Sad Multifandom - Depression, anxiety, panic attack... - "I never felt so completely alone" VOSTFR
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- Опубліковано 10 лис 2020
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- Joseph Solomon - Depression is : spoken word poem : • Video
- Mr Robot
- Killing Eve
- Sense 8
- Markiplier - I just feel lost : • I Feel Lost
- Sex education
- One Day at the time
- The haunting of Bly Manor
I can't have panic attacks. I shut down. Speechless, motionless, ready for the worst to come overtake me, so I can get it over with. Tears ready to spray out like a sprinkler when everyone leaves.
I think sadness and crying gives me a peace coz all I can do when I have a problem is to be alone and cry silently:)
At times this is a healing reaction. When I’m in that place, I ask God to give me peace, and He does, but I have to let go and rely on Him and take the peace He gives. Still crying isn’t always bad. So yeah it is healing you and giving you peace.
The feelings, all the noise there is so much noise I can't to do it anymore . The anxiety is killing me and no one sees it.
Being at school is SO hard , being in the same class as 34 kids talking so loud makes me want to run out but I'm stuck in my chair and I'm paralysed.
I need help, Why no one is seing me ??
Hey Manon
Everybody gets throw hard times where you feel unseen and very sad
But that's okay!!!!
Only hardships mold you ...
Be strong , for you be a better human being and all of your worries will vanish
Nothing stay how it is , change will come
Just hold tight and never give up
GIVE EM HELL 💓
@@darko-rh1yr Thank you so much, I really appriciate
Four years, four years that I have depression and I am so tired, so so so so tired of this, I just want to be happy, really happy, feeling safe, I just want to feel safe everywhere
Hi, maybe you'll never read this but I just wanted to say that you're not alone.
I'm 18 years old and I have depression since I was like 11 or 12. It's awful at first, but it will be better in time, I assure you❤️ The process of healing it is very hard, but not impossible. You could talk to someone you trust about it and maybe you'll feel better (it had worked for me). Have faith and stay strong✨, please don't give up, you matter, you are good enough and most of all you are loved❤️
(I'm sorry if my english is bad, it's not my native language)
#YouAreNotAlone 🙂
@@alinailie1472 thank you very much, your english is very good, i don't speak english very well either, i hope you are well, i want to give up everything, i can't go to school anymore, i have a school phobia, I'm as scared of living as I am of dying, I just want to be happy
@@amara1850 someday you will be happy, you just have to hold on for a little while and you'll see how beautiful life can be ❤️ Take baby steps it will be alright 🤗
I wish I could told you more about it, but it's kinda difficult for me to find the right words to say, sorry..
Hope you'll feel better soon and don't forget: keep fighting ❤️
I know that feeling. Wanting to go back where things make sense. Where you don’t have to be afraid all the time. All I can say is that it gets better. Giving up when you’re so young is the biggest mistake you can make. And I’m glad I never did.
i had depression for 2-3 years always in my head then i slowly got better, just to fall back into it again its so exhausting i don't know what to do its not as suicidal as it was a while ago but i can see thats where its heading and i can't stop it
I wish I could shake this feeling. I'm not worth anything. I'm not even worthy of someone loving me. How come no one wants me?? Im so tired. I just wanna crawl in a dark place and stop existing.
i have never been diagnosed with anxiety, but i'm pretty sure i have it. but i don't feel like i have the right to feel as anxious as i do all the time, bc i never have panic or anxiety attacks and idk why.
I understand
you have every right to feel the way you do. don't ignore it or ignore the way you feel. you don't need to have panic attacks to feel like you have anxiety, you can still have it. the best thing to do is get through it and spend some time with yourself because you come first. i hope all is well
there are soo many branches to anxiety, it doesn't just narrow down to panic attacks. try not to feel as though ur hurt is nothing but a misunderstanding, if anyone tries to explain to u that what ur feeling is absurd, ridiculous or a misunderstanding. dont try to explain to anyone what u have isn't worthy of hurt, only u understand ur pain there's no need to label it
@@ariadneraven4610 thank you so much
@@ariadneraven4610 im dying pls help me, i feel like i want to end it idk what i did to deserve this
First time hearing mark in one of these, thankful that someone finally used some of his audio cause he's said many things in this area of thinking before.
No darkness lasts forever. And even there, there are stars. Ursula K. Le Guin (The Farthest Shore)
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Darkness may not last forever but it can also last an eternity for someone. Thats how it feels and sometimes it takes a long time for it to go away. Until they decide to end it all themselves, therefore ending the darkness haunting them.
i see no stars in this darkness...
I feel broken.... And no one understands how bad i feel.... I feel numb... And scared like im lost
I used to be okay but one of my family members passed this weekend and it's all coming back to me😭
May their soul rest in peace , i hope you are okay 💓
@@darko-rh1yr thank you so much
I am so heartbroken. I feel a lot of emotional pain. Sometimes I wish I just sleep and no longer wake up. It's wrong to think like that, right?
I mean it's not wrong, no one can really understand what you are going through. I personally have pure 'o' ocd (pure o is different from average ocd) and as a result of it I have Major depressive disorder. And I almost always wish to die, just like you, so I can partially understand, however, the desire is to have a painless death. I just wish I end up having a 'natural' painless death, I don't want people to cry for me, or remember me, I just wanna peacefully leave this f**king world man. I don't even know why I'm writing this, but I just want you to know that you are not alone, and I hope you get the help you require
@@zallandkasi7366 Hi Zalland Thank you for your words and You are not alone too ❤️
@@yosoyasiporquesi ❤️
No... I dread when I have to wake up.
