@@eheh2449 this is so true. I think being able to empathize with strangers is more for your good than theirs. Julie and Camilla being understanding of why people may say shitty things isn’t really going to impact the strangers who said that stuff. It’s going to make it a little easier to bear for Julie and Camilla. They get to move on from it knowing that what that person said wasn’t really about Julie and Camilla. It was about the person who said it
Pregnancy loss is VERRRRY common and not talking about it only makes it feel more isolating. It's amazing how once you start talking about it, you find the most inspiring people who have been through some of the worst things you can imagine. After my first miscarriage, I joined a workout group that was all women and when I told them what happened to me, almost all of them had a pregnancy loss that they shared as well. Some of them feel like things you can't even survive, but we survive by finding our community and sharing the burden with people who care.
The feeling of isolation is what was so shockingly rough for me to go through. You expect the heartache, but you don’t imagine how lonely it is. Even with a partner. But finding your community helps immensely.
Please keep sharing...1 in 4 women experience a miscarriage, stillbirth or infant loss...and we are conditioned to just get over it. It's excruciating. More women need to talk about it if they're comfortable to encourage others. I felt horribly alone when I lost my daughter 10 years ago. This is helping other women. Bless you both ❤️
@@lvclixx2566as someone who doesn't like abortions, I would NEVER say that, that is horrible. Do not categorize one group of horrible people with other groups of people, it's not ok.
I had a pregnancy loss that devastated me 10 years ago but I'm lying next to my 9 year old rainbow baby tucking him into bed while watching this. I am grateful every day for his being. It doesn't matter how far along you are when you lose a pregnancy, because for a mother, the moment we find out we are pregnant, we are already holding them.
Rainbow baby is a stupid term. Sorry not sorry. Calling them your miracle baby is fine but rainbow baby sounds like you’re referring to the lgbtq+ community. Which is weird.
@@brainfluidZI don't think it is because God made the rainbow as a promise that he would never flud the earth agian so they are your little one you've fought for it's ok if you have different opinion tho😊
@@brainfluidZrainbow baby was the term for a baby that you have after losing a pregnancy or something WAYYY before the lgbtq took the rainbow as their symbol. Please stfu
This vlog is NOT full of sh*t!!!! You are both amazing woman: vulnerable, honest, real, emotional, hopeful, determent, silly, creative and you learned to see the beauty in the little things, like doing laundry or eating that special red curry. You pass that on to both your audience AND your rainbow baby and make this world a little bit better ❤️💙💜💛💚
Hey, ladies, last year I had a stillborn son, so I do understand what you are going through as much as someone with a similar experience can understand. The hormones at this stage of loss are NUTS, absolutely bonkers. Just a gentle note to you both- it is possible that when Julie recovers and starts doing better, Camilla may have a bout of grieving. Allow your body and your heart time to heal. It does heal, and things feel ok again, I promise. You're both gonna be ok.
As a tiny queer, I really look up to both of you. Thank you for sharing your journey with us, and Im really proud of you for existing. Your baby will be so lucky to have such wonderful mothers!
Sorry for the rude comments, it will get better. My mom miscarried before she had me, and obviously I’m sure she and my dad were very sad(rightfully so), but after the years my mom can talk about it normally(obviously I don’t ask about it often, but when she does talk about it she talks normally). I really hope it does get better soon, and I’m very sorry for the comments. Have a great day. Edit: want to clarify that although it will get better that doesn’t diminish what the pain now, I wish you a speedy recovery. Anyone who wants to give feedback to me on if this comment is good at being nice and respectful please reply.
My mother miscarried twice before having me and my sister, and altough It happened both times very early in the pregnancy I know for sure my parents suffered a lot from this. I suppose people who try to have a baby know the risk is always there, and still it must be a terribile experience.
I just want to say thank you. My partner is currently going through a huge loss, and its honestly helped both of us with you guys sharing your emotions. Its really helped her clarify that what she is feeling, the emptiness, numb, anger, and random episodes she can't control is normal and that she is doing what she can. I hope you guys feel supported and loved through all this and wish you the best on your next steps. Thank you so much. 🧡
Hahahahaha I was on steroids cocaine the lot my daughter is happy healthy and alive because she was made by a man and woman and raised by them. Look at the weakness at 4.40 😂 so good to see how weak minded they are
As a woman who has had 6 miscarriages I can feel your pain. I never made it past 7-8 weeks with any of them but I have 5 beautiful healthy happy children to be thankful for .. let the haters be your motivators.. stay strong xx 💙💙💙💛💛💛💗💛💛💛💗 xx
I hope you don't mind me asking, did you have the miscarriages all before the first birth? And did they happen naturally? My baby died at 9 weeks but my body didn't do naturally I found out at my 12 week scan and had to have a D&C
@@mindfulmummy3222 no I had 3 healthy boys before I had the 1st 3 miscarriages and then I went onto have my 1st daughter where I then lost another 3 after she was born and then I was blessed with another little girl xx
When children have parents who WANT them like this and love them like this you know they are going to be in a happy home. Things don't always go as we want them too but to have loving and supportive parents who are this in love is a great foundation! It is a bedrock that keeps us going in the times when things don't go as we planned as kids. ♥️♥️♥️
if my future relationship isn't like this, I don't want it. It's so clear how much you guys love each other. Every Time you're on camera together i can literally feel it
As a woman going through her own IVF journey, I appreciate the transparency and vulnerability that you both have shown through this time. It is comforting to know that we are not alone during difficult times and I am so hopeful for you going into this next stage of the process. My FET is also likely to happen late Feb/ early March (🤞🤞🤞) so I will be right beside you eating fries and thinking sticky thoughts. You will be wonderful parents 😘.
I am going through the exact same thing. We experienced a loss early on. My next transfer is around early March👶🏼💙 staying positive and wish you the best. We got this!🙏🏽
you both inspire me to become better everyday. I admire how vulnerable you two are with everything and how real you guys are. It’s actually nice being able to see the real life shit that people go through that isn’t talked about enough. while watching your video about the miscarriage i actually found myself crying with you guys, and it takes a lot to do that. I admire how strong you both have been and how AMAZING you both have been being so supportive. The world needs more people like you! Never stop being you and i love you guys and i’m so excited for the embaby and i know it’ll be successful, every step of the way happens for a reason. Once embaby comes it’ll be the greatest day of our life and every moment, good and bad will be worth it. You two are so FREAKING amazing and never stop being awesome!!! 💜
I'm a bi girl from Ireland, I've always been planning to have kids one day, because I love kids, but when I realised what being bi meant, I realised my kids might not exist. You were the first lesbian couple I found, and you're journey has encouraged me not to give up. So this is me saying thank you ❤️. Your rainbow baby will be beautiful.
I’m pan and before I met my husband my plan was “If I turn 35 and don’t have any partner no matter their gender I will go through fertility treatments using a sperm donner to help me achieve my dreams of being a parent. And if that doesn’t work I can always try for adoption and foster as there are many children who need a loving parent.” My family knew of this plan, respected it and supported me. Now my husband and I have been trying to a baby for 10 months with no luck so far and are seeking fertility treatments.
I am my parents’ rainbow baby. They had my brother first, then unfortunately several miscarriages. They were going to properly try one last time before leaving it be and just hoping for the best. But then I came and luckily everything went perfect with that pregnancy and delivery 💗 back then no one talked about it, and couples would just deal with it privately. The bravery you have for being so open about everything.. it’s amazing!! I’m sure you’re helping a lot of people deal with their past/current/future miscarriages. I’m wishing you a lot of courage, a lot more happy memories than sad ones. You’re not alone and you definitely mean a lot to a lot of people right now. Be kind to yourself
remember that healing is never linear. maintaining optimism and hope is so, so important and the way you two do that is so inspiring! i cannot believe the amount of people that announce this at ‘TMI’ when it’s purely just showing the reality of what couples go through during pregnancies. a lot of people online are horrid & awful. julie and camilla, you two are so awesome.
