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My father was in Vietnam from 1965 to 1969. He was a radarmen. He served on the u.s.s. tatnal and the u.s.s. John king. Dad died October 15th 2017 from a stroke. R.i.p dad I miss you
I hear you, and I deeply respect the weight of what you're going through. As a combat-wounded veteran, you've faced battles that most people can't even imagine, and those words capture that feeling of being lost and disconnected so well. PTSD can make you feel like you're carrying the world alone, but I want you to know that your struggles are seen and that you're not truly alone in this. The fact that you can connect with these lyrics shows your strength in expressing what so many others can't. You're not out of place-you’ve just been through hell and back, and that leaves scars that deserve understanding and care. We do have quite a few other veterans here in the community. If you ever want to join us for a live stream (every other Sunday - watch the community tab for dates and times), you'll be able to connect with some of them. Stay strong, and thank you for sharing your experience.
When they were filming the video, they didn't tell Bret Michaels that they would be showing the clips of his friend (whose name eludes me at the moment). The tears were very, very real, and everyone involved decided to keep the shot for its impact.
With all of the rock ballads that came out in the 80's this one really hit different and was on a much deeper level than the rest which makes it really stand above the rest
The people in the song are all people Bret Michaels knew. The veteran represents his cousin who came back from Vietnam with long-term severe PTSD. He did lose his best friend from addiction. The way too many Vietnam vets were treated is a bloodstain on the history of the country. It will never cease to infuriate me. Two songs of the Country genre that will appreciate that are about veterans The 8th of November by Big and Rich. Till The Last Shots Fired(LIVE version) Trace Adkins and the West Point Glee Club. Another beautiful song about resilience is Big and Rich's Holy Water
The part at the beginning is about how the rich religious people were stealing from the common person. In the video it shows Jim BakKer (& Tammy Faye BakKer), who stole a ton of money from the public. The beginning and end parts go together.
Hi Amanda, it's been a while but had to stop by on this one & thank you again for your raw honesty & openness. Your hallmarks that are the epitome of a decent, genuine, real person. Thank you for being you. Thank you for sharing.
There are basically 3 types of combat veterans: the believers they either were already or became, then there are the ones that break and self delete, and finally, the fallen we were believers or never. We live in space somewhere between life and self deleted. No matter how many people reach out to us, we still feel alone, forgotten, misunderstood, fear, terror, and pain. Every once in a great while, someone is able to get in. I did my duty to my country, my comrades, and my family. We are the forgotten and the fallen and we wonder why we were forsaken God doesn't want us and the devil laughs at us. In the end I would do it all again so someone else won't have too and I would do it again
The weight of what you’ve endured, the sense of isolation, and the struggle to find meaning and connection are things that many will never fully understand. But your words capture that reality with raw honesty. Being caught in that space between life and the unthinkable is an incredibly difficult place to be, and yet, you still stand by the choices you made, willing to bear that burden so others wouldn’t have to. That’s an extraordinary testament to your strength and dedication. It’s true that the world often forgets the sacrifices of those who’ve served, and that feeling of being forsaken is one of the heaviest crosses to bear. But the fact that you’re here, sharing your story, shows that there’s still a flicker of light within you. Your courage, even in the face of all this, is something that deserves recognition and respect. You’re not alone, even when it feels like it. Your voice matters, and your story matters. Thank you for your service, your sacrifice, and for continuing to fight, even when it feels like the world has forgotten. I haven't and I never will. While my fight will look different than yours, I'll never stop fighting for your and your brothers and sisters in arms.
As you said, it feel like having talk...Bret wrote this song same evening he got call about his friends death, Nam vet...Can't get most sincere song than this... as long time metalhead, this is song with few others that brings tears to my eyes just starting few beats. Metal music can be aggressive, but you can't get more truer emotions than this, just as in FFDP wrong side of heaven or similar
Thank you for what you do as a disabled vet who's wife is going thru early dementia and who is being forgotten by my best friend I needed this thank you.
Thank you so much for your kind words, and I want to extend my heartfelt gratitude for your service. I can only imagine how challenging it must be to navigate your wife’s early dementia while feeling forgotten by someone who means so much to you. Please know that you’re not alone. I’m glad that my content could offer some comfort during such a difficult time. If you ever need someone to talk to or just a place to feel seen and heard, I’m here for you. I can also connect you to some dementia support groups if you like. Message me on IG (@mentalamanda) or email me (in video description).
You happened to stumble upon my favorite song from Poison. I love a large part of their catalog, but this is in my top 3 favorite songs of all time. Not counting classical, I have music from 1800 to current stuff. Sorry to hear about your faith but it isn't my position to have that conversation. I will just cheat and pray for you. lol My father was one of those men who lost themselves in Vietnam. The person who came back wasn't the man my mom knew. He did some really horrible things that landed him in prison, where thankfully, we got clean from the drugs that had changed him so much. I have to salute you for your channel, and although I rarely say anything, I do watch a lot of your videos. I am one of the small percentage .. most of my reactors average around 15% subbed.. who are subbed to your channel. Looking forward to your next reaction. I do have to say Every Rose has its Thorn is a great one for you to check out. If you want some more of the rock side.. Unskinny Bop is awesome.
Thank you so much for sharing this with me. It’s amazing that we connected over one of your top favorite songs, especially with such a wide range of music in your collection! I’m sorry to hear about your father’s struggles after Vietnam; my dad also served there, and I know how deeply it can haunt someone. Finding unique ways to honor him has been important to me too, so your story really resonates. I’m truly grateful for your support, especially knowing that you’ve been a quiet but consistent presence on my channel. It means a lot to have you here. I’ll definitely add “Every Rose Has Its Thorn” and “Unskinny Bop” to my list-your recommendations are always welcome! And thank you for the prayers-even as a non believer I appreciate the sentiment. Looking forward to continuing this journey together with you.
Just discovered your channel....I love this song to death!!! I was in 10th grade when it came out and it hit home so hard! Glad you found this beautiful song!
