HANGXIETY, Living with liver disease
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2 summers passed , not 1 drink.
20 months. Zero drink.
I quit on my daughter birthday.
That’s all she wanted from me as her gift to her.
Just stop drinking, and I did. On a Memorial Day weekend. Going to bbqs. No drinking. Not after the bbqs. No last drink.
Just a promise, and I stopped.
My liver numbers, cholesterol, blood pressure, sugar, blood test results. All normal. Wahooooo.
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Congrats !!! 👏 I’m going on almost 3 months
@@rachaellin5055 good on you!
Don't celebrate too much. In my experience, you sound like someone who needs to be extra careful. Respectfully.
This is wonderful, and at some point, you'll count in years instead of months ❤
Congrats bro!
Hangxiety was the main reason I have quit drinking. It was pure hell. Now, after two years of waking up without hangovers, I can’t imagine ever going back to drinking. Yuk
2 yrs is awesome!
SAME, my hangxiety was next level
@@wendywalsh6335 any time I’m around people drinking and hear that little voice in my head to join in, all I need to do is to picture myself curled into a fetal position, crying and begging for the overwhelming feeling of doom and self loathing to stop… I will NEVER put myself through it again.
My mental health has improved so much I can barely believe it. For the first time in my adult life I’m free of anxiety and insomnia.. it’s unreal
@@chickensdontsurf thank you! I’ve been stopping and going back to drinking many times over the last few years. This time it stuck. What did it for me was the Andrew Huberman episode on alcohol. I just cannot look at it the same way anymore 👍
@Umk-p8k ooooh, he's good, I need to find that video
I love reading comments and giving some words of encouragement while I have extra time. Such great things happening with the viewers, big hugs everyone
Thank you chickensdontsurf! I really appreciate you still being here after all this time!!!! God bless❤❤❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I'm glad you're still making videos 😀
🌊 WAVE WARRIOR 🌊
My boss/company owner, actually told me about this.
Thank god, I still have a great job to go back to.
I count my blessings now. Alcohol is such a sneaky killer. I wish I'd quit a long time ago.
Being at work with hangxiety is my version of hell.
Hangxiety was the worst! Feeling like I wanted to jump out of my skin is the perfect way to describe it! I just could not relax or make myself comfortable, and the only thing that would make it go away was another drink, or so I thought. The hair of the dog would only bring temporary relief, but in the long run it just kept me on that alcoholic hamster wheel. Total abstinence is the only cure! Without alcohol, you don't ever have to worry about hangovers again. Your anxiety will improve over time as well! It won't happen over night, but eventually you'll feel less anxious the longer you've been sober! I'm at 4.5 months now and I'm feeling great!! Hope everyone is having a great weekend so far! 🙏❤☺
Truth ❤
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I suffered for years with hangxiety not realising it was the alcohol causing it,if I'd have known I probably would have quit drinking sooner,I'm 6 months sober now and never felt better and it's all down to you,your an absolute inspiration,thankyou so much and keep up trying to help people its invaluable,all the best and take care
All the best to you my friend! God bless😊😊❤
Such an amazing and important topic. I am a vet and deal with major anxiety all the time. However, when I add alcohol to the situation, hold the phone!!! When I woke up I instantly had hangsiety. Thoughts would begin racing, I began being super hard on myself, and it was the worst feeling, knowing a simple drink would "help". Then it started again. I feel that if you remind an Alcoholic of hangsiety prior to a relapse, it would probably make them think twice. I know it does me. Its the most fearful I've ever been.
Thank you littlesherm! I'm so sorry that you dealt with it so bad, but glad that it keeps you from going back. It's absolutely debilitating! God bless ❤❤❤
This resonates so much, my anxiety is so much better. I do t wake up with my heart racing. I feel calmer and clearer.
That's so awesome glen! I love hearing that! God bless❤❤❤
Drinking always helped my anxiety. That was what made it so difficult to stop.
