I started watching you two about 3 months ago and I try to never miss a video. On April 28th I came home to find my beloved, cherished husband dead under a rolled over utv. I have been trying so hard to go on every day and your positive outlook in your videos helps me more than you know. Love and blessings from Wisconsin, USA.
Homesteading Ways oh how I hope you have community surrounding you when you need it. That's absolutely devastating. I wish for you to be engulfed in support and love and as much peace as earthly and spiritually possible.
I suffer from chronic illnesses and I do let it defeat me a lot of days. Then I see videos here and Emily is kicking butt and not taking cancer lying down. I wish for an ounce of that. Emily is still such an inspiration Even after her transition, I am Watching these and it has put a lot in perspective for me. I need to move and not fight to stay in bed,. I need do the opposite of what I am doing. Thank you for keeping this channel up for everyone. Emily is still changing lives through her story. Forever grateful. 🙏🏻💕
I miss this little diamond 💎 I’m grateful for these videos as they remind me what true strength and beauty are all about. Thoughts are with you still, Em & Aisha x
I fucking miss you so much. I never knew it was possible to feel this way for someone I've never met. My heart breaks for Aisha and that makes me so sad. You must've been an angel on Earth Emily. Maybe you really were too good for this shit world.
You crushed life all the way to the end! I so admired your strength and positivity Working out till you could give no more A very special person Fly high Em!
Coming back to your vlogs to remember you Emily. RIP ❤ seriously you were taken wayyyy too soon. I hope you are doing OK Aisha ❤ sending you lots of love and strength 💙💙
It's very difficult to accept that this amazing girl is no longer with us, she was such an inspiration in how she lived life to the max in the face of such pain and worry. There has to be a special place where her energy and vitality continues to bloom... we have to have hope and have faith. I've been looking about and I've found great consolation in the writings of Emmanuel Swedenborg... through the Swedenborg foundation. It's worth having a look through his writings if like me you are seeking solace after a bereavement.... most of us hope that death is not the end and our loved one's have just moved to another realm. I was impressed by what I've read so far and it is my hope that if it is true Emily is there now pain and worry free .... happy and content.
Emily hook up with PEEWEETOMS (TOM). He's also in the same/similar situation as yourself and he's also getting treatment at the same hospital in South Kensington (i think). Both of you are vloging your journey to overcome this on youtube. I think both of you may be sharing a lot of the subs/viewers. He comes across lovely!
Oh there is also a lovely lady in Texas, her name is Sarge I'm sure it's 24pawsncreamer or 24pawsncoffeecreamer , I think that Sarge follows PeeWeeToms. On her UA-cam thingy I mentioned Emily. Sarge is going for a palliative appt because she feels ready, she has spoken to her wife about it, an appt. was made for her and she went but it was a disaster coz it was to soon & now she is ready. She is driving her 'pacman' lol, her beloved yellow jeep wrangler as much as she can, she had chemo one time and stopped as she was so I'll, so she has had no treatment.She is only in her late 30's. xXx ☺
Emily, I am a nurse and work on an oncology ward...I have never seen anyone like you! You are a tower of strength to yourself and all around you...and example of the fact that a PMA and laughter are the best medicine. Keep going!
Most people need to live a long time in order to live the life you have. You are showing us how to live with grace and certainly how to be more thankful for the life we do have, even if it is challenging. Bravo Emily! Continue to take each day as it comes, none of us really knows what is coming our way.
You are honestly such an inspiration and motivator for me, Emily. While I can't say I am battling the same things as you are, I fight my own battle with anxiety and depression on a daily basis. Watching your videos every day over the course of the last couple months, has helped me so much. Every time I feel like something is too hard, I think to myself "Well, if Emily can find the strength to do that, I can do this" and it gets me out of the ruts I find myself in. So thank you for making these videos, and for being such an amazing source of positivity. Love you and Aisha so much :) xxx
Art By Emilie i feel exactly the same.anxiety has ruled over my life for the last few years but now i have emily in my head and when i am struggling i think of her and it all falls into perspective.she has helped me so much more then she will ever even know!
Yes! That is so true. It really does put things into perspective. Like all the little things I find myself bothered by, they seem so silly in comparison. She really just makes me want to try harder and be more positive. :)
Art By Emilie you literally took the words tight out of my mouth, I feel the exact same way, although I am not going through half as much as Emily is I too have my own medical problems and mental demons. She is amazing and so strong and motivating I just love them both too. Take care xx
I was about to write exactly this! I found that L-Theanine which is just a food supplement has helped with my anxiety. It's extremely mild and didn't do anything to start with, then I discovered that taking one before I went out helped calm me down enough I could get out of the door.
I know I don't have much to offer in comments, but a thumbs up doesn't do justice the amount I enjoy watching you both! You are just beautiful human beings.
You are my inspiration, you are everybodies inspiration. The only difference is, if I got the termal call, I would not do the chemo, I would live till I could not. You inspire others, that's your purpose in life, how cool is that! (Since my child died in a freak accident, she was 26, waiting for a bus with her bike, some old guy had a heart attack, transversed 4 lanes of highway to take the only person standing there out. They both died) Since then, and why I found you, is I have been knee deep in NDR's and the experience. What is the most common element is that we have a purpose, and I am guessing yours is this blog, and your wife, it's her resilience, her garden. It's awesome. Have no fear, after it's so cool!!