Im a US Navy vet. I left home a sheltered kid. And I had to make a business decision one night. It saved my watch partner, who has gone on to have a beautiful wife and 3 kids. But ill never forget having to pull that trigger. And when i got home? Home wasnt home anymore. Thank you for the reaction, Ma'am.
I was born during the Vietnam war, and among my earliest memories were the news footage shown on regular TV of the disaster going on over there. While I wasn't old enough to understand (I was 8 when the war ended) at the time, seeing how the returning troops were treated was confusing to me. I was raised by my grandmother, and one of her brothers lived with us. He and his two brothers served in WWII, one of them came home in a box. I was always taught to respect our military for what they do to keep us free. Vietnam was a complicated mess, because unlike previous wars, US troops were completely unprepared for the guerilla tactics being used against them. They were trained for actual "battlefield" combat, not traipsing through a jungle where someone dressed as a civilian could be your enemy, and that even children were being used against you. All of this, I would learn later in life. While some of our troops did some downright evil things, it certainly wasn't all of them (or even a majority), and some of them just snapped while they were there. When you're under constant stress of that level, it's going to take a toll on anyone no matter how mentally strong you are, or think you are. Vietnam was the first real loss the US suffered in that regard. It was an unpopular war here at home, some of those conscripted saw "their wealthy peers" getting deferments so they wouldn't have to go over there, and many even ran to Canada to get away from the draft. What's worst, though, is when they came home they were treated like outcasts and never got the medical care they really needed. Either physical or mental. They were literally discarded now that they were no longer of any use. That's no way to treat the people you rounded up, trained and sent into a warzone they weren't properly prepared for. It's disgusting, and it can never happen again.
Growing up during the Vietnam War and witnessing the harsh treatment of returning troops must have been deeply confusing, especially with the backdrop of your family’s own military history. It’s heartbreaking to see how the complexity and brutality of the war, coupled with the lack of proper support and respect for the troops, created such a painful chapter in our history. You’re absolutely right-the intense stress and the nature of guerrilla warfare took a tremendous toll, and it’s vital to recognize that the majority of soldiers were not responsible for the atrocities, but rather victims of the circumstances. The lack of care and respect they faced upon returning is a grave injustice that should never be repeated.
I find you so hard to watch. Yet I keep watching. Amanda, you're such an in tune empath without a shell. And I am an empath with a hardened shell.... and you break me everytime!!!! I love this song but you just made it personal to me. My brother was killed Dec 26 and what you said about what should be a happy time.... people don't get. But, I had nobody that tried to take me down, but I also had nobody to build me up. I'm still here. Amanda, I'm happy we are still here. Thank you!!!!
I’m deeply sorry for your loss, and I’m honored that you feel a connection through my content. It means a lot that you keep watching, even though it’s tough. I think that shows just how much strength you have, even with that hardened shell. I’m so glad you’re still here, and I’m grateful we can share this space together. We may carry different types of armor, but we’re still standing, and that’s something to be proud of. Thank you for being here with me.
To your noticing the line of wanting to not know now what you didn't know then, Poison has a song with much simpler lyrics called "Back to the Rocking Horse" that is pretty much that point. Such a fun band!
When hear this song reminds me of the Scotish song Loch Lomond. The song includes the lyrics, "O ye'll tak' the high road, and I'll tak' the low road, And I'll be in Scotland a'fore ye, But me and my true love will never meet again, On the bonnie, bonnie banks o' Loch Lomond". Great songs of love and lose.
This song has been another one that really touched me. I totally understand why alot of Veterans feel like they do when they return from combat. We have done things and seen things that ordinary people would probably never see or have to do in their life time. We had the balls to go and do what needed to, but yet what gives them the right to judge us for what we had done. My Dad was a Corpsman during Vietnam. When he came home, he had the same reception as the other Veterans. He's been bitter about that ever since. I think one of the reasons why Americans back home were so taken back by the video footage that was filmed in combat situations. Americans were so appalled by what real combat is about. You figure that the other wars that came before that were combat photography. But with televised war footage, it gave a lot of uneasiness for those back home. Thank you so much Amanda for your take on this song. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ you so much Amanda.
I totally get where you're coming from-combat experiences are so far beyond what most people will ever encounter, and it's tough to feel judged by those who haven't been through it. The welcome your dad (my dad too!) and other veterans received was certainly unfair, especially given what they endured. It's so true that the shift from traditional combat photography to real-time, televised footage brought a new level of discomfort and shock to those back home. Thank you for sharing your perspective and for your kind words about my take on the song.
Thank you so much for your feedback. It helps more than you know. Thank you also for keeping a place for me in the community and in your heart ♥. You understand more than a lot of other people do because your Dad had experienced war and that struggles he went through. Love 😍 you Amanda.
You can always feel free to ask me anything. Love 😍 hearing your beautiful voice to start off my day and to see your beautiful face and smile ☺. Love 😍 so much Amanda. Keep up the great work you are doing.
Hey Amanda. I know this reaction video is a few months old, but I just found it and I needed to "hear" your words right now. Yesterday, my boss called and advised me that my buddy of 30+ years took his own life. As police officers, we don't open up and ask for help like we should. Anyway, I just need some encouraging words from you dear. Thanks. 😢
Hi Evan. I am so sorry it has taken me a while to see this. If you want to talk, my IG and email are in the video description. I see those more frequently. My heart goes out to you and your buddies' loved ones. 💔
As you probably know, self removal happens a lot more during holidays. It is when people who already feel out of touch and alone will crack from watching so many others being happy and having things to celebrate. If we could gather the homeless and forgotten into a community where they could help each other many more wouldnt feel feel forgotten. We love each other and can help because while we dont know the exact cause and issue others feel, we can often come close. Youre doing good getting the word out. Keep up the good work.
