I DISAPPEARED! Fertility Issues. UTIs. Anxiety & TMI

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  • Опубліковано 6 лип 2019
  • Hey guys, I know Ive disappeared for over a month but I have been extremely sick & down in the dumps. The good news is... Im back.

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  • @shannonperez3779
    @shannonperez3779 5 років тому +114

    Susie, a lot of us found you because of the CGM but most of us stuck around because your personality is so amazing. I am so sorry you’ve been going through a rough patch but we are all rooting for you. Wishing you all the best💗

    • @aileenfernandez7848
      @aileenfernandez7848 5 років тому

      Ditto!! All of this! Susie, you are great. Your personality is what kept me here.

  • @elizabethhamrick3184
    @elizabethhamrick3184 5 років тому +124

    I love your openness and honesty. You don't owe any of us an explanation about your absence but we are sure glad to hear from you. And thank you for letting us into your life.

    • @veridianroots
      @veridianroots 5 років тому +2

      Well said

    • @lisaf335
      @lisaf335 5 років тому +1

      Spot on ...I was going to mention that as well.

    • @kr4574
      @kr4574 5 років тому

      Agree!

  • @kdwalters4146
    @kdwalters4146 5 років тому +97

    Being a nurse I understand trying not to go too detailed for folks around me.... but girl-- don’t sweat it....you gave a disclosure...lol. I am so sorry you have been going down this pathway...... so crazy...... prayers for things to get resolved and for you to have comfort.....

  • @lauramichelle3547
    @lauramichelle3547 5 років тому +91

    Dear sweet Susie- my heart goes out to you. I will pray for you and your hubby and the little one that you are carrying.
    Please be gentle with yourself.
    I hope sharing all this was helpful for you. It was received with love and great compassion for all you have been dealing with. ♥️

  • @LucianaVIP1
    @LucianaVIP1 5 років тому +49

    What I really want is to leave a very long comment, but in order not to bother you, I'll just say that videos like this help a lot of people, and have you got any idea how wonderful and amazing you are? I'm sure all of us here wish we could give you a tight hug and make sure everything is going to be fine. We are here for you👼🏻💕

  • @theintrinsiccounsellor
    @theintrinsiccounsellor 5 років тому +71

    I understand what you are going through. I always use to say I was “cautiously optimistic” due to my miscarriages. Your body has been through trauma. Be kind to yourself. Your You Tube Family will be here. Sending you love and light.

  • @alyssagomez2878
    @alyssagomez2878 5 років тому +45

    I admire you for always being so open and honest. I hope you start feeling better soon and everything goes smoothly for you.

  • @alex-6313
    @alex-6313 5 років тому +41

    So happy to see your face again. I figured this is why you were away 😟 I will continue to pray for you, Susie. ❤️❤️

  • @patriciarafter3h
    @patriciarafter3h 5 років тому +19

    I am so glad that you are back! I am sending prayers and hugs. Take care of you and the fam. Again, your TMI is so HELPFUL to so many. 💖

  • @lynnekraszewski4971
    @lynnekraszewski4971 5 років тому +1

    You may be experiencing anxiety, but listening to you is so calming. You have such a soothing voice (and I love your accent) I could listen to you read the phone book. lol I’ll be praying for you that all continues to go well, and this is your take home rainbow baby. Stay strong and know that we’re all here for you.

  • @TheJustyna
    @TheJustyna 5 років тому +3

    I am so happy that you are back! I was worried about you. Thank you for the update. I'm sending lots of positive energy your way

  • @aharper4
    @aharper4 5 років тому +39

    Congratulations! I know how scary it can be! Hopefully you can find coping skills for your anxiety..like grounding! Also Unisome and B6 helped me for morning sickness! Thinking of you. All the positive thoughts headed your way!

    • @karensang1
      @karensang1 5 років тому +2

      Unisom and B6 worked like magic for me!

