Breakups & Heartbreak SUCK.
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I can't wait to aggressively relate to this as someone who has been in exactly zero relationships
You and I are on the same page
23 yo as single and counting
19 and single
Oh man i can’t wait to experience the worst feeling of heartbreak imaginable
LETS GO TEAM
Edit: now 20 and single
Yep
@@fayem4091 those are rookie numbers. You need to pump those numbers up.
hope you guys enjoyed the video! remember heartbreak is normal and most people experience it at one point or another. keep your head up and things will get so much better! now i’m the happiest i’ve been in a long time. remember that YOU are the only person who is truly going to be with you/stick with you through thick and thin, so take time to focus on yourself! :) if you want to vent or let out your feelings you can comment bc this is a ~safe space~ LOL have a good day guyssss
😊😊. Thank u for this.
Glad u are doing good too.
Have a good time too😌
A guy I'm in love with has a gf now. Always thought that those kind of feelings are mutual, you know. But Knowing someone you care about is happy is a really good feeling. I just wish It wasn't mixed up sadness.
I'm so happy that u feel happy :)
@@alfiona7951 I'm sorry that happened to u. That honestly sucks. Although i hope u just focus on yourself for now and honestly just take care of you cuz ur Fucking worth it :)
That's what I do after every breakup. I take a year and just be single with myself. Center myself again, rediscover myself. Sometimes, one half of the relationship tends to lose themselves if the other half has a dominant personality, so I usually take a year to find myself again.
So relatable when you never been in a relationship 😌
Coaches don't play
Mood
@@Blindinglights25 🤣🤣🤣if you can't play, you coach.
Hahaha so true
I cannot even being to explain how lucky you are honestly
Those actors need a raise.
I'm going through the worst breakup right now and this made me so happy.
Same here 💖
Same here 💔
same here
yup same here
same here
sorry you’re going through this- breakups really are the worst. keep your head up :)
this was actually filmed a while ago, and even when i filmed it the breakup happened a few months prior to that. i’m doing great now and everything is falling into place for me, im really happy :)
@@notevenemily yessir!!😌❤️
I always used to think it was cliche when couples had "songs" and I always laughed when my ex and I talked about having "our song".
Then we got one, and a while later we broke up. I don't regret the breakup, I think it was the right thing to do given the differences we had, but a few days later "our song" popped up on my youtube recommended and I just kind of sat there and let it play. It's strange how someone so important to you can just suddenly stop being a part of your life, but you just have to carry on. I hope you keep getting better and grow from this.
This has literally been the hardest part for me 😭 someone who was such an integral part of my everyday life is not a part of it at all anymore?? That realization is just so difficult 😿
Is anyone else amazed by Emily’s acting talents? (also considering she is alone with a camera and has nothing to react to)
Yes i am
Yes i am
Yes i am
Yes I am
Yes I am
6:02 Emily casually humble-bragging that she could see multiple people after her breakup is iconic you go queen
I've only been in a "situationship" but it literally feels like I've been through the talking phase, official relationship and then breakup lol, so i can relate to all of that. great video emily! you always cover everything in a subject in the best way♡
Situationships are the worst sometimes :/
OMG AURORAA
OMG Najm!!! Didn't expect to see you here
OH MY GOODNESS ITS THE FAIRY 😭‼️
what is situationship
Officially jealous of Emily’s earring collection
I’m literally going through a pretty painful breakup now (dude legit dumped me because I wasn’t ‘edgy enough’ and instead was ‘too innocent’ cuz I’m ace and apparently that makes me a just like a nun who’s never seen anything in the world. Even tho I freaking told him about my sexuality before we got together. Then he decided to go tell lies about how b*tchy and clingy I was as well) and to have this video come out at such a perfect time is honestly really helpful. It kinda makes me feel less alone in this whole mess, even tho I know I’m not the only girl who’s ever gone through this sort of thing. Thanks so much, Emily!
oh god i’m sorry u went thru that! as an ace person myself that sounds awful but tbh ur better off w/o him :)
Being demisexual/demiromantic, the hardest part of my breakup was missing the friendship more than the actual dating. Which I guess shows that we were better as friends than as partners lol.
Fast-forward a year and a half, we're both in relationships with other people and we're friends again.
I remember when I found out they had a boyfriend and feeling genuinely excited for them. And then when I started dating my girlfriend I told them and they were excited for me.
