Loving that person who played you and played that person who truly loves you and then realising that later becomes the nightmare that haunts you in your dreams...
You are paused and forgot why you pressed pause try to recap how you became stalled this happens usually during something tasking you off course usually someone probly tried to get you to help them when you were in the middle of caring about yourself in your most needed time of self need and that person tried to place thierself inside your self need criteria and they do not need the same need you need.....but you did not walk away
"Thought it would be different this time"...well I moved to new state, bought a new house, got the $19.20 an hour job and see my niece but it's no better than before...misery still finds me. It doesn't matter where I go.
Sometimes when I wake up and realize that my nightmares actually happened, I stop breathing. When it happens I just...want it all to stop. My heart, my blood, my lungs, my liver, my kidneys...I want it all to stop. I don't want to think anymore, because when I think, all I can think about is just how much control a man I haven't seen in years has over me. I can't do it anymore. The pills aren't helping anymore. Nothing is. I'm dying, and no one but me knows.
This is so beautiful, I'm broken. I have been in depression for my teenage. I have gone through so much trauma in my life. It's make me cry this really masterpiece!! Yesterday, i saw her my childhood lover when i was 15 years. i had crush on her . But couldn't talk to each other. After 1 year, i met her again . But my luck wasn't on my side again nothing happened. Within 6 years we met 3 Times but never talked to eachother, we just used to look in eyes. Even, i tried to talk but couldn't go close to her never in my life. After that i turned in 18, and went to college. Met a girl became friends, slowly she start love me eventually i fall in love with her and forget to my childhood lover. I thought me, and my childhood lover only were coincidence. Destiny 💔 never was our side . That girl who was my college girlfriend , she cheated on me and left me. Because of her i had to lose everything. I left my college came back home. People starts to tell my parents, " your son is totally bad and he has ruined your money and came back home now he is finished". My father never talked to me they left me i spent my 4 years in depression. What was my mistake? Is this i loved someone so much and trust her? What i got only pain, misery, agony, loneliness. Now, I'm 22. Yesterday, i saw my childhood lover again, i was crying inside, and thinking. If i had been met her that day, maybe i wouldn't have gone so much this. Wish, luck was on my side that day when we first had met. Then i Also would be normal like others people. I'm writing this while crying 💔 please!! i need your prayers people. Pray for me i could meet to my childhood lover . If it's happens, i might forget my toxic past.
I’m sorry you went through all of that and I hope your doing ok and better now and hope you met and talked to your childhood lover and that everything is going good for you and if not try talking to a friend or family member about it hope your good
Bates Motel is so good wanna of the best shows I’ve seen I love fantasy/sci-fi but bates motel is so phenomenal Vera farminga and all of them had amazing acting it’s on peacock now Edit: 0:20 & 1:05 r 2 moments from it
Im upset cause i don't understand why my mother left me and gave up ,my father died when i was younger,i lost my sister, lost my older brother a couple Year's ago,my childhood was ruined, throw into foster care , forced being adopted by people who don't even love me only wanted my money, lost my grandmother the only person that loved me besides my older brother,been screwed by the system my whole life, since a kid, abused by my own mother and abandoned and she gave me up and left,how am i stii standing brother, sometimes i cry cause i wish it was different,i can't forget my own mother tried to take me out when i was a 6 Year old kid 😞 life is hard af , just need someone to hear my story,be there i don't understand none of it ,why
Llama al único que quiero es mi verdadero amor ya fueron muchos años lo que ha pasado ahora me merezco alguien que me ame quiero sentir ese amor verdadero no fingido que quiero es que me acepte con mis hijos que es lo que amo tanto
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Loving that person who played you and played that person who truly loves you and then realising that later becomes the nightmare that haunts you in your dreams...
I am not a person anymore I am a problem...
No.. you're not buddy
You are the solution to people's problem with you
Remember that
You are paused and forgot why you pressed pause try to recap how you became stalled this happens usually during something tasking you off course usually someone probly tried to get you to help them when you were in the middle of caring about yourself in your most needed time of self need and that person tried to place thierself inside your self need criteria and they do not need the same need you need.....but you did not walk away
I get it so much
I feel the same 😢
"Thought it would be different this time"...well I moved to new state, bought a new house, got the $19.20 an hour job and see my niece but it's no better than before...misery still finds me. It doesn't matter where I go.
same
Love it! some of them are my favorite too. thank you for making such a masterpiece 💗 you earned my subscribe 🤚
Sometimes when I wake up and realize that my nightmares actually happened, I stop breathing.