This video is just one month before she passed. Look how alive she looks, sounds etc. Cancer is a fucking bastard 😡 In just 30 odd days Emily went from this to losing the quality in her speech and her body to passing away. I hate CANCER 👎😡 RIP Emily we will miss you ❤️ xx
Dollface, given what youre fighting I'm sure we all understand you having days where you're fed up and worried....you'd have to be a robot not to feel anything like that. You are truly a phenomenon...youre strong, beautiful, rational, lively, exciting and excitable, loving entertaining, interesting...I could go on....you have become a daily part of thousands of people's lives, based purely on your personality...and you have our love behind you wherever you go. Hope you get some answers at the doc's. Keep tearing the arse out of it kiddo....big hooj enormous green fingered love to you and Aisha 💕
Anxiety is totally understandable - but your combatting it in the best possible way, focusing on the gym, vlogging and your wonderful family and friends! Even if you don’t FEEL like you’re being positive, compared to a lot of people you are incredibly positive. Your focus and drive has got you to amazing places already, and I know a blip right now won’t change that - your incredible love, motivation and passion for life is indescribable and hard times are bound to make you have periods of doubting yourself, but with Aisha I know you can both conquer anything and everything thrown at you - look at you know, and all you’ve achieved so far this year - you’re not all that far off half way through 2018!!!!! You’re incredible, we’re all here for you always and your passion for vlogging is always evident don’t worry xxxxx
God i miss this girl so much....im going through a bad diagnosis around a year ago and im struggling so bad and emily was the only chanel i could watch....i watched every video from the start...she didnt deserve to go so soon....i hope there's an afterlife and emily is living it up
She talks about silver linings. What an inspiration to us all! I love to watch all her vidoes and as much as im sad she had a shirt life she uplifts me. My heart my spirit on dark days. Thank you Emily for what you left behind for us all xxx
Your attitude is amazing, Emily. You are absolutely incredible. And Aisha is one of the wisest people I have ever listened to; her way of thinking and manipulating everything to the positive is just so pure and insightful. You two blow me away with your inner strength, love and positive mental attitude.
My {clever} little dod never misses a video! He hears your voice and I say ''Its Emily!'' and he stands by my laptop watching you. He loves the music, gets right in close and listens. Love and peace! XXX
Aisha you make so much sense...you do need to keep living Emily! The garden will look so lovely when the flowers and veges are in full bloom and I can’t wait to see it in a few weeks...a great investment. Im crossing my fingers and praying hard in the hopes your test results are a miracle! You are achieving so much more than they anticipated and you are beating the odds...kick this cancer in the arse!
Such an amazing woman, no wonder you are soo missed by soo many ppl, im glad you had the time you had,but still unfair tho 😢 rip agn beautiful Em xxoo💔
Stop apologizing for being wordy, needing to talk or crying, I don't know if you realize how many people you help, I understand its beneficial for you but just imagine others who are sick and alone who feel isolated and scared, your video's give them support via the hope, honesty and fighting spirit you are, I do some work with people in need and many watch you and hold on to your strength and bravery giving them hope
Emily I admire your positivity so much you are helping me deal with personal issues of my own your strength amazes me and I just want to say thank you❤️
I'm happy I came across your channel Emily. Love your drive. I love watching you and your journey. Keep being strong in this life. It's a beautiful thing to be alive. I myself became a paraplegic at 18 yrs old 21 yrs ago from an auto accident/passenger. Was always strong willed before and needed that ten fold after. I've met some of the best people in my life through it. Keep pressin. ✌👊
your marriage.... was more beautiful than the Royal wedding (though it was truly lovely also). But yours, I watch just for a pick up and smile. Also I agree, "It is balance".
I started watching you guys awhile ago and am truly uplifted by your positive attitude and zest for life. Your pics are beautiful and show the true love between you. Keep doing what you’re doing! ❤️ from Maryland.
