sad multifandom - i'm broken
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- Опубліковано 6 бер 2020
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TRIGGER WARNING for depression and other mental health related things!
i'm back with another sad multifandom one because i've just been struggling and needed to vent some stuff out... as always, PLEASE be careful when watching videos like this and please reach out if you need to. it's okay to. do not just post comments under yt videos, go out and ask someone for help. PLEASE.
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song: this is what self-destructions feels like by marina lin
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euphocity I love you for that
Please can you list where you got your video clips from
@@rosek1282 aàqaqq
That is so smart!!
Thank you
"i'm sorry that i'm not a person anymore, i'm a problem" that hit me
same
Im a Problem everyday again there is nothing positive about me anymore
There are days i wake up and my only question is for whom i could be rather a problem than a person and how convenient it must be for so many to call me a problem or make me the problem because it is easier than ever accepting their own wrong doing or faults.
That's exactly how I feel every day
what series is this part ?
I hate that when you try to explain how you feel and you can't because it's just that hard. That's the point in life
haylee lappert “your not broken” YES I fucking am I hate how people say that and expect us to feel better
We can't explain what we fell,because we don't know what is the FUCKING feeling is that.
Sri Suhartini right... its just the emptiness that is unexplainable u dnt knw what is happening its just easy to sink
I try so hard to explain
Same
Why does it feel like everything was written for me? it speaks to my soul
If u wanna talk I'm here:(
This is relatable to me
You all are so beautiful and everyone in these comments break my heart even tho I relate so much😭🥰
Same.
I know you don’t know me but if you ever need someone I’m here because I need someone to talk to as well 😔
“i start thinking how everyone’s lives would be without me ..” my thoughts everyday ..
me too..i always think like that..
name films?
I think the same, for a few weeks or less than that they'll be sad but then everything will come back to normal and do like you didn't ever existed
I would be so depressed if you were gone. I care. Please don't give up. You are important in this world.
@@vidsnichel2399 you are beautiful and would be missed terribly. Please dont give up. I care.
“I wake up and I think again, really” that explains it all “I have to do this again” like why😞
What is the name of the series at 1:02?
1:34 THAT line. That line is how I feel every damn day
From which movie vor show is this?
@@leonieaichhorn3858 Its from Killing Eve
Makaylah Stone me too
Didn't want to destroy your 100
Makaylah Stone same....
"I'm sorry that I'm not a person anymore... I'm a problem" i felt that
what is this movi?
@Mithu Dove thank you
A problem that just exist... for me..
@@jadewu111 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Ego and discrimination brings fear in life. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Husband's house wife's real house she is real queen in that house. Divorce doesn't allowed in religious .wife's karma belongs to Husband's family .changing relationships having loads of stress on brain .changing relationships men and women lose their beauty. Mistakes happened just forgive yourself and others builds up happiness in heart and soul coprate with love. Do little things for others builds up happiness in heart and soul coprate with love. Faith is big pillow. God is in every heart .God is our inner beauty. Make God your best friend in heart tell your secrets to God he will show you right path.
@@user-te5xh5kd5z ua-cam.com/video/uK4dma9vE4c/v-deo.html
“I wake up and I think again really... I have to do this again” I felt this so hard!
What is the name of the series at 1:02?
@@user-ms8kq7np3b im not sure. Sorry
do not worry thx
@@user-ms8kq7np3b love and other drugs. Btw if u turn on the captions it has the name of each series at the bit it shows up!
@@thelambsauce1701 No, I'm looking for the series where the girl says "I feel nothing"
Is it normal to feel sad for no reason?
It's okay to feel whatever you feel at any given moment. It's what comes with being human :)
But if it happened a lot it can take over... you need to be careful and try to talk to someone who understands
i feel sad for no reason all the time girly..