When it happens I just...want it all to stop. My heart, my blood, my lungs, my liver, my kidneys...I want it all to stop. I don't want to think anymore, because when I think, all I can think about is just how much control a man I haven't seen in years has over me. I can't do it anymore. The pills aren't helping anymore. Nothing is.
I'm dying, and no one but me knows.
Stop!!
Nee,je kunt het niet alleen!
Zoek hulp!!
Er komen betere tijden!
There is allways hope, believe me! Lots of energy to you ♥️
I love the background song...
Amazing one of my all time favourite multifandom
I wish my late mom met my daughter 😥😓
My famous line for myself...
I thought it would be different this time.
Get out of this function .. we live we die but you are unique and I promise you are important and you matter to the world please we love you
Wish i could be friends with people seems we understand each other better
I hope you are alright martins today
@@johnsandypoint928 yeah trying to be
I'm sorry😔😔
4:25 movie?
When you think you have changed your life for the best but then people you really love doesnt really want you to be happy
I’m sorry hope your okay and live good
This is so beautiful, I'm broken. I have been in depression for my teenage. I have gone through so much trauma in my life. It's make me cry this really masterpiece!! Yesterday, i saw her my childhood lover when i was 15 years. i had crush on her . But couldn't talk to each other. After 1 year, i met her again . But my luck wasn't on my side again nothing happened. Within 6 years we met 3 Times but never talked to eachother, we just used to look in eyes. Even, i tried to talk but couldn't go close to her never in my life. After that i turned in 18, and went to college. Met a girl became friends, slowly she start love me eventually i fall in love with her and forget to my childhood lover. I thought me, and my childhood lover only were coincidence. Destiny 💔 never was our side . That girl who was my college girlfriend , she cheated on me and left me. Because of her i had to lose everything. I left my college came back home. People starts to tell my parents, " your son is totally bad and he has ruined your money and came back home now he is finished". My father never talked to me they left me i spent my 4 years in depression. What was my mistake? Is this i loved someone so much and trust her? What i got only pain, misery, agony, loneliness. Now, I'm 22. Yesterday, i saw my childhood lover again, i was crying inside, and thinking. If i had been met her that day, maybe i wouldn't have gone so much this. Wish, luck was on my side that day when we first had met. Then i Also would be normal like others people. I'm writing this while crying 💔 please!! i need your prayers people. Pray for me i could meet to my childhood lover . If it's happens, i might forget my toxic past.
I’m sorry you went through all of that and I hope your doing ok and better now and hope you met and talked to your childhood lover and that everything is going good for you and if not try talking to a friend or family member about it hope your good
Bates Motel is so good wanna of the best shows I’ve seen I love fantasy/sci-fi but bates motel is so phenomenal Vera farminga and all of them had amazing acting it’s on peacock now
Edit: 0:20 & 1:05 r 2 moments from it
Im upset cause i don't understand why my mother left me and gave up ,my father died when i was younger,i lost my sister, lost my older brother a couple Year's ago,my childhood was ruined, throw into foster care , forced being adopted by people who don't even love me only wanted my money, lost my grandmother the only person that loved me besides my older brother,been screwed by the system my whole life, since a kid, abused by my own mother and abandoned and she gave me up and left,how am i stii standing brother, sometimes i cry cause i wish it was different,i can't forget my own mother tried to take me out when i was a 6 Year old kid 😞 life is hard af , just need someone to hear my story,be there i don't understand none of it ,why
I'm sorry
What's the name of the background song?
Olafur Arnalds-So far
They all lived my life n killing me slowly my kids are screwed I loved remember me
Want to cry
😢io ancora 2 settimane devo resistere,poi finalmente si vedrà,i'm a problem too
2:04 ??
Bohemian Rhapsody
I am a problem but I am not sorry for being one I will never be sorry anymore I will be a problem that no one will stop
I just want you to know that it is ok
Llama al único que quiero es mi verdadero amor ya fueron muchos años lo que ha pasado ahora me merezco alguien que me ame quiero sentir ese amor verdadero no fingido que quiero es que me acepte con mis hijos que es lo que amo tanto
To my siblings
0:58 to 1:14
What show is that part from
@@BenjaminEvanescenceBluCodeX idk
im a ghost amongst a crowd
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