You’re amazing! Don’t think for one second you’re not being enthusiastic! You’re so inspirational and I’m just so grateful I’ve met you ( I know I haven’t personally, but in a weird way you’re like my friend) you really do put my whole life into a new perspective and for that I’ll be forever grateful ❤️
Love your vlogs Emily and i also love how it puts life in perspective the shit we worry about is nothing compared to you. I love that your beautiful wife is such a kind soul and shes found a outlet for her stress with all her flowers xx
I love watching you. Haven’t missed a video in months. You are so positive yet real. You have to be. Being stressed about it is your true feelings. I love that you can share that with us. Thank you. Hugs 💞
Emily thank you for posting this video! The garden looks beautiful! Another nice video. Saw it right away and immediately clicked to watch it. Lots of love to you both! You are amazing! Take care of yourself!🙂
Hey Hun, wether your vlogs are about day to day stuff, shopping, going out to eat, hospital routine or, well just anything you do, day to day, is always lovely. The music that goes through is lovely too. I love your chatty vlogs aswell. Well In fact I just love all you do. Your like a breath of fresh air hun. I hope your pain eases up real soon and the water retention buggers off too. . Love the “cankles”and “ thankles” remark lol. Good luck at the docs lovely. Loved Aisha and her gorgeous plants. Gardens going to look beautiful all summer xxx
Watching you two is so uplifting and inspiring! I love how you each really care about what your partner likes. Really sweet to watch!! The garden is really nice.🌺 Try not to worry to much Emily. You are very loved and supported!❤️
Just love you girlies, been watching you for 6 months now. The wedding was just awesome. My brother has just had a terminal cancer diagnosis Emily and your blog is giving me the informal I need to help my brother through this nightmare. We need to help him to stay positive and LIVE the time he has left. Thank you Emily for sharing your journey while you battle Cancer. Love you and keep fighting you are one amazing cookie xxxxxx
You are amazing. Gardening is great therapy, so glad Aisha has found it. I agree with your wife - You should eat whatever you want... Whatever makes you happy. Anxiety sadly, is something we can't really avoid. You are doin' a fabulous job with everything. Sending you love and support.
Just want to say that you inspire me every day. I don't have cancer personally and I can't begin to imagine what it's like for you but your videos give me positivity and have made me think of life in a different way. I am in awe of how both you and Aisha are always so upbeat no matter what and live life to the fullest! Keep going and fingers crossed for the doctors! You're absolutely amazing. Lots of love Ella x
I had horrible edema when I was ill. How you’ve managed to go along without it this far is literally amazing, love! I’m sure it’s a T&D side effect - the pain, liver, etc. Lots of love from your fellow British fan in New York! 👍🏼❤️🧡💛💚💙💜. ***Sidenote*** please always say what’s on your mind. Good, bad or ugly. We’re here to listen as we all love you heaps, mate! You give us motivation, inspiration and hope. We can give you our ears! I’m knackered so off with me!
Love the jumper em. You could talk all day and I’d never get bored of listening. Garden looks amazing. Well done Aisha!! Good luck tomorrow at docs. Thinking of you😘
I've been following you since I saw the programme back last year. U love the fact that you are beating the odds. I reckon your positive attitude has a massive amount to do with this. Much love to you and Aisha.xx
Thanks for the update. Im glad Aisha is enjoying her gardening and Im praying your Dr appt tomorrow goes well. Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers!!! Love and light!!
I love your place and the garden is really pretty! I cant say I know what youre going through because I cant imagine! You are a really strong person with a great attitude. Keep fighting!
Emily....the garden dust around your nose was just too cute. You never cease to brighten my day even when I know you are having a bad day, you are stronger than I am on my good days. I love watching your video's and your love for Aisha. Bless you both>
I hope everything goes okay with the Doctors! I've terminal brain cancer, and started watching your vlogs about a month after my diagnosis. I.just wanted to say you help me so much it's untrue. Your positivity and how honest and straight forward and strong you are, you give me so much hope and strength at a time where i felt i was just drowning all the time after hearing my prognosis.Thank you so much. Xx
That's what we are here foe when you need to talk and get stuff out there instead of just in your head . Aisha as always is correct enjoy what your eating, not being to strict because enjoying your favourite food is to me a tonic, not comfort eating but a lift as I sit with my half a 🍉 can't get enough love them. Good luck for tomorrow take care both xx😉
I spotted a friend's comment on a Facebook post and had a look at her blog. She mentioned she had met you and to check out your vlogs.....I binge watched them all on Saturday morning and laughed and cried at them. ..I have had cancer twice and wish I had your amazing positivey...so pleased I have discovered your vlogs, you are both amazing, good luck with everything xx
Its incredible how well you look and the energy you have. Lots of positive energy for you and thankyou for being such a huge inspiration. Kuddos to Ashley's garden 🌷🌸🌹🌼
I know that, as much as I have been through in my life, it can’t compare with what you face every day. Along with a ton of other garbage, I lost my best friend in August and just lost my other best friend, my precious mom, on April 28th.. but watching you guys live each day to the fullest, and live them with a smile.. gives me strength to keep smiling and fighting too. You inspire me beyond words ♥️ Love you guys a lot.
You both bring such inspiration & comfort, that the comments sometimes move me to tears. I'm hoping that a great visit with the team tomorrow is among the many rewards owed you beauts. Fingers crossed & love from Atlanta
I’m totally with Aisha on the crazy gardening, we bought loads of lovely garden furniture and a massive parasol for some shade because my mum is currently having radiotherapy for recurrent breast cancer so we gotta have the shade (also we are a family of very pale people who burn like crazy and watching your videos was just the reminder that I needed that we need to be more careful in the sun 👒🕶) My little girl has a lot of health conditions that rules out foreign holidays for us too so we thought we would create a nice space for us to enjoy the 2 days of sun we get in Scotland 😂☀️ Your videos are total inspiration for facing everything in life with a positive attitude ❤️
What two amazing women they are. So anyway the lady says to her doctor, "Doctor every time I move my arm like this it hurts." So the doctor said, "So don't move your arm like that."