My best friend had terrible seizures from stopping alcohol! It used to scare me so bad. He eventually died from alcohol abuse. So sad. I really loved that guy, and miss him terribly.
I am so very sorry. May your friend rest in peace. God bless ❤❤❤❤
Finished a small bottle of JW Black at home while with 2yr old son and wife tonight. On an almost once a week pattern of a drinking-to-numb-the-week's _life's past mistakes purpose...back in 2016-17 almost daily signature decision to drink to get wasted/"functional alcoholic" status...leading to a short hospitalization due to delerium tremens...I am proud to have limited my disease to a lesser influence on others/my health. I listen to your stories and encouragement to your followers/viewers as I drive home on my 30 min. commutes and it helps me tremendously to avoid my past extreme choices. Thank you LD for your influence...Your struggles resonate and impact my choices to be more present...I have a long way to go still at 42...but am able to offer my family some of the best that I have to offer because I came across your channel. Wishing you the best of health on your journey forward.
Hey Jimmy! Hey man, that's awesome! Keep going my friend! You are doing great! Keep me updated on how you are doing my friend. I love that you listen on your way to work! That's so cool! See you on your next drive in! Thank you for sharing this with me! God bless😊😊😊❤
Shit gets REAL, REAL Quick, when we start spending HOURS, at a hospital..
Shit gets real, real quick
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Your shared self disclosure makes it all so relatable & provides vital keys to be heard ( as we soften & open) , felt into deeply, & tucked into a pocket. ** When the horse is ready it will drink (water)😊. Thanks for this great description & your words of encouragement. *All y’all in my daily remembrance. ❤
You talk about how alcohol affected your family. Would love to hear from your wife what it was like for her during that time and how it is for her now. Lots of families suffering. Thank you so much for being so vulnerable.
Hangxiety is the only reason I would ever binge drink. Thankfully I’ve avoided hitting the bottle full time but everything you say is so true. Waking up at 6 am heart pounding not remembering what I did or said the night before and the cure is just downstairs sitting in the fridge. And if it isn’t then the hangxiety is like 10x. Just the thought of spending 12 hours trying to work through the worst of withdrawal was enough alone. Alcohol is dangerous for sure, it’s a slippery slope.
Going to work like that was the worst!!!!
This video just saved my life.
We had the EXACT drinking routine. I’m 25 days sober and going strong. This video is now my go to when I experience cravings. I’ve never related to a video so much. Thank you so much for this. Also, this confidence looks good on you! Excited for the upcoming Live
Hey Wendy! That's crazy! So many of us are so much alike. It's mind blowing after all the people i have spoken to. Thank you for being here and hope to be able to speak to you in the next live! It's coming in the next few days. God bless❤❤❤❤❤
My 3 am wake up calls were BAD BAD BAD. The pounding heart, racing thoughts, self hate and loathing thinking I am the biggest piece of crap for doing this to myself again. I truly hated myself and would lie in bed praying for help and saying Hail Marys/Our Fathers (and I'm not even "religious") until I fell asleep again. I could power thru a hangover but the 3 am wake up call, THAT is what keeps me from drinking.
Hangxiety is so horrible. It sucks that alcohol actually got rid of it immediately. What a curse.
It absolutely is tjs. I hope you are doing well! God bless❤❤❤
I had terrible hangxiety. It affected me so bad that I would get so depressed and not want to be alive. It really is the reason I just don't drink anymore. Thank you for your videos and being honest with what you have gone through with alcohol.
My best Friend sent me this to watch. Great video and insightful. It helps me empathize with his struggles. My struggles with alcohol in the past were in part different than his. Thank you!
Excellent video today LD, thank you. You sound stronger and stronger every day since your procedure. Please keep us posted on your progress. Sending you positive thoughts and good vibrations for a quick and full recovery 🙏 👍❤
Thank you so much honestmicky! I'm getting better everyday, steal dealing with a good bit of stomach pain, but it's getting better. Thank you! God bless❤❤❤
My anxiety has finally got so much better since im sober it took 8 month's for it to improve who ever is reading this and is wondering how long it takes its s while until one day u feel ok so keep sober god bless everybody 🙏
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Thanks, LD. Appreciate your broadcasts. Hope your family is recovered.
