15-25 year olds, but there are exceptions. I also read that it's genetic, so that would explain why her daughter has it as well. Based off what i know, if you start treatment early, you can remain relatively normal. But this woman seems to have been without treatment for a long time and, if this is real, sadly, the damage cannot be undone. I worry for her daughter, too.
SueSheDraws there’s a guy I’m friends with on Facebook and PS4 who posts this kind of nonsense all the time and I always figured he had some kind of schizophrenia. Not sure how he ended up on my friends list. He says a lot of racial slurs and there’s a lot of race war type talk in his speech but none of it makes sense. He’s a scary looking guy too. Someone must be taking care of him though.
Hitler Smoking muddy blunts Psychology student here, you don’t have it. People with disorganised schizophrenia have zero footing in reality and can’t form one logical sentence. If you ask them how they’re doing, an example of their reply would be “And I know I’m making yellow cakes which really is the reason my mother married the neighbour for the May celebration and now I love my cats.” When they’re done, they genuinely believe they gave a normal and logical answer to your question. Instead of straight lines their brain activity looks like a pinball machine. They stand out in the first conversation you have with them, they’re fully unable to act not sick. They’re extremely lacking in self-awareness and have no idea they’re not normal. The fact that you question your own sanity by definition means you’re not a disorganised schizophrenic :)
okay someone tell me that it’s not weird that this is an actual fear of mine. like just the thought of going crazy and having no power to stop it, while also possibly having another life depending on me (like a child or someone) scares me so much.
I’m 17 and currently my gf is pregnant and due in the upcoming weeks, I’m my family tree, specifically my moms side dealt with a lot of schizophrenia and although I don’t have any symptoms relating to that I deal with depression anxiety and minor paranoia, I have a fear I will get it
I think this person was on meth or something, and yeah it is kinda terrifying. If it gets too bad, atleast you always have the option of commiting suicide.
ScareTheater I should look at it in its entirety. You made some good points on its fishiness, I like how you take everything with a grain of salt unlike some horror based UA-camrs.
+Scaretheater eh, the randomly coherent inserted armenian text, the forced tie in with other then-relevant conspiracies, and bobby, it just seems too convenient for it to not be some story.
I have chronic Lyme which I have gotten from my mom who has it as well. It stayed dormant in my system until I was 11 years old. Mental issues play a huge roll in Lyme yet from her case sounds like there’s something else brewing. I hope she’s okay.
"she was the only specialist in my area" CALL A TAXI, A RELATIVE, AN UBER, A TRAIN, SOMETHING IDK BUT GET! OUT! OF! THE-1 CITY! TO! SEE! SOMEONE! ELSE! maybe im over-reacting but if nobody in my area could help me about something this serious i'd go somewhere else asap. oh, its a 16 hour ride????? dont care
I'm a bit late to reply but, when a family member of mine was really ill we actually flew somewhere to get a second opinion. This is a legitimate point. It just doesn't make sense to stay in the same place while your life is at stake.
Well she did say that she was short on money and if you have another life in ur hands that depends on you, its hard to just travel to another city to therapy. I think she also really hoped it would work so she stayed to try and get some results.
i dunno if i think this is legit, but i could understand how she could survive. i have psychotic episodes and im never to this point, but theres breaks, so shes probably just posting during episodes and no other time. psychosis isnt usually constant, especially with an onset like this.
@@shadowxxe well that's what I mean. With schizophrenia (hi, schizophrenic here), you have episodes but are generally functioning when you arent having episodes. So she could ONLY be doing this during episodes and be totally fine all other times.
@@thevoided1435 I'll admit I'm, not an expert nor do I claim to be but if you remember a reditor try to contact her and she exhibited the same behaviour throwing random nonsensical words into a sentence now it is entirely possible that she was having an episode however the likelihood that she'd be having an episode at the exact same time someone contacted her is slim personally i think she may have disorganised schizophrenia or some sort of brain damage that has caused her to have the condition she does (possibly from the medication)
Her account was apparently deleted by her sister Dianne, after telling somebody in a private message that she had been hurt very badly and is in the hospital...
People say very little against out of place sexual comments... In fact, they praise them. You can bet your ass that if it had to do with any kind of fandom, the commenter would be bullied off the internet by a greasy old man who thinks being an asshole is a thing to be proud of.
+thetheninja can't tell if you mean the person who made the sexual comment would be, or someone who says something against the cliche joke would be. Either way, the joke is so overdone that I don't think it'd ever happen.
@@voidofspaceandtime4684, I mean people make gross sexual comments on things like this (or any video, really), and nobody says a thing against it. If you do, people get pissed off at you. But if some kid makes an out of place fandom joke, half the internet comes down on them as if they've committed a heinous crime. That is to say, the same edgelords who whine about people "policing humor" openly police humor by bullying others who didn't do anything wrong.
“Cease to exist” is a line in Never Learn Not To Love by the Beach Boys, a song Dennis Wilson stole from Charles Manson. Manson’s original title was Cease to Exist. She mentions Manson and Helter Skelter in the post titled “Cease to Exist(Idle No More)”. Idk if that’s intentional but it’s interesting
quick correction: “Morgellons” is not really about feeling bugs under ones skin. Its a condition were individuals believe that their body has some sort of artificial “fibers” inside of it. There is debate on what these fibers actually are, why they are in body, and so on. There is debate on if this is a real phenomena or if it is all delusional.
hi, sorry for a late reply hope i don’t bother you but i think he means what it may feel like to a person bc he doesn’t want to give a long explanation? i could be wrong because i honestly don’t know anything about it and have never experienced it (there’s no hate in this comment btw have a nice day/afternoon/night) :)
Its all delusional. These people pick at their skin and open the skin, fibers get embedded in the wound, then it heals a little and they think the fibers are coming out of their body.
@@ryanwinkelman1781 Although it was claimed to be related to chem trails (climate engineering) and a British university recently found magnetic particles in brains which shouldn't be there and are easy to mistake for normal pollution. Something is going on - the criminals in charge are even talking about the need for spraying particulates in the atmosphere to reflect sunlight and cool the planet. Although they deny such a project is underway.
@@scottjohnstone6204 the criminals in charge have no idea what they're doing. Its still debatable if the globe is actually warming and if it is if humans are even causing it. They'll be the ones to do something irreversible and kill us all.
@@ryanwinkelman1781 Damn right - but somebody knows what they are doing, that's why I sometimes ponder if a non human intelligence is directing us , because they seem to take risks for humanity that are critical without care or concern. I think somebody is terra-forming .
I'm not trying to sound like an ass here.. I honestly am confused, I used to work with a guy that always talked about being Armenian, but his accent was very russian-esq, so.. I'm just confused here... shit.. I don't even know what I'm trying to say
And he talk about stuff like "American gold is crap, ill bring you my ring and show you, Russian gold is beautiful" granted this guy was probably 10-15 years older than me and I remember seeing the Berlin wall come down, so I'm sure he lived in the ussr... am I missing something here?
I almost lost my sanity after not taking my medication, I didn’t realize it would have such huge psychological effects on me so I couldn’t understand why I was getting so extremely paranoid and manic almost lost myself but I’m here 😎 still trying to find myself lol
Happy you made it bro! I know how scary it can be to lose your mind. It takes a long time to recover and a lot of patience and self love. It's good to be back, huh? ☺
There is a connection. That name in her post you showed where Bob's name appeared ALSO had the name "Hollie", which is a name he types ALOT in his descriptions! Along with similar gibberish he posts in his descriptions. Just a thought. Edit: Maybe he's behind the posts
You will and the sad part is there's nothing you can do about it 😔 😢 I did went insane when i took a pill but it didn't cure my stupid seizures instead it made my insanity worst and it grew worst.
if you want to try to get help for her and you have an idea, there's a subreddit recently opened for this. r/istherelifeafterlyme/ Like so others can see
@@Deavhrmordhau Agreed. He made at least $300 or so off this video so far, maybe even thousands by some estimates. I'm letting the people watching the video know, in hopes that at least a few people care.
