I DONT WANNA DIE YET

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  • @coconutsciencegirl9232
    @coconutsciencegirl9232 4 роки тому +177

    Emily; the girl who was never dying a day in her life. Only living. We will always remember her for that. The girl who lived such a life.

  • @latoyacyann3269
    @latoyacyann3269 3 роки тому +51

    It’s been over 2 years and I continue to watch your channel all the way through. You’ve been such an inspiration.
    It hurt hearing you say “I don’t want to die yet”.
    You’re missed and remembered ❤️❤️

  • @jackiem3641
    @jackiem3641 4 роки тому +22

    Life is so unfair! It’s unfathomable that this girl is gone. 💔 What a gem she was.

  • @MCLamb1984
    @MCLamb1984 6 років тому +144

    How could this beautiful ball of energy no longer be here? It’s not right, not fair.

    • @DoveEnigma13
      @DoveEnigma13 5 років тому +5

      It’s not fair at all. She had so much energy, so much fight, so much to live for. Yet I continue to survive. All I do is survive while she was still living. Not fair.

    • @niamhmarie4713
      @niamhmarie4713 5 років тому

      Sarah Parker Bowman it’s not fair honestly

    • @Dreez76
      @Dreez76 4 роки тому +6

      Proof there is no god.
      I don't understand how someone can remain religious when an amazing girl this like dies from Cancer.

    • @TheFatima098
      @TheFatima098 4 роки тому +1

      Life is so cruel :(

    • @ryanm5578
      @ryanm5578 4 роки тому +2

      It's so tragic to see the light go away. She is still such a shining, bright star. I don't know, Sarah. Nothing really makes sense. It's devastating to think about.

  • @katepedley5023
    @katepedley5023 Рік тому +15

    I always come back to rewatch Emily's vlogs. It's mad how much you can miss someone you never met 💞

  • @normabyde6657
    @normabyde6657 2 роки тому +15

    Watching Emily again in 2022 it's hard to believe this lovely brave girl has gone. But we'll never forget her.

  • @tinah6423
    @tinah6423 6 років тому +124

    My heart breaks when I see Emily’s beautiful face and realize there will be no more videos. Her beautiful spirit and courage to live her life and stay positive is truly inspirational.
    It’s hard to believe that I miss someone I didn’t know IRL; I can only imagine what her family and friends feel. Aisha if you’re reading this you are amazing and I’m sending so much love to you! ❤️ Thank you both for sharing your lives, it’s meant so much to me and I will NEVER forget either one of you!

  • @sissy8563
    @sissy8563 6 років тому +50

    I just cant belive you are truly gone.. :( I go back to watch old videos, we miss you sweetie.. Rest Easy

  • @zansplace4867
    @zansplace4867 5 років тому +33

    I don’t even know how I ended up here but I’m so sad that I’m just seeing your channel a year after your passing ... so inspirational...so full of life .... your purpose was fulfilled Emily I know you got so many people through their situation such a beautiful soul !!!!!❤️

  • @feliciahilaski7677
    @feliciahilaski7677 2 роки тому +15

    What an unbelievably brave and beautiful woman. RIP Emily

  • @johnmacfarlane2099
    @johnmacfarlane2099 2 роки тому +11

    the most inspirational young women/human being ive ever had the pleasure to see. you will be remembered forever Emily

  • @catharineburke4494
    @catharineburke4494 2 роки тому +11

    I can't stop watching Emily's videos she's so freaking cool.

  • @purpledragonfly4
    @purpledragonfly4 5 років тому +21

    I never knew you apart from watching these vlogs, yet I find myself thinking of you often and need to hear your voice.
    Your need to live, your positivity and motivation were and are everything.
    Almost a year since you left this world and you're still impacting lives beautiful. 💖

  • @charlottekaiser619
    @charlottekaiser619 4 роки тому +8

    I only saw this lady on gogglebox tonight and my god she was so inspirational and brave, rest in peace gorgeous girl😢💔 xx

  • @MyWorld-nt1sk
    @MyWorld-nt1sk 5 років тому +26

    Was just thinking of this beautiful young lady today. Her bright light will live on forever!!