Literally terrible
no, but now it's normal to me
the only difference with them and me is they are acting, am not
I hope you are better now
Plz reply me .Are u ok now? because I feel u broken
@@mymemories4218 i'm trying, thanks for caring
@@blackmail7887 kinda, thx
Wish you a happy life ❤️
There’s a point where it seems like you should stop trying to get better and do everything you can to get worse
so right omg
this hit me so so hard omg
I did that tooooooo
Omg that is soooooooo true
So true man
“Maybe if you’d get off your phone and come out of your room, you wouldn’t feel this way.” -this is supposed to be what everyone else says, not me.
It's really hard if you have strict parents who just want you to be at home😥😥and its fucking bad and kinda always hurts😒😰
tried it. still empty and it got only worse.
Oh for real, like that's not how this works
it’s like i can’t even listen to myself when i tell myself to do these things
I am undiagnosed so i don’t want to say i have depression or anything. Although, i’ve self harmed and thought about ending it for about a year. Not all the time, its kinda like waves for weeks/months. I used to always be sad but now its more that i just don’t see a future for myself, as if i’m lost? I still cry almost everyday, sometimes for no reason at all. Im not sure if anyone else feels like this but it would be comforting if someone else would...
Trust me I've been through this. I promise you life is worth fighting for. No matter what it is that you are going through will pass. Please don't hurt yourself and don't even think about it. You are strong and you can do this. I believe in you 💖💖💖💖
Painted Vixen AJ You are me except I can not even cry anymore...
@a little shadow on the river same my eyes just sting and turn red
Same!
Yes I do 😐
everyone in like movies or tv shows acting out depression always just cry or something, but depression for me is just numb. i cant feel anything. i cant cry. i have no tears left. i wish i could feel happiness, true happiness.. but i cant. i hope that some day, someone will come along and make me happy again. ive been waiting thirteen years. please.
My dear, I know how you feel about that.. I was so sad when my ex leave me for the past 6 years... Then on this faithful day I came across a video on UA-cam there was this friend of mine that drop a message on my email, and she explained perfectly well to me that there is this great powerful man that can help me with my situation.. Then for that moment I was doubting her but I was having these mind set let me try if it is going to work for me know then and I message him on his WhatsApp number
Know and behold the man told me that I should give him only three days that my ex is going to come back to me.. On that faithful day my ex text me on first place I was so very excited and now my ex is with me now i am so great full to him.
You can text him on his WhatsApp
+2349058821669
I kinda know how u feel cuz for 2 yrs I just felt empty and numb and when someone I knew died I couldn't cry even tho I wanted to I couldn't it's like I forgot how to cry and I was just numb and tired constantly and it felt impossible to get out of my bed I'm sorry u are going through this especially at such a young age no one should ever have to feel that pain it will get better you just gotta keep hope even tho it seems pointless you can and will get though it if you keep trying
Same but only 3 years
😭
All I feel is pain. All I want to do is get drunk or get high to get rid of the pain. That's when I'm happy. Even if it's just a few hours.
When someone asked us "Are you ok?" we always say "Yah I'm fine" but on the inside we are slowly dieing and falling apart and if we try to tell someone we cant because we cant put it i to words just cuts.... It took me 10 minutes to type this without crying
They just don't understand how we feel. i'm broken, i'm lost and my family didn't give a single fuck😔
Stop crying and start trying to think about your future. You know what's the greatest loss? Wasting your time on someone you should just let go !!
Just let go.
I legit told my beat friend "im sad" and she said "can't we have a conversation without you telling me you're sad or depressed"....i swear if she ever asks why i killed myself😐
I think so ur feeling numb...
Eveñ im typing everything very slow idk why....
This is me 😢
you know that you're relapsing when you start to watch these again...
my mom found me with a knife..... she just yelled at me about how messed up i am for ten minutes until i told her to stop and just went to my room
Am sorry my father found my suicide note and yelled at me for it. He told me he didn't care what i do to myself.
Hey, I understand. The same happened to me last year. Sometimes it is just that they don’t know how to react...