@@Deavhrmordhau Fair enough. But she's not dead yet. She's still posting on reddit if you check. All of the evidence supports that she has a brain tumor (the herx's she described align very closely with the symptoms of a brain tumor, and not with Lyme disease herx) so she probably has about a year left to live. Depending on its position in the brain, a brain tumor can explain her aphasia and paranoia. Nonetheless, you're not required to care, and that's perfectly normal. Perhaps it's just an elaborate troll.
@Cerberus uncultured doesn't mean stupid, chill it just actually means he just don't know and use what he knows only, which is arabic if you know english and doesn't know parsi that means you are uncultured too, but not in a negative way
@@blueberryayu9527 There's a difference between knowing a language and recognising an entirely different writing script. You don't need to speak either Russian or Chinese to recognise Russian. They don't look even remotely similar. Farsi would be understandable for him to get mixed up with Arabic as they do look rather similar to an English speaker's eye. However, conflating *Armenian* with Arabic is just ignorant.
She referenced Bob by repeating a phrase that he said several times: “God has entered my body, like a body same size.” Like Scare said in the video, she also wrote “Bob” and “Bobby” in one of her posts several times.
Scaretheater, you said at 5:45 that she (the mom) would translate some of her texts into Arabic, that is not true, I am a native Arab and I know Arabic, that does not look like Arabic Here’s Arabic:ا ب ت ل ي س ش ض ص ق ف غ ع ه خ ح ج ن م ك ظ ط ذ د ز ر و و ث
I heard you're friends with Nexpo! I know you guys made a couple collabs, but I think you should both work an a big project, and make it a two parter, one part on his channel, one on yours.
I'm not sure about that being Armenian, but it definitely isn't Arabic. Not the type of Arabic I see when I translate English to Arabic with google translate, at least.
I've got lymes diease myself. after i had it undiagnosed for 15+ years I hit the beginning stages of this. 24/7 heavy fatigue, mental learning disabilities,zoneing out, at one point it got so bad my speech was becoming unintelligible in parts of my sentences. inflmation throughout your whole body. things that mentally mimic dementia or alziemers. over emotional, deep dark depression that feels like it'll swallow you whole. the scary part is even if you get better, you can only put it to sleep, there's no cure and it can come back every 5 years. it can also cause things like ms and parkinsons like symptoms.
@@Josue-xd5ru I'm doing pretty well these days thank you, sometimes I get tired a bit earlier in the day but I've got my energy back, I no longer have major learning difficulties, my memory is somewhat back to normal tho oddly it feels like it's still recovering. inflammation is gone tho I did receive an injection of stem cells. I'd consider myself emotionally stable but I'm no therapist haha.
@@Josue-xd5ru typical doctors will prescribe antibiotics for 1 month but I had it chronically meaning it existed in my system for a minimum of 15 years and or I got infected twice so I was prescribed doxycycline for twice a day for a year, it was fucking brutal tho as it causes nausea and indigestion as it wrecks your stomach, was eating poorly which it made the effects extreme. 1000mg of cbd helped majorly as supposedly it's antibacterial then it helped with inflammation which also helps with mental issues that are caused by inflammation. Sativa strains as they pass the blood brain barrier, some patients in legal states found that treating with sativa dabs for a month helped them. after all that I still had a bit of inflammation which the stem cells pretty much solved. You also want to take a bit of all vitamins and minerals as lymes will do everything it can to deplete you of them all. Also gotta avoid certain foods such as beer and sugar as they can aggravate or even progress the lymes and or the inflammation. Brown sodas like coke or dp also deplete you of calcium and such which the lymes accelerates.
My Theories: "Hng" or "hnging" might actually say "hanging." I think these are posts about her thoughts of suicide. My thoughts about the "doctor" are that she was purposely giving her some sort of false medication. The medication was slowly making her go crazy. And I also think the doctor was doing this on purpose, because why else would she get defensive about it? The stuff about her daughter saying she "wanted to kill herself," is either 1. She was feeling really depressed that all of this was happening 2. She didn't really understand what it mean, assuming that her mother was constantly saying she wanted to kill herself, so her daughter picked up on that. 3. Her daughter got her hands on the medication, hence the part where her daughter also started showing symptoms. edit: holy fHecK this is literally the most likes ive had
Her sister dm'd me. Last I heard from her, roughly a month ago, she was in a hospital due to an extreme self harm incident she had. I have screenshots.
For me, this is one of the most interesting videos you've made. Thank you. I think she can occasionally bring herself closer to reality just enough to make the translations etc, but mostly wants to let her mind loose and write the gibberish that makes sense to her only for the split second she's writing.
No lol for example "sutoroberi keki" isn't an actual thing in japanese (bear with me) its how a japanese person would pronounce the english word "strawberry cake" i haven't checked if google's fixed this yet or not but its def not a word in japanese
My mother is medically declared insane. Yet, she is still able to type things out and such, but she states things that absolutely make no sense. Nobody can figure out what she means, and I lived with her years after my brothers and father moved out. But the only thing that makes me skeptical about this is the Armenian text. No, I am not saying that people are the same, there never is. But my mother has the ability to copy and paste and such, which is quite surprising. My mother lives in the past, and she never acknowledges the fact that she had driven me and my siblings to the point of attempting us to kill ourselves. So this is possible of a case of schizophrenia, but I’m no psychiatrist. Schizophrenics typically hear only what they want to hear, sometimes. Of course there are different kinds of schizophrenia, but I have an idea that this might be one of those cases if she is seeing vivid hallucinations.
If I had to guess I'd say the woman in the video has schizoaffective disorder or psychotic depression. Sorry to her about your mom and the things your family has had to go through. People with delusions can be hard to deal with when they won't accept they have a problem.
As someone who has worked in psychiatry, you will be surprised at how some patients can still survive (barely) whilst psychotic. And the world just ignores the obvious until they harm themselves or others.
I have a similar story to this person, and seeing this makes me scared for my own future. I'm currently 17, and it started around 2 years ago. I started having weird moments when I started getting anxious in public where I felt like I wasn't in control of my own body, as if someone or something took control over my body, and never really thought much of it until it got to a point where it was unbearable and planned to end my life. One parent search through my phone later and seeing a premade suicide note a emergency unit came to my house and questioned my reasoning and I never knew how to explain the way I felt to another person so we just ended up going to see a doctor to try and figure out what was wrong. When we got to the doctor's, they had told us it was just brain fog and it was because of my diet and I needed to eat healthier. A couple months later of healthy eating, nothing was getting better and I started to think it was lyme disease after trying to find what's wrong with me online, so the next doctors visit they told me it wasn't lyme disease I was just left constantly trying to figure this all out on my own since I didn't know how to put it into words. A month later when out in public, I started hearing voices telling me not to trust the people that I'm talking to and it would mostly occur with my therapist and psychiatrist. After I finally had enough courage to talk about it, I got put on anti psychotics and they helped with the voices and got diagnosed with a dissociation disorder, but there aren't any meds to help with that so my discontent with life only continued to grow. But, after a few times being hospitalized I started to make progress on my issues until I had the offer to smoke weed and everything went straight downhill. I only took maybe two hit and didn't feel anything until I took a shower 5 minutes after smoking. I remember it all and I can only describe it as a nightmare. I thought I had died because I looked down and saw my own body laying on the shower floor, I layed down and started to cry until I had vivid hallucinations of me slicing my wrist open with my razor and at that point everything was just me crying and at a blank. When the high finally ended I walked out psychically fine and everyone else was talking in the living room completely fine and asked me what happened and my voice was beyond studdered and slurred and couldn't form a proper sentence but they told me to just go lay down and go to sleep, so I did, and still today I struggle with my speech. The next day I had started making wild theories that my psychiatrist was giving me drugs to stop me from realizing the truth about reality that the government is hiding and that everyone was crazy and doesn't realize that we are living in a simulation made by aliens to monitor human life and the voices are aliens trying to guide me through life, so I started to stop taking my meds to talk to the aliens and got even worse until my mom started to force me to take them and sat down with me and had a loooong talk about my belief. I'm not sure where my mind is now to this day, but I feel like I'm constantly trying to stick to reality and not believe any of these things, as my mom tells me I should, but for some reason these things make so much sense to me. Just realized I wrote an autobiography when I just wanted to express how I'm scared to end up like this lady.