  • @joanmilano5302
    @joanmilano5302 6 років тому +78

    Rest in Peace, Emily. You left us too soon. We'll miss you.

  • @jewelhaines8842
    @jewelhaines8842 6 років тому +58

    Now watching this, makes me feel so sad. Emily was such a beautiful soul. She still is, in Heaven... Aisha, May you find peace in Gods love. ❤

  • @jdbruiser
    @jdbruiser 4 роки тому +13

    Unfortunately none of us have a say as to when we'll perish-but Emily is a humungous inspiration-how she just kept going and going despite her situation is nothing short of amazing. The quality of her life speaks endless volumes louder than the quantity. Two years may have come and gone but the impact she has had continues to resonate-and that is a truly remarkable legacy.

  • @arw-ny6rn
    @arw-ny6rn 4 роки тому +17

    Every time I re watch these my heart breaks. If only we could have donated some years of our life to you. I would have gladly given you many. Im still inspired by you and so thankful you were here long enough to leave these for us.

  • @sandraclark7771
    @sandraclark7771 5 років тому +7

    Watching this in August 2019. Fucking cancer, this is heartbreaking. To hear her being so honest, depressed and scared, not ready to die, how sad that she was spending time taking meds and going to the hospital all the time but bastard cancer took her anyway just a few months after this, it's so unfair. Fly high precious girl, you were and now always will be an angel 💖🌈

  • @TheJoyGrenade24
    @TheJoyGrenade24 3 роки тому +10

    My dearest, Em, you are missed so much. I come here to see you and want to reach out to your spirit to let you know you live on in those that remember you. You're still with us in our hearts and in our minds when we face diversity we hope to face it with a fraction of the grace you did. Still loved, Em. Rest well.

  • @aaronreinhart7017
    @aaronreinhart7017 3 роки тому +4

    Physically and mentally she was just an All around beautiful soul

  • @mariontia8380
    @mariontia8380 6 років тому +32

    Emily, still with us through her vlogs, showing people how u too can power through this madness. No, she inspires us.

  • @rochellenicoletta7353
    @rochellenicoletta7353 6 років тому +114

    This is breaking my heart, she didnt want to die.

    • @elastronaute1198
      @elastronaute1198 6 років тому +34

      Lets be honest who wants to die? I think in the end she was resigned to it because her quality of life diminished, but no one would want to die if healthy. She made the most of the time she had and left a legacy through these videos. I think she has had a positive impact on a LOT of people. She did the best she could have done with her life, which few people do.

    • @rochellenicoletta7353
      @rochellenicoletta7353 6 років тому +15

      El Astronaute It is her youth which makes it so heartbreaking, no one wants to die, true, but she had an eagerness, a sense of humour. I actually dont think she resigned to this, she had hope.

    • @elastronaute1198
      @elastronaute1198 6 років тому +17

      She was extremely positive and hopeful all the way, but in the last few videos when her speech diminished and she was struggling to compute things I think she knew it was inevitable. You could clearly see it was affecting her brain quite severely. At least she never became an invalid or had to rely on others which she wouldn't have wanted. She died with dignity and like I said she did the best she could have with the brief time she had. An excellent example to us all and a poignant remind how fragile and unpredictable life is.

    • @rochellenicoletta7353
      @rochellenicoletta7353 6 років тому +17

      El Astronaute I agree, she actually didn’t look like a Cancer patient even at the end. I think all those days in the gym benefited her . She did have trouble with speech but still not that bad, considering how many tumours she had in her brain. I have been watching all of her older videos because I miss her so much.

    • @elastronaute1198
      @elastronaute1198 6 років тому +4

      I have as well I'm kind of addicted to them.

  • @sittre101
    @sittre101 6 років тому +29

    I felt compelled to share with you my story. I don’t know if u will c this, but I will still leave this. I am 43 with stage four bone cancer. I’ve had 6 reoccurrences since I was first diagnosed in 2002. I was told I had two years to live. I’m now going on 16/17 years. I’m like you. Very active and I struggle each day trying to maintain my activity and positive attitude. No one has a time stamp on their foot. Thank you for sharing your life and story. It inspires so many. Keep it up, get married, and fuck cancer.