Don’t worry, no matter how hard it gets, recovery is possible. Things will get better, or there will be better moments, then better days, and they will come more and more often. Don’t lose hope. I’m with you💗
It worst if they just laugh ironically and left like they haven't heard anything
Suan Shannn I’m so sorry 🥺
@@djunafrancois6242 x__harshiii__x ... Talk to me bout it
ive cried along with this so many times. i know it sounds stupid, but i think this video helped me release my tears out just so i can feel like im refreshed
I feel u i do the same thing … heck im doing it now. This is like my go to cry vid lol
I'm sorry if one day I can't do it anymore. It's tiring to wake up and keep trying not to break down but at the end of the day, the pain is constant always there. It's like saying hello to you and doesn't want to leave
You deserve to be happy. Is there anyone you know who you can talk to?
When I feel empty I put my hands over a burning flame to feel pain and it feels soooo good
Suniti Ray don’t hurt yourself too much, everything we’ll be alright soon I promise
Suniti Ray please dont do it i have done it cx it will get better xx
Not trying to be negative, but nothing's gonna be so much better. U just will learn how to ignore it and how to think positive
I understand your pain.I've gotten to a point in my life where I just wish I pass away in my sleep everyday and its so exhausting.
baby i promise it’ll get better
anyone else incable of feeling anything? and you would give anything just to feel something,anything. but at the end of the day its just cold.
same
No one really understands how you really feel. They say they do but they don't!
True..
“you did this to me” I wanna yell and tell them that..
I wanna tell that to my parents..
I found my old razor the other day and it’s been really hard to keep my mind off of it. This is something I feel I can relate to, thanks.
Please don't hurt yourself. I care. Your are so beautiful and important. I am here for you. If anyone understands I do.
I already had a razor hidden...but yesterday I sneeked in another...I felt like I don't know this person...
It Seemed Like No Matter What I Did, I Kept Letting People Down, I Started Thinking How Everyone's Lives Would Be Better Without Me
Its not true. You are wonderful and beautiful and important.
People say they love you, but what they mean is they love how loving you make them feel about themselves 💔
It's unexplainable to someone that can't relate to what I feel
To everyone who's struggling with anxiety, or any other problem. To anyone simply going throught a bad day, a bad week, whatever... I have a message for you guys. It's written from heart and mind. It's not a way of getting likes. It's not a way of getting anything besides a positive outcome on your lives. I know this may not help some, or anyone at all. I've had a pretty bad response the last times I've tried to do it. But I also helped some people. So, I'll try again, because I really don't want to give up on this.
I have anxiety. I know how hard it is get throught it every single day. Specially now, during quarentine, it feels like the world is ending. It feels like things get worse and worse. But I geniually want to make some change. I want you to know that your not crazy, your not alone and your not going to be sad forever. The most important thing in life(as much as society tries to deny it constantly) is our happiness. When we have anxiety, we feel like we're about to die, like we can't feel anything, anymore. It really seems like it's going to be forever. Like there's no way we'll want to live. But it's not true. I've been there, I know people who have been there. I'm asking you to be open. To open yourself to the ones you have around you. And, regardless of their reaction, keep going. If they don't belive/listen to you, keep asking for help. If you're still at school/college, please tell a teacher. Tell every single one, every employe-if you need to. I doubt that you'll end up with none of them caring. If you still can trust your family, please be open to them. You shouldn't have to carry any pain on your own. Never be ashamed. And don't let messed up people hurt you and let you down. I know how hard it is to be strong. I know how hard it is to talk. There's a lot of shame surrounding every single trauma, every single panic attack(I have them constantly). But there shouldn't be. We have ourselves. We don't need other people to ruin us. Getting hurt and getting throught the worst just means we can do it. We need people to help us. To take care and protect us. We're better, stronger and wiser than who or what's hurting us. We need to have people by our side. And, ultimately. NOTHING that has hurt us will ever define us. What defines us, is who we want to be. And NOTHING can stop us from being happy again. And we'll be. Once our pain is no longer just a secret. Once it's known by other people, once we get support, we are free. Everyone goes throught something or more. Depression exists and it's a problem. It's not our fault if we have it. We shouldn't apologyse for a problem we have. And no one, besides us, is ever able to decide who we are and who we will be. Please don't hurt you're body. It is what takes you everywhere, what let's you walk, run and breathe. Uglyness and beauty is just an opinion. Someone can find you ugly and someone can find you beautiful. There's no definition for it. It's about people's taste and aesthetic outlook. Don't care if others hate you. Love yourself, and your personality. It's okay to have a million flaws. No one put a rule asking you to be perfect, even if they do, no one is. So that would be hypocritical. And to end this long text I've written, please, don't end your life. I'm not saying any of this because it's what we should say to end up suicide. I'm saying this because we're not simple things, we're all different. We all have our pesonalities. We all have something that no one can copy. We all want to be loved, heared and taken care of. And if we aren't, we will be. Be open, don't hide your worris, your pain, your hurt.