It gets better. 💜
I'm in a similar situation right now. My ex and I are both friends with partners, and I'm genuinely just really happy we still talk and are friendly and have some closeness.
You put this so well! We’ve been broken up longer but have been no contact for several months, and I don’t miss the romantic parts of our relationship but I do miss our platonic relationship. I hope to get to a similar point as you have, or at least come to terms with it if there is a permanent disconnect.
Just started talking to my ex again after ten months of (shaky) "no contact" so let's see if this'll make me learn anything!
It won't.
I hope you dont mess it up
Ummmm this is a questionable decision of yours....but oh well lol
LMAO SAME
To answer the question " is love worth a heartbreak" I will just take a piece from Louie Show where Louie asks the doctor how to lessen the pain of her leaving and the doctor replies " You are a fool, misery is wasted on miserable. What you are feeling is good, all of this is the good part. I forgot when I last felt that. The bad part is when you forget about them. So enjoy this feeling while it lasts". This was one of the segment from the show that stayed with me and kinda changed my perspective and help me look things in a different light and appreciate it.
i really love how although you manage to turn real life experiences into satire you still take a second between sketches to discuss your thoughts on things and give good advice that resonates with people, including me. glad to hear you’re doing better! 🥰
Emily: "My ex used to breath"
Um... something you wanna tell us? or the police? I heard past tense there haha
(Love this video, by the way!! And all of your vids actually).
Hahaha
7:24 “Ms. Grace Chang”
Ah HA! I KNEW it! You’re not even Emily. I win, chequemate, shut the cameras, we gottem
What wait a second you’re onto something 🤔
just went through a breakup actually. and i was legit just sitting around thinking about her instead of studying LOL. though we broke up in good terms, i really miss her so much. i was legit crying thinking about it and then i saw this video. you don't know how much it helped me. i love how you always address some serious topics with some humor. i love your videos so very much. emily, thank you so much!
oh god same i feel like i'm in the exact same position, we're still friends but i just miss her so much and i just feel like dying rn tbh
Fr tho why do i get so messed up when I see a happy relationship 😭
I feel this way when i see other people having friends. I have some old friends but only online.
Though I’ve never “dated” anyway, I was close enough to someone that it felt like my heart was broken when she drifted away. It got to the point where I would just stream “All Too Well” on repeat in my room. It’s the lack of closure that gets me.
"My ex used to breathe!"
"Used to"?!
That was some good acting and funny too. "my ex used to breath!" . That's life. Interestingly we think life will end just because something didn't work out yet a better relationship will flourish around the corner.
I haven't gone through a lot of heartbreaks, just a couple. but I recovered from them fairly quickly, as I have a mindset of thinking about those good tine and just being grateful that person had such an impact in my life. though who knows wether that mindset is ultimately healthy for you. and don't get me wrong, everyone has a different grieving process and that's ok
ps, there's also the fact that all my breakups have been sort of mutual or atleast not bad ones, which also played a big role in my mindset. dunno how I would handle a relatively bad breakup
that’s a good way to think about it!
I think as long as you guys end on more or less good and amicable terms, there is nothing wrong with looking back at the relationship in a positive way. As long as the other person was not toxic and/or treated you like crap, I think it is actually important to cherish those memories you guys share. Nevertheless, you should not romanticise past toxic and abusive relationships, even if there were some happy times as well.
IMO, Emily looks the happiest/brightest today compared to anything that what I've seen of her in the last couple of months. I guess we need more break ups!
I’m so happy that Emily is feeling better now than when she made the other video.
I hope that everyone who goes through something heartbreaking can keep this in mind and remember that good things will happen if you keep going.
The one thing that I still struggle with actually is when I'm the one ending it, like in some sense it looks like I am feeling good and I'm aight with everything but deep down I'm feeling all types of pain and confusion...
Great points 😌 thanks for sharing. U have also made my day😊
Can we just take a moment to appreciate how real she is with us. Some things are hard to share.
😊👏👏
I'm in my first relationship since almost a year now and I hope that I will never need to feel like this. But much love to everyone who goes through a breakup rn or who was hurt really badly in the past.
Queen has come to save me from my sadness over a nonexistent relationship again 😍
I'm going through the worst breakup I've had so far and this helped like so much thank yew for your service
I liked the "inferior part of the breakup" award part. I demand more of these types of "award" type of skits.