  • @suzyq4982
    @suzyq4982 Рік тому +5

    It’s nearly 2023 and I’m still missing you so much Emily x fly high girl ❤

  • @iriserskine9960
    @iriserskine9960 3 роки тому +7

    She was such a beautiful girl
    I wish she could have had her full life. She loved life ❤

  • @amyhall3901
    @amyhall3901 6 років тому +5

    I’ve only just found this channel and can’t stop watching the videos, even though Emily’s gone now. Her strength and positivity is so inspiring and her videos are so funny to watch. She didn’t let cancer define who she was as a person which is amazing. Thinking of Aisha and their families. Hope you’re doing ok x

  • @samanthaobertelle4966
    @samanthaobertelle4966 4 роки тому +6

    Watching this in 2020... where ever you Emily I can honestly say you live in on in so many of us ! ..every day someone new finds your channel and you inspire them , your still reaching out and your voice is still so strong in giving people positive energy ! .. you may not be hear in your physical body ..but my God your presence is still alive. X your energy is still with us that will never diminish... your energy and your smile and your pure love for life was infectious! It still is infectious because these videos you left are a gift and you continue to help so so many people .shine brite Emily Hayward in that sky because you will be one of the brightest stars in the sky 🎇🎇🎇🎇... ❤❤💪💪

  • @milanomaticbydjcat5951
    @milanomaticbydjcat5951 Рік тому +1

    Emily, you are amazing 5 years on. The quality of your videos - the music, the energy in your presentation, the structure is better than I could ever do! Xxx

  • @whodeycinbengals
    @whodeycinbengals 3 роки тому +5

    What an inspiration Emily is! So glad I’ve stumbled upon her videos. Rest easy beautiful

  • @chromatica5494
    @chromatica5494 6 років тому +3

    She was such an amazing person. So positive, so strong, like someone who was diagnosed with perfect health. My heath is good at the moment but I don’t have anywhere near her energy or love for life. It’s incredibly unfair that she was taken. I’m just so glad she shared her life with us all. I hope she’s just as happy where she is now as she was when she was alive ❤️

  • @PaulFellowes1
    @PaulFellowes1 6 років тому +18

    Probably the most inspirational person I've seen. Keep pushing, keep striving, keep trying anything and everything new. You're incredible and I can't think of not seeing these videos every couple of days - if that keeps you fighting then I'll keep saying it!

  • @rhondawhatley1591
    @rhondawhatley1591 3 роки тому +6

    I hate that she went down so fast. She was an great woman inside and out and it sucks that she had to go out this way. Truly missed and loved

  • @chelsia11501
    @chelsia11501 6 років тому +66

    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! And I miss you terribly already :'(

  • @warriorl8207
    @warriorl8207 6 років тому +50

    This is what I admired, she never moaned in her Vlogs.

  • @Just-Princess
    @Just-Princess 6 років тому +14

    Emily was such an inspiring person, she thought the big C with the heart of a champ. I hope Aisha and the rest of her family are proud of her. Her life was cut short but she did so much, and her impact through these vlogs will live on.
    The goal in life is not to live forever, that’s not possible. It is to make something that will... Emily Hayward did that.

  • @samgordon3450
    @samgordon3450 6 років тому +43

    Nope, definitely not ready to die. Hon you're more full of life than half the people I know. Have your down days, cry if you need to. But no, you aren't ready to go. Love you x

  • @kaputz8107
    @kaputz8107 6 років тому +32

    We miss you! The way she says “ cookie”

  • @MissLoveLife
    @MissLoveLife 5 років тому +64

    Miss your vlogs Ems! 😢 Hope you and PeeWee Tom aka Dan is having a blast ❤

    • @josephbader1243
      @josephbader1243 5 років тому +10

      Also claire wineland and Sophia gall. Too many beautiful people are not with us.

  • @shikeridoo
    @shikeridoo 3 роки тому +4

    Her brain is so far up the positivity and extrovert spectrum. It‘s amazing. Too bad the world lost such an energetic person.

  • @CrochetLadyBird
    @CrochetLadyBird 6 років тому +8

    Aw man it was hard to see you down like this. You are so strong and motivated. Keep going, you're an absolute inspiration.

