"I am sorry, that I'm not a person anymore,... I'm a problem," this has been the only thing I can think as a description for myself for so long that I dont even remember a time when I was truly happy. But nobody seems to notice, they think that you have food and education and a roof over your head so you should be fine. If only it was as simple as that, and yet that's all you seem to notice. You dont notice the rude comments people make when you're not here. The things i know about and see in myself that nobody else does. That is what makes me a problem to most and the only reason I'm still alive is because if there is even a chance that somebody does love me and i die and their the ones who find me, I'm just putting my pain onto them. And that is something I would never want another human to go through. People say me acting the way I do, I wont last one day in the real world, but they wouldn't last an hour in mine. If you have read this far it probably means that you have felt something similar to this, just know that it is ok. People say get over it, or you're over reacting, but that's just because they dont understand. That is what you should think about next time somebody tries underestimate your situation. Because THEY DONT KNOW! Sorry for making it so long.
Sadly having depression sucks and it makes u feel like ur nothing but a problem, I know that too well and it feels like ur all alone without anyone. this is pain that I go through sometimes.
When crying doesn't help you anymore. You cannot explain the pain that you were feeling, that you just wanna sleep and not wake up to not feel it anymore cos you're already tired . No one's even trying to listen to you so you have to comfort yourself.
For all those who feel sad and depressed ,I have just one advice : just go on ...take a breath ,and another ,and another ...You turn the page, and you don't look back. You do better today than you did yesterday ...step by step ,breath by breath ...and remember ,life is a fight ,so keep fighting ,at all costs , against all odds because ,the minute you give up ,you are dead .
I've been surrounded by people and family my whole life, but have never felt loved.
I feel like I am a second choice for everyone.....my friends, family and even for my mother and it hurts......
I always feel like the biggest fault of my life is coming to this world
I’m not a person anymore I’m the problem 😓😪
Jesus loves you all I pray that if you haven’t found Jesus already I pray that you find him and repent before it’s to late AMEN. ❤️🙌🙌❤️
I cant do this anymore, i feel like nobody cares about me, not even my family. I feel like nobody’s want me....
I'm trying to do my best but the world.. The world is just pain. And it will be forever for me.
I don’t have a person for my own
"I am sorry, that I'm not a person anymore,... I'm a problem," this has been the only thing I can think as a description for myself for so long that I dont even remember a time when I was truly happy. But nobody seems to notice, they think that you have food and education and a roof over your head so you should be fine. If only it was as simple as that, and yet that's all you seem to notice. You dont notice the rude comments people make when you're not here. The things i know about and see in myself that nobody else does. That is what makes me a problem to most and the only reason I'm still alive is because if there is even a chance that somebody does love me and i die and their the ones who find me, I'm just putting my pain onto them. And that is something I would never want another human to go through. People say me acting the way I do, I wont last one day in the real world, but they wouldn't last an hour in mine. If you have read this far it probably means that you have felt something similar to this, just know that it is ok. People say get over it, or you're over reacting, but that's just because they dont understand. That is what you should think about next time somebody tries underestimate your situation. Because THEY DONT KNOW! Sorry for making it so long.
It hurst, but it’s ok, I’m used to it 😔
"I'm sorry...that I'm not a person any more... I'm a problem."
It’s 5am haven’t slept
Sadly having depression sucks and it makes u feel like ur nothing but a problem, I know that too well and it feels like ur all alone without anyone. this is pain that I go through sometimes.
I am breathing but not living
When crying doesn't help you anymore. You cannot explain the pain that you were feeling, that you just wanna sleep and not wake up to not feel it anymore cos you're already tired . No one's even trying to listen to you so you have to comfort yourself.
These brings me comfort and pain at the same time. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere am not important to my family I feel like nothing
I honestly relate to the first clip I feel nothing and I feel empty and I feel like I can’t continue anymore
Oh my god. I read all your comments...
That point of your life where you're asking your worth, so much to take.
For all those who feel sad and depressed ,I have just one advice : just go on ...take a breath ,and another ,and another ...You turn the page, and you don't look back. You do better today than you did yesterday ...step by step ,breath by breath ...and remember ,life is a fight ,so keep fighting ,at all costs , against all odds because ,the minute you give up ,you are dead .