"Music can be triggering" - YES OMG
"My ex used to breathe"
Wait-
The past tense. What have you done to your ex!?
Oh my goodness, what perfect timing… I've never been in a relationship before, but I was pursuing a new friend all year and he ended up rejecting me. It was…truly heartbreaking, physically feeling like I had been hit in the chest. And when I found out how quickly he had gotten a boyfriend while I was left single, I cried and cried like an idiot, and I can't imagine how much worse that would feel if it had been a breakup and not just a rejection. Especially how literally everything in this video hits close to home for me.
I'm obsessed with romance and the fantasy of just loving and being loved by someone else, but honestly, it does scare me how much of a risk it can be to have that feeling again, especially because a long-time friend has just confessed his feelings to me and I've always loved him…
I just confessed to one of my crushes, and I just got Friendzoned.
At least we got over it quickly and she’s like, “you can always count on me fir support”!
I’m a bi girl in a poly XD with a boy and a girl.
I betcha as soon as Dad finds out about this, he’s gonna switch from “You’ll NEVER get a boyfriend with THAT attitude” to “They’ll DUMP you with YOUR attitude, just you wait!” faster than light
Hey I'm a bi boy and I just wanted to ask don't you love it too when Emily uses gender neutral pronouns for her partners in her videos ?
Also I hope the relationship you are in is a healthy, fruitful one which makes all of you happy.
wow this one was one ride of a comment hahaha
i'm a little late to this video LOL but i found it at the right time, i'm going through a breakup rn that i guess isn't that bad in perspective but still feels like the end of the world. it felt like in the beginning of october, it was so nice and i felt so loved and everything she did made life feel worth it. and then i don't know what happened, but suddenly she became more distant than ever and it broke my heart. i destroyed myself in those last two weeks of the relationship, giving everything i was to the relationship and forgetting to take care of myself while i was trying to be perfect for her. i bought her a bag of candy and two days later she broke up with me. and then in those couple weeks alone i realized how much i'd destroyed myself for her; i'd developed an eating disorder because i hadn't thought of myself in weeks and therefore had forgotten to eat normally until i was starving, i'd made myself sick multiple times because of that, and everything in my room reminded me of her but i couldn't get out of bed. it was such an awful grieving period but now i'm finding myself happier than ever, finally getting back to eating well and making time for myself. i've made friends who genuinely care for me more than she ever did, and even though she moved on quick i feel like i can push through on my own easier until i'm okay again. anyway, this turned into a rant that no one will probably ever see but it felt good to get it out there. thank you for this video :))
LISTEN VERY CAREFULLY GIRLIES:
DO NOT EVER GO TO ANY KARAOKE GATHERING WITH A BROKEN HEART.
You WILL be sobbing.
Thank you for being vulnerable and making this video, I've never found any way to process my recent sudden break up so this was incredibly helpful putting it into words and validating af. Love everything you post!
Before I dated anyone and even during my second relationship I thought I was too mature and reasonable to feel the things you described (even though I felt them the first time) but you really hit the nail right on the head. I really thought I needed to date someone else to move on but it just takes time. Thank you for making this video, I’m glad you’re doing better now
I went through a crazy breakup this year and watching this after healing a lot made me smile a lot. Thank you for the great vids
Damn I remember feeling like garbage when my ex broke up with me years ago. Not because I missed him but because I was relieved.
I didn't realize how bad of a situation it was, especially for a 9th grade relationship. Kinda scared me off for dating for a time but it also pushed me to realize that I don't want to date until I can be comfortable in my own skin instead of taking it out on other people or blaming other people for my insecurities like he did.
It'll take a long time I'm sure, but it'll be worth it. I never want anyone to put up with that the way I did. Plus, the saying "you can't love someone until you love yourself" really is true
tbh even when you're IN a relationship and you're just fighting or in a rough patch, looking at clearly happy and healthy couples really feels like a jab to the heart 😭😭😭
I needed this.
That's all I'm gonna say.
I am actually a bit envious because as you said in order to feel heart break you have loved before. I had my fair share of relationships and said "I love you" plenty of times but I never really meant it. Back in high school those three words would make girls have sex with you. And later on it is what you tell women after being in a relationship with them for a while, it costs you nothing and makes them happy. But still I never had a relationship I wasnt over the moment they were over. I think I may only be able to fake it and not really connect with somebody on that level. It is a bit sad but then I also dont really know what I am missing out on.