Coming from someone who experienced an early miscarriage in December, stumbling upon your videos has been comforting. I can relate to your feelings so well, and it makes me feel less alone. I am so sorry that you are experiencing this devastating situation right now. Sending much love with the hope that we both have our rainbow babies by the end of the year 🌈
This vlog is everything I need. Honestly, it's so sincere, so pure, so... perfect. These are the kind of vlogs that I like. No unnecessary talk, no fake happiness, no fancy shmancy fonts that poke my eyes... Just you two being honest and completely wholesome. You two give me so much hope. Hope that I'll one day also experience love, that I'll one day buy a house with my significant other, that I'll get to share both highs and lows with a special person that'll always be by my side. Whatever you do, don't stop. You're inspiring so many people, changing so many lives, even by making vlogs "full of shit". Thank you, Camilla and Julie, for showing me that I'm allowed to hope for a better life.
It makes me so sad that there are so many people who seem so unhappy with themselves that they have to hurt others to feel better. I wish you all the strength in the world. You two are wonderful 💕🌈
You really cannot underestimate how much good you guys are doing!! My losses were nearly 20 years ago! We had 13 in 3 years and without the right info or support I thought I was crazy and watching your journey is really helping me heal that emotional trauma now! While I lay in bed with my youngest of 3 rainbows 🌈 you are helping those who have been,are currently and will in the future be in these shoes!! THANK YOU!! It does get better 😉😉💛💛💞
YOU CAN SAVE YOUR SWEATER! Soak in warm water with a little fabric softener, wring out some extra water, slowly stretch to reshape it, and let it dry flat. Thanks for being a good example and listening to yourself when you need to rest and grieve ❤
I miscarried 9 months ago and honestly I went through everything you’re going through mentally and emotionally. It’s so so hard and your feelings are valid. You both are so strong ❤
i’ve been following your journey from the very beginning and i cannot put into words how much you two inspire and really comfort me. my partner and i will go through the same process in the future and seeing it through you guys firsthand has been truly touching and comforting. i can tell you guys are genuine souls and truly deserve the world and more. you WILL have your rainbow baby because i know you put so much good into the universe that good will come back tenfold! hold on to these trials and tribulations because in the future you will look back on how far you’ve come and how much you have grown from them. thank you for being you ❤
I absolutely love how you both are! Keeping things real while being valnerable is massively strong. From the bottom of our hearts thank you. The negative people are just reflecting how they are. Keep being your awesome selves.... sending healing and positive vibes. x
tbh i havent even watched the vlog rn, but i just want to thankyoui guys for existing, we love you so much, the whole journey of being pregnant to the miscarriage, we felt the same emotions of joyful tears and being over the moon to crying over our loss, you both have been so strong and real about this, its just beautiful to witness. cant wait for more vlogs. WE LOVE YOU JULIE AND CAM
omg this vlog has opened my eye to how sweet camilla trulyyyy is. she doesn’t post as often as you do so i’ve been binging mostly julie’s content (& i love it!). but this vlog i loveeee bc of how sweet camilla is to you. trying to protect your feelings, making you laugh w her small quips & only fans joke😭 i love y’all sm you guys are ADORABLE.
Thank you for being so vulnerable. I am so sorry you have to deal with so much negativity during such a heartbreaking time. Sending good vibes for the Camillas medication to help and for the next transfer to stick!!
Love the longer video! It really shows your personalities so well and only made me enjoy watching you two even more. The fact that you were able to create this in the midst of your pain and emotional rollercoaster is such a great feat! Hope you realize that
No lie the projection thing has honestly opened my eyes…I feel like I can go into this year without taking on negative comments anymore! Thank youuuu for this epiphany!
I was horrified and angry to see how many people felt called to vomit their own pain and insecurities at you in the comments on your recent videos. You are both so beautiful in your vulnerability. You are both so strong and brave in my eyes. I don't know you, but I support and love you. You will get through this; you will look back on this and smile one day because you will have your rainbow baby, and you will know that all this that you are going through got through you to the journey of motherhood you both deserve. 🌈❤️🌈❤️🌈❤️🌈💗🌈💗🌈💗🌈 Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
Thank you to both of you for opening up to the whole world about this! We cry with you and smile with you and we’re holding our thumbs so hard it hurts, promise!!
Thank you for the raw honestly and vulnerability to us. Also you guys are so beautifully connected and it’s so lovely to see, I bet despite these awful circumstances that you’re closer than ever. Vlogging is a good suit for you, hope to see more! Big love!
Firstly, I never usually leave comments on videos but I just had to for you guys as I’ve followed this journey and was really rooting for it to stick! I am so sorry that you guys have experienced all of this. My pregnancy before having my son was a miscarriage and it’s the absolute worst feeling in the world. It took me a long time to recover from it emotionally and it pushes you to your absolute emotional limit but honestly well done for staying so positive and also for your raw honesty. You guys are so lucky that you are in a loving supportive relationship and I promise this is just a bump in the road of your fertility journey. If you can get through this you can conquer the world! You’ll be amazing parents when you have your rainbow baby. Lots of love! X
I am so proud of you both for being so open with this journey. I’m a lesbian too and my girlfriend and I have talked about doing IVF in the future when we want kids and seeing the ups and downs of it helps me to understand more about it. Thank you❤❤❤
The honesty if your healing is so earnest and real. It's admirable, encouraging, and truly inspiring. We hope yall know that we really are rooting for your family.
I am so sorry for your loss. I just wanted to say that you two are absolutely brave to share this. I truly believe you will be holding your rainbow baby soon ❤🌈 P.S. Thank you so much for the short talk about hate comments - it really helped me
Stay strong, dear girl. I miscarried Jan 4, 2021, and was completely heartbroken. The fact that miscarriage is common doesn't make it any less painful when you are experiencing it first hand, but speaking with others that have gone through the same, or similar experiences can offer some comfort. You will get your sweet baby one day. I had my precious rainbow baby in April of 2022 (she is now 8 months old), so don't give up hope! I'm sure your little rainbow is waiting for you in the future ❤
Yaaay a longer video! I'm in heaven!!! Thank you! I love it... but I wish you felt better, of course! I have gone through a miscarriage as well after we discovered I had an "unembryonic pregnancy." I had never heard of anything like that. I remember when my pregnancy hormones were trying to drop and how incredibly hard that was physically, mentally, and emotionally! It's so hard. The disappointment is so hard to deal with, too. You are going through something really hard, and you are being so strong! Thanks for sharing. I know some women will look at this and feel validated and less alone! Thank you! You guys ate amazing!
This is so beautiful. The fact that yall feel strong enough to share this with us. I'm so thankful that yall give us the opportunity to support you even when you don't have too! Thank you for sharing your story.
after our miscarriage, i shaved my head and dyed it pink. we feel so much closer after ours as well, it can help bring you together or push you apart and i’m so glad you said you’re feeling closer. grief does come and go in waves, but in time the waves will be more manageable. it’s been almost two years since and it still hurts sometimes, but we’re feeling better. the waves are smaller, less frequent, and more manageable, and i don’t cry every time.