  • @Bethmarie44
    @Bethmarie44 5 років тому

    Oh Susie.... The journey to my son was so extremely similarly to this. 2 miscarriages around 11 weeks, baby passed at 7-10 weeks and then a chemical pregnancy. With each pregnancy I experienced strange urinary symptoms and the “google search” lead me to interstitial cystitis as well. I had the same response as you, “I need a break to get my mind and body back together.” 5 months later I woke up and could smell the eggs my husband had cooked before work and knew. Positive test. And just as you said, it wasn’t exciting. I cried and cried thinking “here we go again”. Didn’t feel confident until the 20 week scan. My son is 1 1/2 now and the greatest gift. I was also a serial tester. 😒 multiple a day held up in the window straining to see a line. It is absolutely unhealthy and ridiculous to even admit. You are doing amazing and I’m so glad you shared! We are going to embark on this journey again soon and I’m telling myself already to just keep calm. I am also an RN with almost identical curls as yours. Are we secretly sisters??? Can’t wait to follow your pregnancy!

  • @shellysekki5020
    @shellysekki5020 5 років тому +3

    Awe, love you Susie. So sorry you’ve been going through this craziness. Hang in there girl! Much love to you and sending good vibes and prayers your way. ❤️🤗

  • @qwitchyy
    @qwitchyy 5 років тому +6

    I’m so glad you’re back! No kidding I was so worried about you yesterday. Sending so much love and healing your way.♥️

  • @ninoskae
    @ninoskae 5 років тому

    Welcome back. Had been worried about you. Love your frankness it's refreshing. Fingers crossed that it's smooth sailing for you.

  • @momthrifter8886
    @momthrifter8886 5 років тому

    Thanks for sharing Susie. I hope sharing helped you. You’re so sweet. I hope this pregnancy works out for you and your health issues are all better. I love watching your videos. Thanks for the update!

  • @Jmburrell06
    @Jmburrell06 5 років тому +3

    Thanks for sharing your story! I hope you feel better soon and you'll be in my prayers.

  • @tata-jl5co
    @tata-jl5co 5 років тому

    I'm so happy to see you back, and I'm so sorry to hear everything you've been through recently. Sending you lots of sticky dust to keep that baby in there and growing healthy. Wishing you the best

  • @lowcountryhooper
    @lowcountryhooper 5 років тому +1

    I’ve never been pregnant, but flat ginger ale got me through chemo nausea. My friend’s interstitial cystitis went away when she got pregnant and didn’t come back. I’m praying for a healthy pregnancy and easy delivery for you.

  • @HelloKatie85
    @HelloKatie85 5 років тому +19

    Aww! You’re so brave for talking about some hard things! I wish you the best of health! So glad you are doing better!

  • @judicousineau
    @judicousineau 5 років тому +3

    Aww Susie. Thank you so much for coming back! I wish you the healthiest pregnancy. Stay strong.

  • @barbaracatalano6299
    @barbaracatalano6299 5 років тому +3

    Huge hugs!! Girl you are awesome to share everything with us. We will be here when you post. No worries.

  • @rebeccaytres
    @rebeccaytres 5 років тому +3

    I'm sending you so many hugs! It takes so much to be this open about a real life problem. I hope the best for you.

  • @maureenvonick9391
    @maureenvonick9391 5 років тому

    I'm fairly new to watching your videos and have been watching them one after another. You are just such a sweet person, I feel as if I know you personally! I'll keep you in my prayers that you feel better and that everything goes well. Congratulations and looking forward to more of these chats!

  • @karenmonroe2058
    @karenmonroe2058 5 років тому

    Thank you for being so transparent! Sick is good! Your hormones are rocking. Praying for a fantastic pregnancy going forward.

  • @kimwilkinson9600
    @kimwilkinson9600 5 років тому +4

    Congratulations on your pregnancy ❤ sorry about the hard times you've been having😕 great to see you back 👍👌

  • @leo3396
    @leo3396 5 років тому +1

    Thank you for being so darn honest. I genuinely feel for you. I really hope and pray everything going forward is nothing but positive. Love your channel Susie❤️GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

  • @callmeaftercoffee
    @callmeaftercoffee 5 років тому +7

    Oh Susie! Praying for a healthy baby. I'm so sorry you've been having such a rough go 💕. Sending lots of love and hope you have smoother sailing from here on out!

  • @questioneverything6950
    @questioneverything6950 5 років тому

    You precious woman

  • @rennybirdlvr
    @rennybirdlvr 5 років тому

    I appreciate your vulnerability and honesty SO much. Thank you for continuing to share all the details of your TTC journey and other things going on in your life. Praying for a healthy baby and healthy Susie!

