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  • Опубліковано 25 лис 2024
  • In an emotional interrogation, one contestant recalls hearing his wife killed during a phone call.
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  • @uzair4245
    @uzair4245 5 років тому +8858

    He set up a charity in her honour called nikki's wishes which help provides fun days out for children suffering a bereavement of either a sibling or parent. It's a beautiful charity

  • @MrShortStuff
    @MrShortStuff 4 роки тому +6384

    This guy is a real man. He's already a soldier to me.

    • @charliedronfield5835
      @charliedronfield5835 4 роки тому +26

      @Lord of Thunder is that why he eventually went to start a charity in honour of her wife it takes a lot to come out with stuff like that especially to strangers

    • @chewiesof
      @chewiesof 4 роки тому +3

      Lord of Thunder Yes, this is your opinion

    • @liammacaodha4783
      @liammacaodha4783 4 роки тому +2

      @Lord of Thunder agreed. It's TV, only idiots think anything on TV is 100% real.

    • @salted2096
      @salted2096 4 роки тому +6

      @@liammacaodha4783 just because it's tv doesn't mean that it's complete bullshit

    • @ChristianTurnerLifts
      @ChristianTurnerLifts 4 роки тому +9

      @@liammacaodha4783 If you doubt it, fine, personal opinion just like the rest of us. However, have you been on the show? How can you really know..
      So, out of your ignorance you insult all these people by generalizing them as a lump of idiots but you're literally making the exact same assumption as what you criticize - thinking you know it all without a shred of backup.
      Fine if you want to express your opinion. Calling the rest of these lot idiots because you think you're right with zero experience in the matter is just dumbfounding.
      Don't be a hypocrite.

  • @grayfrank9642
    @grayfrank9642 6 років тому +6491

    He’s definitely SAS material

    • @cubismo85
      @cubismo85 5 років тому +164

      A great guy for many reasons, however because of what happened to his wife, there might be a mental issue that might make him act un normal during stress. Im not sure i would have this guy near me during a firefight, who knows maybe he has a deathwish which will cause the death to the whole team.

    • @5tud1ou54
      @5tud1ou54 5 років тому +62

      cubismo85 That’s what they’re saying dude. He’s mentally prepared but physically unprepared.

    • @mathildewesendonck7225
      @mathildewesendonck7225 5 років тому +57

      5TUD1OU5 he was withdrawn from patella bursitis (swollen knee). Anyone can get that. He’s physically strong 💪

    • @Dredd95
      @Dredd95 5 років тому +5

      Gray Frank not necessarily but he’s one incredible person

    • @christianblake3997
      @christianblake3997 5 років тому +10

      Right Guy Wrong time!

  • @craigoseland4358
    @craigoseland4358 5 років тому +3381

    I'm a 25 year old man with a pregnant girlfriend and can't imagine what he has gone through,tears in my eyes

  • @CTE-hs2qe
    @CTE-hs2qe 6 років тому +3542

    What a strong and brave guy, them kids have a great dad. My heart goes out to him and his children. What a guy, I'm sure his wife is proud of him for being the man he is.

    • @willlewis5045
      @willlewis5045 5 років тому +3

      Yeahh

    • @Cxesar
      @Cxesar 3 роки тому +2

      Saw a comment he started a charity in her name... the guy is a legend

    • @conmcgrath7174
      @conmcgrath7174 24 дні тому +1

      Yeah (no, I'm not crying) those damn onions I cut yesterday? He refused to crumble, it's not pride that drives a real man, it's love.

  • @_Matsimus_
    @_Matsimus_ 5 років тому +3043

    What a legend. I’d say he’s tougher than the SAS, not just tough enough

    • @Yorkie2
      @Yorkie2 4 роки тому +96

      Mastimus.. He has a severe knee injury, Ant discharged him, because it wasn't worth risking his health and long term leg problems, when he's got kids to look after. He was / is tough enough, he could've pushed forward with the training, he wanted to, but it wasn't worth the risk. That's not... 'not being tough enough'.!!

    • @tedstation5607
      @tedstation5607 4 роки тому +77

      Yorkshire Lass he’s complimenting him :) saying that he’s tougher than the SAS and beyond just tough enough.

    • @Yorkie2
      @Yorkie2 4 роки тому +71

      @@tedstation5607 I've read your comment a few times, trying to grasp what you meant, by saying ' he's beyond just tough enough' I thought it was an insult. But I now understand the concept, you are right, it was a compliment. I apologise for the misunderstanding . 🙂

    • @samueltownsend6449
      @samueltownsend6449 4 роки тому +10

      @@Yorkie2 I think it was the tv show that made the decision not him. Bad PR if a contestant ends up with a long term/serious injury.