Thank you pat! They are my friend! God bless❤❤❤❤❤
Good message today LD- I hear you on hangxiety around trying to ‘play the film’ from the night before and only remembering a few ‘freeze frames’ of the craziness- Scared the crap out of me!
Thank you sheldy! It's super scary! God bless❤❤❤
It became unbearable. I wasn't getting hangovers at all anymore. I just woke up shaky with an off-the-chart anxiety and fear. It's a bad deal. I did a video on hanxiety back in July I think. I felt the same way. It was just a feeling of impending doom. I don't miss that crap at all.
100 percent shades!!! I used to get it so bad man. It changed my life. I don't miss that at all! Hope you are doing well man! God bless ❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk Thanks, man. It did suck.
You look great LD! This is such an important topic and probably gives you unpleasant flashbacks to even talk about it...thank you for sharing with us ❤ Love to family from ours ❤
Hey babyreg! Thank you so much! You are so welcome my friend! It really is important, so many people out there are suffering from hangxiety on a daily basis and using the same substance that's causing it, to try and help relieve it. It just makes it worse and the cycle continues. Love back to you and thank you so very much for your support of the channel!!!! I hope you are having a wonderful morning!!!! God bless❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Brilliant video, as always, sir. Keep doing Gods work x
Thank you gjjgb!! Thank you for the kind words! God bless😊😊😊
@@liverdisease-qb6rk 👍
Love your truth about what drink did , 🇮🇪🇮🇪
Thank you bigrallying! God bless❤❤❤
Thanks LD for todays superb video - wonderful clear and dynamic message! We thank God that you are using your life experience to now enhance, help and improve our lives. In your low moments you still have remember you have improved thousands of peoples lives. We praise God for you. Thank you for being our blessing!
This!
Thank you so much Neil! That's so nice of you to say! I honestly feel like my life would have been a waste if I didn't do this. I have to share the message. Thank you! God bless❤❤
I had very similar feelings! I just started to post videos about my experience with cirrhosis and this is the same topic I talked about the other day. Anxiety is the worst man. I wish you the best of luck brother.
Wow!! you really nailed it with this video. That was me to a tee.. (about 7 months ago) especially the planning trips in bed thing. I needed a drink to be able to stand in line at the liquor store to buy more.
Hey justbman. I'm sorry you went through that as well. It will take everything in life you love away from you because you are scared to leave. Crazy. God bless😊😊😊❤
Alcoholism is to give up everything for one thing.
SOBRIETY is to give up one thing for Everything!!🇺🇲 🦅
Great poster in my rehab center
Worth repeating
Rehab poster…..
Addiction is giving up everything for ONE THING.
Recovery is giving up one thing for EVERYTHING..
u don’t give up everything for alcoholism. I had it, I didn’t give up everything for alcoholism.
So true !
You couldn't have a better comment! God bless ❤❤❤
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I used to be physically addicted to alcohol, opiates and benzos all at once and I would often wake up crying from the absolute emotional disregulation and sleep withdrawals, such rough memories… you’ve been giving me the strength to start processing my story again like you share your strength, thank you LD 🙏
Sorry you had to go through that. Think I had the same thing one morning from a drug binge. Glad to hear they’re just distant memories now
Hey cementsherbert. Man... that's tough. I know what you mean. I would just start balling crying.... often in the morning, in the shower. I wanted out so bad. Horrible times. Thank you! God bless❤❤❤
I never heard that term before but it’s very descriptive.
Yah the hangxiety was absolutely unbearable. I would have to drink again to take the edge off, but then I would feel really weird again like I had to go to the Emergency room. I couldn't breathe right, legs felt heavy and weak, was malaise and fatigue and dizzy and scared and nervous all at the same time, and then had to drive to work and actually work and then drink at work, and then again after work. It just never stopped. Even now I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and take pills.