  • @mortygal
    @mortygal 5 років тому +1

    Much love and big hugs. I'm glad to see you're back, but don't push yourself too hard. Praying for many blessings to come your way

  • @gailmoreta
    @gailmoreta 5 років тому

    Glad to see you back. Wishing you all things wonderful. .. so happy for you.

  • @marialaurettaryan6934
    @marialaurettaryan6934 5 років тому +13

    Welcome back! Thanks for the update. Keeping you in my prayers for a healthy pregnancy and that your nausea goes away soon. You look great and hopefully your anxiety will subside. 🙏🌷💕

  • @mollybells1202
    @mollybells1202 5 років тому

    You are so good to share your heart and your life with us like this. Really have big love for you, Susie! Wishing all the best for you and new little one and the rest of your crew!

  • @jessvaughn8178
    @jessvaughn8178 5 років тому +1

    My heart breaks for you, Susie. Thank you so much for sharing your journey. Sending you lots and lots of love💕

  • @eileenmcdonnell1072
    @eileenmcdonnell1072 5 років тому

    So glad to see you. I've been thinking about you. This morning, I searched through your videos & IG to see if I missed a notification. My heart goes out to you for all you've been going through. I'll keep you, your husband, and the rest of your family in my prayers.

  • @daniellehaines2013
    @daniellehaines2013 5 років тому +2

    Thank you for sharing your story:) I was also obsessed with testing, and getting pregnant for years. Brings back so many memories.
    Positive thoughts heading your way!

  • @shunkiesmama
    @shunkiesmama 5 років тому +1

    So happy to see a video from you!! Congratulations, I know it has to be super scary to even say you're pregnant out loud. Wishing you all the best and look forward to all your videos to come.

  • @lovelyliterary6730
    @lovelyliterary6730 5 років тому +1

    I'm so happy for you, Susie! Glad you're feeling better. Your health comes first! I'll be praying for you and your family as you continue on this journey!

  • @Larea81
    @Larea81 5 років тому +4

    You have been through a lot emotionally and physically. My heart goes out to you. I sincerely hope that things go smoother for you in the coming weeks. 💛

  • @rochelleallgyer122
    @rochelleallgyer122 5 років тому

    Thank you for being so opened! I’m sure there’s sooo many women who needed to hear this. It’s soothing for all of you :)

  • @enodine
    @enodine 5 років тому +1

    Love you Susie! Thanks for your vulnerability and authenticity. The world needs more of it. Sending good vibes!

  • @cheriangel777
    @cheriangel777 5 років тому +1

    I started watching your videos just last week and instantly fell in love with your style. Now you’ve won my heart sharing all you’ve been through and what you’re going through. I have experienced many miscarriages and I appreciate when others talk about. Sometimes I feel like we just blow it off as it happens to everyone and are not allowed to grief. I totally get your hesitation to be excited. Please know my heart is with you. I am praying for you and look forward to your videos on your healthy beautiful pregnancy and baby! 💕💕💕

  • @marshagb55
    @marshagb55 5 років тому +1

    So good to see you back. Sorry for your pain. You seem like a strong person. Good luck good health!

  • @ArtThatMakesYouSmile
    @ArtThatMakesYouSmile 5 років тому +1

    Congratulations on your pregnancy, sending prayers for health and happiness with this new chapter in your life!!

  • @nicolalattimore9482
    @nicolalattimore9482 5 років тому

    So glad to see your sweet face again! So sorry to hear all that’s been going on. I will be praying for you and this little one growing inside you! May this one bring such joy after so much heart ache.

  • @kmr9061
    @kmr9061 5 років тому +7

    Thank you for the gift of documenting and sharing your personal journey. May you find peace and healing, as your important story inspires others.

  • @megganmcclincey1971
    @megganmcclincey1971 5 років тому

    That was very brave of you to put that video out. You are such a sweet person. I’m so glad to hear that things have straightened out with your bladder and I am sending you all my love. Thank you for sharing and I look forward to your next video. ❤️. Congratulations on your pregnancy.