    • @kentheyorkshireman6257
      @kentheyorkshireman6257 4 роки тому +1

      Matsimus small world, just saw you with a bottle of juice.....

  • @johnbeck92
    @johnbeck92 6 років тому +3998

    Just throwing this out there..... If you have disliked this then you have no soul! Nothing but respect for this true MAN 👊

    • @dannymulder5217
      @dannymulder5217 6 років тому +3

      👊

    • @jamile1391
      @jamile1391 5 років тому +8

      royal marines state of mind

    • @crimzonrayz3274
      @crimzonrayz3274 5 років тому +13

      abc xyz that ain’t true a bunch of these assholes are just trolls that don’t stop to think until something bad happens in there lives then they change and do things in reverse, people troll every serious issue these days whether it is death or global crises just a thing of the norm these days

    • @pazt9911
      @pazt9911 5 років тому +5

      100% was thinking that...what soulless bastard would dislike this when this story is that tragic, brought tears to my eyes

    • @fezion1
      @fezion1 4 роки тому

      johnbeck92 AMEN 👊🏼👊🏼

  • @jetklaatu9831
    @jetklaatu9831 5 років тому +1392

    One of the most chilling stories I've heard. It even impacts a battle hardened SAS soldier. Rest In Peace.

    • @adammound1982
      @adammound1982 3 роки тому +3

      Both are sbs

    • @WardenOfTerra
      @WardenOfTerra 3 роки тому +2

      @@adammound1982 - SAS and SBS go through the same hardening training you tit.

    • @elliotrees9788
      @elliotrees9788 2 роки тому +19

      At the end of the day there’s 3 men in that room, 3 humans with emotions, being a special forces soldier doesn’t make you emotionless

    • @No-ck4rz
      @No-ck4rz 2 роки тому +3

      @JexyXY then you don’t understand what the sas is… it’s a brotherhood and a family, not a fucking fast food chain

    • @rosiegiesler4705
      @rosiegiesler4705 2 роки тому +4

      @Astrocide my brother works with the SBS and is homing to train up special forces in a few years as he is a royal marine officer. And I will tell you these SBS guys are so good because they have emotions they don’t want psychopaths in that line. Because they want to be able to control your human emotions. A soldier with no emotions is a useless soldier. In fact my brother has heard of men being withdrawn from training and active combat in both the Royal Marines and special forces training for being to ruthless. I mean literally enjoying causing slow long and agonising deaths on the field. He just said their so sick in the head it made him feel physically sick some of the guys who have been dishonourably discharged. My brother was recruited because of his ability to control his emotions and literally turn on and off his emotions and his ability to use his emotions to make him a better soldier it was honestly amazing to watch. His trainers where actually part of Ant, Jason fox, and Remi squad. Amazing solider I think he was part of 42 commando before going off to special forces training.

  • @sparkymalarky4322
    @sparkymalarky4322 6 років тому +1987

    id be very happy if i become half the man he is

    • @jay-el8tn
      @jay-el8tn 4 роки тому +20

      Never sell yourself short buddy

    • @Brnzgaming_
      @Brnzgaming_ 4 роки тому

      Ian Mann it’s not revenge the person was skits

    • @Murph_82
      @Murph_82 4 роки тому

      Some shout that 👌🏼

  • @SpyWhoLovedHimself
    @SpyWhoLovedHimself 4 роки тому +2629

    This is like the worst thing I've ever heard, then it got to hearing his kids on the phone omfg omfg omfg.
    Def the worst thing I've heard ever. Imagine the powerlessness you would feel being stuck on the other end of a phone. I can't even...

    • @NikPub
      @NikPub 4 роки тому +38

      Horrific.
      Another personal story on this show that really got to me was the guy whose wife killed herself (series 4 I think). The way he spoke about his wife was just beautiful and heart breaking. It's amazing and inspirational to see these men open up emotionally, especially in that kind of traditional macho environment. I have nothing but respect.

    •  4 роки тому +1

      Rumour has it he was only on his neighbours phone a few yards away 🙄
      It’s a joke people, lighten up.

    • @antony9384
      @antony9384 4 роки тому +1

      Its awful isnt it. Jesus christ

    •  4 роки тому +1

      No Name get a grip mate.

    •  4 роки тому

      Christopher Cole ok snowflake.

  • @Jboy19881
    @Jboy19881 6 років тому +717

    What a strong man. Totally cut from a different cloth. How anyone could survive going through that is beyond comprehension

  • @bernardfox390
    @bernardfox390 4 роки тому +748

    This man deserves everyone's respect and admiration. he's certainly earned it!

