thank you so much for watching and taking the time to comment and support me. it means so much to me 🤍 i’m glad that my inner peace is coming through. grateful for you!
I love this so much Taylor! SOOO proud of you for having the courage and vulnerability to show up even though your mind tried to convince you otherwise! You are amazing and I’m so excited to follow your journey! ❤️🔥 You absolutely got this girl! 💪
thank you so much JoJo! your support means so much to me. thank you for watching and joining me in my journey, i can’t wait to share more with you! 🤍🤍🤍
There were so many things in this video. My favorite is the authenticity. I was just speaking to someone about shadow work, about looking at the highest inner truth and you post this. Also you are gorgeous! And you will have alll the things you want this life. Thank you for saying how much guilt takes over as a parent who hates their life. We need to normalize that children are not responsible for our happiness. I’m ready for the book!
gahhh!!! thank you so much for always being YOU and i love the synchronicity of this video popping up. it’s almost like we’re all… creating reality… lmao. ugh yes there was so much guilt that being a mom wasn’t enough to fulfill me but i’m so grateful to have broken past that wall and my kids are so much better off for it bc i am so much happier and more present and free. not codependent and full of resentment anymore. then there’s all the toxic positivity shit and manifestation shit that says you have to only affirm what you want. i needed to affirm my pain and it was what i needed to transmute it. so i was definitely taken off path by toxic manifestation culture on youtube which ill make another standalone video to address. thank you for always being there for me and showing up here for me. i love you 🤍
Your the best. I can't tell you how many times I think of our short time together. I got to witness your inner world in your home with your children. You were so bigger than life then I could ever imagine of being at your age. I am so much older and I would wish to be wiser but I am not. I feel what you are talking about my entire life. I know it is no coincidence we met. We had similar situations and family stuff. I found myself so easily able to identify with you even more now. You told me then we are all one I didn't at the time you told me understand but I am beginning to do so now. I'm sitting at the moment outside a hospice with the only man i ever prayed for to come into my life. He pushed me and helped me become my inner independent me. He never asked anything from me. Didn't treat me like a barbie, his maid, mom or slave. I was never an object. I was an equal. I've had men stalk me, smother me so damn clingy I actually ran away from many. I guess I have never understood like you spoke of why couldn't I have a deep loving relationship with someone? Sitting outside in a beautiful garden made for this hospice at Duke, I found your fb post and needed to hear your words. To me when I met you. I felt you so had your shit together and I was this old frumpy being, washed up old woman. These days i don't feel old in fact I feel younger everyday. Eating better. Love my fruit and juices. Becoming more and more wanting to be vegan. Hearing and seeing in my head your wisdom on food. How toxic cheese and preservatives like maltrodextron is and so much more. I'm getting there. Seeing this man give up gives me even more desire to not ever be like he is. I could never let the people I love down like he is and has for years even before I met him. I have this thing. Once a parent always a parent. Put my children first and all things fall into alignment. Though this does not mean you fail to take care and love yourself. Being a mom I realized more than ever my words never mattered it was strictly my actions that did. I love and appreciate you so much. I sincerely send the greatest of positive love and vibration your way. Thank you again for empowering me. ❤
Aw, T! I miss you so much, I think of you and Z everyday. We still have the unicorn you gave daphne when we left and whenever I look at it I'm so grateful for you. I just saw the update on Facebook about your loss, and I'm so sorry for it. I'm praying for you. I love you and appreciate you so much - I could never have gotten home the way I did without all your love, support, help and faith in me. You were there for me in the hardest times of my life and I'm so grateful to know such a strong, kind, resilient, SMART woman. I'm so proud of your journey and Z is so lucky to have you as a mom. Sending you so much love during this time of loss. I know he meant so much to you. And as far as you feeling like i had myself together back then...oh boy...that was probably my most unravelled moments of my life you were witnessing, and it goes to show you that we're all keeping on our bravest, most "put-together" face to the outside world, but can be absolutely destroyed on the inside. I needed to go a few more rounds to learn my lessons, but I'm so grateful to be where I'm at today. And I'm so happy that some of my insights of what I learned helped you along the way too. I'll always think of us as the two best friends in that photo with the dreadlocks! So glad you're feeling better everyday, it shows on the outside - you look vibrant, inside and out. Never change, because you're the best!