The amount of great advice in this video is amazing and the love you two have for eachother is so beatifull. Thank you for showing this to the world, it gives me hope 💕 And if you ever want to get more into long form video's. You can do it! Your style really fits them
i am truly so grateful and proud that you are willing and able to be so vulnerable. miscarriage is so under-discussed and almost taboo to speak about (less so in recent years) but this is one of the most raw insights to what is is like for so many people to experience and i’m humbled & honored that you would even let us into your lives during such a private event. sending good vibes and mcdonald’s fries your way 💛
Gosh, you two are just the sweetest couple, and seeing how much you love each other, especially in the hard times, is honestly inspiring. As someone currently struggling with fertility issues and trying to conceive, I know exactly what you’re going through, and it sucks, but I’m hopeful for all of us that it gets easier and rainbow babies arrive soon!
I’ve had a really shitty day today and I just want to thank you for allowing us to come along on your journey. To see you thrive in all your ups and pull through together in all your downs is so inspiring. Thank you soooo much!!!💕💕💕
You and Camilla are both so charming together, even when going through such a terrible loss. All my love, you two are amazing, and I love following your journey
I’m really glad that you guys dissected why people leave horrid and mean comments on your posts, I think it’s very true in general when it comes to people being mean to others, even on a smaller scale in real life. I’ve stopped taking things personally this year because when you think about it, how people act is most often about them and not about you. I love your videos. Thank you for sharing the good, the bad, and the hopeful ❤ amazing content
I can't believe you two are already 6 months married! Congratulations, sending love and strength during this time, and sending lots of baby dust your way, hoping for a bundle of joy soon 💖
We love you both! Start a Patreon with additional/exclusive content! I’m sure there are many folks (myself included) who would be happy to support y’all. 💕🌈
@@anastasiabeaverhauseninc2830 you really decided to compare a pair of bloggers who are going through a really hard time to a global world problem. i hope you will never go through what they are going through.
@@anastasiabeaverhauseninc2830 I see your point, but it’s not like people are limited to only supporting them and just because they aren’t impoverished doesn’t mean they don’t deserve any help from those who are willing to. Plus, to be frank, more people are likely to subscribe to a Patreon vs donating because they will get something out of it and that’s just being realistic
I absolutely love to see you girls in long format 💜 im so proud of you for going on in life as ‘normal’ as possible. I was crippled by my miscarriage and couldn’t move from bed for months
I LOVED seeing a longer video from you guys!! I feel like we're somehow friends (creepy, I know), and it's so lovely to get to know more about you guys. Thank you so much for your honesty and vulnerability and for taking us along this journey with you
oh darling, you two are such beautiful human beings - thank you so much for sharing all the ups and downs with us! you will be moms & deserve the best! love ❤️
I literally just stumbled across your channel and this video and I wanted to give you hugs and let you know it will be okay ❤️ I understand how devastating it is, during my first pregnancy I was so sure everything would be okay, I was very young (22) healthy and doing everything I could to ensure the baby would be happy and healthy and the thought of miscarriage didn't even cross my mind. Fast forward to our scan when I was 9 weeks pregnant and she told me I was having a missed miscarriage and our hearts were broken. My second pregnancy I was absolutely terrified it was going to end the same way, I was trying to ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING I could to ensure it would be successful and my amazing man would get us extra private scans to ease my mind, I only started to relax when I could feel her kick/move around 12-13 weeks. She is now sitting infront of me making a huge mess eating breakfast and she's going to be a big one year old girl in 15 days! (I then got pregnant again a few months ago and had an esrly miscarriage around 6 weeks which broke our hearts again, but having this beautiful baby made it so much easier🥰) it's honestly awful to experience and I wouldn't wish it on anyone, and it's so much more common than people think but it's such a taboo topic that no one talks about it and I think that's so wrong. You handle it with such grace and the love you share for each other is beautiful, you will have your rainbow baby you both would make amazing parents and I wish you nothing but the best❤️
So brave of you to share this. I'm so sorry for your loss as well, I have had misscarrages and I completely understand the pain, sorrow and fear going forward after you loose your baby. But with time, you don't forget but you do learn to live with your loss. I'm here for you all the way, fully supporting and praying for you both. You will have your rainbow baby and you will forever remember and love you lost baby too xxxx lots of love to you both xxxx
It's absolutely heartbreaking what you two have gone through recently but I know it will get better and you will have your rainbow baby 🌈 In the meantime, you're both a true inspiration and sending all the love I can ❤️
You guys are so enduring! ❤️ watching you guys have this much hope and faith is really uplifting, and I know this will work out for you! I know this probably doesn’t mean much, but I’m praying for you and your future baby that I know you will have!! ❤️❤️
I just want to say that you guys are inspiring for sharing this journey! There are so many people out there going through the same thing who will feel less alone! I am sorry you are going through this, but when your rainbow baby comes. It'll be just that much easier to appreciate them ❤ Keep your heads up, you'll both be great Moms!!
My parents had 2 losses - a miscarriage and then a baby who went to full term but who was born without kidneys and couldn't survive. Then randomly when they were 40/41 got pregnant with me. While I haven't been through this I know it's massive and I think you're really brave to put this out there, I'm sure it's going to help a lot of people in the same position feel less alone ❤ I hope it's making you feel less alone to share as well. Also you are such relationship goals.
I just want you two to know that I appreciate you sharing this. It’s very personal and I’m sorry your family is going through this, but as someone who fears a miscarriage, it’s insightful. Especially with a family who hides their medical history. Life is messy and sometimes painful, but you two give a lot of people hope and happiness. Especially to me. Next time I go to McDonald’s the fries will be for you guys and your rainbow baby!
Thank you so much for sharing your experience like this! You're showing that it is sad and also normal. I know I want to have kids one day, and with how common miscarriage is, I know I may experience it. Seeing content like this is so meaningful to me to normalize and prepare and know that others have felt this grief and also made it through. I know that if I experience pregnancy loss, I will be a bit stronger through it because of YOU!
You guys are so strong and resilient, i can't imagine how hard this is to endure and process and yet you are here posting and making this more visible for those who are living something similar. I admire you both so much, i really really hope you get your rainbow baby soon❤️❤️❤️
It’s been over a year since my first miscarriage and I still get emotional outburst and full days where I just cry. It never goes away, you just cope better most days. Hugs from the US. I love your videos and I’m praying for your rainbow baby!
Hi Julie and Camilla, I love your content and I LOVE that you're so honest and share these extremely difficult times of your life with such grace and sensitivity. I can honestly imagine that your videos about miscarriage will help SO many people going through the same thing to feel less alone and less hard on themselves. If it helps even one person go through potentially the worst time of their lives then it's worth posting, right? And for the people who don't think it's right, WHY are they watching it, it is not for them. It's so selfish and self-centred to think that every video/thing ever posted should directly adhere to what you want to see/read, that's not how people learn, grow and evolve. I'm so glad that you have such a deeply loving relationship to get you both through the awful comments and I also love how you can find tiny pockets of humour and silliness even when experiencing something so horrific, it's beautiful to see
I love that you're not putting a lot of pressure on yourself, just setting one or two simple goals for the day, and doing the best you can for the awful situation you're in. I try to do the same when I'm going through a really bad depressive episode - sometimes just "getting out of bed" is an excellent achievement for the day. ❤
People like you are called influencers because you have the power to influence people who are watching. Showing all aspects of your life, so the good and the bad, makes you good influencers. Because you show that this is how it is...raw, open and vulnerable. Your lives are not like disney prinecesses, but just like all our lives. So keep doing what you do and stay true to yourself. You are perfect but you dont have to be a disney princess ❤
I was already obsessed with your journey, now I get vlogs?!? Thank you so much for posting! You two have such an amazing relationship that I enjoy rooting on! That rainbow baby is going to be so loved!