  • @welshlad6427
    @welshlad6427 3 роки тому +16

    ……and she died just 3 months later. Watching Emily here that’s so hard to imagine 😢❤️

  • @theresacarmody702
    @theresacarmody702 3 роки тому +4

    I can't even imagine how poor Emily must have felt .She was a true courageous beautiful young lady and a real inspiration to everyone .Sad she isn't here anymore .I would loved to have seen more videos .

  • @wendysherbert3257
    @wendysherbert3257 6 років тому +5

    Hi Emily, you have been an inspiration to me! Watching you work hard to be strong and healthy in spite of the cancer has made me decide to go back on dieting and calling my personal trainer to get going again. You remind me how much exercise feels good even when I think it won’t! Ha! If you can do it and be so positive, then I can get my butt up and do it too! So thank you. I bet you are fabulous at teaching others how to work out properly. Hope you get through this rough patch soon. Hugs from America!

  • @trishloiacono8524
    @trishloiacono8524 6 років тому +5

    Gosh you are so strong, even on your low's, I love the way you do other things, not letting the cancer rule you but you ruling the cancer , have a good rest to start afresh. X

  • @nancimedina
    @nancimedina 6 років тому +7

    It seems so strange to see such a vibrant young woman say they are in “end of life care.” I’m sure you feel the same...like, did they make a mistake? Cancer is a strange animal and although the medical teams have ideas of when cancer may take your life.....they really don’t know. I personally have two friends that were “terminal” who are still alive today and living a wonderful life. You are doing the right thing by living each day and doing the things that make you happy. You are an amazing woman and an inspiration to so many. 💗💕

    • @bunnyrabbitshavehats
      @bunnyrabbitshavehats 6 років тому +1

      Nanci Medina once cancer reaches the brain its can be very difficult to treat. Especially since what is in her brain is where it spread. Not where it originated.

    • @nancimedina
      @nancimedina 6 років тому +3

      bunnyrabbitshavehats yes I am well aware. Just trying to keep up her positivity.

  • @lunis471
    @lunis471 5 років тому +2

    Awe hurts my heart so much sometimes when I watch them. She was a wonderful woman such an inspiration to so many of us. Thanks Emily for all you gave us. ❤

  • @SusiOfficial
    @SusiOfficial 6 років тому +2

    You are SO FREAKING strong. You are such an inspiration, thank you for doing this ❤️

  • @Amanda-nt3gm
    @Amanda-nt3gm 6 років тому +1

    I don’t know how you do it but you keep these videos very uplifting, upbeat, and give me that keep it movin’ inspiration we all need sometimes. You never know what can pop up as far as new treatments so stay as strong as possible and keep your chin up!

  • @JoJo-bk4cl
    @JoJo-bk4cl 6 років тому +5

    Just don't forget you are a LEGEND! you are so entitled to feel the way you are doing Em. Just know that you are loved and supported and deeply cared about. You make people smile and give them hope with every single vlog you post. You will have days like this, let's be honest cancer is a c**t! But you will bounce back as you always do, and put your gloves back on and box on. Big hugs to you darlin. Prayers and thoughts your way. Xxxx

  • @MsWobie
    @MsWobie 6 років тому +19

    Just love your outlook and positivity. You make a difference, Emily.

    • @linda2468lou
      @linda2468lou 2 роки тому

      Perhaps one will understand that death comes when it's least expected even for the young and beautiful.

  • @girly3848
    @girly3848 6 років тому +6

    Thinking of u Emily chin up u inspire us and people who r going through the same thing my mother in law has cancer again its lymphoma and she has been in and out of hospital for 9 months now. She is back on chemo and she has started watching ur vlogs she said u are helping her get through her tough time. She said ya a inspirational to everyone who feels like cancer is the end so thanks so much love ya xxx

  • @mmmjayjay5571
    @mmmjayjay5571 3 роки тому +4

    i never met you but i love you Emily and you were an inspirational lady.

  • @HKaasWorship
    @HKaasWorship 6 років тому +64

    Son was diagnosed with a brain tumor last October. He was put on a new experimental drug called MP-MUS and it has eaten his tumor away. But still live in that daily fear and what ifs. I'll follow your journey past you beating this!

