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hi shah! 🤍

@@taylortelevision i am here

shah 🌸

thank you! next up: PM routine 😘

this makes me feel so great! thank you so much for taking the time to comment so kindly. it’s so interesting to me how you can spend your life outrunning your feelings and being so afraid of them, and then you admit them - and you are totally okay. the sky doesn’t fall! learning to accept the way i feel - even if it’s scary - has been helping me heal so much. and i 10000% noticed that fear of being alone forever getting so intense the further out of my comfort zone in life i was - so now i realize this feeling can be a bit of a trickster coming in to keep us playing small and in our comfort zone. it takes a lot of strength to go it all alone for so long, im proud of us! i used to feel so ashamed of these feelings. your comment made my day, thank you for watching! i tap live on thursdays at 7 EST if you’re ever free to drop in, but i always make them public 🤍

@@taylortelevision ah yes, I also have felt soooo ashamed of this. Especially because people always just said "you have to love yourself before you can love another" and "you cannot be needy of another". So it was really refreshing to just acknowledge the fear. For me, the tap actually brought me back to my super early years when I used to miss my mother so much when she was away for work in the evenings. As if my fear was not actually related to a partner at all. I will continue exploring!

thank you!

🤍🤍🤍 i’m sorry

thank you so much for the hype! i will 🤍🤍🤍

just gotta smile EXCEPT - now i’m growing and learning and if i don’t feel like smiling i don’t need to. part of it is like too much people pleasing on my part so im working on not doing things for others if it isn’t in alignment with how i authentically feel. it’s empowering to be in a bad mood and just not smile at anyone. THRILLING

hahaha thank you 🤍

hahaha thank you! one of these days 👰

i really like the preppy tennis skirt look but this one is too big for me 😣

hahaha you will like it!

i will be live this week 🌸

thank you shah!

hello 🤍

thank you always shah 🙏🏼🌸

You are my favourite.... I am sure very soon I will talk to discuss success 😴🤣🤣

aw thank you so much, so sweet! 🤍🤍🤍

thank you so much 🤍🤍🤍

yay new subscriber! welcome! 🤍🌸🤍

i'm right here :) where are you?

where have you been?

@@taylortelevision traveling taylor i try to join yiou but time zone diffrence i will messege you fb or insta please inform me there you know me better i miss you

@@taylortelevision zargia dubai and baku now planing for turkey istabul hehhehehe

so cool!

not at the moment but thank you!

everything’s perfect and amazing

YES THEY DO YOU'RE WRONG

where have you been?

thank you shah! 🌸🌸🌸

hmmmmmmm i’m not sure! but hello ☺️

yuppp i agree there’s definitely that weird moment but like you already know it’s not even worth it! normal guys understand lol. i’m sorry you got stalked that’s awful

@@taylortelevision You were 100% correct about normal guys being understanding. So many weirdos get offended and then you can drop them there.

exactlyyyyy it’s actually an easy way to feel someone out for whether or not they’re crazy. good little accidental test

just sayin 😭

Ahhh! Well I'm so glad you still caught the video - I'm glad you liked it! I finally went live at 8pm new york time - I was sad to miss you - no one talked to me at all!!! I'm glad you found it relatable :) I did another visualization bc you liked it

@taylortelevision if only I stayed up for a bit longer. Oh well, next time I will be there. It's a shame no one talked to you, but people will come. I've seen your subscribers have shot up to 600. That's great! Thank you for another visualisation it was wonderful. You are incredible with these. You took me to a calm place

i'll be better at making community posts and a schedule so it will make it easier for you to catch me. also: 612!!!! can you believe it? i'm trying so hard! so nice to see success

@taylortelevision that'll be cool, thank you. How do you feel about doing Friday nights or are you more comfortable doing Thursday? WoW 612! You go girl! Celebration time! Let's crack open a bottle of bubbly 💃 🕺

@taylortelevision sorry that came out a bit sarcastic. What I meant was to celebrate the 600 mark. Sorry I've just had a bad day my brain isn't working properly

right?

@@taylortelevision yeah so cringe. please delete your account. You're embarrassing yourself

omg i would never! don’t be mad that i’m having fun and you’re just sitting there making rude comments 😘

@@taylortelevision imagine taking your time to respond to a hate comment

it helps my engagement 😘 thank you for your comments

yoooo that's what's up they don't know about this GRIT

it's fake but so comfy - i've been having fun adding lots of patches to it. hahahaha yeah boy show us your demin shorts in america we call a denim jacket with denim shorts a Canadian Tuxedo

It definitely is cool jacket, a Canadian tuxedo that's hilarious!

hahaha KEWL BEANS being a millennial is lit

it's such a weird word! i remember the first time the kids said it i was like what the heck!? definition of cheugy from the internet: 1) "You know it when you see it" and that's really the best way to describe it but a more technical definition is this: (from urban dictionary) A very specific kind of not-being-trendy: usually refers to things a person wore in their pre-teen or teen years, and is considered out of style and kind of lame. It has shifted to describe the kind of fashion that was present in the early 2010's: apparently skinny jeans scarred an entire generation of kids, because no one wants to be caught dead wearing them now. It also apparently refers to the zillennials/millennials and their weird fashion sense, with their stupid clothes that date back to 8-10 years ago. Also thrifting is more popular than ever, so that is another reason why cheugy outfits seem to be everywhere.

it's supposed to be an insult but i own that sh*t

​@@taylortelevisionok thanks for describing it 👍 I guess I'm cheugy but yeah we gotta own that shit

@@AlienFromOrionsBelt bold of them to assume we care 😭

@@taylortelevision haha true!

hahaha no they do not really know what a vhs is - i should make a video with them about the things we took for granted that they don't know about - when i had a landline cordless phone, one day it got turned on and you could hear the dial tone - they were legit horrified that it was some type of alarm or disaster warning - i told them what it was and explained a ring tone (they were like 2 and 4) and they truly didn't believe me and i could tell they still thought it was some type of alarm and i was just making it up LMAO

Hahaha that's a funny story about the landline. Yes you definitely should make a video if you can get a vhs see if he can rewind it manually

@@AlienFromOrionsBelt i think i have one in my attic!