I absolutely adored this vulnerability and being privy to your personality, more so than on your Instagram (which I also love!). Very real, very raw, very authentic. And I think that’s so important these days 💕💕
Just had one myself in October when my fiancée was away. Was my first and it was very difficult. I have found watching you so comforting as it’s so isolating going through miscarriage as nobody talks about it. Seeing you both talk openly is amazing. ❤
People love to be negative behind a screen, but thank you for sharing your journey with us. I was shocked when I saw the news, and my deepest condolences go out to you guys. I'm sure things will get better and hopefully easier soon. The fans and people who care about you guys are all truly excited for your rainbow embaby and we'll be on this journey with you as long as you allow us to. Thank you for sharing your life with us, I find the videos you guys post super uplifting because you guys seem like a very healthy, wholesome, loving couple and it makes me love, well love. I also think posting these videos are very inspiring and educational for people going through the same things you guys are. Thank you for letting be on this journey with you and we're always here for you too 💕
PROYECTION! Yes! I love the way you deal with comments, it’s just shows how mature you are compared to the people that gives you negative comments. Sending you love energies
I'm so sorry you had to go through this! Just know that this is all part of the journey and even though it's very sad and hurtful. I know that you will get your rainbow baby! Sending all my love from New Zealand ❤️❤️
I’m a mama to a rainbow baby. 🌈❤️Before anything else, I want to offer my condolences. I am only 2 and a half minutes in, and I wanted to commend you for being so open and vulnerable. I had a miscarriage in May of 2021. As so many have already commented, (and you’re unfortunately experiencing) it’s so lonely even with a partner who is so supportive. You’ll randomly have waves of sadness and grief. The *emotions* along with the hormones shifting drastically, really does a number on you. You two will get your rainbow baby and it will be such a roller coaster. My rainbow baby is 6 months old now, and honestly, the whole first half of the pregnancy was a bit scary. You can get through this. Try to envision yourself on the other side of it all. Much love, ladies. ❤🌈🌈🌈
Your videos have helped me not feel alone! My wife and I are going through pretty much the exact journey you guys are in and we have kept it to ourselves. Thank you for sharing you journey with us!❤ BABY DUST TO ALL OF US IN THIS JOURNEY ⭐️
love this video so much!! it’s really helping to the people that are going through that/ have gone through that. please keep posting. and i’m sorry for all the mean comments, you guys are amazing and u make my day!❤
i was so happy to have a notification from you and i hope to have many more! It's great to discover you in a new format and for a first time it's really good :)) I send you a lot of strength and positiveness, you will have your rainbow baby ! (and we'll continue to eat french fries ;))
I’m so grateful for these videos. This one in particular. I am currently experiencing my 2nd miscarriage in less than a year. The first was so devastating. It absolutely tore me to pieces. This time I feel numb. I’m almost afraid to grieve. I’m angry and sad and broken hearted all at the same time. To watch you be so vulnerable is just so validating. Thank you for sharing your real grief and mourning. It is so helpful to acknowledge my heartbreak instead of hiding from it. ❤ Much love to you ladies. 💞
I have to say I’ve had an up and down last two years and even to the point of being at the lowest and thoughts were bad and I started watching y’all and my mind changed and I didn’t feel so low and everyday I look for y’all’s new post you reach folks even way over here in Texas and y’all bring smiles to us so ignore the negative and know y’all matter THANK Y’all sunshines
Haven’t watched the full vlog but i just want to say, having been following you guys for a few months before you got married i am so sorry for everything you and Camilla have gone through. You are both so strong and seeing the love you both share for one another whilst going through a difficult time is something out of this world. I know you will get your rainbow baby someday and you will both be the best mothers to your little baby 🌈❤️
i love this sm - it feels like the vlog is made up of the videos one would send to one’s friends as like little updates throughout the day. and you guys are just the cutest couple - you’re gonna be amazing mamas ! 🥰🥰🥰🥰
i've genuinely never smiled this much watching a youtube video. your relationship is so freaking cute and wholesome and communicative and i'm so glad you're sharing it with us. you guys are so strong and ik you will get through this and have your beautiful little rainbow baby. its okay to take time for yourself to heal and grieve; but seeing you try to be productive even when you don't feel like it is so inspiring and admirable. thank you so much for sharing it with us and just try to ignore the negativity coz honestly you guys deserve better than people hating on you for doing what you love. i wish you both the very best! take care of yourselves
I like this longer format, once in a while a longer vlog is quite interesting to watch, especially if it puts together different days. You two are going to be two wonderful mamas, we are all by your side, sending good energy🌟
I'm went through an ectopic pregnancy recently and I felt so lost. Im still grieving and at times I feel like no one really understands and they expect me to just move on and get over it. Losing a child is so incredibly difficult, no matter how it happens. Anyways, all that to say, my heart is with you both and I'm so very very sorry for your loss. However and whenever the 2 of you become parents, I just know you'll be wonderful. Don't let awful people keep you from shining your light 💕
Omg, your advice on how to deal with negative criticism hit hard. Cam is such a joy!! Love you both and I have no doubt you'll get that beautiful rainbow baby and you'll be the best mums out there.
You’re absolutely right about criticism that isn’t constructive. It’s definitely projection of their own shortcomings. They need to look into themselves instead of criticizing you at an extremely vulnerable time. It’s just horrible. Please keep your head up, always. You both have so many supporters that love you and love that you’re sharing your stories. I couldn’t live without your updates on love and having your love’s baby and vice versa. You both are so inspiring.❤❤❤
Y’all’s ability to empathize with people who are horrific towards you is something we should all strive for. So beautiful. Thank you for sharing
I second this so much! You both are so incredibly strong and I wish the world had more people like you in it 💖
This! They are literally my goals, I want to grow and be as empathetic :,) they truly are two beautiful, strong women. Inside and out ❤
@@eheh2449 this is so true. I think being able to empathize with strangers is more for your good than theirs. Julie and Camilla being understanding of why people may say shitty things isn’t really going to impact the strangers who said that stuff. It’s going to make it a little easier to bear for Julie and Camilla. They get to move on from it knowing that what that person said wasn’t really about Julie and Camilla. It was about the person who said it
@@eheh2449 it also helps you be more aware of when you may be doing this to other people. Hope that clarifies what I meant❤️
Me, too. I need to lose some bitterness. They are so sweet.
Pregnancy loss is VERRRRY common and not talking about it only makes it feel more isolating. It's amazing how once you start talking about it, you find the most inspiring people who have been through some of the worst things you can imagine. After my first miscarriage, I joined a workout group that was all women and when I told them what happened to me, almost all of them had a pregnancy loss that they shared as well. Some of them feel like things you can't even survive, but we survive by finding our community and sharing the burden with people who care.
The feeling of isolation is what was so shockingly rough for me to go through. You expect the heartache, but you don’t imagine how lonely it is. Even with a partner. But finding your community helps immensely.
💗💗💙💙
Please keep sharing...1 in 4 women experience a miscarriage, stillbirth or infant loss...and we are conditioned to just get over it. It's excruciating. More women need to talk about it if they're comfortable to encourage others. I felt horribly alone when I lost my daughter 10 years ago. This is helping other women. Bless you both ❤️
The people who tell these women to just "get over it" are the same people who say abortions should be illegal lmao, makes no sense
@@lvclixx2566as someone who doesn't like abortions, I would NEVER say that, that is horrible. Do not categorize one group of horrible people with other groups of people, it's not ok.
I'm sorry for your loss.
But I don’t understand why miscarriages are such a big deal you can just try again
@@saraeissa4954I- I have no words. You have zero empathy.
I had a pregnancy loss that devastated me 10 years ago but I'm lying next to my 9 year old rainbow baby tucking him into bed while watching this. I am grateful every day for his being. It doesn't matter how far along you are when you lose a pregnancy, because for a mother, the moment we find out we are pregnant, we are already holding them.