Hoping tomorrow you receive good news from the docs Emily. One can only imagine how you must be feeling right now...Keep your fighting strength and spirit no matter what the results are. Absolutely love Aishas garden shopping. You can both enjoy the beautiful flower colours and plants throughout the Summer. Its lovely just seeing you being you, there is no order needed. Talk as you feel, it's your coping way as is your humour. You are loved for being you. Sending a big gentle hug girl. xx
Hi Emily so great to see you it makes my day , we are praying and fighting with you daily babe , I’m so so sorry for mentioning sugars in food and I apologise , Aisha is right it’s about eating what you enjoy and balance , I think it’s because my dietician told me not to eat them in anything because they affect your bowel , so keep on doing what’s good for you . Garden looks great and that’s awesome Aisha has found a stress release in the garden and you my darling keep talking , I’m 66 and I was silent for many years for reasons I won’t say , BUT talking is good , sending prayers and hugs and much love to you both and families hoping doc visit is positive and easy fix ...peace and love from oz xxx💖💖🌈
I adore any video you put out, whether it is you out and about doing thing, or sitting down and chatting to us. I am personally here for you and your personality, so any chance I get to enjoy it, I love it.xx
Rest in peace Emily ❤ You have touched so many lives and certainly changed my outlook and bought me back to reality. I have been in such a dark place for months now and watching your journey has pulled me back. You are a complete angel and I hope your family and friends find comfort in knowing just what positivity you have spread. No one is here forever and we never really know when our time will come to go. Let's all start appreciating life now instead of when the times nearly up. We all could take something from you and become better people. I'm so sorry your time was cut short. If only I was half the woman you are. Rest easy. Thinking of you xx
You are doing so well, Emily, don’t be concerned about us, if you are anxious and worrying that’s your truth, we are ok with it, we’re here to support and pray for you.xxx
The garden looks great and those flowers are beautiful. I quite like that the vlogs are wordy as I’m sure it’s better for you to not to hold all you are thinking in. Hope all goes well at the doctors. Lots of love to you both as always 💖💖💖💖
Correct Myles Callow it does not. It is offered as comfort to people who are on this cancer journey and you comment makes you look rather petty in my eyes. Shallow if you will
It’s people like you that makes me and so many others realize that our lives are not worth complaining about. You are amazing to do all the things you do even though you don’t feel well. Prayers coming your way. You are going to kick your cancer and brain tumors in the ass. Love 💕 you lots, you’re a beautiful amazing woman and so is Aisha. Sorry if I (sp) her name wrong.
Write down your side effects and fears in a journal ...get them out and on paper and then close it and move on for the day? Aisha is stunning her smile is infectious! You are doing great Xx
That's what we are here for Emily. I hope you know that we are not only subscribers but concerned "friends". I hope it's not too serious and just a random side effect. I hate when the bloods are fine but AFTER something decides to show up.. Most frustrating thing! Aisha you did a wonderful job! I tried but how do you keep Lavender alive?
I started watching you two about 3 months ago and I try to never miss a video. On April 28th I came home to find my beloved, cherished husband dead under a rolled over utv. I have been trying so hard to go on every day and your positive outlook in your videos helps me more than you know. Love and blessings from Wisconsin, USA.
Omg I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad that Emily's videos are helping you. Xxx
So sorry for your heartbreaking loss.
Homesteading Ways oh how I hope you have community surrounding you when you need it. That's absolutely devastating. I wish for you to be engulfed in support and love and as much peace as earthly and spiritually possible.
Homesteading Ways may you find a way to deal with your awful loss I’m so very sorry for you. Xxxxx
so sorry to know you are going through something so horribly sad.im sure both emily and aisha will be truly moved by your comment.stay strong❤
I suffer from chronic illnesses and I do let it defeat me a lot of days. Then I see videos here and Emily is kicking butt and not taking cancer lying down. I wish for an ounce of that.
Emily is still such an inspiration Even after her transition, I am Watching these and it has put a lot in perspective for me. I need to move and not fight to stay in bed,. I need do the opposite of what I am doing.
Thank you for keeping this channel up for everyone. Emily is still changing lives through her story. Forever grateful. 🙏🏻💕
Absolutely incredible she was pumping iron a month before she passed. Damn.
I miss this little diamond 💎 I’m grateful for these videos as they remind me what true strength and beauty are all about. Thoughts are with you still, Em & Aisha x
I fucking miss you so much. I never knew it was possible to feel this way for someone I've never met. My heart breaks for Aisha and that makes me so sad. You must've been an angel on Earth Emily. Maybe you really were too good for this shit world.
Your legend lives on.
You crushed life all the way to the end! I so admired your strength and positivity Working out till you could give no more A very special person Fly high Em!
Coming back to your vlogs to remember you Emily. RIP ❤ seriously you were taken wayyyy too soon. I hope you are doing OK Aisha ❤ sending you lots of love and strength 💙💙
Emily was AMAZING. She worked out one week before she passed away. She fought incredibly hard to live! 😢
One of my favourite parts of your vlogs are when you just sit and chat to the camera so please don't apologise for doing so! Sending love
Beautiful, strong, inspiring woman. WOW! I'm blown away.