  • @AngelaKhodeir
    @AngelaKhodeir 5 років тому

    Welcome back Susie! Sorry to hear you were having a rough time but congratulations! Can’t wait for the next videos

  • @Lisa9569
    @Lisa9569 5 років тому

    Oh sweet Susie! It’s so nice to see your face again! I hope all goes well with your appointments! Please keep us posted!!

  • @cchubbs2125
    @cchubbs2125 5 років тому

    ❤️ so much love being sent you to!
    Your a very strong woman & sometimes we don’t give ourselves enough credit for going thru what we do as women!
    I’m so glad I took the time to watch this video! So so soooooo much love being sent your way! ❤️
    PS cannot wait to see your baby bump whenever your ready to show it!! 🤗

  • @tabathamorrison9223
    @tabathamorrison9223 5 років тому +1

    Wow! I hope you feel relieved having released this honest and raw post. Hang in there and be kind to you. 🌻💕

  • @mezyfuller3234
    @mezyfuller3234 5 років тому +2

    Keeping you and your family in my thoughts. You’re brave for sharing your journey. Your followers are supporting you! Sending love from Australia 💜

  • @veronicacoates8832
    @veronicacoates8832 5 років тому

    Thank you so much for how candid and open you are. Prayers going out to you!

  • @jodi2251
    @jodi2251 5 років тому +11

    Thank you for being so open and honest. You’re probably helping so many people. I hope everything works out for you and your family. Thank you again for sharing your story. Love from a fellow Canadian. 💜💜💙💙

  • @emmamacgregor731
    @emmamacgregor731 5 років тому +1

    OH man, Susie...what a roller coaster! SO happy to see your sweet face, but very sorry to hear of all the turmoil and trauma your body and spirit have been through!! I pray that all will soon be well and that you will thrive. Thank you for sharing yourself and your story. You are helping more people than you can know. Know that you are surrounded by support here on YT. Sending love from Ontario.

  • @Hey_its_bre
    @Hey_its_bre 5 років тому

    So happy you decided to upload this video. I had been thinking about you a couple days ago and had wondered if you were okay. I'm sorry you've had to go through so much this past year. But I can see that you are such a fighter!! We are all here sending prayers and good vibes your way!😊❤

  • @Mia-qt4th
    @Mia-qt4th 5 років тому

    I appreciate your update and am sorry to hear how difficult its been for you. I hope your feeling better soon and wishing you a safe pregnancy.

  • @kitkatnaps
    @kitkatnaps 5 років тому

    I’m happy to see you back on. Thinking about you, thank you for taking care of yourself. ❤️

  • @Drmorganaurora
    @Drmorganaurora 5 років тому +3

    No worries about tmi. I am sending you positive and healing energy. We’ve missed you.

  • @terriiii8785
    @terriiii8785 5 років тому +6

    I understand. I have had 10 miscarriages. I do have 5 kids. Two of my daughter's struggle also. Thank you for your honesty.

  • @RobbieMcD
    @RobbieMcD 5 років тому +8

    Love you, Susie. I'm sending you good vibes from Montreal. You got me started on my curly hair journey in September of last year. I didn't know I had curly hair before you, I thought my hair was just pouffy and dry. You deserve so much happiness!

  • @marcy07067
    @marcy07067 5 років тому +1

    Susie, thank you for being so real, open, and honest. Best wishes for a happy and healthy pregnancy, and I hope you feel better soon and continue to take good care of yourself. Hugs!

  • @sanjon1961
    @sanjon1961 5 років тому

    Love your videos. I found you a few weeks back. I hope you’re feeling better. Best wishes to you and your family for health and success.

  • @derrickjenniferwatkins1394
    @derrickjenniferwatkins1394 5 років тому

    Congrats Susie! Sending you prayers and good vibes! Love all your content. Jen

  • @terrilandry8753
    @terrilandry8753 5 років тому +3

    You have been in my thoughts so much this week. You are my first you tuber who has helped me with my crazy frizzy hair with your wonderful tips. Bless you my friend, I will pray for you...

  • @skyscalzo2492
    @skyscalzo2492 5 років тому

    I can’t imagine what you’re going through. I love and appreciate your honesty about this incredibly personal issue. I hope you realize all the people you help by talking about this. I hope things continue smoothly. Thank you so much, Susie.