That's what I had to tell. Please tell me if this helped you. I'm sorry for the long text, but I felt like it was important for me to send this and maybe have an influence. A hug!
Even if it was just to be polite , Miss Gomes (or insert your name here stranger), you have nothing to apologize for really I believe.This is because all the words in your long message was meaningful to me and I am sure everyone else.Despite encountering bad responses , you have stayed staunch in delivering support to those whom are struggling.I presume to propagate a text of the like , you would have to be closely acquainted to pain in order to share your empathy.Regardless of the veracity thereof , I would like to remind you of how strong and powerful your soul is.Please don't ever forget that.What help you have done to strangers in this platform only reinforces that.
Thank you !
If I'm not hurting myself, I'm hurting everyone around me... I need everything to stop... It's just easier to say that it's okay, when it's not...
“i have to do this... again?"
If you ever see this:
I know that feeling when you know you have to work, but you don’t have the energy or the will power to change your situation.
I know that feeling when you feel like you don’t want to talk about your situation because you feel like you are going to be a burden on that person.
I’ve been struggling too, and it’s tough.
I don’t know how to get better, but I will send you lots of my love all the way from Japan💖
I hope it reached.
I have so much regret for things, so much pain for people who never cared. I can’t cry, i lay down shaking not being able to do anything. I just wanna forget everything and restart.
x__harshiii__x
Same
we're dead inside and nothing can be done now.
I used to relate until i improved my relationship with god. Try reading about islam, youll find the peace you always craved i promise u.
I'm so f*cking tired.
I thought I just needed a night's sleep. But it's... it's more than that
I used to relate until i improved my relationship with god. Try reading about islam, youll find the peace you always craved i promise u.
@@Maryam-mk5pj thank you. That gives me hope
@@Maryam-mk5pj FUCK YOUR ISLAM!He wants help,not go to war for your fuckin god Allah,Islam should be deleted from the world!
Been diagnosed with depression snd anxiety for over 3 years but it's just getting worse, I'm at a moment in life where I don't even want to be happy, all I want is to die. I'm just done.
Is it just me or does everything feel like a dream ?
same
And dying is waking up...
Nightmare tho**
Nightmare but yea
I get it.. It's like nothing's actually happening... It's like you are awake but in the transition.. And experiencing this 24*7 is just sooo hard
"I'm done I've had enough" that hit my soul
I feel nothing! I am a problem! Why?! I can't imagine that someone can love me! I can't breathe. I love you!
I mean, you know shit gets bad when you come back to these. It hits different when you relate to these. I can accept the fact that Im here because Im alone in this world. Its not that I can’t talk to anyone. Its not that nobody is there to listen. Its that everyone that is there to listen is there to judge, to ignore and to say “Your just saying it for attention”. I mean, whats the point anyway?
Smiles are there to hide your pain
Laughter is there to prevent the tears
Every fucking moment I take a breath, it feels like Im drowning. I can’t anymore. But thats not an excuse right? My pain will never be enough. I mean, Im fucked up. But arent we all? I guess, all we can do is exist so that everyone else can find peace in the fact that they won’t have to care because we haven’t driven ourselves to suicide yet. Yet
'I'm sorry that I'm not a person anymore, I'm a problem' bruh that hit me so much!