It's very difficult to accept that this amazing girl is no longer with us, she was such an inspiration in how she lived life to the max in the face of such pain and worry. There has to be a special place where her energy and vitality continues to bloom... we have to have hope and have faith. I've been looking about and I've found great consolation in the writings of Emmanuel Swedenborg... through the Swedenborg foundation. It's worth having a look through his writings if like me you are seeking solace after a bereavement.... most of us hope that death is not the end and our loved one's have just moved to another realm. I was impressed by what I've read so far and it is my hope that if it is true Emily is there now pain and worry free .... happy and content.
Talk as much as you want - we will listen☺️
Emily hook up with PEEWEETOMS (TOM). He's also in the same/similar situation as yourself and he's also getting treatment at the same hospital in South Kensington (i think). Both of you are vloging your journey to overcome this on youtube. I think both of you may be sharing a lot of the subs/viewers. He comes across lovely!
arsenalmanic yes I watch him too!!! Great suggestion 👍🏻❤️ think it could really be a great thing for Emily and Peeweetoms to catch up xx
Oh there is also a lovely lady in Texas, her name is Sarge I'm sure it's 24pawsncreamer or 24pawsncoffeecreamer , I think that Sarge follows PeeWeeToms. On her UA-cam thingy I mentioned Emily. Sarge is going for a palliative appt because she feels ready, she has spoken to her wife about it, an appt. was made for her and she went but it was a disaster coz it was to soon & now she is ready. She is driving her 'pacman' lol, her beloved yellow jeep wrangler as much as she can, she had chemo one time and stopped as she was so I'll, so she has had no treatment.She is only in her late 30's. xXx ☺
Emily, I am a nurse and work on an oncology ward...I have never seen anyone like you! You are a tower of strength to yourself and all around you...and example of the fact that a PMA and laughter are the best medicine. Keep going!
Most people need to live a long time in order to live the life you have. You are showing us how to live with grace and certainly how to be more thankful for the life we do have, even if it is challenging. Bravo Emily! Continue to take each day as it comes, none of us really knows what is coming our way.
You are honestly such an inspiration and motivator for me, Emily. While I can't say I am battling the same things as you are, I fight my own battle with anxiety and depression on a daily basis. Watching your videos every day over the course of the last couple months, has helped me so much. Every time I feel like something is too hard, I think to myself "Well, if Emily can find the strength to do that, I can do this" and it gets me out of the ruts I find myself in. So thank you for making these videos, and for being such an amazing source of positivity. Love you and Aisha so much :) xxx
Art By Emilie i feel exactly the same.anxiety has ruled over my life for the last few years but now i have emily in my head and when i am struggling i think of her and it all falls into perspective.she has helped me so much more then she will ever even know!
Yes! That is so true. It really does put things into perspective. Like all the little things I find myself bothered by, they seem so silly in comparison. She really just makes me want to try harder and be more positive. :)
Art By Emilie you literally took the words tight out of my mouth, I feel the exact same way, although I am not going through half as much as Emily is I too have my own medical problems and mental demons. She is amazing and so strong and motivating I just love them both too. Take care xx
I was about to write exactly this! I found that L-Theanine which is just a food supplement has helped with my anxiety. It's extremely mild and didn't do anything to start with, then I discovered that taking one before I went out helped calm me down enough I could get out of the door.
Art By Emilie i have been looking into the l_theanine,possibly wrong spelling!and will be definatly giving it a go😊
Up for 9 seconds and I couldnt click fast enough, you guys are AMAZING xx
She worked out until her last breath..what a inspiration to healthy adults that can't even manage 3 days a week at the gym.
I know I don't have much to offer in comments, but a thumbs up doesn't do justice the amount I enjoy watching you both! You are just beautiful human beings.
You are my inspiration, you are everybodies inspiration. The only difference is, if I got the termal call, I would not do the chemo, I would live till I could not. You inspire others, that's your purpose in life, how cool is that! (Since my child died in a freak accident, she was 26, waiting for a bus with her bike, some old guy had a heart attack, transversed 4 lanes of highway to take the only person standing there out. They both died) Since then, and why I found you, is I have been knee deep in NDR's and the experience. What is the most common element is that we have a purpose, and I am guessing yours is this blog, and your wife, it's her resilience, her garden. It's awesome. Have no fear, after it's so cool!!
I love how everything is ‘we’ did this, we did that. It’s sweet how everything your going through your wife is in it completely in it too.
Aisha is so damn adorable, her garden looks fantastic. I love you girls so much. Such an inspiration to so many!
This video is just one month before she passed. Look how alive she looks, sounds etc. Cancer is a fucking bastard 😡 In just 30 odd days Emily went from this to losing the quality in her speech and her body to passing away. I hate CANCER 👎😡 RIP Emily we will miss you ❤️ xx
Dollface, given what youre fighting I'm sure we all understand you having days where you're fed up and worried....you'd have to be a robot not to feel anything like that.