@@nikkilol Untreated bipolar II with psychotic features. According to my psychiatrist, the drugs i was doing and the antidepressant they had me on were triggering bouts of mania and episodes of psychosis. All is well now though. I’ve been properly medicated after going through multiple different medications and I have been stable enough to hold a job and no longer a delusional mess. 👍🏽
My sister became insane for about 2 years of my life and most things she did were just like hers. she'd babble nonsense, write in a different language that didn't even exist and things that wouldn't make sense to a sane person, made sense to her. Names and words would stick with her and she'd have to write them down or she'd become annoyed and skittish. she couldn't function like a normal human being without ticking, screaming or biting someone, it was like she was feral. My mother and father had to pin her down whenever she got out of hand. she never had urges to harm people, she only had urges to write, draw, paint something that her little brain had come up with since she didn't know any better and was throughly convinced it was real. she gave herself a new name, she didn't recognise anyone and absolutely despised being held, touched, hugged. Insanity isn't common and can only come for short periods of time. The cause of her insanity isn't exactly known but I have a feeling it was because of a murder where I used to live. I'm honestly so glad she came back to us when the murderer was convicted, it took some time but she was absolutely fine by the time therapy had finished although she is still very skittish and suffers from anxiety and schizophrenia. I can safely say from personal experience that she's insane and she needs some help, insanity is a very dark hole and is often really hard to overcome.
The Armenian text in the post "Little Girl, Cease To Exist" (8:04) appears to be the same as the one in "Yah TA Hey Antifa Redux 1 6 2019", but googling it yields no immediately obvious source online. However, I found most of the other foreign language text the user posted easily by googling the whole phrases. The Armenian text in "Helter-SKelter" is copy-pasted from an article about a woman who was killed in a car accident in December last year in Armenia, including a farewell letter from her husband. She also uses a phrase from this article in the post "Antifa is Currently OverThrowing Artsakh". Since the Armenian text at 8:04 is about the loss of a parent, it's not implausible that this could be related to the article about the fatal accident, for example from a private post on social media that isn't indexed and immediately retrievable on Google. The woman did have five daughters according to what the bereaved husband writes in the farewell letter. This reddit poster might conceivably be Armenian herself, and somehow manage to write her native language more coherently than English despite being supposedly mentally ill. I do find it more likely, though, that she copy-pasted that text since there are more copy-pasted text from other languages in some other posts. The Navajo text, for example, also appears to have been copy-pasted from a small excerpt of a textbook and is readily found online. In another post she copy-pasted Article 1 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights in the Võro dialect of South Estonian, as it appears in the Wikipedia article about the Võro language/dialect. Everything related to the foreign languages seem just as random as the word salads she tosses around in her posts. So I'd wager that the translated text at 8:04 also was just copypasta.
i love your videos, i just wish they were longer than 10 minutes. i’m usually left with a un filled feeling, like there could have been more to tell us in the video
Ok this is really cool that you go through a bunch of unknown scary reddit etc stuff that no one else have done yet I really injoy watching this while drawing and your vids are amazing! Keep doing what you doing!
@@m3rpyd3rpydoe99 You don't know the situation, and you often can't help a person that doesn't want to be helped. And no, getting them locked up for observation isn't going to solve the issue, it just makes it easier to ignore. I made the mistake of ending up in one of those places, didn't make me want to die any less, just taught me to keep stuff like that to myself or carefully worded so I never end up in a place like that ever again.
i wouldnt be so sure its fake, ive seen a few people on text based chats type and talk like this, and most of the time theyre self chatting or talking to themselves.
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“She would translate some of her posts into Arabic” **shows something that is definitely not Arabic**
yeah that's not Arabic
That's Armenian if you were wondering.
@@imslackingrightnow9765 hintli zannetmiştim
"I am Elon Musk" **Shows profile picture that's definitely not Elon Musk**
IliasHDZ my name used to be “the real Mozart”... I cant hide my true colors completely 😭😭😭
One of my biggest fears is going mentally insane for whatever reason. I remember last year when I had worked 3 weeks inside an Aged Care facility to get my certificate, I had also worked within the Dementia sector… and the youngest person there was a man who was in this 40’s. I wondered how he had gotten Dementia so early in his life, and I found out it was because he had tried to commit suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning from his car.
He had done it because, he was being bullied by his co-workers at his job. He used to be a very intelligent man, he would create maps of local cities… but after his suicide attempt, his mind regressed to being a child incapable of looking after himself. What’s even more sad though is that it was his mother that had found him in the garage and had to drag him out to save him in time. She’s also living within the same Dementia sector, since she had gotten the same disease later on in life as well but just from old age.
The mother and son, 100% do not recognize each other whenever they cross paths together through the hallway... they are not friends, nor do they know each others names. They have both been living there for 10 years. He was her only son as well, she was a single mom.
Same, sometimes I get worried that I might develop some mental disorder that makes me go insane. At least I'm glad I'm not the only person who has this fear.
It’s a very real fear! It’s not weird at all, I suffer from GAD and I worry about going insane. I watched my friend slowly lose herself, it’s terrifying. You have every right to fear it
Also my friends okay, she’s on the rights meds and everything she says correlates now and etc. so if you were to lose yourself, overtime you will recover with the right environment and help 🧡
I pray they are freed in death.
I worked for three years with Dementia sufferers and believe me, getting Dementia isn't too bad as you don't realise what's going on. It's much harder on the families who have to watch their loved ones turn into strangers.
I had a type of Depression called Pseudo-Dementia so I'm one of the few people to have first-hand experience of Dementia symptoms; it's unnerving at first to lose things like keys and remotes, then frightening as you lose your way in your own home, then the memory fails constantly, so as soon as you realise something is wrong, you've forgotten about it. It's more a state of constant, slight confusion. I lost motor function at one point which would be devastating to a 'normal' person , but I wasn't sure if I could walk before, or couldn't remember walking, so that actually was no big deal at the time.
I was fortunate it was a temporary mental state and not permanent physical one.
maybe her first language is Armenian. that might explain how her mind quickly forgot English but could still write legibly in Armenian
Rockie Smithson or google translate
@@bldyval jesus fucking christ fuck off you vegetable
@@salvatorevulcano3655 wtf 0.0
@@antimatter_nvf tryin to understand as well
Google translate grammatically fixes some broken sentences since they use some mechanism similar to prefabs, hence why those random memes of people spamming things into Google translate exist, anyways, basically, it could very likely be Google translate turning it into coherent and understandable text, although, it may not be coherent when it comes to its context.
Bro I don’t speak Arabic or know how to read it but I know damn well that ain’t Arabic
he obviously doesn't know that and just put it through google translate at the time of the recording, when he show a screenshot of the translated text, google says it's arabic
It’s Armenian
Your right....
Its not
Yeah not Arabic this is Arabic جديدة
Yea i speak it to and that aint arabic this
انا احب امي 🙂
I hope this is a hoax just because I don't want to think about this happening to her or her poor child.
It's on Reddit, so it's probably fake. Part of why I don't think any reddit posts should be on this channel
It would have to be a very dedicated troll, the accounts been posting for 3 years and was crazy off the bat and they've made a lot of posts
Admittedly I find some of the stuff they post funny
I mean people have faked worse.
What the fuck?
Honestly I think it's a slow-burn hoax. The Arabic and Russian text, and the fact that this woman should have been helped by now, are pretty good evidence
*HER REDDIT ACCOUNT HAS SINCE BEEN DELETED*
Just thought I'd let everyone know.
Thx
@@rosamay_slays what
@@rosamay_slays
Wtf???
@@rosamay_slays
...and how exactly are they a homo?
I mean, being a homosexual isnt bad at all, you just seem really homophobic :/
@@rosamay_slays are you ok?
When you hear “God entered my body, like a body my same size”, you know it’s gonna get WEIRD
He said it while I was reading ur comment got goosebumps 😂
Ya, that guy is absolutely batshit crazy
Ubisoft goes steamworks bye bye
Legit got chills as soon as he read those words
God has entered my body like a body perfect size
"Shaking uncontrollably"
*Video starts shaking violently*
Lmao
Ikr
You know I actually grabbed my phone tighter trying to make it calm down.
When?
