My Favourite Explorative Solo (More Random Dummy Practice RE-Upload) (20RU)

Im a very expressive drummer/musician.
The reason I am re-uploading this video, is not to double views on it, but simply because I don't want to ruin the real-time progression style I have formatted the uploads in, and I also don't want to have to go and rename each video down a number. I am not naming this video "(65)" as it isn't the 65th new video. It is a re-upload.
When I initially uploaded this video, I had never thought too much of it. I thought, meh its pretty mediocre. And it is by today's extremely skilled drumming standards. But for me, it's incredibly refreshing right now. I was listening to a random mix of my videos without watching, just to see how different they sound at random.
This one came up, "More Random Dummy Practice (20)". When I recorded it at that time, I was just dabbling around. Though I was trying my best to be expressive and play my best like I always do, I thought it was lacking alot. I'm sure to a lot of drummers and musicians it may be also, but I always watch my videos, so hearing it alone was different. I'm still putting it as a whole video and not just sound.
Something about just listening to this video, helped me hear it in a new way, and helped recognize how expressive my playing was when I recorded that video. I wasn't trying to use any techniques. I was just playing what I thought and felt. I'm always embarrassed to do so, because I know nothing about theory or sheet music, and not really many rudiments either, but as much as that matters in many aspects, it also doesn't in many others. I'm no longer embarrassed of this video, and thought I'd try to bring some light to it as it has less views than the others Nd hope some of you may enjoy it haha.
Again I felt this was refreshing because I'm stuck in blast mode right now haha. maybe this will help me re-open some new horizons.
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Hey are you in a band?

[@bretdrummer]

I am!

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@@bretdrummer have you released any songs?