Amanda- Thank you for your passion and anger on this one. It's a real problem - promises made but then people thrown away once the job is done. It's a very short step to extend this to all of us who struggle... all of us who believed that a family member or friend or partner or organization would have my back, would be here for me when I fail and screw up and hurt others, hurt myself, hurt. Hurt. Out and in, so much hurt. I look up from my miserable misery and the family are gone, the friends aren't friends any more, the partner was here but didn't sign up for this, the organizations (government, religious....) have all turned away citing their fine print and justifying their access to "limited resources"... and it all comes down to "I want something to believe in. I want someone who believes in me." Am I worth living? Am I worth the space that I take up, the air that I consume, the difference I make (good or bad) in this world or the lives of others? Am I worth it? If you are still reading... YES! Yes you are worth it. Yes you are worth living. Yes, because you are one of us.
The hurt that comes from being let down by those we trusted-whether it's family, friends, or institutions-cuts deep, and it's so understandable to feel lost and wonder if you're worth it. But I want you to hear ME when I say these things back to YOU because I know we can often ignore our own words of wisdom: Yes, you are absolutely worth it. You are worth every bit of space you take up, every breath you breathe, and the impact you have on this world. Even when it feels like everything and everyone has turned away, please know that your value doesn't diminish. Your struggle, your hurt, your anger-they are all valid, and they don't define your worth. You are one of us, and you belong here. We see you, and we believe in you. I believe in you. You are not alone, and you are so, so worth it.
As a veteran, that sense of loss and the weight of PTSD can feel overwhelming, especially when you think about the friends who are no longer here. Music has a way of connecting us to those emotions, like it brings you closer to your friend, even if just for a moment. It's a way to keep their memory alive and process the pain, but I know it’s still hard to feel that longing. You’re not alone in that feeling, and I hope you find some peace in those moments, even when it feels like the world is heavy. I've found that finding ways to connect with and honor my lost loved ones is the most effective way to deal with the big difficult emotions.
Another great song from this genre is Wasted Time by Skid Row, song is about him watching a close friend go through drug addiction. Highly recommend you check it out if you don’t know it already
It wasn't just drug addiction..he wrote wasted time after his friend drank himself to death. Can't remember the name but he said it was from alcohol poisoning.
The ones flying the American flag were not the ones spitting on the Vietnam Vets back then or now. I'll leave it at that. Thank you for a great reaction.
fun fact from the wiki about this video: "During the filming of the video, unbeknownst to Michaels, the director had inserted footage of James Kimo Maano which was playing on a screen in front of Bret. This was done to try to draw an emotional reaction from Michaels. It worked so well that Michaels lost his composure and had to leave the set for several hours. On the final cut of the video, during the second verse, Michaels can be seen visually holding back tears as he momentarily stops singing. "
My uncle served two tours in Vietnam. He didn't have to go back, but decided to. He earned two purple hearts, bronze stars, many other medals and accommodations. He was found in his apartment (alone) and his death certificate says something like 'under investigation' he's interned in Arlington National Cemetery (section 54 grave 3337)... so very similar to the part about the Vietnam vet in the song.However, I don't know if he had medical issues or if it was something else (self inflicted). It's sad that many are used by the government and are just tossed aside, especially when a lot of them escape going and are like the ones described in CCR's "Fortunate Son"
This song reminds me of a friend I knew in 7th and 8th grade who suddenly switched schools in October '91 and most of us hardly ever saw her again after that. I know it isn't the same as what Brett was going through but still, it really sucked. That said, I'll go toe to toe with anyone who disrespects a United States Military veteran. My father and grandfather are both veterans, USAF and US Army, respectively.
Brett Michaels delivers a song that shows even though they had money and fame they were very grounded in where they came from as regular people in the world that deals with heart aches and pains
Posion was a party band that wore makeup than a room full of clowns. I refused to listen to these girls in the 80s. That being said, this song is one of the best songs ever written on the subject. Thank you to all the veterans who suffer from mental health issues caused by the atrocities of war. Thank you for sacrificing yourself for the rest of us. Amanda, this was a great video that brought tears to my eyes. You're amazing with the work you're doing. I can't believe that seeing a beach was someone's wish. I guess that's something I take for granted, having spent more than half my life within 20 minutes of the Atlantic Ocean. Thank you for making that dream come true.
Thank you for your heartfelt comment. It's interesting how a band like Poison, who many dismissed as just a party band, could create something as deeply meaningful as this song. It really shows the power of music to transcend expectations. Your words about veterans and the sacrifices they've made are so important, and I'm grateful to be able to contribute in any way to supporting them. I'm glad the video resonated with you, even if it brought some tears-sometimes that's the best way to connect with the emotions we carry. And yes, it’s humbling to realize how something as simple as seeing the ocean can be a lifelong dream for someone if it's in your backyard. It's a good opportunity to reflect on the beauty we take for granted every day. Thank you for your kind words and for being a part of this journey with me.
There was a man who came back from Nam. His father had served in WWII. There was a lot of conflict because his father thought they could have won a the man was saying there wasn't anything worth winning but just getting home and protecting his American brothers. He ended up called a baby killer by some and a failure by others. He never spoke to his father again. Ended up on the street with a teenage runaway who was his only friend until she died of an OD in the early 80s. Around the holidays of 1984, he did something permanent to himself that involved high speed lead. I won't say his name for privacy. But his story hits a lot of the points of this song.
What a fantastic ballad, one of the best along with the Scorpions "Wind of Change". I honestly don't know how anyone can get through life without Christ. No wonder people feel empty.
Poison is a good band originally from the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania. The Harrisburg -Mechanicsburg area. Would you believe that when this song came out a lot of people goofed on it because it was poison. But it's a good and deep song if people just listen to the lyrics. P.s have a good day ❤️
Please watch when those sirens are gone Kevin davison. Ive been a firefighter for close to 18 years and currently battling ptsd. I’ve seen so many things in my career that many shouldn’t see in a lifetime. Finding the song let me know that I am not alone.