    • @yvonnespearing
      @yvonnespearing 6 років тому +1

      its so weird my sister never drank ate really well lived a clean life ,,and now dieing of cancer ,,sad me I eat like a pig do eat clean walk everyday had a lot of tests no cancer not fair and 3 of her clean friends hippie friends have cancer to,werid.sorry about your son..RIP your son time will heal.

    • @elastronaute1198
      @elastronaute1198 6 років тому +4

      JAGG KOUT I think you misread her comment, her son is fine. The drug ate the tumor away... she just lives in fear of it returning etc.

    • @MothproofKT
      @MothproofKT 6 років тому +2

      Heather Kaas hi Heather, I know you posted that comment 4 months ago but wanted to say I’m sorry for all you and your son have gone through and I truly hope he’s cancer free for life after that treatment? Sending love

  • @emmajoesbury6649
    @emmajoesbury6649 6 років тому +1

    So inspiring, you impacted my life dramatically. Now going to the gym lost 2 stone. Actually starting to get toned. I’m eating great. Going out and living life to the full because we have too. You’ve made me realise how can change so soon. Your not defeated. Your still strong. Try get in a better mind set. Aisha will help. Nothing we can say will work but we’ve all got your back. Love you. Sending positivity ❤️❤️❤️

  • @HWolfe
    @HWolfe 6 років тому +5

    Some of her vids were hard to watch. But now, she is free of pain and no matter how she felt at the time; the universe is now her's to explore. No more pain sweet Emily; R.I.P forever missed by so many.

  • @zaso9858
    @zaso9858 6 років тому +7

    Hey Emily. I love your vlogs. Your energy, determination and positivity is the stuff of legends. I wish I could bottle just a tiny bit of your fighting spirit. It seems incredibly unfair that you are dealing with this - I really hope that a new treatment is approved soon. There are new treatments all the time! Keep living life to the full but it's ok to rest too when you need to. None of us are promised tomorrow. Look after yourself xx

  • @lovewonderfulcolours
    @lovewonderfulcolours 5 років тому +6

    UA-cam put that in my recommendations once more and my heart stopped for a second in pain when my eyes met the title. :( Miss her und her vlogs so, so much.

  • @elynrebels4535
    @elynrebels4535 6 років тому +10

    I wish you didn’t have to deal with this sh**. Your spirit is indomitable-even in the face of this god awful cancer- but you’re entitled to sadness, despair, anger, any feeling, at times. It sucks, in a word. The way you’ve managed to carry forward with such energy & strength despite it all truly inspires me in every, single, vlog, including this one. Sending love, hugs and hopes for a better day tomorrow. PS Love you any which way you are. 💜💙💜

  • @josephdaniel2097
    @josephdaniel2097 5 років тому +4

    So sad she’s gone 😔 i don’t even knew her and yet i miss her, hope you can still see our comments, you were loved by a lot of people! ♥️

  • @thefemalebosss5065
    @thefemalebosss5065 3 роки тому +1

    You hit 70k emily ... I know you are looking down on us we are so proud of you xxx

  • @chloefisher8939
    @chloefisher8939 6 років тому +1

    Came across your channel today, only watched this video and I can say u truly are an inspirational human being 😣You are going through the toughest shit yet you keep ur head high and stay positive 💓Had to subscribe straight away love the videos xo

  • @Toffee146
    @Toffee146 6 років тому +34

    Thinking of you, Emily. I truly wish I could give you my life. You're so full of positivity and I want to see you worry free. Please feel hugged and supported because you are. Very much so.

    • @missdaisy5736
      @missdaisy5736 6 років тому

      Harriet Lundt -Emily just found you now. Your dinner looked delicious.
      Look forward to chatting with you, if you’d like🎬🤙❣️

    • @2233golf2
      @2233golf2 6 років тому +3

      Harriet Lundt .......".you truly want to give her your life...?" You are one big hypocrite. .....

    • @desiderata333
      @desiderata333 6 років тому +2

      Harriet Lundt what a beautiful soul you are. God bless you.