It's possible to function with that level of madness in your thoughts. I tried to get my dad help for more than a decade because of the bizarre, freaky letters he'd send 5 times a day at one point and the stuff he'd say on the phone, yet he managed to hold a low level job and evade anyone who could help
time travellers be like
UA-cam really be on drugs, this comment was not posted 18 HOURS AGO
Madeleine Swann how the fuck did you comment 18 hours ago
Madeleine Swann how is this comment from 18 hours ago-
Glitch in the matrix
Her account has been deleted and she has been hospitalized after being found by her sister. She is currently being taken care of and is doing ok.
Where did you learn this?
On her account, people post updates they get from her sister.
Abriana Gallegos her accoutn is deleted
I am so glad she is now getting the needed medical help, whether it be physical or mental.
:D
Eventually, she stopped thinking.
is... is... is it the real you
We all do. Some sooner than others.
Wait thats illegal
troll
You again ....
7:34 why did she say "köszönöm szépen"? it's in hungarian. i am hungarian and it means "thank you so much" and i got CHILLS DOWN MY GDAMN SPINE.
“Enter the Thank you so much” makes no sense.
My theory is that maybe she's actually Armenian (as it was already said the text wasn't arabic) and while she couldn't put together sentences in enlish anymore, she could at least still make sense in her native language? If this is all true, I hope at least her daughter is safe now
It’s definitely Armenian, I’m very into writing scripts
The post about her ex trying to ruin her life etc leads me to believe that she had some kind of schizophrenia all along or that the bogus treatments for Lyme she was taking triggered a psychotic break and her family saw it clear as day (don’t forget they saw her every day in person instead of just on reddit and knew her far more intimately) and managed to give her ex full custody of the daughter they likely had joint custody of beforehand. Like either she had full custody and the dad saw her at regular intervals or she had custody m-f and dad got her on weekends, but after things deteriorated so much, dad hoy full custody and she was left with mere visitation rights, which could have made her psychosis worse. Don’t forget that we still don’t have the full story.
I personally am convinced that she never had Lyme disease. The question is was she a victim of a scam artist who got her on some fucked up “natural herbal healing supplements” or whatever the fuck (the same kind of people who convince desperate rubes to treat their cancer with healing crystals and incense) after falsely diagnosing her with Lyme, or was the Lyme all part of her psychosis and she sought out the fucked up drugs?
she might of killed her but in her mind it looks like shes been "stolen"
This is a really plausible theory. I'm not sure if schizophrenia is similar in this regard, but I know with things like dementia, people will lose memories of more recent events or more recently learned skills. I could definitely see English being her second language and she is losing her memories and grasp on the English language, but since she has known Armenian since birth, she can still navigate the language perfectly.
That's a great theory.
Holy crap, I didn't think of that.
Reddit mystery szn🤓
Nexpo! :,)
Nexpo it is 3 minuets at the time of my comment and can you touch me weirdly?
Ayyy
Nexpo you gana be the one who debunks momo for normies
I just saw ur post in chills channel.. and now it here, why not do a colab, u 3..
"simple things like-
*Drugs and traumatic experience*
That shit made me laugh out loud
@@rnindless 2009 and still
Drugs and trauma may not be simple but certainly are common experiences. I think that's more what he was getting at
How are these NOT simple lol..
@@ManginaHole because drugs, drug addiction, trauma, and mental illness are very complicated and complex issues. how is it simple?
I don’t think it was a troll account. The account had a lengthy post history with a lot of details into this person’s life as well as some truly bizarre ramblings that would be very hard to “fake”.
Based on reading over the profile I think there’s a few things about this individual (elaborated on below):
1. I don’t think she has Lyme disease.
2. I don’t think the supposed doctor treating her has any kind of medical license.
3. I think the treatments this person is “prescribing” her are likely exacerbating her psychosis.
4. I think she’s a mentally ill woman being taken advantage of.
The first issue with her not having Lyme is quite simple. She has never tested positive for any antibodies, nor had she recalled any situations where she was bitten by a tick. Lastly her symptoms just don’t seem to be consistent with Lyme. Head fog, lethargy, and depression are some of the more common symptoms I’m aware of. This individual seems to be experiencing acute, episodic schizophrenic symptoms.
Secondly her “doctor” is vehemently against prescribing antibiotics and only provides natural herbal remedies. It seems kind of strange for a doctor claiming to specialize in treating an infection won’t even prescribe antibiotics for someone suffering from severe symptoms. Even doctors wary of overprescribing will give someone who is clearly suffering antibiotics. I think the answer here is quite simple. This individual is against antibiotics because they are not a licensed doctor and cant write scripts for antibiotics. Operating under the facade you are refusing to prescribe antibiotics due to ethical reasons is a great way to trick your patient into thinking you could prescribe antibiotics if you wanted to.
As far as her treatment goes, she claimed she would take the medication and almost immediately begin having severe herxes that would last days and sometimes weeks. These herxes consisted of vivid hallucinations and psychosis. This is not normal. If you reread it without her insistence that she’s herxing, I think a good argument could be made that she’s being drugged by her doctor and her doctor has told her she will herx if the medicine is working, knowing full well what the side effects of whatever drugs are in that concoction.
And that brings me to my final point. This is a mentally ill woman that is being manipulated by a scam artist and has probably spent thousands already on a treatment that simply causes her to hallucinate and fall into psychotic episodes. Despite never testing positive for Lyme she contacts a supposed doctor who convinces her she has Lyme. The doctor says antibiotics won’t work and the only thing that will work is this special treatment protocol that involves taking god knows what (that the doctor doesn’t need a script to prescribe). She takes the medicine, becomes violently ill and the “doctor” convinces her that this violent reaction actually means the medicine is working and therefore she needs to keep taking it.
My one solace is knowing at least this fake doctor had a shred of ethics and refused to treat istherelifeafterlyme’s young child, who the user was convinced also had Lyme disease.
Vonzarooz - You do have to admit she was on the phone with Walgreens though so she was getting the medicine legally at least
I really, REALLY hope this "doctor" burns in hells darkest pit!
Sounds like "Jilly Juice" or some crap.
the fact that this comment has 666 likes is pretty cursed
Chiken funger
references bob hickman
me:is this a crossover episode?
patricio nick ahahaha
came to the comments just to see if anyone else thought that
Is this loss?
“Infinity War is the most ambitious crossover”
Scare Theatre:
patricio nick “Bob Hickman and Is There Life After Lymes in the same video? What is this, a crossover episode???”
((Bonus points for anyone who can get the reference))
I feel madness is more of a lateral shift in thinking as well as a decline. A lot of insane people are very smart, but their morals and outlook have warped to the point of no return.
@jackie the first step would be to convince them that that is happening to them, then work with them to get in a better state or to see a therapist.
The Cursed Judge Why is this such a sad thing to hear? There’s moments recently where it almost feels like I’ve thought myself to madness.
Lyme disease takes a huge toll on the body and is a cocktail of a group of terrible things. Not all of the possible ailments have been fully cataloged by scientists
Finally someone in the comments has something relevant to say.
@What The F Blog I learned "the matchstick theory" of modes of thinking (that's what my professor called it)... It's honestly the easiest way for me to remember/reconcile types of thought. Ever heard of it? What do you think of it?
Ya'll always say
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but not
Ubisoft how's steamworks
ok
Society nowadays smh 😤😤
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Bye bye
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me seeing my language, armenian, in a video: 🙂
SCARETHEATER: ARABIC
me: 🙁
Lol me too. Knowing Arabic left me confused as to what i was seeing.
Shut up
@@Lobsterbike okay weirdo *says in chandler voice*
he obviously doesn't know that and just put it through google translate at the time of the recording, when he show a screenshot of the translated text, google says it's arabic
Yea I felt the same way
That's... not Arabic... that looks nothing like Arabic
looking for this comment
Stuffycat think it’s Armenian
I’m wrong But it IS Armenian
@@janmarktejares7711 Are you wrong that it is armenian?
@MrMyopinionsmatter Ik lol I'm joking
Is anybody else dying at "Sticks and stones, nappyheaded hoez" LMAFOOOOOOOOOOOO
You even spelled lmfao wrong, how'd that happen lol
@@mgf909 I don't know :(
Laughter, my ass fell off.