  • @WarzoneMorloc
    @WarzoneMorloc 6 років тому +1470

    I'm awed by this man's demonstration of strength and courage not only in the series but in life. Also always suprised by ant and foxy's compassion at times. Great show I wish them all the very best

    • @dee1381
      @dee1381 6 років тому +8

      Warzone: Morloc 40k battles True warriors have heart

    • @fredsir41
      @fredsir41 6 років тому

      Dee1 everyone has a heart of you didn't you would die

    • @trollythetranny6692
      @trollythetranny6692 6 років тому +2

      fredsir41 your mum has cancer

    • @cybernautadventurer
      @cybernautadventurer 6 років тому

      I don't think they're capable of real compassion. Otherwise they wouldn't be trained killers.

    • @brendanharcourt3463
      @brendanharcourt3463 6 років тому +1

      4th Chairman, Identity yourself please. I hate men that abuse their physical strength, and psychological strength, to dominate others.
      If I knew what you were talking about I could give you a more definitive answer.
      If you're a SP guy, come ahead, but if you are genuine. 1.Stop hiding your Identity.
      2. Come to the point, thanks.

  • @krick_mufc9291
    @krick_mufc9291 4 роки тому +824

    Jesus Christ that is tough to listen to, never mind experience.....

    • @williamknifeman7330
      @williamknifeman7330 4 роки тому +5

      krick_mufc literally, I can physically feel this moment for them, made me call my wife
      to ask how she was.

  • @elliotchaufour2582
    @elliotchaufour2582 6 років тому +1357

    Let's put our bullshits to one side for a moment.

  • @boxingiconsandlegends2915
    @boxingiconsandlegends2915 4 роки тому +238

    Can’t even begin to imagine the heartache him and his daughters have gone through after losing her so tragically. No words but Love and peace

  • @nelson2772
    @nelson2772 4 роки тому +284

    Imagine hearing your wife scream while she's being stabbed and there's nothing you can do about it.

    • @TheTurinturumbar
      @TheTurinturumbar 3 роки тому +18

      Nope, just hearing it tore my heart out. Actually putting myself there even in imagination is an abyss I'm not jumping into.

    • @hustleno-filta5373
      @hustleno-filta5373 3 роки тому +1

      Ild loose my mental health!!

    • @dostap7748
      @dostap7748 3 роки тому +6

      @@TheTurinturumbar Its not just hearing the screams. Its the moment the screaming stops and the silence too. Beyond imaginable pain

    • @TheTurinturumbar
      @TheTurinturumbar 3 роки тому

      @@dostap7748 hearing the story champ. Maybe you should've directed your comment to op.
      But yes, I'd rather die by fire than hearing and not hearing any of it.

    • @samcox8182
      @samcox8182 2 роки тому +1

      Gotta be the worst thing imaginable

  • @finished6553
    @finished6553 5 років тому +117

    RIP to his beloved wife, may he make her proud as the great man he is.

  • @ಇಲ್ಲ
    @ಇಲ್ಲ 5 років тому +307

    I’ve not been moved or emotionally disturbed by hearing something like this ever. I couldn’t even begin to think what he’s been through, I hope one day you find a happy place again ✊

  • @oliverharris9567
    @oliverharris9567 Рік тому +118

    This is the saddest thing I’ve ever heard I’m literally in tiers. I wish to god this man has a wonderful beautiful life .

    • @organicmechanic5150
      @organicmechanic5150 Рік тому +7

      The way he composed himself whilst repeating the story. Words cannot explain how devastating that experience would be.

    • @busabros2480
      @busabros2480 6 місяців тому +1

      if God didn't help him during that then he isnt going to do any good now is he

  • @ardakomur9898
    @ardakomur9898 6 років тому +684

    Who ever disliked this is a heartless monster

    • @nora-zs7uq
      @nora-zs7uq 6 років тому +4

      Arda Komur If all you can think of is the amount of dislikes then you are the monster.

    • @reverse7390
      @reverse7390 6 років тому +7

      Moguri no he’s not atleast he cares about what happened with that man’s wife and I assume you were one of the dislikes

    • @nora-zs7uq
      @nora-zs7uq 6 років тому

      Malachi Lil_m4L You assume wrong.

    • @luckymojo9348
      @luckymojo9348 6 років тому

      1 in 100 disliked the video thats a pretty good ratio...

    • @orenarmstrong2573
      @orenarmstrong2573 4 роки тому +4

      @@nora-zs7uq What is wrong with you, why would you make a comment like that after watching this? You need to seriously check yourself!

  • @kimgauthier4309
    @kimgauthier4309 3 роки тому +70

    I just can’t even fathom what this poor man has endured. He’s an amazing husband and father. I hope he never doubts it.