I feel the same way
I'm not scared to die.. I'm not.. I'm at peace with it because I can't feel.. and I don't want to go back to feeling happy cause it hurts me.. what's wrong with me..
I wake up and i think again really?
i have to do this again ?
Ahhhhhhh this hit different 💔
Honestly, im tired of crying, I am more like Sam from the movie brothers (like literally), I just freak out.. and I know it's not going to get better
'I feel like I am aimlessly wandering and I am tired that feeling'.
where does the last quote "I know what is like to be...fight for joy" come from ?
- Joseph Solomon - Depression is : spoken word poem : www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mjy4R...
I have social anxiety and depression and every day hurts and i try to survive the day but is hurts so Much is juist want this to end . And i think everyone hates me of does not like me i am not the pretty funny Nice girl i dont know who i am anymore. Put every day a smile on my face like i am fine but i am so tired and broken.
Hey girl, don't worry . Everything gonna be alright. Keep fighting. Stay strong.
Maybe we can find peace in the sadness 😔
Theres no peace in pain or sadness
It’s sad how I have to see this videos in order to cry…. At this point I don’t even feel sad for myself, I am numb at my own pain, is that even possible??
I am just so tired and all I can think is again I have to wake up again . Sometimes I think what would happen if I don’t wake up in the morning but I can’t leave my family like that and it hurts because I can’t deal with it anymore I can’t take any more pain
This video describes a 100% me 😓❤️
for a long time i was afraid. stuck. cold. I felt like i was in my own world, and it was lonely. i was alone. My demons ate away at me. tortured me. ridiculed me. i couldn't see, i couldn't fight back. shackles weighed me down, i couldn't run. there was nowhere to run to. i didn't know in which direction. they suffocated me. blinded me. brainwashed me.
and then...while desperately searching for home, i realised i was there all along. the darkness now comforts me. it protects me. It keeps me safe from the horrors outside. why did i ever want to leave? my demons now embrace, im not alone. The ate only my foolish thoughts and now i see clearly. think clearly. they are my friend. my confident. they tell me when to run. where to hide. they taught me not to speak. not to cry. they keep me warm. they depend on me, as i do them. i dont long for escape, i can finally make myself comfortable. No longer do i fight back, for they fight beside me. im not lonely. this is where i belong.
I want to die so bad… I’m tired of this shitty life and everything that is happening… I want to feel happy again but I can’t… I have no future, I just live days as a ghost… I hate myself so much and I just want to end everything… I’m exhausted…
Omg
I think I won't last another year. And one of these years it's gonna be true.
Why am I such a ruined fucked up thing? I just wonder what I'd be like if I wasn't like this.. panic attacks terrifying me every day. No release. No break. I can't do anything ever.
Tellement ca
Cut off all social media for months after finally be able to go out from 3 years not be able to get out of home. Ashamed of what had happened to me after I graduated high school and let my family down over and over again
Then I work, and quit after just almost 2 years, again make another shame for family. It happens again, I set myself far from people. Try to open only WhatsApp on my 23rd birthday today. And the panic attack is horrible. I didn't even face anyone in real life but why is it hurting me so much by gave me this anxiety. I can't stand it 🥺
I had diagnose depression 😭😭😭😭😭
hello person reading this, if this reaches anyone. we're from different parts of the world, we lead different lives, we are different people. but yet, this piece, this video, has brought us together. and i will never meet you, but just remember we're still connected by this piece- by simply listening to it, together. it's crazy how the internet can bring people together, huh? and i hope you're doing more than "okay," and if you aren't, remember: you will be okay, and that's a promise. please be easy on yourself- it's been a tough year, i know, but we're almost over it, and you will be happy. i don't know how much you'll remember of this, but i'm glad that our lives intertwined in this little way. Have a nice day, or night, and lastly, nice life. And remember that Jesus loves you so much and I love you too 💖
Believe me God has created human beings strong enough to fight all these horrors: Depression, Panic attacks, anxiety disorder and anger attacks. I have been all those for 4 years now and still in it but there comes a point in your life when you accept them instead of fearing them. That is how brain works for you. You get used to all these feelings. You overcome the fears of going crazy or going to die because you get to know that no one has ever died of anxiety and no one has ever gone mad because of it. Stay strong and let it flow like i am doing now. It shall pass. It will no longer harm you. Accept it even if it stays for lifetime.
what audio clip is that from where he says he has done everything to keep himself separate from the world?
How are you?
Mind- I can’t sleep, I’m in pain
I’m alone. No one understands
I have so bad brain fog.
I can’t sleep when I do I have nightmares. I hate life but I will hurt my family if I leave
Just say fine they won’t understand.
“ I’m really good. you?
How I overcame self-loathing: "He will never leave you, nor forsake you" Deuteronomy 31:6. If you feel like you're worthless, Jesus believes you're worth everything, that's why he died for you! We broke God's law, Jesus paid the fine. Put your trust in him for salvation and repent from sin and you'll enjoy fellowship with Him forever and God will grant everlasting life as a free gift no matter what you've done! "For God so loved the world that He sent His only begotten son, that whoever believes in Him will not perish, but have eternal life" John 3:16
i might be dumb but at 1:12 was that markiplier talking?
It is!
What is this song?
Ok thanks