**nappyheaded
Jackie Lombardi yeah just you, and other highschoolers im assuming
Is it me or scare theaters voice has not changed since the beginning
His voice really hasn't change one bit.
It's changed for sure. He was pretty young when he started.
His lisp is a lot less prominent but it’s almost completely the same
It's gotten a bit deeper and he sounds a lot more serious but it's still the same otherwise
Is it just me or has scare theater’s voice not changed since the very beginning?
Just saying...
Update for Feb 2020:
Sometime in 2019, istherelifeafterlyme's account was deleted. Before that, she was contacted and her sister, Dianne, told the contactor that she was hurt very badly in a "self harming incident" and is in a hospital in Albuquerque, New Mexico. Hopefully there she's getting the treatment she needs.
(edited for spelling)
heyy i live there!
Pit Viper same 😎
Albuquerque*
@@leahflores5909 Haha thanks, sorry about that
Breaking bad huh?
Her post mentioning Bob is likely a copy and paste job. I remember running across the "God entered my body" thing years ago and looking at his website. Had hundreds of long rambling descriptions of "visions". Hollie was mentioned in a lot, and the term "Hollie showed" occured over and over again. I recognized both in that shot of her post
Maybe someone paraphrasing his stuff for some reason?
prophecyministry.blogspot.com/2012/02/god-enters-into-bob-hickman-like-body.html?m=1
The last paragraph includes Hollie asking "when are you gonna eat something?" which also appears in her Reddit post but worded differently. Also I don't think Bob uses terms like "F***ing sl*t" too often
I also saw a mention of “Helter Skelter” which is something that Charles Manson made up. It’s likely that she just googled insane ramblings and copy-pasted them into her posts.
It's possible that armenian is their first language.
oh true
It's likely as theydo mention Artsakh (a disputed region between Armenia and Azerbaijan) in a few of the posts.
CaptainCrape Alternatively, it’s an obsessive psychotic point of focus for them. They could’ve come across the name switching channels past a National Geographic documentary and it’s enough for a (disorganised) schizophrenic to create a psychotic anchor.
or possible that google translate corrects writing errors
this was what i was thinking
After doing some research, i believe this woman and her daughter both have disorganized schizophrenia. It is a type of schizophrenia that causes irreversable damage to the brain, resulting in unorganized/ nonsensical behavior, hallucinations, odd speech patterns, and innapropriate mood responses. It is usually diagnosed in 15-25 year olds, but there are exceptions. I also read that it's genetic, so that would explain why her daughter has it as well. Based off what i know, if you start treatment early, you can remain relatively normal. But this woman seems to have been without treatment for a long time and, if this is real, sadly, the damage cannot be undone. I worry for her daughter, too.
SueSheDraws there’s a guy I’m friends with on Facebook and PS4 who posts this kind of nonsense all the time and I always figured he had some kind of schizophrenia. Not sure how he ended up on my friends list. He says a lot of racial slurs and there’s a lot of race war type talk in his speech but none of it makes sense. He’s a scary looking guy too. Someone must be taking care of him though.
The Daughter was taken in by the father, and so is likely going to have help.
@@dylannormile6991 why are you still friends with him lol
that moment when you find a comment that might've helped you with explanation of the way you are....
Hitler Smoking muddy blunts Psychology student here, you don’t have it. People with disorganised schizophrenia have zero footing in reality and can’t form one logical sentence. If you ask them how they’re doing, an example of their reply would be “And I know I’m making yellow cakes which really is the reason my mother married the neighbour for the May celebration and now I love my cats.” When they’re done, they genuinely believe they gave a normal and logical answer to your question.
Instead of straight lines their brain activity looks like a pinball machine. They stand out in the first conversation you have with them, they’re fully unable to act not sick. They’re extremely lacking in self-awareness and have no idea they’re not normal. The fact that you question your own sanity by definition means you’re not a disorganised schizophrenic :)
okay someone tell me that it’s not weird that this is an actual fear of mine. like just the thought of going crazy and having no power to stop it, while also possibly having another life depending on me (like a child or someone) scares me so much.
That is not weird, going insane is a fate worse than death
Completely normal.. Insanity is one of the scariest conditions I can think of.
I’m 17 and currently my gf is pregnant and due in the upcoming weeks, I’m my family tree, specifically my moms side dealt with a lot of schizophrenia and although I don’t have any symptoms relating to that I deal with depression anxiety and minor paranoia, I have a fear I will get it
@@NERIAH7DAWN oof
I think this person was on meth or something, and yeah it is kinda terrifying. If it gets too bad, atleast you always have the option of commiting suicide.
I'm skeptical about anything coming from Reddit like this.
😂😂😂😂
Same.
Yeah, it's always good to be skeptical. This one seems pretty convincing though, in my opinion.
ScareTheater I should look at it in its entirety. You made some good points on its fishiness, I like how you take everything with a grain of salt unlike some horror based UA-camrs.
+Scaretheater
eh, the randomly coherent inserted armenian text, the forced tie in with other then-relevant conspiracies, and bobby, it just seems too convenient for it to not be some story.
Pretty sure the HNGing refers to pain. It's like that voice you make when you have a chest pain, and that text isn't Arabic.
I was thinking either that or "hanging" because she was suicidal before entering into psychosis.
But did you read how she wrote about “the Hng Hng” at for example 8:00?
Maybe it was a placeholder
"The pain, the pain." That makes it really, really eerie...
Yeah the text is armenian.
I have chronic Lyme which I have gotten from my mom who has it as well. It stayed dormant in my system until I was 11 years old. Mental issues play a huge roll in Lyme yet from her case sounds like there’s something else brewing. I hope she’s okay.
Would you please share the name of the doctor who diagnosed you with congenital Lyme?
same here dude. chronic lyme gang
So are you okay now? Cuz you have a profile pic that iscgood
you're absolutely right. I had read a comment before this one saying that she had something else wrong with her.
what kind of mental issues, if you dont mind me asking? very curious
"she was the only specialist in my area"
CALL A TAXI, A RELATIVE, AN UBER, A TRAIN, SOMETHING IDK BUT GET! OUT! OF! THE-1 CITY! TO! SEE! SOMEONE! ELSE!
maybe im over-reacting but if nobody in my area could help me about something this serious i'd go somewhere else asap. oh, its a 16 hour ride????? dont care
I'm a bit late to reply but, when a family member of mine was really ill we actually flew somewhere to get a second opinion. This is a legitimate point. It just doesn't make sense to stay in the same place while your life is at stake.
Well she did say that she was short on money and if you have another life in ur hands that depends on you, its hard to just travel to another city to therapy. I think she also really hoped it would work so she stayed to try and get some results.
i dunno if i think this is legit, but i could understand how she could survive. i have psychotic episodes and im never to this point, but theres breaks, so shes probably just posting during episodes and no other time. psychosis isnt usually constant, especially with an onset like this.
That's true
unless its schizophrenia
@@shadowxxe well that's what I mean. With schizophrenia (hi, schizophrenic here), you have episodes but are generally functioning when you arent having episodes. So she could ONLY be doing this during episodes and be totally fine all other times.
@@thevoided1435 I'll admit I'm, not an expert nor do I claim to be but if you remember a reditor try to contact her and she exhibited the same behaviour throwing random nonsensical words into a sentence now it is entirely possible that she was having an episode however the likelihood that she'd be having an episode at the exact same time someone contacted her is slim personally i think she may have disorganised schizophrenia or some sort of brain damage that has caused her to have the condition she does (possibly from the medication)
@@dodecahedron1 irrelevant but you have my last name
Her account was apparently deleted by her sister Dianne, after telling somebody in a private message that she had been hurt very badly and is in the hospital...
If I had a dollar for every "I stopped fapping to watch this video." I saw I could buy the U.S. government
People say very little against out of place sexual comments... In fact, they praise them.
You can bet your ass that if it had to do with any kind of fandom, the commenter would be bullied off the internet by a greasy old man who thinks being an asshole is a thing to be proud of.
If I have dollar for every "That's actually Armenian not Arabic" I would have 3 dollars and 55 cent by now
+thetheninja
can't tell if you mean the person who made the sexual comment would be, or someone who says something against the cliche joke would be. Either way, the joke is so overdone that I don't think it'd ever happen.