Awe Taylor, you are too hard on you. You got to know you are so loved. Just look around you. Everything that is beautiful is there because of you. I'll never forget your words saying we are all one. I struggled with what that meant ever since you said it but I am starting to understand. I love that time we had together. I could have picked your brain on all you knew about everything. Being so much younger than me but you knew so much more things about everything. Though you are such a breath of fresh air. Never afraid to be who you are. Your so beautiful and confident. Your an amazing mom. You have to know your children are thriving and will thrive because of who you are. I'm so proud of you breaking the curse of our families past. My family issues are so dark and now especially I understand more about what was going on. It's very bad. Lots of SRA done on my mom possibly done to me. My ex often said he thought I repressed so much from my childhood. Well enough of that sad negative energy. I so miss Brian. He was my Ying and i was his yang. I have loved him way before I met him. I know we knew each other before. He even said a few times he didn't know what it was about me. He didn't let anyone in his world but he let me. Do you ever do gematria? I'm learning. He's talking to me through it. I have even more intense things. A lady back in 2010. Reflexologist. I barely knew her. My mom finally succeeded in killing herself on the very day I opened my coffee shop. I was so angry at her. I felt often she thought the world revolved around her. Well a day or so later the Reflexologist came in. The first words she said was, there is a woman's spirit here and she is sorry. I bursted out in tears. This lady could see and had that connection to the other side. Well she's been on my fb since 2010 when i started it. She moved a few years ago to Arizona. I hadn't heard from her in years. But when I was in the hospice a week ago Saturday with Brian, his oldest sister and his three sons. I right away thought of her. Brian's sister knows alot of people but she didn't know her. Well couple days ago my sadness was bad I had to find a way to focus on something else. I didn't and don't want to cut him out of my life just because I can't physically see him. We'll I thought of her again. I've never met anyone that could do what she does. I had reached out to a friend i met on another social media platform whom I thought would have suggestions about a way to connect to Brian. She sent me a you tube video of a guided meditation to do this she had listened to back in the 80s on cassettes and she had an intense experience. So I listened twice to it but feel asleep. She said if i could do it at 3am that's an important spirit hour. But I fell asleep. But the next morning that random Reflexology lady messaged me on fb. It blew my mind. I messaged her back and she was going to call me this evening. I let you know what she says. I sure love you so much. I can't tell you how much you and your children influenced me for the good. I so needed the tlc you gave me. I really needed my self confidence back after all the years of having it stripped away from me. What I can really say about you know is you are majestic, stunning and so much more. You are a powerful force. You look so happy and put together. It was so good for you to get where you are. You always in my world and thoughts. I can't tell you the things I see that remind me of you and your beautiful babies. I cherish those few weeks with you all. I felt like I was the nanny to a queen and her prince and princess. I was so very honored you asked me to help you. You empowered me so much. Love you always, T.
thank you so much for the support and vote of confidence! i love you! 🤍 when we share our stories we all heal and grow together. thank you for being on this journey with me
thank you! it’s crazy that we all feel so alone but we actually all feel exactly the same way sometimes. i wish more people realized and that i realized sooner!
thank you…SO MUCH! you have no idea what your comment means to me. it was such a long road to get here, and i appreciate you listening, holding space and reaching out. thank you for your kindness, you truly made my day! sending you love 🤍
Thank you for sharing Taylor. I can tell you are more relaxed, confident, and beautiful than ever. So happy for you and praying for you.
thank you so much for watching and taking the time to comment and support me. it means so much to me 🤍 i’m glad that my inner peace is coming through. grateful for you!
I love this so much Taylor! SOOO proud of you for having the courage and vulnerability to show up even though your mind tried to convince you otherwise! You are amazing and I’m so excited to follow your journey! ❤️🔥 You absolutely got this girl! 💪
thank you so much JoJo! your support means so much to me. thank you for watching and joining me in my journey, i can’t wait to share more with you! 🤍🤍🤍
There were so many things in this video. My favorite is the authenticity. I was just speaking to someone about shadow work, about looking at the highest inner truth and you post this. Also you are gorgeous! And you will have alll the things you want this life.