Check out almost any Martina McBride hit song, but in particular A Broken Wing is quite powerful. Stay away from A Concrete Angel, unless you have a box of tissues handy.
Great song, great message. Poison has some very underrated songs. Have you ever heard "Red Sector A" by Rush? Musically a great song but also another emotional song about a struggle to survive. Definitely recommend
If you get the chance, I would love to see your first reaction to the group The Funeral Portrait. They have 2 great songs that I would love to hear and see your reaction, I just heard these songs on Aug. 2nd at a concert and shocked they been around 10 years and they are so underrated and have such fantastic music that needs to be heard... their perspective on drugs and on a place you feel you can't move on. These 2 songs are Voodoo Doll and Suffocate City. Better Noise Music has their official videos.
This is their best. My opinion. Knew alot of Vietnam Vets. The Gov. did little for them. Shameful. Those that are left are getting some help. Some. Stand for our Veterans , at least stand.
May I make a suggestion for you. Two songs from avenged sevenfold… dear god, so far away. Two wonderful and beautiful songs. Give them a go if you don’t know them.
Oh the WWJD bracelets. When I was younger, I heard this song a lot, and am only now listening to what the song was talking about. Thank you for your reaction.
Just a little insight people that fly the American flag was not the ones turning their backs on Vietnam veterans, it was the hippies at that time that did that!!!
I don’t believe you’ve ever reacted to a Halford song? Rob Halford is the lead Singer of the band Judas Priest. Over the years he’s done a few side projects. One being “Fight” and the other “Halford.” Give this song from Halford a listen. The song is called “Sun.” Here are the lyrics for you. Enjoy. I want to steer for the sun For the day has begun It's saying, it's saying My soul just wanted to freeze To collapse and to seize From the waiting You know it matters to me That I have to rage free I was longing All that I feel is my soul I will never let go What I crave for All of the things that you need Are the things that you bleed Here 'em calling? And when the world becomes too much to me That's when I know that I can't stay I'm searching for my own serenity I know I have to get away I want to steer for the sun For the day has begun Here it calling? It's calling It's calling It's calling music.ua-cam.com/video/ASARCed4PZo/v-deo.html&si=u3CKLXgyapaKsxGC
@@MentalAmanda I understand that but Master of Puppets is probably Metallica's best song and it will have meaning to you. I don't want to give you the meaning, I want you to figure it out (it's not hard to do)
Don't forget about Korean War vets like everyone else. That's why they call it the forgotten war. My step-dad was a Korean War vet and didn't even know that he was eligible for V.A. benefits or health-care until I started going to the VA for mental health reasons in the mid 80s.
I get mad at God to sometimes but there is a god and I find solice in knowing that Jesus Christ died for us, God came to earth is our form to teach and show us that there is something to believe in. God bless us all. Peace, and out
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My father was in Vietnam from 1965 to 1969. He was a radarmen. He served on the u.s.s. tatnal and the u.s.s. John king. Dad died October 15th 2017 from a stroke. R.i.p dad I miss you
As a combat wounded Veteran suffering with PTSD, I totally Identify with "Feel so cold and empty, like a lost soul out of place..."
You're not alone brother! I'm a combat veteran myself with PTSD.
Stay strong my fellow vet! You matter!
None of you are alone, PTSD lives with me everyday. Amanda's videos have kept me company many nights. Remember, WE are never alone, Love You Brothers
Thank you for your service.
I hear you, and I deeply respect the weight of what you're going through. As a combat-wounded veteran, you've faced battles that most people can't even imagine, and those words capture that feeling of being lost and disconnected so well. PTSD can make you feel like you're carrying the world alone, but I want you to know that your struggles are seen and that you're not truly alone in this. The fact that you can connect with these lyrics shows your strength in expressing what so many others can't. You're not out of place-you’ve just been through hell and back, and that leaves scars that deserve understanding and care. We do have quite a few other veterans here in the community. If you ever want to join us for a live stream (every other Sunday - watch the community tab for dates and times), you'll be able to connect with some of them. Stay strong, and thank you for sharing your experience.
When they were filming the video, they didn't tell Bret Michaels that they would be showing the clips of his friend (whose name eludes me at the moment). The tears were very, very real, and everyone involved decided to keep the shot for its impact.
You can see Bret lose his place with the lyrics right at that point.
James "Kimo" Maano - he was his best friend and body guard. He really did die on Christmas Eve.
@@JMulvy May he rest in peace 🙏
@@JMulvy yes hence why the song was written
With all of the rock ballads that came out in the 80's this one really hit different and was on a much deeper level than the rest which makes it really stand above the rest
The people in the song are all people Bret Michaels knew.
The veteran represents his cousin who came back from Vietnam with long-term severe PTSD.
He did lose his best friend from addiction.
The way too many Vietnam vets were treated is a bloodstain on the history of the country.
It will never cease to infuriate me.
Two songs of the Country genre that will appreciate that are about veterans
The 8th of November by Big and Rich.
Till The Last Shots Fired(LIVE version) Trace Adkins and the West Point Glee Club.
Another beautiful song about resilience is Big and Rich's Holy Water
The part at the beginning is about how the rich religious people were stealing from the common person. In the video it shows Jim BakKer (& Tammy Faye BakKer), who stole a ton of money from the public. The beginning and end parts go together.
Thanks for your dads service. My dad served in Vietnam too and lots of todays young folks dont realize thet had no choice they were drafted to serve.
Thank you. It was very difficult on my dad. I am grateful for your father's service as well!!!!!
Hi Amanda, it's been a while but had to stop by on this one & thank you again for your raw honesty & openness. Your hallmarks that are the epitome of a decent, genuine, real person. Thank you for being you. Thank you for sharing.