@@voidofspaceandtime4684, I mean people make gross sexual comments on things like this (or any video, really), and nobody says a thing against it. If you do, people get pissed off at you.
But if some kid makes an out of place fandom joke, half the internet comes down on them as if they've committed a heinous crime.
That is to say, the same edgelords who whine about people "policing humor" openly police humor by bullying others who didn't do anything wrong.
I stopped fapping to read this comment
Damn the fact her daughter was saying she wanted to kill herself too is insane..
ScareTheater: Brings up Bob Hickman midway through the video
Me: What is this, a crossover episode?!
Powerup East IS THAT A BOJACK HORSEMAN REFERENCE
“Cease to exist” is a line in Never Learn Not To Love by the Beach Boys, a song Dennis Wilson stole from Charles Manson. Manson’s original title was Cease to Exist. She mentions Manson and Helter Skelter in the post titled “Cease to Exist(Idle No More)”. Idk if that’s intentional but it’s interesting
Were the beach boys the dudes who made the "wouldn't it be nice..." song?
Good looks. Maybe there are more connections in her posts (rubs beard in thinking)
@@letsgofishing5238 ay the beach boys are tiiiiight. Don't underestimate them, Brian Wilson is a chubby genius.
It's also a very common phrase.
creepy video + my paranoid ass at 1 am = good idea!
The biggest mood
This is not just scary, this is heart-breaking.
She was in hospital a while ago. She is ok if that comforts you
That poor little girl, too...
Insanity is scary too
I hope this is fake because it's so depressing
Fake af
Quốc Việt Đỗ Phú it can’t be fake, since why would they do it for 3 years and act like their mind and sanity is going mad.
LookAround that is a valid point my dude
@@ryanimations3996 My mom is struggling with lyme disease.
@Ryanimations Fails to deliver any actual proof. Nice. Fake it is!
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Last time I was this early scare theaters upload time was normal
Edit:thx for the heart!
Old joke, thank you
quick correction: “Morgellons” is not really about feeling bugs under ones skin. Its a condition were individuals believe that their body has some sort of artificial “fibers” inside of it. There is debate on what these fibers actually are, why they are in body, and so on. There is debate on if this is a real phenomena or if it is all delusional.
hi, sorry for a late reply hope i don’t bother you but i think he means what it may feel like to a person bc he doesn’t want to give a long explanation? i could be wrong because i honestly don’t know anything about it and have never experienced it (there’s no hate in this comment btw have a nice day/afternoon/night) :)
Its all delusional. These people pick at their skin and open the skin, fibers get embedded in the wound, then it heals a little and they think the fibers are coming out of their body.
@@ryanwinkelman1781 Although it was claimed to be related to chem trails (climate engineering) and a British university recently found magnetic particles in brains which shouldn't be there and are easy to mistake for normal pollution.
Something is going on - the criminals in charge are even talking about the need for spraying particulates in the atmosphere to reflect sunlight and cool the planet.
Although they deny such a project is underway.
@@scottjohnstone6204 the criminals in charge have no idea what they're doing. Its still debatable if the globe is actually warming and if it is if humans are even causing it. They'll be the ones to do something irreversible and kill us all.
@@ryanwinkelman1781 Damn right - but somebody knows what they are doing, that's why I sometimes ponder if a non human intelligence is directing us , because they seem to take risks for humanity that are critical without care or concern.
I think somebody is terra-forming .
It aint even arabic
Arabic looks like this: انا احب الدجاج 😂
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Me: **looks at clock**
Clock: 1:00 A.M
Me: well i guess ill click this.
22:35
Same
That wasn’t Arabic it was Armenian.
Like he's supposed to know.
Russell Harvey well considering how much time and research he puts into these videos, you’d think he’d actually fact check the language.
@@annoyingorang225 But that in the grand scheme of things is insignificant to the point of the video. Give the poor man a break. Also great name btw.
I'm not trying to sound like an ass here.. I honestly am confused, I used to work with a guy that always talked about being Armenian, but his accent was very russian-esq, so.. I'm just confused here... shit.. I don't even know what I'm trying to say
And he talk about stuff like "American gold is crap, ill bring you my ring and show you, Russian gold is beautiful" granted this guy was probably 10-15 years older than me and I remember seeing the Berlin wall come down, so I'm sure he lived in the ussr... am I missing something here?
I almost lost my sanity after not taking my medication, I didn’t realize it would have such huge psychological effects on me so I couldn’t understand why I was getting so extremely paranoid and manic almost lost myself but I’m here 😎 still trying to find myself lol
Happy you made it bro! I know how scary it can be to lose your mind. It takes a long time to recover and a lot of patience and self love. It's good to be back, huh? ☺
Thank god your here soldier.medication is always important
Okay this is the best crossover. Infinity War can go home
Ok scaretheatre. First you play me sweet dreams by eurythmics, now at 6:49 you play me music from Death Note? You are a true man of culture.
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Oh shit I just noticed.
When you’re in last place in Kahoot.
truest fucking comment
gothmedli cheers kahoot players
also when you’re the only person to get the question wrong and someone goes “who tf got this wrong???” and the class laughs lol
@@MudkipGirl111 😑
MudkipGirl111 Those people make me wish I was never born.
I think her treatments might've led to her insanity.
that's what I thought too
There is a connection. That name in her post you showed where Bob's name appeared ALSO had the name "Hollie", which is a name he types ALOT in his descriptions! Along with similar gibberish he posts in his descriptions. Just a thought.
Edit: Maybe he's behind the posts
I'm always terrified that I'll go crazy one day.
You will and the sad part is there's nothing you can do about it 😔 😢 I did went insane when i took a pill but it didn't cure my stupid seizures instead it made my insanity worst and it grew worst.
Congratulations for making the most terrifying thumbnail for a video I've seen in, admitingly the last few weeks.
They're just two eyes in the dark lol.
I think it's Gekyume.... xxxTentacions son
@@realzhella6817 shiiiit bro you going to the circumcision???
@@realzhella6817 It's from the music video. I laughed when I saw it honestly.
@@TimSlee1 and?
8:03 translate automatically spellchecks and capitalizes words for you
That doctor is the embodiment of “ if you don’t want to be depressed, be happy”
Yo, does anyone else feel like they'll go insane when they watch stuff like this?
DoctorMario606 yeah...tf am I doing 😂😂
All the time, lmao.
Yeah i can relate.....it's not healthy especially if you have a very weak sense of reality or you're about to break down
Insanity is contagious. Like for real
I am scared shitless now why the hell did I even watch this
if you want to try to get help for her and you have an idea, there's a subreddit recently opened for this. r/istherelifeafterlyme/
Like so others can see
He just wants to capitalize off of this issue by making a video just over 10 minutes so he puts 2 ads on it, do you think he cares?
@@Deavhrmordhau Agreed. He made at least $300 or so off this video so far, maybe even thousands by some estimates. I'm letting the people watching the video know, in hopes that at least a few people care.
@@Fireflyepic TBH I don't care either this woman was already insane in 2015 she's probably dead now
@@Deavhrmordhau Fair enough. But she's not dead yet. She's still posting on reddit if you check. All of the evidence supports that she has a brain tumor (the herx's she described align very closely with the symptoms of a brain tumor, and not with Lyme disease herx) so she probably has about a year left to live. Depending on its position in the brain, a brain tumor can explain her aphasia and paranoia. Nonetheless, you're not required to care, and that's perfectly normal. Perhaps it's just an elaborate troll.
@@Deavhrmordhau but it's not monetized.
"this Arabic text"
*Displays Armenian text*
He’s uncultured it’s ok
@Cerberus uncultured doesn't mean stupid, chill
it just actually means he just don't know and use what he knows only, which is arabic
if you know english and doesn't know parsi that means you are uncultured too, but not in a negative way
@@blueberryayu9527 There's a difference between knowing a language and recognising an entirely different writing script.
You don't need to speak either Russian or Chinese to recognise Russian. They don't look even remotely similar. Farsi would be understandable for him to get mixed up with Arabic as they do look rather similar to an English speaker's eye. However, conflating *Armenian* with Arabic is just ignorant.
when you translate something it always translates with proper punctuation
Yeah I don't think this guy knows how Google Translate works
@@settonsan7 not always, at least not for me...