Rainbow baby is a stupid term. Sorry not sorry. Calling them your miracle baby is fine but rainbow baby sounds like you’re referring to the lgbtq+ community. Which is weird.
@@brainfluidZI don't think it is because God made the rainbow as a promise that he would never flud the earth agian so they are your little one you've fought for it's ok if you have different opinion tho😊
@@brainfluidZoh you're totally a child. Where's your parents? They need to see your online activities.
@@brainfluidZrainbow baby was the term for a baby that you have after losing a pregnancy or something WAYYY before the lgbtq took the rainbow as their symbol. Please stfu
@@brainfluidZwhy is LGBTQ weird? Doesn't matter regardless. Please be respectful here.
This vlog is NOT full of sh*t!!!! You are both amazing woman: vulnerable, honest, real, emotional, hopeful, determent, silly, creative and you learned to see the beauty in the little things, like doing laundry or eating that special red curry. You pass that on to both your audience AND your rainbow baby and make this world a little bit better ❤️💙💜💛💚
Coming back to this as you’ve had your baby ❤ In the end of the tunnel there’s always light
Hey, ladies, last year I had a stillborn son, so I do understand what you are going through as much as someone with a similar experience can understand. The hormones at this stage of loss are NUTS, absolutely bonkers.
Just a gentle note to you both- it is possible that when Julie recovers and starts doing better, Camilla may have a bout of grieving.
Allow your body and your heart time to heal. It does heal, and things feel ok again, I promise.
You're both gonna be ok.
As a tiny queer, I really look up to both of you. Thank you for sharing your journey with us, and Im really proud of you for existing. Your baby will be so lucky to have such wonderful mothers!
Sorry for the rude comments, it will get better. My mom miscarried before she had me, and obviously I’m sure she and my dad were very sad(rightfully so), but after the years my mom can talk about it normally(obviously I don’t ask about it often, but when she does talk about it she talks normally). I really hope it does get better soon, and I’m very sorry for the comments. Have a great day. Edit: want to clarify that although it will get better that doesn’t diminish what the pain now, I wish you a speedy recovery. Anyone who wants to give feedback to me on if this comment is good at being nice and respectful please reply.
My mother miscarried twice before having me and my sister, and altough It happened both times very early in the pregnancy I know for sure my parents suffered a lot from this. I suppose people who try to have a baby know the risk is always there, and still it must be a terribile experience.
I just want to say thank you. My partner is currently going through a huge loss, and its honestly helped both of us with you guys sharing your emotions. Its really helped her clarify that what she is feeling, the emptiness, numb, anger, and random episodes she can't control is normal and that she is doing what she can. I hope you guys feel supported and loved through all this and wish you the best on your next steps. Thank you so much. 🧡
Hahahahaha I was on steroids cocaine the lot my daughter is happy healthy and alive because she was made by a man and woman and raised by them. Look at the weakness at 4.40 😂 so good to see how weak minded they are
Just keep on supporting them like it seems you are doing and she will get through, wishing your wife healing 🙏 ❤️
As a woman who has had 6 miscarriages I can feel your pain. I never made it past 7-8 weeks with any of them but I have 5 beautiful healthy happy children to be thankful for .. let the haters be your motivators.. stay strong xx 💙💙💙💛💛💛💗💛💛💛💗 xx
I hope you don't mind me asking, did you have the miscarriages all before the first birth? And did they happen naturally? My baby died at 9 weeks but my body didn't do naturally I found out at my 12 week scan and had to have a D&C
@@mindfulmummy3222 no I had 3 healthy boys before I had the 1st 3 miscarriages and then I went onto have my 1st daughter where I then lost another 3 after she was born and then I was blessed with another little girl xx
at this point i would just adopt
@@jamelia8347She has children! She had 3 before her abortions. Learn how to read!
@@jamelia8347 nobody asked you, it wasn’t your journey it was hers
When children have parents who WANT them like this and love them like this you know they are going to be in a happy home. Things don't always go as we want them too but to have loving and supportive parents who are this in love is a great foundation! It is a bedrock that keeps us going in the times when things don't go as we planned as kids. ♥️♥️♥️
if my future relationship isn't like this, I don't want it. It's so clear how much you guys love each other. Every Time you're on camera together i can literally feel it
i second this 🥹💗 it makes me hopeful for a future relationship for myself.
As a woman going through her own IVF journey, I appreciate the transparency and vulnerability that you both have shown through this time. It is comforting to know that we are not alone during difficult times and I am so hopeful for you going into this next stage of the process. My FET is also likely to happen late Feb/ early March (🤞🤞🤞) so I will be right beside you eating fries and thinking sticky thoughts. You will be wonderful parents 😘.
All the best to you!!! ❤
I am going through the exact same thing. We experienced a loss early on. My next transfer is around early March👶🏼💙 staying positive and wish you the best. We got this!🙏🏽
you both inspire me to become better everyday. I admire how vulnerable you two are with everything and how real you guys are. It’s actually nice being able to see the real life shit that people go through that isn’t talked about enough. while watching your video about the miscarriage i actually found myself crying with you guys, and it takes a lot to do that. I admire how strong you both have been and how AMAZING you both have been being so supportive. The world needs more people like you! Never stop being you and i love you guys and i’m so excited for the embaby and i know it’ll be successful, every step of the way happens for a reason. Once embaby comes it’ll be the greatest day of our life and every moment, good and bad will be worth it. You two are so FREAKING amazing and never stop being awesome!!! 💜
Im watching this now that they had their baby boy a couple days ago! Im so glad they finally got their rainbow baby, it’s interesting to see this now
"Rainbow baby" you do realise how fucking stupid that sounds
@@The_cook69do you even know what that means? 😂
@@Flopinahole I'll fucking lose brain cells if I know what it is. I'm already losing brain cells scrolling through the comments
I'm a bi girl from Ireland, I've always been planning to have kids one day, because I love kids, but when I realised what being bi meant, I realised my kids might not exist. You were the first lesbian couple I found, and you're journey has encouraged me not to give up. So this is me saying thank you ❤️. Your rainbow baby will be beautiful.
Jessica Kellgren-Fozard has a very informative video about her journey to parenthood with her wife :)
Hi Ella, welcome 💜
Caitlin and Leah have a lot of baby videos on their channel. They have gotten pregnant through IVF and are currently nine months :)
hi 👋🏻 am bi and would one day love kids my parents hate me for being gay but honestly idc cause ✨women✨
I’m pan and before I met my husband my plan was “If I turn 35 and don’t have any partner no matter their gender I will go through fertility treatments using a sperm donner to help me achieve my dreams of being a parent. And if that doesn’t work I can always try for adoption and foster as there are many children who need a loving parent.” My family knew of this plan, respected it and supported me. Now my husband and I have been trying to a baby for 10 months with no luck so far and are seeking fertility treatments.
I am my parents’ rainbow baby. They had my brother first, then unfortunately several miscarriages. They were going to properly try one last time before leaving it be and just hoping for the best. But then I came and luckily everything went perfect with that pregnancy and delivery 💗 back then no one talked about it, and couples would just deal with it privately. The bravery you have for being so open about everything.. it’s amazing!! I’m sure you’re helping a lot of people deal with their past/current/future miscarriages. I’m wishing you a lot of courage, a lot more happy memories than sad ones. You’re not alone and you definitely mean a lot to a lot of people right now. Be kind to yourself
remember that healing is never linear. maintaining optimism and hope is so, so important and the way you two do that is so inspiring! i cannot believe the amount of people that announce this at ‘TMI’ when it’s purely just showing the reality of what couples go through during pregnancies. a lot of people online are horrid & awful. julie and camilla, you two are so awesome.