    • @Toffee146
      @Toffee146 3 роки тому

      @@2233golf2 I'm not sure I understand your hateful comment. Go and be vile somewhere else.

  • @scout72430
    @scout72430 6 років тому +4

    Been watching your videos today, I only wish I had commented when you were still alive. I'm so sorry you had to go through this, you deserved so many more years :(

  • @cliffbonds1472
    @cliffbonds1472 3 роки тому +1

    EMILY!! Your videos are an inspiration to many... STILL!! Thank you so much for taking us along on your journey with such a horribly unforgiving disease! You took it like the champ you were, and were beautiful all the way until it finally took you from us. Rest in peace your gorgeous Angel you!! 😇🥰😍🤩😇

  • @stolv3771
    @stolv3771 6 років тому +8

    This was such a beautifully done vlog. Rest in Paradise, Emily

  • @clairebeever3038
    @clairebeever3038 Рік тому

    Loved Emily so much truly inspirational cannot believe she has gone ❤ followed her a long her cancer journey… I have cancer too ❤

  • @jake20479
    @jake20479 4 роки тому +2

    "im just not ready for it"
    fuck man.. that hits hard..

  • @jimmyjohnstone7258
    @jimmyjohnstone7258 6 років тому +6

    Bugger. The pain and sick feelings must be so hard to deal with. Hopefully a weekend with Aisha will lift your spirits. Hugs.

  • @ronanwalsh7024
    @ronanwalsh7024 3 роки тому +2

    Yes Emily you didn't want to go.... you loved life and never wasted a minute . You were a girl in a hurry to live and because of that radiated goodness and sincerity. No one here minded you having an off day or if you didn't have something new in your vlogs, they wepre just glad that you were still here with us. The only conclusion I can come to about your passing is that someone decided that you'd proven your worth and that there were more important things for you to do elsewhere. I hope wherever you are now that things are good.... cancer and worry free.

  • @izzysmomtattoos8274
    @izzysmomtattoos8274 6 років тому +5

    This is the first video I've watched but I'm kind of in love with this girl.

  • @dettyvanderwal1126
    @dettyvanderwal1126 6 років тому +4

    Thanks for uploading and sharing your life in all it's ups and downs. lots of love from Holland!!

  • @chellbie
    @chellbie 5 років тому

    Your message is profound Emily watching these back after about 4/5 months and I’m like wow what an impact you are still making in how you express your feelings each vlog.

  • @elliej11j68
    @elliej11j68 11 місяців тому +1

    24 years old and gone! Life can be so bloody cruel, but lovely Emily sure did leave her mark.💕

  • @SWatercolour
    @SWatercolour 6 років тому +13

    your channel is the only one I consistently watch on youtube anymore. you're really great and inspiring, I hope you have a nice weekend

  • @Faithers38
    @Faithers38 4 роки тому +1

    I still watch Emily's Videos, she still inspires me,her spirit lives on. May she Rest in Peace💙

  • @DonorFan
    @DonorFan 2 роки тому +1

    This popped up for me today. Still miss her. What a beautiful inspiring soul.

  • @karencurtis2697
    @karencurtis2697 6 років тому +11

    I'm not surprised your feeling low , talking about how you want to go forward at your age would freak me out plus you have such a big week coming up. Take time to rest , sit and people watch with the wind in your face , I must admit I tried the oil but only for very short time just felt sick all the time . Worked well for my friend. Hope you feel less sick soon big hugs to you both take care x

  • @desiderata333
    @desiderata333 6 років тому +1

    Emily, you are an exquisite soul. Thank you for your precious inspiration. God bless you and Aisha. I love you both.

  • @natsjourney6570
    @natsjourney6570 6 років тому +5

    Love you em😘 your such an inspiration ☺️ I remember when I raised over £200 for cancer by shaving my hair 😌♥️

  • @Dieann63
    @Dieann63 6 років тому +1

    Emily!! I so agree...I do not call mine end of life care either! I'm just living and need some support here and there.
    The thought of End of life care is so SO scary. I'm hoping to last long and go softly into the night.

  • @Mokkel73
    @Mokkel73 6 років тому +11

    I can´t believe you are gone!