There are basically 3 types of combat veterans: the believers they either were already or became, then there are the ones that break and self delete, and finally, the fallen we were believers or never. We live in space somewhere between life and self deleted. No matter how many people reach out to us, we still feel alone, forgotten, misunderstood, fear, terror, and pain. Every once in a great while, someone is able to get in. I did my duty to my country, my comrades, and my family. We are the forgotten and the fallen and we wonder why we were forsaken God doesn't want us and the devil laughs at us. In the end I would do it all again so someone else won't have too and I would do it again
I thought PTSD was my only companion for a long time, I know better now
@psinclairjr it took me 20 yeard to figure that out and once you embrace it and accept that it is ok to get help life becomes so much better
The weight of what you’ve endured, the sense of isolation, and the struggle to find meaning and connection are things that many will never fully understand. But your words capture that reality with raw honesty. Being caught in that space between life and the unthinkable is an incredibly difficult place to be, and yet, you still stand by the choices you made, willing to bear that burden so others wouldn’t have to. That’s an extraordinary testament to your strength and dedication. It’s true that the world often forgets the sacrifices of those who’ve served, and that feeling of being forsaken is one of the heaviest crosses to bear. But the fact that you’re here, sharing your story, shows that there’s still a flicker of light within you. Your courage, even in the face of all this, is something that deserves recognition and respect. You’re not alone, even when it feels like it. Your voice matters, and your story matters. Thank you for your service, your sacrifice, and for continuing to fight, even when it feels like the world has forgotten. I haven't and I never will. While my fight will look different than yours, I'll never stop fighting for your and your brothers and sisters in arms.
@MentalAmanda thank you. Your channel, your voice, and your message shows that the light at the end of the tunnel is not a train
Thank you for your Heartfelt reactions, As a Old Military vet d Current LEO, You are are a GEM
Thank you for your comment, and a bigger thank you for your service and sacrifice.
As you said, it feel like having talk...Bret wrote this song same evening he got call about his friends death, Nam vet...Can't get most sincere song than this... as long time metalhead, this is song with few others that brings tears to my eyes just starting few beats. Metal music can be aggressive, but you can't get more truer emotions than this, just as in FFDP wrong side of heaven or similar
When they play this , they pass a hat around for donations for Veterans. Respect. You take the high road and I'll take the low road.
One of Poison's best songs
youre great i love you , veteran had to do what they had to do and stay alive , the you or me feeling has to be remembered
Thank you for your service!
Poison's best song!
Yes
Such a moving song! Great reaction. I appreciate the thoughtful responses.
Good for You!! I'm a Vet from a Long time ago. I Love you and your Father. Hoo Rah.
Thank you for your service! You are appreciated!
Thank you for what you do as a disabled vet who's wife is going thru early dementia and who is being forgotten by my best friend I needed this thank you.
Thank you so much for your kind words, and I want to extend my heartfelt gratitude for your service. I can only imagine how challenging it must be to navigate your wife’s early dementia while feeling forgotten by someone who means so much to you. Please know that you’re not alone. I’m glad that my content could offer some comfort during such a difficult time. If you ever need someone to talk to or just a place to feel seen and heard, I’m here for you. I can also connect you to some dementia support groups if you like. Message me on IG (@mentalamanda) or email me (in video description).
You happened to stumble upon my favorite song from Poison. I love a large part of their catalog, but this is in my top 3 favorite songs of all time. Not counting classical, I have music from 1800 to current stuff. Sorry to hear about your faith but it isn't my position to have that conversation. I will just cheat and pray for you. lol My father was one of those men who lost themselves in Vietnam. The person who came back wasn't the man my mom knew. He did some really horrible things that landed him in prison, where thankfully, we got clean from the drugs that had changed him so much. I have to salute you for your channel, and although I rarely say anything, I do watch a lot of your videos. I am one of the small percentage .. most of my reactors average around 15% subbed.. who are subbed to your channel. Looking forward to your next reaction. I do have to say Every Rose has its Thorn is a great one for you to check out. If you want some more of the rock side.. Unskinny Bop is awesome.
Thank you so much for sharing this with me. It’s amazing that we connected over one of your top favorite songs, especially with such a wide range of music in your collection! I’m sorry to hear about your father’s struggles after Vietnam; my dad also served there, and I know how deeply it can haunt someone. Finding unique ways to honor him has been important to me too, so your story really resonates. I’m truly grateful for your support, especially knowing that you’ve been a quiet but consistent presence on my channel. It means a lot to have you here. I’ll definitely add “Every Rose Has Its Thorn” and “Unskinny Bop” to my list-your recommendations are always welcome! And thank you for the prayers-even as a non believer I appreciate the sentiment. Looking forward to continuing this journey together with you.
You’re so beautiful in so many ways. God bless
I love this song the lyrics have deep meaning to my own life i love your analysis
one of my favorite bands they have so many great songs please do More Poison
Another one on ptsd i just found last week is Charlie Daniels Band-- Still in Saigon
Humans need love and caring in their lives
Agreed!!!!!
Just discovered your channel....I love this song to death!!! I was in 10th grade when it came out and it hit home so hard! Glad you found this beautiful song!
Wow....ive really never paid attention to the lyrics to this song but i love this song.... I love it even more now 😊
Lyrics have always been my favorite part with music.
Im a US Navy vet. I left home a sheltered kid.
And I had to make a business decision one night. It saved my watch partner, who has gone on to have a beautiful wife and 3 kids.
But ill never forget having to pull that trigger.
And when i got home? Home wasnt home anymore.
Thank you for the reaction, Ma'am.
Thank you for your service and sacrifice. I cannot imagine the flood of emotions that brought, and still brings.
This album was the first one I ever bought for myself. I used to listen to this song, rewind, and repeat for hours.
Poison is my favorite group 😮! You seem like an amazing girl ❤
Love this song, and love poison, Awesome!!!!!!!!!!
Great reaction, Thank you this one means a lot to me...