Thank you for saying how much guilt takes over as a parent who hates their life. We need to normalize that children are not responsible for our happiness.
I’m ready for the book!
gahhh!!! thank you so much for always being YOU and i love the synchronicity of this video popping up. it’s almost like we’re all… creating reality… lmao.
ugh yes there was so much guilt that being a mom wasn’t enough to fulfill me but i’m so grateful to have broken past that wall and my kids are so much better off for it bc i am so much happier and more present and free. not codependent and full of resentment anymore. then there’s all the toxic positivity shit and manifestation shit that says you have to only affirm what you want.
i needed to affirm my pain and it was what i needed to transmute it. so i was definitely taken off path by toxic manifestation culture on youtube which ill make another standalone video to address.
thank you for always being there for me and showing up here for me. i love you 🤍
Your the best. I can't tell you how many times I think of our short time together. I got to witness your inner world in your home with your children. You were so bigger than life then I could ever imagine of being at your age. I am so much older and I would wish to be wiser but I am not. I feel what you are talking about my entire life. I know it is no coincidence we met. We had similar situations and family stuff. I found myself so easily able to identify with you even more now. You told me then we are all one I didn't at the time you told me understand but I am beginning to do so now. I'm sitting at the moment outside a hospice with the only man i ever prayed for to come into my life. He pushed me and helped me become my inner independent me. He never asked anything from me. Didn't treat me like a barbie, his maid, mom or slave. I was never an object. I was an equal. I've had men stalk me, smother me so damn clingy I actually ran away from many. I guess I have never understood like you spoke of why couldn't I have a deep loving relationship with someone? Sitting outside in a beautiful garden made for this hospice at Duke, I found your fb post and needed to hear your words. To me when I met you. I felt you so had your shit together and I was this old frumpy being, washed up old woman. These days i don't feel old in fact I feel younger everyday. Eating better. Love my fruit and juices. Becoming more and more wanting to be vegan. Hearing and seeing in my head your wisdom on food. How toxic cheese and preservatives like maltrodextron is and so much more. I'm getting there. Seeing this man give up gives me even more desire to not ever be like he is. I could never let the people I love down like he is and has for years even before I met him. I have this thing. Once a parent always a parent. Put my children first and all things fall into alignment. Though this does not mean you fail to take care and love yourself. Being a mom I realized more than ever my words never mattered it was strictly my actions that did. I love and appreciate you so much. I sincerely send the greatest of positive love and vibration your way. Thank you again for empowering me. ❤
Aw, T! I miss you so much, I think of you and Z everyday. We still have the unicorn you gave daphne when we left and whenever I look at it I'm so grateful for you. I just saw the update on Facebook about your loss, and I'm so sorry for it. I'm praying for you. I love you and appreciate you so much - I could never have gotten home the way I did without all your love, support, help and faith in me. You were there for me in the hardest times of my life and I'm so grateful to know such a strong, kind, resilient, SMART woman. I'm so proud of your journey and Z is so lucky to have you as a mom. Sending you so much love during this time of loss. I know he meant so much to you.
And as far as you feeling like i had myself together back then...oh boy...that was probably my most unravelled moments of my life you were witnessing, and it goes to show you that we're all keeping on our bravest, most "put-together" face to the outside world, but can be absolutely destroyed on the inside. I needed to go a few more rounds to learn my lessons, but I'm so grateful to be where I'm at today. And I'm so happy that some of my insights of what I learned helped you along the way too. I'll always think of us as the two best friends in that photo with the dreadlocks! So glad you're feeling better everyday, it shows on the outside - you look vibrant, inside and out. Never change, because you're the best!