  • @ginaschnathorst1674
    @ginaschnathorst1674 5 років тому +5

    You are so real and so relatable. That is what makes you so likable and you are very brave for sharing your journey and all of it ups and downs. Keep the faith Susie!!! You have a very large extended family and we are ALL pulling for you!! 💕

  • @Sarah-qn7fr
    @Sarah-qn7fr 5 років тому

    I’m so sorry for the that you have been through. I’m glad that you are rounding a corner. Fingers crossed for this pregnancy. We’ve missed you

  • @k.t.8076
    @k.t.8076 5 років тому

    So wonderful to hear from you and see you (and your beautiful curly hair!); you're the only person I subscribe to on UA-cam, I just always appreciate your down to earth videos and your keeping-it-real style. No need to have to explain your absence, but thank you for your frank discussion about what's been happening. Prayers for a healthy pregnancy for you (and no more UTI's!!)

  • @lauralynn4504
    @lauralynn4504 5 років тому +1

    Susie, your strength is apparent and contagious. Thank you for doing this hard thing. My heart is fully, not hesitantly happy about the baby. ❤️

  • @ricorori
    @ricorori 5 років тому

    Susie I've been watching for a while, you're the youtuber I chose to follow in trying to start my curly girl method journey. I love your honesty and your personality. I'm really glad to hear things are looking up and I offer a tentative congratulations! As others have said you of course don't owe us anything but it's great to hear from you :) I look forward to you being able to get back into the swing of things but of course take it at your own pace.

  • @shirksa1
    @shirksa1 5 років тому

    I missed you!!! Always love your open, honest approach with your channel❤️

  • @lipss2die4
    @lipss2die4 5 років тому

    Susie!!! I was wondering where you were! I’m glad to see you back... sending all good vibes your way 💕

  • @alisonmorrison5908
    @alisonmorrison5908 5 років тому

    Congratulations Susie! You are so brave and such an inspiration. Be kind to yourself, you deserve all the good that is coming your way now. We all have struggles that help you achieve life’s most beautiful moments. Hang in there, you’re doing amazing! Xo

  • @terrid3989
    @terrid3989 5 років тому +4

    Wishing you much peace & strength. Hugs! Happy to see you. 💐

  • @crystalnutt7480
    @crystalnutt7480 5 років тому +1

    Thank you for sharing your struggles, Susie. Prayers that the Lord protects this sweet one. I'm so sorry for all you've had to go through.

  • @janelleyharris5042
    @janelleyharris5042 5 років тому +4

    I'm a fellow nurse, South of you in the U.S.
    I'm praying for you and your pregnancy, may Christ protect you. Thank you for this update about your health. God bless you

  • @espana19631
    @espana19631 5 років тому +3

    God bless you and your family Susie! I will keep you in my prayers❤ps, you are one of my favorite curly UA-camrs😘

  • @jeanetteh.9240
    @jeanetteh.9240 5 років тому +1

    I'm sorry you have been so sick!! It's wonderful that you are willing to speak in such detail about your UTI's. Women need this kind of information, and we need to feel comfortable sharing it in case, as you said, someone else is experiencing the same thing. Thanks, and all the best for your pregnancy.

  • @chrisderouchey1491
    @chrisderouchey1491 5 років тому

    Oh hun. Love & hugs to you sweetheart! Prayers & so much love and hope being sent your way! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @DVDMomma
    @DVDMomma 5 років тому

    I'm so sorry you have been going through a hard year. I love your videos. I hope you're feeling better soon and stay that way! 💙

  • @laraisokay
    @laraisokay 5 років тому +1

    You are so brave, Susie. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. 💕

  • @ginakinard6950
    @ginakinard6950 5 років тому

    Prayers for you to get thru this season. Please give yourself some grace and if “you’re not feeling it” or anxiety gets to be too much don’t worry if you can’t get a video up “on schedule” and don’t apologize. We are all just happy you are back!

  • @cortneyshort3522
    @cortneyshort3522 5 років тому

    Susie thank you so much for sharing your experiences with your health and pregnancy. I was drawn to your curly hair videos because you are so authentic and you’ve continued to show your strength through that authenticity. Sending a big hug and a big thank you your way!