2:00 when I was bullied in highschool, the girl who bullied me listened snoop dog’s young wild free on repeat. I hated that song so much because it kept reminding me of her and everything that she’s done to me. I just don’t ever want to remember anything about my highschool so I really try to avoid making memories with songs.
WAY TMI
my ex or situationship or whatever lasted for almost a year but was using me to cheat on his partner. They could never fully commit to me yet messaged things saying they were 'in love' with me. I think I knew back then it wasn't real but when the truth came out it hurt a lot more. What hurt the most was that firstly, they were my friend. I opened up to them about stuff that I hadn't told anyone and yet they ended up treating me like a sex object and overall left me feeling terrible about myself, which is how I still feel a lot of the time. Its been a few months and it still hurts but this video made me realise that, yeah, I've been dealing with grief. For the past few months I've been getting angry and annoyed at myself for thinking about him, but I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that, that's natural. Of course I can't get over them that easily. But maybe I'm starting too. And yes I very well may revert back to a previous stage of grief as you described, but, I'm learning that that's ok. Because of them, despite how bad it was, I feel as though I was able to define my friendships with more clarity, and now i feel a little more confident calling certain people my friends :)
If you reading this are dealing with someone who manipulates you the same way he did to me (he also guilt-tripped me a lot at the end, threatening death etc), I hope that we both find more strength in ourselves, and find support systems that can help us through it.
sending love your way
Just found your channel and I couldn't have found this video at a better time. I seem to be missing my ex more today. Thank you for the laughs!
girl how did you know i am going through a breakup??? its been 2 months but I'm still going through it and this made me feel so hopeful
it can also be a learning experience, if i didnt break up with so many ppl i dont think i would realize i was aromantic
Me and my ex used to listen to this song a lot. But then my mother thought it sounded great, asked me to pass it on to her, now she plays it whenever she feels like it and I'm just like- 💀💀💀
I’ve never been in a relationship before, but 8 months ago I had a “breakup” with my best friend of 5 years. We did everything together and our bond was pretty strong! Then, because of a small misunderstanding, my friend basically “broke up” with me. I did everything to try to get her back. Sometimes, you just have to give that person space and let them work through their own issues. We apologized to each other a few months ago but we still aren’t the best of friends anymore. I never expect to cry watching one of Emily’s videos but I hardcore sobbed watching this one. It made me so happy to know I wasn’t alone in feeling those super intense emotions. Even if our situations were a little different.
I went through something very similar. My 2 ex best friends dumped me over a small misunderstanding. I had a group chat with them and we’d talk almost daily, that breakup shattered me. I started looking back on all the good memories we had, but then I realized, holding onto it and feeling upset is only going to hinder the healing process. They struggled with mental health issues and so did I, but I was definitely working through them and they were doing even worse (not putting them down in any way, it’s just how the situation was). I needed to allow myself to heal and focus on why it had to end. After a month or two, I was able to look at it from a different perspective. I’m glad it ended and I also looked back on the mistakes I made, how I can be less co-dependent in a friendship, how I can find a balance between a friendship and my academic life. I started learning how to be okay with the idea of being alone, I’m glad that breakup happened. Even if it hurt like hell in that moment, I needed to go through it in order to learn some important life lessons. It was an opportunity for me to become a better person and to ask myself what I wanted in a healthy friendship where I felt like I was being seen and heard. Where I felt like my friend and I could talk in a calm and rational manner instead of letting emotions get in the way and resorting to texting when it came to misunderstandings.
@@nandhinishankar6144 I’m so glad that you’re doing better now! That’s great news to hear! However, unfortunately I’m still not really over it because now every time I’m in the same room as my friend, I get nervous and I feel like I’m going to do or say something wrong. I still get really mad and sad at what happened. I know it’s just going to take a little bit longer before I’ll fully be able to let it go but that’s okay because as Emily said, it just means that I cared a lot.
I wish you nothing but happiness and I hope you find another friend that you can trust just as much as the one you had before!
@@ajp3247 Exactly! You care a lot and that’s a good thing. It’s going to take some time, but I think you will get to a place where you can acknowledge the past for what it is and heal. I’m sure you’ll find a friend who cares too, I’m rooting for you and the search for your healthy friendship!!