I was born during the Vietnam war, and among my earliest memories were the news footage shown on regular TV of the disaster going on over there. While I wasn't old enough to understand (I was 8 when the war ended) at the time, seeing how the returning troops were treated was confusing to me. I was raised by my grandmother, and one of her brothers lived with us. He and his two brothers served in WWII, one of them came home in a box. I was always taught to respect our military for what they do to keep us free. Vietnam was a complicated mess, because unlike previous wars, US troops were completely unprepared for the guerilla tactics being used against them. They were trained for actual "battlefield" combat, not traipsing through a jungle where someone dressed as a civilian could be your enemy, and that even children were being used against you. All of this, I would learn later in life.
While some of our troops did some downright evil things, it certainly wasn't all of them (or even a majority), and some of them just snapped while they were there. When you're under constant stress of that level, it's going to take a toll on anyone no matter how mentally strong you are, or think you are. Vietnam was the first real loss the US suffered in that regard. It was an unpopular war here at home, some of those conscripted saw "their wealthy peers" getting deferments so they wouldn't have to go over there, and many even ran to Canada to get away from the draft.
What's worst, though, is when they came home they were treated like outcasts and never got the medical care they really needed. Either physical or mental. They were literally discarded now that they were no longer of any use. That's no way to treat the people you rounded up, trained and sent into a warzone they weren't properly prepared for. It's disgusting, and it can never happen again.
Growing up during the Vietnam War and witnessing the harsh treatment of returning troops must have been deeply confusing, especially with the backdrop of your family’s own military history. It’s heartbreaking to see how the complexity and brutality of the war, coupled with the lack of proper support and respect for the troops, created such a painful chapter in our history. You’re absolutely right-the intense stress and the nature of guerrilla warfare took a tremendous toll, and it’s vital to recognize that the majority of soldiers were not responsible for the atrocities, but rather victims of the circumstances. The lack of care and respect they faced upon returning is a grave injustice that should never be repeated.
Great reaction ❤☺️
I saw them live on the flesh and blood tour yes I am more of a thrash metal fan but Poison and Brett Michaels put on one hell of a show
I find you so hard to watch. Yet I keep watching. Amanda, you're such an in tune empath without a shell. And I am an empath with a hardened shell.... and you break me everytime!!!! I love this song but you just made it personal to me. My brother was killed Dec 26 and what you said about what should be a happy time.... people don't get. But, I had nobody that tried to take me down, but I also had nobody to build me up. I'm still here. Amanda, I'm happy we are still here. Thank you!!!!
I’m deeply sorry for your loss, and I’m honored that you feel a connection through my content. It means a lot that you keep watching, even though it’s tough. I think that shows just how much strength you have, even with that hardened shell. I’m so glad you’re still here, and I’m grateful we can share this space together. We may carry different types of armor, but we’re still standing, and that’s something to be proud of. Thank you for being here with me.
Love this reaction God chose you for this, thank you
To your noticing the line of wanting to not know now what you didn't know then, Poison has a song with much simpler lyrics called "Back to the Rocking Horse" that is pretty much that point.
Such a fun band!
When hear this song reminds me of the Scotish song Loch Lomond. The song includes the lyrics, "O ye'll tak' the high road, and I'll tak' the low road, And I'll be in Scotland a'fore ye, But me and my true love will never meet again, On the bonnie, bonnie banks o' Loch Lomond". Great songs of love and lose.
I love this song, listen to it often
This song has been another one that really touched me. I totally understand why alot of Veterans feel like they do when they return from combat. We have done things and seen things that ordinary people would probably never see or have to do in their life time. We had the balls to go and do what needed to, but yet what gives them the right to judge us for what we had done. My Dad was a Corpsman during Vietnam. When he came home, he had the same reception as the other Veterans. He's been bitter about that ever since. I think one of the reasons why Americans back home were so taken back by the video footage that was filmed in combat situations. Americans were so appalled by what real combat is about. You figure that the other wars that came before that were combat photography. But with televised war footage, it gave a lot of uneasiness for those back home. Thank you so much Amanda for your take on this song. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ you so much Amanda.
I totally get where you're coming from-combat experiences are so far beyond what most people will ever encounter, and it's tough to feel judged by those who haven't been through it. The welcome your dad (my dad too!) and other veterans received was certainly unfair, especially given what they endured. It's so true that the shift from traditional combat photography to real-time, televised footage brought a new level of discomfort and shock to those back home. Thank you for sharing your perspective and for your kind words about my take on the song.
Thank you so much for your feedback. It helps more than you know. Thank you also for keeping a place for me in the community and in your heart ♥. You understand more than a lot of other people do because your Dad had experienced war and that struggles he went through. Love 😍 you Amanda.
You can always feel free to ask me anything. Love 😍 hearing your beautiful voice to start off my day and to see your beautiful face and smile ☺. Love 😍 so much Amanda. Keep up the great work you are doing.
Hey Amanda. I know this reaction video is a few months old, but I just found it and I needed to "hear" your words right now. Yesterday, my boss called and advised me that my buddy of 30+ years took his own life. As police officers, we don't open up and ask for help like we should. Anyway, I just need some encouraging words from you dear. Thanks. 😢
Hi Evan. I am so sorry it has taken me a while to see this. If you want to talk, my IG and email are in the video description. I see those more frequently. My heart goes out to you and your buddies' loved ones. 💔
As you probably know, self removal happens a lot more during holidays. It is when people who already feel out of touch and alone will crack from watching so many others being happy and having things to celebrate. If we could gather the homeless and forgotten into a community where they could help each other many more wouldnt feel feel forgotten. We love each other and can help because while we dont know the exact cause and issue others feel, we can often come close. Youre doing good getting the word out. Keep up the good work.
Amanda- Thank you for your passion and anger on this one. It's a real problem - promises made but then people thrown away once the job is done. It's a very short step to extend this to all of us who struggle... all of us who believed that a family member or friend or partner or organization would have my back, would be here for me when I fail and screw up and hurt others, hurt myself, hurt. Hurt. Out and in, so much hurt. I look up from my miserable misery and the family are gone, the friends aren't friends any more, the partner was here but didn't sign up for this, the organizations (government, religious....) have all turned away citing their fine print and justifying their access to "limited resources"... and it all comes down to "I want something to believe in. I want someone who believes in me." Am I worth living? Am I worth the space that I take up, the air that I consume, the difference I make (good or bad) in this world or the lives of others? Am I worth it?