Coming from someone who experienced an early miscarriage in December, stumbling upon your videos has been comforting. I can relate to your feelings so well, and it makes me feel less alone. I am so sorry that you are experiencing this devastating situation right now. Sending much love with the hope that we both have our rainbow babies by the end of the year 🌈
Y'all have such a wholesome relationship, and I love it. I hope this next round is the one!
just want you to know that it’s so powerful of you to share all this and that you will have your rainbow baby 🌈 lots of strength and love❤️
Bi girl from South Africa 🇿🇦 you guys motivate me to tell my friend I like her because I literally have nothing to loose anymore
you go girl!!! wishing you the best (from a fellow bi :))
Suicide is common in bi community let me know if need any pointers
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У тебя-вас нету мужиков нормальных что ты стала би? Вы что творите девочки? Вы с кого пример берёте?
@@user-cw3ye4ee9z LOL 😂
@@drroidhammer3218You should try it out first before recommending it to other people.
Advice from a grandmother… cherish every moment you have together and when y’all have your baby. They really do grow up so fast.❤
This vlog is everything I need. Honestly, it's so sincere, so pure, so... perfect. These are the kind of vlogs that I like. No unnecessary talk, no fake happiness, no fancy shmancy fonts that poke my eyes... Just you two being honest and completely wholesome.
You two give me so much hope. Hope that I'll one day also experience love, that I'll one day buy a house with my significant other, that I'll get to share both highs and lows with a special person that'll always be by my side. Whatever you do, don't stop. You're inspiring so many people, changing so many lives, even by making vlogs "full of shit".
Thank you, Camilla and Julie, for showing me that I'm allowed to hope for a better life.
It makes me so sad that there are so many people who seem so unhappy with themselves that they have to hurt others to feel better. I wish you all the strength in the world. You two are wonderful 💕🌈
You really cannot underestimate how much good you guys are doing!! My losses were nearly 20 years ago! We had 13 in 3 years and without the right info or support I thought I was crazy and watching your journey is really helping me heal that emotional trauma now! While I lay in bed with my youngest of 3 rainbows 🌈 you are helping those who have been,are currently and will in the future be in these shoes!! THANK YOU!! It does get better 😉😉💛💛💞
YOU CAN SAVE YOUR SWEATER! Soak in warm water with a little fabric softener, wring out some extra water, slowly stretch to reshape it, and let it dry flat.
Thanks for being a good example and listening to yourself when you need to rest and grieve ❤
As a closeted teenager your journey is helping me a lot. I understood and kind of know what ill maybe go through. Sending yall love and luck 🤍🤍🤍
Sending you love and support! 🏳️🌈 proud sister over here!
Love is LOVE ❤️
I'm twice your age but I've been where you've been, love is love and we love you
I miscarried 9 months ago and honestly I went through everything you’re going through mentally and emotionally. It’s so so hard and your feelings are valid. You both are so strong ❤
Same here, but 8 months ago. It absolutely sucks. Big virtual hug!
I am so sorry for your loss 💙💗. Don't forget how strong you are too x
i’ve been following your journey from the very beginning and i cannot put into words how much you two inspire and really comfort me. my partner and i will go through the same process in the future and seeing it through you guys firsthand has been truly touching and comforting. i can tell you guys are genuine souls and truly deserve the world and more. you WILL have your rainbow baby because i know you put so much good into the universe that good will come back tenfold! hold on to these trials and tribulations because in the future you will look back on how far you’ve come and how much you have grown from them.
thank you for being you ❤
I absolutely love how you both are! Keeping things real while being valnerable is massively strong. From the bottom of our hearts thank you. The negative people are just reflecting how they are. Keep being your awesome selves.... sending healing and positive vibes. x
tbh i havent even watched the vlog rn, but i just want to thankyoui guys for existing, we love you so much, the whole journey of being pregnant to the miscarriage, we felt the same emotions of joyful tears and being over the moon to crying over our loss, you both have been so strong and real about this, its just beautiful to witness. cant wait for more vlogs. WE LOVE YOU JULIE AND CAM
omg this vlog has opened my eye to
how sweet camilla trulyyyy is. she doesn’t post as often as you do so i’ve been binging mostly julie’s content (& i love it!). but this vlog i loveeee bc of how sweet camilla is to you. trying to protect your feelings, making you laugh w her small quips & only fans joke😭 i love y’all sm you guys are ADORABLE.
Thank you for being so vulnerable. I am so sorry you have to deal with so much negativity during such a heartbreaking time. Sending good vibes for the Camillas medication to help and for the next transfer to stick!!
Love the longer video! It really shows your personalities so well and only made me enjoy watching you two even more. The fact that you were able to create this in the midst of your pain and emotional rollercoaster is such a great feat! Hope you realize that
No lie the projection thing has honestly opened my eyes…I feel like I can go into this year without taking on negative comments anymore! Thank youuuu for this epiphany!
I was horrified and angry to see how many people felt called to vomit their own pain and insecurities at you in the comments on your recent videos.
You are both so beautiful in your vulnerability. You are both so strong and brave in my eyes.
I don't know you, but I support and love you.
You will get through this; you will look back on this and smile one day because you will have your rainbow baby, and you will know that all this that you are going through got through you to the journey of motherhood you both deserve.
🌈❤️🌈❤️🌈❤️🌈💗🌈💗🌈💗🌈
Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
Thank you to both of you for opening up to the whole world about this! We cry with you and smile with you and we’re holding our thumbs so hard it hurts, promise!!
i’m watching this and they have had their baby boy! congratulations, you deserve it x
Thank you for the raw honestly and vulnerability to us. Also you guys are so beautifully connected and it’s so lovely to see, I bet despite these awful circumstances that you’re closer than ever. Vlogging is a good suit for you, hope to see more! Big love!
Firstly, I never usually leave comments on videos but I just had to for you guys as I’ve followed this journey and was really rooting for it to stick! I am so sorry that you guys have experienced all of this. My pregnancy before having my son was a miscarriage and it’s the absolute worst feeling in the world. It took me a long time to recover from it emotionally and it pushes you to your absolute emotional limit but honestly well done for staying so positive and also for your raw honesty. You guys are so lucky that you are in a loving supportive relationship and I promise this is just a bump in the road of your fertility journey. If you can get through this you can conquer the world! You’ll be amazing parents when you have your rainbow baby. Lots of love! X
I am so proud of you both for being so open with this journey. I’m a lesbian too and my girlfriend and I have talked about doing IVF in the future when we want kids and seeing the ups and downs of it helps me to understand more about it. Thank you❤❤❤
The honesty if your healing is so earnest and real. It's admirable, encouraging, and truly inspiring. We hope yall know that we really are rooting for your family.
I am so sorry for your loss. I just wanted to say that you two are absolutely brave to share this. I truly believe you will be holding your rainbow baby soon ❤🌈
P.S. Thank you so much for the short talk about hate comments - it really helped me
Stay strong, dear girl. I miscarried Jan 4, 2021, and was completely heartbroken. The fact that miscarriage is common doesn't make it any less painful when you are experiencing it first hand, but speaking with others that have gone through the same, or similar experiences can offer some comfort. You will get your sweet baby one day. I had my precious rainbow baby in April of 2022 (she is now 8 months old), so don't give up hope! I'm sure your little rainbow is waiting for you in the future ❤
Comments like these give me hope ❤️ I miscarried in May ‘22 and have been hoping for a rainbow baby ever since. Thank you for sharing!