Hey nicksheat. Sorry that you still deal with gad to this day. I really am sorry. Anxiety is absolutely horrible! I hope that today was a good day for you! God bless ❤❤❤
Im certain i came very close to death a few times when i would go into work (a hard, physical job) on absolutely no sleep, no food for days, and in the midst of a severe hangover/withdrawal. One day in particular was one of the hottest days of the year and I'd basically resigned myself to death as my heart was struggling to beat for hours. Looking back, its absolute insanity that i would willingly put myself through such hell. Alcoholism does not make any sense.
Glad you're alive to tell the story. I hope that miserable past is far and forever behind you!!!
Wonderful video LD. You are looking better a better each day! Hope the family is all on the mend❤. Keep em coming. Saving lives one video at a time.
Thank you chp!!! I really appreciate you! I am getting better. I hope you are doing well my friend! God bless ❤❤❤❤
The older I got the less my hangovers got (The pounding head, puking, feeling like I wanted to die) BUT the anxiety from a night of drinking is so so much worse and the tiredness is so bad, when I was younger I never felt tired after drinking too much, just felt horrendous. Now it's basically a day wasted because I'm too tired to function.
yes -- just tired.. i guess that's the older people hangover
I could feel what you were describing so well. Total fight or flight and just awful feeling. Soooo uneasy and just wanting to jump right out of myself! And like you said, it felt like something HORRIBLE was wrong. Wouldnt wish that feeling on my worst enemy. My ex bf has it bad right now, very very bad. I keep telling him that the drinking is only making it worse but he feels as if he’s “treating” it or making it better by drinking. Such a vicious cycle. I send him links to all of your videos. Thanks so much for your words, LD.
You are so welcome, laura! I feel so bad for your friend. I really hope that he can find the help that he needs. It's such a vicious cycle that we get in. I hate even thinking about it. Such sad times. Thank you for everything! God bless ❤❤❤
Anxiety is the only reason I ever drank.
when i was teenager, probably 12 years ago, i had a doctor recommend i drink a beer if im feeling anxious 😆
Me too. I started drinking to get relief from extreme anxiety
@@michaelthompson7217same, well I was 18
@@michaelthompson7217 so sorry to hear that. I get the distinct sense that doctors get little or no training related to alcohol and managing liver disease
Hi LD! You are looking and sounding well! Hope you missed out on all of the sickness going around. How is your family? Everyone getting better? I was hoping and praying you wouldn't catch that mess!
Hey sheila! Everyone's better! Thank you so much! It's been a Rollercoaster! I didn't get sick, yet. I have been on antibiotics now since the hospital too. So that might have helped. Good to see you!!! God bless❤❤❤❤❤
We appreciate you LD. I’m like you I barely could drive and hands shook so bad I could barely give my card to woman at liquor store terrible times
Thank you Collin! It's such a bad part of it and I got it so bad! God bless ❤❤❤
I've had to just delete some text messages from the night before, before i read them to save myself the anxiety of what i did or said
When I have hangsiety in the morning, I have to check my phone and text to make sure I didn't say anything too crazy. I call it waking up with the doomies.
I relate to this massively. Sober for about six months now and so relieved !!
Back when I actually got completely sober hangxiety was one of the main reasons. Now it serves as one of the reasons why I don’t drink too often.
Wow yeah I thought I was the only one ! I live in small town in Australia, it’s normal for me to drive a couple hours each way for work , I’m a painter , anyways over the last 2 years I really struggle , take only back roads , very similar to your story. I been drinking since I was a kid , in 52 now , I’m always trying to quit , sometimes I make 6 months or so but then , well you know …
Keep trying, please don't give up ❤
Hey Tony! Thank you for sharing man! It completely took my life from me in the end. I wouldn't leave my house anymore. It got sad. God bless 😊😊😊
This was a really good subject. Thanks for posting.