@@taylortelevision nice! Look forward to the video

@@taylortelevision could you ask him what he thinks of Ali G ?

this fkn guy right?!

​@taylortelevision haha yeah, we are a little ughh

that was my favorite part 😭😭😭

thank you so much! i’m gonna look into that bc i also need hip opening help and hold some tension and probably trauma there. i hear a lot of trauma is held in the hips and somatic exercise like that can help. thank you for this insightful tip! yes i totally forgot to mention low intensity steady state benefits (LISS) i think that’s what you mean about heart rates but i didn’t realize that about running, thank you so much for watching and sharing!

@@taylortelevision good stuff

@@taylortelevision check out Kadour Ziani's "seven postures" it's excellent. He is the greatest dunker (basketball) in history. He injured himself with a complete rupture of his achilles tendon. He recovered completely.

thank you so much for that info i’ll check it out right now 🤍 happy fourth!

@@taylortelevision likewise! Blessings!

i def think you’re right it’s mostly money, i was just joking - but i mean… a lot of people see being child free as a way to just be able to focus on your own needs without having to change your life too nowadays. i see that opinion pretty commonly on social media i think the roles of men and women are in flux and parenthood falls into that flux also. bc i was broke when i had my kids but it would’ve never stopped me from having kids… so i think it’s a mix of things 🤷🏼‍♀️ thank you for your comment!

thank you! i’m so glad you watched! it’s a work in progress, but i’m getting there… progress not perfection. it’s really awesome to create first bc you actually just keep going past an hour. i’ll admit i’ve checked a few things quickly before, but by the end of the 3 weeks i’ll be locked in for sure. i already lost 4 lbs 🤍🤍🤍 i’m retooling the system to make it easier to follow, im thinking you choose 3 things to work on, list the 3 improvements and then week by week stack them… so first week: diet second week: workout third week: routines so by week 3 you’ve got them all locked back in if that makes sense. im writing the program so people can follow it like in a workbook thank you so much for your support again!

that makes a lot of sense, that’s such hard work to do especially as a child. i’m sorry you had to do that and didn’t get to properly enjoy yourself and be free. i can relate for sure 🤍

i know it’s tough i get ittttt. i actually had my kids in the financial crisis of 08 at 23 and it was not easy. i was just making a joke im sorry you feel that it’s not an option for you, i totally understand why and i would probably be in the same position if i were younger. hopefully something will change 🤍

kids?? in this economy??? with the memes i’ve seen??! but yeah you’re right they still have 10 years but i feel like the vibe is “i don’t wanna have kids” more than ever with teenagers and stuff

And my millennial mother was 17 when she had me… 27 isn’t exactly the youngest when people start having children

⁠@@jy840that’s not a great comparison! I don’t think 17 is a great age to have children, gen z is 12-27, 27 being the oldest, my point is gen z is still young, AND in this economy it must be hard to have children! What are you getting at with this reply!

it seems like the window has shifted for the age of having kids. i think gen z thinks they have until 45 to have kids but i think after 35 pregnancy is considered geriatric and high risk (who knows if it actually is… but i’ve heard that…) i know many women who have had children in their 40s but im so grateful to have had mine young but gen z is still young! i wasn’t saying they won’t have kids i was just commenting on hearing a lot of them saying they won’t, even a lot of millennials don’t want them and i see a lot of women in their 30s and 40s being childless by choice. i was literally just kidding i don’t actually think any of what i said it was just me being dumb and silly. it was just a funny thought and hypothesis

i was actually totally kidding for the record i was just making a joke because my son had teased me that morning about being a millennial so I was thinking how gen z can be. i realize they’re still young and i honestly could include millennials in there too. I see plenty of Internet content with women in their 30s and 40s who talk about being childless by choice to have freedom in their lives, not even finances. I’m 39 and people my age are still deciding whether or not to have children who are financially stable… they might be the ones who this applies to more than anything lol but yes, we’ll let them cook and grow up and I’m sure they’ll produce a whole cool generation of kids. And hopefully things will start looking up and it will become easier for people to make ends meet somehow. thank you for your comment!

u first

@@taylortelevision I don't claim God talks to me in my dreams. Just a friendly advice, you might thank me later.

@@No_OneV cool advice bro keep giving it out seems like you’re doing GODS WORK

@@No_OneV you tell people on youtube to see psychologists so i would say you’re right about there at my level brother

​@@taylortelevision Nop, Just you. Literally the only person I ever said this to on youtube :D

you're the best ever, thank you sam

@taylortelevision your welcome. You help me, so it would be nice to help you

@@AlienFromOrionsBelt we help each other. your support is so important to me thank you

@@taylortelevision The feeling is mutual. Have you got time for a chat tonight ?

i’m sorry i’ve been grinding videos out over here! i don’t even eat and cook dinner until like 11 at night but i’m checking my inbox as we speak and i’ll shoot you a message!