Yaaay a longer video! I'm in heaven!!! Thank you! I love it... but I wish you felt better, of course! I have gone through a miscarriage as well after we discovered I had an "unembryonic pregnancy." I had never heard of anything like that. I remember when my pregnancy hormones were trying to drop and how incredibly hard that was physically, mentally, and emotionally! It's so hard. The disappointment is so hard to deal with, too. You are going through something really hard, and you are being so strong! Thanks for sharing. I know some women will look at this and feel validated and less alone! Thank you! You guys ate amazing!
thank you for being so open and vulnerable! you guys inspire me ❤
This is so beautiful. The fact that yall feel strong enough to share this with us. I'm so thankful that yall give us the opportunity to support you even when you don't have too! Thank you for sharing your story.
after our miscarriage, i shaved my head and dyed it pink. we feel so much closer after ours as well, it can help bring you together or push you apart and i’m so glad you said you’re feeling closer. grief does come and go in waves, but in time the waves will be more manageable. it’s been almost two years since and it still hurts sometimes, but we’re feeling better. the waves are smaller, less frequent, and more manageable, and i don’t cry every time.
The amount of great advice in this video is amazing and the love you two have for eachother is so beatifull. Thank you for showing this to the world, it gives me hope 💕
And if you ever want to get more into long form video's. You can do it! Your style really fits them
i am truly so grateful and proud that you are willing and able to be so vulnerable. miscarriage is so under-discussed and almost taboo to speak about (less so in recent years) but this is one of the most raw insights to what is is like for so many people to experience and i’m humbled & honored that you would even let us into your lives during such a private event. sending good vibes and mcdonald’s fries your way 💛
Gosh, you two are just the sweetest couple, and seeing how much you love each other, especially in the hard times, is honestly inspiring. As someone currently struggling with fertility issues and trying to conceive, I know exactly what you’re going through, and it sucks, but I’m hopeful for all of us that it gets easier and rainbow babies arrive soon!
I’ve had a really shitty day today and I just want to thank you for allowing us to come along on your journey. To see you thrive in all your ups and pull through together in all your downs is so inspiring. Thank you soooo much!!!💕💕💕
You and Camilla are both so charming together, even when going through such a terrible loss. All my love, you two are amazing, and I love following your journey
I’m really glad that you guys dissected why people leave horrid and mean comments on your posts, I think it’s very true in general when it comes to people being mean to others, even on a smaller scale in real life. I’ve stopped taking things personally this year because when you think about it, how people act is most often about them and not about you. I love your videos. Thank you for sharing the good, the bad, and the hopeful ❤ amazing content
I can't believe you two are already 6 months married! Congratulations, sending love and strength during this time, and sending lots of baby dust your way, hoping for a bundle of joy soon 💖
We love you both! Start a Patreon with additional/exclusive content! I’m sure there are many folks (myself included) who would be happy to support y’all. 💕🌈
Many poor people in the world to donate to...
@@anastasiabeaverhauseninc2830 you really decided to compare a pair of bloggers who are going through a really hard time to a global world problem. i hope you will never go through what they are going through.
@@lessyisalazypieceofshiii Their private life has nothing to do with people wanting to donate money to vloggers or whatever. You're missing the point
@@anastasiabeaverhauseninc2830 Then go ahead and donate to those people?
@@anastasiabeaverhauseninc2830 I see your point, but it’s not like people are limited to only supporting them and just because they aren’t impoverished doesn’t mean they don’t deserve any help from those who are willing to. Plus, to be frank, more people are likely to subscribe to a Patreon vs donating because they will get something out of it and that’s just being realistic
I absolutely love to see you girls in long format 💜 im so proud of you for going on in life as ‘normal’ as possible. I was crippled by my miscarriage and couldn’t move from bed for months
Thank you for being so open and vulnerable. Y'all are both amazing people, who deserve the best in life.
I LOVED seeing a longer video from you guys!! I feel like we're somehow friends (creepy, I know), and it's so lovely to get to know more about you guys. Thank you so much for your honesty and vulnerability and for taking us along this journey with you
oh darling, you two are such beautiful human beings - thank you so much for sharing all the ups and downs with us! you will be moms & deserve the best! love ❤️
Thank you for being so candid. I hate that y'all are having this trouble. It will be worth it in the end!!! I love you both!
I literally just stumbled across your channel and this video and I wanted to give you hugs and let you know it will be okay ❤️ I understand how devastating it is, during my first pregnancy I was so sure everything would be okay, I was very young (22) healthy and doing everything I could to ensure the baby would be happy and healthy and the thought of miscarriage didn't even cross my mind. Fast forward to our scan when I was 9 weeks pregnant and she told me I was having a missed miscarriage and our hearts were broken. My second pregnancy I was absolutely terrified it was going to end the same way, I was trying to ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING I could to ensure it would be successful and my amazing man would get us extra private scans to ease my mind, I only started to relax when I could feel her kick/move around 12-13 weeks. She is now sitting infront of me making a huge mess eating breakfast and she's going to be a big one year old girl in 15 days! (I then got pregnant again a few months ago and had an esrly miscarriage around 6 weeks which broke our hearts again, but having this beautiful baby made it so much easier🥰) it's honestly awful to experience and I wouldn't wish it on anyone, and it's so much more common than people think but it's such a taboo topic that no one talks about it and I think that's so wrong. You handle it with such grace and the love you share for each other is beautiful, you will have your rainbow baby you both would make amazing parents and I wish you nothing but the best❤️
So brave of you to share this. I'm so sorry for your loss as well, I have had misscarrages and I completely understand the pain, sorrow and fear going forward after you loose your baby. But with time, you don't forget but you do learn to live with your loss. I'm here for you all the way, fully supporting and praying for you both. You will have your rainbow baby and you will forever remember and love you lost baby too xxxx lots of love to you both xxxx
It's absolutely heartbreaking what you two have gone through recently but I know it will get better and you will have your rainbow baby 🌈 In the meantime, you're both a true inspiration and sending all the love I can ❤️
You guys are so enduring! ❤️ watching you guys have this much hope and faith is really uplifting, and I know this will work out for you! I know this probably doesn’t mean much, but I’m praying for you and your future baby that I know you will have!! ❤️❤️
I just want to say that you guys are inspiring for sharing this journey! There are so many people out there going through the same thing who will feel less alone! I am sorry you are going through this, but when your rainbow baby comes. It'll be just that much easier to appreciate them ❤ Keep your heads up, you'll both be great Moms!!
My parents had 2 losses - a miscarriage and then a baby who went to full term but who was born without kidneys and couldn't survive. Then randomly when they were 40/41 got pregnant with me. While I haven't been through this I know it's massive and I think you're really brave to put this out there, I'm sure it's going to help a lot of people in the same position feel less alone ❤ I hope it's making you feel less alone to share as well. Also you are such relationship goals.
I just want you two to know that I appreciate you sharing this. It’s very personal and I’m sorry your family is going through this, but as someone who fears a miscarriage, it’s insightful. Especially with a family who hides their medical history. Life is messy and sometimes painful, but you two give a lot of people hope and happiness. Especially to me. Next time I go to McDonald’s the fries will be for you guys and your rainbow baby!
Thank you so much for sharing your experience like this! You're showing that it is sad and also normal. I know I want to have kids one day, and with how common miscarriage is, I know I may experience it. Seeing content like this is so meaningful to me to normalize and prepare and know that others have felt this grief and also made it through. I know that if I experience pregnancy loss, I will be a bit stronger through it because of YOU!
You guys are so strong and resilient, i can't imagine how hard this is to endure and process and yet you are here posting and making this more visible for those who are living something similar. I admire you both so much, i really really hope you get your rainbow baby soon❤️❤️❤️
It’s been over a year since my first miscarriage and I still get emotional outburst and full days where I just cry. It never goes away, you just cope better most days.