Thank you dannfish!!! Absolutely! God bless😊😊😊
The worst anxiety for me is health anxiety. I had to stop smoking weed because anytime I would, I would start thinking about all the years that I have drank and used substances and I would start thinking about all the damage I have done to myself. The guilt and shame and sadness would overwhelm me. I started having anxiety attacks where I beleived about 90% that I would die soon. But I wouldn't call 911 because I had that other 10% telling ne that it's just my anxiety scaring me into a panic attack. My anxiety also is about my financial situation because I am barely staying afloat and the possibility of ending up homeless keeps me up at night. I pray a lot and I hate living in fear!! There is nothing worse that living in fear! And anytime my anxiety gets high, my depression follows and makes me want to hide away. It is a horrible cycle that I pray to God that I will get through it and life will get better! I pray for you too LD and I do beleive in God and miracles are real!! God bless brother!!
Hey thagy1973. Man.... I'm so sorry. You deal with a lot of anxiety my friend. That's a lot to be going through all at once. I hope that things improve for you soon my friend. I will say a prayer for you, I really do hope that a miracle happens for you! Hang in there, life always has a way of working things out in the end. Sending you love my friend! ❤❤❤❤❤ God bless❤❤❤
@liverdisease-qb6rk I truly appreciate that man! I really hate anxiety!!
LD---Thank You for always sharing your truths and keeping it real .....r u still on the cigs? 💕 🙏
You are so welcome! No, I don't. Thank you! God bless ❤❤❤❤
You’re a great person and I’m looking forward to the live stream! I’m going to the doctor on the 30th to see where I am.
I can totally relate to hangxiety- I’d definitely start drinking to feel better. The hair of the dog is a killer!! I do have a question- did you taper off with alcohol when you would quit for a week or two? I always had to taper because I was so scared of having a seizure or something.
Hey leo leo. No, I would quit cold turkey. And I would get very sick. I didn't have the strength to taper, I just couldn't hold back. Thank you! God bless❤❤❤❤
This is what I was talking about before the heart racing fear anxiety impending doom feelings
Amen.... my Hangxiety would set in at 2am and last till 5am.....not drunk but not sober......thoughts racing and heart pounding and impending doom ....
Hello - I have recently started watching many of your vidios and I know that this is off topic to this particulate one, but I can't find one where you talk about your job as chef or the people you were supervising. You often talk about how loaded you were on the job but did that impact the quality of food you were providing or that of the staff you were supervising?
Hey allset. I can talk more about those details in a video. No problem. Thank you for the idea! God bless😊😊😊😊
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I watch one of your videos everyday even if I have seen it before - they keep me mindful of where I never want to go again as I struggle through my own sobriety. Thank you for your honest and heartfelt discussions🙏
I know a dude in his early 60’s drank his whole life and coke too .. he has infections in both feet that need to always be wrapped .. mean and abusive as hell, barfing everyday and shits his pants .. he’s so bloated .. his days are numbered.
So sad....
"Oh, the last one out of thunder
He will always survive
But if you are starting to wonder
No, no, you can never surrender
You see through the mystery
And now you can fly
So take your magic carpet ride"---- Dio
Do you take UDCA or TUDCA to help your liver regenerate?
Hangxiety was like your alarm clock ⏰️ LD !
Have to have another EGD and my first Parencentisis this week
I'm so sorry Judy. I have been there. It will give you relief, it really will. I hope it goes as painless as possible my friend. God bless❤❤❤❤❤❤
Oh god. I feel so terrible at the mo.
I have compensated liver cirrhosis & have relapsed yet again. I have many serious personal issues at the moment but drink just exacerbates everything 😢
Your realization that drinking just exacerbates your problems can help you move in the right direction. At least you know alcohol isn't the solution. Good luck in finding your way back to sobriety. I'm sure you can do it!
Keep at it, it can get better, big hugs to you!