  • @unknownheights8716
    @unknownheights8716 5 років тому +186

    *I like this guy, He deserves everything good.*

  • @EverythingSportHQ
    @EverythingSportHQ 4 роки тому +185

    This makes me never want to leave my girlfriend on her own ever again. Really is a shocking story

    • @MrSn4rk
      @MrSn4rk 3 роки тому +6

      You have to teach her how to defend herself, also (I'm not sure where you live and if it's legal there) make her always have something to defend herself. A pocket knife, pepper spray, taser, anything.
      You know you probably can't be with her 24/7 so at least she's prepared for bad stuff when you're not around.

    • @johnsonandyjohnson
      @johnsonandyjohnson 2 роки тому +2

      This is a freak event. Get yourself a steel back door or a steel bedroom door, which is effectively a panic room.

    • @therealjordiano
      @therealjordiano Рік тому

      @@johnsonandyjohnson does that sorta thing really work

  • @roselilly9292
    @roselilly9292 5 років тому +498

    I remember this happing as they only lived down the road from me it was a such shock and heartbreaking I did hear he has girlfriend now and she great with his children just wishing him and children best of luck

    • @me-qn7yi
      @me-qn7yi 4 роки тому +25

      rose lilly wow that’s must’ve also been very scary for you being down the road from a murder

    • @jaybar33
      @jaybar33 4 роки тому +2

      Wow

    • @philmacrackin4088
      @philmacrackin4088 4 роки тому +17

      Total respect to the guy he would have smashed the course if it wasn't for his knee a true legend

    • @Yorkie2
      @Yorkie2 4 роки тому +10

      Rose lily ....I'm so glad to hear that . Those children and father , would need a hell of a lot of understanding , care and love to overcome such a devastating tragedy, I hope they're getting all the help and support they need .

    • @antonunltd3713
      @antonunltd3713 3 роки тому

      Oh that's brilliant to hear

  • @lloyd9710
    @lloyd9710 4 роки тому +62

    I don’t think Ant and the other guy were prepared for what that guy told them honestly hats of to the guy for doing it

  • @rukuspov3059
    @rukuspov3059 6 років тому +202

    Heartbreaking he didn't make it due to an injury.
    However, 13 definitely possess the material needed to be a soldier.

    • @shadowedge7354
      @shadowedge7354 3 роки тому +4

      when he meets an SAS regiment. the officers salute him

  • @laceycanfam7063
    @laceycanfam7063 4 роки тому +31

    Watching this again made me emotional. Nikki was actually one of my really good freinds and so is dan. The charity called Nikki wishes is amazing such a good cause and a good day out. Xx

  • @FWM4Ever
    @FWM4Ever 6 років тому +349

    Ant & Foxy felt compassion not only as soldiers but as husbands. Respect to Dan and so pleased that he’s doing well and also has found love again. Loved this show. Binge-watched series 1 & 2. Yesterday’s episode with the Walter Mitty omg was a must-see episode

  • @Sparringvids94
    @Sparringvids94 4 роки тому +66

    I have the upmost respect for this man.
    I am a soldier with a Fiancé and 2 children and in February of 2019 I was away for training in South Korea. At around midnight in South Korea (4am in New Zealand) I got a message from my fiancée telling me that our 4 week old daughter was having breathing problems (didn’t seem to major).
    My fiancé would wake up every few minutes and check on her. The last time she checked on her our wee daughter she was grey and unresponsive. Once I got the message from her telling me that I freaked out and called her atleast 20 times in the space of 10 minutes but I got no answer.
    I thought that we had lost our daughter and here I am miles away from home with absolutely no power to do anything.
    I called my brother who lived just around the road from my house who woke up and rushed over to my place. My call eventually went through to my fiancé however a paramedic answered. At that point I almost fainted. I thought that a paramedic answering meant that that was it. We had lost our daughter. Suddenly, I heard a baby crying in the background and it was our baby girl. My fiancé successfully resuscitated our dead baby. I was beyond happy. I couldn’t believe it. Needless to say I rushed home on the next flight.
    Fast forward one year and my fiancé was suffering with severe depression and anxiety to the point she was suicidal. We had packed up our old home and moved in with her parents for support which we were very fortunate to have. Being out there was great for us however my daily commute went from a 2 minute drive to work to a 52 minute drive to work. One night I was doing a charity walk with some of my colleagues. 100km in 36 hours with a 25kg pack on our backs each. During this walk my fiancé started to send me concerning messages. We would talk on the phone every hour or so and I would just be checking in to make sure she was ok. Eventually, around midnight she told me she kissed the kids on the forehead and proceeded to over dose. I was 50km into the walk at this point. I waived down our safety vehicle that was driving behind us. Grabbed my colleagues phone that was driving the vehicle and rang the ambulance whilst calling my fiancé to try and get through to her. She would answer however she was fading in and out. Here I was, once again on the phone feeling completely helpless. Once I told the ambulance what was happening I called the home phone and her mum answered. Her mum got up and immediately started to try and get my fiancé to vomit the pills up. I arrived to the house about an hour later. My fiancé and I took the ambulance to the hospital and I sat with her all night to till the morning. Every so often she would come to and be so upset. Not because of what she had done, but because she was still alive. She wanted to be dead. Here I am, sitting in my sweat soaked clothing trying to calm her down. Once she fell asleep, I cried.
    I’m lucky. I still have my fiancé and my baby girl. I apologise for the long rant