3:24 this cut is underappreciated. Such comedic timing plis
It's all part of the process. Really, I think the five steps of grief apply for breakups, too.
really related on trying to distract yourself with other people bc i did the same thing (dates, hookups, etc.) but then i just felt empty because i still wasn't completely over an ex....took some time to know myself more and now, i've never been more internally serene,, also, thank you for this vid
I've never had a break-up, but a couple months ago one of my best friends ended a six year long friendship over text, which I'm still a bit miffed about
me: ah yes, break ups are so hard 😔
also me: *never been in a relationship my whole life*
Honestly imo being single is better than suffering heartbreak
got dumped yesterday after being ghosted for a month 🤪
and i quote
"I'm dumping you, the dreaminess wore off and you and this whole thing is kinda repetitive and boring, I sorta never wanna hear from you or your friend group a lot after this, besides (blank). (blank) is actually pretty cool, really funny because this isnt even hard to say"
every single night for the month they ghosted me i made sure to text them 'goodnight, I love you❤'
i stayed patient and tried to get them to communicate but whatever
Omg I'm so sorry this happened to you. This just happened to me a while ago. I got dumped after being ghosted. It feels horrible because this is the first time that this is happening to me. I'm sorry that I went on a rant but I can relate to this so much right now.
After my breakup, I think? I might of drink alittle too much, and over worked myself too hard. Now, I'm past it! I workout now, stress level down, and I'm happy. 😁 keep your head up Emily!
the pain of actually understanding
I have never been in a romantic relationship before but I clicked on this video regardless because I anticipated that the sketches would still be hilarious even if I couldn't relate... And I was correct. 10/10. Great video😂 (Sorry for all of you who are heartbroken though, that's not funny and I'm sure it sucks, I hope you feel better)
I'm literally going through a rough breakup right now, so thank you so much for posting this Emily ♥️♥️
I’ve never been in a relationship so I don’t understand how it feels but I want to show support because you’re videos cheer me up a lot so smiles from grin 😁
Emily! Your acting has become so good!!! I used to watch your videos years ago, and your acting has been progressing so much!
I'm watching this to laugh as a defense mechanism because I recently lost my boyfriend and my best friend (the two weren't correlated alot of shit happened and I unintentionally pushed them away and now its too late) I feel like I can't even cry anymore, I just feel numb and like I have no energy or desire to cry because it just reminds me how sad I am so I physically feel like I can't anymore. All I wanna do is just watch Emily and laugh. I feel like a loser because I have no friends anymore and all I have is myself. It's not necessarily a bad thing because I need to focus on myself but I feel so ashamed and so pathetic.
The last video you made about breakups came out on the day I broke up with my boyfriend. This one came out only a few days before the exact day my girlfriend and I will have been together 6 months. Holy shit
We love you Emily, it's very brave of you that you accept what happened and are capable of talking about it!!
sorry about your er visit! i hope that you’ll heal in time. you’re valid and we appreciate you!
“My ex used to BREATH!!!” 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I love the earrings!
And this video is hilarious so far
girl i just went through my first breakup and this hits all the feels thank you
it's nice having so many people in your head talking to you. this way, you are never alone.
I just realized I went through all of those stages but for a friendship...
You can't go through a break up if you don't have a partner, I call this a pro gamer move.
i prevented myself from healing from holding on to an ex for 3 years cause we stayed as friends. worst mistake i’ve done but thankfully i let them go. don’t know when i’ll be in a relationship again but i don’t mind being by myself.
A year ago in July, my ex broke up with me and I'm finally where I wanna be. Where I don't get the urge to text them every other minute. Sure I get moments where they occasionally pop into my mind, but I don't actually miss them anymore. This video would've been so helpful back then, when I felt like I was going crazy.
Girl I really love how you make content on such relatable topics. Even with such sensitive topic you managed to make it light-hearted with skits but also put out the imp points through your experience. I respect you for that💖
The last line personally made me at ease. Would like to see more of such contents 💜💙💚❤️
I have been in no relationships, so I can't speak on the subject with authority, but this feels very authentic, this video seems very relatable and sweet, she explains things kindly and simply without being super cynical or super cheesy either. It's a nice medium, she is funny as always, and altogether this is one of my favorite videos of hers.
"My ex used to breathe!"
I feel you, girl. I feel you.