I feel kind of empty
"I would get this feeling like... like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down on myself and I hate what I see" this is exactly how I feel and when that happens I feel numb; I don't feel "HUMAN", I feel "BROKEN"
Your beutiful
I'm broken 💔
It sucks because the things that you try to distract yourself from the bad things like getting drunk, high, buzzed, not eating, eating too much, they make you feel better but they hurt you more than they help you. The only problem is, they don't care if they die.
I just feel like I’m a broken human. Like theirs always something wrong with me and I can never quite figure out what it is.
They don't know how it feels to be broken
"How can peaple like us... Fucked up brains like ours..." "How do wwe know love is?..." this beginning ended with me, so much that I identified myself.😔
those days when you feel the weight of the world is on your shoulders and you have no room to mess up. you just feel tired, you feel empty you feel no motivation to do anything. these videos help me feel like its okay to let it out and that im not alone/
I was not the only one who was tearing up whilst watching this . RIGHT
I feel broken every day of my life.
I came here because I'm having another mental breakdown, I am feeling overwhelmed, and at least I don't feel alone. 💔
Don't be sad my friend you are strong 🙂
You are never alone 🫶🏼
“People say they love you, but what they mean is they love how loving them makes them feel about themselves”
The worst thing is what dies while you're alive
"I would get this feeling like I'm floating outside of my body and I hate what I see" 💔💔😒I felt that
This hit me hard!! I love it when you do this kind of video, I watched your other sad multifandom vid and I'm obsessed! Thank you for your work, I feel so identified w this kind of videos! Do more like this and I hope you will be better. 💗
ty so much for your kinds words
“How do you keep going when the worst thing has happened?
What do you have to change inside to survive?
Who do you have to become?”
- Spencer Hastings
This hit me so hard it made me realize that life is pain and there’s absolutely nothing we can do about it
to anyone reading this.. I am so incredibly proud of you. You’re so strong. keep pushing through it I believe in you. if you need to talk pls ask and I’ll give my instagram 🥺💗
🙂 happy for you kind of people
insta?
this is so sad but so beautiful all at once
My life is so painful.... 1:34 is how I feel every morning it’s like why can’t I just die.
I used to relate until i improved my relationship with god. Try reading about islam, youll find the peace you always craved i promise u.
@@Maryam-mk5pj i'm muslim but it doesn't help always
GAME GOD i know what u mean. u need to strengthen ur iman. were being tested. And i know u may be in pain. But u can either use it to get closer to god or get further away. and omg what if god made me reply to ur message because he wants u to strengthen ur relationship with him. And btw this world is just a delusion. The hereafter is everlasting
when you feel the same way... in almost all your videos they describe me... your videos are so great keep making more your awesome
“ i would get this feeling like im floating outside of my body looking down at myself.... and i hate what i see “🤧
Sometimes I think my life has always been this horrible I've just been to “young” to see it.
People ,these songs,
We're all used to hearing about feelings in terms of good or bad ,positive or negative.
Sad is part of the human emotional range.
💥
i think the reason a lot of us watch these videos is because we don't want to cry alone but we also dont want anyone to see how much we're hurting. So to anyone that sees this you matter every little thing about you matters with or without scars you're a beautiful person and im so sorry you're hurting and im so so so sorry if you have no one to help you feel better. if you're able to please go to therapy for whatever you're going through you deserve to heal and be happy it may seem impossible but with effort you can be happy and love yourself its okay if some days you fail but never stop trying to heal if you cant go to therapy please consider talking to someone you trust and if they dont react in the way you want then im truly sorry but dont let that be the reason you give up there are people that will care. Please dont give up on yourself
“We mortals are but shadows and dust”
I used to watch these and cry myself to sleep but now i watch them and feel nothing. Does it mean i’m healed or i’m numb?
“most days i feel nothing.”