    • @Ps-tc9ko
      @Ps-tc9ko 4 роки тому +6

      You can rant on anytime Matt, you and your family have been through so much. Sometimes when people fall on hard times it's like a process that your brain needs time just to go through and eliminate all the unnecessary things and it's only then that you think yes.. I'm not going to beat myself up so much about that because it was a normal thing at the time. Your wife just need to get to that point, to realise that she is perfectly normal, we analyse ourselves too much. Your daughter is a tough cookie too, like her Daddy.. Best of luck in all that you do. “You never know how strong you are, until strong is your only choice” ~ Bob Marley😘

    • @Sparringvids94
      @Sparringvids94 4 роки тому +1

      @@Ps-tc9ko cheers mate appreciate it!

    • @connect4558
      @connect4558 2 роки тому

      You have both to apologies for, God give you strength and bless you and your family🙏

    • @upcominggamestrailers
      @upcominggamestrailers Рік тому

      StaY strong my Guy. How things going since then ?

    • @emmeriankiwi6993
      @emmeriankiwi6993 Рік тому

      This pulled at my heart abit man, I hope everything is alright and your all safe and still together

  • @johnboothr1
    @johnboothr1 6 років тому +361

    this man is an inspiration

  • @GHOST-im3xh
    @GHOST-im3xh 5 років тому +134

    Definitly an SAS material this man is made of.
    My reaction was just like Ants, the only thing i could say is "FUUUUUCCCKK"... If you read this you are truly a Legend remember that.
    Even tho im an cold hard Israli special forces veteran this story just cutted my soul so hard i couldn't hande myself. That was harsh.

  • @Wintertimetv
    @Wintertimetv 6 років тому +175

    I have no doubt that this guy could have completed the course, there's a reason most SAS / SBS members come from hard backgrounds or have experienced similar things in life. If you can overcome this level of hardship, you will have an unbreakable mind, which is essential for SAS selection

    • @ItsBkaayy
      @ItsBkaayy 5 років тому +9

      WINT3RT1ME I feel like the part where they get captured and are held for 24 hours he might of cracked as the noises they were made to here were kids crying really think that could of fucked him up.

    • @notlikely4468
      @notlikely4468 5 років тому +1

      I think the word you're looking for is "resilient"
      Hottest fire.....strongest steel
      I don't see PTSD in this man's future....he can reconcile his life experiences
      Me...I'd crawl into a dark hole of self-pitty and wallow in it....
      "It's not FAIR"
      No....no it fucking isn't...so go have a good cry....then get sorted and solider on...

    • @jimmys1128
      @jimmys1128 5 років тому +2

      @@notlikely4468 who were you replying to?

  • @JUST_DEADPOOL141
    @JUST_DEADPOOL141 4 роки тому +80

    Hope he continues strong and healthy. Prayers with him and his kids.

    • @harryjay6889
      @harryjay6889 4 роки тому

      He's a got to

    • @sniperviper4922
      @sniperviper4922 4 роки тому +1

      @notformebeaky because he gave humans free will to make our own decisions, take responsibility

  • @rossadamdixon
    @rossadamdixon 6 років тому +274

    I seriously hope not one person dislikes this video. There surely can only be respect and admiration for this man and his family.

    • @Ofthe7thSon
      @Ofthe7thSon 6 років тому +7

      Ross Dixon sorry mate, seems there are 5 morons who know nothing about this sort of pain and these sort of men...!!!

    • @ragingroyal729
      @ragingroyal729 6 років тому +6

      They're probably just IRA trolls disliking it because it has the word SAS in

    • @coops9871
      @coops9871 6 років тому +2

      Unfortunately 7 CUNTS have.....but it's easy for them.....they can hide behind a screen......their cowardice knows no end.