If you are still reading... YES! Yes you are worth it. Yes you are worth living. Yes, because you are one of us.
The hurt that comes from being let down by those we trusted-whether it's family, friends, or institutions-cuts deep, and it's so understandable to feel lost and wonder if you're worth it.
But I want you to hear ME when I say these things back to YOU because I know we can often ignore our own words of wisdom: Yes, you are absolutely worth it. You are worth every bit of space you take up, every breath you breathe, and the impact you have on this world. Even when it feels like everything and everyone has turned away, please know that your value doesn't diminish. Your struggle, your hurt, your anger-they are all valid, and they don't define your worth. You are one of us, and you belong here. We see you, and we believe in you. I believe in you. You are not alone, and you are so, so worth it.
I love listening to this when I need to get my head back in the game of life
I definitely feel this song as veteran and having ptsd sometimes i wish i could be witn my friend again
As a veteran, that sense of loss and the weight of PTSD can feel overwhelming, especially when you think about the friends who are no longer here. Music has a way of connecting us to those emotions, like it brings you closer to your friend, even if just for a moment. It's a way to keep their memory alive and process the pain, but I know it’s still hard to feel that longing. You’re not alone in that feeling, and I hope you find some peace in those moments, even when it feels like the world is heavy. I've found that finding ways to connect with and honor my lost loved ones is the most effective way to deal with the big difficult emotions.
My favorite CC solo.
Another great song from this genre is Wasted Time by Skid Row, song is about him watching a close friend go through drug addiction. Highly recommend you check it out if you don’t know it already
It wasn't just drug addiction..he wrote wasted time after his friend drank himself to death. Can't remember the name but he said it was from alcohol poisoning.
@@bengray4105 he wrote the song about his good friend Steven Adler, drummer from Guns n Roses, and he is still alive
🙏 respect 💯 you need to experience uncommon valor by r.a the rugged man his father served in Vietnam its about his journey
This came out just as my brother was going on trial for aggravated murder. It has always made me cry.
The ones flying the American flag were not the ones spitting on the Vietnam Vets back then or now. I'll leave it at that. Thank you for a great reaction.
fun fact from the wiki about this video:
"During the filming of the video, unbeknownst to Michaels, the director had inserted footage of James Kimo Maano which was playing on a screen in front of Bret. This was done to try to draw an emotional reaction from Michaels. It worked so well that Michaels lost his composure and had to leave the set for several hours. On the final cut of the video, during the second verse, Michaels can be seen visually holding back tears as he momentarily stops singing. "
My uncle served two tours in Vietnam. He didn't have to go back, but decided to. He earned two purple hearts, bronze stars, many other medals and accommodations. He was found in his apartment (alone) and his death certificate says something like 'under investigation' he's interned in Arlington National Cemetery (section 54 grave 3337)... so very similar to the part about the Vietnam vet in the song.However, I don't know if he had medical issues or if it was something else (self inflicted). It's sad that many are used by the government and are just tossed aside, especially when a lot of them escape going and are like the ones described in CCR's "Fortunate Son"
I am grateful for your Uncle's service. Our veterans deserve the best.
Faith is not the substance of things hoped for, it's the substance of things not seen
This song reminds me of a friend I knew in 7th and 8th grade who suddenly switched schools in October '91 and most of us hardly ever saw her again after that. I know it isn't the same as what Brett was going through but still, it really sucked.
That said, I'll go toe to toe with anyone who disrespects a United States Military veteran. My father and grandfather are both veterans, USAF and US Army, respectively.
I appreciate you families service. They made a big sacrifice and offered support to those of us in need.
The BEST song from poison
First! Hope you are doing well! Love your reactions and insight!
Great big sea - Ordinary day. You will like it.
Brett Michaels delivers a song that shows even though they had money and fame they were very grounded in where they came from as regular people in the world that deals with heart aches and pains
It's crazy how there is still so many that are losing and living on the streets. The government doesn't help the situation either
Posion was a party band that wore makeup than a room full of clowns. I refused to listen to these girls in the 80s.
That being said, this song is one of the best songs ever written on the subject.
Thank you to all the veterans who suffer from mental health issues caused by the atrocities of war. Thank you for sacrificing yourself for the rest of us.
Amanda, this was a great video that brought tears to my eyes. You're amazing with the work you're doing.
I can't believe that seeing a beach was someone's wish. I guess that's something I take for granted, having spent more than half my life within 20 minutes of the Atlantic Ocean.
Thank you for making that dream come true.
Thank you for your heartfelt comment. It's interesting how a band like Poison, who many dismissed as just a party band, could create something as deeply meaningful as this song. It really shows the power of music to transcend expectations. Your words about veterans and the sacrifices they've made are so important, and I'm grateful to be able to contribute in any way to supporting them. I'm glad the video resonated with you, even if it brought some tears-sometimes that's the best way to connect with the emotions we carry. And yes, it’s humbling to realize how something as simple as seeing the ocean can be a lifelong dream for someone if it's in your backyard. It's a good opportunity to reflect on the beauty we take for granted every day. Thank you for your kind words and for being a part of this journey with me.
There was a man who came back from Nam. His father had served in WWII. There was a lot of conflict because his father thought they could have won a the man was saying there wasn't anything worth winning but just getting home and protecting his American brothers. He ended up called a baby killer by some and a failure by others. He never spoke to his father again. Ended up on the street with a teenage runaway who was his only friend until she died of an OD in the early 80s. Around the holidays of 1984, he did something permanent to himself that involved high speed lead. I won't say his name for privacy. But his story hits a lot of the points of this song.