You are truly a phenomenon...youre strong, beautiful, rational, lively, exciting and excitable, loving entertaining, interesting...I could go on....you have become a daily part of thousands of people's lives, based purely on your personality...and you have our love behind you wherever you go.
Hope you get some answers at the doc's.
Keep tearing the arse out of it kiddo....big hooj enormous green fingered love to you and Aisha 💕
Love how you use logic to calm yourself down, can’t let our worried brains make us take leave of our senses! You’re both so endearing ❣️
Anxiety is totally understandable - but your combatting it in the best possible way, focusing on the gym, vlogging and your wonderful family and friends! Even if you don’t FEEL like you’re being positive, compared to a lot of people you are incredibly positive. Your focus and drive has got you to amazing places already, and I know a blip right now won’t change that - your incredible love, motivation and passion for life is indescribable and hard times are bound to make you have periods of doubting yourself, but with Aisha I know you can both conquer anything and everything thrown at you - look at you know, and all you’ve achieved so far this year - you’re not all that far off half way through 2018!!!!! You’re incredible, we’re all here for you always and your passion for vlogging is always evident don’t worry xxxxx
Mate. Your amazing. Both of you are its rare to find people like that anymore. Your sound
there's billions of people on this planet. it's not rare.
tho this particular girl was in fact rare.
God i miss this girl so much....im going through a bad diagnosis around a year ago and im struggling so bad and emily was the only chanel i could watch....i watched every video from the start...she didnt deserve to go so soon....i hope there's an afterlife and emily is living it up
nobody that young does.
How are you doing Kim?
She talks about silver linings. What an inspiration to us all! I love to watch all her vidoes and as much as im sad she had a shirt life she uplifts me. My heart my spirit on dark days. Thank you Emily for what you left behind for us all xxx
Your attitude is amazing, Emily. You are absolutely incredible. And Aisha is one of the wisest people I have ever listened to; her way of thinking and manipulating everything to the positive is just so pure and insightful. You two blow me away with your inner strength, love and positive mental attitude.
40k wishes for tomorrow Emily 🤞❤️
You are so strong and positive. Amazing!
My {clever} little dod never misses a video! He hears your voice and I say ''Its Emily!'' and he stands by my laptop watching you. He loves the music, gets right in close and listens. Love and peace! XXX
Aisha you make so much sense...you do need to keep living Emily! The garden will look so lovely when the flowers and veges are in full bloom and I can’t wait to see it in a few weeks...a great investment. Im crossing my fingers and praying hard in the hopes your test results are a miracle! You are achieving so much more than they anticipated and you are beating the odds...kick this cancer in the arse!
Such an amazing woman, no wonder you are soo missed by soo many ppl, im glad you had the time you had,but still unfair tho 😢 rip agn beautiful Em xxoo💔
Stop apologizing for being wordy, needing to talk or crying, I don't know if you realize how many people you help, I understand its beneficial for you but just imagine others who are sick and alone who feel isolated and scared, your video's give them support via the hope, honesty and fighting spirit you are, I do some work with people in need and many watch you and hold on to your strength and bravery giving them hope
Your positivity is amazing! Really look forward to seeing you everyday 😍
you’re both incredible people, both rays of sunshine, sending you both love
Emily I admire your positivity so much you are helping me deal with personal issues of my own your strength amazes me and I just want to say thank you❤️
Emily you are a serious inspiration to me!!! Your out look on life, hitting the gym and just the love you show! THANK YOU!!!
I'm happy I came across your channel Emily. Love your drive. I love watching you and your journey. Keep being strong in this life. It's a beautiful thing to be alive. I myself became a paraplegic at 18 yrs old 21 yrs ago from an auto accident/passenger. Was always strong willed before and needed that ten fold after. I've met some of the best people in my life through it. Keep pressin. ✌👊
your marriage.... was more beautiful than the Royal wedding (though it was truly lovely also). But yours, I watch just for a pick up and smile. Also I agree, "It is balance".
It was also cut for time.. much appreciated. lol
I started watching you guys awhile ago and am truly uplifted by your positive attitude and zest for life. Your pics are beautiful and show the true love between you. Keep doing what you’re doing! ❤️ from Maryland.
Emily and Aisha...you two NEVER fail to amaze me! What beautiful souls. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
You truly are an incredibly special individual. Keep on keeping on! Love watching your videos. Prayers for you daily. 🙏🏻💕
You’re amazing! Don’t think for one second you’re not being enthusiastic! You’re so inspirational and I’m just so grateful I’ve met you ( I know I haven’t personally, but in a weird way you’re like my friend) you really do put my whole life into a new perspective and for that I’ll be forever grateful ❤️
She’s making you a comforting spot to recover in! You are amazing
Love your vlogs Emily and i also love how it puts life in perspective the shit we worry about is nothing compared to you. I love that your beautiful wife is such a kind soul and shes found a outlet for her stress with all her flowers xx
You are just amazing, your outlook on life is incredible after all you are going through. Big hugs to you and family xxx
I love watching you. Haven’t missed a video in months. You are so positive yet real. You have to be. Being stressed about it is your true feelings. I love that you can share that with us. Thank you. Hugs 💞
Emily thank you for posting this video! The garden looks beautiful! Another nice video. Saw it right away and immediately clicked to watch it.