    • @domzbu
      @domzbu 6 років тому +6

      Paul Cooper all you lot stop spazzing on UA-cam dislikes, some are probly old lady’s not accurate with their shaky hand on the mouse

    • @neovo903
      @neovo903 5 років тому +1

      @@Ofthe7thSon They probably disliked because they had to medically discharge him from it because of his knee. At least I hope that was the reason why they disliked it

  • @vincentboland8408
    @vincentboland8408 4 роки тому +55

    When you question how tough life is look at what he’s had to go through..

  • @rare6499
    @rare6499 5 років тому +242

    Unbelievable mental strength. Truly horrendous, an unimaginable horror. I sincerely hope this man finds some peace and happiness.

  • @liamspinks8512
    @liamspinks8512 4 роки тому +16

    Ant has a good heart ,you can see that ,as tough it seems for these guy's it's his job to better them respect to Ant for what he's done for our country

  • @JaxTeller123
    @JaxTeller123 6 років тому +81

    One of the most powerful, upsetting but inspiring stories I've ever heard. I have so much respect for this guy. Kudos 👏👏👏

  • @Super-lucky-7777
    @Super-lucky-7777 2 роки тому +2

    The definition of a real man right here, solid.

  • @dannywall7074
    @dannywall7074 6 років тому +365

    I absolutely love watching this program, you have guys who are built like bricks giving it all then within hours hands VW. Then you have Number 13 with this sad story not giving up, I’m a growing man with a wife and kids and when he was told he couldn’t continue I wanted to cry for him. For me he is already a winner!!!

    • @KiwiSpartan1
      @KiwiSpartan1 6 років тому +1

      Daniel wall nah mate if some guy killed my wife, his wife, child, family, extended family, dog, cat fish will all meet their maker.

    • @rulebritannia4006
      @rulebritannia4006 6 років тому +1

      +KiwiSpartan1 could you honestly kill a child.is that what your saying

    • @rulebritannia4006
      @rulebritannia4006 6 років тому

      +KiwiSpartan1 could you honestly kill a child.is that what your saying

    • @jonskinner5664
      @jonskinner5664 5 років тому

      If someone hurt my wife or family yeah, I would wipe his seed from the earth.

    • @alundavies8402
      @alundavies8402 4 роки тому +1

      jon skinner wipe their seed from the earth? Did you get that from the last of the mohicans ? Nobody with any sense thinks like that really it’s as bad as what happened in the first place

  • @fondelmaddick5085
    @fondelmaddick5085 5 років тому +8

    The guy saying about his wife getting killed, brought tears to my eyes. Brave guy! 👌

  • @ryanjones820
    @ryanjones820 6 років тому +83

    Respect to this man, you know it deep when ant Middleton has his head in his hands, but this lad is a top bloke very strong mentally.

  • @TOPBLAZER85
    @TOPBLAZER85 Рік тому +10

    this man is a great example of how you can take something negative/bad/horrific and keep going, most would want to give up but to carry on and move forward is a great example of how to honour those we love and have unfortunately lost.

  • @madgtthree
    @madgtthree 6 років тому +70

    You can see him trying to surpress the questions. Not because he's not strong enough to talk about it, but I think because he didn't wanted the instructors to feel sorry for him. Tough tough man, been through something unthinkable. Wish him the utmost best.

  • @Grfbd
    @Grfbd 4 роки тому +1

    Mans man. if you read this mate, you are an inspiration to EVERYONE. Im so so so so sorry for your loss but you kept going for your dependents which makes you a legend hero. i hope you are stiil coping my friend.

  • @davidashby599
    @davidashby599 5 років тому +40

    My heart goes out to this man, never could imagine being in that situation! God bless pal.

  • @Coldbreezed
    @Coldbreezed 2 роки тому +9

    Brought tears to my eyes. Couldnt imagine the strength it took him to push on

  • @MarkJKellett
    @MarkJKellett 6 років тому +29

    It's blokes like that who endured something so utterly devastating but use it in a positive way with dignity and determination that are the real inspirations.
    Makes me proud to the British

  • @elliasgarica526
    @elliasgarica526 5 років тому +6

    This man didn’t shed a tear during that discussion and it really shows that he is worth of SAS

    • @TopLobsters
      @TopLobsters 4 роки тому +2

      @Ellias Garica This is not real SAS selection. Far from it. These are civilians on a TV show

  • @rhysmaybrey7739
    @rhysmaybrey7739 5 років тому +33

    You can see the emotion on Ant and Foxy’s face. Even to hardened special forces soldiers its shocking. Awesome guy. A true father and inspiration to all

    • @claverhouse1
      @claverhouse1 2 роки тому

      Ant is getting his rocks off, he loves beating up women

  • @donalonzo63
    @donalonzo63 3 роки тому +8

    This man is standing up and moving forward after that indescribably horrific event.
    There are no words that capture how strong this man is.