Your voice calms me. No matter how dark your videos are I feel at ease. Also how is this related to bob?? I’m so curious
Agreed
Creepy asmr
She referenced Bob by repeating a phrase that he said several times: “God has entered my body, like a body same size.”
Like Scare said in the video, she also wrote “Bob” and “Bobby” in one of her posts several times.
Dimentive I get that but I want to know HOW they are related
@@nicolebee3283 starts at 6:00
Scaretheater, you said at 5:45 that she (the mom) would translate some of her texts into Arabic, that is not true, I am a native Arab and I know Arabic, that does not look like Arabic
Here’s Arabic:ا ب ت ل ي س ش ض ص ق ف غ ع ه خ ح ج ن م ك ظ ط ذ د ز ر و و ث
Yeah, it's actually Armenian. My bad
What does that mean in english?
ScareTheater it’s okay
Orestis Dov it’s basically all the alphabets in Arabic
@@ruby5221 👍
There's literally a meme of an old guy going "HNGGGGG" as if having a heart attack.
I think that's what she means.
7:35 the "Hmh, Enter the Koszonom Szepen! " is Hungarian. "Köszönöm szépen" means thank you so much.
Holy shit
I noticed that too. How come she suddenly uses all these random languages?
SophieA probably Google or smth
@@tbe7218 i dont think so, google transalate using ö and é as well, she wrote it by herself.
És tényleg :o
I heard you're friends with Nexpo! I know you guys made a couple collabs, but I think you should both work an a big project, and make it a two parter, one part on his channel, one on yours.
That would be interesting
That would be interesting
@@spiffyscorp3519 That would be interesting
*That would be interesting*
that would be interesting
"Translate her text to Arabic"
Shows Armenian
⑨?
Do you know what it says?
I'm not sure about that being Armenian, but it definitely isn't Arabic. Not the type of Arabic I see when I translate English to Arabic with google translate, at least.
Definitely uses the Armenian script. I don't speak it though, i have no clue what it says.
@@TheDevilishangel123 cirno day soon 💪🤠
I've got lymes diease myself. after i had it undiagnosed for 15+ years I hit the beginning stages of this. 24/7 heavy fatigue, mental learning disabilities,zoneing out, at one point it got so bad my speech was becoming unintelligible in parts of my sentences. inflmation throughout your whole body. things that mentally mimic dementia or alziemers. over emotional, deep dark depression that feels like it'll swallow you whole. the scary part is even if you get better, you can only put it to sleep, there's no cure and it can come back every 5 years. it can also cause things like ms and parkinsons like symptoms.
How you feeling now days?
@@Josue-xd5ru I'm doing pretty well these days thank you, sometimes I get tired a bit earlier in the day but I've got my energy back, I no longer have major learning difficulties, my memory is somewhat back to normal tho oddly it feels like it's still recovering.
inflammation is gone tho I did receive an injection of stem cells.
I'd consider myself emotionally stable but I'm no therapist haha.
@@SkullModder What treatments/supplements would you say helped you best?
@@Josue-xd5ru typical doctors will prescribe antibiotics for 1 month but I had it chronically meaning it existed in my system for a minimum of 15 years and or I got infected twice so I was prescribed doxycycline for twice a day for a year, it was fucking brutal tho as it causes nausea and indigestion as it wrecks your stomach, was eating poorly which it made the effects extreme.
1000mg of cbd helped majorly as supposedly it's antibacterial then it helped with inflammation which also helps with mental issues that are caused by inflammation.
Sativa strains as they pass the blood brain barrier, some patients in legal states found that treating with sativa dabs for a month helped them.
after all that I still had a bit of inflammation which the stem cells pretty much solved.
You also want to take a bit of all vitamins and minerals as lymes will do everything it can to deplete you of them all.
Also gotta avoid certain foods such as beer and sugar as they can aggravate or even progress the lymes and or the inflammation.
Brown sodas like coke or dp also deplete you of calcium and such which the lymes accelerates.
I also have an explanation for the "Arabic" translation, google automatically corrects non legible sentences when typed into translator.
@@stoli8226 1) not everyone knows everything
2) that's probably why the quotation marks are there smarty pants
Is Anyone Else Legitimately Worried About This Person, Or Is It Just Me
I hope its a troll cause damn thats scary
My Theories:
"Hng" or "hnging" might actually say "hanging."
I think these are posts about her thoughts of suicide.
My thoughts about the "doctor" are that she was purposely giving her some sort of false medication.
The medication was slowly making her go crazy.
And I also think the doctor was doing this on purpose, because why else would she get defensive about it?
The stuff about her daughter saying she "wanted to kill herself," is either
1. She was feeling really depressed that all of this was happening
2. She didn't really understand what it mean, assuming that her mother was constantly saying she wanted to kill herself, so her daughter picked up on that.
3. Her daughter got her hands on the medication, hence the part where her daughter also started showing symptoms.
edit: holy fHecK
this is literally the most likes ive had
Finally someone who realizes "Hnging" and "Hng" are "Hanging" and "Hang"
Yeah Good Point
or maybe:
hng or hng hng refers to a child
but hnging is literally hanging.
Her sister dm'd me. Last I heard from her, roughly a month ago, she was in a hospital due to an extreme self harm incident she had. I have screenshots.
Hope she's on her way to a good recovery...
quick update for anyone on this video, her sister posted that she is in a hospital in albuquerque.
This is probably the most disturbing video yet. Also one of the most informative as well. You’ve been improving man keep it up
Thank you so much!
For me, this is one of the most interesting videos you've made. Thank you.
I think she can occasionally bring herself closer to reality just enough to make the translations etc, but mostly wants to let her mind loose and write the gibberish that makes sense to her only for the split second she's writing.
That's not Arabic, as some people have said here, it's Armenian. And she may not have simply translated text to it, she may be a native speaker.
Or it might be Google translate fucking with the words like they normally do
I love how all of the top comments are pointing out that ST doesn't have a clue what Arabic looks like lol
Awesome vid my friend. Very scary.❤❤😊😊
Hi
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Calm Relaxed Fluent Motions are you kidding me? I literally shit my pants within the first few minutes. It was disgusting.
8:11
Doesn't Google Translate automatically fix grammatical errors and spelling errors?
not always
No
No lol for example "sutoroberi keki" isn't an actual thing in japanese (bear with me) its how a japanese person would pronounce the english word "strawberry cake" i haven't checked if google's fixed this yet or not but its def not a word in japanese
It doesn't
@@zytha2890 lol
My mother is medically declared insane. Yet, she is still able to type things out and such, but she states things that absolutely make no sense. Nobody can figure out what she means, and I lived with her years after my brothers and father moved out. But the only thing that makes me skeptical about this is the Armenian text. No, I am not saying that people are the same, there never is. But my mother has the ability to copy and paste and such, which is quite surprising. My mother lives in the past, and she never acknowledges the fact that she had driven me and my siblings to the point of attempting us to kill ourselves. So this is possible of a case of schizophrenia, but I’m no psychiatrist. Schizophrenics typically hear only what they want to hear, sometimes. Of course there are different kinds of schizophrenia, but I have an idea that this might be one of those cases if she is seeing vivid hallucinations.
What The F Blog I completely agree. No mind is perfect, and no mind can truly express what is in it.
Damn I'm sorry about your mother man, it's a scary thing to see a loved one go through
If I had to guess I'd say the woman in the video has schizoaffective disorder or psychotic depression. Sorry to her about your mom and the things your family has had to go through. People with delusions can be hard to deal with when they won't accept they have a problem.
As someone who has worked in psychiatry, you will be surprised at how some patients can still survive (barely) whilst psychotic. And the world just ignores the obvious until they harm themselves or others.