Lots of love to you both! You are amazing! Take care of yourself!🙂
Hey Hun, wether your vlogs are about day to day stuff, shopping, going out to eat, hospital routine or, well just anything you do, day to day, is always lovely. The music that goes through is lovely too. I love your chatty vlogs aswell. Well In fact I just love all you do. Your like a breath of fresh air hun. I hope your pain eases up real soon and the water retention buggers off too. . Love the “cankles”and “ thankles” remark lol. Good luck at the docs lovely. Loved Aisha and her gorgeous plants. Gardens going to look beautiful all summer xxx
What an incredible person. To remain so positive in the face of such adversity is amazing and inspiring. Sleep well Emily.
Watching you two is so uplifting and inspiring! I love how you each really care about what your partner likes. Really sweet to watch!! The garden is really nice.🌺 Try not to worry to much Emily. You are very loved and supported!❤️
Just love you girlies, been watching you for 6 months now. The wedding was just awesome. My brother has just had a terminal cancer diagnosis Emily and your blog is giving me the informal I need to help my brother through this nightmare. We need to help him to stay positive and LIVE the time he has left. Thank you Emily for sharing your journey while you battle Cancer. Love you and keep fighting you are one amazing cookie xxxxxx
You are amazing. Gardening is great therapy, so glad Aisha has found it. I agree with your wife - You should eat whatever you want... Whatever makes you happy. Anxiety sadly, is something we can't really avoid. You are doin' a fabulous job with everything. Sending you love and support.
Listen, whatever happens to you, we're with you!! You have an amazing spirit, Emily. Love from Brazil.
Your soo strong Emily ... You inspire so many people . You true legend xx
Watching every vlog as if your still here.... Youre a champ!!!!!
I can't say enough...you are truly amazing and such an inspiration. As is Aisha. Know you are both loved and genuinely awed❤
Just want to say that you inspire me every day. I don't have cancer personally and I can't begin to imagine what it's like for you but your videos give me positivity and have made me think of life in a different way. I am in awe of how both you and Aisha are always so upbeat no matter what and live life to the fullest! Keep going and fingers crossed for the doctors! You're absolutely amazing. Lots of love Ella x
I had horrible edema when I was ill. How you’ve managed to go along without it this far is literally amazing, love! I’m sure it’s a T&D side effect - the pain, liver, etc. Lots of love from your fellow British fan in New York! 👍🏼❤️🧡💛💚💙💜. ***Sidenote*** please always say what’s on your mind. Good, bad or ugly. We’re here to listen as we all love you heaps, mate! You give us motivation, inspiration and hope. We can give you our ears! I’m knackered so off with me!
Love the jumper em. You could talk all day and I’d never get bored of listening. Garden looks amazing. Well done Aisha!! Good luck tomorrow at docs. Thinking of you😘
I've been following you since I saw the programme back last year. U love the fact that you are beating the odds. I reckon your positive attitude has a massive amount to do with this. Much love to you and Aisha.xx
Thanks for the update. Im glad Aisha is enjoying her gardening and Im praying your Dr appt tomorrow goes well. Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers!!! Love and light!!
Keep your determination to live going! You inspire me every day. ♥️
I love your place and the garden is really pretty! I cant say I know what youre going through because I cant imagine! You are a really strong person with a great attitude. Keep fighting!
One after the other...this disease is horrible. God forbids such misfortune over anyone in the world. Me too.
Emily your are just wonderful. I love the inspiration you give to others. Big hugs sweetie xx❤️❤️
What a strong woman!
Emily....the garden dust around your nose was just too cute. You never cease to brighten my day even when I know you are having a bad day, you are stronger than I am on my good days. I love watching your video's and your love for Aisha. Bless you both>
I hope everything goes okay with the Doctors! I've terminal brain cancer, and started watching your vlogs about a month after my diagnosis. I.just wanted to say you help me so much it's untrue. Your positivity and how honest and straight forward and strong you are, you give me so much hope and strength at a time where i felt i was just drowning all the time after hearing my prognosis.Thank you so much. Xx
That's what we are here foe when you need to talk and get stuff out there instead of just in your head . Aisha as always is correct enjoy what your eating, not being to strict because enjoying your favourite food is to me a tonic, not comfort eating but a lift as I sit with my half a 🍉 can't get enough love them. Good luck for tomorrow take care both xx😉
I spotted a friend's comment on a Facebook post and had a look at her blog. She mentioned she had met you and to check out your vlogs.....I binge watched them all on Saturday morning and laughed and cried at them. ..I have had cancer twice and wish I had your amazing positivey...so pleased I have discovered your vlogs, you are both amazing, good luck with everything xx
Its incredible how well you look and the energy you have. Lots of positive energy for you and thankyou for being such a huge inspiration. Kuddos to Ashley's garden 🌷🌸🌹🌼
I know that, as much as I have been through in my life, it can’t compare with what you face every day.