  • @reecehayden7731
    @reecehayden7731 6 років тому +54

    This interrogation made me cry

  • @joespencer6287
    @joespencer6287 4 роки тому +14

    Heartbreaking... absolutely heartbreaking. Can't even imagine how horrendous that must have been, you're a true hero carrying on strong for your kids. I hope your pain eases more with time.

  • @NONESHALLPASS1066
    @NONESHALLPASS1066 6 років тому +76

    God bless that man, that there is what you call a father

  • @Jafmanz
    @Jafmanz 2 роки тому +7

    in tears watching this because I can feel how unbearable the pain would be and yet he bore it
    WHAT A MAN!

  • @matts1243
    @matts1243 6 років тому +19

    To have the strength to continue after something as horrific as that, to show love, compassion and forgiveness like this man has shows a level of strength that few can attain. He by far is a man to strive to be like. Hearing his story made me well up so much respect for him. His kids have a great role model as a father.

  • @carolnicholl3328
    @carolnicholl3328 4 роки тому +10

    My heart goes out to this guy No 13. He's already a hero in my eyes

  • @Topgooner01
    @Topgooner01 6 років тому +31

    OMG!!!...watching this through teary eyes, a very brave man! As far as I'm concerned, NUMBER 13 YOU ARE THE WINNER!!!!

  • @laylarnijay7618
    @laylarnijay7618 5 років тому +21

    Awww that's so hearbreaking😓😓 I cried when he was telling his story. But I admire him he is so strong wow.

  • @isabellewalker3490
    @isabellewalker3490 5 років тому +12

    He’s such an amazing man for staying so strong. He is an amazing hero and inspiration.

  • @lewisrenton4049
    @lewisrenton4049 Рік тому +1

    the fact he could hear it over the phone but couldn't do anything broke my heart

  • @sceptile4204
    @sceptile4204 6 років тому +15

    The face when he’s asked what’s the event omg 28 year old male here crying like a baby this clip made ring my wife and tell her I love her so much

  • @Cute_Deth
    @Cute_Deth 5 років тому +17

    Through all the screaming and insults, This could be so wholesome at times

  • @Euannac
    @Euannac 6 років тому +6

    So much respect for that guy. No one can imagine what he went through and he kept strong. That is the definition of a proper man.

  • @leddielive
    @leddielive 9 місяців тому +1

    He may have a bad knee but he is one tough guy, you look after those kids & enjoy every day as they come, you for one know how precious & fragile life can be, total respect for you man!

  • @steveolowe1981
    @steveolowe1981 6 років тому +13

    I honestly don't know how you'd come back from something like that you're a inspiration

  • @introvertialxo
    @introvertialxo 5 років тому +11

    Damn, dude literally had to listen to his wife die and carries on so strongly. These are the people who a born to be Spec Forces.

  • @lauramackenzie1157
    @lauramackenzie1157 6 років тому +11

    Now that is a true definition of a man....strong, loyal, humble, determined, caring and honourable. He is quite something!!

  • @richarddavis1599
    @richarddavis1599 Рік тому +1

    Think that was the best series. The production team picked out a great bunch of contestants but, much more than that. A whole bunch of inspirational human beings.

  • @joewatson8782
    @joewatson8782 6 років тому +335

    Legend

  • @bonkbonk369
    @bonkbonk369 5 років тому +6

    Amazing that he can still keep going for his kids, good on you mate.

  • @rileyvandervlist9093
    @rileyvandervlist9093 6 років тому +9

    My brother.... my love reaches out to you and your family unconditionally... your a fine example to others.. they should feel inspired by your actions.. a true hero and outstanding father.. keep it going my friend :) x

  • @joshbrown487
    @joshbrown487 3 роки тому +12

    God bless this man, hope he’s okay.

  • @littlebull8881
    @littlebull8881 6 років тому +74

    Good man your an inspiration to many, I was tackled whilst working when a 19 stone guy with Learning difficulties ruptured a disk in my Back, to cut along story 11 years later my left leg has 30% loss with 5 disks gone so bad they can't do nothing no more, be in a wheel chair but not fucking yet no way I'm only 41, your story is heart breaking and is a classic one when I was feeling sorry for myself then thought hang on a minute there is always someone worse off.
    Salute you brother 🤜🤛

    • @Sxm_8
      @Sxm_8 6 років тому +6

      Little Bull Stay Strong. Life still has plenty of good to go offer.

  • @NegotiableHemingway
    @NegotiableHemingway 4 роки тому +3

    This guy has suffered more than most will ever know. What a great guy and how lucky his kids are to grow up with him as a role model.