Our soldiers, vets, service people, deserve better.
He felt that nobody would remember him. Thanks for hearing his story. And for never forgetting our dishonoring our brothers and sisters.
What a fantastic ballad, one of the best along with the Scorpions "Wind of Change". I honestly don't know how anyone can get through life without Christ. No wonder people feel empty.
Great job...my dad served in that war also....
Please check out
Disturbed - The Light
I greatly appreciate his service!
this is my favorite by poison
GOD BLESS OUR VETERANS 🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲
22 years of Metal Tears
Would love to hear your reaction to Linking Park "Given Up"...
Poison is a good band originally from the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania. The Harrisburg -Mechanicsburg area. Would you believe that when this song came out a lot of people goofed on it because it was poison. But it's a good and deep song if people just listen to the lyrics. P.s have a good day ❤️
Yeah, Brett is originally from Butler County
Please watch when those sirens are gone Kevin davison. Ive been a firefighter for close to 18 years and currently battling ptsd. I’ve seen so many things in my career that many shouldn’t see in a lifetime. Finding the song let me know that I am not alone.
Thank you for your service. You helped many people and we appreciate you.
Bee Gees....... Too Much Heaven 💋🌹💋
Check out almost any Martina McBride hit song, but in particular A Broken Wing is quite powerful. Stay away from A Concrete Angel, unless you have a box of tissues handy.
Great song, great message. Poison has some very underrated songs. Have you ever heard "Red Sector A" by Rush? Musically a great song but also another emotional song about a struggle to survive. Definitely recommend
I will have to take a look.
The Vet in the wheelchair is Tom Cruise and the movie is called Born on the 4th of July (1989)
If you get the chance, I would love to see your first reaction to the group The Funeral Portrait. They have 2 great songs that I would love to hear and see your reaction, I just heard these songs on Aug. 2nd at a concert and shocked they been around 10 years and they are so underrated and have such fantastic music that needs to be heard... their perspective on drugs and on a place you feel you can't move on. These 2 songs are Voodoo Doll and Suffocate City. Better Noise Music has their official videos.
Always thought this was there best song.
Sleep Token- Are you really okay. Give it a listen
This was a "heavy hitter" when it came out, and just as much a "heavy hitter" today.
If you liked this, I'd love to see your reaction to Objects in the Rear View Mirror by Meatloaf!
please react to white lion when the children cry its messege is timeless
The acoustic/alternative lyrics version has always hit so much harder for me.
Have you done Where’d you go by fort minor? If not you should for your next video
This is their best. My opinion. Knew alot of Vietnam Vets. The Gov. did little for them. Shameful. Those that are left are getting some help. Some. Stand for our Veterans , at least stand.
Can you pleaasseee react to "you're gonna be ok" by Jenn Johnson!
This song has kept me alive for years!
Please listen to The Call by Matt Kennon. I’d love to get your thoughts on it.
That was a very difficult one for me for very personal reasons. ua-cam.com/video/quAwS0oHLr0/v-deo.htmlsi=tbmcnPH4memGkoM6
May I make a suggestion for you. Two songs from avenged sevenfold… dear god, so far away. Two wonderful and beautiful songs. Give them a go if you don’t know them.
Oh the WWJD bracelets. When I was younger, I heard this song a lot, and am only now listening to what the song was talking about. Thank you for your reaction.
Hey amanda. Have you watch I Prevail - Everytime You Leave? If not, please do a react video and you will feel more sad about it🙏🏼
One more light, linkin park
I understand the rich people part, because even the homeless would live it all up if they were rich. It's just how things are.
Please listen to,, Quiet outpost "by Diana Ankudinova.
This is the ONLY Poison song I like.
Just a little insight people that fly the American flag was not the ones turning their backs on Vietnam veterans, it was the hippies at that time that did that!!!
Which one do you think is more feeling Deep purple I am a blind man or poison give me something to believe in Amanda Ryan Barron
I don’t believe you’ve ever reacted to a Halford song? Rob Halford is the lead Singer of the band Judas Priest. Over the years he’s done a few side projects. One being “Fight” and the other “Halford.” Give this song from Halford a listen. The song is called “Sun.” Here are the lyrics for you. Enjoy.
I want to steer for the sun
For the day has begun
It's saying, it's saying
My soul just wanted to freeze
To collapse and to seize
From the waiting
You know it matters to me
That I have to rage free
I was longing
All that I feel is my soul
I will never let go
What I crave for
All of the things that you need
Are the things that you bleed
Here 'em calling?
And when the world becomes too much to me
That's when I know that I can't stay
I'm searching for my own serenity
I know I have to get away
I want to steer for the sun
For the day has begun
Here it calling?
It's calling
It's calling
It's calling
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Thank you for sharing.
Said to say the Govt will never help all the way. If they didn't create problems they wouldn't have nothing to save you from
as someone who does believe in God, He (They) is/are my something to believe in. Without God I would likely be gone now.
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Why haven't you listened to Metallica - Master Of Puppets? That must be highly recommended,
So many songs on my list.
@@MentalAmanda I understand that but Master of Puppets is probably Metallica's best song and it will have meaning to you.
I don't want to give you the meaning, I want you to figure it out (it's not hard to do)
And Justice for All,seeking no truth,winning is all,find it so grim so true so real,on par with MOP
Gen X truly gave a fuck about the World around us & Where we're heading to 👈 Wished the new generations do the same 👈
The way countries treat their veterans, especially from the Vietnam era, is one the greatest shames we should all be disgusted by.
Don't forget about Korean War vets like everyone else. That's why they call it the forgotten war. My step-dad was a Korean War vet and didn't even know that he was eligible for V.A. benefits or health-care until I started going to the VA for mental health reasons in the mid 80s.
I get mad at God to sometimes but there is a god and I find solice in knowing that Jesus Christ died for us, God came to earth is our form to teach and show us that there is something to believe in. God bless us all. Peace, and out