I have a similar story to this person, and seeing this makes me scared for my own future. I'm currently 17, and it started around 2 years ago. I started having weird moments when I started getting anxious in public where I felt like I wasn't in control of my own body, as if someone or something took control over my body, and never really thought much of it until it got to a point where it was unbearable and planned to end my life. One parent search through my phone later and seeing a premade suicide note a emergency unit came to my house and questioned my reasoning and I never knew how to explain the way I felt to another person so we just ended up going to see a doctor to try and figure out what was wrong. When we got to the doctor's, they had told us it was just brain fog and it was because of my diet and I needed to eat healthier. A couple months later of healthy eating, nothing was getting better and I started to think it was lyme disease after trying to find what's wrong with me online, so the next doctors visit they told me it wasn't lyme disease I was just left constantly trying to figure this all out on my own since I didn't know how to put it into words. A month later when out in public, I started hearing voices telling me not to trust the people that I'm talking to and it would mostly occur with my therapist and psychiatrist. After I finally had enough courage to talk about it, I got put on anti psychotics and they helped with the voices and got diagnosed with a dissociation disorder, but there aren't any meds to help with that so my discontent with life only continued to grow. But, after a few times being hospitalized I started to make progress on my issues until I had the offer to smoke weed and everything went straight downhill. I only took maybe two hit and didn't feel anything until I took a shower 5 minutes after smoking. I remember it all and I can only describe it as a nightmare. I thought I had died because I looked down and saw my own body laying on the shower floor, I layed down and started to cry until I had vivid hallucinations of me slicing my wrist open with my razor and at that point everything was just me crying and at a blank. When the high finally ended I walked out psychically fine and everyone else was talking in the living room completely fine and asked me what happened and my voice was beyond studdered and slurred and couldn't form a proper sentence but they told me to just go lay down and go to sleep, so I did, and still today I struggle with my speech. The next day I had started making wild theories that my psychiatrist was giving me drugs to stop me from realizing the truth about reality that the government is hiding and that everyone was crazy and doesn't realize that we are living in a simulation made by aliens to monitor human life and the voices are aliens trying to guide me through life, so I started to stop taking my meds to talk to the aliens and got even worse until my mom started to force me to take them and sat down with me and had a loooong talk about my belief. I'm not sure where my mind is now to this day, but I feel like I'm constantly trying to stick to reality and not believe any of these things, as my mom tells me I should, but for some reason these things make so much sense to me. Just realized I wrote an autobiography when I just wanted to express how I'm scared to end up like this lady.
Anyone that can help me understand what is happening to me would be greatly appreciated.
any update?
@@nikkilol Untreated bipolar II with psychotic features. According to my psychiatrist, the drugs i was doing and the antidepressant they had me on were triggering bouts of mania and episodes of psychosis. All is well now though. I’ve been properly medicated after going through multiple different medications and I have been stable enough to hold a job and no longer a delusional mess. 👍🏽
@@lashi_0007 good to hear a positive outcome to a story that could otherwise ended rlly badly, glad you’re getting treated well
Have u tried using the way back machine on her reddit?
whats a way back machine?
HornOKPlease
Since people are being a huge dickhead and won't tell you, let me explain.
A Way Back Machine is an internet archive.
@@LilyEmbargo Thanks :)
@@casualpickles5165 i think he was making a reference to the vid. she uses that phrase a couple times
Way back machine is really good, but I doubt someone wants to read the disturbing posts
I think "hng" is supposed to be an abbreviation for hang.
Soup d' Loup but it’s like, one letter away. That’s not really an abbreviation
People documenting their mental health is one think I find fascinating, but I can never tell with reddit if its genuine or not
your prolfile is spooky
My sister became insane for about 2 years of my life and most things she did were just like hers. she'd babble nonsense, write in a different language that didn't even exist and things that wouldn't make sense to a sane person, made sense to her. Names and words would stick with her and she'd have to write them down or she'd become annoyed and skittish. she couldn't function like a normal human being without ticking, screaming or biting someone, it was like she was feral. My mother and father had to pin her down whenever she got out of hand. she never had urges to harm people, she only had urges to write, draw, paint something that her little brain had come up with since she didn't know any better and was throughly convinced it was real. she gave herself a new name, she didn't recognise anyone and absolutely despised being held, touched, hugged. Insanity isn't common and can only come for short periods of time. The cause of her insanity isn't exactly known but I have a feeling it was because of a murder where I used to live. I'm honestly so glad she came back to us when the murderer was convicted, it took some time but she was absolutely fine by the time therapy had finished although she is still very skittish and suffers from anxiety and schizophrenia. I can safely say from personal experience that she's insane and she needs some help, insanity is a very dark hole and is often really hard to overcome.
I keep seeing this on my recommended so I might as well watch it-
0:01 OH NEVERMINDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Lolz right
pupii i'm about to head out fuck this
What?
The Armenian text in the post "Little Girl, Cease To Exist" (8:04) appears to be the same as the one in "Yah TA Hey Antifa Redux 1 6 2019", but googling it yields no immediately obvious source online. However, I found most of the other foreign language text the user posted easily by googling the whole phrases. The Armenian text in "Helter-SKelter" is copy-pasted from an article about a woman who was killed in a car accident in December last year in Armenia, including a farewell letter from her husband. She also uses a phrase from this article in the post "Antifa is Currently OverThrowing Artsakh".
Since the Armenian text at 8:04 is about the loss of a parent, it's not implausible that this could be related to the article about the fatal accident, for example from a private post on social media that isn't indexed and immediately retrievable on Google. The woman did have five daughters according to what the bereaved husband writes in the farewell letter. This reddit poster might conceivably be Armenian herself, and somehow manage to write her native language more coherently than English despite being supposedly mentally ill. I do find it more likely, though, that she copy-pasted that text since there are more copy-pasted text from other languages in some other posts.
The Navajo text, for example, also appears to have been copy-pasted from a small excerpt of a textbook and is readily found online. In another post she copy-pasted Article 1 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights in the Võro dialect of South Estonian, as it appears in the Wikipedia article about the Võro language/dialect. Everything related to the foreign languages seem just as random as the word salads she tosses around in her posts. So I'd wager that the translated text at 8:04 also was just copypasta.
i love your videos, i just wish they were longer than 10 minutes. i’m usually left with a un filled feeling, like there could have been more to tell us in the video
The thumbnail is really creepy... O.o
I feel like printing it, cutting the eyes and glue it to a wall or window to scare my mom in the night lol
nigga isnt that the gekyume nigga from x’s video
@@lilacKurage thats just evil.
Arrivederci Anon exactly what i was thinking
Is that a scene from suspiria (1977)?
Ok this is really cool that you go through a bunch of unknown scary reddit etc stuff that no one else have done yet I really injoy watching this while drawing and your vids are amazing! Keep doing what you doing!
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i drive a Chevrolet scare theater
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HAHAHA
I need your mixtape bro
"Stick n stones, nappyhead hoez" fuck, those are some sick bars ngl
So...uh.....her EX boyfriend just took the kid and didin't help her?
It was probably a toxic relationship or he cheated
@@rosedragon3498 or she was just going crazy and he had to leave? Idk I just feel bad
M3rpy D3rpy Doe At some point she needs professional help, there’s nothing he could do
@@tsfbaf303 well he could have gotten that help instead of just leaving her like that
@@m3rpyd3rpydoe99 You don't know the situation, and you often can't help a person that doesn't want to be helped.
And no, getting them locked up for observation isn't going to solve the issue, it just makes it easier to ignore. I made the mistake of ending up in one of those places, didn't make me want to die any less, just taught me to keep stuff like that to myself or carefully worded so I never end up in a place like that ever again.
Been watching you for a few years now bro keep it up
Chills voice makes the video more scary but he makes it more calm
insert number 15 joke here
Loved the Death Note soundtrack you added in in the end. Taikutsu is truly a work of art.
5:44 umm, that ain't Arabic.
This is:
هذه الجملة مكتوبة باللغة العربية.
Nice try, that's obviously german
I've watched enough anime in my life to know better smh
I've been at the soviet union for a while that i could literally understood this comment
@@letsnotdothat975 German is this
Hallo wie gehts
@@godza8107 Es geht mir gut danke, und Dir? Ich weiß was Deutsch ist, denn Ich spreche Deutsch und Englisch.
For some reason, I really like reddit stories
And I also love reddit memez
The sad thing is, you can’t tell if they actually need help, or if they are trolling.
The internet
@@mts9266 Some people are trolls but some have mental breakdowns I guess you can't really tell who's faking it these days
i wouldnt be so sure its fake, ive seen a few people on text based chats type and talk like this, and most of the time theyre self chatting or talking to themselves.