Same and it’s worst feeling
i always think about the future how do i convince myself i'm going to be in it
Deep down inside he broke me even nobody's able to feel the way 🙂
0:19 ❤always and all the time :( it never gives up.🍃🙏
Bro spinning out is such a good show
"people say they love you, but what they mean is that they love the loving you make them feel about themselves." that shit hit so hard... you constantly feel like you are always there for others but they aren't anywhere to be found when you are in need of a gentle hand
I feel that I’m slowly dying in the anxiety and no ones there to help
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you, okay? You are not alone in this!
It hit the spot 😞
This is very profound- also hits every note of all different walks of life. Thankyou
I've been battling severe PTSD, depression and anxiety for close to 15 years now. It took everything from me. I'm 42 now.
I'm sorry I'm not a person anymore. I'm a problem."
That's exactly what I am.
This stupid illness also stopped me from requesting the help I needed when there was still time. Instead, I destroyed everything that has meaning in life. A loving partner and a meaningful career.
I'm ready to go tonight. The only thing worse than not being around is being around and watching life pass you by.
The worst part is that it has been with me for so long that I don't know what it feels to be without it.
"Death is not the greatest loss. The greatest loss is what dies in us when we live."
Am I the only one who adds these to my everyday music list? These are so truly beautiful. Pain into beauty
All these words are so powerful... thank you for making this edit. And to the person reading this, I’m so happy you’re still here after all you’ve been through.
i just realized that when you turn the subtitles on it gives you the name of the show omg
the broken ones are the strong ones.
we are the ones who can keep going.
i know,
I know it takes time,
and I know it sucks,
and it hurts,
I know cause I'm in the same boat.
i am honestly so sick and tired,
of people saying its going to get batter,
cause in my head,
its not,
it never is,
and I cant help it,
it hurts and I cant stop it,
and I cant leave.
i have too many people depending on me.
if I go,
it ends up being around 500 other people who go with me.
and neither can you.
i love you and I will depend one you.
because I know.
that together
we can do this.
we will survie
i promise and I will never hurt you.
i love you.
you deserve love.
you deserve this.
Shout out to all lost souls that come here at 3am...everything will be fine one day.not today.not tomorrow but some days
Your work is so incredible :)
"she doesn't f* love me" shi- hurts yk it sucks being in the void. it's like you feel nothing.... It scares me alot but I can only try and be so positive about myself and make it work for now.
the saddest thing of it all is; if you want to end ya life god will be so great to give ya another chance💔🖤😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞 i feel ya
Why do we have to feel this way. Why does god think we are strong enough to take it. Some can but just like me some can’t. I feel empty, scared to live my life. So much hate and pain towards myself. And it’s still going! How much longer til I can’t take it. It hurts so bad. I’ve cried so much my tears don’t fall anymore, just emptiness.
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This is a lie. You are strong. You are important. You are beautiful. You mean the world to me. Please don't give up. I'm rooting for you.
Thank u for making this legit matches what all I'm going through n i felt every detail at heart
God, the emotions this makes me relive
I am so broken I don't even know who I am anymore
I have a broken soul,broken mind and broken heart and none of them can be repaired by anything
I Love that You used Marina Lin's song
People say they love you but what they mean is how loving you makes them feel😭😭😭🥳
"You need to take care of yourself my darling,
But they don't know how it feels to be broken."
They always see me laugh but I hide my all 😩😩sadness behind the laugh and I cry in my bathroom that they can't see me🙇 cry💔💔💔
I've been broken longer than I have ever felt good
Back here after 2years and still feel it
it is so had to even cry because u dont want anyone to hear you cry and u even can't scream i just need to scream out loud
I sometimes feel like no one really care’s ..., like I’m a burden..., like I’m the dumb friend, like I’m the “sad one”, like I’m worthless/stupid/dumb etc. I cry myself to sleep Because of This Because I feel Like if I would cry about This at best friends or family they would laugh at my... and I just feel lonely , I feel sad ... right now I’m crying and having The feeling Like no One cares or wants my... Like I’m going to be forever that insecure/feeling dumb all The time/sad person...
when someone asked me if im okay i started crying even if idont want to
Death is not the greatest lost it’s what dies inside of us while we live and they don’t
I felt this video with everything in me ...