  • @sharonchancey5028
    @sharonchancey5028 5 років тому +12

    Sweetie, I go into as much detail about anything u want to. Ur loved here. I’m so sorry about ur losses. I know personally how much that hurts. I’ll b praying for u a healthy pregnancy

  • @dizzyk54
    @dizzyk54 5 років тому +5

    Bless your heart!!....Positive energy your way! ...Love your videos....Vicki

  • @sarahbaumeister9210
    @sarahbaumeister9210 5 років тому +7

    Missed you!! Been thinking about you. I have had 2 miscarriages this year and you have helped me cope and know I'm not alone!

  • @alexandradupont6098
    @alexandradupont6098 5 років тому +11

    Such a charmant person 🤗💗 Wishing every blessing for bébé.

  • @jamiesculley1026
    @jamiesculley1026 5 років тому

    I'm glad you're back and things are going well! I was just thinking the other day that I hadn't seen a video from you lately.
    So happy to hear you're pregnant! Congrats! I had a miscarriage earlier this year and your video, along with others, helped me. It's a lonely experience and seeing what other women went through helped me process it.
    I completely understand the preg test addiction. The week before my expected period I become obsessive about testing! I don't know what comes over me!

  • @KELLSEY444
    @KELLSEY444 5 років тому +1

    So I went looking for you yesterday and saw your water balloon post, figured you had gotten busy with life and work. You said you felt like you owed us an explanation for your absence but while it is greatly appreciated, there is no debt. This process we call life gets complicated, and you have a wonderful way of expressing your beautiful humanness. I hope you get comfortable again with this new phase of being. I always hold you in positive thoughts. I just adore you and your personality. I'm so glad you got things figured out, there is nothing worse than stressing about stress. I hope you feel better and better, I love your helpful videos whenever they show up!

  • @Kate-hv2ef
    @Kate-hv2ef 5 років тому

    I love the honesty of your videos, it's why I keep watching ☺ really happy to hear the UTI is sorted, I know how crazy an unresolved issue can make me with the not knowing. Sending as many good thoughts and vibes your way, for the pregnancy as possible. I hope sharing has helped make the anxiety a little easier to bear. 😘

  • @rachelwarby3344
    @rachelwarby3344 5 років тому

    Thank you for being so open and honest. I wish you all the best with your pregnancy, physical health, mental health- all of it. I love your videos and constant encouragement and honesty and absolutely feel for you and all you’ve been through with your health. For those of us out there who have had fertility issues or have been painted grim pictures of fertility by doctors- I think this openness and honesty is very uniting and I want to thank you for sharing your story. All the best xx from Australia

  • @qtdeshina
    @qtdeshina 5 років тому

    Thank you for making this video, Susie. You are remarkable and I'm sorry for your pain. It takes lots of courage to talk openly and with honesty about the trauma that is and associated with a miscarriage.

  • @jewelsymom
    @jewelsymom 5 років тому

    So glad you’re okay!! We all missed you ❤️😁. Very brave of you to put yourself out there for the test situation. That was very personal and honest. Sending hugs and loves ❤️❤️❤️. And your hair looks super cute 😉

  • @wildview258
    @wildview258 5 років тому

    You are amazing. Overshares never seem to bother me, I admire your openness. I had five miscarries before my first, then another after my second. Somehow it worked out and I had one more. I hope this is your 🌈 baby, and that your urological problems are going away for good.
    I love your channel. You started as a role model for how to love my crazy hair without spending a ton, and have become my role model for much more. Keep being you 💯

  • @jonip83
    @jonip83 5 років тому

    This sit down chat will most likely be so comforting for so many women. It’s so raw and so relatable. Thank you for being you. My thoughts are with you and your family.

  • @laurawhitlock4164
    @laurawhitlock4164 5 років тому

    Thank you for being so upfront and honest. I will pray for you and your family.

  • @janna8864
    @janna8864 5 років тому

    I'm so, so sorry that you went through all this Susie!! I'm sure that many women will be blessed by your vulnerability in sharing about your experiences with miscarriage and anxiety and all of it. I hear you with the unhealthy eating during the first trimester - you just do what you gotta do to get through it! :) I'm praying that your nausea passes so soon and that you go to full-term with a perfectly healthy baby!!! God bless you and your family.