Hugs from the US. I love your videos and I’m praying for your rainbow baby!
Hi Julie and Camilla,
I love your content and I LOVE that you're so honest and share these extremely difficult times of your life with such grace and sensitivity. I can honestly imagine that your videos about miscarriage will help SO many people going through the same thing to feel less alone and less hard on themselves. If it helps even one person go through potentially the worst time of their lives then it's worth posting, right? And for the people who don't think it's right, WHY are they watching it, it is not for them. It's so selfish and self-centred to think that every video/thing ever posted should directly adhere to what you want to see/read, that's not how people learn, grow and evolve.
I'm so glad that you have such a deeply loving relationship to get you both through the awful comments and I also love how you can find tiny pockets of humour and silliness even when experiencing something so horrific, it's beautiful to see
I love that you're not putting a lot of pressure on yourself, just setting one or two simple goals for the day, and doing the best you can for the awful situation you're in. I try to do the same when I'm going through a really bad depressive episode - sometimes just "getting out of bed" is an excellent achievement for the day. ❤
Y’all’s relationship is such an inspiration for me ❤
People like you are called influencers because you have the power to influence people who are watching. Showing all aspects of your life, so the good and the bad, makes you good influencers. Because you show that this is how it is...raw, open and vulnerable. Your lives are not like disney prinecesses, but just like all our lives. So keep doing what you do and stay true to yourself. You are perfect but you dont have to be a disney princess ❤
I was already obsessed with your journey, now I get vlogs?!? Thank you so much for posting! You two have such an amazing relationship that I enjoy rooting on! That rainbow baby is going to be so loved!
I absolutely adored this vulnerability and being privy to your personality, more so than on your Instagram (which I also love!). Very real, very raw, very authentic. And I think that’s so important these days 💕💕
Just had one myself in October when my fiancée was away. Was my first and it was very difficult. I have found watching you so comforting as it’s so isolating going through miscarriage as nobody talks about it. Seeing you both talk openly is amazing. ❤
People love to be negative behind a screen, but thank you for sharing your journey with us. I was shocked when I saw the news, and my deepest condolences go out to you guys. I'm sure things will get better and hopefully easier soon. The fans and people who care about you guys are all truly excited for your rainbow embaby and we'll be on this journey with you as long as you allow us to. Thank you for sharing your life with us, I find the videos you guys post super uplifting because you guys seem like a very healthy, wholesome, loving couple and it makes me love, well love. I also think posting these videos are very inspiring and educational for people going through the same things you guys are. Thank you for letting be on this journey with you and we're always here for you too 💕
PROYECTION! Yes! I love the way you deal with comments, it’s just shows how mature you are compared to the people that gives you negative comments. Sending you love energies
I love you guys, thank you for being so vulnerable. I wish the video was longer!
I'm so sorry you had to go through this! Just know that this is all part of the journey and even though it's very sad and hurtful. I know that you will get your rainbow baby! Sending all my love from New Zealand ❤️❤️
I second this love from New Zealand! You've got love from that island at the bottom of the world ❤
I’m a mama to a rainbow baby. 🌈❤️Before anything else, I want to offer my condolences. I am only 2 and a half minutes in, and I wanted to commend you for being so open and vulnerable. I had a miscarriage in May of 2021. As so many have already commented, (and you’re unfortunately experiencing) it’s so lonely even with a partner who is so supportive. You’ll randomly have waves of sadness and grief. The *emotions* along with the hormones shifting drastically, really does a number on you.
You two will get your rainbow baby and it will be such a roller coaster. My rainbow baby is 6 months old now, and honestly, the whole first half of the pregnancy was a bit scary. You can get through this. Try to envision yourself on the other side of it all. Much love, ladies. ❤🌈🌈🌈
Your videos have helped me not feel alone! My wife and I are going through pretty much the exact journey you guys are in and we have kept it to ourselves. Thank you for sharing you journey with us!❤ BABY DUST TO ALL OF US IN THIS JOURNEY ⭐️
love this video so much!! it’s really helping to the people that are going through that/ have gone through that. please keep posting. and i’m sorry for all the mean comments, you guys are amazing and u make my day!❤
i was so happy to have a notification from you and i hope to have many more! It's great to discover you in a new format and for a first time it's really good :))
I send you a lot of strength and positiveness, you will have your rainbow baby ! (and we'll continue to eat french fries ;))
This vlog was not full of shit. It was full of beautiful human emotion ❤ Don’t give up hope.
I’m so grateful for these videos. This one in particular. I am currently experiencing my 2nd miscarriage in less than a year. The first was so devastating. It absolutely tore me to pieces. This time I feel numb. I’m almost afraid to grieve. I’m angry and sad and broken hearted all at the same time. To watch you be so vulnerable is just so validating. Thank you for sharing your real grief and mourning. It is so helpful to acknowledge my heartbreak instead of hiding from it. ❤ Much love to you ladies. 💞
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I have to say I’ve had an up and down last two years and even to the point of being at the lowest and thoughts were bad and I started watching y’all and my mind changed and I didn’t feel so low and everyday I look for y’all’s new post you reach folks even way over here in Texas and y’all bring smiles to us so ignore the negative and know y’all matter THANK Y’all sunshines
Haven’t watched the full vlog but i just want to say, having been following you guys for a few months before you got married i am so sorry for everything you and Camilla have gone through. You are both so strong and seeing the love you both share for one another whilst going through a difficult time is something out of this world. I know you will get your rainbow baby someday and you will both be the best mothers to your little baby 🌈❤️
Proud of you for taking care of yourself and trying your best to keep your head up 💕 🍟
i love this sm - it feels like the vlog is made up of the videos one would send to one’s friends as like little updates throughout the day. and you guys are just the cutest couple - you’re gonna be amazing mamas ! 🥰🥰🥰🥰
i've genuinely never smiled this much watching a youtube video. your relationship is so freaking cute and wholesome and communicative and i'm so glad you're sharing it with us. you guys are so strong and ik you will get through this and have your beautiful little rainbow baby. its okay to take time for yourself to heal and grieve; but seeing you try to be productive even when you don't feel like it is so inspiring and admirable. thank you so much for sharing it with us and just try to ignore the negativity coz honestly you guys deserve better than people hating on you for doing what you love. i wish you both the very best! take care of yourselves
I like this longer format, once in a while a longer vlog is quite interesting to watch, especially if it puts together different days.
You two are going to be two wonderful mamas, we are all by your side, sending good energy🌟
I'm went through an ectopic pregnancy recently and I felt so lost. Im still grieving and at times I feel like no one really understands and they expect me to just move on and get over it. Losing a child is so incredibly difficult, no matter how it happens.
Anyways, all that to say, my heart is with you both and I'm so very very sorry for your loss. However and whenever the 2 of you become parents, I just know you'll be wonderful. Don't let awful people keep you from shining your light 💕
Omg, your advice on how to deal with negative criticism hit hard.
Cam is such a joy!! Love you both and I have no doubt you'll get that beautiful rainbow baby and you'll be the best mums out there.
You’re absolutely right about criticism that isn’t constructive. It’s definitely projection of their own shortcomings. They need to look into themselves instead of criticizing you at an extremely vulnerable time. It’s just horrible. Please keep your head up, always. You both have so many supporters that love you and love that you’re sharing your stories. I couldn’t live without your updates on love and having your love’s baby and vice versa. You both are so inspiring.❤❤❤
6:12 such a sweet moment from cam 💕 wishing and hoping for better luck next time, as many as it takes till you have your rainbow baby 🌈