  • @MrHairyNeck
    @MrHairyNeck 6 років тому +9

    I miss her. Life, CRUELLY taken from her. So sad. :(

  • @janedmunds5756
    @janedmunds5756 6 років тому +8

    You're allowed to be unhinged..however stay brave, our champion..

  • @HaruthaiKnight
    @HaruthaiKnight 6 років тому +2

    Emily, I feel a little selfish but I must admit I'm here whenever I'm down. Your attitude never fails to brighten up my day. You remind me to pick myself up and fight back. Sending you sunshine and warm hugs all the way from Thailand. Please take care.

  • @miaombak655
    @miaombak655 6 років тому +3

    Emily hi super girl. 😊 you have such a strong , incredible spirit that's going nowhere without a fight. Hope after some rest and meds you are feeling a lot better. Definitely ease into CBD if you decide to continue. My friend is now10 months over his final prognosis and still strong, active,healthy as he can be whilst cancer is still in his body and almost ready to go off gallivanting again with his wife and children. Meditation is playing a big part in his well being emotionally and in turn physically. He is a musician and finds his balance in playing.
    Tomorrow is a new day, may the sun shine on you, gifting you with calmness and more strength, and your pain lowers too. 💜🌺🌞

  • @marcim5143
    @marcim5143 6 років тому +4

    🤗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗🤗 Love from Connecticut USA & prayers. You’re not alone fighting this dang beast.

  • @moeyruth8056
    @moeyruth8056 6 років тому +1

    Live your life Emily. So many people love you even though we haven’t met you. Never give up!!!

  • @susanrobson8797
    @susanrobson8797 5 років тому +2

    Still watching your videos Emily , I miss seeing your blogs so much. I think about you all the time it’s not fair someone so perfect got dealt with what you did. Rest in peace Emily your memory live on. X

  • @corinnayorke2422
    @corinnayorke2422 6 років тому +4

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
    Sending love from 🇨🇦
    I still hit the “like” even though it was hard as I don’t like what you are going through. So thankful you have each other, family, friends, and your awesome Vlog family to support you. We will continue to keep you in our prayers.

  • @mcrayne27
    @mcrayne27 6 років тому +2

    Sending positive healing energy your way! ❤❤

  • @priscillaridley2242
    @priscillaridley2242 6 років тому

    U are loved by so many... sending hugs from Boston masschestess... Stay strong.. U inspire so many people I've never seen someone so strong as you. Thinking of u always. hugs

  • @kimbokim927
    @kimbokim927 2 роки тому +4

    it's insane how 3 months later she was gone :'(
    how!!...she looked so great here and full of life

  • @juliejones2169
    @juliejones2169 6 років тому +7

    Hi Emily love you and Aisha so much you are both very inspirational ladies. I have been a silent subscriber until now but listening to you being so down today breaks my heart. I am so confused as to why someone is discussing end of life care with you where is this person from and who sent them no wonder you are feeling down and ill love. Do you know yet if the current treatment you are taking is keeping the cancer contained and stable I thought it was so how can end of life care apply to you. Sorry to ramble on my dear but it shocked me to hear you speak like this. Hope you feel better and more uplifted soon.xx

    • @claricejones1766
      @claricejones1766 6 років тому +2

      Julie Jones it's the Clic Sargent nurse, while it's not nice these things have to be discussed. It's not always solely focussed on the end part of the journey but also the bits in-between

  • @rachelallen5989
    @rachelallen5989 6 років тому +1

    I keep getting Emily's vlogs come up on my suggested things to watch. I miss Emily and her vlogs so much x

  • @angelkatlife7772
    @angelkatlife7772 3 роки тому

    Missing you Em... I come back regularly to watch all your vids. Such a brave woman.. we all can learn something from you.

  • @nancym5729
    @nancym5729 6 років тому +8

    Just rewatching your videos everyday 💔

  • @julielynn86
    @julielynn86 6 років тому

    Awww. Big big hugs Emily! Praying for you so earnestly and hoping for beautiful and wonderful things for you.

  • @boobearx2987
    @boobearx2987 6 років тому +6

    How cruel is this life.
    You were an amazing person xx
    Missed 😞