Along with a ton of other garbage, I lost my best friend in August and just lost my other best friend, my precious mom, on April 28th.. but watching you guys live each day to the fullest, and live them with a smile.. gives me strength to keep smiling and fighting too. You inspire me beyond words ♥️ Love you guys a lot.
You are a strong and brave woman Emily. Take it easy and do the things you enjoy and spend a lot of time with your loved ones.
Ive watched you solidly for the past two hours watching all you recent vlogs! You are so inspirational! Keep Positive!
You both bring such inspiration & comfort, that the comments sometimes move me to tears. I'm hoping that a great visit with the team tomorrow is among the many rewards owed you beauts. Fingers crossed & love from Atlanta
Emily - if Love ❤️could make you better you would be cured ❤️ you’re amazing and your determination is just wonderful xx
I’m totally with Aisha on the crazy gardening, we bought loads of lovely garden furniture and a massive parasol for some shade because my mum is currently having radiotherapy for recurrent breast cancer so we gotta have the shade (also we are a family of very pale people who burn like crazy and watching your videos was just the reminder that I needed that we need to be more careful in the sun 👒🕶) My little girl has a lot of health conditions that rules out foreign holidays for us too so we thought we would create a nice space for us to enjoy the 2 days of sun we get in Scotland 😂☀️
Your videos are total inspiration for facing everything in life with a positive attitude ❤️
Your vlogs are amazing, please don’t doubt yourself. You are one of the best vloggers. Sending love. 💙
What two amazing women they are. So anyway the lady says to her doctor, "Doctor every time I move my arm like this it hurts." So the doctor said, "So don't move your arm like that."
Hoping tomorrow you receive good news from the docs Emily. One can only imagine how you must be feeling right now...Keep your fighting strength and spirit no matter what the results are.
Absolutely love Aishas garden shopping. You can both enjoy the beautiful flower colours and plants throughout the Summer. Its lovely just seeing you being you, there is no order needed. Talk as you feel, it's your coping way as is your humour. You are loved for being you. Sending a big gentle hug girl. xx
You’re a special soul! Good luck at the docs, lots of love xxxx
It's lovely to see you both as always and being a great inspiration to us all 😊💞
Hi Emily so great to see you it makes my day , we are praying and fighting with you daily babe , I’m so so sorry for mentioning sugars in food and I apologise , Aisha is right it’s about eating what you enjoy and balance , I think it’s because my dietician told me not to eat them in anything because they affect your bowel , so keep on doing what’s good for you . Garden looks great and that’s awesome Aisha has found a stress release in the garden and you my darling keep talking , I’m 66 and I was silent for many years for reasons I won’t say , BUT talking is good , sending prayers and hugs and much love to you both and families hoping doc visit is positive and easy fix ...peace and love from oz xxx💖💖🌈
Your videos are always inspirational Em.hope everything goes well for you tomorrow. Sending love and light ,xxxxx
I adore any video you put out, whether it is you out and about doing thing, or sitting down and chatting to us. I am personally here for you and your personality, so any chance I get to enjoy it, I love it.xx
I’m always so happy to see a video notification from you!
you're living well so you're winning Emma. bless u
Rest in peace Emily ❤ You have touched so many lives and certainly changed my outlook and bought me back to reality. I have been in such a dark place for months now and watching your journey has pulled me back. You are a complete angel and I hope your family and friends find comfort in knowing just what positivity you have spread. No one is here forever and we never really know when our time will come to go. Let's all start appreciating life now instead of when the times nearly up. We all could take something from you and become better people. I'm so sorry your time was cut short. If only I was half the woman you are. Rest easy. Thinking of you xx
You are doing so well, Emily, don’t be concerned about us, if you are anxious and worrying that’s your truth, we are ok with it, we’re here to support and pray for you.xxx
Your doing freakin awesome girl sending light and love
The garden looks great and those flowers are beautiful. I quite like that the vlogs are wordy as I’m sure it’s better for you to not to hold all you are thinking in. Hope all goes well at the doctors. Lots of love to you both as always 💖💖💖💖
Know that you have thousands of us keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. 🌎❤️🌎 Healing hearts across the globe
Terri Davis Praying doesnt stop cancer
Correct Myles Callow it does not. It is offered as comfort to people who are on this cancer journey and you comment makes you look rather petty in my eyes. Shallow if you will
It’s people like you that makes me and so many others realize that our lives are not worth complaining about. You are amazing to do all the things you do even though you don’t feel well. Prayers coming your way. You are going to kick your cancer and brain tumors in the ass. Love 💕 you lots, you’re a beautiful amazing woman and so is Aisha. Sorry if I (sp) her name wrong.
Write down your side effects and fears in a journal ...get them out and on paper and then close it and move on for the day?
Aisha is stunning her smile is infectious!
You are doing great Xx
Lovely garden you have! love it! lots of different tea selections can help your liver, Emily, good luck with your doctor visit.
That's what we are here for Emily. I hope you know that we are not only subscribers but concerned "friends". I hope it's not too serious and just a random side effect. I hate when the bloods are fine but AFTER something decides to show up.. Most frustrating thing! Aisha you did a wonderful job! I tried but how do you keep Lavender alive?