Awe Taylor, you are too hard on you. You got to know you are so loved. Just look around you. Everything that is beautiful is there because of you. I'll never forget your words saying we are all one. I struggled with what that meant ever since you said it but I am starting to understand. I love that time we had together. I could have picked your brain on all you knew about everything. Being so much younger than me but you knew so much more things about everything. Though you are such a breath of fresh air. Never afraid to be who you are. Your so beautiful and confident. Your an amazing mom. You have to know your children are thriving and will thrive because of who you are. I'm so proud of you breaking the curse of our families past. My family issues are so dark and now especially I understand more about what was going on. It's very bad. Lots of SRA done on my mom possibly done to me. My ex often said he thought I repressed so much from my childhood. Well enough of that sad negative energy. I so miss Brian. He was my Ying and i was his yang. I have loved him way before I met him. I know we knew each other before. He even said a few times he didn't know what it was about me. He didn't let anyone in his world but he let me. Do you ever do gematria? I'm learning. He's talking to me through it. I have even more intense things. A lady back in 2010. Reflexologist. I barely knew her. My mom finally succeeded in killing herself on the very day I opened my coffee shop. I was so angry at her. I felt often she thought the world revolved around her. Well a day or so later the Reflexologist came in. The first words she said was, there is a woman's spirit here and she is sorry. I bursted out in tears. This lady could see and had that connection to the other side. Well she's been on my fb since 2010 when i started it. She moved a few years ago to Arizona. I hadn't heard from her in years. But when I was in the hospice a week ago Saturday with Brian, his oldest sister and his three sons. I right away thought of her. Brian's sister knows alot of people but she didn't know her. Well couple days ago my sadness was bad I had to find a way to focus on something else. I didn't and don't want to cut him out of my life just because I can't physically see him. We'll I thought of her again. I've never met anyone that could do what she does. I had reached out to a friend i met on another social media platform whom I thought would have suggestions about a way to connect to Brian. She sent me a you tube video of a guided meditation to do this she had listened to back in the 80s on cassettes and she had an intense experience. So I listened twice to it but feel asleep. She said if i could do it at 3am that's an important spirit hour. But I fell asleep. But the next morning that random Reflexology lady messaged me on fb. It blew my mind. I messaged her back and she was going to call me this evening. I let you know what she says. I sure love you so much. I can't tell you how much you and your children influenced me for the good. I so needed the tlc you gave me. I really needed my self confidence back after all the years of having it stripped away from me. What I can really say about you know is you are majestic, stunning and so much more. You are a powerful force. You look so happy and put together. It was so good for you to get where you are. You always in my world and thoughts. I can't tell you the things I see that remind me of you and your beautiful babies. I cherish those few weeks with you all. I felt like I was the nanny to a queen and her prince and princess. I was so very honored you asked me to help you. You empowered me so much. Love you always, T.
Super proud of you and your vulnerability!!! ❤lysm
thank you so much for the support and vote of confidence! i love you! 🤍 when we share our stories we all heal and grow together. thank you for being on this journey with me
How have i only just found this video. I love this i needed this! I feel similar and so do a lot of people.
You go girl and rise 💪
thank you! it’s crazy that we all feel so alone but we actually all feel exactly the same way sometimes. i wish more people realized and that i realized sooner!
Gorgeous watch!!!! Thank you !!!
Thank you so much! This video was very cathartic - thank you for always holding space and supporting me
You're right, I was meant to see this. ❤
i’m so glad you did 🤍
Beautiful
thank you, i love you 🤍
What a warrior❤️❤️
shukran 🤍🤍 thank you for your support and for watching
This video is AMAZING. I’m so sorry you’re crying 🙏🏾 you’re so beautiful 💜 and your video quality and audio are 💋👌🏾
thank you…SO MUCH! you have no idea what your comment means to me. it was such a long road to get here, and i appreciate you listening, holding space and reaching out. thank you for your kindness, you truly made my day! sending you love 🤍
@@taylortelevision You’re welcome 💕 and much love to you too 🥰
ZARGIA THANKS GOD TO SEE YOU .,,
thank you shah!
@@taylortelevision today you live streaming
@@shahayazkhan7308 i’m going to try! i’m still feeling so bad
Take some energy drink once you feel beter then comments me I am at office but it's weekend so alone
@@shahayazkhan7308 ok shah yes i took medicine now im making a coffee
I miss you
i’ll be back live soon 🤍🤍🤍
🤍 Heart this!!! 🤍Beautiful.
thank you so much! i'm so happy this is resonating with people. we can all help heal each other and your support means so much to me.