  • @master-ky0jinn15
    @master-ky0jinn15 6 років тому +7

    It was hard to watch a SAS solider nearly break down in to tears like that
    RIP Never Gone in our minds

  • @louisep4805
    @louisep4805 2 роки тому +3

    Bless him what an incredible man. I hope he is in a happier place now and his children are doing well 🙏

  • @subhunterbruh1401
    @subhunterbruh1401 5 років тому +9

    Truly a cut above most men, I salute you sir, with love from America

  • @No-ck4rz
    @No-ck4rz 2 роки тому +2

    The worst part is the police had the man who killed his wife in custody but let him go after 10 minutes because “he seemed fine” and an hour later he returned and killed her. The police also got revived no penalty for this

  • @courtneychilvers5545
    @courtneychilvers5545 5 років тому +5

    Heartbreaking. What a bloke! Never cried so much in my life when I heard his story

  • @Beestje
    @Beestje 4 роки тому +3

    This guy was in this morning two years after the incident, absolutely brilliant man

  • @doc31597
    @doc31597 6 років тому +5

    I'm in awe of this man. To have lost his wife and especially how he did.
    To still get on...
    God bless you ❤️ and your family ❤️

  • @holdtightadele8017
    @holdtightadele8017 2 роки тому +3

    Ants reaction was that of a fellow father trying to comprehend what he just heard. I’m not even a father and I wouldn’t have been able to compose myself hearing that.
    What a guy this man is, perfect example of an amazing father.

  • @climbjay
    @climbjay 6 років тому +17

    Truly and utterly heartbreaking.
    What a guy. What an absolute man. Devastating. Welling up watching this 😢
    Wish that man the best of everything in life. He deserves it.

  • @robchip1
    @robchip1 5 років тому +8

    Real man. Warrior no question about it the man is a warrior.

  • @vanlifenomad
    @vanlifenomad 6 років тому +36

    No need to prove anything, this guy had already passed selection

  • @jamescrawford2049
    @jamescrawford2049 3 роки тому +1

    I didn't expect that response I'm truly sorry for your loss.

  • @markcrawfy7790
    @markcrawfy7790 5 років тому +6

    Poor guy, i feel for him so much....its amazing how he has kept so strong for hi kids..Brave man

  • @hamishr
    @hamishr 4 роки тому +8

    Emotional Intelligence, Mental Fitness/Resilience, Focus
    and Determination can and will Prevail against all odds. Prima Facie exemplar right here. Hats Off.

  • @sebastiangardey7105
    @sebastiangardey7105 5 років тому +6

    Powerful. Best of luck to you m8 you’re an inspiration to many

  • @MarkWhitehand
    @MarkWhitehand 4 роки тому +2

    This is the epitome of courage, integrity, resilience AND love. I salute you mate and keep being an amazing role model for your kids. You have made me a better man from just watching this. Peace buddy. Great compassion too Ant & Foxy.

  • @nilakshandissanayake1379
    @nilakshandissanayake1379 4 роки тому +4

    I cried when I heard what happened to his wife. You don't need to prove anything. You have a warriors heart and thats all that matters. Look after your kids and I am sure your wife is looking down from heaven and proud who you are now .

  • @JpocalypseHD
    @JpocalypseHD 4 роки тому +1

    Very strong man. He’s an inspiration for people in tough times. The message is to keep going and focus on the things that matter. His mental strength is definitely SAS ready.

  • @jaycobwilliams7631
    @jaycobwilliams7631 5 років тому +16

    All my respect goes to this man and he his story made me sad

  • @billybob01234567
    @billybob01234567 2 роки тому +8

    You knownits horrific when even Ant is shell-shocked

  • @kurtbarlow5408
    @kurtbarlow5408 6 років тому +17

    I would imagine it takes a lot to shock special forces soldiers, that poor guy certainly managed it

  • @danspiller87
    @danspiller87 4 роки тому +2

    I'm in a similar family situation to this man. I work away occasionally.
    I cannot begin to imagine how this guy is still going. It broke me down and tears filled my eyes just hearing his story.
    Treasure your loved ones every day, you never know what's around the corner. ❤️

  • @Kluncan
    @Kluncan 6 років тому +14

    Puts shit in perspective doesn’t it.
    What a superb example of a man... bless you.

  • @decker8202
    @decker8202 5 років тому +4

    Such a horrible thing to experience. My son was on the phone with his twin brother and heard him shoot himself. He's never really told me all of the details, but I'm not so sure that I'd want to know. He has gone on to be a wonderful husband and father, and I couldn't be more proud of him.