I can confidentially say this is the best break up advice ever, coming from a person that's never been in a relationship
the way i relate to this thought process even though i have never been in a relationship
I am obsessed with your Bratz earrings
It's been a year since my divorce and I still struggle sometimes. Healing takes time and sometimes you'll think about something and it is what it is. ♡
Me going through a breakup now: "Oh, Not Even Emily uploaded a new video! Let's see what it's abou... :)"
When I broke up with my first serious boyfriend who turned out to be not as nice as I thought he was, all my friends instead of trying to help me move on etc they just kept telling me to get back with him. About 2 years went by and I was still single my friends then created a group chat on Facebook with them, me and my ex in it to ‘talk this out’ and get us back together. 😤
Obviously that was plain humiliating, I never did get back together with him and I’m no longer friends with those people. 🤦♀️
going thru a pretty rough break up rn and this was so comforting to watch, thank u
i just went through a breakup a week ago so this is really helpful. thank you so much for the video
Your timing is impeccable! Been a month and a still miss her. Though I do feel like I am starting to move on.
I don't know man
Like, I feel like I like this new guy, but he's confusing
And at the same time I kinda reminisce the feeling I felt when I was with my ex girlfriend, I accidentally opened our old chats and I know I'm not missing "Her" but the feeling that the relationship gave me,
But I don't wanna put that burden onto the new person either
It's just ughhhh
im aromantic and ive never been in love in my life but i completely agree with you
I know I sound lame but I have going through most of this and it made me feel so much better (even tho it’s been almost a year and half after my boyfriend and I broke up😅😅)
This was definitely more full of information and guiding than comedic, and I think that’s something to appreciate, that Emily can help us during these times.
Of course, I’m not going through that because I’ve never been in a relationship *sad laugh*
I was walking home the day after my break up. Wouldn't you believe it I thought the air smelled like her... how does autumn leaves do that???
A lot of young people have "selfish love" for each other but that's not real love. When I got my heart broken a few times and eventually overcame it something beautiful happened ..... instead of falling in love again with just one person and focussing all my love on just that one person..... I fell in love with humanity instead. And when you fall in love with humanity you fall head over heals. There are a lot of good warm hearted people out there around the world and it's a really overwhelming emotion. I kinda think people need to feel that emotion first before being ready for a quality relationship. Sorry for going deep - can't help it. Its not easy being an empath (a highly sensitive person).
Gurl 😫 the acting! Top notch as always. Never stop making the sketches. Hope you stay happy and become successful and be the ✨ actress ✨ you were born to be(and nurse too).
OK ... I'm obsessed with what's written on your earrings. I can't quite read it!
"B" then "2" then .... ???? _what?_
(Oh, and they look good on you too. Just say'n...)
I've had 2 breakups this fall, but neither affected me bc I never had feelings for them anyway LMAOOO turns out I'm probably Asexual haha
It's kind of hard sometimes though, I just want to be in love with someone, so badly. I never have been, and I don't think I ever will be in the way we're always shown.
The only person I've ever found emotionally attractive IRL is all but ignoring me, and I don't even know him. I think he's with this girl, she's so pretty and nice, and I'd never compare.
It's so embarrassing to walk past them and feel almost jealous or upset over literally nothing, it's so weird to have an emotional investment in a non-existent connection.
I'm so confused, before recently I thought I was just a lesbian but everything's flipping upside down, I have no idea if it's a hallway crush or I just liked the attention :/ I think I'd like anyone if they looked at me the way he used to. I just wish I could differentiate feelings easier.
DAMMIT EMILY ITS 2 IN THE MORNING HERE I WAS JUST ABOUT TO GO TO BED
and omg sorry you got dumped that doesn't sound super great 😭
Damn where do you live? Where i live its 3:30 and i came home from school an hour ago.
Lol 😂 me too I was feeling sleepy but then this video btw u too from India ?
@@justinwinn01 In Denmark it's currently 10 PM
On No 26th my boyfriend of 6.5 years suggested we take some time off to work on each other. I wasn't sure why, because I started to fall in love again with him like a fool... I know I need to work on my problems and my physical and mental issues(because I was the toxic one), but it hurts like a bitch not knowing what the future brings and this stage of my life... From today, I'm giving him some space, I wouldn't text him or call him, but it hurts... it fucking hurts
Almost six years celibate and honestly, it's f'ing awesome. It's me me me all the time on the me train to meville. I love it and me.