I'm so sorry Philip. I hope that you can get back on the wagon. I believe in you my friend! Sending you love! God bless ❤❤❤❤
this is exactly what i suffer witrh every morning
I'm sorry brightside. I am so very sorry. I am praying for you! God bless❤❤❤❤
I trink it also has to do with simple nutrients deficiency. Since the body is busy metabolizing the alcohol it can‘t extract the nutrients in the food we eat (if eating anything healthy at all).
Supplements have absolutely saved me in the beginnings of getting sober!
Another reason not to put poison in your body!
The shakes are the worst. Going to work and then handing some coworkers some items and they notice you're shaking and they trip out on you because they don't know whats going on. All bad
Sounds like a panic attack to me. When I feel like that, I hit a Beta blocker at 3:00 a.m. Can't go back to sleep, awful.
Nah hangxiety is different from a panic attack.. panic attack feels like you’re literally dying, hangxiety is the rebound effect of taking a gabanergic drug like alcohol, it’s more of an all day, chronic anxiety that you feel for hours.. panic attack is quick onset m, similar, but kinda different. You could still have a panic attack after waking up with hangxiety.
Yes, Mine usually turn into PA's
@@StephenSchenk-v2i what beta blocker do you use, I use an alpha blocker called clonidine. It lowers blood pressure not heart rate. I’m considering moving to a beta blocker..?
@@AeoniikYou can use a Beta Blocker. I’m in the U.K. And take propranolol. It may be under a different name in the U.S. 🤷♂️. HTH’s
Same here, Propranolol ER
I am losing my battle with this poison and my really bad health and I am totally alone 😢 I am truly afraid for my life.and am about to lose my apartment and be homeless because of what this is doing to my life please please help
There’s help out there . Where do you live ?
Elsewhere you said you have three kids, one who just went in the military. Why don't you see if your kids can help you? Hopefully, they'd like to see or help their mom get sober. Or go to the ER, or go to some social service or charitable agency in your town that could maybe help you get free or low-priced medical and social services. If your financial situation is not good, you might qualify for subsidized housing. Churches are often helpful and not just to members of their congregation or religious believers. The main thing is you have to be willing to make a little effort to help yourself. I'm sure it's hard but you are worth it!! Good luck!!!
@@ImkeSinner-wv2md I am in Columbus Ohio
@@kathrynminnick8986 my son's are both in the military and out of state and my daughter is also out of state no and I can't stand to break their hearts with my health and alcohol issues....all of it is breaking me
@@maryangel2701 If you don’t reach out to your kids and your health gets much worse or you pass away, you will be putting immense stress and pain on your kids, too-just in a different way. Your current shyness about reaching out to them during this crisis is not sparing them in the long run. I’m sure it would be difficult to admit the depth of the problem to your kids, but please bite the bullet and reach out to them. They know your situation. They should be able to help you identify help in your city, give you names and phone numbers, etc. Today is Saturday. Maybe they aren’t working and thus would have more time to help you brainstorm, etc. I hope you can find the inner strength to help yourself. You are worth it!!! Good luck!
I heard the date of Jan 24 2024 in the intro.
You caught it early in this video
2025...a lot of us forgot
Anyone who gets behind the wheel of a car while intoxicated is basically trying to play God with their life and the Lives of Everyone. I lost my father because of it when I was only 2 years old. It completely destroyed my family. I’ve had friends who were locked up for many years because they had had a couple of drinks at dinner. A child runs out in the road and that’s it! It’s not worth it. Call an Uber. Call a friend. Anything but please don’t put yourself in that position. The outcome is heartbreaking 💔.
I’m so sorry for your terrible loss. Thank you so much for sharing this heartbreaking story as a warning. It made me recall that I know three people who lost, respectively, a mother, father, and a sister to drunk drivers. There indeed is no excuse for drunk driving. The potential cost to oneself and/or innocent people is excruciatingly high. Again, I’m so sorry you suffered such a life-altering loss. May your dad rest in peace.
Did you ever try rehab?
it's 2025, foo!
THE CURE FOR HANGXIETY.. 11:47
The key is sobriety 🌞
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I know what you mean. Hangxiety is no joke I remember it well 🤢